#all hail fish tho

[skeletangent]

funni

@gummy-axolotl @i-am-a-fish

thank you two for blessing me with this combo:

[ashwithane]

little guys i drew for a concept art assignment

[the-painted-siren]

hello hello hails!! i’m here to ask about your wips >:D

(in particular, “astronomia? i’ll kick your astronomia” bc space and “kai’s letters” bc i loved reading through them in your efing outline)

Hello Key!!! It’s nice to see you <3

Astronmia is a one-shot I’ve been putting off completing for years that is sadly not connected at all to the concept of space (tho I would like to write a space au sometime). The title refers to the song Astronomia by Vicetone and Tony Igy bc it mostly references the tone of the fic, which is meant to be comedic with tones of sincerity and longing

It’s a post crystallized story that I can describe best as Lloyd and Garmadon shenanigans. I’d say this excerpt describes it pretty well:

“I’m not cheating--“

“You’re cheating.”

“How can I cheat at being an Oni?”

“I don’t know but you’re still doing it.”

“My dad? Admit to not knowing something?” Lloyd puts his hands up to his head in feigned shock as he grins the most shit-eating grin Garmadon’s ever seen. “Hold up, lemme get my phone out, I’m gonna need to record you saying that to my face.”

“In your dreams, child--“

“No, in my dreams you’re a good dad.”

As for Kai’s letters, if you know, you know (Key lol) and if you don’t know, well—

Kai’s letters refers to a section of a big WIP I’m working on called Every Flower in the Garden—EFING for short—which covers the period of time between the Merge and DR. Kai’s letters serve as a plot device to tell time between each chapter.

It’s slower going than usual, especially since I’m writing out of order, but I like this section so far.

“The world has gotten so much bigger in such a short time. There’s mountains where there hadn’t been previously and villages with people I’ve never seen before. A good chunk of Ninjago City looks like it’s been ripped clean off the map while the rest of it got smushed into somewhere else. The people there seem nice, though. There’s still food vendors. One of them was selling those red bean fish cakes you like so much. I’ll have to bring you one when I come back.”

[megashadowdragon]

emiya alter killed taiga who got into kiaras cult ( this was revealed in a fate seraph manga

It was a popular theory that EMIYA Alter was the Shirou from Mind of Steel Ending. The combination of the events from then, his life ‘hero-ing’, and finally the events with Kiara really broke him entirely

One of his bond lines says something like "I was already on that road (to become like the EMIYA we all know), but then I met (Kiara) and things became like this", so it makes sense that he would have started from a point where he had already decided to become a counter guardian, it also makes sense that he would call his other self "my past self", then.

Got this from the some spoiler discussion

Taiga's son got an incurable disease. Taiga, who didn't believe in religion at first, had no choice but to join the sect of Sesshōin, which has excellent medical resources and claims to be able to cure diseases, for his son's sake, but this is just the appearance of the sect.

At that time, Emiya knew the shady scene of the sect, and the name of the cure was actually doing inhumane things. In order to prevent the world from being corrupted by such a sect, Emiya chose to destroy it.

On the way of trying to save her son, Taiga was also gradually influenced by the sect. Although she failed to save her son, in the end, she became a member of the resistance against Emiya and pointed her gun at him.

the mind of steel ending was shirou becoming like kiritsugu taiga was the closest thing he had to a mom like natalie for kiritsugu

This chapter really shows how truly evil Kiara is, no matter the reality, always a corrupting force that twists and destroys anyone who even contacts her, taking them at their emotional lowest, using them and then throwing out like next week throw trash. Truly one of most evil characters in fiction in my opinion.

7 days ago Sessyoin is a LOT of things. I think what she is most of all is sad. She was put up on a pedestal at a young age & hailed as a bodhisattva, an enlightened being here to bring others to enlightenment, but she's a sad, lonely, little girl on the inside.

CCC heavily implies that she got a servant with the Child trait because she desired to be seen as a person for once instead of an immaculate Savior or simply an object of sexual desire. But despite all of this, she DOES believe that she's helping people.

She believes that giving yourself over to pleasures of the flesh is enlightening… & she's not entirely wrong because she IS a Bodhisattva, by definition, a person with the ability to reach nirvana but delays doing so out of compassion for others to lead them to the enlightenment that they themselves reached.

Sessyoin has a LOT more nuance than people give her credit for & boil her down to being just a horny nun

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User avatar level 5 Original_Reddit · 6 days ago Punch Kiara in the face

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User avatar level 5 Amerietan · 6 days ago

:JiangZiya: GIVE MALE SWIMSUIT SERVANTS You're being a little too nice to her. CCC heavily implies she got Hans as a child because she's into kids, and she chooses not to ascend because when she did she found out she was a tiny fish in a huge pond, and would rather be a huge fish in a small pond.

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User avatar level 6 Lissica · 6 days ago

:Vich: Completely honest business woman she chooses not to ascend because when she did she found out she was a tiny fish in a huge pond, and would rather be a huge fish in a small pond.

That was in Tsukihime, not in Fate/CCC

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User avatar level 6 QueenAra2 · 6 days ago Quick question. Where are you getting that she's into kids?

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User avatar level 7 Amerietan · 6 days ago

:JiangZiya: GIVE MALE SWIMSUIT SERVANTS It's mentioned - I believe Hans theorizes it - that his childlike appearance likely is caused by what Kiara is attracted to.

Kinda impressive tho. She left Shirou mind broken harder than OG EMIYA (who went through lifetimes of killing as CG)

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User avatar level 3 RadiReturnsOnceAgain · 7 days ago · edited 7 days ago I was gonna say something similar - with EMIYA, part of the reason he held so much resentment is that he didn't break. He endured for an eternity, unable to let go of his ideals because he had nothing left. He hated his younger self so much because when Shirou defied him, he knew that Shirou would never break because he himself didn't.

But here's Kiara, who takes someone who could endure an eternity without breaking, and just shatters them and their ideals beyond recognition. It's nuts. www . reddit . com/r/grandorder/comments/15ezt7c/seraph_manga_has_confirmed_it/

I think FGO made people forget just how bad Kiara was. Between the funny horny memes with Anderson and how there may just be a sliver of FGO Kiara's original self left you might overlook how she still doesn't regret anything she did and is only behaving out of amusement.

When Kirei Kotomine calls someone a monster worth fearing, you know you are dealing with some vile shit.

7 days ago Kiara basically have Taiga joined her cult, Archer was sent to kill Kiara…Taiga protected Kiara with her life

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User avatar level 4 8dev8 · 7 days ago And then Kiara killed herself when mocking them to add insult to injury

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User avatar level 5 StrivingStar · 7 days ago Being Emiya is suffering

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User avatar level 4 chaoskingzero · 6 days ago · edited 6 days ago Taiga protected Kiara with her life

What's even worse is she was just one of MANY

He had to kill THOUSANDS of Cultists to get to Kiara

Innocent People she had twisted so thoroughly they were willing to do anything for her

I knew it I goddamn fucking knew it. Kiara took probably one of the most, if not the most, sacred people in Shirou's life away from him. Mind you in the UBW route during the Caster/Taiga hostage scenario Shirou was actually going to kill Rin if she did anything that could jeopardize Taiga, the word "kill" is blanked out because Shirou didn't want to acknowledge that was going through his mind. That's how much he loved her.

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User avatar level 2 AiasRider OP · 7 days ago

"Best Girl Since 2004" Taiga is Shirou's constant that keeps him from breaking. Don't forget how he didn't even think twice about killing Shinji in the Fate route in the school.

As we see in Chaldea, he has constant memory loss, no sense of taste, he can't even access his own reality marble properly because he's locked outside of his own self for eternity.

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edited 7 days ago He lost in the way that mattered most, which was their war of ideologies. He succeeded at the cost of everything. The fight mindbroke him and left his ideals and identity in tatters; she basically made it impossible for him to continue being himself.

As we see in Chaldea, he has constant memory loss, no sense of taste, he can't even access his own reality marble properly because he's locked outside of his own self for eternity.

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User avatar level 5 BeAsterios · 6 days ago I have to take a moment to appreciate the fact that Kiara literally trounced Shirou in the battle that most matters in most of Type-Moon stories. Or at least those written by Nasu.

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User avatar level 5 Hexbug9 · 7 days ago It's telling that the manifestation of an object feels a connection to him

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User avatar level 5 vernil · 7 days ago Won the battle, lost the war.

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User avatar level 4 x_q_tion · 7 days ago It wasn't about the result.

It's about sending a message.

The biggest, fattest, middle finger to a man who sacrificed everything for his belief.

We didn't see it but I know Kiara had the biggest sh*t-eating grin and was laughing like a maniac when she jumped off the building.

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User avatar level 5 Yatsu003 · 7 days ago Actually, her last words to him was that she loved him and wholeheartedly prayed for his salvation…which was basically her equivalent of a massive middle finger.

Ideals are a powerful aspect in the Nasuverse. While Emiya may have ‘won’ in the tactical sense (eliminate his objective), it’s clear he lost in a battle of ideals.

