#allanpost

[faitsansorganes]

many people are saying this

[emirrart]

27,06,2024

i'm cooked

[happysmilertime]

micheals allan puppet <3

[jasperinthemachine]

hi guyss uhh i am working on a story about a man stuck in his computer 👍👍👍 its not finished or publicized anywhere but i figured id put it out here if anyone is interested in following it through the writing process!!

basic summary is: the guy (Allan, 30y/o) becomes obsessed with researching CIA interrogation methods, and when he gets too close to finding the tapes of these interrogations, the CIA officials transubstantiate him into code and he lives inside his computer. he goes thru the circles of hell from dante’s inferno, as represented by parts of the 2005 internet 👍👍 he goes through so many horrors and ends up physically attached to his computer after he escapes it

rb or dm me if you are interested! i might end up makinf a discord server to document my ideas/writing if people take interest in this :3

[propertyofkylar]

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ITS ALLAN TIME

[merenice-deactivated20240318]

STOP REBLOGGING HONG LU I WAS ABOUT TO ALLANPOST anyways I didn't want to reblog this to tag with an otome boy but this is totally him btw

[faitsansorganes]

it's so so so fascinating to me how music known for its absolute machine qualities (industrial, EBM) is also very often the most rawly erotic and sexual even to an animalistic degree. it's so real honestly. embrace the unity of flesh and machine

[faitsansorganes]

you are doing some Marcel Duchamp shit to me

[faitsansorganes]

the philosophy department's library is actually insanely good for studying or just sitting to read I think I am going to live there now

[faitsansorganes]

what's a little invasive surgery between friends???

[faitsansorganes]

Crash AMV

[faitsansorganes]

[faitsansorganes]

[faitsansorganes]

never watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind or whatever but I think those people erasing their memories to get over breakups are so stupid. if I had the technology to forget things I would use it to replay Silent Hill 2 without spoilers

[faitsansorganes]

watching scarface and I gotta say there's something almost minxy about the heels on Tony's boots

[faitsansorganes]

honestly the "extreme" end of both the self-diagnosis and the professional dx only!!1!1 crowd are dumb as fucking hell. like I don't mean this in the centrist way I just have "extreme" in quotes because I can't think of a better word rn it's just the way both treat mental disorders like these ontologically stable entities and can't get away from seeing everything in terms of strict classification. and you can dig into even the strictly psychiatric literature and discover this incredibly easily. constant fucking navel-gazing over omfg what if I'm schizoid or avoidant or schizotypal!!1! when the empirical distinction between these groups is blurry at best. you're never going to be able to capture yourself entirely in categorial terms and this is good and fine. there is no "normal" personality. diagnostic terms aren't without their use but they're mainly a practical shorthand