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gracielukey · 1 year

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Sige.

Pairing: Miguel O'hara x Filipino Spider-Woman Reader (not yet established.)

Summary: You just sucked into the spider society when you were accidentally got involved in an Anomaly.

word count: 2177

Warning: none

I am not a writer.. like absolutely not one at all 😭 this is my first ever like fanfic this year.. and like no proof read bcs ADHD said I can't have nice things

not a native speaker aswell.. so might use some words incorrectly also like bad grammar.

You found yourself being thrown all over the place by your universe's version of Doc Ock, Again. he went on explaining how and why he called himself that his achievements and how people like her ruined his life, name; basic villain monologue.

It was in the middle of the day, it was scourging hot especially in the summer heat. Both of you were tired, you honestly expected yourself to die in the hands of heatstroke in a couple of minutes if you were being honest.

"Uy.. Doc. What if uwi nalang muna tayo.. ang init eh! As in mamatay ako sa init if itutuloy natin toh.. like ikaw din naman claro naiinitan. Gusto mo I-Libre pa kita ng ice cream!"

(Hey doc, what if we go home for now.. its like super hot! To the point I'd die because of the heat if we continued this. Like It's clear you're also feeling the heat. If you want I can but you an ice cream!)

you told him, like it was just another Wednesday thing. The fact you weren't taking him seriously struck a cord. Why couldn't you take him seriously? Is he just one of those villain of the weak you keep talking about when he was studying you, more like stalking but it's all in the name of defeat you; it isn't stalking. he laughed trying to keep in the anger that was building up inside of him.

"Are.. you even taking me seriously?" his metal tentacles slowly rising him, in a way to intimidate you. You replied immediately with a no. A deadpan face plastered all over.

"Bakit kita seseryosohin?" (Why would I take you seriously?") placing your hands on your hips, he growled in anger. He lost it. He laughed maniacally, he started attacking all over the place. Swinging, you wrapped your web all over his tentacles before pinning him into the ground. Hardening your webs and making it a saw like string. You cut it off before webbing Doc Ock, only leaving his mouth and nose not covered in web before dialing the police.

It has been like that everyday. Ever since 4 months ago. the current craze was Lato-Lato which made you and your friends go on a rabbit hole of things you guys did as kids that's how you ended up in that situation. you were catching spiders with your friends to make a betting game on which spider was better.

Minutes later, you found an amazing colorful spider. Despite knowing that anything colorful is a sign to not get close to it, you got closer.. closer.. before having it all up to your face. Getting the empty match box ready, you placed your hand with the match box in it, in front of the spider. It went inside the box, that was easy enough. 'I didn't need to push it inside?' You placed the match box inside your pocket, not realizing you didn't close it properly. You walked back to your friend group, hoping the spider you picked as a the face for the fight would win.

Not knowing any better, you happy got back to your friends, excited to show them the spider you found.

"GUYS TIGNAN NIYO! ASTIG NG MUKHA NG GAGAMBA O!!" (GUYS LOOK! ITS A COOL LOOKING SPIDER)

you hurriedly showed them the spider you found, but when you tried taking it out your pocket, its turns out the spider long left the match box and instead has been waiting for you to put your hand back in the pockets, ready to bite. While looking for the match box, it crawled on your hand and bit you by the hand.

"GAGO— PUTANG INA" (BASTARD— SON OF A BITCH)

you immediately started shaking your hands trying to get the spider off. Your friends huddle around you, looking concerned as you pointed to the spider that was running away. You screamed in pain as one of your friends laughed, you wanted to slap them, you were preparing to slap them but instead, you.. webbed their face?

Everyone froze in fear, especially you. The one you webbed started freaking out immediately screaming to get it of their face. You rushed in and tried taking it off but they just screamed and told you to get away from them. They didn't hate you, just scared that you might web them again. You backed off and the others immediately helped them.

You sat down looking at your palms, you tried doing what you did earlier, in hopes you were just imagining it. But no, you didn't. You accidentally webbed the person you webbed earlier, AGAIN. Earning an annoyed groan from them.

"Ginagago mo ba ako?"(are you fucking with me?) They said, in a muffled tone since they were webbed.

It seems like the atmosphere has gotten better. They all started laughing instead of being afraid of you, same with the person you webbed.

After that day, they helped you get better with your abilities. You all made an oath to only keep this new found ability of yours at the back of everyones head. Your knowledge in martial arts came in handy when you started becoming more confident in your abilities, stopping Robbers murderers, and abusers.

Word spread fast when marites and chismosos exist. Because of it, you had to make a costume. Thankfully, one of your friends is a cosplayer. An amazing costume maker at that. You drew the design and they helped stitch the costume. Since the weather in the Philippines was hell, you guys decided to make a costume that could hide your identity but breezy enough to let you not die of a heatstroke.

