#all the murderers who get to grown old
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saw I'm Still Here today
I cryed the whole movie, oh i don't think this is a movie i can talk about in english and i want to keep my tumblr in english, how it shapes you and a country to have militar dictatorship in it's hystory
#cinema#movies#i'm still here#dictatorship#how it shaped me to be born in this country of young and troubled democracy#how present is the nightmare of the dictatorship#how great is the impunity of the military#all the torturers who run free#all the murderers who get to grown old#all with peace money and liberty#may eunice rest in peace for she was able to save her family and keep her husband's memory#rubens paiva rest in peace#i do think that international and american audiences should watch it too#even if it isn't as touching as it is for brazilians it is a great movie
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they were doing âis madeleine a pedo for being attracted to claudiaâ discourse on twitter the other day and i would like it very much if twitter was just nuked as a website lol
#rani makes text posts no one will read#claudeleine#my answer is who cares#my deeper answer is madeleine knows claudia over the span of several years & seems to think sheâs met & befriended a 16ish year old & by the#time things start getting more overtly romantic madeleine thinks sheâs like a grown adult. this is very clearly stated in the show.#my even deeper answer is that the eroticism surrounding claudiaâs body is like Part Of The Plot the fact that she has a childâs body and an#adultâs mind & what that potentially means for her romantically & sexually is a defining part of her character & the entire point of#madeleine in the narrative is to give claudia someone who desires her as she is & doesnât want to change her is it weird perhaps that sheâs#clearly attracted to a teenager but isnât pushing that boundary at all maybe! but she refers to the nazi she fucks as a âscared boyâ so i do#think that a) madeleine is already quite young herself and b) madeleine much like louis armand lestat daniel etc has this sort of dark & odd#moral code that essentially means she does not give a shit that her potential lover & life companion looks like a child sheâs attracted to#claudia sexually regardless And Thatâs What Makes Her A Good Candidate For Vampirism!!!!!!!!!#my final answer is who the fuck cares omg these characters are out here dropping each other from the stratosphere & turning their murders#into public spectacles & lynchings these are all mass murderers and youâre mad madeleine wants to fuck claudia who she thinks is like 19??#be soooooo fucjing fr with me omg iâm tired of age gap discourse and i say this as someone who has partaken in it yall donât even know what#makes age gaps like ~problematic in relationships i hate u guys#anyways in my mind they fucked crazy nasty literally two seconds after madeleine was changed & the only reason they didnât do it before was#cuz claudia was worried about accidentally killing her otherwise trust they would have had some floaty sex in the back of that shop!!!!!
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Sawyer Samuelson - Rumor Mill and "Just like Henry"
More upon mine and @thevioletscout 's bendysonas, and Sawyers audio logs!
! Everything under the cut !
Sawyer Samuelson, a lithographer at Joey Drew Studios, has one of those faces and personalities (⊠generally) where people feel comfortable sharing their frustrations with. Which often leads to Sawyer being more then acquainted to the drama in the studio, much to his own dismay. And this eventually gets him some words with Norman Polk, who has a few pieces of information about the studio people rarely talked about. Why the man told him about the studioâs (ex) Co-Founder, who knows with him.
(He thought the fallout would be hilarious and wanted to see what the fire-cracker did with the tidbit)
Following this, a few days later Sawyer is venting to himself on his break, having overheard from the rumor mil that a voice-actress had recently quit due to concerning behavior from the Music Department. And through unfortunate timing, Mr. Drew came by to ask Sawyer about something when as argument began to spur on, where Sawyer reminds Mr. Drew that he couldnât threaten a man who was always ready to quit on the spot, like a certain ex-animator did so long ago.
Following this audio log, a mere few hours later Sawyer came to witness Joey Drew shoving Brooklyn âScoutâ LaViolette into the Ink Machine after her just harmlessly messing with Henry's old desk. He was definaitely still pissed off after Sawyers mention of the man.
Thinking fast, and unhinged-like, Sawyer attacked the man. While managing to injure him, both he and Scout were ran through the machine, all at once. What came from the puddles were The Alice Twins.
The Shape gained a strange sentience, rare in the studio, where he could even swim through The Well and travel around, alike the Flow ability. Though, likely more dangerous. Heâs aggressive to everything in the studio- all but one. The Silent Angel, his twin essentially. And with his connection to The Well, The Shape can channel others voices to âspeakâ, and is the only time the Silent Angel can use her voice again.
#batim#batim oc#bendysona#long post#joey drew#References to Henry but what's new there?#Irl JDS in D.R: Joey feels reeaaalllly sorrryy#Me and scout: so anyway he gets pissed at anyone mentioning his unrequited crush/obsession and murders our bendysonas#Alice Twins my beloveds#I had âI don't know how but they found meâ's song Choke on repeat while I wrote this all out. Joey with these two. ESPECIALLY Sawyer.#Grown ass man had beef with a 22 yr old who didn't gaf
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it's 2023 and i'm still bitter about how kuroshitsuji, a complex slow burn mystery manga, got absolutely massacred by its shitty semi-episodic shota/fujobait anime adaptation
#like yeah the manga could be a bit questionable in the earlier parts (cough corset scene cough comedic relief grelle + soma & agni cough)#but almost all of that got retconned once yana toboso was allowed to have more creative freedom over her work#(and her editor's interference is something we Know had a p drastic effect on the series bc it Literally Gave Us Grelle (toboso wanted to#have a female jack the ripper but her editor said that if she did then she would've had to be working w a man. so in response toboso#decided that madam red's partner in crime would be as effeminate as possible so grelle was created in the vein of buffalo bill and then#only in her next appearance a few arcs later when the book of murder arc was over and done with was she acknowledged to be a trans woman#not the best situation for girlie overall but the manga started treating her much better over time + she slayed)#but the anime was on a whole different level s1 Literally ended while teasing a kiss between a grown adult and a 12 year old#and then s2 just made up random bullshit including a brand new 14 year old to ship bait w adults#and it doesn't help that whenever the series comes up everyone in the surrounding area becomes 50x more susceptible to false info#(see: undertaker's real name being shared around on an image that's literally watermarked by a TUMBLR HEADCANONS BLOG)#so there's a p decent subset of ppl who believe it was originally meant to be a yaoi (rumor that began from the same hc blog)#or that yana toboso is a shotacon (pr.osh.ippers on twt made that one up to try and win arguments)#i want the series to get the fmab treatment w a shiny new anime made by some1 other than a-1 pictures#bc we've seen what happens when they try and adapt the arcs that came out after they committed to the random bullshit plots of s1-2#in the form of the book of murder circus & atlantic ovas. which are excessively plain and just streamlined disconnected and heartless#renditions of the manga arcs which will make no sense to anyone who hasn't already read it. they're like ufotable's fate route ova but at#least that has higher production values and is somewhat visually interesting#romeo.txt
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Protecting His Investment
Pairings: The Salesman x Fem!Reader
Summary: No one gets to hurt you except him.
Warnings: Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Language, Implied Violence, Age gap, God Complex, Brainwashing, Psychopathy, Murder, Blood, Gore, Codependency, Yandere!Salesman, Stalking, Smut (+18) mdni, Voyeurism, Blood Kink, Sadomasocism, Dom!Salesman, Sub!Reader, Choking, Rough Sex, Oral Sex, Blood Play, fingering, Massive Degradation Kink, Praise Kink, Sadism, Punishments, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Squirting, Overstimulation
A/n: I'm not responsible for the media you consume.
This can be read as a continuation of this fic but not strictly
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âShouldn't I be blindfolded?"
If it weren't for the silence simmering between you both, in this monotonous taxi drive, he mightâve not heard you at all and perhaps you should have been more careful with your choice of wording but you were feeling a tiny bit reckless this Wednesday afternoon. He hadn't ever offered to personally fetch you from campus, and you felt incredibly juvenile when you spotted him standing there like a dad, in his grown-up suit while his briefcase hung in his hands in front of him. You'd almost convinced yourself that you were imagining things. That somehow your obsession with the man who kidnaps you every Wednesday to fulfill all his messed up fantasies was truly taking a toll on your mental health.
Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, he was real. And he had come to pick you up and you were feeling awfully giddy as he ushered you both into a taxi while a few of your peers stood and stared.
By now he would've blindfolded you. Keeping you completely clueless to the location he brings you to every Wednesday. See, your Salesman had myriad deep rooted issues. Mania. Sociopathy. Sadism. But the issue that irked you the very most was his inability to trust. Before you know it, you're pouting up a storm as you ask him. "Why aren't we using the blindfold today?"
He slowly removes his gaze from the window, where he had been pondering like the old man he is. He quirks up an eyebrow, letting the intensity of his attention wash completely over you.
"Would you like to be blindfolded?" He asks playfully. His eyes are sparkling with amusement and his lips are quirked up like it usually is when he's being sardonic. Still, you remain cautious as you lean forward. You send one quick glance to the taxi driver, wondering if you were being led in some kind of hearse on the road to your death.
"A-Are you going to kill me?" For the first time, cold, white fear ices the warm blood rushing through your veins. Come to think of it, he did seem far chirpier than usual. Perhaps that should have been your first warning. The flags were blood red but you were wearing rose-tinted glasses.
He only snickers before placing a heavy hand on your head, patting it down.
He doesn't answer you for the duration of the taxi drive, causing you to slip more and more into your thoughts of morbidity and despair. Why else wouldn't he blindfold you if not to end your life once you got there? It seemed dreadfully logical and so on-brand for him. He'd get bored of you sooner or later and then he'd dispose of you. There'd be no need to blindfold you any longer while he took you to his place because you'd soon become a corpse and-
"Doll." The voice cuts through the chatter filling your brain. All at once, the car has stopped, and warm air rushes into the interior as he holds the door open for you. "Get out of the nice man's car." He jests politely, quickly prompting you to unbuckle your seatbelt and scramble out of the taxi.
The second you're out he walks ahead of you. The building that comes into focus before you have your brows crinkling.
You quickly catch up to him, gazing up at his monotonous face. "Why are we here? You never come to my house."
He doesn't respond as you both walk into the foyer. He walks briskly and powerfully, like a man on the move while you send a small wave to the security manning the front desk. You both enter an empty elevator and he presses a button without you ever having to tell him which floor.
"You're going to kill me, aren't you?"
He lowers his gaze to you, one eyebrow quirked up.
"You only die when you disappoint me and as of late," he stares directly ahead, "You haven't disappointed me."
The elevator dings and he steps out. You follow him like a puppy without a leash. "In fact I'd say your work ethic as of late has been-" he blows out a long sigh as he makes it your apartment door- recalling all the weeks you two have spent together in vivid kaleidoscopic images. All the pain you let him inflict on you and pleasure he'd offer as a reward.
"-nothing short of stellar. I'm proud of you." He punches in the code to your apartment and you both enter. The curtains are drawn shut because your roommate hates sunlight. You preferred it but there was no communicating with something like her.
He kicks off his shoes at the door.
"What are we doing here?" You ask nervously, "My roommate will be back soon and she isn't very nice."
"We won't be playing at my place today." He says finally meeting your wild and nervous eyes. He seems so lax and so in control. "We'll be playing here."
"B-But my roommate."
"Is that why you were crying?" His gaze keeps you rooted to the floors, unable to move even if you wanted to, "Because of your roommate?"
"Crying? I wasn't crying-"
"Back at the university," he says, casually removing a microscopic piece of lint from his grey blazer, "Your head was beant and you looked up at me with bloodshot eyes." His eyes shine with amusement as he says, "Usually with our sessions, the crying only comes later on." Then he quirks his head and asks, "What happened?" There's a bang somewhere in the apartment and your head snaps forward. Your eyes scan over the adjoining living room and kitchen but he seems unfazed.
"It's stupid-" you shake your head, "Like who even still gets bullied in uni?"
You laugh pitifully, leaning against the nearest wall. He stands tall before you. A brick wall.
"Your roommate's threatening to kick you out of this apartment to move her boyfriend in?" He asks before adding, "Again."
Your head snaps up to him, "H-How-"
In that moment, he turns rather robotically, making his way deeper into your home. It's clean. Thank God.
"You don't realize how chatty you get when you're about to orgasm." He says before stopping right outside your closed bedroom door.
"My roommate- she... decided last night that- well- she would really like her boyfriend to live here instead-"
"Without consulting you first?" He clarifies, staring blankly ahead at the door, listening very attentively.
"Y-Yes without consulting me." You bring your hand to the doorknob, on your way to open it but he stops you with an iron grip around your wrist. You wince.
âContinue talking.â He says and you do.
"This morning they both kinda sprung on me that they'd like to be living here now. She went behind my back and already placed the deposit down our landlord, well," you clear your throat. "I might be homeless soon." You laugh but then swallow very thickly as the gravity of the situation falls onto your shoulders.
"And still you decided to have our sessions today?"
"If you'll have me," you nod.
"Remarkable." He replies. "Well I've never been very fond of my things or my toys getting dirty." He begins mysteriously as he places his hand directly over yours on the doorknob.
"Pardon?"
"I can't have my favorite toy living out on the street. Who knows what kind of animals would try to rape you or drug you or fucking stick their slimey dicks inside you-" he turns the doorknob, clicking your room open.
You're not even sure when this started happening. These 'private sessions' with your Salesman that quickly bled into something much more concerning. Before you knew it, he was seeping into your brain, polluting you with obsession. There had never ever been anyone else involved.
"What the hell did you do?" You ask, slowly entering your room to find two chairs placed directly in front of your bed. As soon as you enter, you hear the blood curdling, muffled screams being ripped from the throat of the two people strapped to those chairs.
"I'm protecting my investment," Says your Salesman as he pushes the door closed behind you.
Your feet feel like lead as you watch them and their panic-stricken eyes. There in front of you, they sit opposite one another, both with a haggard countenance and tears streaming down their cheeks.
At the sight of you, your roommate screams something horrid but it's muffled by the gag placed in her mouth, a gag the shape of a dog bone.
He's there too. The boyfriend. He's not as loud or as frantic as she is but he's significantly startled. His eyes are wild and vacant. The same gag.
"Oh my god-" you begin but he cuts in front of you, making his way to the couple seated across from each other.
"We're all gonna play a game- a quick one," He says, "Can't play for too long because I've been dying to get inside you since I saw those pretty little bloodshot eyes."
"Sir- I"
If you knew his name you might've screamed it in this moment. 'Sir' is your only point of reference to address the manic man in front of you.
This isn't right.
Right?
You're so confused, you barely register than you've thought out loud. It hits you as he slowly shrugs his blazer off.
"What isn't right is them thinking they can rape this apartment from underneath you." He says, folding it and placing it meticulously over your desk.
"I- have neighbors!?" You begin but he has a plan for that too.
"I had your room soundproofed since our first session." You're pushed into even more confusion.
"WHAT!? When did you even-"
"While you were at school-" he says before uncovering a handgun from his briefcase. A handgun and a silencer.
"Point is, Doll, I'm going to need you to play a game for me, ok?"
"DOLL!?" Comes your roommates' mortified and muffled cries.
"I need you to make one tiny decision for me." He says, screwing on the silencer onto the barrel of the revolver. It strikes you then that even when the mask is off, and the worst workings of his personality are on display for all to gaze upon, you still find him breathtakingly attractive.
"If-" tears burn the back of your throat, "If this room is soundproof why-why do you need a silencer?"
"I'm nothing if not a cautious man, you know this." Then his expression turns very grave and very dark as he says. "Don't you?"
