#all images are from Pinterest and I do not own them
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
⨠Astro Insights â¨
Astrology also can be used to explore ways to identify one's strengths, weaknesses and how to improve your physical and mental health. Part 1 covers the 1st house, this is part 2 with looks at the 6th house and part 3 will focus on the 8th house. I will also make a separate post for mental health houses.
Please be mindful these are just my own studies and do what is best for your circumstances and what feels good for YOU!
-------------------------------------------------------------------
6th House
In astrology the 6th house governs daily habits, diet, exercise and illness. It shows in how someone manages their wellbeing and any potential health issues.  The 6th house shows how you manage health, work, and daily routines. Understanding its placements helps optimise wellness, revealing health strengths, weaknesses, and ideal habits.
The person's health is specifically attached to their ability to advance at work and their work environment, thus any trouble that shows up in the 6th house can adversely affect one's general sense of wellbeing.Â
Best Exercises Routines Based on 6th House Sign:
Fire Signs (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius)Â Need high-intensity workouts to burn excess energy. Exercises like HIIT, running, weightlifting, kickboxing etc
Earth Signs (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn)Â Thrive with slow, steady exercises. Yoga, strength training and hiking could be good for these signs.
Air Signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) Need variety and movement-based workouts (dance, cycling, Pilates, social sports)Â Â
Water Signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces)Â Benefit from fluid and mindful movements and exercises like swimming, tai chi, yoga and breath work could be suitable for these signs.
Scorpio 6th houseÂ
Scorpio here suggests intense health cyclesâyou might experience periods of great vitality followed by periods of deep exhaustion. Your body may be highly regenerative, but you could also be prone to chronic or hidden health issues that take time to diagnose.
The reproductive system, bladder, and detoxification organs (like the colon) may need extra care. Since Scorpio is about deep transformation, alternative healing methods (detox, therapy, or even energy healing) can be beneficial. Work-related stress can deeply affect your health, making emotional resilience crucial.
Since Scorpio's energy is intense, powerful, and transformative, their works could be ones that channel emotions into movement (boxing, weight lighting, martial arts), include intense yet therapeutic activities (hot yoga, sauna therapy, swimming) and promote deep relaxation after exertion (breath-work, stretching and massage therapy could be beneficial for this placement)
Libra 6th house
When Libra is in the 6th house, individuals with this placement may struggle with blood sugar imbalances, for example too much sugar or processed foods could cause fatigue, skin breakouts, or hormonal fluctuations.
Hormonal & sugar sensitivities can be an issue for this placement as Libra/Venus energy can affect hormone balance leading to issues like acne, bloating, or weight fluctuations. Digestive Issues may arise from emotional stress. Health can be affected by toxic relationships, work stress or emotional imbalance.
Libra in the 6th house suggests social or aesthetically pleasing workouts like dance classes, group fitness activities or workouts with a friend, this could help with staying committed. Avoid overly aggressive, harsh workouts as you need harmony, not exhaustion, andÂ
As Libra is ruled by Venus, this means that beauty and wellness and a solid skincare routine, massages or even aromatherapy outdoors improve both physical and mental health. Creative outlets like painting, listening to music or design can reduce anxiety & improve wellbeing.
Aquarius 6th house
When Aquarius is in the 6th house, your health and daily habits are unconventional and unpredictable and people with this placement might struggle with sticking to routine for too long before getting bored.
Holistic or alternative health practices could be interesting such as herbal medicine, biohacking or cutting edge wellness trends.
Aquarius rules circulation, the nervous system and lower legs like the ankles, calves, shin, watch for issues like restless leg syndrome, poor circulation and random energy crashes. Also Aquarius being ruled by Uranus, there can be sudden or unexpected health issues.
Individuals with Aquarius in the 6th house need to create a flexible health routine  and incorporate variety to keep things engaging. Movement based activities like trampolining, cycling or dancing can be good in supporting circulation.
#all images are from Pinterest and I do not own them#astrology#my own post#astro insights#wellbeing#astro community#astrology blog#astro observations#6th house astrology#cosmic world#scorpio#libra#aquarius#health#mental health#knowledge
46 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Forget-me-not Blues
Ask and ye shall recieve! Buckle up buttercups, this is my first Soulmate AU.
Banner by me and the images were sourced from Pinterest, made in Canva
Dividers by: @/sweetmelodygraphics
Pairing: Bucky x f!reader
Tags/Warnings: FLUFF, ANGST/WHUMP, Soulmate Mate Mark AU!, mentions of death., mentions of torture, right person wrong time, 2nd and 3rd person P.O.V, petnames (doll)
Iâm leaving out some tags so I donât go spoiling the plot so please read at your own risk! Not beta'd. I do not give permission for my work to be copied, reposted or translated (or put through AI)
A/N: I cut a huge chunk about Soulmate AU context at the beginning because it felt unnecessary. It's just a world where word/phrase of the soulmate's is written on them; it's not always the first thing they say to a person :)
More Authorâs Notes are at the end of this fic so if you want to know more about the flowers and some thoughts I had whilst writing this, please go take a peek! This has been a labour of love.
Summary: A story about finding and losing soulmates to the test of time.
Word count: 4.2k
Navigation | The Bucky Barnes Collection
1942
Your family had owned a flower stand for as long as you could remember. Ever since you could stand on your own two feet your father put you to work handing out daisies to every woman, young or old, that passed by just to put a smile on their face.
Adorned with roses, daisies, poppies and more, the colourful stall had always been popular. Your father expertly wrapped combinations of flowers in old newspapers until the war began. He believed it was bad luck to wrap gifts in bad news.
When your father had been called to return to service, he had entrusted the stall to you. The old women whoâd lost husbands and sons in the war would often buy a poppy or three, and any of the soldiers on a short stay would always buy a dozen or so roses for all of the dames.
James Buchanan âBuckyâ Barnes was one of your best customers. Bucky was always smiling, flirting and generally schmoozing his way by, often with a battered Steve Rogers in tow. Bucky being the big romantic he was liked roses, of course, and would frequently stop by your stall on his way home from work.
âHey doll,â Bucky grinned, leaning against your display table.
You couldnât help but smile back. The playful air he had around him was infectious and you half wished you could find a soul mate like him. Or wished you could just have him.
âAfternoon Buck,â You fluff up a pile of pink roses. Despite the trying times, business was booming. A lot of dates, a lot of weddings and a lot of funerals. âWant the usual?â
Bucky plucks up a rose and twirls it in his fingers before raising it to his nose and inhaling the gentle, sweet scent. His grin grows wider, his boyish charm shining through with the glimmer of mischief in his blue eyes and the dirt on his cheeks from a long day at work.
You know whatâs coming next.
âNo, Bucky.â You say airily, smiling at him as you move to the next pile of roses on the stall. Bucky gapes at you.
âPlease, doll. One dance - thatâs all âm askinâ!â
Itâs now the sixth time heâs asked you and each time he looks like a kicked puppy when you tell him no.
âYes but one dance turns into two, then three.â You tease, moving around the stall to face him, plucking the rose from his fingers and leaning close. âAnd then youâll be dancing with a new dame next week anyway. Iâm just cutting out the middle man. Plenty of men like you come by my stall, James.â
You turn away from him with a short shrug, placing the pink rose back into itâs correct pile before moving to a new carefully packed crate of flowers that need unpacking.
âWhat if Iâm not the man you think I am?â Bucky counters, following after you. âMaybe Iâm terrible at dancing.â
Chuckling you turn to face him, ready to spout another weak excuse to not go with him, when one of your white roses is stuffed under your nose. Raising an eyebrow you look over at Bucky, whoâs smirking at you.
âHi, my nameâs Bucky and, if youâd be so kind as to let me take you dancing sometime, I promise to make it worth your while.â
You feel heat crawl up your face as you start to laugh. âWhy are you introducing yourself to me?â
âBecause,â Bucky shrugs, the twinkle in his eyes becoming a bright sparkle now that youâre laughing. âIâm not the man you think I am. And lifeâs too short, doll. Iâd like to spend at least one night of my life dancinâ with you.â
How were you going to argue with that?
But something seemed⌠strange. When youâd say no, usually heâd banter with you a bit more and ask about your dad, youâd ask after his mom, his sister and Steve before heâd trot on his merry little way with you gazing after him.
Today, Bucky was insistent but behind his eyes was a sadness you hadnât seen before. Your heart strings tugged, something within you screamed at you to say yes like you had desperately wanted to all those times before. No more imagining what it would feel like to have his hands in yours as you twirled and danced well into the night.
âSure,â you sigh after a few moments, trying not to seem too eager. Bucky beams at you so brightly anyone else would think youâve hung the moon and hands you your white rose with a mocking bow.
âOne dance.â You add firmly, heart fluttering as your fingers brush his when you pluck the rose from him.
Bucky puts his hand on his heart, beginning to walk backwards. As he passes your stall he stuffs a dollar into your change jar and bats his eyelashes innocently at you.
âI only need one dance to make you fall in love with me, doll!â He continues walking backwards, narrowly avoiding other New Yorkers, but his eyes never leave yours. âIâll pick you up at seven!â
You shake your head with a grin, watching him go. There was an electric charge all around you and you felt excited for your long-dreamed-of date with one Bucky Barnes.
Dancing with Bucky was exactly how you imagined it would be; your feet barely touched the ground as he spun and lifted you. You felt lighter than air as you looked down at Bucky's grinning face, eyes sparkling with joy as he held you close. One dance quickly turned to three.
After the third, Bucky led you to a nearby table.
"So much for one dance." Bucky teases lightly, his hand still lightly holding your waist. You're thankful your flushed cheeks hide your embarrassment but you're smiling regardless. Before he can ask you what drink he can get you, We'll Meet Again begins to crackle over the speaker and you drag him back to the dance floor.
"Hey, shouldn't I be leading doll?" He jokes, hands immediately encompassing your hips once you'd found a space to sway in.
"Hush," You murmur, wrapping your arms around his neck. "I like this song."
Bucky smiles down at you and says nothing further until the song finishes. You both mimic the other, swaying to the music and gently singing along as you gaze at eachother.
"I should walk you home doll." Bucky says quietly once the song finishes. You feel a little light-headed and breathless, even though you'd only been swaying and you notice that Bucky's hands are still on your waist.
"O-okay." You swallow. If Soulmates didn't exist, you'd be kissing him right about now. "I know a short-cut."
"This," Bucky looked up as the wrought iron fence. "Is a short-cut?"
"Where's your sense of adventure?" You grin back at him as you crawl through a gap in the fence. "Come on Sarge, it's not far I promise."
Bucky sighs with a smile, pulling his dress pants up so they don't rip at the knees when he crawls through the gap after you. You take his hand and lead him blindly through the dark park, the both of you stumbling and giggling like teenagers, until you reach a dirtpath leading through a small thatch of trees to a clearing. The light of the moon illuminates the clearing into a sea of blue. Forget-me-nots are clustered together in one large group in the clearing; thousands upon thousands of tiny blue flowers that disappear to black when the moon vanishes again behind a cloud.
"Wow," Bucky breathes. "You've been holdin' out on me, doll. If I knew this was here, I'd have taken you on a romantic picnic instead of dancin'."
âYeah, I could spend forever getting lost in those forget-me-not blues,â you sigh wistfully, looking over at Bucky's face.
âWell doll, forget me not.â He punctuates each word with a sad smile.
What should be a joyous moment filled with love, happiness and a rainbow of technicolour is soured by the harsh reality that Bucky wouldn't be staying in New York any longer. You shouldn't be too surprised, you knew he got drafted but you can see it in his eyes, the utter sadness of your situation. You can't even enjoy finding your soulmate in peace.
âYouâve got orders.â You can barely eke the words out of your closing throat.
Bucky nods, swallowing thickly and looking at your entwined hands. âGot my letter the other day. England."
You breathe out, long and slow, your nose becoming more blocked as more tears stream down your face and your throat burns with unvoiced sobs. It was unfair. So, so unfair.
âI could never forget you James Buchanan Barnes. Never.â You say firmly, gazing over at him and squeezing his hand hard.
"I'll write to you everyday." He promises, squeezing your hand back. "I'll come back and visit every chance I can get until this war is over. And then-"
You cut him off with a quick kiss that doesn't even begin to convey how happy you are to have found him, trying to protect your heart from more hurt that undoubtedly will come.
"Save it for your letters," You tease softly, sniffing away tears. "I want something to look forward to while I wait."
Bucky grins and pecks your lips back. "You got it, doll."
You both stay on that log until the early hours, basking in each other's presence before Bucky was deployed to England the next afternoon. The voids left in your hearts when you separated were almost too much to bare but when you were safely home, and Bucky tucked away on a boat, you both immediately began to work on your letters to each other.
Being posted in England isn't too bad to begin with. In fact, Bucky thinks that his letters are too boring but he doesn't want to fill the letters with how much he misses you or how he wishes he could be with you instead; he knows you know it too, and it doesn't make it hurt any less.
When he's sent to Europe, suddenly those boring, mundane letters are a God-send. One of your letters contained a good Iuck charm, courtesy of your small slice of blue paradise ; a single pressed forger-me-not into a piece of card with a lipstick stain of your lips on the reverse. Bucky kept the piece in his left breast pocket, just over his heart, keeping the thought of you near wherever he went.
The first thing he does after Steve rescues him is write you.
He leaves out the details but tells you not to worry, he'll be home soon. Tell Mom and Rebecca not to worry too.