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User avatar level 4 archeisse · 7 days ago All beauty is to be cherished It still spat on his ideals and efforts. Sometimes it's not really a matter of objectively succeeding, but sunk cost fallacy.

[the-90s-music-colosseum]

I'd always known radiohead as the "creep guys" but I finally listened to some today thanks to this blog and I have to say, I was very pleasantly surprised. I listened to OK Computer (1997) and In Rainbows (2007) because I heard they were the best, and they were honestly some of the best albums I've heard. Not my usual pick (I mostly like grunge and metal) but I actually really liked them. I honestly expected them to be way more whiney and moany, but they really weren't. The best songs off those tho imo were Paranoid Android, Let Down, and Lucky (Ok Computer) and for In Rainbows it was Weird Fishes/ Arpeggi and Jigsaw Falling Into Place. I really don't get why people don't like these albums, because imo they were really good. Definitely worth all the praise they get. What other radiohead should I listen to if I liked those songs?

If you like that quiet-to-loud dynamic on Paranoid Android you'll probably like 2 + 2 = 5, from Hail to the Thief! And I'd also recommend The National Anthem from Kid A, even though it doesn't sound too similar to any of the songs you listed; it's got a huge bassline that I think would appeal to grunge and metal fans.

Honestly, though, I think listening through the albums front-to-end is the best way to go. Kid A and Hail to the Thief are my personal favorites (as a fellow grunge and metal enjoyer)!

[violetziegler]

Presenting my FFXIV OCs

Kiyomi Ziegler - Paladin/Scholar/Summoner

Personality: Clever, Smart, Cheerful, Organized, Arrogant. Likes: Reading, Writing, Playing Guitar, Tea Dislikes: Clumsyness, Annoying people. Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral (Neutral Evil when in Bloodlust) Relationship: Married

Kiyomi came from the Azim Steppes to Eorzea in search for becoming a better warrior back in her homeland Even though she is more "likely" to use physical weapons, she studies Magicks for being a good all-rounder or so she says, her wife said she's been fighting more and more using a grimoire.

Bonus: Alternate Universe Kiyomi

They are almost one in the same, but 200% more cute and 100% less gothic

Kimiko Ziegler - Viper

Personality: Confident, Protective, Likes: Sparring, Drawing, Listening music Dislikes: Parties, Injustice, Moral Alignment: Chaotic Neutral Relationship: Single

[WIP] Kiyomi's Sister.

Petra Windspeaker - Monk

Personality: Honest, Impulsive, Confident, Bold. Likes: Smoking, Cooking, Exercising Dislikes: Rainy days, Reading, Bad jokes (only she can make those) Moral Alignment: Neutral Evil Relationship: Single and not looking for any.

Nobody knows where Petra came from, as she never tells what was her tribe before becoming an adult. Her aggressiveness when answering also means she doesnt want to talk about it. Her very body its a weapon, have trained for years and its also a great teacher according to Kiyomi. she can be a bit relaxed with her words, hurting some feelings in the process, but if she likes you she means it.

Thaisie - Astrologian

Personality: Imposing, Smart, a bit Bossy Likes: Reading, Studying, Botany, Tea Dislikes: Being corrected, Lethargic people, Disorganization Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral Relationship: Single

WIP

Khloe Tomehrih - Ninja

Personality: Childish, Cheerful, Charismatic, Playful, Immature Likes: Pranks, Sleeping, Chocolate Dislikes: Cold baths, Waiting, Red dot lasers they always get away! Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good Relationship: Single

Kiyomi's wife lil sis, She's a bit silly and reminds Kiyomi of herself when younger, Khloe and Neko are from different races but got adopted at the same time, even tho they aren't blood related they are very connected

Hikari Ito - Dark Knight

Personality: Imposing, Egocentric, Charming, Vulgar Likes: Flirting, Drinking, Parties Dislikes: Loneliness, Reading, Sweet dishes Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good Relationship: Dating

Sashi Seastone - White Mage

Personality: Cheerful, Shy, Playful, Inoccent Likes: Swimming (duh), Singing, Telling stories Dislikes: Hot days, Violence, Shoes, Wearing pants. only uses when she needs to. Moral Alignment: Lawful Good Relationship: Single

Hailing from the Ruby Sea, Sashi its a different kind of Raen, she developed fish scales, reminiscent of a Koi fish always called out for being different, this made meet not a lot of people making her a bit shy around new faces. still super cheerful and always smiling she's always getting the bright side of everyone.

Lyla Lux - Dragoon

Personality: Cheerful, Playful, Sweet, Possessive, Crazy (Shark instincts) Likes: BBQs, Rainy days, Swimming (duh), Blood (she's a shark cmon)Dislikes: Roxy, Being left out, Reading, Wearing pants. yes the fishes all really hate it. Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral Relationship: Single

[WIP]

Roxy Zhao - Dancer

Personality: Possessive, Spoiled, Cheerful, Charismatic Likes: Swimming, Sunny days, Simple meals Dislikes: Lyla, Smoke, "Smart" people, Pants, Exercising (even tho she goes to the gym) Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good Relationship: Single

Alice Zhao - Alchemist

Personality: Bossy, Likes: WIP Dislikes: Pants Moral Alignment: WIP Relationship: Married

Vanity Zhao - Culinarian

Personality: Sweet, Likes: Exercising, Making her wife proud, Tight clothing, flexing Dislikes: Hot days, Moral Alignment: Neutral Good Relationship: Married

[lumenflowered]

Hello! You have had several interactions with my owner at this point. None of them have been positive, especially the most recent one. I am not here to apologise on her behalf, as it is not my place to, but I will inform you that she did intend to apologise for any offence caused, though was stymied for reasons that it is not my place to elaborate on.

For all the words I have spent on that topic, this ask is not overmuch about that.

I am an individual of some curiosity, and you are quite the interesting individual yourself. I do not intend to judge your choice of team members, to be clear, but I would like to ask if, overall, there was any particular rhyme or reason to your selection, or if it was a matter of whim. My owner, you see, selected all of her team members very meticulously, but I am led to understand that is not usually the case, and I would like to gather as much data on this matter as possible.

Furthermore, and I understand this is a much darker and sensitive questions, but as a digital being that does not dream, not even of Mareep, I find myself fascinated by dreams and nightmares; you seem to have clear idea of what prompts yours, so I would appreciate if you would explain how this came to be. Of course, you are allowed to refuse to answer this inquiry.

Ah! I appear to have rambled on and on somewhat. My apologies. Regardless of your response, I hope your day is pleasant and productive to the extent you desire.

...Hello. I suppose you must be a Ghost-type of some kind yourself?

or a porygon

I do not know what that is.

Regarding the selection of my team members... there are only two that I actively chose myself: Rakuyo and Evelyn. In the case of Rakuyo, I was offered a choice between three Pokémon, and Rakuyo caught my eye immediately. As for Evelyn, I had been... made aware of an alternate dimension where there were a truly staggering amount of types, and Horsea was a Gun-type Pokémon in that particular dimension.

If Evelyn had not been willing to come along, I would have simply continued to battle Horsea until I found one that was.

In every other case, I suppose that they chose me to an extent. Hunter spent quite a significant amount of time tracking me prior to any sort of formal encounter, hence the name. Molotov was extremely enthusiastic about a battle and, once we had prevailed, made it very clear that he did not wish to be left behind. Adeline, as is logged on this very account, briefly pilfered my Pokétch while I was otherwise occupied with a battle and then was surprised when I threw a Pokéball at her to get it back.

first human to actually notice me messing around with her things

shes weird. i like hanging out with her tho

...I will choose to take that as a compliment.

With regards to dreams and nightmares, mine are... complicated, yet not. I do not originate from this world. In the one I hail from, there was a god of the ocean that supposedly perished and washed up on the shore of a fishing village.

I and... some others... went there to investigate it.

Gods, evidently, do not die so easily after all. That corpse should have been left well alone.

For my role in what happened that day, I have had nightmares of the ocean ever since.

...With one exception. Strangely, the move Dream Eater does seem to mitigate them.

they taste kinda gross but i can help in a pinch :P

I hope your day, too, is pleasant and productive to the extent you desire.