âYes, Sir,â you reply almost automatically. Like your need to respond to him- to please him, greatly overpowered your moral compass. âYou're extremely cautious.â
Your roommate releases a shrill noise from the very back of her throat, her eyes pleading with the humanity she desperately tries to find in yours.
âOut of these two, he's my least favourite,â Your Salesman says, standing beside you. Eyes wild as he points his gun to the boyfriend's head.
âBut this isn't about me,â he turns to face you, slowly dragging you gaze away from the victims that had once been your tormentors. You look up at him with a broken sob slipping through your lips. âI need you to choose.â
There it is.
His words seem to detonate what little fate you had in his humanity. There is nothing in his eyes except hedonism and violence.
"I'm going to have you to choose very quickly, baby-â
You're already shaking your head as frazzled braids tickle your shoulders. Your eyes find theirs and you immediately say, âI'm not going to do it.â
When you look at him again, you're almost horrified to find the smile that had once been on his face, completely wiped away. His face is a shadow and it strikes you way more than anything ever has. Something in you scolds you. It gnaws at you to make things right.
âDon't do that.â He says darkly. âDon't disappoint me.â
His hands -one still holding a gun- moves to cup both your cheeks. He cranes your neck further back, gazing deeply. âI can't have you living on the street.â
âYou don't have to kill anyone-â
His jaw ticks, âPick.â
âSirâŠâ
âYou're disappointing me.â
All it takes is those three words to have your world crashing to the floor. Tears blur your vision as you raise a trembling finger.
âHim. I pick him.â
It's the first time you realized that you were brimming with codependency
Or stupidity.
Or maybe both
âThat's a good girl.â He coos, pressing a kiss to your forehead. The father you never had.
He lets his eyes meet that of the boyfriend who is shaking and writhing in seat.
âWhat a good fucking girl I have, wouldn't you agree?â He asks the boyfriend yet he only cries and cries and cries. Meanwhile, you're bathing in the warm, milky words of praise.
"I suppose you wouldn't be able to agree to much in a second-"
He raises the gun.
Wait-" but the trigger is already pulled, and the bullet slices through the air and the deed is done.
It's remarkable how fast it travels. The speed of the bullet. Like it's competing with light itself. One moment his head is there and his brain is inside it, functioning like usual and the next moment, it's splattered all across my bedroom wall, coating your stuffed animals and drenching your pink bedding.
âYou killed someoneâŠâ
âWe killed someone, and you did such a good job. Now we're real rich people-â
You shake your head.
âOh my fucking god we killed someone-â
It's stupid, but the first thought that comes to mind is-
âHow- How am I gonna get the stain out!?â
âI'll get you new sheets, Doll, I promiseâŠâ
Meanwhile the roommate is crying and screaming her throat hoarse. You watch gravely as vomit soaks her gag.
âThat's fucking disgusting.â He says before turning back to you. A spray of blood scatters across the side of his handsome face. He'd just committed murder and yet you still describe him as handsome.
âYou're not disgusting at all.â He says, âYou're so clean and beautiful.â His large hands rub over your face. âAnd now this apartment's yours. Ours. Maybe.â
Ours.
That word somehow affects you more than the murder you'd just lay witness to. It has you staring up at him with grateful, love-filled eyes. You're still scared but, you were his. And that was a powerful feeling. You'd never belonged to anyone before. Certainly not any man as handsome or smart as this. This isn't rose-tinted glasses anymore, it's rose-tinted vision.
âWe killed someone.â You say. Solidifying the fact that you were a couple.
Your heart rages in its cage when his eyes nearly roll to the back of his head.
âFuck yes we did,â he moans before smashing his lips down onto yours. Confusion and discomfort wage a terrific and bloody war inside you as he kisses you absolutely dizzy. Your insides are swirling and your stomach is turning at the sight of the blood drenching your walls.
he tips your head up, forcing his tongue in and he moans when you let him. Your tongues touch and coax and he pulls you in close.
âYou know how good you looked when I picked you up earlier, Doll? I loved seeing those bloodshot eyes of yours.â He mumbles, âI just hated not being the one to make you cry.â
You sob something awful. The sound escapes you while your lips are still plastered to his.
âBut this is all me,â he says proudly, gazing down at your watery eyes as he pins you up against the wall. âThis is all me.â
Your roommate sits in a daze. Over his wide shoulder, her eyes stare blankly into yours and you almost find yourself mouthing the words 'I'm sorry'.
Almost. But you never do.
Your brain is too clouded by feelings of fear, regret, pleasure and⊠satisfaction. In your defense her boyfriend really fucking sucked.
"Take this off." He groans, lowering his large build to the floor to shove your shorts and underwear down. Undressing you almost formally as he lifts your one leg out followed by the other.
Your eyes are still on her.
Every vile word she's said to you. Every occasion she'd bring her equally cruel friends over and they'd gossip about you loud enough for their words to carry through the walls.
You realize very gravely that your care is waning.
That humanity that was still left inside you is thinning.
And he's pressing wet kisses against your legs, worshipping the soft cellulite at your thighs.
A man in a suit at his knees for you and she's forced to watch.
It makes you feel so-
"Fucking beautiful, fuck." He groans.
The more riled up he is, the less care he gives to how crass his language becomes. As if trapped in a daze, with your eyes still on your tormentor -your bully- you hook your fingers into his hair. Parting your legs you lead his mouth to your exposed cunt and he slurps you up for all your worth.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as he eats you out with vigor. He flattens his tongue and suctions his mouth against your clit, causing a deep and guttural moan to spill from your lips.
He pulls back, breathing raggedly, "Fuck my face," he commands, before placing both hands on your ass, enough to have your cunt riding his open mouth. It feels so fucking good your eyes are stinging with tears. You let them fall because you'd know he'd appreciate it. He appreciates every tear in your confidence. Every waver in your air-tight judgement. It undoes him completely to see you so fucking pathetic.
He looks up at you while you're riding him. Those morally black eyes are urging you to hump his face and you do.
At the sight of your tears falling his nails dig into your ass and you moan more. All the sounds you're able to make are in intelligible sounds of pleasure. But you force yourself to come to your senses. Just long enough to whisper
"Th-Thank you, Sir,"
He stills. Completely stunned.
You come. It crashes down on you all while your roommate tries to squeeze her crying eyes shut, shaking her head as if trying to delude herself into believing none of this is real.
"You are fucking fire, you know that?" He croaks, slowly rising. You're breathing oh so quickly and it only speeds up at the sight of your arousal casting his jaw.
âI wanna fucking hurt you so bad. I wanna eat you. I wanna fuck you. I wanna do so many unspeakable things to you- you're so perfect.â
He throws one more gaze over his shoulder. His almond eyes scan over the body, then the girl and he groans, furiously undoing his belt.
"How the fuck did I get so lucky?â he says, almost to himself.
"Answer me." He presses his body firmly against yours, until your spine is straight against the wall. "Fucking answer me when I talk to you."
He growls before bringing a hand up to your chin. It's painful the way he grabs you, but you're so used to pain. It lives here now. Between you both.
"I-I- don't know-" you really don't know and he melts at that.
"I'll tell you how, Princess. " he wraps your leg around his waist, "People like me- people we call crazy and evil-â His eyes are so wide, his smile too. -we get nice things. And people like that-" he quirks his head backwards, âThe weak? Those people on the streets, they die.â He says, grinding his cock agaisnt your cunt, âAnd we don't die, yeah?"
"Oh fuck." You're seeing stars when his cock sinks into your cunt. It's hard and raging and he's already doing multiple shallow thrusts to force it deeper. "S-So big-" you can't talk, you hardly ever can when he's like this. Fucking you into an absolute frenzy.
"You gonna squirt for me, Doll?â he grits his teeth, hips stuttering as he ravages you against the wall. "F-Fuck." Some
âShe's a really good squirter-â he turns his head to watch your roommate over his shoulder. Her head is slumped forward, she's fainted perhaps.
After weeks of trying to impress him, to show him that you were not the weak little thing he had first kidnapped- you realize it's paid off. He caveman grunts as he fucks you deeper and harder and a cry rips itself from your throat.
âY-You want me?â You ask with trembling lips.
âBaby,â he breathes directly into your mouth. âI need you.â
"F-Fuck-" your orgasm sneaks up on you and he watches with immense gratification as you come undone on his cock.
âYou're making a mess on my cock-â clear liquid streams out of hou, threatinging tk lush his cock out but he fucks you through it.
âGonna fucking cum inside you, baby. You're gonna take it, aren't you? My good girl's gonna fucking take it,â he throws his head back as his eyes flutter closed and soon he's fucking spurts of warm cum into you.
It fills you completely until the mess is coating your thighs. Through your wave of endless euphoria you see stars, the planets and him in the very centre of it all, guiding you and coaxing you through the bountiful high.
Even when he's done, his cock is still nestled deep inside you, pushing you over the brink of stimulation.
"You're very promising.â He admits, âAlways have been.â
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wait yall i think im cooking with this one...
imagine yandere! cell mate and yandere! police officer threesome??? even better if the two of them are friends with each other???
so you do lots of petty crime right, and dear ol' police officer comes back again for the nth time to throw you into your cell until you get bailed out by your family or something. you're ecstatic to see that your cell mate is yet again the same old guy who has grown a weird obsession with you over your numerous jail visits.
you still remember the first time you met him. he was sitting on the floor, dozing off until you ruined his peace and tranquility with your yelp.
"...new bunkie huh? what you in for?"
"vandalism. i wrote cock and balls on the train floor."
"cool, I'm in here for murder."
from there, a beautiful friendship (more like one-sided love) was formed. you'd come and stay in there with him for a day or two before disappearing for a week. then you'd, repeating the cycle.
"you're back again. what did you do this time?"
"public nuisance. i shouted all men should be breedable on the streets and the straights didn't like that."
your cell mate is absolutely enamoured by you at this point and he can't help but stare at you like you've hung the stars in the sky. sure, it took a bit of time getting used to you but before he knew it, you had become the center of his life and he wanted nothing more than to have you be his bunkie for life.
can't forget about our dearest police officer too. he was actually the first one to fall for you. the second he laid eyes on you, it was like his whole life was changed. all of a sudden, everything looked like a romance movie with you and him as the main actors.
of course, the two of them realize that the other is in love with you and vice versa. yan police officer could bend the rules and have you all to himself, but he's by no means a traitor. if his best friend loves you, he should share too, right? so the two of them come to a compromise and agree to share you.
the only problem is getting you to stay there permanently. after all, you've never really done anything... major before. all just slight annoyances at most.
your cell mate can only hope and wish that you'd murder someone to land yourself a life imprisonment. your police officer totally agrees with him and even proposes a solution to their dilemma.
what if they frame you for a serious crime?
after all, nothing is too much if it means having you with them forever.
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#yandere#tw yandere#yandere x reader#yandere imagines#yandere drabbles#yandere scenarios#yandere concept#yandere police officer#yandere police officer x reader#yandere cell mate#yandere cell mate x reader#yandere police officer x reader x yandere cell mate#gn reader#suiana rambling#suiana brainrotting
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Yandere Fae - Temptation
he just wants to know your name, thatâs all. he promises.
tw: yandere themes, possessive behaviour, reader is lowkey okay with it, implied murder, unhealthy relationships, stockholm syndrome (?)
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âCome now, darling,â he croons, so very sweetly, âitâs just a name. I promise I wonât tell.â
He leans his cheek against your arm, gazing up pleadingly. You sigh as you feel your resolve waver. Heâ the faeâ Lucian, he says his name is but you donât know if heâs telling the truth.
Fae canât lie, youâd been told as a child. The people of your town nary spoke of the faekind, save in warning tales. Theyâd told of weaknesses, of iron and salt. Lies. Falsehoods born from ignorance. Fae could lie, could weave truths of honeyed poison sweeter than any ambrosia. One thing you did know was not to tell one your name. Your grandmother had told you. She was the same woman who warned you of the dangers, who thwarted the ignorant claims of the fellow villagers
âPlease.â Lucian all but whines. You canât help but giggle in amusement. For such a powerful creature, heâs acting as though he were a puppy. âItâs just a name.â
But itâs not just a name. Nameâs are powerful. They hold history, stories, oneâs very being. So, youâll refuse him once more. âI canât.â
âCanât or wonât?â Lucian tilts his head. The slightest hint of venom tinges his tone. His slit pupils are dilated double their size, like a predator catching sight of its prey. âTell me your name.â
Lucianâs been persistent in his efforts. Ever since you moved into a cottage deep within the forest. Unable to bear the repetitive, noisy life of your village, you left. Heâs been following you ever since you moved in. Heâs bound, tethered to the place. To the land. Through magical means you donât understand. Lucian adores pestering you with questions, and inane conversation, that youâve grown to enjoy. But above all else, he seems determined to get your name. Not that you plan to give it to him.
He makes a frustrated noise, a pout forming on his lips. âYouâre so stubborn.â Lucian complains. âJust tell me. I wonât tell anyone else, I swear.â
Liar, you think fondly, Itâs cute, really, the effort he puts in.
Biting your lip, you briefly contemplate your sanity. Should others find themselves in this situation they wouldnât be as calm. Theyâd panic. You should panic. You should probably run for the hills. For itâs not his status as a fae that forebodes danger. Heâsâ Lucian is complex.
The good-natured mask he wears is just that. A mask. One he wears for you. Your relationship with Lucian is multilayered. Surface level, it is a give and take. What he gives and what you take remains unclear. Surface level, youâre companions. But that implies trust. You donât trust him. Youâre smart enough not too.
âIâm heading out to town.â You tell him. âTo the market.â
Lucian huffs. He storms off like a petulant child, intelligibly whining and a pout on his face. You roll your eyes. Gathering a basket and pulling on a cloak, you step out of the cottage. The way to town isnât marked by a path. You memorize trees and large stones. Landmarks. You trek through the woodlands, thoughts of Lucian occupying your mind.
You hold a certain fondness for him. For the little game you two indulge in. Itâs an odd affection, a tired, old one. He makes you cook for him, bemoaning your atrocious mortal cuisine as he eats all of it. He follows you around the cottage with seemingly no concept of personal space. He lingers around you, as if he were a ghost and you his haunt. He entertains you. With tall-tales spun from silk. He offers you gifts in the form of odd trinkets, flowers, nuts, sometimes gems.
Lucian perplexes you. Because despite the casualness of your relationship, youâd be a fool to not be aware of the power imbalance in between the two of you. Thereâs something dark, dangerous. An ancient, primal magic tethering him to the cottage. To you.
You shake off your wonderings as you reach a clearing. Down, to the left is a quaint little town. Itâs sparsely populated, everyone knows everyone, at least everyone who inhabits the area. Locals are wary of travellers, yet they are not so foolish to deny potential patrons business. Their market, tavern, and inn are whatâs to be expected of a place such as this. Itâs sufficient for your needs, though. Far be it for you to complain.
You stop by the market, examining items being sold by the vendors. As you take an apple in hand, trying to determine whether the produce is worth itâs price, a hand reaches by you. Curiously, you sneak a glance to the person it belongs to.
Youâre met with the appearance of a rugged, rogue. Weary from his travels, if youâd have to guess. He gives you half-grin half-smirk that makes your insides flutter. Normally, youâd offer him a flirtatious smile. Perhaps heâd ask to take you out for the night, to the tavern. Youâd drink sweet mead and suggest stopping at an inn for the night. Spend it together. Alas, the sanctity of your normal ended upon your meeting with Lucian.