Days later, when he's lying in the snow bleeding from the Stump that was his left arm, he wonders if it was all worth it. Your lucky charm had disappeared somewhere during the fall and Bucky sobbed at the thought that not only had he lost his arm but a piece of you too. Delirious with blood loss, he imagined your face in the cold comfort of the snow, smiling playfully like you always did, kissing him so tenderly like you had on your date all those moons ago. He couldn't leave you without a soulmate.
Hearing approaching footsteps crunching in the snow, Bucky screamed for help, hoping, praying that it was Steve.
It wasn't.
Turns out, HYDRA don't like it when their science experiments escape and despite vowing to escape a second time once he's healed, it's nigh impossible. And not without consequence.
Bucky's vow quickly becomes to always remember you instead when he's strapped to the electric chair, biting on his tongue so hard he draws blood. The more his brain cooks in the chair, the more torture he's subjected to, the more your face blurs in his mind's eye. It kills him, little by little, knowing you're fading from his memory but he still tries to remember your face. He still hopes, dreams and thinks of you. Would you remember him? Would you recognise him if he returned from this hell on Earth?
What breaks him is not the twenty-seven long years of being thawed and unthawed, tortured and electrocuted. It's the one rainy day where his heart hurts so badly, he screams until he can't any longer. It's the day his blurred soulmate's face is torn from his soul and leaves him all alone in the cruellest, darkest place imaginable.
The premature death of Bucky Barnes' soulmate caused the birth of the Winter Soldier after twenty-seven gruelling years.
How could you suffer on knowing you would never see your one true love again? His brain and heart couldn't win out after that.
Present Day
Museums were Buckyâs favourite places to be on his days off. There was something comforting about the silence and the relics of human history, the evolution and study of animals, rocks and bones and the celebration of human artistry that wasnât as overwhelming as the Internet. The Internet was faster, sure, but museums had everything in one neat place and no two museums were the same.
He and Steve had spent countless days of their childhood visiting the Natural History Museum and then when he'd finally broken away from HYDRA, he'd visited every museum he could find to learn about himself and the developments after the war that he'd missed.
Today, though, Bucky had decided to take a longer wander through the galleries. It was easy to walk through and ignore the paintings until something caught your eye but Bucky was insistent that he would stop at every painting today and perhaps try to see what Steve sees.
The galleries arenât busy, as usual. A few old couples taking a wander through, a gaggle of tourists taking photos and an art student or two studying brush strokes of portraits. However, in a small alcove surrounded by paintings of flowers and woodland, sat a woman who looked entirely out of place.
It wasn't with what she was wearing or how she looked but something just didn't seem right. Bucky knew he should probably investigate but dammit it was his day off; he deserved some peace and quiet.
The woman is still there when he makes it to the alcove and the pull from his chest is unbearable now. He was wrong before when he'd thought that she didn't seem right; she was perfect. He couldn't remember when he'd last seen someone so beautiful that she looked like a rare painting come to life. Nervous didn't begin to describe the feelings swirling in his chest. There was an unfathomable joy coupled with anxiety and he wished he kept gum in his leather jacket right now.
âI could spend forever getting lost in those forget-me-not blues.â The woman sighs dreamily, gazing at the painting before her.
The hair on Buckyâs arm and neck stand on end, his heart rate sky rocketing. Heâd heard that phrase before.
âWhat did you say?â
Bucky's caught off guard when she turns to look over at him, her eyes catching his for a small respite and he almost folds like a deck chair. The air is sucked out of Buckyâs lungs so quickly he can barely process it and he feels faint, no dizzy, from just looking at her properly. Her eyes are wide with surprise but there's a sliver of playfulness that hides within them and whatever ever was nagging at him earlier has now blossomed into a crackling hearth of building adoration that was vaguely familiar somehow.
Bucky's eyes drop to her neck, where a tiny blue flowers pendant sits on a delicate silver chain. It's delicate but sweet, an almost perfect compliment to her being.
âOh! Iâm sorry. Talking to myself.â The stranger gives him a sheepish smile and turns back to the painting. âBeautiful isnât it?â
Bucky tears his eyes from her and looks at the painting; two blurred figures dancing amongst a sea of blue flowers, similar to the necklace she wears. The male figure is holding the female figure's hand as her dress billows and blends into the flowers. Although they don't have faces, it's clear these figures are happy and in love.
For some odd reason, Bucky feels a wave of melancholy. He can't place why when there's a stunning woman in front of him.
"Does it make you feel sad?" The woman asks suddenly. Bucky glances over to see that her expression has changed to one of longing.
"I... yeah. Even though-"
"-they look happy." She finishes, looking over with a wry smile. "Sorry, I shouldn't be so depressing to a stranger."
Bucky smiles and shifts on his feet. He wants to say something more, tell her that it's fine, but instead he dumbly states;
"I like your necklace."
He regrets it as soon as he says it and looks to his feet. Didn't this used to be easy? Hadn't he charmed women both as Bucky and the Winter Soldier?
"Oh! This?" She fiddles with the pendant between her thumb and fore finger, inspecting it gently. She doesn't seem bothered by the awkward compliment. "I just like forget-me-nots."
Forget-me-nots. Something in his mind flashes with recognition.
âWhy forget-me-nots?â He asks suddenly.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy do you like them?â
The woman pauses and scratches her face thoughtfully, as if trying to place when she began loving the tiny flower. "I⌠donât know, actually. I just always have.â
She offers Bucky a shrug. âI guess theyâre pretty? Teeny, tiny little things but the colour?â She gives Bucky an impressive smile but then it falters for a moment as she catches his eyes again, really looking at them this time. âWow. Your eyes are some shade of blue.â
Bucky starts to smile wider. He feels like himself, how he used to be back in the 30s. Even though there's something about her that makes him suffer this almost recognition, like sheâs a word stuck on the tip of his tongue, he can't deny the joy and warmth he feels in her presence and he can't help but want keep speaking with her.
âThanks.â He clears his throat and tries for nonchalance. "Do you... come here often?"
As soon as the words leave his mouth, he cringes, scrunching his face with disgusted embarrassment. So much for feeling like himself. Was flirting always so hard?
"Ugh. Sorry that was.... oh God." Bucky runs a hand down his face as the woman laughs.
âItâs alright and to answer, no - I don't. Today I just, well, it sounds stupid. But today I just really wanted to come here. I usually just walk straight past but Iâm glad I did.â The flirtatious smirk she gives Bucky makes his knees wobble and he has to shift his weight to hide it. "You probably already know why theyâre called forget-me-nots.â Bucky says, opting to try to sound knowledgeable instead of cool. Maybe that would be a better play. He doesn't know what's gotten into him. He's usually calm and collected. However, his heart is beating so hard he's scared it may fall right out of his chest.
âI do but tell me anyway.â
Buckyâs lip twitch into a smirk and the woman pats the empty space next to her, shuffling over slightly to make space for Bucky. His knee knocks hers and he gives a quiet, embarrassed apology before clearing his throat to recite what he'd been told.
âThey used to be given to soldiers going off to war by their lovers.â He says. âI donât remember who told me butâŚâ
He trails but the woman is transfixed on his face.
"Sorry." Bucky scrunches his nose and smiles. "I got lost for a moment."
"At least you came back." The woman smiles in return. She looks back towards the painting again. Bucky tells himself that itâs out of old observational habits that he watches her face; how her eyes look longingly at the dancing couple of the painting, the sweet curve of her lips as she smiles.
"Do you think they were soulmates?"
"I think they're two people who love each other." Bucky says cautiously and when the woman raises an eyebrow at him, he shrugs sheepishly, waving his left arm. "Sorry I... I don't have one. The writing must have been on my left arm and I can't remember what it said. I'm a little jaded, unfortunately."
She frowns and points to his arm. "Your arm looks fine to me."
Bucky snorts and smiles sheepishly at her. âItâs aâŚ. um, prosthetic. I donât have any words anywhere else so they had to have been on my left arm. I should have been clearer."
âOh.â The woman's face turns fire-engine red with embarrassment. âIâm so sorry. That was so rude of me."
"Don't worry about it." Bucky shrugs it off with a chuckle before swiftly changing the subject. "What do you like about the painting?"
âIâd love to do that one day.â She says wistfully after a moment, nodding at the figures.
âDo what? Dance?â Bucky asks curiously, sensing an opportunity. âYou can dance whenever you want. We can dance right here if you want, Iâll ask one of the guards for music.â
She laughs, no chuckle this time, a pure lilt of happiness that makes Buckyâs heart twist in his chest and he canât help but smile a little wider. Flirting was a little bit like riding a bike, not that heâd been interested in flirting much since having his brain fried multiple times.
The woman glances over at him, biting back a smile and rolling her eyes playfully. âRiiiiiight. Sure."
"I mean it!" Bucky bolsters, hopping to his feet. "I-..."
He falters for a moment when he sees her grin; her challenge. Her eyes meet his, bright and sparkling. Whatever he feels he knows she feels it too. He offers his left arm to her, stiff and awkward as his face blooms red.
âHi, my nameâs Bucky and, if youâd be so kind as to let have this dance, I promise to make it worth your while.â
The woman snorts and laughs again but she takes hold of his gloved hand, rising to her feet.
"Y/N. And just one." Her tone is firm but her glittering eyes betray the same excitement he feels. "What about music?"
"Heard they have music on phones nowadays, doll." Bucky quips, his free hand reaching for his phone in his back pocket. He doesn't notices she's raised a curious brow.
"Doll? That's a new one."
"I - oh..." Bucky grins sheepishly but before he can apologise, she stops him with a smile.
"I like it. Vintage."
Now it's Bucky's turn to snort. Who needed soulmates anyhow?
"Speaking of vintage." Bucky hits play on Vera Lynn's remastered classic.
"We'll Meet Again." She murmurs as Bucky's hands ghost along her waist. "Good choice."
"Thanks. Is this okay?"
"You're barely touching me." She giggles, wrists crossing behind his neck.
"Hey, I gotta make sure. Just follow my lead."
Vera Lynne's voice echoes around the alcove drawing curious peeks from other museum-goers but both Bucky and the woman in his arms couldn't care less as they swayed to the music. Y/N followed Bucky's footsteps as he guided her around the room with practices ease, poking fun at her lightly when she'd step on his feet accidentally.
An image rears its head in Bucky's mind's eye. There's a park, somewhere, with hundreds of forget-me-nots but he can't place the timeline. Did he go there as the Winter Soldier? Did he go there during the war? Was it a passing visit on a mission? He knows he didnât find it, someone showed him. Maybe Steve? Someone else? Did he see it once in a dream?
âYouâre a good dancer.â Y/N whispers against his chest as the song draws to a close. Bucky is sure she can hear his heartbeat through his leather jacket now. âI donât think I could ever forget this.â
âWell, doll... Forget me not.â He doesnât know why he says it. Itâs cheesy at best, terrible word play at worst.
But she halts, blinking up at him. The silence in the alcove is so loud a pin could drop.
âWhat did you just say?â
Itâs like a veil has lifted. The air shifts, Bucky can feel it now. That joy he buried earlier rose from the soles of his feet all the way up to his head. He felt like he was walking on air. He can see her eyes widen, further and further until their the size of dinnerplates, and there, almost within the depths of her soul; there's the flicker of recognition.
It's a domino effect. Y/N's soul reaches for Bucky's as memories flood back; lifetimes of memories, experiences and pain binding their souls together in a dance that will last for eternity.
The kiss they share is nothing like their first one. It's longer, more patient, relishing the electric feel of each other's lips for what feel like eons. âJames Buchanan Barnes,â You breathe, tears of happiness filling your eyes. âI knew I wouldnât forget you. And I knew youâd come back.â
"It's you," He chuckles, still not quite believing his eyes. "It's really you."
That playful smile he'd grown to love all those decades ago makes a swift appearance on your face and reaches the lights of your eyes as you look up at him.
"Now, if I remember correctly, we have a few decades worth of catching up to do."
END
A/N1: Ready for the flower symbolism? None of this the roses were pink because they were pink roses bs
Forget-Me-Nots: were given to lovers when their gifter went away to war. Commonly associated with the phrase âForget me not.â (Duh). But they are also representative of remembrance, memory, love, friendship, hope, and fidelity. Source here
The necklace is based on this one on Etsy that I adore
Pink roses:Â (The first rose Bucky picks up and you steal back) symbolise admiration, happiness and love.
White roses: (The second rose Bucky picks up and hands to you) represent Innocence, purity and loyalty. Buckyâs intentions are were true.
These also are used for fresh starts, so can also be used as Bucky âstarting overâ (like when he goofily re-introduces himself to you and in the modern day where his memory has been wiped).
A/N 2:Â Name of the Fic
Well, a multitude of reasons really.
1) forget-me-nots are hardy plants that always come back (hence why reader says it to Bucky). He has an awful habit of bouncing back bless him.
2) Buckyâs Eyes: Azure blue? But thereâs something about little poetic in a forget-me-not Blue ;)
3) Blues: Bucky is a big fan of Jazz, and Blues although Blues came before jazz its debated heavily on whether it is a sub-genre of jazz or if its a genre all on its own. Blues songs tend to be romantic, sad and slow; which I think are key elements of Bucky and his story.
4) Their meaning: true love and faithfulness. Canât have a romance without those right?