After your short stand off with Doc Ock, you were hit in the face by a big.. human like.. vulture? It spoke in a glitch that you couldn't understand. Even it's own body started glitching out. It flew all over the place, knocking down lights and even got stuck at the cable wires that connected each post light together. It got shocked into oblivion, causing the chase to end short.

You wrapped yourself in clothes before pulling it down, hoping that you wouldn't end up in the same fate as that disgusting bird. You wrapped it in web before hardening it and letting it become solid like cement. You didn't want to see that disgusting bird ever again.

It's like the lord agreed with your opinion on it being disgusting, a lady drove out of a portal..? She hopped off her sports motorcycle and smiled at you before webbing the end of her motor and the vulture.

You stood there, confused as webbed up the vulture even more. Especially because of the fact she just came out of a portal. She then looked back at you, before talking.

"Spider-woman."

*you tensed up before speaking up*

"m uhm me too!-"

You waved at her nervously. She was clearly a spider person like you too; so you took off your mask revealing your nervous smile. The stranger then giggled at your nervousness.

"I'm not here to hurt you honey, just tryna retrieve an anomaly okay?" She walked up to you before patting your back. "Actually, I'm here to invite you as well." she fetched something by the compartment of her Motorcycle; then tossing the bracelet your way. You catch it before looking at her with a puzzled face.

"What.. am I supposed to do with this Gizmo?" You said while examining the object. She then walked up to you and wrapped it around your wrists.

"I want you to wear this as a temporary thing before you give me your final decision. I want to invite you an elite spider society but I want you to know it before joining. What do you say?"

you looked at the gizmo on your wrist before nodding carefully. She then smiled and pulled your wrist, she rode her motorcycle, then patted the back seat, waiting for you to sit behind her.

"Oh uhm okay!" You sat behind her, wrapping your hands around her waist like muscle memory. You heard her tapping her wrist watch before a portal opened and sent you into a tunnel like area. You clung onto thinking if you let go you might die. You wanted to scream while being tossed all over the place but you just hugged her even tighter before you could even process anything, she already landed onto a base filled with many spider people like you.

A spider person greeted the stranger that brought you here then took the vulture that was wrapped in cement and then went away. You looked even more confused. What is going on?

You felt someone walk up behind you. Turning around you accidentally bumped them. Your face on their chest before you took a couple of steps back before slowly looking up to see a face filled with so much darkness.

He then looked down at you before looking back at the Stranger. "Jessica.. you recruited someone? Again?" he said before sighing and then rubbing his temples.

You stood there frozen while looking at him then Jessica. "uh—" the tall male figure then turned his head to face you. You immediately closed your mouth.

"Mhmm they seem to have the talent for it! Besides they got wrapped into it. We can't just leave them confused like this. Isn't that right honey?" You looked back at Jessica immediately replying with a loud yes and a salute.

You heard the big man's deep chuckle. It sent shivers down your spine. "Jessica I'll handle it from here." She nodded before riding her Motorcycle then drove away.

He started walking. He didn't even say for you to follow but you did. You followed him like a lost puppy.

After awhile, you guys arrived at this dark.. office? There was a platform in the middle.. which he stepped onto and you followed, you got startled when it when it started to float.

The man turned to you before looking down once again. "I know who you are, You're Y/FN Y/LN. Earth-9BZ16." you looked at him wide eyed. Is he a stalker or something? And earth what?

"I am.. uhm—" he turned to face the screen then dragged a video of you fighting before stopping. "You have Potential. I never planned on recruiting you but since you got tangled up in this mess, I'm here to offer you a position."

"oh uhm— Okay!" You stood there nervously trying to understanding what's happening.

"You see all of these spider people?"

"Yeah?"

"My and everyone else in this Society's job is to ensure that their canon event happens. Like yours and many others." he pulled a screen flashing everyones canon event happening. Including yours when your Aunt Marites died. You cried as she died in your arms from a villain attack while you were focused on evacuating everyone else. She was so busy on trying to look for you so you could escape as well.

Tears started to pool on your eyes when looking at it. "Not cool man.. you can't just show me hard events that happened to me and say it's a canon event." You said before sniffing and wiping away your tears.

"I had to give you an example of a canon event." You rolled your eyes before taking in a sharp breathe.

"Why do you ensure that we get trauma? Why can't we just let these.. get like you know. Not happen. For character development?" You said sarcastically

"Precisely." Oh. You didn't expect that.

"What if I don't want that to happen." You snapped

"Would you rather for one person to die or an entire universe to die?" He pulled a video, a universe collapsing. Not showing who's universe it is.