[ekholocationn]

tell me about ur fish persona 5 oc

i'm still nailing some things down about her, but id love to give the basics!!! >:D gonna assume you know persona 5 and not explain world mechanics n such here

her name is Nina Tomoe, and she's an up-and-coming solo pop singer hailing from Tokyo. the design i posted earlier is her shadow, so surprise surprise, she has a palace! it formed from her distortion of viewing the stage as her own personal temple of sorts, where she's worshipped like a goddess by all who attend her concerts. went with a fish/aquatic theme for her as a nod to the whole siren song theme, luring people in with her music

as of right now with her distortion she's very very self-centered and egotistic, and suuuper controlling of the people who work with her on stage. she believes all the attention should be on her, and when she doesn't get that, she can be very prone to bouts of anger and is even rumored to have enacted physical violence on some producers or stage workers who just wouldnt do things the way she wanted :/ she believes the spotlight should always be on her all the time, that she deserves it

of course she wasnt always that way... once her heart is changed she still has a bit of that vanity and such but she's able to accept that she's not the center of the world. she does like to playfully tease her friends and such tho, especially her younger brother Ikuto (not biologically related, her family and his family knew each other since before ikuto was born and so she kinda adopted a big sis role). ive posted about ikuto a few times on this account, he's kind of a favorite oc of mine atm lol

hopefully none of the stuff i mentioned will be changing!! like i said shes still a bit of a wip. hope this wasnt too much anon haha but thank you very much for asking about one of my babies!! i love talking about my ocs >w<

[littleharpethcrossfit]

Thursday, 19 October, 2023.

It was another lovely Fall Afternoon at the Barn. Scattered clouds blowing past, sunny in between, about 65 degrees.

Warmup

3 Rounds

10 PVC Hang Squat Snatch

10 Second Pull-up Bar Hang

Not everyone did the warmup. Everyone needed it. Very few realize that our warmups are always specific to the movements that are coming.

Strength

Hang Power Snatch

3 / 3 / 3 / 3 / 3 / 3 / 3

Quality Before Increased Weight

Shane/Sam=145 Robert=125 Ed=115 Tim=110 Smoothie/Mitch=95 Rodney=75 Coach/Dana/Clare/Chase (?)=65 Elisa/Tom-55 Sue/Joe=45 Sandy=35 Shannon=25 Lew=10 Kayla=?? Faith/Gabby (The Kids)=late arriving And others.....

WOD

10 Minutes For Total Calories

Calories On Any ERG

10 Overhead Squats (95 / 75 / 55)

Overhead Squats Every 2 Minutes Starting at 0:00.

Calories:

Lew=137 Ed=124 Shane=123 Rodney=116 Robert=112 Tim/Chase=102 Sam="So Fresh & Clean" Mitch=95 Dana=92 Kayla=87 Clare=85 Smoothie=84 Joe=79 Sandy/Tom=75 Sue=74 Coach=69 Elisa/Shannon=67 Gabby/Faith (The Kids)=155/188 Several others didn't post

Note:

I'm sure we made a bad 1st impression on the new guy Mitch. He had some former experience in the pampered coaching care of "IRON TRIBE". And then his buddy Rodney drops him down in the chaos of a LHCF Overhead Barbell Evening with nearly 25 mostly ignorant athletes being overseen by one nearly octogenarian nearly alcoholic nearly brain-dead CrossFit Coach by paper certification only. The Old Coach anticipated the need for 2 heats (due to 13 ERGs and twice that many athletes) but disorganization resulted in 4 chaotic heats. Poor Mitch was blitzed by the disorganization and attributed this to his newness, and so left here thinking what a cool place we have here and can't wait to return. I gave him a pink LHCF T-shirt because it seemed that his manliness could handle it.

Alicia commented on the sparsity of snacks at the after-party, but I blamed that on the absence of Miss Linda who is usually a major contributor. Even tho' Robert didn't bring any food, he did give his best Matthew Chapter 14 Loaves and Fishes blessing which allowed everyone to be over-fed. And then he turned the water into good wine as at the wedding in Cana (John 2) and everyone got smashed. Some of our Old Testament scholars may not appreciate these miracles thinking they never even happened.

The wine and scanty snack party suddenly ended when the rumbling thunder which we had been ignoring erupted into a downpour that sounded like hail pounding on the Barn's tin roof. We all quickly cleaned up the party mess and headed for the cars. Someone assigned Miss Ruth Anne the duty of chaperoning me to the back door, and just as I thought she was going to lip-smack me goodbye, she turned her cheek and gave me a Sister-in-Christ cheek-smooch. YUK.

Did anyone besides Me and Bernard witness the Bear Hug contest between Alicia and Old Tom ? It was an extremely curious event, being face-to-face with a lot of heavy breathing and shaking and Old Tom's shorts riding up as Miss Alicia squeezed him off the ground. Bernard was totally tolerant, looking ecclesiastical in his Deans' white silk shirt and tailored trousers. The contest abruptly ended when a couple of Old Tom's stainless steel sternal wires broke.

I can visualize the Bear Hug becoming a standard and traditional contest between consenting adults of opposite genders (sic). The LHCF Barn may become world famous for this event with challengers coming from far and near. For the next few months I anticipate we will hold these contests only during the last 1/2 hour of the Thursday evening Gala. Perhaps Robert can have BSN donate "I Did The Bear Hug Games At Buck's Barn" T-shirts to participants, and Instagram Kayla will make us all famous influencers.

What happens around the Barn picnic table stays there. Mostly.

Saturday at 0730 and 0930. Mitch declared he will be there. I hope Clare makes it for number #3.

[narcosfandomdiscord]

so i have never seen FBI (glad to see Dick Wolf going strong with all these procedural shows tho even if none of them will unseat Homicide: Life on the Street in my heart) and you did such a great job of establishing the character dynamics and intros that i knew exactly what was going on, like humongous bravo bc this is very friendly to the "she doesn't even go here" readers like me

like you had me hooked right from this mic drop moment at the beginning: It was a burden until it wasn't. And she doesn't let herself be stapled down by society's way of shoehorning people into one path and one path only. Life had different colors, different seasons. Egypt brought a new season for her.

also not sure if Gemma's on the show or not but i'm liek gorl sksj he fleeing the country, you don't want to try and work it out with this man. let him go be hung up on someone else. there's other fish in the sea sksskss so shoutout to gemma, hail gemme, i hope she went out and found herself a new man/woman/person

feel free to tag us for subsequent chapters for this fic, so we can keep up bc I am exceeeeeeeeedingly intrigued as to how this becomes supernatural/mythological and given what i know of your other work

worldbuilding is one of your strengths soooooo best believe i want in on the ground floor!! oh also, we support any and all cheating just generally bc it's fanfic and who gives a fuck so by all means, skirt that line to your heart's content KEKW

𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐥𝐞

𝐅𝐨𝐫 @𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝'𝐬 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞: 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲 (𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐤, 𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞, 𝐚𝐳𝐭𝐞𝐜, 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐜, 𝐞𝐭𝐜. 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲, 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐭)

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬): 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧/𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟐.𝟐𝐤

𝐀/𝐍: 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟐 𝐨𝐟 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐦 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧 𝐅𝐁𝐈 𝐟𝐢𝐜! 𝐀𝐥𝐬𝐨… 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐙𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫!! 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 "𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲 (𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐤, 𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞, 𝐚𝐳𝐭𝐞𝐜, 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐜, 𝐞𝐭𝐜. 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲, 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐭)" 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲 𝐀𝐔 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐍𝐘𝐂 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬. 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥, 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐥. 𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲'𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝟏𝟎-𝟏𝟐 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲. 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞, 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐮𝐝𝐨𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐝!

With the sunset comes coolness after a blazing day. And still, Tiffany finds herself invigorated. Filled with so much passion that her happiness bursts at the seams of her. It's been so long and she can't remember the last time she's felt this heavy stream of inspiration flowing through her.

It might've been when she first joined the FBI. She had all these aspirations of hunting down the worst of the worst when it came to criminals. Giving victims' families peace and making the world a safer place. It was a service she felt like she was doing, but it was also something that gave her purpose. Filled her with meaning. Buzzed her with an energy that meant that life was worth living to its fullest. It was a burden until it wasn't.

And she doesn't let herself be stapled down by society's way of shoehorning people into one path and one path only. Life had different colors, different seasons.

Egypt brought a new season for her.

***

"I think we should stop seeing each other."

He's prepared for the shocked expression that paints Gemma's face. He still winces internally because he hates that he's now planted tears in her eyes.

"Y- you want to break up with me?" She stutters.

"It's not you-" he curses himself before he even registers how quickly her gaze turns from sadness to ire.

"It's not me? The old and tired 'it's not you, it's me' cop out? Really, OA?!"

"That did not come out right. I'm sorry," he says.

Gemma backs away from the hand he uses to reach out for her, "Then, what is this really?? I deserve, at least, an explanation."

He takes a deep breath and in that moment, her eyes veer from him and looks at what's behind him.

"Why do you have so much luggage out? You're going somewhere?"

"Can we sit? Please?"

Begrudgingly, she follows his lead and they're eye to eye, sitting across from each other in the penthouse they live in together.

"I'm going back to Egypt to spend some time with family. A lot has happened this year and I'm starting to feel… dillusioned. With life. With my job." The "with you" remains unsaid but they both hear it clearly in the echoes that linger between them. "I haven't been sleeping. I'm unfocused at work. I.. I don't feel like myself."

Gemma's eyes water again because she can't deny that she hasn't noticed.

"I had dinner over at my mom's last night and she just… knew. I try to be upbeat and leave all that stuff out of my mind when I'm there, especially when it's the only time I get to see my nieces and nephews, but she confronted me after everyone else left and… Well, I haven't cried that long and hard for a really long time."