5) the utter irony of the fact that Bucky did actually completely forget her lmao
A/N 3: I heavily debated how to incorporate the words of the Soul Mark back into modern day. Originally I was going to leave it kinda open ended at the gallery because I couldnât think of a way to get Buckyâs words in without them seeming forced. But when I was doing a third edit of this, I realised they could end up having a haphazard date; which ended up as a replay of the 40s just so their souls could greet eachother again in the same place bc I am nothing if not a romantic at heart. I ended up scrapping that in favour of the museum alcove and having them recreate their "first date" there with the paintings acting as the woodland this time because I was struggling with dialogue and bridging the two - but I think it turned out pretty romantic!!!
This was my first time writing a Soulmate AU and I quite enjoyed myself! But I would like some feedback, and obviously all comments are welcome! Itâs not to say Iâm not proud of my other work on here but this story has been brewing for months (and Iâm actually really happy that it won the WIP poll).
I wholly appreciate any comments or asks on this work!! I donât quite think Iâm ready to let it go yet 𼚠so much so that even though there's not a part 2 in the works, there's another fic in the same AU I'm working on ;)
Taglist
Add yourself to my taglist here
@irishhappiness | @awkwardgiraffe726
#gremlin girly#gremlin girly writes#fluff#james bucky buchanan barnes#bucky x reader#bucky mcu#bucky barnes#sebastian stan characters#bucky x you#bucky x y/n#bucky fanfic#mcu bucky barnes#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes x y/n#james buchanan barnes
46 notes
¡
View notes
Text
No More Chances
⧠M A S T E R L I S T â§
Yandere Platonic Batfamily x Neglected Regressing GN Reader
In which a sad little child of a Wayne is somehow curse by the fates to live again and again, facing death in the end just to relive their fears, trauma and neglect from their own family.
Will they find away to end this looping nightmare or to live another reset again just to find a good gooddamn ending?.
Warning this Fic will contain:
Suicide and Suicidal thoughts, Death [Mainly Y/N's], Violence, Cursing, Drugs and substances, Guns and other weapons, Family Neglect, Talk about traumas or phobias, out of characters from the DC characters, mixed versions of the Batfamily [Will be mentioned if there are changes or implications of specific depictions of comics, games or other media for DC characters], Typos [ I can edit if there are typos but don't expect perfect or poetic English from me cuz I'm not that great in English ] and lastly This is NOT a Jinx!Reader I only had inspo of jinx and Arcane reference for this they are not fully Jinx because if they are then that would be a different fic now.
EXTRA EXTRA NOTE :
For the love of anything out there if you do not like to consume these type of fics in tumblr, DO NOT message or comment to me about how you don't like to read yandere or even x reader fanfictions in your feed, it's not my fault, I don't control your recommendation or what pops up in your screen, you have fingers SCROLL AWAY.
--- 0 0 0 0 ---
PROLOGUE
Chapter 1 : Dear Mother, Goodbye
Chapter 2 : A New Reset, An Old Story
Chapter 3 : Hello Father, Die
Chapter 4 : Oh Love, Why can't I See You?
Chapter 5 : Poor Goldilocks, Nothing Is Just Right
.......
[ O N G O I N G ]
Headcannons
--- ? ? ? ---
Fate's Chapter Assessment
[ 0 ] ,
No More Chances Q&A [#No More Chances Q&A]
Flasbacks&Babies
Doodles& Hallucinations
BadguyOrNot?
-â§âŚâ§-INTERTWINED FATES-â§âŚâ§-
Melody composed by fate [song fic]
Death by Family
Father
Sons
Daughters
Grandfather
â§âŚâ§ CRACKED VISIONS â§âŚâ§
Imma finna rock yo' shit
Black Betty Bam Balam
ă = ⧠= ă
A taglist will be made if you want to be updated quickly, I only tag when I reblog a chapter so please comment your @ below thank you so much.
Q&A for No More Chances are open (Don't ask for updates you already know why I don't post much)
[ If you're having trouble finding the chapters for this fic all of them will be tag with #No More Chances or find #Masterlist ] (all images are from mixed media of screenshots, Pinterest, tumblr and google)
#No More Chances#x reader#yandere batfam#batfam x reader#Yandere platonic Alfred Pennyworth#yandere#yandere batfam x reader#yandere platonic#platonic yandere x reader#x gender neutral reader#yandere dc#Masterlist#yandere batboys#yandere batman#yandere dick grayson#yandere jason todd#yandere tim drake#yandere damian wayne#yandere cassandra cain#yandere stephanie brown#yandere duke thomas#yandere batgirls#yandere barbara gordon#yandere platonic family#yandere platonic batboys#yandere bruce wayne#yandere platonic batfamily x reader#x neglected reader
1K notes
¡
View notes
Note
hi, i ireally love your work and i don't know if you've answered this before but, what kinds of studies do you do or how did you learn color theory? i wanna get better at rendering and anatomy but im having trouble TT TT
Hi! Long answer alert. Once a chatterbox, always a chatterbox.
When I started actively learning how to draw about 10 1/2 years ago, I exclusively did graphite studies in sketchbooks. Here's a few examplesâI mostly stuck to doing line drawings to drill basic shapes/contours and proportions into my brain. The more rendered sketches helped me practice edge control & basic values, and they were REALLY good for learning the actual 3D structure behind what I was drawing.
I'd use reference images that I grabbed from fitness forums, Instagram, Tumblr, Pinterest, and some NSFW places, but you could find adequate ref material from figure drawing sites like Line of Action. LoA has refs for people (you can filter by clothed/unclothed, age, & gender), animals, expressions, hands/feet, and a few other useful things as well. Love them.
Learning how to render digitally was a similar story; it helped a lot that I had a pretty strong foundation for value/anatomy going in. I basically didn't touch color at all for ~2 years (except for a few attempts at bad digital or acrylic paint studies), which may not have been the best idea. I learned color from a lot of trial and error, honestly, and I'm pretty sure this process involved a lot of imitationâthere were a number of digital/traditional painters whose styles I really wanted to emulate (notably their edge control, color choices, value distributions, and shape design), so I kiiind of did a mixture of that + my own experimentation.
For example, I really found Benjamin BjĂśrklund's style appealing, especially his softened/lost edges & vibrant pops of saturated color, so here's a study I did from some photograph that I'm *pretty* sure was painted with him in mind.
Learning how to detail was definitely a slow process, and like all the aforementioned things (anatomy/color/edge control/values/etc.) I'm still figuring it out. Focusing on edge control first (that is, deciding on where to place hard/soft edges for emphasizing/de-emphasizing certain areas of the image) is super useful, because you can honestly fool a viewer into thinking there's more detail in a piece than there actually is if you're very economical about where you place your hard edges.
The most important part, to me, is probably just doing this stuff over and over again. You're likely not going to see improvement in a few weeks or even a few months, so don't fret about not getting the exact results you want and just keep studying + making art. I like to think about learning art as a process where you *need* to fail and make crappy art/studiesâthere's literally no way around itâso you might as well fail right now. See, by making bad art you're actually moving forwardâisn't that a fun prospect!!
It's useful to have a folder with art you admire, especially if you can dissect the pieces and understand why you like them so much. You can study those aspects (like, you can redraw or repaint that person's work) and break down whether this is art that you just like to look at, or if it's the kind of art that you want to *make.* There's a LOT of art out there that I love looking at, probably tens of thousands of styles/mediums, but there's a very narrow range that I want to make myself.
I've mentioned it in some ask reply in the past, but I really do think looking at other artist's work is such a cheat code for improving your own skillsâthe other artist does the work to filter reality/ideas for you, and this sort of allows you to contact the subject matter more directly. I can think of so many examples where an artist I admired exaggerated, like, the way sunlight rested on a face and created that orange fringe around its edge, or the greys/dull blues in a wheat field, or the bright indigo in a cast shadow, or the red along the outside of a person's eye, and it just clicked for me that this was a very available & observable aspect of reality, which had up until that point gone completely unnoticed! If you're really perceptive about the art you look at, it's shocking how much it can teach you about how to see the world (in this particular case I mean this literally, in that the art I looked at fully changed the way I visually processed the world, but of course it has had a strong effect on my worldviews/relationships/beliefs).
Thanks so much for sending in a question (& for reading, if you got this far)! I read every single ask I receive, including the kind words & compliments, which I genuinely always appreciate. Best of luck with learning, my friend :)
3K notes
¡
View notes
Text
Under My Care - Sylus x Innocent Fem Reader
Random Blurb Idea: When Sylus was taking his innocent, clueless girlfriend out for a date only to be interrupted by his business partners who just happened to be at the bar Sylus owned in Linkon
Prompt Sentence: No, itâs alright, come here
Disclaimer: I do not own the images nor the characters or you (the MC). All images were taken from Pinterest.
When I mentioned âinnocentâ, itâs more so clueless and not really understanding the danger of the world type and not so much in a negative form like being âdumbâ or anything like that.
Also Iâd like to mention that I donât know what currency they use in the game but assuming since the game is from China, Iâll be using Chinese money aka Chinese Yuan
And I want to point out the reader (aka you) is not the MC (Miss Hunter)
Warnings: fluff, slightly aggressive Sylus (not towards you, his men lmao), possessive and protective Slyus (not in a bad way), cursing and sexual names (not from Sylus)
âLuke, Kieran, see it that all schedule for the day is cleared outâ Sylus mentioned, putting on his coat over his sweater
âRight away boss!â both Luke and Kieran exclaimed as Mephisto eyed the situation from the window. âAre you visiting her?â Luke asked, making Sylus chuckle
âYes. And I hope that I wonât be disturbed by anything. I trust you both will take care of everything until I come back later onâ Sylus mentioned and the twins hummed, taking notice how their boss looked much more appealing and approachable in his outfit compared to his regular attire in the N109 zone.
Once he finished getting ready, Sylus went to use one of his most lavish car instead of his motorcycle to blend in with the people in Linkon and to not draw much attention.
It was a short trip and right before noon, Sylus had already parked his car in front of your house, waiting for you as he leaned on his car, ignoring all the passerby who were shocked to see such a tall muscular yet lavish man in a regular neighbourhood.
âYouâre here already?!â Sylus immediately looked up to see you standing by the door, you had already done your makeup and hair but was still in your loungewear.
A smirk went onto his face as Sylus walked up towards your door and greeted you with a kiss on your forehead. âI thought Iâd come earlier so I can enjoy moments like this with you. Will you let me in?â
You nodded and opened the door, letting your tall scary looking boyfriend into the cozy small home you have. âDo you want something to eat while I change?â
Shaking his head, Sylus opted to just sit by the couch. âIâm alright, sweetie. I had something before coming here. You go on and change then. Take your time. I can waitâ
You nodded and peck your boyfriendâs cheek before walking back up to your room and finished getting change while Sylus was mindlessly scrolling his phone; ignoring all the incoming messages from business colleagues both in the N109 zone and in Linkon but Sylus could care less about all of them.
Today was about you and him. He wonât let anything get in the way of a whole day ahead of him spending time with you. His loving, caring, adorable girlfriend.
âSylus, Iâm done!! Letâs go!!â you exclaimed as Sylus put his phone away and smiled when he saw you jogging down the stairs wearing a simple white sweater, long flowy skirt, the branded shoulder bag Sylus gifted, and oxford shoes.
âShall we, sweetie?â Sylus extended his arm as you latched onto it, giggling, making Sylus smile
Sylus then led you to his car, being the gentlemen he is, he opened the door for you, closed it. He even put on your seatbelt as he settled in the driver's seat.
The whole day, Sylus took you to places you want to go. Sylus knew your wishlist as your shopping account is linked to his phone. Several new books just released? Sylus would bring you to the bookstore, pay for it, and take it out of the shop. Donât want to bother flipping the pages? Sylus bought a tablet and downloaded every book youâve owned and on your TBR.
You wanted to try a new cafe? Sylus wouldnât hesitate to bring you no matter how far it was at the moment. He would go as far as to look up the recommendations and order practically everything on the menu much to your complaint. Youâre too full? Heâll pack it to go for you. You want to have dessert almost immediately? Sylus would tease you before giving in to your wants.
You wanted to go around the mall, play the claw machines, kitty cards, go to the arcade? Heâll do it all. You want to buy new makeup and clothes? Anything you see or touch, Sylus instantly gets it without caring about your whining about it being expensive.
The whole entire day, Sylus is practically your sugar daddy. Anything you want, anywhere you want to go, heâll do it all for you. He even carried all the plush and things he bought for you despite your complaints about everything being expensive or too heavy.
Sylus didnât once complain about anything and just smiled at your secretly sparkly eyes when he paid for your wishlist items. By the end of the night, Sylus decided to bring you to one of your wishlist restaurants which just happens to be the restaurant that he owns in Linkon.
Once you both entered the restaurant, Sylus confidently brought the two of you towards the front of the waiting line, ignoring all the stares that where directed towards the two of you until the waiter at the front realised who had just come and immediately, the manager of the restaurant immediately came to greet Sylus and it was then did everyone realised that Sylus was the owner of the restaurant.
Sylus held your waist tightly as he brought you with him, following the manager who led the two of you to the exclusive VIP room which confused you but made Sylus smirk with pride. âJust a little something I pull for you today. But youâre welcome to come here whenever you wantâ
Sylus helped you sit down as the waiter came and asked Sylus for his usual order but this time Sylus just told the waiter, âItâs up to the lady tonight. Iâll have anything she orders and make sure that it reaches the minimum spendingâ
You looked in shock when Sylus said there was a minimum spending and Sylus chuckled at your shocked expression. âDonât worry sweetie. You wonât know the exact number. Only I do. But Iâll give you a hint. You have to order at least an equivalent of 5 tomahawk steaksâ
You looked at Sylus as if he was crazy but you tried to order several menus that you thought werenât as expensive. Sylus chuckled at the several orders you made and asked the waiter to bring it out as soon as possible.