ââScuse me, love,â he says, voice a rough timbre. Itâs so different than Lucianâs smooth, honeyed lilt. You like it. âYou ainât from âround here, eh?â
You nimbly step aside, appreciating the view. You should leave, you know the consequences if you stay. âNo.â You tell him. âI live a little ways away.â
He smiles at that. A small little grin thatâs almost a smirk. What a dangerous thing, he is. He starts chatting you up. You know what he wants from you and youâre quite certain he knows what he wants from you. You should be beyond such inhibitionsâ but itâs been so very long since youâd indulged in a bit of fun. So you let him take you back to his inn, slip something in his beer so when heâs done and your sated, heâll slip right off. The moment he does, you slink away, trekking through the woods back home. Most people wouldnât, scared of the dangers lurking. But the forest knows that the true danger resides within your home, guaranteeing your safety.
The moment you make it back, Lucian appears, leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed. âEntertaining night?â
His tone is frigid and cold, almost the same as his usual indifference. But you know him better than that. âVery.â You hum. âAnd yet, Iâm here with you.â
âYet youâre here with me.â He parrots. The shift in his demeanour is almost imperceptible, a change so subtle it appears meaningless. You watch as he slinks away, the satisfaction of his tone lingering throughout your mind. The affirmation, to both him and you, that you were here. That you came crawling back to him. That the pull, the tether he held on your being remained tight as ever.
That you wereâ
Not his. You were still your own being. You let out a shaky sigh and head up to bed. Youâve had too much to drink, you tell yourself. The next morn, when you awaken, groggily blinking, something immediately feels off. After living like thisâ after living with himâ for so long, youâve come to understand to trust your intuition while ignoring the warning bells ringing in your head.
You head down the stairs. Your body is heavy from your hang over. It dulls your senses. You know you need to be on guard, lest Lucian have his way. Speak of the devil, you muse, as he leans on the kitchen island smugly. âRough night?â
âDonât.â You warn, grabbing a pot and filling it with water to boil. Lician laughs. His laughter sharp and smooth. âForgive me, lovely.â He croons. âI do not intend to rouse that temper of yours.â
You eye him suspiciously. Of course, youâre always suspicious in regards to him, but this behaviour is odd. Odder than usual. He usually demands you cook for him, asks for your name, then huffs when you rebuff him. Itâs routine and Lucian isnât one for breaking routine. You rake over his handsome, pointed features. He sports an usual grin. Self-satisfied and almost victorious. Then, you spot a crimson splatter along the underside of his throat.
âIs there something wrong, lovely?â He inquires, tilting his head almost as if to show you the blood stained on his neck.
Donât give in. Donât pay attention to it. You learned early on giving in only worsens his behaviour. âNo.â You answer firmly. You avoid his question, evasive and ignorant. Your ignorance serves as a shield. âI ought to make something, barely ate yesterday.â
Lucianâs eyes flicker with both annoyance and pleasure. âMake me some too.â He orders, before sauntering off.
It sends a shiver down your spine, your compliance. Barely able to deny him, yet unable to give into him. It irks him. It also pleases him. Itâs a game between the two of you. One neither of you can quit. You tow the line each time, out of selfishness. The desire to be free. To be as it was. It ends in his possessive fits, with blood shed, staining your hands crimson. Yet you continue. His attention is intoxicating. As addicting as mead. It drives you mad, tantalizes you, taunts you. But you donât give in fully. Canât. At least, not yet.
âCome now, lovely. I know you wish to fall into temptation with me.â
#yandere romance#yandere x reader#yandere headcanons#yandere#yandere oneshots#yandere drabble#yandere oneshot#yandere fae#yandere scenarios#yandere imagines#yandere imagine
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I would like a Dandadan headcanons please! Can you please write reader who's Momo's toddler sibling who really likes Turbo Granny, cuz she looks like a doll in that lucky cat. Reader would chase her around and cuddle her, and as much as it annoyed the granny yokai, she does care for reader (..âáŽâ..)
ᥣđ© âąïœĄêȘৠđđĄđ đđźđđđŹđ | dandadan x (platonic) gender neutral child reader
love mail â (äșș*ÂŽâïœ) dandandaaann ! hooray ! thank you so much for sending in a req ⥠i hope my writing isn't as rusty as i think it is.
when momo got herself involved with yokai, aliens, curses and aira.. she worried deeply for her little sibling, you. you were barely seven years old, turning eight in a few months. how were you possibly supposed to understand the complexities and the rather haunting paranormal activity she was constantly in when you were only a child?
well in the end, it didn't really matter, because the moment you caught eye of turbo grannys form as a maneki nekoâyou were ecstatic. momo supposedly didn't even have to use her powers to catch her when she tried escaping, cause you grabbed onto her and never seemed to let go. "kitty!" you exclaimed with such joy, excited to have a new plaything. while turbo granny scowled, screamed, and tried to push you off, obviously not really having much vigor as you were but a baby. she was a curse but she had a heart.
after a while of living with the ayase family, turbo granny had grown accustomed to your existence. she entertained your foolish needs to always play, even feeding you when that damn seiko lady was out doing interviews and exorcists and.. gods know where momo and okarun were. sometimes she even cuddled with you during your nap times after a rather 'dramatic' outburst of crying for around 30 minutes.
also, despite turbo grannys rather vulgar mouth, she was the one who told everyone to 'hush up' their cursing and suggestive language, especially when talking about okarun's 'family jewels' and whatnot. "you lot are already a lost cause, leave the kid outta it." is usually what she mutters while covering your ears and glaring at momo's odd friends and annoying grandma. (as turbo granny would describe them)
and because it's common in japan for kids to walk to school, turbo granny took it upon herself to be your little travel buddy! how sweet. in reality, she wanted to get away from seiko and all the annoying tasks she'd ask the little maneki neko to do, however your safety was also something she often thought about. despite living for so long, turbo granny still gets scared when you walk home alone at night. not because she is afraid of the dark, no, but she's afraid for you. a sweet, young, innocent soul walking the streets at night. if anyone looks odd, or gets a little too close, granny starts screaming bloody murder in your bag to call for the attention of others who are around and check up on you, thankfully scaring off any grunt trying anything.
turbo granny is still a compassionate soul at heart, and you've rekindled her flame to remind her of her cause and curse. despite seeking revenge for girls who were killed brutally and unjustly, she found more peace in protecting and caring for living souls, and especially you. <3
#⥠â đđđđđđđ#dandadan x reader#dandadan x you#dandadan#okarun#momo ayase#turbo granny#seiko ayase#okarun x reader#momo ayase x reader#ken takakura x reader#ken takakura
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Thinking obsessively about what itâs gonna be like if/when Harrow gets back.
Imagine youâve been trapped in the form of your dead pet for almost ten years. You come back homeâ except your house is burned down, hundreds of years of your familyâs history are ashes now and you werenât there. Everything that belonged to your wife is gone.
You come back (to the place built over your) home and to your son, who was ten years old when you last saw him and is now an adult leading a government. Heâs so serious now. You remember him stealing sweets from the kitchen and now heâs lead battles. Youâve missed all of his teenage years.
Also, heâs best friends- blood brothers, really- with a dragon. A dragon whoâs the spitting image of your wifeâs murderer, whose father was the closest thing you had to a mortal enemy. And here they are, chatting and eating jelly tarts and ruling alongside each other and acting for all the world like siblings. Nobody sees anything strange about this.
Last time you saw your stepson he was an awkward teenager with low self-esteem and a schoolboy crush on his friend. Now he has been through hell and back, achieved feats never thought possible to humans, and committed unspeakable acts for those he loves. Heâs also married to one of the assassins sent to kill you. Your entire life youâve been taught that elves were monsters and now you have one as a daughter-in-law. But sheâs also a really nice girl? Youâre actually really glad he found someone like her. You werenât there to give him advice. You werenât there to see them married. (It would be interesting if Harrow finds out heâs going to be a grandparent⊠@tategaminu) You also have to see the leader of elven assassins at family functions now. Which is awkward but he seems to really care about your sons now?
Your sister-in-law is also married to an elf. A elf queen, actually. One sheâd been fighting against for years before⊠everything. She really, really hated elves back in the day. Now sheâs married to one. Whiplash.
Your best friend is dead. He went directly against your orders and that is why you are here. He tried to have your sons killed. He took over your kingdom. He awoke ancient evils. The man you knew was gone long before he died but you canât stop yourself from mourning. His sweet, quirky daughter has gone down paths darker than you thought were possible. His son, among the most loyal of your guards, has grown out of being a bully and is now a devoted friend to your children.
Everything has changed. The world you knew, the family you knew, is completely unrecognizable. And yet⊠the cycle of hate is broken, just like you always wished it would be. Even if itâs going to be hard for you, this is what you wanted for your kids. A world with open borders, ruled by a narrative of love.
Also the world is ending really soon! You are finally there for your family again and they are living with the threat of death looming over their heads. You have returned to your kingdom and it may soon be destroyed. This is not what you wanted for them.
Someone write something please.
#very excited to see some of these character dynamics#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp headcanons#tdp harrow#give us the saga#tdp s7
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IT WILL COME BACK (E.M.)
"honey, don't feed me - i will come back."
summary: when eddie came back from the upside down, he was different. and you finally come to realize just how different the man you saved truly is one night, when push comes to shove.
pairings: kas!eddie munson x reader
warnings: mentions of BLOOD (in sexual manner), mentions of BITING (in sexual manner), allusions to possible coercion (consent is still explicitly stated - trust me), mentions of death and trauma, mentions of eddie's canon death, taking a lot of creative liberty with expansive vampire lore across all media, mentions of murderous dreams? (eddie dreamt about killing reader idk), oral (f receiving), smut. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT - 18+ ONLY.
wc: 7.7k+
a/n: i told y'all i'd write a serious biting/blood kink fic one day - today is the day. very lazily edited so beware.
When Eddie came back from the Upside Down, he was different.
There were subtle changes at first. Small, minute details that were easy to ignore. Everyone could turn a blind eye to them â everyone figured they would fade once the boy healed. His healing was first priority, and whatever lingered after could be dealt with.
Get Eddie better. Then question all that lingers.
A simple plan. A genius plan. A torturous plan.
The two of you had been friends, if you could even call it that, prior to it all. Teasing in the hallways, working on school projects here and there when in shared classes, he was your favorite (and only) dealer when you craved something to make sleep come just a little bit easier. He had been familiar â an old ghost you'd grown comfortable with, long before youâd seen those large and wet eyes looking back up at you in the boathouse.Â
Long before heâd pieced together the puzzle pieces as to why youâd needed the weed to cancel out the nightmares. Long before heâd processed exactly what those nightmares entailed.
But then, youâd fought for him. Youâd fought with him. And most importantly, youâd bled with him.
God, you had bled for him.Â
Something admirable had blossomed in that short time. Eddieâs entire life had fallen apart, thread by frayed thread, and that new planted emotion had been the only solid thing to emerge for him to absolutely cling to. You were more than a fellow classmate to pass by in the hallways. You were more than his favorite customer, always weaponizing fluttering lashes and puckered lips for a discount heâd have given you regardless.Â
You were a force to be reckoned with, and had ignited a hunger in him like no other.
Thatâs all he had thought it was when heâd awoken in his living room â not the distorted version but the real one â to you screaming for the others to help you as youâd sealed his wounds. Thatâs all he had thought it was when youâd come to visit him as wounds turned to scars, and stabbing pains turned to hungering pangs. So he had tried to bury it, listen to Harrington and Wheeler and Buckley when they told him to take time to readjust. Heâd locked away that hunger and focused on his healing, just as everyone else had, and told himself it was just residual feelings.Â
Residual feelings had been bound to happen after seeing someone bloody their hands, with your own blood, for your survival.Â
And in his burial, heâd never considered a similar hunger igniting somewhere deep within you.
You visited far more often than you should have. Returning time and time again to change his bandages, taking on one too many shifts at the hospital during his unconscious spells and baring your teeth for anyone who got too close. The sweet blood on your hands hadnât washed away in that first shower; you swore, if you looked closer, you could still see the stain of nearly losing him across your knuckles.Â
Physical wounds were easier to heal than the internal ones. It was easier to lather on antibiotic lotion than it was to sleep soundly at night. Both of you came to realize that quickly in the weeks that followed Eddieâs return from the dead.
His nights were plagued with bad dreams, with thirst and cravings he couldnât quite name. Heâd wake up, burning up from the inside out with a fever that never existed. Tearing skin. Puncture wounds. Blood spilling across floors and his lips alike. He could never tell if the shivers that traced his spine had been from the cruel visions that had become his nightly visitors or if it was due to his perpetual drop in temperature that had worried Nancy since the very first night home from the hospital, that had concerned the nurses who piled blankets atop him during his week long sleep of recovery.Â
Your nights were even less kind. Horrific memories were the demons that haunted you â remembering the way you had watched Eddie cut that sheet rope, remembering finding him bloodied on the ground, remembering the warmth of his blood seeping across your palms and how when your ear had turned just as heated with it as you pressed it to his chest. Only to hear nothing. Emptiness.
His heart had stopped for minutes. Plural.
It had been your steady rhythm, your desperate hands and your gasping breaths breathing into his lungs. Youâd sunk your claws into him, caught them right between his ribs and had decided he couldnât leave you.
Some nights, when you wake up screaming, you can still taste his blood on your lips. You sometimes still swore that when youâd checked for a pulse after that, you hadnât heard anything. Still worried that Eddie Munsonâs heart never really restarted and resumed beating.Â
The worst was when youâd stare through the faded grey of mornings plastering across your roomâs walls, and could still remember that initial look in his blown out pupils, once honey brown swallowed in pure black as heâd taken his first breath on his own.Â
Hunger.
Youâd felt it, too. Shame riddled you on the nights youâd come down from the nightmares and remember it; it was as though the Universe had snapped back into place the moment youâd watched his chest first rise. A need so ardent to remain at his side. A chain clicking into place, binding both yourself and Eddie to one another, unaware of just what price had been paid to keep the boy that had laid under you in this world. Unaware of the hunger you had struck the match too that would become both your downfalls.
And so it had been buried. Something alive, even with your doubts of Eddieâs liveliness, and choking on dirt while six feet under. You and Eddie, two sides of the same coin, had decided to not speak of it. He never told you how he had come to be able to pinpoint your heartbeat in every shared room he entered, throat burning as his gaze always settled on you, and you never told him of the matching aches that had shamefully sparked within your chest and between your hips for him.Â
A hunger to be near one another. A hunger to devour. Neither of you really understood the heaviness.
âHow are you feeling today, Eddie?â Steve asks as he sits on the edge of the new bed in the new apartment in the new part of town the Munson men now occupy.Â
Government money could go a Hell of a long way. Especially after your home had been devastated by the aftermath of alternate dimensions and unheard of evil being defeated.
âFine,â is the only response Eddie can muster.
In reality, every time anyone came near him now, he burned. His throat tightened till it was surely raw, he swore his teeth sharpened until a mere slip of his tongue against his canines could bring the taste of metallic blood to his mouth. His entire body would tense with every person that walked through his door.
Control. Whatever was happening to him, Eddie needed to exercise control.
âJust fine?â Steve continues on, not catching the drift as he puts down the bag of things heâd bought at Eddieâs request. Basic things â painkillers, packs of cigarettes, a 6-pack. Some habits die harder and canât be controlled, âYou look like shit, Munson.âÂ
âGee, thanks, Stevie.âÂ
Everyone had assumed the dark shadows beneath Eddieâs eyes would fade. They assumed his cheeks would eventually fill back out. They assumed he could wash away the ashen shade his hair now flatly flowed in. It was as if the life had been drained from Eddie since that day, and they had all assumed it would eventually flow back into him.Â
It never did. Just as his new hunger lingered, so did the look of Death.