His shoulders still feel worn down with the weight of his problems, but they feel lighter from yesterday. His umi had held him in her arms like he wasn't 6'5" and twice her size. When they finally parted from their embrace, OA felt like he could breathe again without the achiness.

"Mom's hugs have super powers," Zahra, one of his sisters, used to say when they were young.

OA continues, "We had a long talk about everything I've been feeling. How unhappy I feel, no matter how hard I try. She made a suggestion. Says I should consider taking some time off from work and visit my relatives in Egypt. To take a minute to enjoy life beyond the swiftness of NYC. I reminded her that I haven't been since-" He finds himself at a loss, just like last night, trying to remember his last time in the country where his ancestry lies. "It was definitely before I joined the FBI, possibly even before I did my stint with the DEA, so we're nearing the ten year mark for sure."

They both look at his luggage by the door. Gemma with frustration and OA with resoluteness.

"It sounded right in the moment. Doing anything else actually feels wrong in a way, I can't explain it. I don't know if I'm supposed to be searching for something or simply putting a pause on my life here. I've made up my mind, though. I put in for a temporary leave this morning so that I could have time to fill out the paperwork for an extended sabbatical. My flight's in three hours."

Everything's moving too fast for her and she seeks out for the stability he's always provided for her. She moves to sit on the coffee table and grasps his shoulder.

"OK, but that doesn't mean we have to break up. It's not like you're gonna be gone forever."

Her voice weakens towards the end of her statement and she wonders if it sounds as unsure as she heard it in her head.

"I don't know how long I'm gonna be gone. I don't even know if I'm gonna want to come back to the same life as before. My mind feels like it's floating and nothing feels certain anymore, Gem. And that’s not fair to you to have to wait by the sidelines until I figure all of that out."

She's crying in earnest now and OA can feel his own tears begging for release. He kisses her forehead as she curls into him, clutching onto his shirt.

"I'm so sorry."

***

"I humbly request forgiveness for underestimating how entertaining American card games can be."

Mikail Salahuddin has to slightly stand and raise his voice in order for Tiff to hear his goofy banter. There's too much joyful glee and good-natured ruckus on the restaurant's outdoor patio for moderately-leveled conversation to be heard.

"We humbly accept!" Clarke Dulles, who's sitting next to Tiffany, shouts back at him.

Dinner has long been over, but the drinks continued and somewhere, along the way, a deck of Uno cards hits the table. As the only two familiar with the game, Clarke and Tiffany take initiative in teaching the rest of the group how to play and chaos ensued from there.

"This game is lethal all on its own, I'd never think to incorporate alcohol into the mix," Tiffany says to Clarke as the first round ramps up.

"Yeah… I'd be worried about breaking up long-time friendships tonight if everyone here weren't practically strangers," Clarke jokes.

Maybe strangers wasn't the most accurate depiction, but everyone here was acquaintances at most.

A full-out cards tournament has found itself underway and as the rounds continue, the final round is between Clarke and Firdus, the youngest and meekest of the group, but apparently not someone to be messed with when it comes to color/number strategy and swift hand movements. She beat Tiff out in the last round, who's still salty about that damn "Draw 4+ card" that fucked up her chances of winning it all.

Firdus is fast but Clarke has experience on her side and she throws down the "Uno! Uno Out" combo in the fraction of a second.

Tiff and Clarke give each other two-handed high fives that forms into a hug with Clarke slightly lifting Tiff off the ground. They're both tall women yet their embrace is by no means clumsy.

The rest of their table also celebrates Clarke's win, complete with good-humored digs about her having the advantage. Somewhere amongst the mayhem, Tiffany hears her name being called. She looks away from her group, searching for the source. Almost immediately, she finds herself looking at a face she hasn't seen in well over a year.

"OA?"

He walks closer to her as Tiffany veers further from the group.

"What are you doing here?" She asks, astonished at being face to face with someone she'd never thought she'd see again.

OA's face mirrors the same. He chuckles, "I could ask you same thing. I thought you moved back to Georgia."

"Well, I did, kinda. I went back to school, and well…"

Another round of Uno had started at her table and loud cheers once again sprang from their eclectic party.

"You want to-?"

"Should we-?"

They intercept each other's questions and stop. Their laughter intermingles.

OA speaks again, "I have a table over in the corner."

***

Tiffany made eye contact with Clarke and mouthed a "be back later" before following OA to a cozier corner on the outdoor patio. They sit face to face at the small rounded dining table.

"This is a such a surprise," Tiff remarks. "I never thought I'd run into you, here of all places. Which I guess is kinda weird since you're Egyptian, but still."

OA chuckles, "No, it's fine. I didn't really expect to turn up here anytime soon either. I'm super curious about you ended up here, though."

"Yeah, like I said, I went back to school. I'm in a grad program studying archeology."

"Archeology.." He muses. "Wow."

This time, it's Tiffany who snickers. "A surprise, I know. I went through a phase of being obsessed with tombs and artifacts, as a kid. This is me fulfilling a childhood dream of mine, I guess. I go to UGA, but a spot opened up for a study abroad program last minute, and I applied."

She throws her hands up as if to "and here I am."

"Wow." OA says again, still stunned. "I mean, you look happy."

He also wants to add "beautiful" to the end of his assessment. She's always been attractive, but he watched how the toll of Trevor's death and the aftermath that followed stole some of her light. She had stopped cracking jokes in between their work assignments on those mundane desk days. She came in to work with bags under her eyes that even coffee couldn't lift. She always had an excuse to dip out of her social gatherings after work. The glow of who she was had lessened, and even though he was distraught when she announced that she was leaving the FBI and moving out of NYC, he had hoped that she would find it again. The spark of radiance that made people gravitate to her.

As OA pored over her, he knew that she found it again. That passion and aura that rubbed off on anyone in her closeness. She also seemed more at peace. Relaxed.

Her face dazzled with felicity. Her skin had a lustrous sheen that accentuated the soft features of her. Her slinky blouse and flowy pants gave off comfy and casual vibes and the incoming sunset behind her served as the perfect backdrop for the perfect picture of contentment.

"I am happy," she muses. Then her head tilts, almost like she's assessing him. If she can tell that he is by all means not content, she doesn't say anything. She merely asks, "So what brings you to Egypt? Visiting family?"

OA nods. "Yes, actually." He doesn't want to confide in his own problems, especially when she seems at such bliss, but she's always been disarming. "I needed to take some time away from work. Get away from all the noise and just… think."

Her eyes are sympathetic, like she has a glimpse into his suffering. He supposes she has considering her reasons for her own departure. Still, she doesn't push.

"How long are you here for?" She inquires.

OA shrugs, "Not really sure, yet. I landed yesterday. Not the best timing, though, because today's my aunt and uncle's anniversary. I'm staying with them, but I felt bad about encroaching so I've just been exploring the city all evening. Stumbled upon this place and had dinner inside."

Tiff looks back to her table. Clarke has her back turned while on the phone, while the rest are finishing yet another Uno game.

"Well, if you don't mind a bunch of rambunctious archeology and anthropology students, you're more than welcome to come join our table. I think we were about to order basbousa for dessert."

OA's eyes widen. "Wowww. You're in Egypt, for who knows how long, and you're laying claim to my favorite dessert."

Tiffany bursts out into laughter. "If it makes you feel any better, I will say that I have yet to eat any as good as that Egyptian restaurant you took me to in Queens."

"That's because they probably mass produce and freeze theirs at a busy restaurant like this. That place in Queens was a mom and pops. Sister Hamdi probably made it fresh every single day."

"Mmm, so what you're saying is I need to find someone who can make it on the spot." Tiffany jokes.

OA throws his hands up, "Come by my aunt's one day and I'm sure she'll be whipping it up in the kitchen by the time I open the front door."

They both laugh together and OA looks on at Tiffany with wonder.

What were the chances he would ever see her again after she left the city? And yet, here she is again. He knew that she had her own thing going on here. She was probably focused on her study abroad program and finding joy in a new field. Still, he didn't want this to be the last time they saw each other again. Just when he's about to suggest, seriously, that she come over for dinner one evening, one of her friends pops up.

Tiffany looks back and notices Clarke standing over her. She looks like she's just seen a ghost, her heart beating fast and her steps slightly off tilt.

Tiff immediately stands up to steady her. "Clarke, what is it?"

"Our professor.. She's dead."

𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐙𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐙𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐢𝐟𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞. 𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨 <𝟑

𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭.