Once the food and drinks came out, Sylus had you try everything first and let him know your opinion about the food before eating them himself. As the night goes on, the two of you continued eating together, occasionally talking and updating about each otherâs life. Sylus was sipping on his wine while you were drinking your fresh lemon tea. Though the two of you are a contrast to one another, neither of you mind. In fact, both of you enjoyed the contrast and see it as complementing each other.
Sometime when dessert was just about to come, you decided to excuse yourself to the restroom, saying how you were quite full to the point your stomach had to lose some of the food you just ate to save room for dessert.
âAlright, sweetie. Donât take too long. Your dessert will melt laterâ Sylus teased as you stuck your tongue out as a reply, making Sylus chuckle at your slightly childish behavior
In the midst of waiting for you, Sylus felt another presence and the door to his private VIP room was opened to reveal some of his business partners barging into his private room where he was waiting for you, his beloved.
The bouncer who tried to stop the men came in went to Sylus. âI apologise sir, I tried my best to keep them away but they threatened andâŚâ Sylus raised his hand indicating the bouncer to stop talking. âLeave usâ
The bouncer immediately nodded and left the room while Sylusâ business âpartnersâ were standing across him. âTell me what updates you have or shall I put a bullet in your tongue for every miscellaneous reason for coming here, into my private dining area and disturbing my dinnerâ
Sylus felt his men were lucky for they provided him with some useful information regarding the updates of his businesses however some were testing his patience and got on his nerves when they were asking if they were going to get paid more or if there were going to be a promotion to be part of his field men. Sylus was ready to end the conversation when there was a soft knock on the door and the bouncer opened it with you peeking in.
âIâm sorry, am I disturbing your sudden meeting?â you asked in a soft tone and before Sylus could answer, one of his men decided to try and act all tough, not knowing you were Sylusâ beloved girlfriend
âYes you are, you slut. Canât you see that Sylus doesnât have time to deal with you attention-seeking girls?â one of the men scoffed as the others were agreeing but also looking at you as if you were a treat
Hearing the comments and stares, you felt small and somehow, tears were building up in your eyes. âI, Iâm sorry. I, Iâll goâŚâ you stuttered until Sylusâ strong voice echoed the room
âNo, itâs alright, come here sweetieâ Sylus reassured you and even motioned you to come back into the room where he used his evol to pull a chair next to him
You were still unsure and fidgeted with your fingers. It didnât help that the men in the room were still eyeing you but Sylus made his statement loud and clear. âStop fucking looking at her as if sheâs a piece of meat or Iâll gauge your eyes out one at a timeâ
Though the statement was meant for his men, you canât help but be scared of Sylusâ loud and commanding voice which he never uses when heâs with you. Once his men looked down, Sylus took it as his chance to use his evol and gently dragged you so that you were now on his lap.
âIâm sorry I raised my voice with you in the room, sweetheart. Are you alright?â Sylus asked, his hold around your waist was gentle and loving; contrasting to his voice and actions towards his men who were shivering at Sylusâ commanding tone
You were still shaken up at what happened but tried to tell Sylus how you felt. âI, I thought I came into the wrong roomâŚâ
Sylus shook his head and brought one of his hands to your cheek, gently brushing your hair back. âIt wasnât your fault, sweetie. They came here unnoticed even thoughâŚâ Sylus looked at his men, gently pushing your head to his chest, ensuring your vision was not towards his men. âIâve made it fucking clear that no one is to disturb me todayâ
Sylus leaned back on his chair with you in his arms as he slowly lulled you to sleep. His touch might be gentle but his eyes were ready to kill anyone who so much looked at you the wrong way. âNot only did you all carelessly walk through that door and interrupt my day off but you all just had to eye my beloved as if she was some kind of girl you can pay your way. In addition to that, you dared to call her by an absurd name? Looks like you all need some lesson about respect because no oneâ Sylusâ hold on you looks more possessive but caring at the same time
âNo fucking one, eyes, touches, or even talks about my beloved in a disgusting, animalistic way and gets away with it. She is my lover and specifically under my care. And Iâd be dammed to let anyone who mistreats her in any way shape or form get away with it without some kind of lessonâ
A/N: I have a confession. I have been trying out c.ai and honestly, it gives me some story ideas for Sylus but I'm not sure if anyone will be interested. I read on Tumblr someone mentioned what if the MC is the 'I don't believe in love anymore' type of girl and Sylus is the 'I can show you what real love is' and I'm just like T^T gosh, that would be so me. Anyways, just a lil fic I decided to pull up before I slowly descend back to the real world since I've been busy :')
If anyone would like to request me anything of Sylus or LADS, do send me a request and I will try to get to it. Otherwise, I hope this fic brightens up your day and take care xoxo peanutwott
#lads#lads x mc#lads x you#lads x reader#lads fanfic#lads imagine#love and deep space#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace fanfic#l&ds#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds sylus#sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x reader#sylus love and deepspace#sylus x mc#sylus imagine#qin che#sylus x you#sylus x y/n
2K notes
¡
View notes
Text
How to OC post without being an artist (or spending money)!
As much as I yelled about OC-posting, some people said that they struggled to know what exactly they should be posting. Obviously the answer is whatever you feel like but if youâre already aimless, that answer isnât very helpful. Additionally, not everyone knows how to draw (which I think is an obvious method of OC-posting) so I wanted to give some ideas for what people could post for their OC! This will be split up into different sections.
Creating visual representations of your OC
Disclaimer: I will not suggest nor support the usage of generative AI. OCs are about creating something yourself, not allowing a computer to do it for you.
Outside of commissioning someone else for art, it can be disappointing and frustrating to not have any visual representation for your character. An easy way to get a representation of your character is to use Picrew, Meiker and other similar sites. Thereâs a large number of art styles, types of fashion, species, that can all be used to make your OC and that amount only grows by the day. Many of these websites can be accessed on PC and mobile and take very little processing power.
However, this can be limiting at times since you might not find exactly what youâre looking for, especially if your OC has a unique combination of features. For something with more customisation, you can use video games with character creation to make a version of your character. I personally would recommend games like The Sims or Skyrim as both have very active modding communities. This way, if a certain type of clothing or facial feature isnât present in the base game then you can often find someone who has created a mod that adds it in instead. This does require you to have access to a computer that can run not only the game but the mods as well.
Another option would be using a program like Vroid Studio to make your character from a base model. This has both a mobile and PC version, although I will primarily be speaking from a PC perspective. The mobile app, while able to create a character from scratch, is a lot more limited than the PC version. The great thing about Vroid is that thereâs a lot of user-made content that you can often get for free through websites like Booth, as well as many tutorials for beginners to follow along with. Again, this requires a computer that is able to run it. I would recommend against using Vroid on a laptop as it will likely be too intensive for it.
My final suggestion for character visuals is to take a character from anime or cartoons and simply edit them. This was actually how I first got into making original characters! You can recolour their hair or outfits with an editing program (with some free examples being FireAlpaca, Krita or GIMP) and even edit different images together to create something more unique. Please only do this with characters from existing media and avoid using fanart for this.
Other OC visuals
Other than just what your OC looks like, there are other ways to visually put together your OC. Moodboards are the most obvious example of this, but you can also edit other things such as putting together outfits for them or finding pictures of items they would keep in their bag.
If you have multiple OCs, you can create fake text conversations between them using a number of websites. These can be as silly or as serious as you like!
Finally, you can always build them a pinterest board. I am a massive pinterest enjoyer and not only can you use pins that others have posted to pinterest, you can add your own from off the site.Â
Writing
Beyond writing out your charactersâ story, there are numerous other things you can write. Keeping in line with what youâve already written, you can re-write scenes from alternative perspectives. These can add context to what is seen in the main story, as well as flesh out background or side characters and their relationship to your other OCs.
Another fun thing to write is non-canon scenes. Write a beach episode! Write about a character getting sick and someone else having to take care of them! There are countless ways to draw your OCs interacting with their world or other characters that wouldnât necessarily ever fit into the âmainâ story.
Next is genre changes. If you had to categorise the genre of your OCsâ current story, what would it be? Now image what if the genre was something completely different? Romance to mystery⌠Slice of life to horror⌠Part of the challenge is figuring out what story beats remain the same and what gets changed, including character dynamics! And of course⌠Alternate Universes. There are too many types of AUs to list but some of my favourites are superpowers, mafia, zombies, time loops and time-travel-fix-its. These are similar to genre-changes but often include a number of AU specific tropes. If youâre struggling to figure out the staples of a certain AU or what kind of AUs exist, thereâs a really good page about alternate universes on Fanlore.org!
Other ideas
These are ideas that didnât quite fit into the other categories.
First is music playlists! There are two types of these. The first is a playlist of songs that describe a character and their story while the second is a playlist of songs that the character would listen to. Some people like to combine the two as well! There are no rules to this, simply have fun listening to music and picking out songs that remind you of your OCs.
Second is incorrect quotes. I remember these used to be beloved by fandom and now they can be beloved by you and your OCs! The concept of incorrect quotes is that well-known and funny quotes from pop culture (such as memes or movies) get written out and your characters are assigned a line of dialogue. While thereâs a website thatâll generate these incorrect quotes for you, I personally find more fun in coming across quotes organically while scrolling social media and realising that they fit my OCs almost perfectly.
Finally, ask games. These typically take the form of lists of questions or prompts with emojis or numbers next to them. People can send in the relevant emoji or number and you then answer the corresponding prompt. There used to be a kind of âask game etiquetteâ where if you reblogged an ask game from someone, you sent an ask from the list to them as well. This way, it allows the game to continue circulating and you can spread the joy of OC-posting with others! It can also lead you to making friends within the community.
And thatâs it for my post! If you have other suggestions for kinds of OC-posting then I would love to see them!
#oc posting#oc#original character#unrelated to this post but when looking for a gif to go with this post#i nearly yelled AZUNYAAAAAAAAAN when i saw azusa. i used to be a big k-on girlie. it was the first manga i purchased!#it's 3am and i should have posted this earlier but i watched more re:zero with my partner today#he is loving rem so far.... he doesn't know what happens to her...... he might cry.......
583 notes
¡
View notes
Text
The reason why they fell so hard.
Images found on Pinterest. Each spread consists of 5 cards. The messages will be written as if it were from the POV of the person you were asking about.
Group 1
9 of pentacles, queen of swords, 9 of swords, 5 of swords, the Sun
You're so freaking addictive. Every time you push me away, I can't help but to love you more. I was just raised that way. I was taught to work hard for what I wanted. I was taught that love should be deserved and was not to be messed with. I was taught that caring was fighting. Fighting for the sake of those you love. Fighting against those you love. I know, I was not raised in the best conditions. I know, I may not know what love is. But I know that I want you. And that, neither of us can deny. I fell for you because you never let me have my ways. You call me out and push me to be better. You never need me. You never wait for me. You just are. And you are perfect. Everything about you is rock solid. I don't have to worry whether you're gonna make it out. Because I know whether I'm here or not, you'll make it to the top. You did not wait for me to be who you are and that won't change. Whether I'm around or not, you're still gonna slay. And to know that someone so strong cares about me fills me with pride and desire. You got under my skin. Even if I wanted to push you away, I couldn't. You're everything I see. All I think about. Every decision I make is tainted in your color. Your warmth has penetrated through the cracks of my walls and now I cannot help but to seek for their comfort. I was alone. I was cold. I felt scared and misunderstood. I was tired. So exhausted of having to work so hard only to be met with silence. I struggled so hard to be where I am. The road to success is lonely, I've been told. Though I knew it, I couldn't help but to hope that I would find people along the way who would be there through thick and thin. But there were none. And then you came in. And everything changed. My sky is clearer because you chased the storm. How could I not fall for you after all?
Complementary information : this person is first and foremost attracted to your mindset as proven by the fair amount of sword cards in the spread. They may be a sapio sexual. If you tend to be considered the brains of your friend group, then this is one of the reasons why this person is head over heals for you. Another thing I'm strongly picking up on is sarcasm. You may not hold your tongue in presence of this person. You may tease them a lot or downright mock them when they're being rude or acting silly. There may not be a lot of people around this person that dare talk back to them. But you do. Somehow this shows this person that you are someone they can count on. Another important factor is your independence and your abundance. If you have your own business or you are a very active person, you make your own revenue and are able to provide for yourself and your family, then this person is in awe of your success. Even more so if you happen to be popular among your peers. You leave a very good impression on this person because of how serious and dedicated you are to yourself, your work, of how straightforward and fair you can be with others. You have a very strong moral code that gets this person weak in their knees. Your generosity may also touch them deeply. If we're talking about physical aspects of you, what stands out to me is that you may look very youthful and bright compared to other people. That may be true especially if you have a style that is a stark contrast from the rest of your circle. Or at least you're very different from what this person is used to. You represent some kind of extraordinary factor in their life. For instance, if this person has always lived in one city and in this place they only see very skinny and pale people but you are a bit chubby and of a darker skin tone, you will automatically strike this person right away. This person seems to be attracted to what is different from them. You represent the unknown, adventure. That may be very electrifying to them. There may be a bit of fetichism hiding under all that attraction.