âSorry, man,â Steve throws his hands up, shrugging a bit before he stands, âJust being honest. Itâs the best policy.â
âIs it? Is it really?âÂ
If honesty was the best policy, Eddie could have filled the room with it. He could admit about the nightmarish wants, needs, heâd been keeping at bay. He could admit the way his irritation had been growing this last week every time another body, another friend, walked through his doorway and it wasnât you. You, who had begun to plague the night terrors. You, who Eddie was beginning to crave far more than he had before heâd stared the afterlife down the barrel of the gun.Â
Steve just looks at Hawkinsâ newest zombie boy, sighing, âLook, I donât know whatâs got you pissed off-â
âThe whole dying thing, for starters.â
â-or why youâve insisted on being an asshole to all of us these last few weeks-â
âAgain, I died.âÂ
â-but youâve got everyone but me scared to visit you. Weâre all scared of you biting our heads off, dude,â Steve finally finishes with a scowl.Â
Everyone. Itâs unspoken that youâre included in the generalization.Â
It occurs to Eddie that maybe, just maybe, he should be kinder if he ever wants the ache of yearning to see you again to fade. If thatâs what he could call this ache.
By the time Steve has left, Eddieâs still thinking about his warning. About the way he had been unusually cruel since coming back to life, since waking up handcuffed to a hospital bed. It made sense initially. But he wasnât handcuffed to a hospital bed anymore â he was home, or as close to home as he could get, and he was technically safe.
The issue was that heâd accepted his safety. Everyone who had wanted Eddie Munson dead was now six feet under themselves. No, the bigger issue at hand was everyone elseâs safety.
Your safety.
Once heâd realized you were the staring lead in his violent fantasies, he had stopped calling. Half of your absence last week had been his fault.Â
No one really bothered to look deeper into it. Steve didnât press as to why Eddieâs fridge had remained empty, Nancy didnât take second glances at the odd books on vampire tales that were now littering all the free real estate of Eddieâs room, and you hadnât questioned the coldness of his tone whenever he spoke to you. The chill of his words had grown icier than his own palms, desperate to keep you at armâs length until he figured out what had changed in him that day he came back to life.Â
He wanted you near. He wanted to rip your throat out. He wanted your blood to stain his mouth and neck just as his had stained your hands. That was an issue. That wasnât normal.Â
Something had changed in Eddie Munson, and it had terrified him to his twisted core, and no one had cared enough to notice. Not yet.
â
It took you two weeks to be fed up with the radio silence.Â
Eddie stopped calling even Jonathan (the only one of the group he found he didnât want to devour whole, as it turns out). When everyone had mentioned it in passing, it had only reminded you of the sleepless nights youâd be enduring. That small voice in the back of your head that had called out to you in the dead of night, the whisper of come to me that echoed all the way across a broken town.Â
Come to me.Â
Sometimes you swore it was Eddieâs voice calling to you. Sometimes, you nearly left your own new apartment in the dead of night, and let your legs guide you to the undead boy you had single-handedly revived.
Tonight was one of those nights. Your stomach was twisting, your head was pounding, your bones were aching. Every single inch of you hurt as it listened to that soft calling, and at some point, you gave in.
Hunger. You were insatiable with the need and drive to be at Eddieâs side. Warnings from the others be damned.
One thing leads to another. You find your coat, you find your car keys. You find yourself driving the deserted streets of Hawkins in the middle of the night. You find yourself on the Munson doorstep, knuckles shaking and aching with the knowledge that just beyond the wood of the door, he was there. You donât have to see him to feel him; his thrumming presence, his anchoring existence.Â
Come to me.Â
The door swings open before you get the chance to knock. This string tying your two souls together is not a one-way channel, it seems.Â
âWhy are you here?âÂ
You watch him wince as the harsh words leave him. Immediately, you know that the abrasiveness is on instinct. Just as something claws inside of you to be near him, there is something within him howling to keep you far from him.Â
The polarity of two magnets. Some nights, surely, his twists in a way that would draw him to you, just as yours will twirl with the sensibility that whatever has changed within him should give you cause to run as far away from him as possible.Â
But tonight, your magnetism only yanks you closer to him. He doesnât even invite you in, and yet, you find yourself stepping over the threshold of the new apartment.Â
âYouâve gone quiet,â you whisper as an answer. Itâs not what he wants to hear, grimace deepening, nearly a scowl now, âI just⊠Itâs been weeks. IâŠâÂ
I missed you. I needed you. I heard you in my dreams and Iâve never had much self-control when it comes to you.Â
Magnets are a useless metaphor for whatever is happening here between you. A better comparison would be the cliche image of a moth to a flame; heâs dangerous, threatening to burn you alive, and you still find your heart fluttering after him hopelessly. Youâre going to get scorned, and youâll still never learn. Youâve fallen victim to a tired narrative that youâd rolled your eyes at in a plethora of books. How many times had you sworn that wouldnât be you? Just how many eye rolls had you exhausted at the mere idea?
And now, here you were, on his doorstep. Grasping for something youâre not sure either of you can give.Â
âIâve been dealing with a few things,â he mutters as he shuts the door behind you, shielding you both from the chill of the night. The room is still cold, especially in his radius, âDidnât think it would make much of a difference.âÂ
âYou didnât think Iâd care if you just stopped calling?â you turn slowly, taking in the state of the living room. Wayne was clearly gone for the night, work most probably, and several books littered the coffee table. Eddie had been the one reading them, lounging on the couch.Â
The last time you had seen him, he couldnât even sit up in bed on his own.Â
Heâs keeping an unusual distance, nearly leaning back out of your vicinity, âFigured you were busy.â
Heâs never been this short with you. His words are choked up, his body tense with pain. You assume itâs just his injuries bothering him.
You couldnât be more wrong, but youâre completely unaware.
âI brought you back from the dead, and you think Iâd still be too busy for you,â you laugh humorlessly, fully in disbelief at his pitiful excuse, âEddie, we could find out Vecna didnât really die, those damn cracks in the Earth could open right back up, and the first person Iâd care about finding is you.â
The animal inside that had been yearning for his presence is satiated for now, but you can still feel it lurking in the darkest depths of your mind, ready to call out a new request at any moment. Itâs the distraction that has you spilling pathetic truths.Â
The only response he offers you is a dead stare. With eyes wide, pupils nearly swallowed up by darkness.Â
âYou could have called,â your voice cracks, body shaking with the effort not to take a step closer to him, âYou could have just let me know you were still alive.â
âI-âÂ
He cuts himself off when heâs the one taking a step closer. His entire face twists with pain, and you give up keeping your distance. In an instant, youâre at his side as your hand reaches out for his bicep.Â
He flinches away. Something inside of you burns.Â
Your hand is hovering in the air between the two of you, and in this lighting, you swear the skin is still stained with the blood that wonât wash away.Â
âPlease donât,â he begs, âIâm fine, but⊠please.â
You donât know what heâs begging for. Distance, for you to pull your hand away, time â you donât know what he needs.Â
âWe should sit down,â you insist, finally pulling your hand as far from him as possible but making no move to put the space back between you two, âHas anyone helped you with your bandages? If your wounds got infected-â
âThey didnât.â
âIf you didnât change the bandages, they definitely could have-â
âTheyâre not infected,â he grits out, but heâs still walking over to the couch regardless, âTheyâre healed.âÂ
Healed.
Mere weeks ago, those wounds were still deep enough to keep you from ever achieving a full night's rest. Deep enough to worry you to the core that you would wake up to them finally having consumed him. Deep enough that you all assumed it would take him months, not weeks, to recover.
âWhat do you mean they healed, Eddie?â you whisper, almost reaching out for him as he sits down.Â
Your hand twitches, but the echoes of his begging and his flinching keep it at bay as you stand before him.Â
âI mean, they healed,â he huffs, nostrils flaring as he takes deep breaths. Heâs looking anywhere in the room but at you, his gaze subverting you with purpose. As though the mere sight of you, the mere proximity, is painful to him, âDonât know how, donât know why â they just did.âÂ
âSo why are you still in pain?âÂ
A sharper intake of breath. A hush of silence falling over the apartment. Even the buzz of the buildingâs AC unit has faded from all your senses. Itâs just you and him, and a heavy quietude like no other.Â
Until he finally breaks the surface tension, breathing out, âYou.âÂ
Your heart drops. That tug inside your chest, the one taut as you look at him right within your reach yet still so far away, almost snaps.Â
âMe?â
He nods with a harsh swallow, âI- Look, I canât explain it, but when I came back, I came backâŠâÂ
âDifferent?âÂ
He doesnât have to explain it. Youâd felt it.
The moment his eyes had opened, just moments after what should have been blissful victory. The taste of his blood heavy on your tongue, a terrible sweetness that had choked you rather than its initial metallic twang. The whispers of his voice in your mind.Â
He wasnât the only one changed from whatever had occurred that night.Â
âDifferent is a good way of putting it,â he nods, looking up with apologetic eyes, âItâs not you. Itâs cliche as fuck, but it really isnât â itâs me. I died, and you brought me back, but I donât think either of us knew the cost.âÂ
The yearning. The nightmares. The unmanageable needs. The hunger.Â
âWhat was the cost?âÂ
He almost doesnât hear you. Your voice is a whisper, tone weighed down with the curse of knowing.Â
You might not have known the cost when you were pressing your palms into his chest through your wretched sobs, functioning as his heart and lungs for nearly a minute, but you think you might have a clue now.Â
All that had been tethering you to him since heâd come back to you, all those webs and strings that had formed their knots around both of your necks. Heâd changed, and you had plummeted right into the chasm of the unknown with him.
His blood on your tongue, sweet as honey.Â
Blood shouldnât be sweet.Â
He grabs one of the books off the coffee table, motioning for you to join him on the couch. Under the weight of your realization, youâre nearly under a trance. All he has to do is wave a hand, and you follow.Â
Youâre at his beck and call. Just like you had been when heâd been calling out for you, yearning for you.Â
âDonât make me say it,â he mutters under his breath, tossing the book into your lap the moment youâve sat down. This time, youâre mindful to keep your distance.Â
This time, youâre painfully aware of the compromising situation the two of you have found yourselves in.Â
The book is older, leather-bound and worn from years of readersâ careless hands breaking the spine. The corners of every page are weather, close to disintegration. The entire thing could easily pass for a Halloween decoration.Â
Itâs not. You flip open to the title page, and if Eddie didnât appear so deathly serious at your side, you would have scoffed.Â
âDracula?â you question carefully, running a finger over the delicate script of the title, âEddie, I donât-â
âIâm not insane,â he interrupts you, âIâm not fucking- I swear to you. Iâve gathered up every goddamn book about it that I can. Fictional, nonfictional. Just- thereâs obviously a Hell of a lot more fictional material to work with, okay?âÂ
A vampire. Heâs convinced heâs a vampire.
And even worse â youâre convinced right along with him.Â
You turn your head to look at him, trying to find the right words, but all you find is Eddie burying his face in his hands, head nearly hung between his knees.Â
âI canât eat normal food anymore,â his voice is muffled, âThat was the first sign. Couldnât stomach it, made me throw up for hours when I tried. And then all those nurses kept talking about how I was healing faster than they expected. Most of my smaller cuts â those healed in under a day,â he finally lifts his face just enough to turn and peer at you through all the stray curls that fall into his vision, âMy vision and hearing were the next things I noticed. Remember how I had a nonstop migraine those first few days?âÂ
He doesnât need to convince you, but the argument is compelling, âIt⊠wasnât a migraine.âÂ
He shakes his head. âNot even close. Just turns out that itâs a killer to get used to fucking superhuman night vision and impeccable hearing. I still canât handle being out in the sun very long. I donât⊠burn up or any of that shit, but⊠it justâŠâ he trails off, shoulders falling in defeat before he throws himself back against the couch. When he continues, his tone is flat, devoid of all emotion, âI keep having these dreams about you, too. Bad dreams. Terrible dreams.âÂ
You shut the book, toss it back onto the coffee table, and decide to Hell with keeping your distance.Â
You need it. Even if heâll only allow you to get an inch closer to him, you need it.Â
âWhat do you mean by terrible dreams?â you ask, breath catching at the end of your question as you scoot yourself closer on the couch. Even with such a small movement, Eddie is quick to notice, eyes flicking to you quickly with a sense of urgency flashing behind them.Â
âDonât,â he lowly warns.Â
âWhatâs happening in your dreams, Eddie?âÂ
Another inch closer. His jaw clenches.Â
âSweetheart, do not-â
He doesnât finish his sentence. Your knee bumps into his thigh, and you watch him go rigid. Hands turning to fists, eyes pinching shut and face twisting with the same pain heâd worn the ghost of when you first arrived at the apartment.Â
The moment you touch him, you see it. The flashes of his nightmares, all those terrible actions haunting him every time he closed his eyes. You. Your blood. That hunger.Â
Like a blackhole in the center of your stomach, it burns viciously as it sucks the air out of your lungs. It threatens to cave your entire being into itself until thereâs nothing left. Not even a crumb of who you once were.Â
But it's not yours. Itâs Eddieâs.Â
That pain on his face is only exhibiting a fraction of what he was feeling. That dizzying craving that heâd miraculously been keeping at bay since youâd simply entered the building, not even yet knocking on his door. You hadnât even been in the same room as him yet, and he had still known. Had smelt you, had felt you.Â
He could almost taste you.Â
âYouâŠâ you have to shift your knee away from him, break the touch, break the connection, âYou havenât fed since you woke up.â
âI havenât fed, period.âÂ
With the connection severed, he somehow finds it in himself to open his eyes once more. You donât know how â if heâs feeling what youâd just been privy to, youâd be an incoherent mess on the floor. Something feral and unrecognizable.Â
Although, maybe he was nearly there. You couldnât see his pupils. That same look when heâd first woken up â a man swallowed whole by hunger.Â
âYouâve been dreaming about ripping my throat out,â you say it as a matter of fact, not a lick of judgment in your tone.Â
It wasnât you scrutinizing him. It was what you had seen, with one simple touch.Â
His voice is hoarse as he echoes in confirmation, âIâve been dreaming about ripping your throat out.âÂ
You should probably be afraid. All your survival instincts should be kicking in, your feet should be carrying you towards the door, you shouldnât be leaning in closer.Â
âYou know what really sealed the whole vampire ordeal though, sweetheart?â he breathes out, your eyes fluttering shut at the lull in his hushed tone.Â
Just as youâve been leaning in, heâs been slowly turning his body to face yours, hands twitching at his sides. Heâs no longer retreating from your presence, sucking down breaths in harsh gulps the closer you grow to him.Â
Heâs losing control. Youâre losing control.Â
That thread, vibrant red as it draws you near him, is clear as day now. A noose around your neck. A road to your damnation.Â
A road to your hunger.Â
You hardly hum in response, completely entranced now. Had he ever been capable of this before? Of holding you beneath such an inescapable spell with such ease?Â
Probably.Â
He doesnât use his words to answer. Instead, he finally takes the plunge.Â
His head ducks down towards your neck just as his hands lose the war, grabbing onto your hips, dragging you dangerously close to him until his lips hovered just over your pulse point. And by some strength that you certainly donât possess, he stops there. Letting his lips barely brush against your soft skin, breath coming out in pants for you to feel, to relish, to get lost in. And just as soon as those pants, those waves, become a comfortable pattern to succumb to, you feel them.
