#alhad si simran

[om-is-ok]

Oh dear diary I met a girl, she made my dull heart light up with joy...

No amount of time with her is ever enough, she brings me the peace I craved before...

Moments with her are never dull, yeah she is the moon to my little world,

She's my precious and I want to hide her from the world.

Her existence is blessing to me, I healed from my past just because of her...

She's someone who pushes me forward, so I can't imagine my life without her.

Oh dear diary I met a girl....

She's my love, my muse and my girl.

[anarkali-disco-chali]

others crush 🖕

MY CRUSH😘😘😘😘🎀

@alhad-si-simran

[whatsleftofdishaa]

I feel like our Tumblr blogs are our souls and the themes are like dresses (to themes humari already sundar souls yani blogs ko aur pretty bnadete hai). And is hisab se I think best dressed blog na @alhad-si-simran ka hai. Like kya hi themes bnati hai ye 🥹🤌🏻🌻.

[stainedpoetry]

Okay so this was just a random epiphany that came to my mind while I was watching to all the boys (3rd part not that anyone cares but I will mention). And you guys, I just realised that @alhad-si-simran and @om-is-ok are just Lara Jean and Peter. They are desi versions of L.J and P.K. And this is so cute, the resemblance between you both and them. And I'm so glad that I get to be some side character in your cute love story guys.

[intellectual6666]

@alhad-si-simran I wanted to ask you as I am new here...should I post a description about me here and pin it ? I am confused...

[kaleb-is-definitely-sane]

Me: I feel lonely. I don't like feeling lonely.

Also me: Let's go see if Simran's posted anything new 😊

[natkhat-sa-shyam]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To my desiblr family

@biharanbitch @aahanna @moonhymnss @aapki-shayara @hi-avathisside @pyaari-aurat @wizardcherryblossom @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @shadowseductress @talesinmyhead040122 @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @happyliving-blog @khudkifavourite @unhingedperson @alhad-si-simran @magic-shopp @hehehuhuhihi @nipsyyy @journalsofanaesthete @mishrisugar @anarkali-disco-chali @intellectual6666 @dillegaikudigujaratni @humapkehaikaun @kanha-sakhi @bluesuitcrusade @manincaffeine @vibewithhana @udankhatolaa @iluv4my @iluvthesky @saturnspeaksss @bandi-siddhi-sadi-si @vomentallyunstableladka @thatbrownchic @i-am-just-a-girli @whatsleftofdishaa @oldersiblingcurse @premika-hu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @kyayarpriyanka @yourmomsahira @idk-anything-tbh @g0j0s @taurusmoon2008 @sweaters-n-socks @aurkitnarulaoge @linesandlattes @nainasfuneral

aur baki sare mutuals kyunki isse zyada mein tag nahi kar sakta. But you all are in my heart. Love you all and sending you hugs

अब सब आए है तो चाय पी कर ही जाना ♡

[mi-stress-of-chaos]

Soo I wanted to put this in someone's ask but couldn't decide whom to send it.

Final decision: All of ya

@desigurlie @randomx123 @h0bg0blin-meat @tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora @zeherili-ankhein

@prettykittytanjiro @shinchansbitch @the-hangry-otter @official-thane @lyrebirb @wulfricnavy

@alhad-si-simran @idk-here-for-the-escapisim @shanti-ashant-hai @questionableresponses @hi-avathisside

@dam-bluecookies @im-on-crack-send-help @humtoaesihihai

[shadowseductress]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To all my mutuals <3

@pralayy @thatstolenpayal @aayien-baigan @laacfaze @journalsofanaesthete @intellectual6666 @manincaffeine @alhad-si-simran @talesinmyhead040122 @guywholovestowrite @mmwiddc @ihateyouvishal @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @nirmoh @shyam-kariya @sufiiiiiiii @mad-who-ra @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @thecaffeinatedresearcher @the-monologues @thesolitarysoul @theparadoxart @chandnihumai @aahanna @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @budugu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @desii-tumbllr-dot-com @18shadesofmay @raviqw1290 @wohjosubahjaldiuthtahai @numpypandas @yahvii @moonhymnss @flageblcili @kanha-sakhi @mishrisugar @oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da @magic-coffee @seedhe-pahad-se @kyayarpriyanka @happilynervouswerewolfsworld @touch-mee-nott @hectorfrombritain @chaandkideewani @re-is-back-in-black @biharanbitch @kabsuriii

[om-is-ok]

Yunhi pyari nhi lagti hai

Uska yun gazhlo se ishq karna, uska yun geeto me khoye rehna...