Group 2
Ace of pentacles, Wheel of fortune, Magician, 3 of cups, 2 of cups
You took my breath away. The moment I met you, I knew I had to have you. You became as essential to me as oxygen in a matter of seconds. It's not just because of your beauty, your grace, the way you talk or cary yourself. It's about how perfect our meeting was, how in a heartbeat you became the answer to all of my prayers. I didn't know I needed you until I laid eyes on you and God do I feel thankful for being able to experience this. I feel so lucky being with you. It's like you're every one of my dreams come true. You're smart, patient, kind, loving, generous. You never bring me down. You never ask of me more than I can give. You never give me more than I can chew. You're always so fair and just. You just have that magic to you that I can explain. It's like someone has casted a spell and now all I can see and think of is you. To be honest, I wouldn't mind you casting a spell on me if that meant that I got to be with you for the rest of my life. You're so fun to be around. So chill. I just feel so good with you. Our dynamic is perfect. We match like to puzzle pieces. Made for each other. I'm sure fate has a lot to do with this. You were my destiny. I'm sure of it. Our meeting was no coincidence. I mean, you came in at the perfect time and the perfect place! If that's not destiny, I don't know what is.
Note from reader : this person's energy is so sweet omg they're just in awe of you. I get a very flirty energy from them. I got the message that they were especially drawn to your lips and hips. I heard "hips don't lie" lmao They think you're their Shakira. This person likes to tease apparently. For some I'm getting that you're a witch or you're into the occult arts like tarot and such. This person may tease you about this but they have nothing against it. It's just something they find hard to believe. But when they see you they can't help but to question everything they think they know. They legit think that you put a spell on them because of that. This person is aware that you use tarot as a way to manifest. They feel intrigued by that. You intrigue them more than you will ever know. I get a lot of sexual energy coming from this person, though the cards don't show it as much. However, I'm picking up on the fact that your person may be in a third party situation. Or at least, they were when you first met. What could have contributed to their attraction for you was the fact that you represented a way out.
Group 3
The Emperor, 3 of cups, The Empress, The Lovers, Judgement
Babe, can't you tell? How could I not fall for you? My princess. My love. You are gorgeous. Gorgeous in every way, as if God himself made sure that your creation would be a success. You are wife material. You are THE woman. Everything about you makes me go crazy. I want to protect and love you with all my might. You are my equal. My other half. The Yin to my Yang. Even if I wanted to hate you, I just couldn't. We're so good together. There isn't even a need to question or doubt it. It makes perfect sense to me that we should be together. You are an absolute queen. You are fierce, strong, independant. You value yourself without bringing others down. You stay true to your word and your principles. You've never been disrespectful to any body. You've built yourself up so brilliantly. You are smart and observant. You always know what to do, what to say, when to talk and when to remain silent. You are perfectly balanced and mature. Your life and accomplishments are the solid proof of your authenticity and worthiness. You are popular, admired among your peers. I always hear such good things about you. How could I not love every part of you? How could I disregard such a gorgeous being? That would be foolish of me. To me, our love is as obvious as the sun rising each moring and the moon shining in the night sky.
Note from reader : if this person hasn't asked you out already, I think they're going to do so soon. And let me tell you, they're no joke. They want to wife you up ASAP. My appologies to gentlemen and non binary people, as the channeled message mainly mentioned women. I feel like even though the message was written this way, the general content still applies to you. If you or this person is a Taurus or an Aries, this is your sign that you picked the right group. Gemini and Scorpio could also be relevant. What this person loves the most about you is your body. I'm hearing Ed Sheeran's song in my head. This person feels a strong magnetic pull towards you that they just cannot resist no matter how hard they try. They've expressed the fact that your personality and ethic is what got them going, but I think what drew them in first were your looks. I'm especially picking up on your curves overall and your sense of fasion. You looked very balanced to this person. And very mature. From first glance they thought "this person knows what they're doing". It's like they thought you purposefully matched certain clothes together because you knew how good it made you look. And looking at you they thought that you would make a good team. After all, this person is represented as the Emperor and you are the Empress. So they may be into fashion as well. Maybe they're the kind to wear couple outfits. And when they met you they immediately pictured you together because your style matched theirs.
960 notes
¡
View notes
Text
That Your Man?
images are mine (except middle LK pic that I got from pinterest). please do not use without permission. Apparently all the ATE pcs are my inspo this time.
part 2 of my skz crack!horror series.
pairing: Lee Minho x fem!reader rating: mature, dark themes summary: mugger!Minho holds you and your bf up in an empty parking lot one night, ready to give you the old âyour money or your lifeâ routine, but when your bf pushes you into the line of fire so he can run away, Minho has second thoughts.
warnings: Fear, Minho has a gun, attempted mugging (obv), asshole bf, rude Minho, scared but defeated reader, Minho's kinda soft but he ain't gonna admit it, language, satire, unrealistic robbery, unrealistic Minho, food-related insecurity, nerve/muscle/twitch-related insecurity, hurt/comfort, Minhoâs a softie but also a criminal coffee.
Comment and reblogs appreciated!
word count: 4k
series info PART 2 INFO
âShit, babe, donât cry.â Your boyfriend pulls you off to the side, a playful laugh on his lips as he uses your scarf to wipe your face. Itâs a brand new scarfâhe just gave it to you for your birthday, and some of the fibers stick to your face. âItâs just a movie.â He crouches low to your face, diminishing his own height more than necessary in a way that makes you feel so small.
Embarrassment floods your cheeks with heat, and you do your best to pull yourself together. This is not at all how you thought this would go. Crying in front of him is one of the less enjoyable ways to spend an evening, particularly when heâs in a diminutive mood, as he is right now. Youâre both standing outside the theater, huddled together in the glow of the neon sign, while people pass you by with the scent of popcorn and chocolate on their clothes.
âSorry,â You laugh at yourself. Itâs easier to deal with him laughing at you when youâre already laughing at yourself. The movie was a biopic on a musician youâve always loved, and the final scenes had been comprised of the last footage taken of them before their death. You didnât mean to cry through the credits, but here you are, sniffling into your new scarf.
âAww, thatâs okay, babe.â Your boyfriend coos, and gives your arm a squeeze. Heâd thought the movie was âsensationalist crap.â âYou wanna grab food? We can get whatever takeout you want.â
Thatâs how you found yourself crossing the dark parking lot towards McDonalds, Jakeâs debit card in hand for his half of the bill. You hadnât really wanted crappy fast food for your birthday dinner, but while you had been considering your options, Jake had caught sight of the famous golden arches gleaming across the lot.
He couldnât go with you to collect the food, of course. He had a work call to make and would rather sit in the heat of his car than walk through the cold as he did.
This behavior isnât new.
Youâre used to it.
Youâre independent, you can handle being left to your own devices.
And his work calls are boring as hell to listen to, anyway, so why not make the most of the situation and take a walk?
Itâs even starting to snow.
Itâs a beautiful night for a walk.
As you turn your face to the sky to catch fresh snowflakes on the tip of your nose, you hear running footsteps behind you. âBabe!â Jakeâs voice pants.
You turn to find him fighting the slick of the icy parking lot to catch up with you. Heâs laughing, rolling his eyes at himself, waving his wallet at you. âI totally forgot.â
You open your arms to catch him as he comes skittering into reach, shiny black shoes nearly slipping out from under him. His long limbs flail briefly before settling against you, his weight thrown against your hip to keep himself upright.
Heâs got his earpiece in, his phone clutched in one hand, the word âconferenceâ rolling across the info line. His side of the call is muted so he can speak to you.
You thread your fingers through his jacket, leaning up to press a kiss to his lips, but heâs too busy digging through his wallet to receive it. Your lips glance off his chin and are left cold and unsatisfied.
This is also normal. Youâve stopped letting it sting.
âHere.â He plucks his debit card from your hand and replaces it with another. âUse my work card for my half. I can technically write this off as an expense since Iâm working.â He gestures to his phone significantly and then pinches your cheek fondly. âThanks babe. Love you.â
Derision swirls in your gut, but you fight it down. âLove you too.â
But heâs already checked out of the conversation. His eyes float somewhere above your head, listening to whomever is speaking on his call. A twinge of annoyance twists his lips.
Deciding to leave him to his work, you turn on your heel and continue your jilted jaunt to McDonalds, only to run smack into someone in the otherwise empty parking lot.
âOh my gosh, Iâm so sorry!â You pull yourself away from the man youâve just plowed into, looking for his face past the blackness of his hood and face mask to gauge how much you might have just pissed him off.
Because thatâs just what you needâgetting chewed out by a stranger in the cold.
âBabe?â Jakeâs voice wonders behind you. âYou okay?â
You donât answer.
You canât.
Because youâve just seen it.
Poking through the folds of the strangerâs dark jacket, the muzzle gleaming in the light of the street lamps, and pointing straight at you, is the barrel of a handgun.
Youâre frozen.
The man steps closer and you see his eyes then, narrow and focused. They meet your gaze for an instant, flickering with some unreadable thought, and then settle just over your shoulder. Heâs sizing up your boyfriend, still silent as the night.
âBabe, answer me, are youâholy shit.â Jake is standing next to you then, his searching gaze landing on the gun, and his hand grips your arm.
Youâre mentally going through your options, working your way through potential scenarios.
Most likely, itâs your average mugging.
Probably nothing like the time you and your nephew gathered up all of his tiny plastic play kitchen mugs and pelted them at your brother, all while shouting âYouâre being mugged!â Great fun for a six-year-old, probably not so much for this man.
Heâll take your phones and your wallets, maybe even your car keys, but he probably wonât shoot anybody. He just wants quick cash, maybe for drugs or rent, and heâs probably not interested in being a wanted murderer.
He looks too old to be a teenager, and heâs rock solid, calm and collected, which comforts you. Heâs not a stupid kid, and heâs not totally strung out. You might just be lucky enough to rely on some rational decision making.
While youâre thinking your way through your chances of surviving, Jake is erupting into panic next to you.
âOh my god. Oh my god. This isn���t happening. Oh my god.â His hold on your arm is like a vice, clenching around your muscle with more than enough strength to bruise. Half of you wants to pry his fingers off before they splinter the bone, the other half wants to hide behind him and pretend this isnât happening.
âCalm down.â The stranger scolds your boyfriend coolly, but heâs cut off.
âOh my god, please donât hurt me. Please donât hurt me. I have an electric car, just take it.â And then Jakeâs scrambling through his pockets, while the strangerâs eyes further narrow into slits.
His gaze darts to you, where youâre still frozen.
âTake it easy, Romeo,â The stranger takes a step closer, an action that completely spooks Jake.
Your boyfriend lets out a wail of terror and promptly dives behind you, his hands hurling you forward. You scream, your body colliding with solid warmth. In the next second heâs gone, bolting back across the parking lot towards his car.
You hardly notice the flash of headlights or the screech of tires as he squeals out onto the street, because your boyfriendâs actions have just launched you directly into the arms of the man whoâs trying to mug you.
The stranger had caught you by reflex, his gun now jammed forcefully into your ribs, and you definitely hadnât accounted for this scenario.
Thereâs a rush of grunts and tangled limbs and skidding shoes as you shove yourself away from him, your eyes wide, lungs gasping, but the stranger is staring in the direction that Jake just drove off in.
âShit,â He mutters in disbelief, and finally turns back to you.
Youâre still petrified, terrified, abandoned.
Where are you gonna go now? Hoof it to McDonalds and hope the bigger, stronger man doesnât catch you before you get there?
Well.
Then again.
Might be your best option.
But then the stranger reaches behind himself and tucks the gun into his waistband, bringing his now empty hands back into view. In a second, heâs knocked his hood back and tugged his mask down, revealing shocks of fluffy brown hair and the highest cheekbones youâve ever seen. He hooks a thumb back towards the street. âThat your man?â
Itâs enough to open the floodgates.
You burst into tears, so relieved that youâre no longer at gunpoint, terrified because youâre alone with the man who tried to mug you (did he even get the chance?), pissed and hurt because your boyfriend shoved you into the arms of a gunman, confused because the gunman is now speaking casually to you.
Itâs a lot.
At your sudden explosion of emotion, the man leans back on his heels, sighing at you. This isnât how he expected the altercation to go, but now that heâs left in the whirlwind aftermath of your nightmare boyfriend saving his own ass, all he can do is stare as you dissolve into a puddle of tears.
Through sobs, which you barely manage to hide in your scarf, you squint up at him past the falling snow. âWhat do you want? Are you robbing me?â You might as well askâwhat is he gonna do, shoot you?
After a few seconds of pensive silence, the man steps forward with a nod. You flinch backwards, but he just lifts his empty hand, palm up. âYeah, I am. Give me the card he just gave you.â
You blink, tears momentarily paused. âThe card?â
He nods towards where your hand is still clenched around the company credit card. âYeah I heard all that âpay for my half with the work cardâ bullshit. I saw that lame-o pathetic kiss, too. Heâs a real winner. Gimme.â
His fingers crook at you expectantly, and youâre so tense that you jump and immediately pass the card over. He tucks it into his pocket, and then cocks his head oddly at your scarf. âWhat is that fucking monstrosity and why are you wearing it with the tag still on it?â
He doesnât know what to do, either. None of his victims have ever sacrificed their girlfriends to him before; admittedly at a loss, he decides to play it by ear. You havenât called the cops yet, so he still has some time to see where this goes.
More confused than ever, your eyes fall to the bright orange and blue felt scarf, and realize that there is in fact a tag sticking out of one of the folds. Before you can take a closer look at it, the strangerâs hand snaps out and plucks the scarf off your neck. A rush of cold air chills your skin where the fabric once was.
HeâsâŚstealing your scarf?