His fangs.Â
Grazing over your sensitive skin. Sharp tips nipping at a surface they could so easily break, pierce with one wrong move. Your pulse is thrumming beneath the surface, heart racing painfully as Eddieâs grip turns bruising.Â
Come to me.Â
âPlease.âÂ
Youâre the one begging now. It goes against every rule youâve ever seen applied in fiction. If a vampire is baring their fangs against your neck, you should be reaching for a stake. The only noise escaping you should be a scream for help, not the pathetic whimpers beginning to slip out.Â
âI canât,â you feel his gasp more than you can hear it. Your blood is too loud, roaring in your ears as you feel the fangs slip with his words, âI canât.âÂ
That hunger you felt, the one that had called out to you through the night and led you right to his doorstep, is unavoidable now. You need him closer, you need him to do this. For the first time since you had saved his life and tasted his blood after the Upside Down, everything seems to click into place. All he needs to do is let them sink into you, take that final leap of faith and reprieve that ache youâve battled for weeks now.Â
Youâre so close. So close.Â
âEddie, please,â youâre nearly sobbing, hands gripping onto his shoulders, trying to pull him in closer.Â
But youâre no match for his strength. You donât know if itâs a new addition with his vampire business or if there was always more to him than met the eye, but he easily stays stoic against your attempts, not moving a centimeter. Still hovering, still just barely making contact with your heartbeat.Â
âI-â his head drops slightly, tip of his nose beginning to trail down the side of your neck, mouth no longer dangerously close, âYou saw my dreams-â
âI trust you.âÂ
You do. You trust him even more now than you had when you first stumbled upon him in the boathouse. More than when he had pleaded his case, promised he hadnât been the one to kill Chrissy Cunningham. The trust comes easier than breathing as his nose nuzzles into the junction of your neck and shoulder.Â
âYou shouldnât,â he mutters, fangs now brushing your collar bone, âYou really, really shouldnât.âÂ
He doesnât stop you when you move to straddle his hips. Your weight settles onto his lap, and he only fights to keep his face burrowed there in your shoulder, arms now moving around your waist to hold you tightly to him.Â
His self-control is impeccable. Youâd admire him and all this impressiveness another time, when something inside of you wasnât lamenting his resistance.Â
All at once, it occurs to you how to give him the final push.Â
âDid I ever tell you how sweet your blood was on my tongue after I brought you back?â you start, sighing, rolling your shoulders to expose more of your neck, grip on his shoulders tightening, âAll that blood, all those tears, and I still canât forget how welcome that warmth of you was in my mouth. How I needed more. How I pictured it every night, after every nightmare-âÂ
He breaks.Â
One moment, his nose is buried in your skin. And the next, his fangs are.Â
You werenât sure what to expect, but relief would have been low on your list. You gasp out in initial shock, but as you feel his teeth dig in, itâs as though something has snapped. The ache has been satiated, preening as you feel the warmth of your blood contrast the chill of his chin pressing into you.Â
If thereâs any pain, you donât feel it through the haze of pleasure.Â
Ice shards spread through your bloodstream, but the point in which Eddieâs mouth is connected to you radiates heat. Heâs pulling you into him, letting go completely and relinquishing all that control as he nearly purrs against your skin in satisfaction. That connection is back, two minds linking with a heavy click, and you can feel all his pleasure mingling with your own. Satiation, desperation, adoration â the plethora of emotions all swarm your head and block out any better judgment.Â
Youâd let him drain you dry, if thatâs what he needed. If nothing more than to hear those soft moans as his fangs sink even deeper.Â
He pulls back too soon, though, suddenly and unexpectedly. Just as quickly as he had given in to both your desires, heâs putting an end to them. He hadnât taken much blood, but your head is swimming from the loss all the same. Your grip has gone slack on him, hands slipping down to just barely cradle his biceps while his own touch stays unyielding around you.Â
You can hear his thoughts. Or rather, maybe more aptly put, you can feel them.Â
He wants to devour you. Wholly, ruthlessly.Â
He looks up at you with pupils still blown wide, chest heaving and a small scarlet drip trailing from the corner of his mouth. For the first time since heâd come back to you, he looks alive. Hair fluffed in a halo around his head, skin tinted with a healthy glow and unmistakable blush, bags beneath his eyes faded for the time being.Â
You were never quite sure if Eddie Munsonâs heart had ever restarted, knew for certain that it hadnât now, but you swear you can feel its pulse finally thrumming for you.Â
I need more.Â
Itâs his voice in your head, echoing in the empty space as you look down with wild eyes to match his.Â
But itâs your voice in his head when you respond instantaneously.Â
Then take it.Â
Something unspoken lies there in the need. He doesnât move back to your neck, doesnât bite down and drink his fill of your blood. He only stares for a few seconds, watching the welt of blood that pools from each puncture wound of his making. His eyes follow when it runs down your skin, as though he might lose it should he so much as blink. Down, down, down. Following the trail that his nose had followed minutes before, across your collarbone until it stains the neck of your loose shirt.Â
My pleasure.Â
His hold proves helpful when he quickly changes positions, roughly throwing you down onto the couch before heâs settled between your thighs, crawling his way up your body. He pays close attention to the maroon trail on your throat, his tongue cleaning up after his mess, savoring the taste of you on his tongue.Â
Sweet as honey.Â
His tongue only pauses for a moment over the bite wound, pressing into it, making your back arch as you press yourself fully into him. Your head digs painfully into the cushion behind you as you expose your neck, wanting and begging and pleading all without words.Â
âI think we should take this off,â he plucks at the hem of your shirt, tugging hard before he begins to carefully lift. His freezing knuckles brush against your burning skin, eliciting a whimper from you, âBefore we make an ever bigger mess. Donât you agree, sweetheart?âÂ
A sultry tone youâve never heard from him before. Honeyed words, familiar to how he once spoke, but entirely new in the way they curl around you. Thereâs a confidence there, a baiting that heâs luring you with.Â
âYes, please.âÂ
He could ask anything of you in this moment, and youâd be eager to comply. Fueled by your desire for him before the events of spring break, worsened by his new condition. A bright, red, vibrating thread. You couldnât severe the tie if you wanted to.Â
And you most certainly did not want to.Â
Your shirt is removed, his hands careful despite the way they shake. His words may be smooth, but each move is jagged, the only sign you had that heâs still exercising control.Â
âAnd these?â he whispers, lowering his lips to your sternum as he toys with the band of your pants. His fangs scratch down the center of your stomach as it quivers with each breath, careful to not break skin as they make their presence known. You nearly lose all capability to speak until he says, âUse your words, baby. Tell me I can take them off.âÂ
Yes.Â
His eyes flare, looking up to you, âUse your words. Not your mind. I want to hear how badly you need me â I want everyone to hear you beg.âÂ
The words strike straight to your core. Lashing out in your lower stomach, burning deliciously.Â
Itâs more than putting on a show. He needs to know you want this.Â
âTake them off,â you gasp out, hands wandering to tangle in his hair, âTake- Take it all off. Iâm yours, Eddie.âÂ
Shaking hands perform a dance you had long since fantasized about. In easier days, when Eddie had been uninvolved in the episode down, heart still beating along as he would bounce his knees in front of you and his fingers would idly fiddle with his pencils and pens. A yearning, a wanting, youâd always held for the boy.Â
He used to be an escape from it all. A pretty thing to daydream about when you werenât worried about monsters. And now â he was one of the monsters.Â
Your monster. Tied to you inexplicably, brought back by your hands and your stubborn efforts.Â
His lips and fangs are one in the same, trailing along your body as he finds a home at the apex between your thighs. Even in undeath, heâs the most beautiful thing your mind could conjure.Â
Youâd forgotten how he was privy to your every thought until he reacts.
âYouâre too sweet,â he murmurs, smirking salaciously as he mouths innocently at that sensitive skin of your inner thigh, tongue darting out to lick a cool stride before he breathes out against it. It has you writhing beneath his hold, âYouâve wanted this all this time, sweetheart? Wanted to see me, between these pretty thighs, making you scream my name?â His mouth falls open a bit wider, the sharp canines pressing but not sinking against where he had just licked. He holds there, eyes locking with yours, until he pulls back to cockily say, âCouldâve just said something, yâknow. Didnât have to bring me back from the dead to have me devoted to you.âÂ
Finally, finally, he lets his fangs sink back into you. The soft meat of your thigh is more pliant in his mouth, and he doesnât linger as long as he had on your neck. One nick, just enough to start the blood flow, before heâs pulling back and licking hungrily at the scarlet liquid. Less for feeding, more for marking.
Marking you as his, just as you have with him. His methods just appeared a bit more physical.Â
Heâs quick to avert his focus on your cunt, no warning before the tongue still covered in your blood is taking long strides over your entrance and clit. Devotion. That was the only word to describe the way he was unraveling you, alternating between indulging in your sweet cunt and returning back to that bite, going as far to even sink his teeth in a second time to take a proper drink of you. His chin and lips grow slick with it all â with the blood, with your wetness, with his own saliva. A starved man with a feast before him.Â
The way heâs rutting his hips into the couch as he slings your legs over his shoulders doesnât go unnoticed.Â
Itâs a mess. A wonderful, satisfying, enchanting mess.
Beautiful. So beautiful, all mine.Â
His voice has you teetering on an edge of new carnal pleasure. Completely consumed by him, your hands tugging viciously at his curls. His face is round once more, eyes and cheeks no longer sunken in, vitality being breathed into him with each taste of your blood.Â
Let me touch you. Please.
You beg over that connection, trying your best to not buck your hips mercilessly against his tongue. You feel his wicked grin.Â
âYouâre already touching me, sweetheart,â he reaches up, untangling your fingers from his hair for emphasis before heâs pinning them to your sides, âAnd what did I say about using our words? Hm?âÂ
âNeed more,â your voice is wrecked as you tilt your head back, wrists straining against his hold, âI need more.âÂ
Youâre fully light-headed now, the blood loss finally catching up. Maybe you were about to let him drain you dry.Â
And what a beautiful way to die. At the hand, at the fangs, of the one you had fought so urgently to bring back to you.Â
One last timid lick to the wound on your thigh, and heâs crawling his way back up to you. The mess doesn't phase you as he kisses you hungrily â the blood remains sweet rather than metallic, the remnants of your juices still on his tongue â and you meet him with an unbridled fervent. Nipping at his lips with your own dull canines as if you were the one looking for a bite of vivacity.Â
You donât know when he lets go of your wrists, or when your hands find their way up beneath his shirt. The specifics donât matter once heâs naked before you, clothes discarded messily to the ground with your own. The only thing that matters is the weight of him, the reminder that he was still here as his hips roll into yours and the head of him catches on your entrance.Â
He had been dead. For minutes. And you had brought him back to you.Â
The process had taken longer than the mere CPR administered, had taken weeks of whatever waiting game you two had tortured yourselves with, but you had him now. He was yours. You were his. There wasnât a deity, a monster, an omniscient being in this world that could take that away from you. Not even Death herself.Â
âLast chance, baby,â he whispers against your lips, holding himself up so that not a single inch of his skin pressed to yours. You nearly cried out, missing that connection, missing him. Your hunger, the hunger for him entirely, rattles your bones once more, âSay the word, and Iâll-â
âNo,â your hands pause their exploration of skin jagged with scars. Reminders of those few dreadful moments in which the world existed without Eddie Munson in it, that would fade in time but never fully disappear. Always there, just like the stain of his blood on your palms. Always there, just like your desperation to have him at your side. âI meant it when I said Iâm yours. Iâm not changing my mind. I want this.âÂ
His skin is back on yours, body laid fully along your own road map, and it all comes flooding back. The pain of seeing his lifeless body, the nights spent in an eerie hospital room, baring your own teeth at any one who came too close to the man you had pulled back from the ledge of Death. The anxiety, the fear, the relief, the yearning â it all accumulates as heâs pressing into you, brimming you so full that thereâs no room for memories of nightmares.Â
Heâs here. Heâs yours. Youâre his.Â
His heart didnât need to beat for you to accept that truth.Â
You canât decipher which chants of your name fall from his lips for others to hear, and which ones whisper in the depths of your mind for only you to bear witness to. Each curse, each grunt, each moan â there for you and only you anyways. Youâre entirely unsure if your lips even separate once as he thrusts, cock brushing somewhere deep in you that has you clenching around him.Â
And if his fangs wander, it only adds to the pleasure.Â
Blood, sweat, and tears all mingle between your bodies. Heâs holding you tighter than water, as though youâre at risk of disappearing from him at any given moment. But that link between your two minds, your two souls, is unwavering. Itâs the only thing grounding you to the moment as your half curls around his waist and your heel digs into his lower back. Urging him, pressing him, taking him.Â
âFuck, sweetheart,â he says it out loud, this time. You feel his lips brushing against your ear as he does, âGripping me so tightly. This pussy was fucking made for me.âÂ
Every movement only unlocks something more feral inside the two of you. Your nails rake down his back, leaving angry red lines to trace over once itâs all said and done. Thereâs enough shallow bite marks across your neck that youâll be wearing scarves for weeks, months. The others might question it, strangers might stare, but the pride you feel as he marks you is unmatched for any anxiety about it.Â
That black hole of hunger is no longer swallowing either of you whole. That debilitating pain, that animal inside, has been tamed.Â
When his hips begin to stutter, mouth no longer capable of the strength to properly bite you as his lips only smear the soft spattering of blood pooling at the base of your throat, youâre already there. Squeezing him tightly, sucking him in, voice raw as you let everyone know whoâs ravishing you.Â
Eddie.Â
Hawkinsâ newest zombie boy â Hawkinsâ newest vampire.Â
The climax is just as pleasurable as the lead up. The haze lingers long after his spent has dripped out of you, long after heâs collapsed into your body with exhaustion and contentment. The blood dries, the wounds clot â but that haze doesnât falter.Â
As long as his skin presses to yours, you feel that caress of his mind against yours.Â
âDidâŠâ youâre breathless as his face nuzzles into your nude chest, a few mindless hums of gratification still slipping from him as you bring a hand to toy with the curls at the crown of his head, âDid any of your vampire books say anything about⊠that?â
The connection. The bloodlust. The spell you swear he still has you under, even as itâs all said and done.Â
He snorts against your skin, âNot that I, uh, recall.âÂ
âWhat? You mean to tell me in all your research, you never dived into any vampire smut?â you tsk jokingly, a calm smile tugging at the corners of your mouth. He lifts his head, and you swear, those honey-brown irises have threads of a deep maroon now, âYouâre slacking, Munson.âÂ
âWhy read about it when I can just experience it?â he coos, letting his nose and lips drag across your still hot skin before he rests his chin on your sternum, âBesides, I mean â weâll need to do this again, wonât we, baby? For research.âÂ
Your head still spins. Your body aches in a welcome manner. There will be a need for explanations to others, for actually researching his condition, later on. But for now, itâs enough.Â
The pounding behind your ribcage, the one you know Eddie feels for the both of you when his ear presses to your chest, is enough.Â
Of course, lover.Â
That thought stays between the two of you. The world doesnât need to know what canât hurt them.Â
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aai2's english translation has done an amazing thing in furthering franziska's juvenile tendency to address people she's close with like she's a child.
here are some facts about franziska:
she addresses nearly every single person she meets aggressively formally and professionally. firstname lastname. sometimes, mr. or ms. firstname lastname. other characters point this out. it's weird, clunky, and a quirk specific to her.
franziska is obsessed with appearing more grown up and professional than she is.
despite her dedication to this facade, she cannot break the INCREDIBLY JUVENILE habit of calling her murderous, long-dead father "papa."
