#alien stage tillivan

[praxieserver]

hi alien stagers..... can i offer up some copium in these trying times

decided to mix tillivan hs au with their sunbae-hoobae dynamic from actor au

[nutler--kleinja]

ivan would definitely be the type to ask to do the most diabolical things with till and then say “no homo though🤓☝️”

[neigerougefransss]

loving an idol doesn't mean i can't love you — chapter 1 : unrequited love

(AO3 link below / I'm lazy to copy paste the entire chapter here but if anyone wants it on Tumblr instead of AO3, I will post it)

Fandom : Alien Stage (Web Series)

Relationship : Ivan (Alien Stage)/Till (Alien Stage)

Tags : Minor Mizi/Sua (Alien Stage); College AU; Roommates AU; Modern Au; Angst & Fluff; Domestic Fluff; ect...

Summary:

It was well known that Ivan had a crush on his long-time best friend except for the concerned one, Till.

But it was also well known that Till had only his idol, Mizi, in his life. Ivan knew damn well it was never possible between his beloved and him, Till's love for Mizi was so strong that it made his heart hurts by how pure and intense this affection was. Ivan could never been the savior of Till's sorrow, it was Mizi, but Till was the only one who ever made Ivan felt like this since they meet in highschool. He knew it wasn't possible, his love was unrequited from the start.

Until Till actually met Mizi, who happened to be Ivan's older sister - Sua - secret's girlfriend. Maybe loving an idol wasn't the kind of love Ivan was craving from Till... And maybe, his feelings weren't that unrequited.

[mocabre]

You, Who Sat Next to Me

First chapter is live !!

This ended up too long if I wanna draw the whole story out one day I might need to postpone it to a further date it's been cooking in my drafts for so long I need to let all the brainrot out !!!

Tillivan school au ideas

[passwordb3am]

Till visibly softened when Ivan nuzzled him. I am losing my mind

[sp1ritb0x]

actor au ivantill except they love each other and till loves ivantill more bc i said so

[sorrowcure]

Original

I'm gonna stand over Ivan and say "cheer up" until he wakes up from his post-Round 6 nap.

+ Also I'm trying to add more fonts to my typesets so hopefully it still looks nice lmao.

[ingridgh0st]

We know that Ivan's THE yearner that has always his eyes on Till and is convinced that he doesn't care about him

But every time that Till has his eyes on him without being provoked first Ivan has always his eyes closed

[kellelkallel]

canon ivantill hurts more than unrequited ivantill i'm ngl

translated from Vivinos' patreon by... not me

[dahfloofysmol]

ITS TILL AND IVAN AAAAA

[renyaia]

till the end

[praxieserver]

more sunbae-hoobae hs au tillivan

[nutler--kleinja]

My depiction of the title “CURE” for alnst round 6.

the meaning of this “Cure”, isn’t really a cure. It’s not a direct one, but in actuality, it’s a very twisted cure; a way of realising everything wrong.

The “Cure” for ivan, was finally clearly expressing his feelings for till. Letting go of all his worries for the one he loves, and that way, he’s “cured” through death. he sacrificed himself for till, and he finally got to do something for him, and let him live as he wants.

That way, he could finally find the “cure” of his “sickness”, being his unrequited emotions for till. That way, his quote “shallow emotions” could be let go.

As for till, his cure, was letting go of Mizi and realising what ivan did for him.

it is quite obvious how much he likes mizi, though for him, it’s a less “deep” type of love, like Ivan’s. it’s more a “she’s so sweet, I want her”, type of love; or maybe, the thing he could be in love with was the concept of being loved. i want likes so ill be writing more about this is another post lmao ill send the tumblr link in the comments

By finally understanding that Ivan had liked him, he could finally realise the true extent of their relationship; even if you can’t tell clearly, it seems obvious to an extent that he’s very close to ivan, with this drawing from vivinos being the outright proof if it.

Many a time, there is something where people are in denial of their feelings, or don’t even realise their presence i can relate she was so nice and sweet too i miss her and that could be the case with till.

his “illness” was never understanding how much he really loved ivan, because Ivan’s form of expressing his emotions was through physical violence(beating him up), being obsessive, or just weird in general. So, it would be natural that because of this, till consciously tries to make an effort to dislike ivan can relate again

There’s a common trend in eyes with alnst.

Mizi and Sua in round one, who were singing for the sake of living with one another, had a passionate and innocent look in their eyes, almost glowing. You can see the light in their eyes.

Till in round 2 had a crazed but, yet again, passionate look in his eyes, showing how he was singing for his obsession or infatuation with mizi.

ivan in round 3 had a calculative yet as i said before, passionate look in his eyes, because of his love for till, while having to appease the audience he was performing for.

however, Luka in round 5 had a dead look in his eyes, to show how he didn’t have anyone to sing for.

Mizi’s eyes in round 5 had a glow, but the look in her eyes was dreamy and dazed, showing how she was still thinking about sua’s death.

Hyuna’s eyes in all-in didn’t have the usual glow to it, yet it was still lifelike in a way, showing how she was singing for herself and herself only.

Ivan’s eyes in round 6 were yet again, calculative, much more dead this time, but there was still a hint of light in it, showing how he was singing this last song for till’s sake, for him to win.

On the other hand, till’s eyes in round 6 were dead and misty, showing his suffering after mizi’s death, without any will left.

yet, after ivan’s death, till’s eyes had a distresssed look to them, yet at the same time, he had a glow of how he looked in round 2, when he was fighting for mizi.

His “cure” was realising everything about ivan, and hopefully in round 7, trying his best for him, so he himself could live on for the sake if ivan.

It’s less of an actual direct positive meaning of cure, but more of a roundabout way of passing the message; of a realisation of their own emotions, and finally letting go.

[sintinn]

—that's exactly what I love about you

[mocabre]

Operation Saving Till : FAILED

[freakgala]

if that's how it is, i want you by my side even if you're fake.