âHey, waitââ You argue, and then freeze when his challenging eyes snap back up to you. âThat was a birthday present, please donât take it.â
He holds up the tag, a neon green discount marker from a local thrift store. âWho gave it to you? Becauseââ
You snatch the scarf back, humiliated. âMy boyfriend gave it to me.â You canât believe you just yanked something out of the hands of the man with the gun.
He gazes at you for a long moment, hands jammed in his pockets. He doesnât know much about you, except for the fact that you handle duress better than your boyfriend does, but he did overhear the company card conversation which suggested you were expected to pay for your own dinner while your boyfriend wasnât even willing to pay for his own, and that you were sent to collect dinner by yourself, and, now, that your birthday gift had been a horrendous piece of second hand garbage thatâby the looks of your clothesâisnât your style at all.
âYour boyfriend got you a thrifted scarf for your birthday.â He repeats blandly.
You sniffle, putting a few more feet of distance between you. âHe knows I like cozy things.â Thereâs not much you can say to defend Jake at this point, but you canât take any more degradation right now.
âTell me he got you something better last year.â The stranger scoffs.
You scowl at him. âArenât you robbing me?â
His teeth flash in the lamplight, and he waggles Jakeâs company card at you. âI already did. Shall we go get him fired?â
Voracious, incredibly stressed laughter bursts out of you. âWhat?â
This guy holds you up in a dark parking lot at nearly midnight, witnesses the most embarrassing display of emotional betrayal you can imagine, and is now offering to get your boyfriend fired as payback for abandoning you?
He tucks the card back in his pocket with a shrug. âJust seems to me like itâs more worth my time to give that asshole whatâs coming to him than to steal the money you probably donât have, considering he makes you pay for shit.â
Thereâs nothing in the world that could have prepared you for that.
Your mouth falls open. âI have money!â
âAre you offering?â His hand goes back towards the gun in his waistband, his smirk teasing, and your heart leaps into your throat. His joke falls flat when your gaze drops to the ground, chin tucking against your chest, your entire personality seeming to instantly deflate.
His heart sinks at the sight, which is not something he wants to decipher right now.
âAlright, wait.â He drops the edge of his jacket back down over the gun. âI was kidding, please donât cry again. Iâm Minho, whatâs your name?â
âWhy the hell would I tell you my name?â You snap. Then you shoot him a look. âWhy the hell would you tell me your name?â
He shrugs againâan action he seems very fond ofâand nods to the scarf still in your hands. âThrow that piece of shit away and come with me. Thereâs a coffee shop right over there thatâs still open. You can warm up while you order another ride.â
You balk, moving backwards once again. At this point, you could fit an entire shopping cart train between you, and Minho is smiling.
âIâm not going with you!â You exclaim, clutching the scarf like a shield.
He points to the other side of the parking lot, where a coffee shop pours warm light out onto the pavement. âWe would be walking. Just come with me for a cup of coffee. Alright? You said you like cozy things.â
A few seconds of tense silence pass. He blows snowflakes out of his eyelashes and blinks at you expectantly. You canât understand what the hell is happening right now.
âWhy?â
Minho sighs, shoving his hands into his jacket pockets. âYou just got mugged, alright, youâre in distress. You just got stranded here with a dangerous stranger, and you look like youâre turning blue. I canât just leave you here.â
âYou had no trouble robbing me at gunpoint, why canât you just leave me alone?â
The teasing smile falls from his face and he frowns at you. âBecause I just robbed you at gunpoint and thatâs not even why youâre crying. Thatâs a whole new level of pathetic. I canât in good conscience leave you here.â
You burst into tears all over again.
He lifts his hands in surrender, approaching you carefully. âAlright, listen. Iâd rather run up a shit ton of debt on your exâs company credit card than keep making you cry. So can we start with a cup of coffee? Please? Once youâre in the Uber Iâll be on my way, buying TVs and chipotle gift cards until heâs out of a job. I swear.â He crosses his heart.
âHeâs not my ex.â You sniffle, because heâs not. Who wouldnât be terrified in the face of an armed robbery? You canât totally blame Jake for his reaction, as miserable as it makes you feel. Did he even think about coming back for you? What if you had been shot after he left?
Minho shakes his head at you and watches you crumble all over again. âCome on, jagi, why are you this upset over that deadbeat nobody? Youâre making me feel funny.â Pity. The nurturing monsoon swirling in his gut is pityâsomething heâs never felt for somebody heâs mugged before. His eyes lift to take in the movie theater behind you, and then at the scarf still clenched in your fists as you weep.
âDonât tell me today is your birthday.â
You sob harder, pressing the heels of your hands against your eyes. Youâre not afraid of this strange criminal anymore, rather heartbroken and disappointed that your already lame evening has taken such a miserable turn.
âWell, shit.â Minho mumbles. âWait, shit. He was going to make you pay for your own fucking McDonalds on your birthday?â
âWhy do you care so much?â You screech, reeling away when his hand touches your arm.
He throws up his hands in equal amounts of frustration, eyes widening as much as yours. âBecause you look like an abandoned fucking kitten and Iâd be a horrible person to just leave you here.â
âYou are a horrible person.â You shout back, and then your mouth clamps shut. Your hand slaps over your lips, staring at him in utter terror as you realize that youâre firing insults at someone who could just shoot you if he decides youâre offensive enough.
But he just laughs at you. âYeah, fair enough. So, come onâcoffee?â
Without a single sane reason to support this decision, you walk across the parking lot with him and step into the comforting heat of the busy coffee shop. Itâs weird, itâs definitely weird, but in the past five minutes heâs showed you more interest than Jake has in three months, and you canât help but want to spend a few more minutes in the company of someone so attentive.
And as the light washes over his decidedly attractive face, you realize that heâs not so bad to look at, either.
After all, he robbed Jakeânot you.
Minho stands at the counter, ordering your drinks, and then nudges you and points at a display case full of cake. âEh? For your birthday?â
Your stomach rumbles with hunger, but your face flushes with heat. âOh, no, Iâm good.â
He frowns. âIâm not going to make you pay for it, not after the way that ass treated you.â
âBecause it was so much worse than the way you pulled a gun on me?â You hiss, eyes flashing to the barista who miraculously doesnât hear you.
Minho rolls his eyes. âIf you were my girlfriend, I never would have pulled a gun on you, much less pushed you in front of one. Itâs completely different. Get a slice of cake.â
The baristaâs eyes go wide.
You wave his suggestion away. âNo, really. Thanks anyway.â The cake does look incredible, though.
âI can hear your stomach growling. Would you rather go get something different? Protein?â Minho pushes, glancing around your person as though he expects you to faint right in front of him. Itâs almost sweet enough to cancel out your suspicion of him as he waits for you to order a slice of birthday cake.
You step away from the register instead. âIâll eat at home.â
Minho squints at you. âYou donât eat in public?â Itâs sarcasm.
ââŚNo.â Itâs not sarcasm.
âBecauseâŚâ
Youâre getting antsy, the baristaâs getting antsy, and the three people in line behind you are getting antsy.
Minho doesnât care.
Why would he? Heâll just rob them all later.
âBecause I have a facial spasm when I eat.â You whisper, embarrassment flooding your cheeks.
The man before you looks like heâs not surprised at all by this information. âSo? Thatâs not uncommon.â
âBut it embarrassed my boyfriendââ
âYour ex.â
âIt embarrassed him so we stopped doing meal dates in public.â
He stares at you. âYouâre fucking with me.â
âNo, my face twitches really badly and itâs embarrassing. Just the coffee please. Please. I canât take this anymore.â You canât stand the fact that youâre spending so long holding up the line, so you shake your head at him and move towards a table in the corner, refusing to delay the process any longer.
Your retreat forces Minho to turn around and complete his order, paying with Jakeâs company card, but a few moments later heâs approaching your table with two plates of cake. He puts one in front of you with a hard set frown. âJust eat the damn cake. Your ex is shit. Itâs not like your side of the booth faces the room anyway, so you wonât feel uncomfortable.â
He sits across from you, scooting his own plate closer to himself.
âHeâs not my ex.â You argue quietly. âAnd my side of the booth still faces you.â It shouldnât matter, to show one of your more mortifying qualities to the guy who held you up in the parking lot, but it does. You want to put your beautiful slice of cake into a to-go box and take it home to eat it curled up in your armchair where no one can see you.
Minho doesnât look up from his cake. âHeâll be your ex boyfriend after tonight. Thereâs no reason for you to be holding on to the bitch ass who throws you at the barrel of a gun on his worst day and is too ashamed of you to take you to dinnerâor let you fucking kiss himâon his best. Now eat your cake before he becomes your late boyfriend.â
Blood drains from your face as you reach for your fork. âPlease donât hurt us.â The words break past your lips in a whisper, but you scoop up a bite of cake. It nearly wobbles right off your fork as your hand trembles, but you manage to keep it onboard. âI really donât know what you want from me.â
âI want you to chill out and have some birthday cake.â Minho glances up at you right as you take a bite and lift your hand to hide your face politely. He frowns as you chew. âPut your hand down. Did I tell you to cover your face?â
Your eyebrows lower, tears pooling in your eyes. âYouâre being kinda mean to me.â Itâs too weird, the juxtaposition of the man who mugged you at gunpoint outside and the man who is having cake and coffee with you in celebration of your birthday.
Though, to be fair, he didnât really get the chance to rob you before Jake freaked out, so does it really count?
He just stares at you blankly. âWould you rather I take you out back and mug you again?â Before you can start crying again, he nudges your foot under the table with his own. âYouâre safe, jagi. Iâm sorry I scared you out there.â
It takes a second, but you convince yourself to relax. Youâre safe.
You eat your cake, you drink your coffee, you smile every time Minho calls you jagi, exactly as he intends; you force yourself stop paying attention to the twitching in your cheeks while you chew, not even knowing that heâs watching you because itâs cute, not because itâs weird. He spends ten minutes trying to convince you to break up with Jake, and by the end of the mealâthe first meal youâve had in public since you started dating Jake a year and a half agoâyouâve decided you agree with him.
No more Jake.
Minho all but cheers. No more Jake.
At the end of the night, he watches you order an Uber, and then he borrows someone elseâs phone. Actually borrows it, doesnât steal it.
âYes, hello, police? A woman has just been mugged. The guy had a gun, and he drove off in an electric carââ And, despite your insincere protest, he gives a description of your boyfriend as the assailant before hanging up. Minho returns the phone, waits with you for your Uber, and then sends you off with a cheeky wave of Jakeâs company card.
He keeps the scarf.
Let me know what you think!
PART 2 INFO
taglist:
@whatdoyouwanttocallmefor @estella-novella @babyphotos0325 @softfor-svtptg @furfoxsake22 @tubelightanyaa
#skz#stray kids#horror#crack!horror#fanfic#lee know#lee know x reader#lee minho#lee minho x reader#lee minho fluff#minho x reader#minho fluff
441 notes
¡
View notes
Text
It took literal months, but I finished it!!
Top left: linked universe logo
The jojo's lu logo is sooooo detailed. It is one of the things I love about Jojo's asethetic with linked universe. The detail she adds brings so much life and information about the world of Linked Universe. Great example is all the embroidery on the chain's clothing. Let's you know about civilization, that an item may be magical, etc. It is difficult to keep small details in watercolor, but I think I caught most of the main details in the painting.
Middle left: Soulful legend
This was the fourth of the images I did for the painting, and the first image I really started to get into the painting. I think legend is my favorite to paint because he makes composition so easy. The red tunic adds an easy focal point. I did learn from this that I do not like masking fluid and likely won't use it again. It added to many hard edges that I wasn't intending. Very happy with the sky!
Bottom left: Evening snack
In this image, I liked the idea that wind and sky don't know what Ramen is because their worlds don't have enough space to produce wheat. So sky and wind are super excited about this new food, while legend has no idea why they are so hyped for noodles. I also liked the idea that four found a green pepper in the ramen as a topping and is a hater (this is from a note that jojo left somewhere saying that the chain will eat anything but four in the Manga does not like green peppers, idk where this note is to link it though....). I didn't end up drawing the Ramen noodles as it was just getting too small of a scale for me to be comfortable drawing the thin lines for the noodles in.
Bottom right: Testudo
I am very hyped in the future when we see more collaborative fighting with the chain and them working together effectively. I absolutely love the scene in shifting shadows part 3 where lenged and hyrule work together with the beam and hookshot.
Middle: Legends storage
This is a reference to one of jojo's earliest works where the chain goes to legends storage for him to pick up some gear. I love that scene and I tried to put as many references as I could. The one thing I need to figure out is how I want twilight to look. I can't wrap my head around it. Need to sit down and just try out a bunch of different faces for him. My Pinterest inspo for twilight is all over the place. I want twilight to look different from time because when Malon was trying to guess who was the descendent, she did not consider twilight (she looked at wars and wind (so I typically draw time, wind, and wars looking similar). For my own personal headcannon, twilight and time are very similar in their manner (the way the walk, stand, etc) and personality (their stubbornness (as seen in sunset pt3)) but not necessarily in looks.
Middle right: Boat boys
The first image I did. I like how the water turned out, but I will not be using masking fluid for the same reasons I noted earlier. I did trace the boat (i think this is the reference [L240632 Hornet Class. J. Arthur Dixon Ltd. Beken and Son]). I do regret not doing anything creative with the boat, but I just wanted to get into painting and needed some confidence by working directly from a reference. I also forgot that legend might not be so keen to be on a boat again based on a comment jojo left in 2022 or something. I think she mentioned something in a discord event back then about legend not too willing to be on a boat again. But that doesn't really matter, I put that boy in a boat whether he likes it or not lol.