Uski baton me kitabon ka zikra, uska wo khil-khila kar hasna...

Khushiyon se rishte rakhti hai

Ladki wo alhad si... Yunhi pyari nhi lagti hai

"Ummeed par duniya kayam hai" wali soch uski, har kisi ko dilase me uska wo "sab thik ho jayega" kehna...

Na shauk mehngi chijo ka, na ghamand ratti bhar ka, sabse ghulmeel kar pyar se rehna...

Magar bina शींघार ke bhi sundar hi lagti hai,

Ladki wo alhad si... Yunhi pyari nhi lagti hai...

Om.

[anarkali-disco-chali]

@alhad-si-simran

I love you so much but

when I saw your blog for the first time I thought you might be mean or a little cringe

but then you replied to one of my blog motivating and sending me a lots of love💗

I felt soo good. I was like oh no she's soo wonderful like YK a fairy? Disney princess? may be a princess who rule her kingdom on her own and people of her kingdom are always happy..!!

I to be honest love you so much. Remember you always have me by your side,like every fucking single time💗💗💗

[whatsleftofdishaa]

Chlo ek appreciation post for @appki-adrak-wali-chai and @alhad-si-simran

I don't generally have friends and female friends, besties type ki I never had those as well. But tumblr pe now I have these two pyaari sakhis who are the best. Motivation se leke reality check sab deti hai ye dono 🥹.

Aur ek chiz ki humara sabse ek jaisa rishta nhi hota jo ki sach hai kisi se khushi ka, kisi se dukh ka to kisi se dil ka hota hai. Or dil ka rishta sabse khas hota hai usme you don't expect anything in return, you are just there for them when they need you and you automatically become happy when you see them happy. Ye dono vahi log hai jinke posts dekhke, jinki baatein sunke, jinhe khush dekhke automatically happy happy feel hone lag jata hai ✨. Vese to you both are queens validation ki zarurat nhi hai but still deri hoon. Tum dono 🫵🏻 best ho!!!

[stainedpoetry]

I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you 😔💔

It wasn't my intention to leave you out of this but as you are struggling with your mental health and only come active to post something, I decided to give you time. And I just started this right now it's nothing that's why I can't add too many people in this but as it will grow, when this nothing will become something I will give you, all of you guys who are close to my heart a chance to show your potential in this. I chose momo because of her humor and active friendly behavior. She was the best candidate for this at the moment.

So don't be mad please I love you guys a lot and equally❤️🙇🏽‍♀️

It was a surprise for a reason🥺💕

Arey I know how much you care and think about everyone including me my soulsister. And currently main sirf mental health ke saath nhi har chiz ke saath struggle krri hoon 🥲. But mujhe btadete I'm an amazing hype man I mean hype girl. Hype bnadeti thodi 🥹. But itna bura nhi lga bhaiiii that you need to apologize 🫂. Concept bhut acha nikala hai or blogs bhut pyare bnaye plus themes ke liye to 100 m se 100 number. Mera on and off chlta rahega abhi ke liye completely off ni jari but completely on bhi nhi rhungi. But still I will try to stay updated with all the gapshap you guys are about to provide whole desiblr.

[tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora]

I think we all can collectively agree that this is what

The cursedblr gang™️

looks like rn.

@bilkul-lazeez-hu @zeherili-ankhein @the-hangry-otter @randomx123 @shinchansbitch @prettykittytanjiro @idk-here-for-the-escapisim @dam-bluecookies @wulfricnavy @welshite @h0bg0blin-meat @sumiyxx @alhad-si-simran @desigurlie @hi-avathisside @shanti-ashant-hai @official-thane @lyrebirb @questionableresponses and @ everyone else lmao

[ramayantika]

The dance of the devi

Flowers for the goddess 

in my alta-dyed hands,

I offer them at the lotus feet

of the Mother of the Universe.

***

Gentle blues of the skies move out 

And Surya slowly rises from slumber

in its captivating regal glory,

its golden rays adorning

the Devi’s forehead.

***

I behold the golden complexioned goddess

set in stone with a benevolent smile.