(it pisses me off when people erase this about her. she only ever calls him "my father," twice in canon. he is almost ALWAYS "papa")
to the contrary, franziska does not seem ashamed/embarrassed about this tendency at all, even though she seems very embarrassed about other childlike things she thinks/feels/does.
until aai2 this was exclusive to manfred... but it is now canon that she does it to anyone she considers family, or close to family.
in the fan translation, blaise teases her about being a little girl and calling him "unky boo boo" once upon a time. in the official translation, franziska still calls him uncle in the present day. her first inclination is to call him uncle winner, wholly informal, absolute (pun) whiplash.
okay, cute, but probably not worth noting... AND THEN SHE'S OUT HERE CALLING HILDA "GRAMMA" AS WELL. one thing about me is that when i was TODAY i learned about her having some optional dialogue that alludes to the two of them knowing each other.
(i could go ON about how manfred must have loved her so much more than we see in canon--how often did she insist upon coming along with hm? how often did he find himself unable to say no to her big sparkling eyes? hilda does not say "that's franziska" hilda says "that's von karma's little girl!" which means hilda knows her through manfred. every single person who spent any amount of time around manfred von karma in his heyday knows franziska, which means that she was following her papa around like a little duckling, and he loved her enough to make space for her at his back)
my fave thing they do with franziska is the little hints that her facade is just that. too many of them spoil the subtlety, of course, but they are there--the flavour text about her shaking and looking scared the two times she's a victim of gun violence and thinks no one's looking. the hints here and there that she has a terrible sweet tooth she's trying to control. the meltdown at the end of JFA. and "papa." these are all little ways that the writing nudges us and says franziska is a professional, but she's also quite young, and never really let herself be a kid. she does a great job at hiding most of it, but these little tendencies leak out here and there.
by giving her two more people in life she does this to, it's no longer just that papa is Special Enough that he gets the same treatment from a 3 year old franziska as a 30 year old franziska. no, she does that to everyone she grew up looking up to, any odd work friend that manfred brought around or let her pester.
adorable. absolutely adorable.
#wordy wendy#franziska von karma#pwaa#ace attorney#manfred von karma#blaise debeste#excelsius winner#bonnie young#hilda hertz#aai#aaic#aaic spoilers#aai2 spoilers#aai2#wendy rambles
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Love Luffy's adverse childhood experiences TM 'cause they really do be ranging
No parents, interesting relationship with grandfather (only known relative at the time)
Raised as a feral village child and then by actual criminals in a cabin in the woods and THEN he lived in a treehouse with two ten year old boys with no adult supervisors to make sure they don't literally perish (this is a seven year old, for those unaware)
Fighting grown men who happen to be Seasoned Criminals on the regular with these two ten year olds
Uhhhh he got mauled by a bear that one time
He nearly drowned several times
He almost got eaten alive by a Sea King, and he witnessed Shanks getting his arm eaten to save him
Nearly being murdered several times by grown adults (and Ace)
Falling down several cliffs. If I remember right he was pushed at least once (???)
Several hours of very literal torture in a row and then nearly getting murdered (again). He was possibly also aware that the residents of Grey Terminal could hear his several hours of screaming and that they didn't do anything about it
Speaking of the residents of Grey Terminal, some of 'em be murdering each other in broad daylight. I'm sure he's witnessed this at least a few times
Being swallowed whole by a crocodile
Surviving genocide by fire. Which he was also tricked into helping start
One brother got murdered
The other brother was at least slightly suicidal even if he never acted on it
It's implied that there were periods where Luffy didn't have the best food security. I'd also argue that after Garp took him out of the village, even when he had enough food to get full, he only really ate meat and rice, which is like, not enough nutrients? I hope Makino brought vegetables when she visited like frfr
[I'm sure I'm missing things, but the list is extensive as it is]
He stabbed himself in the face once for clout, does that count?
Like. As a Psych major???? This is just fascinating. It's a case study too wild to ever see in a textbook, at least in my experience, but the way these things play into his character has always seemed so realistic to me. Props to Oda ig. I doubt that he knew all of Luff's childhood from the beginning and yet he's such a consistent character
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#luffy#psychology and fiction#characters and trauma#portgas d ace#one piece sabo#sabo#one piece makino#monkey d garp#writing trauma#one piece asl#red haired shanks#grey terminal#gray terminal#curly dadan
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Dating The BroZone Brothers đ€đ¶
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Tags: Gender-neutral reader, Fluff, Some Angst (mostly for Branch lol), Also Broppy isn't canon here, obviously. But I love them dearly so don't come at me!
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John Dory
We all know this man is a bit self-centered, and that doesn't stop at your relationship.
He'll find any opportunity to show off for youâ anything from singing, to dancing, to just his âincredible leadership skills that make him the perfect boyfriend!â
He also definitely introduced himself as a member of the old boy band BroZone, which you may or may not have heard of, which may or may not have left him flabbergasted.
Despite all his faults though, John Dory will do his best to be a good partner for you. It's what you deserve, after all!
Keeping you safe from wild creatures, making sure you're always happy because he loves your smile, and also being the overprotective boyfriend who'll square off against anyone who even dares to make you uncomfortable even if they're 10x his size.
Small detail, but he also loves the fact that Rhonda took a liking to you instantly.
âShe knows how to pick the good ones,â he'd say with a wink.
Talks about his brothers CONSTANTLY, but always in a way that makes it seem like he doesn't care and that it's their fault the band broke up in the first place. He obviously really cares about them, though.
Some nights, he'll reflect and regret all the stuff he said and did to them, and wishes he could go back and make it right. You reassure him through most of it, trying to convince him that he was young and just didn't know any better.
He stares at you in awe and disbelief because how could ANYONE think that what he did was justifiable? Abandoning his younger siblings all because of his stupid ego and personal insecurities.
âI really don't deserve you...â
Give him some time he's just emotionally constipated.
Also you BET he's gonna show you off to his brothers once they're reunited, so just let him. He just wants the most important people in his life to meet.
You can also expect them to try and embarrass John Dory with stories from their childhood, so be ready to have a good laugh as your boyfriend plots for murder in the background.
Spruce/Bruce
Probably the one who's best equipped to be in a relationship out of everyone in the group.
He is a family man, after all.
Speaking of which, if you think him settling down in the movie and having kids of his own was cute, it really is! But that just indicates that he has a way with children.
If you have a child or younger sibling, expect them to get dotted and taken care of to DEATH by this man.
He may not have been the sensitive one of the group, but was definitely the most reliable of the eldest, so he's got experience handling little trouble makers that come his way.
He still opens a cantina in Vacay Island, which is where you two met for the first time, and so you help run it occasionally whenever you have the chance. And even though you don't go there 24/7, all the regulars just think that you're the co-owner since you're dating Bruce.
You're the one who finds out that he's actually âSpruceâ, the member of old boy band BroZone. You just happened to stumble upon an old record he kept in his room, and after confronting him about it, he reluctantly confirms your suspicions.
It was hard to recognize him since he was much older now and his body had definitely... grown over the years.
Bruce doesn't like preaching about those days, since he's quite embarrassed of the âimmature ladies manâ he used to be back then.
But he won't deprive you of them either, since he'll happily share any stories on his misadventures with his brothers, funny backstage incidents, etc.
He misses them dearly and wishes they're all doing okay.
Two words: Hopeless. Romantic.
He's âThe Heart Throbâ for a reason.
Roses, chocolates, dancesâ he can do it all!
Bruce will always make time in his busy schedule to spend time with you, taking you on dates to your favorite spots around the island, getting you meaningful gifts, and just overall expressing his love for you in any way he can.
He loves singing to you because it always serenades you and it puts a smile on his face.
People always joke that he's going to propose to you out of the blue one of these days, which always leaves him a flustered mess, but he never denies either.
âWhat can I say? I might be waiting for the perfect opportunity...â
Clay
Poor baby doesn't know what he's doing but he's trying, okay?
The two of you meet in the abandoned Bergen Golf Course, where you and Viva welcome him with open arms, and everything pretty much plays as in the movie, except that he really likes spending time with you and ONLY you, which he doesn't quite understand?
You're the one to ask him out cause otherwise you'd be playing this back and forth forever. He says yes.
He's never had a partner before, so he's justifiably worried that he'll mess up in some way, or that you'll end up finding him too boring after a while.
This becomes much more apparent after a particular bad night, in which after mumbling incoherently because of a nightmare, you find out that he has brothers and used to be in a boy band.
He doesn't open up about it at first, so you give him some space and reassure him that you'll be there when he needs you. Just give him some time and he'll tell you eventually.
He talks about how he could never be himself, since he was always expected to be âThe Fun Oneâ, and now he's basically tried to become the complete opposite in hopes of gaining some control over his life.
But he also worries that others will think he's too dull, and that he just isn't interesting enough to be around. Especially you.
You immediately take his face in your hands and look him in the eyes.
âI fell in love with Clay. Not âThe Fun Troll from BroZoneâ Clay. Also, you're fun in your own way!â
He basically falls for you all over again after hearing this.
After that, he becomes slightly less uptight and allows himself to enjoy the little things. You sometimes actually catch him dancing when he thinks no one's looking and you find it's the most adorable thing in the world, even after he realizes he's not alone and wants the earth to swallow him whole.
âDon't mind me, I'mma just crawl in a hole for a while...â
âNo, no- Babe, it was amazing! I loved it! Pleaseeee show me more!â
Overall, he's a pretty good boyfriend all things considered.
He's incredibly overprotective of you, and will always give you advice and tools he thinks will be helpful if you're thinking of venturing outside of the Golf Course.
He asks Viva for dating advice CONSTANTLY and she DOES NOT let him live it down. Of course she has good ideas, though.
He'll pretty much do anything for you, even if it means going out of his comfort zone.
Floyd
Another great candidate for being in a good relationship.
Need I explain myself with this man?
His entire personality revolves around being caring and understanding, so he's definitely always on the lookout for anything that makes you sad or uncomfortable and will fix it ASAP.
Floyd is the kind of person who will ask for consent with pretty much anything you doâ from holding your hand, to kissing you, to giving you a hug; he will ALWAYS make sure that you're okay with it even if you've given him the green light in the past.
He's not huge on PDA due to his somewhat shy nature, but if you are, he'll try his best to keep up with you.
This doesn't mean he dislikes physical affection, in fact it's his love language. He'll go out of his way to try and sneak in as many hugs as possible throughout the day and maybe a kiss or two if you'll allow it, which of course you do.
You also try your best to get involved in his own interests, because that's only fair after everything he does for you.
It isn't until one day that he sings for you that you compliment him and he nonchalantly comments that he used to be in a band when he was a teenager.
Cue the reveal of him having four brothers and you begging him to tell you all about them.
Which he does, but you can't help but notice the melancholic expression on his face, so you immediately stop him and apologize for being pushy on the matter and that he doesn't have to share anything he doesn't want to talk about.
He only looks at you with a small smile and shakes his head.
âNo, I'm glad you asked. I haven't talked about them in years, so I like remembering the good times, even if they're in the past now.â
So he'll go on and on about them, one by one, and go into excruciating detail about what kind of person they are and what he loves about them. He's especially fond of his little brother Branch, based on everything he tells you.
When he gets kidnapped by Velvet and Veneer, you immediately go to Branch for help.
Once you're reunited, you two basically run to each other and hug with tears streaming down your eyes.
âDid they hurt you?!â
âNo, I'm okay! Did they hurt you?!â
âWho cares?â
âI do!â
Floyd is then incredibly happy to introduce you to his brothers, who begin to affectionately tease him about getting himself a partner and you happily step in to protect him from any unwanted bullying.
You also tell him that you like the new hairdo, which only causes him to giggle and kiss your forehead affectionately.
Honestly you guys probably have the healthiest relationship out of the whole group.
Branch
I was really debating whether to include him or not since there's many Branch Reader Inserts out there, but I don't wanna leave my baby out so here we are!
You have a classic childhood friends to lovers situation with him, since you've known him ever since he was a member of BroZone, only being about a year older than him.
You'd help him practice for his concerts and would always give him pep talks whenever he felt worried that he'd ruin the show.
You're basically his number one fanâ never missing a concert even if it meant dragging your parents with you so they'd let you get in.
The moment the group disbands and Branch is left all alone, you're there for him and wait alongside him for his brothers to return, reassuring him that âsiblings would never break a promiseâ.
Cue his whole childhood trauma and him losing his colors, but it's only because of you that he doesn't completely isolate himself from society. He still builds his bunker though, since he's pretty much scarred for life thanks to the Bergens.
Just like with Clay, you're the one who takes initiative and asks him out, and he's just left gaping like a fish because why would you want someone like HIM?
After reuniting with John Dory, he's also dotting you about how big you've gotten and treats you like a baby, which actually irks Branch much more than it does to him.
He makes sure to remind his brothers that you both are grown adults, thank you very much.
Once the band gets back together, you kinda become a manager of some kind and help them in organizing their performances. Branch is eternally grateful and thanks you for staying by his side all these years.
#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls branch#trolls john dory#trolls clay#trolls spruce#trolls floyd#trolls x reader#trolls reader inserts#branch x reader#john dory x reader#clay x reader#spruce x reader#floyd x reader#fanfic
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What if the nurse was bad ?
I thoughtâŠWhat if Nurse Y/N turned out to be a VILLAIN. đ
Synopsis: There was the rumour of Nurse Y/N going insane and it influenced the slashers to actâŠdifferently.
Jason Voorhees
The first one to lose his mind was Jason. He felt it from the start as you became distant and your thoughts darkened. He tried to help you. You were their hope and their light in darkness. He thought he could help, that you would get better. But nothing he did seem to work, and it only made him feel worse and worse as you started growing distant and more insane as time passed. Soon enough, he became more violent himself and some of the nurses noticed his slow return to his old self. And then, he became YOUR monster. He started protecting you and return to his complete muteness and murderous selfâŠHe would attack nurses and no word or anything could stop himâŠAnd you would simply watch with a smile on your face. The medical board tried to stop you, but it was no use. You were too far gone. At the end, the slashers were back to their old selves and there was nothing to bring you back from the madness that was slowly taking over you.
Brahms Heelshire
Brahms was the second to notice your sudden change. You were being more commanding and your eyes no longer held that same kindness he had grown to love. You seemed so cold. But, he still wanted to believeâŠBrahms still remained your friend until the very endâeven when he saw that there was no turning back for you. At the end, he started returning in the walls and make more victims within the hospital. He would drag nurses or random people in his walls and they would never come back. Your own instability echoed within him and the rage and the loss and the suffering returned.
At the end, he dropped to his knees in front of youâhis hands covered in blood after you had told him to kill for you. He looked up at you and his eyes held only one question within their depth.
Why ?
Brahms was scared.
Bo Sinclair:
Bo started spacing out at random times. He would get angry for no reason and destroy furniture. At night, he would hold his head and scream as he felt his thoughts turning dark and murderous. He didnât know why. He had been happy for a few years in St Louisâfree from pain. He had just started accepting that things were going to change and he could be happyâŠbut then, he had sensed this sudden unease and unexpected shift. He looked up at you and his eyes widened as he saw you standing there.
"Darlinâ. PleaseâŠIâŠ" He wanted to ask for your help and held out his handâŠbut then you smiled. And it wasnât your usual cheerful or friendly smile. It was a mocking one. A cruel one.
And thatâs when he understood and Bo who had never felt anything but pain and suffering and who thought he couldnât get any worseâŠwas proven wrong. Because nothing hurt more than being offered hope and being deprived of it. In the end, Bo became more dangerous than ever. His rage had no outlet except through violence, and he took it out on anyone who dared cross you. He would protect you, but deep down, he hated what you had becomeâand what you were turning him back into.