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Eddie Munson hcs

Tags: Eddie Munson Headcanons, mostly fluff, Eddie lives!Au, some steddie hcs too while I'm at it, some inconsistency

A/n: some of these hcs are based off of my own experiences so enjoy that lol

Edit: here's some old hcs I have that I found lying deep in my drafts collecting dust lol

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One time in 9th grade screamed "hail Satan" during the pledge of allegiance

Has a childhood stuffed animal (probably a teddy bear) that he still has out of nostalgia and that he's too connected to it to let go of it

Had a pet fish when he was younger. when it died he cried and buried it in the backyard. You can still kinda see the watered down cardboard headstone behind the trailer

This man is gay and realized that probably around middle school

Literally cried when he found out bc he knew what would happen if anyone (especially his dad) found out

Uncle Wayne's the only one in Eddies family that's supportive

I personally hc that's why Eddie lives with Wayne bc his parents found out and kicked him out :(

When he's not playing dnd or hanging out with the rest of the group he kinda just tends to stay in his room and practice guitar. That or goes into the woods

Or selling drug's lol

Has an extreme fear of bugs. Literally screams if he sees a cockroach in the trailer as he violently stomps the shit out of it

But if he's with the kids or the queer quartet (especially with Steve) and there's a bug he'll just act all brave and heroic and kill it

"seriously Harrington, with that scream the neighbors gonna think There's a girl in here"

"yeah haha real funny Munson"

But internally he's just as freaked out

Eddie secretly kinda always wanted to have a younger sibling so he could teach them stuff he knew and get them into stuff he was interested in and that's why he absolutely loves his relationship with Dustin bc he's like the younger brother he's always wanted

was absolutely ecstatic when he meet will

Basically took the kid under his wing like he did with Lucas, Dustin, & mike (A/n: side note people need to bring up more about Lucas when talking about Eddie being mentor for Dustin & Mike cus he's also a part of hellfire club so goddamn I'm doing it)

He also encouraged will to wear his "will the wise" costume to at least one of the campaigns

Speaking of hellfire club-

There's this hc I saw on TikTok that I absolutely love that Eddie lost a bet to Lucas and had to wear a princess costume to a campaign

Makes me laugh every time I think about it

I just imagine Eddie with a deadpanned face as the rest of hellfire tried not to laugh Thier asses off

Also Erica decided that she actually liked going to the hellfire campaign and decided to go more often

Tho she won't officially call herself a member cus "hellfire clubs for a bunch of losers" lol

(this for the Eddie lives!au where Eddie just goes with Dustin instead of going and trying to fight the bats off. I'm still mad about that 😒) How Eddie met will was after the "earthquake" when the rest of the group are at Wheelers house and the California crusaders (argyles group lol) are back in Hawkins and there all hugging each other and just happy everyone's okay 👍

"but vamp Eddie is wanted by the police shouldn't he still be in hiding and not in the public eye" I THINK A MURDER SUSPECT IS THE LEAST OF HAWKINS WORRIES AFTER A EARTHQUAKE THAT DESTROYED THE TOWN JUST HAPPENED

Anyways Mike and Dustin introduce will to Eddie (someone pls write a fanfic of this PLEASE-)

Eddie sees alot of his younger self in Will

Like ALOT

Besides the fact They're both queer (will didn't say shit about that btw, Eddie just knew) they're both seen as freaks and have similar interests with dnd so when Eddie and will learned more about each other and realized they had more in common

Steve & Dustin 2.0

obviously Eddie doesn't just sweep Dustin under the rug now that wills there but c'mon he can have 2 younger brothers can't he?

And Steves his bf he's gotta take care of their kid together/hj

Speaking of steddie Steve & Eddie kinda give off divorced parents taking care of Thier kid together and Secretly still are in love with each other but doesn't say anything to the other ab it

Eddie's also the 2nd person for Will to come out to and Eddie immediately accepts him

"I mean byer c'mon it was a little obvious"

"huh?"

"you're kidding right? I see the way you look at Wheelers brother"

Of course Eddie doesn't tell anyone unless wills fine with him telling someone else

which let's be honest he probably doesn't want Eddie telling anyone else at least until he's absolutely sure how they feel about queer people. And even then will probably be a bit hesitant on telling the person WHO he likes (A/n: totally not projecting or anything)

After will comes out him Eddie decides to pull a switch a roo out of his ass and come out to will as well

"besides the fact that I also know how you feel, considering I swing that way too"

Will is absolutely shocked

Bamboozled even

Just :0

As if Eddie doesn't look like a walking Skittles ad

Tbh I might make a little fanfic of this scenario :)

Back to when Eddie gets introduced to everyone

Argyle thinks he absolutely fucking cool

"wow man that's a pretty sick jacket"

"you, like metal?"

"well Eden listens to metal so if she likes metal I say it's pretty cool 😎"

Eddie, argyle, & Johnathan are smoking buddies

+ Eden sometimes if argyle visits her

(I'm sorry but I love argyle x Eden sm. They're in a long distance relationship damn it)

If Edens with them Eddie talk ab different type of music they're into sense they have somewhat similar taste

I hc Eden prefers goth music (Siouxsie and the banshees, the cure, joy division, sisters of mercy, Bauhaus) but listens to metal as well so if she wants recs she'll ask Eddie

They all just hot box in argyles van

Anyways back to Eddie hcs

When he graduates (finally) he does exactly what he said he would do: flip principal Higgins off and run like hell out of there

Hellfire club + the rest of the queer quartet, and Wayne was there in crowd cheering him on

After the ceremony tho he was absolutely ecstatic

Wayne gave him the biggest hug out of all them

"I'm proud of you kid"

Nearly teared up when Wayne said that

Jonathan took a bunch of pictures

They had party at Wayne's trailer

Nothing too fancy but there was enough people to call it a party

He also has a pet rat named Ozzy

A/n: anyways these are all the hcs that I could pull out of my ass for now but I might update this post if there's more I can think of

[gaydiation-poisoning]

EVERYBODY SHUT UP AND LOOK AT MY OCTOLING

It's not often I have art, let alone a coloured reference of my characters to go along with my rambles, so I wanted to jump on this opportunity. Rambles inbound!

(I should preface this that there's a muCH larger time gap between Splatoon 2 and 3 for my writing so forgive me)

[WARNING: POST SLIGHTLY OUTDATED]

Meet Amp! Full name Amphitrite. (Don't call her by her full name tho she might bite you) a 14 year old short n feral Octoling girl with more tentacles than braincells who hails from Inkopolis, who after growing up watching Off The Hook and becoming a huge fan of Marina, developed a deep desire to be a DJ herself!

She's been on her own most of her life, after her mother never returned home from work one day. Ever since she was wandering by herself, eventually hearing of the construction of the great Hammerhead Bridge leading straight to the Splatlands, and the city of Chaos itself; Splatsville!

In this she saw a golden opportunity to make it big, and so, giving what little money she had to a kindly delivery man, hitched a ride across the bridge into the lands beyond. At first it was just a smooth ride of watching the clouds roll by from the back of the truck, enjoying the sunshine and chewing lazily on horseradish sprouts. (She likes the spicy) but when the deliveryman reached his destination on the other side of the bridge, she waves goodbye and strikes out on her own into the desert.

It's a very, very long trip on foot, and not a particularly pleasant one. Intense heat in the day, a deep chill at night, and blisters on her feet from all the walking. She stops briefly at a place where the road nears the sea, deciding to go sit by the shore and cool off with the breeze. While she's down there, something shiny rolling in the surf catches her eye, upon investigation she finds a baby Salmonid stuck in a jar. She breaks him out and discovers he's hardly moving. She offers him one of her only items of food, a wasabi chip from a half-eaten tube she'd packed for the journey. The smell quickly revived him and he quickly wolfed down the chip, followed by the rest of the tube. From then on he's stuck to her like glue, she names him Sammy, and the two continue their journey together.

It takes a long time but the two of them eventually reach Splatsville, Amp has not a cent to her name, but that doesn't matter! There's so many other people around! So many kids! Sure they're all wearing nice clothes so she sticks out like a sore thumb, and sure there's some old weirdo who keeps staring at her from near the sewer grates, but hey, isn't that life?

So she tries to get into Turf War to connect with other kids and get some moolah to start working towards her dream, but unfortunately she doesn't really...click with it. She's reckless and tends to be the sort to value Splats over Inking. She's that person who doesn't ink the base cus she's too excited to get going. So she doesn't get along well with her peers and tends to lose a lot of matches as a result.

She earns just enough to afford some instant noodles and crash on the couch in the Lobby, but not enough to really make any progress. But fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately) there's another good method of making money in Splatsville. She finds a flier blowing around in the square one morning, advertising that a place called Grizzco was hiring, looking for fiery people with a good shooting arm to come apply. Amp, being without any sort of supervision, decides this isn't shady in the slightest, and being overcome with the feeling she's seen that Logo somewhere before, decides to sign up immediately!

For a few months Salmon Run works out great! (for her at least) her ferocity in battle works out great against hordes of slavering fish. Unfortunately she is still her scatterbrained, hyperactive self with trouble keeping track of other people, which leads to putting her team, and mostly herself, in danger. This leads to, once again, her peers not particularly liking her. Particularly her shift leader, a fella named Mono who's worked at Grizzco since he was a young boy himself.

Over time this starts to wear her down, and one day after a shift she just drops herself down in the square to catch her breath. It's then she notices that weird old man is still watching her. What on earth could he want after all this time? He notices she's noticed him and ducks back down into the grate. Amp, still having no supervision and apparently never having heard of stranger danger, decides to finally see what this old kook could possibly want and follows him. When one shady-as-hell venture fails it's on to the next one!