My anklets lay at her feet

with turmeric and vermillion coating

some of those melodious bells.

***

A sweet summer breeze blows by.

A bell jingles and a lotus from her garland

falls to the brown earth at my dust laden feet.

A jingle of bangles and anklets,

A low hum of a mysterious yet beautiful tune,

And a voice sings,

A voice that I can recognize anywhere –

The Devi has risen!

***

Draped in silks and gold,

fragrant garlands around her limbs,

She steps outside to my courtyard,

A very humble stage for the one

who is the abode of this entire Universe.

The sun makes her ornaments gleam, 

yet her moon-like face is the brightest.

My anklets are around her feet

But what truly do I own 

in this illusionary world?

What I receive –

Beauty, intelligence, riches and power,

All comes from her.

***

And by the bright yellows of dawn

I see her dance in my courtyard.

Wherever her feet travel, little blooms arise

and where her hands softly touch,

Golden dust flies.

She twirls round and round

And I see the might cosmic Gods

Swirling around her magnificence.

Her veil, the illusionary veil,

which she playfully casts 

around this world

escapes the clutches 

of her beautiful braided hair.

And now I see. Clearly.

***

She leaps into the air,

Resembling a warrior

and a warrior she is,

for she is the Devi,

The ferocious Bhairavi,

The invincible Durga,

the slayer of Mahishasura.

She is the dark one, Kali,

The slayer of Raktabija.

***

Her dance of grace and elegance

transforms to a dance of death and destruction.

She is Shivatrinayani and Maheshwari.

She leaps and twirls with her trident

and her anklets and the temple bells ring 

harmoniously,

Just like the eternal forces of nature.

Devi is Nitya, the eternal one.

***

I, a mere mortal woman, a devotee

akin to the turmeric and vermillion on her feet

watch the goddess dance in all her glory.

I see all the worlds and this vast universe 

dance with her,

And maybe it is really true:

That everything in the world dances.

Laasya performs in every object,

in the largest to the very smallest.

***

And then I see the radiant one

stretch her palm to me.

I see my world in her hand

And clasp her hand tightly.

Which daughter lets go of her mother’s hand?

So we dance.

***

Stars and galaxies, planets and cosmic bodies,

Fire and snow, gods, demons and mortals,

I see her in everything

And this is the Dance of Realisation.

The music, the drums and the bells slowly fade 

But the dancing soul now awakened

dances in ecstasy.

I see, I hear, I dance, I understand everything now.

***

The Devi twirls, spins, sings, smiles and laughs

And finally heads to her abode, to Shiva, her life.

My life, a thread in her hands,

I now submit to her eternal play 

of this Life’s Dance.

***

I haven't written poetry in a while now. Somehow I couldn't capture this in a story format, it felt bland and very large and long. I didn't like it. The poem format perhaps gives me a little peace to form the vision I once had a few years ago while meditating on the goddess. I will obviously edit this later for the book, but for now here's the first draft poem for the book

Tagging: @swayamev @indiansapphic @jukti-torko-golpo (big thank you to you for the devi content!) @navaratna @rhysaka @krishna-priyatama @krsnaradhika @inexhaustible-sources-of-magic @alhad-si-simran @ramcharantitties @kaal-naagin

[daughterofruins]

It is a funny thing, the dupatta. Literally, it is just a scarf, used for accessorization and beautification of the female body. Here, however, we had several synonyms for this pretty piece of clothing- a daughter’s dignity, a woman’s modesty, a cloth behind which you are expected to hide. a cloth, which when on top of your head pushes you so far beneath the social hierarchy that you can only ever hope to look back up again. I have often heard people compare a woman’s dupatta with a man’s turban. 

You could joke about every element in a man’s life, and he would laugh, slapping his thigh pretending it was the funniest joke in the world; but if you so much as a minor comment on his daughter, he would start a blood feud with you right then and there for ever having thought of his honour, his daughter that way. 

Funny how terribly people treat their honours. 

Tagging:-

@manujanolavu @deesi-academia @misssclumsy @trashmeowcan @that-mad-indian-woman @vellibandi @alhad-si-simran @stargirlsirius @after-dark-shine @satanicallysatanicchild @oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da @chanda-chamke-cham-cham @appki-adrak-wali-chai @laut-ke-buddhu-ghar-ko-aaye else<3 lmk what you think of this piece