Freddy Krueger
Freddy had always suspected there was a darker side to you. Sure, you acted like the saint of St. Louis, helping out the slashers, showing compassion, and trying to reform them. But Freddy had been around long enough to know that no one was as pure as they seemed. When your shift started, it didnât take him by surpriseâit just confirmed what heâd been thinking all along.
"Heh, I knew it," he cackled, crossing his arms as he watched you lose that last bit of sanity. His grin widened, eyes gleaming with amusement as you stood over the bloodied remains of yet another victim. "You never really believed in all that goody-two-shoes crap, did ya ?"
You turned to him, a slow smile spreading across your face. "I didâŠfor a while. But now I seeâŠwhy change you for the better, Freddy, when I can turn you into something so far worse ?"
For once, Freddy didnât have a snappy comeback. The realization hit him hard, the smirk faltering for a brief moment as he looked into your eyes and saw nothing but malice. You werenât just playing the gameâyou had flipped the board, and now you were controlling the pieces.
"You twisted bitch," Freddy finally hissed, though there was a hint of admiration in his voice. He didnât want to admit it, but seeing you this way made him feelâŠuneasy. Sure, he liked chaos, liked causing pain, but this was different. You werenât just embracing the madnessâyou were becoming it.
You laughed harder and Freddy could see your true colours now. He could seeâŠ
And yet, even as the realization set in, Freddy found himself drawn to your darkness. After all, who better to lead him back into his worst impulses than you ? You were the monster now, and Freddy ? Well, he was more than happy to follow your lead, no matter where it took him.
Michael Myers
Michael felt it long before anyone else did. The subtle shift in your demeanor, the distant look in your eyesâit wasnât something he could easily put into words, not that he ever would. He watched you from the shadows, his protective nature shifting into something more possessive, much darker. As you slipped further into madness, he stopped trying to pull you back. He justâŠfollowed.
When the first body showed up, Michael stood silently beside you, his knife gleaming in the dim light. You didnât flinch or recoil at the sight of the blood, instead offering him a wicked smile that sent a chill down his spine. He understood thenâyou were no longer the guiding force, the light in his darkness. You had become the very thing that pulled him deeper into it.
From that moment on, anyone who tried to "help" you faced Michaelâs blade. He would watch you from across the room, eyes cold and distant, but never leaving your side. You were his now, and nothingânot even your madnessâwould change that.
Pennywise
Pennywise had always seen the potential for chaos in you, even when you were at your most compassionate. So when you started to change, it didnât come as a shock to himâit was thrilling. "Oh, my little nurse, finally embracing the madness, are we ?" heâd chuckle, floating around you with a twisted grin. He didnât resist your transformation; instead, he fed off of it.
"Why stop at a few lives ? You and I, we could rule this world, turn everyoneâs worst nightmares into reality," Pennywise teased, his voice dripping with excitement. You laughed along, your eyes gleaming with a newfound hunger for destruction.
Together, you unleashed horrors in the hospital and the world would learn to utter your name in fear. And Pennywise ? He reveled in it, proud to have been right about you all along. He became your partner in terror, following your lead as he fed on souls. All mercy and redemption goneâŠ
But, sometimes he would look at youâreally look at youâand his eyes would lose their light for just a secondâŠFor just a fleeting second, he would look at you and remember who you used to be: the innocent and loved little nurse who made slashers believe in change. And he would feel a tug in his chest.
âŠHe would even come to regret the old you.
Penny
Penny, unlike his brother, was more confused than delighted by your change. Heâd always been the more playful one, the lighthearted monster who didnât take things too seriously. But as you grew colder, more distant, something inside him shifted too. He followed you around like a lost puppy at first, hoping youâd come back to your old self.
When it became clear that wasnât happening, Penny grew more frantic, trying to win your approval by any means necessary. "See ? I can be bad too !" heâd shout, laughing maniacally as he tore into the nurses that tried to intervene. But no matter what he did, he couldnât bring back the warmth in your eyes. And that scared him more than anything.
In the end, Penny followed you out of fear and desperation. He didnât want to lose you, but he also didnât understand this new version of you. He wasnât sure how much longer he could keep up. He looked at his brother one night as they were keeping your door and asked:
"PennywiseâŠTell me. Are they reallyâŠAre they really gone ?"
Pennywise didnât answer. He knew that his brother wouldnât like his answer. So, he remained silent and Penny became sadâŠ
He had really hoped to see you again.
Vincent Sinclair
Vincent never said a word, but the change in you spoke volumes to him. He had always admired your gentleness, the way you handled things with care and grace. But now, as he watched you descend into madness, something inside him broke. His art became darker, more grotesque, reflecting the growing corruption in your soul.
Vincent would silently stand in your presence, waiting for your orders. He didnât resist the shift; instead, he internalized it, letting it fuel his own creative darkness. The sculptures he made of the staff you ordered killed were more terrifying than anything he had ever crafted before. But still, there was a sadness in his eyes as he looked at you. He missed the old you, but he could never bring himself to fight against you.
Esther
Estherâs sharp mind was one of the first to notice your change. She watched you closely, her eyes narrowing as she began to see through the cracks in your facade. At first, she tried to manipulate you back to your old self, using her charm and wit. But as time passed, she realized it was no use.
"You think youâre smarter than me, Y/N ?" she sneered one day, her usual mask of sweetness slipping away. "You think you can out-crazy me ? Iâve been playing this game far longer than you."
In the end, Esther didnât fight youâshe adapted. She started playing her own games, twisting the narrative so that your descent into madness worked in her favor. She would help you orchestrate the chaos, but only because she had plans of her own. Esther always had plans.
Father Paul
Father Paul was devastated. As a man of faith, he had always believed in redemption, in the possibility of salvation for anyone, even the most broken souls. But as he watched you fall deeper into madness, he realized that maybe some people were beyond saving.
He would try to reach you, try to remind you of the good you had once done, but it was no use. "This isnât you, Y/N," heâd say, his voice trembling with emotion. "You can still come back from this."
But you would just laugh, brushing him off as if his words meant nothing. Father Paul, broken by your transformation, withdrew into himself. He began to question his faith, his purpose. And in the end, he too was consumed by the darkness you had unleashed, unable to reconcile the person you had become with the one he had once believed in.
"âŠI truly believed you were going to save us."
He whisperedâhis mouth tainted with fresh blood.
Patrick Bateman
Patrick Bateman thrived on control. His routines, his polished appearance, his hollow social nicetiesâall carefully orchestrated to maintain his perfect image. But as he watched you, Nurse Y/N, descend into madness, he felt something shift, a crack forming in the foundation of his meticulously built world.
"Youâve changed," Patrick remarked, his voice cold and detached, as always.
You turned to him, a knowing smirk playing on your lips. "Change, Patrick ? Iâd say Iâm finally seeing things clearly."
Patrick tilted his head, his expression unreadable. He stared at you with a calculating gaze, as if you were just another piece of his carefully constructed reality that didnât fit anymore. "Clarity doesnât look like insanity," he said, though his tone betrayed no emotion.
You laughed softly, your eyes glinting with something dark. "Thatâs where youâre wrong. Youâre always pretending, Patrick. Pretending to feel something. Pretending to fit in. But deep down, you know youâre like me."
Patrickâs gaze never wavered. He took a step closer, his face a mask of indifference, though your words hit closer to the truth than he would admit. "Iâm nothing like you," he said flatly, yet there was a hint of intrigue in his voice.
"Oh, but you are," you whispered, stepping toward him. "Youâve been hiding behind that empty suit for so long, playing the role of the perfect man. But inside, youâre empty. Just like me. Weâre both killers, Patrick. The only difference is, Iâve stopped pretending."
He blinked, his face as stoic as ever, but inside, something stirred. There was no rage, no fear, only a cold calculation. He didnât care about your madness or what you had become. But there was a faint pull, the idea of relinquishing the last shred of his humanity that kept him tethered to this charade of normalcy. He was intrigued by your boldness, by how freely you had let go.
But he remained still, expressionless. "I donât pretend," he said quietly. "I just donât care."
You laughed again, this time louder, more manic. "And thatâs what makes you dangerous, Patrick. You donât care. Youâve never cared. But soon enough, youâll realize how liberating that can be."
Patrick stared at you for a moment longer, no emotion flickering behind his eyes. "Liberating ?" he repeated, as if the word were foreign to him.
"Yes," you said with a smirk, turning away. "Because when you stop pretending, when you embrace what you really are, thereâs nothing left to hold you back."
He didnât respond. There was nothing to say. Heâd long since stopped feeling the need to explain himself. Whatever you were becoming, whatever madness had claimed you, it didnât concern him. You were spiraling out of control, and he would remain steady, detached. Yet, as he watched you walk away, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugged at the corners of his mouth.
Because, in the end, chaos or controlâit made no difference to him.
Norman Bates
Norman was never the same after witnessing the shift in you. At first, he felt a glimmer of hope in your kindness, a belief that maybe you could help him escape the shadows of his past. But that hope quickly faded as you transformed into something darker. The gentle demeanor he had grown to trust turned icy, and the warmth of your presence became a cold specter haunting him.
"Y/N ?" he ventured one night, his voice trembling. You stood amidst a room filled with remnants of your darker whims, the glint of madness shining in your eyes.
"What happened to you ?" he asked, genuinely confused and hurt. The memory of the compassion you once offered felt like a distant dream.
You tilted your head, a smile playing on your lips, but it lacked warmth. "Oh, Norman, donât you see ? Iâve always been this way. You just never noticed until now."
Norman's heart sank as he realized that the person he trusted most had turned into a reflection of the very darkness he fought against. "But I thought we couldâ"
You interrupted, your voice sharp. "Could what ? Change ? Adapt ? Look at what youâve become, Norman. Youâre still clinging to that fragile sense of normalcy. But we both know itâs a façade. You are a monster. You will always be a monster."
In that moment, the realization hit him hard. He had thought you were a beacon, a chance for redemption, but instead, you were leading him down a path of destruction. And as he watched you revel in the chaos you created, he felt his own sanity begin to slip. In the end, he would become your puppet, lost to the madness you had decided to embrace.
BONUS
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You jolted awake, gasping for breath, heart pounding as the vivid nightmare clung to your mind. It felt so realâthe madness, the blood, the slashers losing control, becoming monsters all over again. You clutched the blanket, eyes darting around the darkened room, disoriented and shaking.
The scream you had let out echoed in the silence of the night, and before you could fully gather your bearings, the door burst open. Jason was the first to appear, his imposing figure standing in the doorwayâhis machete raised and at the ready. He looked around frantically for any sign of dangerâbut found none. He moved quickly to your side, his large hand resting awkwardly on your shoulder, trying to offer comfort in the only way he knew how.
Brahms was next, peeking from behind Jason, his eyes wide with worry. He didn't say anythingâjust stared, his usual playful demeanor replaced with deep concern. He slowly made his way to your side, almost afraid to get too close but desperate to offer comfort. He knelt beside you, his hand shaking slightly as he reached out to touch your arm, his eyes searching yours, as if pleading for reassurance that you were okay.
Michael entered quietly, his presence felt more than seen in the dim light. He didn't rush to you immediately, his pace slow and deliberate. He observed you carefully, and then pulled out his notebook from his pocket, writing something down before showing you: What happened ?
He sat at the edge of the bed, his silent and comforting company grounding you in the moment.
Bo Sinclair appeared not long after, his expression a mix of annoyance and concern, as if he'd been dragged out of a deep sleep but couldnât help but care. "Darlin', you alright ?" His Southern accent soft, the usual sharpness in his tone dulled by the worry in his eyes. He stood there for a moment, arms crossed, before moving to your side, brushing his hand over your hair. "Was it a nightmare ?"
Vincent slipped in quietly behind his brother, standing in the shadows. He didnât make a sound, but his presence alone was soothing, as if he was there simply to watch over you in case you needed anything. He gave a small nod, acknowledging that he was there for you.
Freddy was last, strutting in with his usual cocky grin, but even he paused when he saw your trembling form. "Nightmares, huh ? Not my work this time, I swear," he quipped, though his voice lacked its usual venom. He leaned against the doorframe, watching the others crowd around you, before adding, "What kinda monster dreams are getting to you now ?"
But there was a strange softness in his voice, an unspoken understanding. He might have been a nightmare in the past, but seeing you like thisâit wasnât his domain. He wasn't your tormentor. Not anymore.
Jason stayed close, holding your hand gently, as if afraid to hurt you but wanting to let you know he was there. Brahms crawled up on the bed beside you, still staring at you with wide eyes, his head tilting as he kept trying to make sense of your distress. Michaelâs calm, steady presence, coupled with the note in his notebook, reminded you that they were all here to protect you. Bo's hand never left your hair, his brother Vincent still watching from the corner, always there but never imposing.
You took a deep breath, trying to calm yourself, the warmth of their concern slowly easing the tension in your chest. You could see the lingering fear in their eyesâthe slashers who had been transformed from nightmares themselves into...your friends.
"Iâm okay," you whispered, though your voice still trembled slightly.
But Freddy, of course, wasnât one to let it go so easily. "You sure about that, sweetheart ? Looked like hell got a hold of you."
You offered a weak smile, shaking your head. "It was just a bad dream."
Jason squeezed your hand a little tighter, as if to remind you that whatever had happened in your nightmare, this was reality now. And in this reality, they were here for you.
Michael scribbled on his notebook again, holding it up: Youâre safe.
And, for the first time since waking up, you believed it. Surrounded by the once fearsome killers, you felt safe. You closed your eyes and took a deep breathâŠYes. You were safe. Everything was alright. You would make sure of itâŠ
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having a bad day .àłàż
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â°â†â seong gi-hun x fem!reader â
ÊÉ àčàŁâ â tws: age gap (reader is 25, gi-hun is 47) mention of murder, mention of self-harm, pts.
àł â.Ë â genre: fluff!
âౚà§ËâĄË àŁȘ â summary: you've had a really shitty day so when u get home from university your bf is there to comfort you and cheer you up.
ă»â„ă» â a/n: hii! iâm new here and this is my first time publishing a ffđ„č i wrote this out of boredom so idk if itâs good. also my first language isnât english so iâm sorry for eventual mistakes, i appreciate every kind and constructive advice on how to be better(no insults or hate tho!)<3 if i think your comment is hateful or disrespectful or anything like that, iâll delete it! so be nice plsđ«¶đ»
â â warnings: timeline is season 2 but i changed his age. if you donât like age gaps/have problems with them GET OUTđđ»
enjoy! â€ïž
It was 9 PM in Ssangmun-dong and you were walking down the empty, rain-soaked street you travel every day. You were carrying a heavy backpack, the straps digging into the skin of your left shoulder, a sign that it was full of notebooks. The dim streetlights flicker, casting a dull glow across the wet floor and your footsteps were covered by the constant "pats" of the rain drops falling to the ground. The downpour was rentless and it was drenching your clothes and your nice hair but you barely seemed to notice cause your mind was wrapped up in something else. It had been a very tough day and you wanted nothing more but to be in your boyfriend's comforting arms.
His name was Seong Gi-hun. You weren't korean but you thanked God you moved there when you were 18 cause if you didn't, you probably wouldn't have met him. The day you two crossed paths was almost 4 years ago and you remember it like it was yesterday: he used to have a gambling addiction and thanks to your friend, who brought you with her to gamble, you found him. Or even better, he found you cause the very first time he bumped onto you as he was getting chased by some men; meanwhile the other times, you went to talk to him cause you found him pretty cute and...pathetic.