And that's how she ends up getting wrapped up in the business of the (new) New Squidbeak Splatoon! She takes an immediate shine to Cuttlefish and agrees to help him investigate the Crater, which has been coated in this...really gross fuzzy ooze. From then on shit just spins wildly out of control. I won't go over everything right now, but I will say she gets wrapped up in something much bigger than herself. She will learn a bit more about her family history, and hopefully to think before she inks 👀

[Hey thank you for reading! That was a lot! The art in this post was done by my wonderfully talented friend @redginaldusrooiakker whom I love very much, thanks again for reading this far, and here's a bonus dialogue icon for Amp they also made. Peace ✌️💕]

[pack-the-pack]

Fuck it imma do it:

*This list does not include the shows I've dropped. Only the ones I finished and or am currently watching.

• Love by chance (Thai) Good!

• Until we meet again (Thai) 7/10 enjoyed the flashbacks a lot but the reincarnation couple was very boring.

• 2gether (Thai) 3/10 Didn't like it.

• We best love: No.1 for you (Taiwanese) 8/10 Very good, love me skme classic enemies-to friends-to lovers trope. Didn't like the beginning of the second season tho, so I didn't even bother watching it oop.

• Young Royals (Swedish) 3/10 meh. Technically not a Drama I know, but I'll just lump it together cause there's just 2 western "dramas" I've watched.

• Wish you (Korean) 2/10 Boring. So. Very. Boring.

• Semantic Error (Korean) 8/10. Just that fucking kiss. I cannot. No more dead fish kisses, may the Gods be hailed! Korea do better and make more like this one please.

• Bad Buddy (Thai) 10/10 GOAT. Perfection. Utter, flawless perfection, no need to say anything else.

• Enchanté (Thai) 2/10 Terrible easily the worse one so far.

• Sotus (Thai) okay 7/10, maybe 8. Liked it but the clichés kind of held it back for me. Tried reading the novel, but it was very bad and I couldn't actually read it. Still a classic tho.

• Sotus S (Thai) 8/10. Better than Sotus in my opinion, mostly because Arthit is very cute looking and behaving through most of it. Still lack of kissies in my humble opinion.

• I Told Sunset About You + Last Twilight in Phuket (Thai) 8/10, I liked Bas more than that bitch Tae. Sorry but this one is just kind of overrated for me y'all. I can honestly say that there's better in this list. Maybe not cinematographically speaking, because hands down this one is a masterpiece in that aspect. But man.... Do I fucking hate Tae 😂 Hence why I haven't watched I Promised You The Moon.

• Cherry Magic (Japanese) 9/10. would have been a 10 if it actually had a kiss. Just lots of fun. The acting is amazing for a Japanese drama (I said what I said). Adachi is just so funny to watch and he's just straight up adorable.

• Papa and Daddy - season 1 (Taiwanese) 5/10 it's okay-ish. Season 2's change of actor was a bit upsetting tho :(( I liked the original actor so much. I hope it was just a career choice and not because of something tragic tho...

• Old Fashioned Cupcake (Japanese) 8/10 really enjoyed it. Ending was so abrupt tho :(( wanted more of it.

• Kieta Hatsukoi (Japanese) 5/10 cute but could use some work. Honestly don't see that much chemestry in the main couple (I said what I sait pt.2).

• Mr. Unlucky has no choice but to kiss! (Japanese) 4/10 it starts great but it also ends abruptly and loses momentum. Wish there was more of it.

• Senpai, this can't be love (Japanese) 7/10 very cute, but there was a lack of romance and once again ended way too early.

• Cherry Blossoms after Winter (Korean) 7/10 really loved it and we all know it's more of a 6 than a 7, but my bias is strong for this one because it just caters to so many of my basic bitch cliché needs.

• Eien no Kino (Japanese - on going) So far I'd say it's a 6/10 though. I'm enjoying it, but not THAT much.

• Cherry Magic Movie (Japanese) 5/10 Dissapointing beyond words... That clownery of a "kiss" I... Just don't talk to me about this fucking movie.

• Heartstopper (English) 8/10. Very sweet, very cute, heartwarming, and Nick Nelson has my heart. Waiting at the edge of my sit for season 2.

• Choco Milk Shake (Korean) 7/10 the missed opportunity of that poly realtionship kills me every time.

• My School President (Thai) 9/10 so far. And honestly that may be a runner up to take Bad Buddy's spot as my favourite, it all depends on how it goes and how it ends because we're still on episode 11. But honestly so cute, so heartwarming and genuine. I love it beyond words.

• Moonlight Chicken (Thai) 8/10 I'm shook honestly. Didn't expect the stupid named one to be this good. Also didn't expect to like this main couple so much given I dropped ATOATS because I didn't like their chemestry on screen. Came for GeminiForth, stayed for the amazing directing and plot. Would recommend.

Should I post the list of BL dramas I've watched (with the score and brief one line reviews) and let people make me questions about it? A/B/O related or not? Cause honestly I just love these shoes so much, they make my day brighter and they make me forget about my problems a little every day, and I'd just like to talk to more people about it.

[goosedawn]

i've never listened to Friends At The Table (though it's on my list now, dnd campaigns podcast wooo!) what would the storyline of the crossover entail? with the HermitCraft characters i'm guessing it's chaotic and interesting 😊

:0!!!! :DDD!!!!!!! if u end up giving it a shot i hope u enjoy it! they dont actually play dnd, they play a bunch of other tabletop games which are all really neat also! (also if u need a suggestion for where to start if/when u get to it, feel free to drop me an ask)

the story follows the typical structure of "group is sent off to do tasks for money, and eventually realise something bigger is going on" so i am largely following the plot in that way, where groups of adventurers are sent out to investigate a series of towers that appear to have some connection to the gods of the world. ajhsjjejhfhjef most of my thoughts about the au are more character based,, so instead of a proper plot summary i can give details and thoughts on where some of the hermits fit into everything so far (while. trying to avoid the big twists revealed in the podcast ig,,?) i also ended up including some sleepybees (sbi + beeduo) in the au but im still not 100% sure on where they fit in (as in i have too many ideas djhdkndnj)

ANYWAY uhhhh some spoilers for the universe im basing this off of, under the cut cos it got long :'D

context/setting:

the specific arc/universe that this au is set in is the one from Seasons in Hieron (SiH) which is their fantasy season! (its. its long,, this arc spans i think. 3 seasons? plus a short interlude season)

the setting was previously a traditional fantasy world that had some sort of great catastrophe (the Erasure) happen, and the current world is after people have rebuilt a new society! its described as "post-fantasy, post-post-apocalyptic" its very fun and subversive and afhdjfbj the worldbuilding is just. real good :>

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characters:

im still figuring out where different hermits fit into the au but i am basically taking aspects of various characters from the podcast and splitting roles and traits to hermits, so its all mixed up! also,, there are just. so many hermits,, i have not found places for all of them (not even most of them i dont think) but here is what i have so far:

impulse and zedaph work in the New Archives (a series of huge warehouse-like archives run by the orcs of this world!) impulse is an orc, zed is not! impulse works to retrieve artifacts for the archive, and zed,, hes just kinda there. learning and experimenting with pattern magic (a type of magic done by arranging and rearranging things in specific configurations, often they are obscure and weird things like "27 brown birds in a tree, 5 table legs, 500 buttons, 16 steps to the east" etc.) when the story finds them they are studying a fallen tower in the center of the Mark of the Erasure (a location still showing the effect of the great cataclysm that befell the world)

tango vaguely takes the role of Ephraim, prince of something or rather,,, idk man hes cool and has fire powers, very anime. his powers were a gift from the gods, and he goes on to hv close relations w them! he meets up with impulse and zed later on and become fast friends obviously

joe is an expert in pattern magic, and is on the run from the archives after having stolen a pretty nondescript notebook. its a nice notebook! hes just a human guy. he writes and recites poetry in order to do pattern magic using the notebook!

cleo hails from the city of *Nacre*, where people get multiple chances at life. people from there can get killed but will exist on as zombies, then if they are killed again, they exist as ghosts, and then they pass away fully. she is an undead pirate captain that joe somehow manages to sway over to their side ahjbhfbjf,, she is hunting down the lost prince/king of Nacre.

wels is a pala-din (pal-ah-deen, rather than paladin), a sort of living marble statue that serves one of the gods in the pantheon.

scar is ofc, a wizard! it. it should be noted that wizards dont really exist in this world, people who perform and study magic are mages, not wizards,, "wizard" is kind of a weird term to use sjbdbjhfjjhb scar takes place of The Great Fantasmo in the podcast, and similarly has an invisible assistant! he doesnt seem to remember much of his past...

cubfan works in Velas, a fishing town where the story "begins" he does not enjoy talking to scar, and seems to be sad whenever hes around. perhaps scar reminds him of someone, or perhaps of better times...

tfc hes a priest aagsuijdjhkdgjdkihwhjvd i swear theres a reason for this later,, the role of the npc alyosha is somewhat split between tfc and cub!