Top right: Winter storm
Second image I did for this painting. I did trace most of the horse because I do not care to learn horse anatomy (ref. [Winter Save By David Stoecklein]) Favorite part about this is the lighting on the rope from the lantern. I think it turn out well.
Top middle: Heavy armour
Third image I did for the painting and the one I realized I need to spend more time painting people in neutral or back lite lighting. But for my first time I think it is good. I really want to see what jojo does with the armour sets! I like the idea that war's armour is clean and pristine while wild's armour is rusted and beaten from the calamity. In this painting I played with adding pink to the golden armour and I liked it. In the middle picture of the collage (legends storage), you can see i added pink to time's armour.
That's everything! â¤ď¸
#linkeduniverse#lu legend#lu warriors#lu chain#lu sky#lu time#lu wind#lu art#lu four#lu hyrule#lu twilight#lu wild#lu epona#watercolor#i felt as though i needed a large painting where i would just commit and have to live with whatever i painted#and i had so many references for the lu boys that i decided to make a collage of all of them#so i got the largest watercolour paper i could find (22x30) and just commited#i say this eveytime but i definitely learned a lot with this and i know where i should focus in the future#pencil lines? what pencil lines? i dont see any. Definitely dont see any#(for some reason my pencil lines would not lift so they are now forever in the painting)#(which is not a bad thing#i just wanted to not be dependent on the pencil lines and be able to bring form with only the paint
443 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Letâs Draw Wings
Iâve gotten the question/request of how I draw wings lots and lots so Iâve decided to make a dedicated post!
Now...Iâm no master, but I have found a way that I like to draw wings thatâs efficient for me. There three main points:Â
References
Simplification
Texture Management
First of all - References
My favorite wing reference of all time is this post by Jenn on Twitter. I have both the images saved but I use the Wing Shapes one, below, alllllll the time. Like for real all the time!
I also keep pretty extensive collections of wing photo reference. When Iâm having trouble, Iâll trace a few or do studies to get back into the swing of things. Here are links to my Pinterest boards:
Broadwing Reference (passive soaring and high-speed)
Longwing Reference (active soaring)
Shortwing Reference (elliptical and hovering)
Secondly - Simplification
When I sketch wings, I simplify Jennâs diagram even further -
For me, the key to drawing wings is simplifying the wing down - from the structure to the feathers - the goal for me is to be able to draw them quickly and have the proper information conveyed. It needs to look like a wing in the base sketch. If it doesnât, no amount of rendering and extra feathers will help. I like to break the wing into the three main moving parts. The orange is one part, then the purple contains two main chunks feathers that you can group together and move as their own parts.Â
On top of that, I like to think of wings like a sheet of paper. They can bend and fold in on themselves, with the orange meaty bits anchoring everything together.Â
Lastly - Texture
I like to call wings âtexture monstersâ. Feathers are hard to manage and can easily make wings look over-busy and muddy. Just like before, I break the wing into chunks so I can spend less time drawing the wing and itâs feathers:
Then you can put it all together and push things further -
So yeah this is how I throw wings together! The wings I draw arenât super technical or detailed, but I what matters for me is that they look and feel like believable wings at a glance -
~ Larn
--
Discord | Patreon | Art Prints
9K notes
¡
View notes
Text
Toxic romanticization of studying
In a word of introduction, my profile partly shows that studying and exploring is wonderful. But as a person involved in science*, I would like to show healthy and true patterns of this beautiful adventure in acquiring knowledge.
The inspiration for writing this post this time was not the phenomenon from Tumblr (although you can also observe it here), but from Pinterest. There you can come across cycles composed of quotes and photos whose aim is to motivate young girls to learn, succeed and get good grades. These images often also show examples of characters from movies, TV series or real life that you can aspire to be like. Overall, I have to agree that it really works! But I would like to draw attention to certain elements that need to be verified.
1. You shouldn't get up at 5am
First of all, the correct amount of sleep is one of the most important factors affecting the proper and effective functioning of our brain. During sleep, nerve cells regenerate, organize information acquired during the day and consolidate memory traces, which is directly related to learning. Lack of sleep increases impulsivity, deepens negative thinking and slows down the body's reaction time!
2. You can be a genius without good grades
Of course, good grades are a pleasant confirmation of our knowledge and praise for hard work. However, sometimes it is worth considering whether the structure of exams themselves, especially those with closed questions, affects the results. We often study for one specific exam, the knowledge of which may be very⌠limited and sometimes not useful, so it is worth prioritizing the topics that we study hard.
3. It's not cool to think you're better than others
We are different and have different priorities in life. It is also worth considering how many people escape from the rat race and start a slow, stress-free life. So we have to agree that judging people based on grades or responses under stress (sic!) is not cool.
The good thing about romanticizing studying
As I have already said, these types of collages are really motivating. So let's talk about what's great about them and what's worth highlighting and saving for later.
1. Knowledge is beautiful, but your outfit and surroundings can also be
We know that we should never judge a book by its cover, but⌠the issue of social perception painfully confirms that we do and will continue to do so because this is how our brains work. And isn't it nice when someone looks at us and thinks this girl is so classy?
Moreover, a nice outfit that makes us feel good gives us a lot of self-confidence. There are also many studies confirming the positive impact on motivation and concentration of a neat and aesthetic workplace.
2. Not just cramming, but also discovering
Broadening your horizons is easier with passion and real commitment. And to achieve this, the topics must really interest us. Not everyone has yet found something that they are extremely passionate about in science, so that is why you have to dig deeper and discover different areas.
3. Don't be afraid to use your knowledge in practice
Schools and universities, unfortunately, have their own rules and they do not always allow you to show your 100% potential. Thus, share your knowledge with others externally, write essays, blog and social media. This form of activity also makes you learn things faster and easier. In addition, contacts with others will expand your knowledge.
Therefore, I must say that it is worth choosing your inspirations carefully. Nothing helps you enjoy studying better than a clear head and lack of prejudices.
*This post was inspired by my own experience with studying. If anyone is interested, I think I can share my mistakes that did not help me in an academic adventure :)
#study aesthetic#healthy studying#study motivation#studyblr#dark academia#light academia#studyspo#study inspiration#study inspo#study blog#studying#productivitytips#studyblr community
913 notes
¡
View notes
Text
⨠Astro Insights â¨
A new month brings in new starts and so I will be working on improving my overall health and being active.
Astrology also can be used to explore ways that might help improve your physical and mental health. This is part 1 which will cover the first house, part 2 will 6th house and part 3 will look into the 8th house. I will also make a separate post for mental health houses.
Please be mindful these are just my own studies and do what is best for your circumstances and what feels good for YOU!
-------------------------------------------------------------------
For physical health houses to study is the 1st, 6th and 8th house.
1st House:Â
In astrology this house is known as the house of self and it governs the physical body, vitality, energy levels and physical presentation. The sign in the 1st house and any planets here can indicate ones physical strengths and weaknesses. It also rules an individual self-care instincts.
Essentially this house is linked to physical appearance, general health & constitution and energy levels & lifestyle approach. By understanding the sign, planets and aspect in the 1st house, you can learn personalised health insights and find better ways to care for your body
âď¸ The Sign on the Ascendant can determine how the natural body type, metabolism and energy levels.
âď¸ The Planets in the 1st house essentially add extra influences that can either enhance or challenge the physical body
âď¸ The Aspects to the Ascendant allows you to see the connections from other planets in your birth chart and show how well an individuals body handles stress, recovery and vitality.Â
A few sign examples below:
Gemini 1st House
This placement is likely to have an active mind that frequently leads to restlessness and anxiety. For Gemini in the 1st house, health may be influenced by mental stimulation and when they are stressed, they could experience issues that relate to their nervous system, arms, hands, lungs or shoulders as these are all ruled by Gemini. They might also have inconsistent health habits due to the dispersed nature of Gemini energy so maintaining a steady routine is important.
Gemini in the first house could benefit in keeping their work outs varied and social so group classes, dance, cycling or team sports could be interesting and not bore them.
As Gemini energy can be restless, short and engaging work outs could be a good way to keep active instead of long, low-paced routines. Breathwork & Cardio could be good to support the lungs and nervous system with activities like running, swimming, jogging, yoga with breath control
Taurus 1st House
Taurus in the 1st house can be an individual who is well-built, strong and steady constitutions who may experience weight fluctuation or an overall slower metabolism as the signs energy prefers comfort and stability over rapid change. They should also be aware of chasing too many pleasures through self-destructive behaviours like overindulgence in food and stress eating. Taurus ascendant can hold tension in their neck, throat and shoulders.
Taurus in the 1st house could benefit in work outs like Pilates, yoga, swimming or just walking in nature which will feel good for the body as they are slow, steady and sensory-focused exercises.
Virgo in 1st House
A strength for Virgo rising is that it gives you sharp awareness of the body and health, making these individuals naturally inclined towards a healthy routine, cleanliness, and awareness of nutrition.
Sensitivities for this placement may be their gut health, nervous system and digestive system which are key areas to watch out for. They may be prone to bloating, digestive issues or food sensitivities. Anxiety and overthinking can also manifest physically which leads to tensions in areas like the shoulders, neck or even breakouts from stress.
With Virgo in the first house, sticking to a structured diet with whole unprocessed foods could support their gut health. Reducing overstimulation to manage their nervous system and gentle work outs like yoga or Pilates could benefit them to keep both the mind and body balanced.
#All images are from Pinterest and I do not own them#astro insights#astrology#my own post#astro community#astrology blog#first house astrology#health#wellbeing#gemini#gemini rising#taurus#taurus rising#virgo#virgo rising#cosmic world#knowledge#passion
8 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Recently read @queenofthequillandink âs DPxDC crossover fic Unearthed, Reborn
I got inspired to draw character sheets for Danny, Sam, Jason, and Jazzâs vigilante personas. Hereâs a link to the authorâs drawings of their outfits (these were a vital reference for me when doing this so thank you so much for sharing them Quill) More commentary (like 7+ paragraphs plus 2 images) about this project and the designs below the âkeep readingâ line.
None of these thoughts I have for each character are in order, but I have a lot of commentary for these since this project was a lot more conceptual than my normal work. I also just like talking about my art/design process. If you ever find yourself wondering at some point why an element from the original design wasnât included, the answer is that the removal was completely intentional and part of my grandmaster vision for this work and wasnât because I just forgot about it entirely during the design process.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââ
Aconite (Sam)
This was the first one I sketched out, I wasnât even sure at the time if I was going to fully commit to drawing all of them. I thought that Sam was gonna be the hardest since her description was way longer than the others, but then bird boy beat her out. I took a lot of creative liberties with her design, the bag was added bc I couldnât figure out how to add pockets to the skirt. I was trying to avoid a joker color scheme so I had a lot of ref images that I got by searching like âpurple green aestheticâ on Pinterest. The dark purple and dark forest/blueish green won out in the end. I desaturated a lot of my colors for her just to get as far away from the neon Gotham rogue aesthetic. I also added the bdsm harness over the armor to add more punk elements to her design, I know that in real life that would be very uncomfortable to wear over scalemail armor but sometimes we take creative liberties when they look sick as fuck. Also, I didnât realize until I went to look for a reference for aconite flowers that aconite is wolfsbane! That was neat to learn! Also, the font I used for Aconite is called âzai Art School Calendar 1931â, Iâve used this a few times for other projects, itâs one of my favorite fonts. The âzaiâ fonts the creator has are all very good.
Shade (Danny)
There wasn't much to add to this page. His outfit is pretty simple (besides the patterning). I wasnât sure how to pull of an optical illusion pattern but I was reminded how I sometimes get an eyestrain induced headache when looking at someone wearing a patterned shirt with really thin stripes so I just leaned into the idea of a small/detailed hard lined pattern. I originally made 5 separate patterns for him and then turned them into stamp brushes in procreate. I only ended up using three of them, the one on the chest, the one on the legs, and the one on his hand. But, I imagine the patterns fade and shift when he moves, sort of like a lenticular print. I gave him constellation freckles and stylized the hairâs fade into white. The hair was inspired by how time-woods draws Martin Blackwoodâs hair (linked: time-woodsâs fanart of Martin Blackwood). Also put way too much effort into the teeth on the mask. I just like the chunky teeth design. Oh yeah and the font I used for him is called âTypewriter_Condensed_Demiâ
Erinys (Jason)
Repeatedly ran into the issue of not having enough canvas space bc of my fervent need to thoroughly document and plan out how the wings worked. I also reversed the colors for the bodysuit & armor so the under layer was black while the armor plates were red. I only realized afterwards that I may have been inspired by the red centipedes in Rain World (linked: gif of the red centipede, donât click the link if youâre unsettled/afraid of bugs/insects), artists subconsciously draw inspiration from other artists all the time though so Iâm not like upset about it. I stand by it because it looks sick as hell. Also leaned into the magpie theming for the wings. I think the vigilante form was supposed to be reverse magpie coloring? I canât remember, but I stuck with normal magpie coloring. The anatomy of how the wings connected to the collarbone was inspired by JayEatonâs Magpie Bridge Project. Reference image link. Link to the article the image is from. I didnât draw the wing armor because I couldnât figure out how to would work with the wing anatomy and I ran out of canvas space. Finally, the font used for him is âDIN Condensedâ this is a default font, I wouldâve used something more punk but I needed the text to be legible.