At the time you were 21 and he was 43 but you really didn't care about the age gap. Plus, he looked younger than he actually was. The first weeks you two started to date as close friends and soon you learned heâs got a 10 years old daughter and an ex-wife. They divorced because of his addiction which led to him having several debts that he couldn't pay. His daughter's name was Ga-yeong and she was very sweet, just like her father. She liked you even and you, of course, liked her back. As the days went by, Ga-yeong revealed you her father's secret: he liked you and every time he knew he was going to see you, he would put up nice clothes and adjust his hair; and she hoped you would like him back but God, how could you not like him? He was such a gentleman, so sweet, so respectful, so caring; this headed to both of you starting a relationship (a serious one too), and at first it was hard due to his addiction. Firstly because every time he didn't pay his debt in time, he would get beaten up and threatened to be killed. So many times you would yell at him cause he spent all his money, and the one you gave him, to gamble but you understood that yelling and getting mad wasn't the right solution of solving this, thus you got used to it and you were determined to help him go through that shit. Later you met his mom and his childhood friend whose name was Sang-woo and you were actually surprised they didn't think less of you just because you were younger. If you were in your native country, everybody would look at you as a person of no value and would think he was a pedophile, even tho you were a grown ass adult. Before him, you've been in a toxic relationship for 2 years; between cheating, threats and punches, you managed to leave that guy.
Gi-hun, on the other hand, treated you so good it was overwhelming, to the point that you didn't even think you deserved to be treated like this, to be loved and you were glad he proved you wrong so damn sure you weren't gonna let go of him just because he was older. He helped you going through your self-harm addiction, he helped you with your traumas and insecurities. Basically, he was a mix of the perfect yet worse man to date.
Not even a year later tho, he disappeared for a whole week without any news or informations. You were so fucking worried about him and you never stopped calling him and searching for him. You even talked to his mother every day but she always said she had no clue of where he was and the police, of course, didnât give a shit. Often times you thought that he got himself killed due to his non-paid debts but you really didn't want to think about it so you liked to think that maybe he was out of town and didn't call you. Or maybe he just decided to cut off contact with everybody and left. In that time, your own self-harm addiction got worse due to the stress and the fact that he had left. Everything went down once more. Your life was falling apart and you didnât know what to think at this point. Was it your fault? Was it his fault? You didnât know.
Yet he eventually came back to you, all injured as if he had been in a rough fight and apologized to you so many times as you cried and punched his chest due to the all the overwhelming emotions you didnât manage to let out. He told you he found his mom dead in his house. In some ways, you felt guilty that you didn't help him with the medicines for her cause you had some money but most of it would go to the men he had to repay. He talked about the games heâs done, about all the murdered people.
You couldn't believe him, of course and thought he was just very drunk but the day after you realized it wasn't like that.
A year later he wanted to move in America to go to his daughter but soon changed his mind when he knew that the recruiter of those games was still out there so you both moved to a motel as he searched for him all day, every day.
He barely slept and he started to smoke more, which broke your heart to see him like this. So tired, so traumatized and you realized that the old Gi-hun would never come back, even tho a part of him was still the same when he was with you. When he finished to pay his debts, thanks to the money he earned from those sick games, he called Mr. Kim, the boss of loan sharks, to help him find this recruiter.
The only times you saw each other, tho, was in the evening cause in the morning you went to university while he kept searching for that man among the city. He always apologized to you for never spending much time together but you always reassured him that it was completely okay and that it was nobody's fault. You knew how insecure he got after that traumatic event tho you tried your best to comfort him. After he lost Sang-woo, Sae-byeok and Ali; after he saw so many innocent people die because of the God called money. They all died in front of him and sometimes he could still see their blood on his face, on his hands, on his body. Everywhere.
He became even more possessive and protective over you to the point that he made you install a gps on your phone or any other device you owned, in case youâd be in trouble or something and he eventually taught you how to shoot cause you asked him.
So here you were, 2 years later, having a shitty, rough day, soaked wet due to the rain, heading back home and already feeling guilty cause Gi-hun had to comfort you from your stupid, dumb and idiotic problems. You didn't even know if he was home by that time and if he wasn't, you would go take a shower and eventually fall asleep on the couch while miserably trying to wait awake for him. As always.
When you approached the motel you both lived in, you grabbed your keys from your pocket and opened the principal door. You entered and closed it before taking your way up the stairs. Once you reached the door of your shared apartment you opened that one too, slowly closing it behind you. You weren't expecting Gi-hun to be home but when you heard his voice, you felt kinda relieved.
"Y/n? Is that you?" you heard him say. You didn't answer and you didn't know why. Maybe cause you were so tired you didn't even have the strength to breathe, to say the least.
You took off your shoes and walked through the small corridor before reaching the living room and put the keys on the round table at the center of the room. You quite ignored your boyfriend who was very worried when he saw you completely drenched.
"Hey..why didn't you bring an umbrella with you this morning?" he asked softly as he approached you and rubbed both of your shoulders. You were glad to hear his loving voice after a long day.
You let your backpack fall on the ground, causing it to make a loud noise and grabbed a small, broken umbrella which was in a side pocket of the backpack, before placing it on the table, too.
"I did." you managed to say. Your voice was barely audible and you were on the verge of breaking down, thing that he immediately noticed but before he could talk, you threw yourself onto him to hug him. Your arms wrapped around his body tightly as you cried quietly. His nice yet smokey smell invaded your nose and you took all in. You didn't pay attention to his outfit but you were so sure he was wearing his usual baggy pants and large jacket.
He didn't think twice before holding you tight against him and his right hand found its way to rub your hair while the other rubbed your back. He had this way of hugging you, of comforting you as a way to shield and protect you from the world that you didn't even know how it was possible but that's how his hugs, his touch made you feel. It has been a long time since you last cried and let go of everything in front of him but that night you really needed it.
"It's okay baby, I've got you. I'm here." he mumbled softly to your ear. He slowly started to rock himself back and forth, as if you were his little child afraid of monsters hiding under the bed.
He didn't ask you what had happened cause he knew it wasn't useful in that moment. He knew that all you wanted was comfort and reassurance. He didn't care that you were all wet and soaked, he cared about trying to make you stop crying and he managed to do so since you calmed down after some minutes. He pulled back slightly, enough for him to be able to see the sad look on your face.
He cupped your cheeks and wiped your last tears away.
"It's okay. You let it all out?" he kindly asked you and you slowly nodded. He wanted to make sure your chest didn't feel as heavy. Then he leaned in and placed a soft, tender kiss on your forehead.
"How about you go take off these wet clothes and take a shower while i prepare the couch for some cuddles to cheer that sad pretty little face up, hm?" he asked while moving a strand of hair out of your face.
"And then maybe, if you feel like doing so, you tell me what's gotten you so upset." he then added.
His voice was so soft, sweet and full of love it made you want to cry again out of happiness but you fought the urge. He somehow always knew what were the right words to say and in which tone he had to pronounce them. It was incredible. That man was incredible.
You slowly nodded and he escorted you to the bathroom as he told you to call him for anything you needed. He didn't hurry anything, he told you to take your slow and nice time, he would be there waiting for you.
You softly thanked him and closed the bathroom door, opening the water in the shower. You really didn't know what good things you did in life to have someone as loving as him as your partner but you preferred to not question anything and to just appreciate everything he gave you, everything that life (or God) gave you.
You knew he told you to take your time and to wash yourself slowly and stuff but you were so happy and enthusiastic to cuddle with him, that your shower lasted 10 minutes. When you got out, you could hear him doing stuff on the other side of the wall and you called out his name.
"Yes, my love?" said he while opening the door. He had a small yet genuine smile on his face and you knew he was doing all of that just to make you feel better.
"Can you...bring me one of your shirts..?" you mumbled.
"I know they're much larger than my size but-" you were cut off by the door closing. You didn't know exactly why he shut the door on you talking but you really hoped he didn't mean to do so. Later, he returned in the room, holding a stuffed clothed in between his hands, turning out it was one of his large shirts.
He walked towards you and handed you the cloth, before cupping your cheeks again and kissing your temple.
"You know you don't owe me any explanation. Whatever you want, i'll give it to you. You could ask me to wear my underwear and i wouldn't question it." he explained gently.
"Even tho that would be weird." he continued and chuckled slightly and you did so. You felt a warm feeling in your chest. A feeling that only he was able to bring you and you will forever be grateful to him.
"Thank you.." you murmured and smiled.
"There it is that pretty smile." he said and pinched your cheeks gently, causing you to widen your smile.
He then told you he would wait for you as you got dressed and later he dried your wet hair cause he didn't want his girl to make such efforts when she was so tired already.
A few more minutes passed by and after you got all showered, dried and dressed, you were both laying in each other's arms on the couch. Your head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around your body while one hand stroked your soft hair.
"You feel like telling me what's wrong?" he asked softly, in which you answered with a nod.
You began by explaining that you hadn't slept much the night before, which was the main reason you woke up already feeling upset and exhausted. You were so tired that you really didn't feel like going to university, but you had a test and knew you had no choice, so you forced yourself to get up. Just when you stepped out of the apartment, it started raining heavily, and you got all wet because your umbrella wouldn't open properly. Once you finally made it to the university, you sat down to take the test, but you were so distracted by your exhaustion that you were sure you had messed up every single question. Your mind wasn't in the right place, your eyes felt heavy, and you couldn't focus. Everything felt like a disaster. After the test and the rest of your lessons, the wind picked up on your way home and your umbrella finally broke so you had nothing to protect yourself, leaving you even more soaked. And as if your day hadn't already been terrible enough, a car sped through a puddle and splashed you completely. You felt overwhelmed, defeated by the anger and stress that had built up throughout the day.
As you were telling all of this you still felt kinda upset but when he spoke again, you really forgot the reason of why your day went bad.
"I'm so sorry to hear that, my love. You shouldâve called me, i would've picked you up with the car." he said with disappointment. Not towards you, but towards all the factors that made you so sad and also at himself. He couldâve gave you a call instead of focusing on finding that son of a bitch.
"I didn't want to bother you..." you mumbled, as your fingers traced comforting circles on his clothed chest.
"You know you never bother me, y/n." he said firmly. He didn't like the fact that you could even think you were a bother or a burden to him.
"Yeah but what if right when i call you, you find the guy you've been searching for years?" you asked and got your head up slightly to look at him. You could feel his hesitation before answering but when he did, you knew he was sincere.
"I'd still pick you up. As much as i wanna find that man, you come first. I didn't put so much effort in us for nothing, you know." he smiled slightly at his last sentence and placed his large hand on your face, brushing your cheek with his thumb.
"Hmm.." you murmured and sighed. You gently rested your chin on his chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breath beneath you and the warmth of his body comforting against your skin, while your head remained slightly turned to face him, allowing you to study his face closely. Your gaze lingered on each featureâhis relaxed yet tired expression, the curve of his jaw, the corners of his lips slightly turned upwardâcapturing every detail that made him, him, as if you were memorizing them.
You didn't know how he managed to look that handsome for his age. Not that he was that old, but still.
"Have you been sleeping these days?" you kindly asked him. You knew, deep down, that he would always look after you, putting your needs before his own, but at the same time, you saw how little care he took of himself. It was as if he neglected his own well-being in favor of focusing on everyone else; you, above everyone. Every time you noticed him pushing himself too hard or ignoring his own health, you'd find yourself gently scolding him, urging him to take a moment for himself, though you knew he'd brush it off. In the end, this was just who he was.
"Yes, a bit." he answered and you could feel he was being honest but still decided to make sure.
"Are you sure?" your tone was low and comforting, yet full of worry. You noticed the small bags under his eyes, you noticed his tired expression and often times you would feel guilty that he had to reassure you while he was feeling so defeated.
"Yes, i'm sure." he said sweetly and pinched the tip of your nose softly.
You subtly pushed yourself up, enough to lean your face closer to his, and pecked his lips. Your chest was now in contact with his and your hands were placed one between his hair and the other on the soft mattress of the couch, surrounding yourself.
"You look so tired..." you whispered while caressing his scalp. Your faces only inches away. He moved his hand to grasp your waist while the other was still on your cheek.
"Yeah but you always bring all my energies back.." he whispered back, causing you to smile a bit.
Your eyes wavered all over his face, admiring everything about him as your pupils dilated some more, as if turning into a heart shape. You didn't know exactly what did u see in him, but you saw something. Maybe that's how real love feels like: inexplicable. Almost as if it's no sense.
Then, you sighed and looked away from him.
"I'm sorry." said you while resting your head next to his. He looked at you confused.
"For what?" he asked and adjusted himself so that he could look at you but also be in a comfortable position. He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
You swallowed hard.
"I don't know..that you gotta take care of my shit while you're already feeling defeated and stuff.." you explained, almost whimpering.
"I notice how tired you are every day..we barely see or talk to each other before the evening and when i see you like this i feel like a burden or like i'm not doing enough for you...i don't know, i just miss you.." you added. You didn't want to add more pressure and stress on his shoulders but you needed to tell him.
You saw his expression on his face, focused on listening to you and all your rantling and he looked sad.
"Y/n..." he started.
"Honey, don't say that again. Yes i am tired but that doesn't mean i don't gotta take care of you when you feel down as well. Just because we're both not having the best of the days, it doesn't mean we gotta ignore each other or something like that. I take care of you cause i want to. Cause it makes me feel better when i manage to bring your smile back." he gently explained while playing with some strands of your hair, in a desperate attempt to soothe you.
"I'm sorry we barely see or talk to each other during the day, i wish we both had more time one for the other even tho at night i try to stay up as much time as possible, even if you are asleep cause i wanna make up for lost time." he continued, hoping you'd understand his words. You lowkey wished things went different. Wished that he never went to play those sick games.
"Yeah but...i don't know, i just wish i could do more for us, for you. You always take care of me but i never do enough to take care of you.." she said. Your tone of voice hid a hint of sadness in it.
"No, y/n. You do more than enough and that's what matters. I will always appreciate the little things you do cause i know how much effort you put into them. I know you love me, i know you care about me. I don't have to worry about anything else." he said. He knew you wouldn't believe him but he hoped that he managed to reassure you even if it was just for the moment.
You nodded slowly at his words and accepted them. You hid your face into the crock of his neck and snuggled against him, holding him as tight as you could, wanting to enjoy his company, his warmth for the night. His fingers found their ways in between your thin hair and caressed your scalp while the other hand was busy holding you against him. He wanted to protect you from everything and everyone. He wanted you to feel safe and he'd do anything to not let you get hurt.
He started to whisper reassuring words in your ear to facilitate your sleep.
âPlease donât ever leave me, Gi-hun.â you mumbled.
"I wonât, I'm here, love. I'm not going anywhere. I've got you." those were the last words you heard from him before you sweetly murmured: "I love you.." and drifted off to sleep.
He kissed your head tenderly and whispered an "I love you, too" muffled before closing his eyes and fully relaxing his body under yours, feeling his thoughts drifting away into dreams.
So there you were, both laying in each other arms after days full of stress and pressure, you allowed yourself to be vulnerable and to rest for the night.
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How often do you think Bruce Wayne looks back on old footage of his kids.
he watches footage of Dick being borderline murderous just after his parents died and is proud of how much he is grown
does he watch footage of Jason who has also been through horrible traumas but is still naive and innocent enough to believe that Robin gives him magic and mourn him all over again
does he look through footage to try and see Tim in the background stalking him
would he look at the earliest videos he has of Damien because that is the closest he can get to being a part of his sons childhood, would he see Damien just after coming to Gotham and try to imagine him as a baby taking his first steps or saying his first words
How often does Bruce Wayne look at old footage of his children and feel like he has failed as a parent
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