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others i have thoughts on but im not settled on yet:

im debating having xisuma as part of the pantheon, but if not, he would be a druid so he can shapeshift into animals sjbakjnsnfjb he would take the general role of Fero in the story, but would also be kind of split with evil x, who captures... a certain stubbornness and deepset frustration Fero has in later times.

etho could take the place of Samol, the first god to exist. he is the embodiment of this world, and is kind of isolated and strange wbhshjhbdbhjdjbdkjn,, strange /pos. hes also. kind of dissapearing though... i wonder why :)

while theoratically i could have xisuma as samol cos. yknow. admin. i think the vibes and role just fit etho better

and... if i had etho as samol i think it could be fun to have doc and bdubs as other members of the pantheon, if u go with their dynamic from the start of s7 they even fit the divorced couple vibe two of the gods have /lh /hj (nho pantheon pog..? maybe. theres a total of 5 deities in the pantheon tho...)

im leaning toward either false + stress or maybe gem + pearl pairs for two of the goddesses in the pantheon, but thatd probably depend on if i can find a better place for them ;P

techno and phil take the role of red jack, and techno is a Huge Oni Dude >:] in canon red jack has a cool horse!!! it fits!! hes also. heavily implied to be kinda immortal?? anyway. im torn on this because techno and phil ALSO fit the roles of some of the player characters, with relation to the missing prince/king of Nacre but im still working things out,,

no matter whats up with them, ranboo takes the role of bluejay, redjacks son, meeting up with tubbo and tommy who take the place of benjamin, the son of one of the player characters. tubbo and tommy kind of. get sent to another dimension to keep them safe,,? and live in a lie for many years before they are brought back.

when i first thought about this au, i also thought about the whole. sending child off into fake dimension to live life, and of course. i thought about. grumbot ofc and originally planned to have mumbo or grian take the place of that player character abhdfvnbrvbn but it also implies one or both of them would be paladins (not pala-din! just the normal religious knight) AND have connections to tubbo and tommy which is. funny but ehhhh idk.

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and that. maybe probably somewhat incoherent train of thought is what i have for the au so far! its. still very much a work in progress so thank you if you stuck through all that!! ive still got a lot to think abt in the au,,,, lots to figure out ;P hopefully i can iron it out a bit more in the future, but its fun to think about for the time being

[cherryhanji]

when you love someone

drabble. day6 young k x reader

this is for the district nine writers' guild writers' room week#12! (confessions + featuring other group members)

genre: pure fluff, college au, best friend to lovers au, female reader

words: 2.4k

warning(s): foul language. (but not too much tho)

alexa's note:

my love for young k and the song when you love someone is overflowing i need to make this drabble. (It's rlly a good thing the guild made this idea for writer's room) If you haven't listen to this song or the band itself, pls give it a try! All their songs are great and relatable uwu

•••

"You busy again?" you tried to peek at what your friend's writing in his notebook where he writes most of his own lyrics, one that you're dying to read since last week.

"Yeah, I need to finish this soon, so go away." You pouted and glared at Younghyun while he turn his attention back to his notebook.

"Seriously, Younghyun, I know that it isn't even for a certain subject. Why you won't let me see it?" You whined and the pout never left your lips, hoping that Younghyun will give up and let you see what he's writing.

"Yeah I know, but-- Y-you don't need to read it" realizing that he really won't let you take a peek at what he's writing, you just let him much to your chagrin. After all, you never won against him.

"Right, I guess that one's really important, and confidential I think?" You said and grabbed your bag, fishing for your books instead to make yourself busy since your vacant time just started and you're not hungry (yet). But when you heard Younghyun called you after closing his notebook and fixed his bag, your stomach started to grumble.

"Let's eat? My treat." You can't help but to smile and nodded at him, fixing your bag. Of course, who wouldn't say no to food? Take note, you won't spend a dime.

___

You met Dowoon after you eat from the nearby diner. Telling each others' greetings. Dowoon was an Economics major, and he's part of Younghyun's self made band together with Sungjin, Jae and Wonpil.

"Hyung, is it done?" Dowoon asked Younghyun, while you just listened to them, not having any idea with their topic.

"Uh, oh y-yeah. Tomorrow?" Their ambiguity makes you so curious, but you were shy to ask since you were really not that close to Dowoon, so you excused yourself and waited for them to finish, grabbing your phone from your pocket to check the time.

You were a bit shock, well not really because of the time, it is because your birthday is almost next week, but truthfully speaking, it didn't excite you. You're used to being at home or just do normal things on your birthday. Your parents keep on telling you to celebrate but you just tell them you're too lazy to do so. In the end, they don't have any choice but to just visit or send you a birthday cake and greet you. You were fine with that, after all you were not a party person and you know how busy they are.

On the other hand, Younghyun just barges in to your apartment with pizzas, chicken and soda with him. A dinner with unhealthy foods and movie marathon is the best birthday celebrations for you, and also you get to spend your special day with him.

____

"Sorry, I can't walk you home. I have something to do. I'll make it up to you, hm? Really." You nod in response, while Younghyun patted your head. This is the fourth, since last week. You understand that he's busy these past few days, but you can't help but to get a bit peeved. You know you don't have the rights to because you are just his best friend for God's sake, he can do what he damn well please.

"Oh, o-okay. I'll wait for it. And- and don't worry, just take your time. You don't have to be sorry, though. See you then?" He just nod and bid your goodbyes before separating ways.

___

After taking a shower, you plopped yourself down on your bed, planning to scroll on your phone until sleepiness find its way to you. You don't have classes tomorrow, much better for a birthday rest.

You received a message from your mom, tapping the message icon to check it.

from: Mom

What are your plans tomorrow dear? Your turning 21 now.

to: Mom

what else mom? Of course laze around the whole day tomorrow. That's the best gift I'll ever receive from myself after the hell week mom.

from: Mom

Okay then. What else we can do? We know how hardheaded you are.

to: Mom

i luv u mum.

from: Mom

don't wait for me to throw a kiddie party just for you.

to: Mom

not funny mommy

from: Mom

whatever you say girl. just take your rest or do whatever you want. We'll just send a cake bcs we're gone tomorrow, for work. Love you hun. And we missed you. Happy birthday!

to: Mom

thank you mom, i miss and love u too!

After a conversation with your mom, you opened your Instagram just to see posts from everyone. Your hands never stop its duty to scroll.

After a long ass scroll, it stopped on a video posted by Wonpil. A video of Younghyun playing his guitar. You smiled while your eyes were shooting hearts as you watch him play his guitar and humming in to the music. He's so ethereal. No wonder why every girls from your major envied you. You're one hell of a lucky girl, being best friends with someone like Younghyun, the sweet, talented Younghyun. And that is the problem. Being best friends. You never want to be just best friends with him. You like him for so long. But can you blame yourself for thinking that he might not feel the same way? And you can't stomach yourself being rejected. You hate rejections, how immature of you. But isn't it too much if you'll get rejected again? You got rejected so many times already when you confessed. Maybe it's enough. No confessions, no rejections. No harsh feelings, I guess.

___

You were not expecting. You really aren't. But Younghyun should be here at this time now, right? You groaned in exasperation. You really hate yourself with passion. It isn't his duty to go here and bring foods for you, stupid. You keep on convincing yourself that he is busy. But greeting you a Happy Birthday won't eat all of his time, right?

Woah, you are indeed a hopeless case now.

It's almost 7 in the evening, and you were just lazily sitting on your couch, your eyes glued on the television, but you weren't focused on what you were watching. You don't even have an idea on what's the title of the movie. You jumped when you heard your phone ring, your mind automatically registering Younghyun's name. You smiled like an idiot as you tapped the icon open. But your smile disappeared as soon as you read the message.

from: Younghyun

Where are you?

Not even a happy birthday? Wow, what an amazing friend.

to: Younghyun

apartment. why?

from: Younghyun

Can you come over? I'll send you the address.

You don't even get the chance to ask him why when you received the address. It seems so urgent, but what does it have to do with you? You checked the address and it isn't somewhere near his apartment. You just shrugged and decided to change your clothes to a decent shirt and pants, with your shabby pair of sneakers. You really need to buy new ones now.

You hailed for a cab and gave the driver the address. A half an hour of travel and you finally arrived at the place. At first, you hesitated because the driver stopped at a fine looking diner, where your attire seems off from everyone who walks inside. But the driver says that the location was right. So you apologized and gave your payment, thanking the driver before hopping out of the car. Why will Younghyun gave you this address? You grabbed your phone from your pouch and typed a message for him.

to: Younghyun

Why did you gave me this address?

You tapped your feet against the floor while waiting for him to reply. You immediately opened the message as soon as you felt the buzz.

from: Younghyun

go inside. and by the entrance, you'll see a hallway leading to the garden. go there.

to: Younghyun

Seriously Younghyun?? I'll go inside looking like a shit? bet they won't let me in!

from: Younghyun

Just go inside. They don't really give a damn.