"I.. how do you know that that's sure to happen? Huh?" You looked back at him with eyes filled with confusion.

He sighed before zooming out of the video. Before replaying the scene again. It showed a video of him running and having a child in his arms, she was crying in his arms, 'Dad..Daddy! Please—' she then disappeared, dissolving into bits of glitches. His face was filled with distraught and shock.

The video cuts there. You look at him. with sadness in your eyes. You were scared of that reality, you felt pity for him. He closed the tab before looking back at you. "Now do you understand why we have to keep the canon event from happening?"

the video kept flashing in your mind, your eyes swelled up from how much a selfish act can make a universe disappear. "y..yeah." You replied weakly.

He offered a watch, the same thing the spider people walking around including him and Jessica were wearing. "Will you join us, to keep the universe, Multiverse. Safe?"

You placed your hand on-top of the watch before looking at him with determined eyes. "yes. I will."

He then placed took of the bracelet Jessica placed on your arm before putting the watch on your wrist. "Good."

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📂 KUYA’S BFF EP 10 : HABANG BUHAY | MASTERLIST

📣 JAEMIN NA. angst, kuya’s bestfriend!au, childhood friend!au

✍ written in taglish | ⚠ profanities | 📅 posted on july 26th, 2022

🎧 LISTEN: sa ngalan ng pag-ibig by december avenue | muli by ace banzuelo

NAKASIMANGOT KANG BUMABA NG KOTSE, HAWAK HAWAK ANG STUFFED TOY MONG RABBIT.

5 years old ka palang nung nakilala mo si jaemin, ang kapitbahay niyo sa bagong lugar na nilipatan niyo dahil nakaluwag-luwag ang mga magulang niyo. ang isang kamay mo ay nakapulupot sa braso ng kuya mo para hindi ka mawalay sakanila habang nagbababa ng gamit ang mga magulang niyo. sa hindi kalayuan, may isang batang naglalaro sa hardin nila. napansin nito na bagong lipat kayo, kaya naman agad siyang pumasok sa bahay nila at tinawag ang ina. ang nanay naman niya ay dali-daling lumabas at may bitbit na pagkain— isang welcome gift para sa inyong apat. ikaw ang unang lumapit sa batang lalaki, napansin mo kasing nakatitig siya sa stuffed toy mo kaya lumapit ka sakanya.

“hello” bati mo sakanya, “gusto mo bang hiramin si bunbun?” tumitig sa’yo ito at nilipat ang titig niya sa ina. “ako po si y/n, this is my kuya! kuya jeno,” bata palang kayo at ikaw na talaga ang pinakamadaldal kung ikukumpara ka sa kuya mo, kaya mabilis kayong naging magkaibigan ni jaemin. tuwing alas tres ng hapon, gigising ka galing sa siesta at magpapaalam sa magulang mo na lalabas ka para makipaglaro kay jaemin. kahit mahiyain ang kuya mo, wala naman siyang magawa at sinasamahan ka. you remember the day you claimed jaemin as one of your protectors aside from your dad and your kuya. you have an inseparable bond growing up.

these three small kids have no idea what kind of life they would have when they go to college. at that time, all they ever found exciting was playing in the front yard, sharing toys and laughing at each other.

there was this one specific guy that you liked, kaklase mo siya nung high school. although ilang beses kang nag-confess sa kanya at ilang beses ka niyang nirereject, wala kang paki. tuloy ka lang sa pagpapadala ng mga sweet letters and chocolates kapag may important event ang crush mo. napapansin ito ni jaemin at palagi ka niyang inaasar na isa kang hopeless romantic— tama naman siya, wala rin namang masama kung hopeless romantic ka di ‘ba? at least naeexpress mo ang sarili mo confidently. naalala mong umuwi ka kasabay si jaemin, habang naglalakad, kinikilig ka dahil sabi mo sakanya “sa wakas, kami na ng crush ko!” dahil umamin na sa’yo pabalik ang gusto mong lalaki.

masaya naman si jaemin para sa'yo, not until he discovered na pinaglalaruan ka lang nung lalaki. as your childhood friend and protector, hindi niya sinabi sa'yo ang narinig niya personally. nalaman mo lang ang totoo nung nakipagsapakan si jaemin at nauwi sa guidance. naalala mo kung paano ka pinagalitan ng parents mo dahil nadamay pa nga si jaemin, iyak ka ng iyak non kasi grounded ka for a month, bahay-school ka lang talaga. dahil grounded ka, halos araw-araw kang sinasabayan ni jaemin umuwi ng bahay at minsan bibili na siya ng pagkain beforehand para may makain kayo habang naglalakad pauwi.