Insight (Jazz)
I did Jazz after Iâd already finished the initial trio, so I had to switch to a new canvas for her bc Iâd hit the layer limit multiple times on the previous one. I really do love doing that spiked under-eyelash thing with characters. Donât know when that started. Anyway, I added the shoulder pads to her outfit to help break up the empty space. The golden eyes were a nice accent color since her design is very overwhelmingly green. Honestly the braid hairstyle and gold eyes really do obscure her identity, multiple times when drawing her I was worried that she didnât really resemble Jazz enough. There wasnât a drawing from the author for her so I only had the text description to go off of. I just realized that she sort of reminds me of a forest ranger and I donât know what to do with that realization. I copy/pasted my drawing of her eyes when gold and recolored them to match her normal eye color. There were two layers for that, a hue shift and a hard light layer to emphasize the shadows.
Hereâs what it looks like without the hue shift:Â
It looks really cool and Iâm 100% that color combo in another drawing down the line. Oh yeah and the font used for this sheet was âEuphemia UCASâ. It comes with Appleâs operating system, I use it as a neutral default text most of the time bc itâs nicer than helvetica but not overly fancy like Times New Romanâand why am I talking about fonts. âââââââââââââââââââââââ Anyway, this project was very fun to work on. The alt text for this was its own endeavor, hope the folks using screen-readers donât mind 4-5 paragraphs of description text. Also, I cannot remember for the life of me if Dani got a costume description, but if she does Iâll make sure to update this image set with a sheet for her. And to the author, QueenOfTheQuill, if youâre reading this message that Iâve left at the very bottom of this post below a read more line, thank you for the fic. Itâs very good and Iâm glad I caught it during my slow decent into DPxDC brainrot. I love the interactions between Jason and Tim, itâs nice seeing a revived Jason thatâs not bogged down by pit rage. They definitely seem like they couldâve been good friends if not for the unfortunate circumstances that led them to meet in canon. Also, Iâm sure Jazz will love interacting with Batman and Nightwing. So much psychological & childhood trauma to unpack with them. Feel free to use/share these images if you so desire and thanks again for your work.
#art#art tag#digital art#my art#procreate#illustration#character design#fanart#dc#dc comics#jason todd#danny phantom#sam manson#jazz fenton#danny fenton#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#alt text#id in alt text#alt text included#writing out the alt text for these was long and hard#but now that Iâm finally back on my adhd medication I have the motivation to do it again#as always message me or comment if you have critiques regarding the alt text#character concepts#concept art#conceptual art#danny phantom fanart#danny phantom crossover#batman crossover#crossover fanart
454 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Bouquets/Flowers They'd Give You
Nothing much. Just some headcannons about what kind of bouquets the demons would gift you. Maybe modern au maybe not idk. None of the images are mine I just found them on Google and Pinterest. Daki n Rui are platonic gift givers. No romance from those two.
Kokushibo is a traditional man and as such would stick with the classic but beautiful full rose bouquet sometimes with baby breath to make it asthetically pleasing.
Is it really a surprise this guy would get you something that reminds the both of you of him? They're very pretty though so it's all good.
You want a teddy bear, flowers, balloons for your special date? This man gets you all in one package and makes sure to make it pleasing to look at. Everything for his darling.
If it's regular Kny he'd just scoop up whatever wild flowers are growing around him and present them to you but since we're going with modern here, he doesn't have a lot of money to throw away on flowers that'll just die so he takes his time to really make you something permanent you both can cherish forever by doing origami. The many paper cuts are worth it seeing you smile.
In a similar way to Gyutaro, Daki would want to gift something permanent you both could enjoy forever however she'd be more splurge-y than her brother and gift you a flower clip or hairpin.
Kaigaku barely gets you flowers in the first place but if you mention wanting to be gifted flowers long enough or if it's a special enough occasion he wants to celebrate, he'll get you something. But not a full bouquet, he'll just get you a simple rose or flower.
Nakime really doesn't get you flowers too often either, but on the rare occasion she does it's either a single rose like Kaigaku or flowers matching her own aesthetic.
So I just found out that seashell bouquets are actually a thing, and they have to be glued together and stuff. Seems like a good enough fit for the fish man.
Look he can be a sappy romantic if he wants to be. A big bouquet of roses and chocolate strawberries are the object of his choice if he's going to go all out.
he often worries about what to get you. He doesnt want to look too guady with a fancy oversized bouquet but he's also worried about a single flower not being enough so he gets you something in the middle all tied up in ribbon and lace. Please tell him you love it, he's very nervous.
This guy has money to burn. He practically shoves one of those really beautiful but really expensive bouquets with the big flowers covered in gems in your arms and calls it a day. It's expensive and maybe tacky but he doesn't see it that way.
like any sweet child, he just plucks whatever flowers he finds growing on the ground and gifts it to anyone he likes.
#demon slayer#rui ayaki#muzan x reader#muzan kibutsuji#gyutaro x reader#gyutaro#nakime x reader#nakime#Daki#akaza#akaza x reader#douma x reader#Douma#kokushibo#kokushibo x reader#gyokko x reader#gyokko#kyogai#kyogai x reader#kaigaku x reader#kaigaku#enmu#Kny#kimestu no yaiba
649 notes
¡
View notes
Text
okay buckle the fuck up because I've got a lot to say and not much time to say it.
the central theme and purpose of dan and phil crafts, at least in my opinion, boils down to trust.
the trust that they have for eachother and have had for years, and the trust they place in us as an audience.
for example, the sheer amount of trust that (crafts) phil had to have in (crafts) dan to let him sacrifice him multiple times, and believe that he would be able to successfully complete the ritual and bring him back to life, in a way mirroring the fact that (real) phil willingly went back into the closet after living somewhat openly as a gay man for several years in university, for the sole purpose of letting (real) dan process his sexuality in his own time, therefore "sacrificing" that part of himself for a time and trusting that dan would eventually get to a point where he would be more comfortable being out.
PART II: THE HAND HOLD
of course, now in the present day with both of them firmly out of the closet, having lived together for over a decade and built their "forever home" from the ground up, they understand the implications that can be drerrived from their more "coupley" actions, especially knowing how the phandom used to be.
if you have been in this fandom for any sizable amount of time you might remember how any "sighting" of them possibly holding hands was prone to much speculation and excitement,
images such as the ones presented below were posted and reblogged many times, with varying amounts validity.
[images taken from pinterest as I couldn't find the original posts, if you know who posted these please do let me know]
so, them standing front and centre, unabashedly holding hands symbolises this new era that we have been entering since the revival of dan and phil games, this era of acceptance and the trust that they are placing in us as an audience by letting us see a bit more of this side of them.
"we know you know" and all that.
so then, devotion, to a god, to an influential online figure, or of course devotion to a partner.
and what is devotion if not trust? and then again what is trust if not love.
thank you for coming to my ted talk, I have no idea if this makes sense to anyone else, I wrote this whole thing in about 15 minutes while slightly delirious from the heatwave currently boiling my whole city alive.
so long and thanks for all the fish
-fagus.
#i'm loosing my mind#thank you for reading all my bullshit#dan and phil#dan and phil crafts#dnp#dan and phil crafts analysis#dan and phil crafts theory#dan howell#amazingphil#phil lester#dan and phil games
573 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Soft for You - Sylus x Fem Reader
Prompt: âLet me kiss it betterâ
A/N: yes, Iâve fallen into this rabbit hole and all because of Sylus. Thereâs just something about white haired men with red eyes thatâs 190cm. Hates everyone but you T^T Iâm such a sucker for these characters and it doesnât help that Iâm on my period so I decided to make a lil one shot of how Sylus would react if youâre on your period and wanting to cuddle but he was in an important meeting
Warning: None, just fluff (not proofread, sorry, was so into writing this)
Disclaimer: I do not own the images nor the characters or you (the MC). All images were taken from Pinterest.
âMiss, I donât think itâs a good idea to disturb the boss right nowâ Luke mentioned, trying to stop you from walking further down the hall
âYeah, heâs in a meeting right now. And the meeting, well, itâs not really going that wellâ Kieran added on. âSome of the low workers were trying to steal his weapons and sell them off to a higher bidding at Linkon because we heard that Linkon is currently trying to find ways to get more intel regarding the bossâ
You knew that Linkon was constantly trying to uncover the mysterious Onychinusâ leader. Though they knew his name, they couldnât find anything regarding what he looked like or any other information about him. Thatâs why Linkon is willing to pay a hefty amount to those who have been associated with him to gather any sort of intel. But you could care less about what political issue was going on between Linkon and Onychinus. What you cared about was that you were in pain because of your period and you wanted to cuddle with Sylus because somehow, he always helped ease your pain.
Not caring about the twinsâ warning, you managed to drag yourself all the way in front of Sylusâ meeting room where you could clearly hear his deep voice echoing along with several other voices. It sounded like the meeting had just begun and you suddenly contemplated on going in and disturbing Sylus just to tend to your pain.
However, on the other side of the door, Sylus already knew that you were in front of the door along with Luke and Kieran since he could see through Mephistoâs eyes with his aether core. Though Sylus wouldnât mind you coming in, he wanted you to come to him first instead of jumping to conclusion that you were actually looking for him.
He learnt that from past incidents where you were actually looking for Luke and Kieran but Sylus jumped into conclusions and thought you were looking for him.
Right as Sylus was about to start the meeting, he could hear both Luke and Kieranâs frantic voices calling out to you. Without uttering a word, Sylus got up but not before making sure the men in the room stay put in their designated chairs. âNone of you get up from the chair or Iâll rip your legs apart from your whole bodyâ
After his calm threat, Sylus went to the door and opened it to find you on the ground with both Luke and Kieran holding onto you. When the twins looked up at their boss, the colour from their faces were slowly drained. âB-bossâ the twins managed to utter out as Sylus looked at your weak state, basically trying to hold yourself up with the help of the twins.
Without saying anything, Sylus crouched down and lifted you up in his arms and practically carried you into the meeting room where all the other men in the room were staring.
âU-uh boss? We can bring her back to her room andâŚâ the twins didnât get to finish their sentences as Sylus used his evol to close and lock the door
To say the men in the room were shock was an understatement because who would have thought that the Onychinus leader could be so gentle towards anyone yet here he was sitting in his chair, further away from the others with you on his lap.
âS-sylus?â you uttered, looking up to see your boyfriend looking at you with soft eyes
âYou alright, sweetie? I heard you from in here. You looked like you were going to pass out in the twinsâ arms. What happened, sweetie? Did someone hurt you?â Sylus asked, his eyes were searching through your entire body for any wounds but you shook your head and leaned on his chest, wrapping your small arms around his waist
âNo. Itâs that time of the month. Itâs the first day and I donât know why but itâs painful this timeâ you whined and Sylus couldnât help but coo at your vulnerable state that he brought you closer to his chest (if that was even possible with how close the two of you were).
âShhh, itâs alright sweetie. Iâm hereâ Sylus kissed the top of your head as you hummed in satisfaction. âSleep sweetie, Iâll be here when you wake up, hmm? Iâll try to keep the meeting short and quick for youâ Sylus mentioned as he lulled you to sleep
As he stroked your head like a kitten, Sylus the softie was gone as his eyes looked through the entire room with a cold, sharp gaze that if looks could kill, everyone in the room would be dead by now. âNow, where were we? Ah, right. Whereâs my share in the sales, gentlemen? Or did you think that you could fool me that easily by selling my weapons at a higher price by giving away some information about me?â
***
By the end of the meeting, there was practically no one in the room as Sylus dismissed them all into thin air since he needed to be quick.
Sylus almost cursed at himself for almost going too far with the lowlife men in the room until he remembered that you were practically sleeping in his arms.
Taking a deep breath, Sylus went back to look at your sleeping figure, stroking your head as he kissed your forehead before teleporting both you and him back to the master bedroom where Sylus laid you on the bed.
Leaving you to sleep, Sylus decided to shower and cook up something quick and easy for dinner which was steak and creamy mushroom soup to help ease your pain.
In the midst of finishing his cooking, he heard soft footsteps and a yawn slowly getting louder which he knew that it had to be you. Turning around, Sylus saw your now awaken figure sitting by the counter where Sylus was just behind of.
âHere you go, sweetieâ Sylus mentioned, placing down a plate of steak with the mushroom soup he made in front of your sleeping figure
âThank you, Sy. Am sorry I interrupted your meetingâ you yawned, drinking some of the soup that he made while Sylus decided to eat across from you
âIt was nothing, sweetie. Iâve mentioned it before. If you ever need me, just come to me. No matter where I am, who am I with, or what time of the day it is. Iâll always be here for youâ Sylus mentioned, caressing your cheek whilst wiping the excess soup at the corner of your lips
âBut what would those men do now theyâve seen your soft side?â you asked, holding his hand that was on your cheek
âTheyâre none of your concern. Besides, they wonât be able to spread anymore information anymoreâ Sylus smirked, making you roll your eyes. âYou and your evolâ
Chuckling at your behaviour, Sylus decided to feed you the dinner he made. âAre you still in pain?â he asked
Thinking about it for a second, you decided to tease him. âA bit. Mainly because you only kissed my head when the pain Iâm feeling is at my stomachâ
Shaking his head, Sylus went around the counter and cupped your jaw, making you look at his tall figure. âIs that so? Then let me kiss it betterâ
#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus x mc#love and deepspace fanfic#sylus fanfic#lads sylus#lads x reader#l&ds sylus#lnds sylus#sylus love and deepspace#lads fanfic#lnds fanfic
1K notes
¡
View notes