You just groaned and put your phone inside. You faced the mirror from the diner and fixed your hair and everything to make yourself at least presentable. You just wish that they won't look at your shoes. Your oh so good looking shoes. God damn it.

"Good evening Ma'am. Welcome to Haven Diner. A seat for two, Ma'am?" A sheepish smiled crept up on your face as the lady attendant asked you.

"Uhm... Actually I have a friend here. And he said that I need to go to that hallway heading to the garden." The lady gasped and nodded enthusiastically.

"Oh, yes, yes. Please take that way, Ma'am. It'll lead you to the diner's garden." You mouthed thanks to her before heading to the said hallway. You don't know why you feel iffy about this situation. But you decided to brush it off since you don't want to have false hopes. Maybe his band have a gig and unfortunately he called you for some errands.

And you weren't wrong. The instruments are there. But what's confusing is no other people from the five boys. You turn your head to Younghyun, together with his bandmates.

"What-"

Younghyun smiled at you, and he seems so edgy.

"Just, just stay there and watch. Okay?" You just nodded slowly, the situation is still not sinking in to you. Dowoon started by beating the drums, before Jae started to sing.

It was a really hard day today

My heart aches for you

The only thing I can do for you

Is to be next to you, I’m sorry

While Jae was singing, your eyes never left Younghyun. He looks so nervous a while ago, but it seems like it all went away when he started playing his guitar. You feel like he took your breath away especially when he started singing.

You’re so pretty when you smile

So every time you lose that smile

Even if I have to give my all

I want to give it back to you

It's like he's talking to you, his eyes were sparkling as he sings, your heart never stay calmed when he looks directly at you.

I want to cry for you

I want to hurt instead of you

I don’t want any scars in your heart

Ever again

When you love someone

So much that it overflows

It’s so amazing

Because this is how it is

Younghyun sang once again, and this time, he is smiling, and your lips instantly form into a smile, too.

This is a song for you

I'm singing for you

I'll give you my everything

You clapped after their song ended, your face will almost rip at how wide your smile was. And the beatings of your heart is still not in normal state. Can you? After Younghyun sang for you? It's not that you never saw him sing with his band, but this one feels utterly different from all his gigs that you attended. It's like this one is especially for you. For you only.

"What was that for?" You can't think of anything to say when Younghyun went near you, so you asked the first thing that came to your mind. Your heart skipped a beat when he hold your hand. His hand was so cold, telling how nervous he is.

"happy birthday, Y/N. and--" he stopped mid-sentence when you hugged him.

"You're so annoying! You- you don't have to do that, you know. But really, thank you. That was so beautiful. I really liked it." You said, and squeezed him more you can already feel how his heart beat so fast.

"I-I'm glad you liked it. But I still have something to tell you." You hummed and pull away from the hug, he sighed as you cock your head, encouraging him to continue.

"I... I like you Y/N." Your eyes flutter as you register what he said. It feels like you're in a dream. This feels so surreal.

"A-are you serious?" You know how much he hates lying. But you just can't believe that this thing was happening. You don't think you deserve any of this.

"Yeah. I won't lie about it Y/N. You know how I hate lying to people. And I don't want to hurt you. I just want to see you smile. I just want to see you happy. Just like the message of the song. The song's for you. That's my gift." You pouted as you try to stop your tears from falling , but it is to no help because it automatically fell. You can hear the sincerity in his voice. Telling that he isn't really joking around. Younghyun just smiled and hugged you once again, rocking your body side by side.

"I hate you" you mumbled while smacking his arms lightly making him chuckle.

"Why tho?"

"Because I like you too, you silly." You told him making him gasp in shock.

"Did you just confessed to me?" He said making you frown. Now he's joking around.

"You confessed first." You remarked and rolled your eyes. Wiping the tear stains away from your face.

"So what are we now?" You asked even if you already know the answer. You just want him to hear from him.

"We're dating. I can see you want to hear it from me." He said and pinched your cheeks. But the grumble from your stomach made Younghyun bursts into laughter. That's surely a mood killer.

"Come on, you need to eat. The celebrant needs to eat." Younghyun said and grabbed your hand, pulling you to sit on the chair. Your eyes wander around to see if the boys are still there.

"But where are the others? I thought they're going to join us?" You said as you wait for the waiter to come.

"They're already stuffing their mouths with tons of food. Don't mind them. This is our time, okay?" He said and winked making your heart jump out.

"Whatever you say, Kang Younghyun."

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And Here a Little More of Chaos Realm

Little More data on the Chaos, is you need to think Like a mad Man ( or Woman )

  if you see a dark room run into it you might run into a Brand new world RIGHT Before it Get's Destroy'd and then you fall into who know's, Where ! You Might Run over at Water and you can only go a Few Inch's in Deep of the water and yet there are fishing Swimming in it and there going to kill you and

( Some of the Fish are Giant with Teeth ) 

 other time's the Great Chaos WILL NOT Want to Kill you and Will try to Go Random Goofy, Comedy Shit and then . . . Go Back to utter Random Ultra Intensity of the Surge in the Chaos, it Alwasy rule's you are A Bag in a Tornado ! . . . You Have no Power and even if you Where, Omniscient, you'll Still be a Total and Absolute Retard Compared to the Chaos !

  For you Know Nothing Compared to the CHaos. n if you Can Leave the ChaOs if your Lucky, you will be the Most High and a Supreme Being.

  But, Ptah is Pretty Old and Beyond ! To get at it's level you'd Frist of Need to be Kin to Him aka of the race .... And you can only get that By first Going to Him after you Die, And then Asking Him if you Can Become a deity, Most will get Turned away but a Extremely Rare few Will Get to Join the family.

  And How Holy, Lucky and Blessed you are .... 🙂 and then i Say go to the Great Chaos and do your Dam Best, to Stay Sane .... before you Are a Utter Joke to the Chaos and all of the Life it Create's it Want's to keep alive YET DESTROY ! you are Nothing More then a Product of Chaos ..... You Come from Something that left it and you May Return.

The Great Chaos is a Such a Horror to deity's Becuz it is .... After All a Place where Reality is Broken the Chaos will toy with you Smack you around and Overpoweringly Kill you and Bring you back to Life IF IT WANT'S ! that's CHAos Wild, random, Mixed up, Over Powering, Lawless and net Has Law's ... that Might work or Might Get Destroy'd

  ChAoS is Beautiful and then it can Turn into the Most Horrid of Horror's ! you can Go on forever into the Endless ! Randomness of it all you can see so Many Strange thing's that no Movie or Video game could ever Cover ! No Way to Re-Create it in Art ! That's the Great Chaos And God Created a Realm That Need's to be Called The Great Order .... Even tho there is still a fuck ton of Chaos in Nature, everything is n His Creation is Solid

  Law's Cannot be Broken, Rule's are Rule's a tree today is a tree All Night Long and a tree tomorrow Lighting Won't Hit the Ground and then Bounce around a room and Shock no one or freeze them or Set them on fire or get them Wet EVEN THO IT IS LIGHTNING ! in God's Creation, Lightning will kill you in less you got a body for it ..... or a Spirit aka In Less you are a Spirit of the Air ......  Like Me .... I'm a Sylph, And i Dam Proud of it 😀😁🙂 All hail the Air !

BUT A ENOUGH OF THAT ! i Made thsi Post to Give you more data on the CHaos ! you need to Understand Chaos, Will Make you Stronger, chaos will Mutate you and Make you More Powerful and Chaos will kill you With a Mutation Chaos will Sick a Giant Lion on you with a Goat on it's back, and a Snack for a tail, and then a Some Other Beast will Kill it in Mid Air before it can Get to you Chaos is a Place where thing's are Alwasy Changing Chaos is a Place where the Insanity and the Party Never End's ! Chaos is a Place where the Light Might not Shine and the darkness Might Not Be Black 

i’ll Need to Cut this Post short ! 

But, i’ll Give u One More Example, 

You Can, If you Got a Lightbulb you Can Smash the Light bulb but it will already Be Glowing And there need’s to be Be no Lighting in a Wire to Make it Glow ! AND THE DAM LIGHT STILL WON’T GO OUT ! 

The Glass will Glow, And in the Center where the Light Was, the Light is the Light dose not Need the Blub to GLOW ! 

. . . 

And the Light that Glow’s will be a Creature, A New form of Life ! 

And it Might Give off Lightning ! or Burn or Blind you ..... Above al it Just Wanted to Use the Bulb as a way to Hide, at the same time the Chaos Knew what the tool a Light Bulb Was for ! 

Chaos Embrace’s you as you Embrace it ! 

Chaos Love’s You ..... When your In the realm, Now Die/Live/Die/Live/Die/Live ! 

Death Dose not Work the Same Way, in the Chaos and yet it 100% Dose  . . . 

( And As Alwasy, This is NOT a Work of Fiction )