you lost contact with him when he and your kuya entered college, tatlong oras ang layo ng bahay niyo sa university kaya naman nagdorm na sila at naiwan kang mag-isa sa lugar niyo. because of that, naging awkward ka na rin around jaemin dahil in the span of one year sa college, nag-iba talaga siya. you knew you liked him simula nung pinagtanggol ka niya sa 'ex' mo, pero you saw him in a different light nung lumipat ka sa condo ng kuya mo.

you spent your whole life with jaemin by your side kaya naman alam mong hindi sapat ang anim na buwan sa europa para mag move on. it'll probably take a few years hanggang sa maka-move on ka.

nagising si jaemin dahil naririnig niyang nagsasalita ang nanay niya sa labas ng kwarto niya sa condo, mamayang hapon pa naman ang graduation rites nila at ang aga-aga pa para magising pero dahil sa hirit ng nanay niya, nagising siya bigla. paglabas niya ay nakita niya na may kausap pala ito sa telepono at katabi ang ama niya, napansin siya ng nanay niya kaya naman tinawag siya nito. “hay nako, buti nga nakatapos ng saktong limang taon! jaemin anak, say hi to your tita oh” sabi ng ina, naglakad naman ito palapit sa magulang niya kahit medyo antok pa.

“hi tita, hi tito” bati ni jaemin

“jusko, ke-poging bata! may girlfriend ka na ba?”

showbiz na showbiz tita ah, isip nito. “wala po tita, single po”

“hay nako, paanong hindi magiging single… brokenhearted ‘yan! magaapat na buwan na umiiyak ‘yan sakin gabi gabi, miss na miss na daw niya si y/n—”

“ma naman!” angal ni jaemin, “okay lang naman na single ako tita, maghahanap muna ‘ko ng trabaho, aasikasuhin ‘yung licensure pati hahanapin ko na rin sarili ko”

“eto na nga anak, dahil nabanggit ng mama mo ‘yang brokenhearted ka, namimiss ka na ng pinsan mo dito! bisitahin mo kami dito, kami ng tito mo magsasagot ng plane tickets mo as a graduation gift tutal gagraduate kang magna cum laude! deserve mong magbakasyon, iho. teka teka, si adi!” natutuwang anunsya nito, napangiti naman ang asawa ng tita niya sa gilid. nakita ni jaemin na sumingit ang 10 year old niyang pinsan sa frame kaya napangiti siya, “that’s kuya jaejae oh! tell him you want him to visit you here in paris!”

“kuya jaejae! i miss you na, you told me the last time we were there na you were going to visit us here and play with me!” paalala ng pinsan niyang si adi, “please kuya? we can visit the eiffel tower and musee du louvre!”

ngumiti si jaemin sa pinsan niya, “okay adi, kuya will visit you there. pero promise kuya na you will sleep na? it’s late na.”

“i will if you promise me that you will stay here in paris with us for a while!”

“i promise adi”

natapos ang tawag nilang pamilya, imbis na bumalik sa pagtulog si jaemin ay lumabas siya ng bahay para magjogging, pag isipang mabuti ang offer ng tiyahin niya na magstay sa paris kung saan sila nakatira, magandang offer naman ‘yun pero malaking gastusin rin. at the same time, sumagi ka sa isip ni jaemin. alam niyang nasa europa ka pero hindi niya alam kung anong bansa ka nagiinternship. apat na buwan na rin simula nung umalis ka, wala siyang ka-alam alam kung kumusta ka na o kung anong ginagawa mo. nawalan na rin kasi siya ng access sa mga social media accounts mo, blinock mo ito nung nabugbog siya ng kuya mo.

napatigil siya sa harap ng ilog sa loob ng parkeng tinatakbuhan niya, paboritong paborito mong puntahan ang lugar na ito dahil tahimik at payapa. minsan nga ay dito kayo nag-uusap ni jaemin na inaabot kayo hanggang madaling araw. kumusta ka na, y/n? isip niya habang pinapanood ang tubig sa ilog. parang tanga, jaemin. kalimutan mo na si y/n, sabi niya sa sarili, nagulat naman ito dahil nakasabay niya si jeno sa parke habang naglalakad.

“pre” bati ni jeno sa kanya, bumati naman siya pabalik. “ano… gusto ko lang sana humingi ng tawad sa nangyari nung mga nakaraang buwan—”

“okay lang ‘yun, tol. alam ko kung saan galing ‘yung galit mo” sabi ni jaemin, “actually, ako rin gusto kong humingi ng tawad, sa nangyari samin ni y/n… ‘yung set up namin tapos… alam mo na.” nahihiyang sabi ni jaemin, hindi niya kayang sabihin ng malakas ang mga nangyari kaya naman napakamot ulo nalang siya. “k-kumusta si y/n?”

tumingin sa kanya si jeno at ngumiti, “mukhang masaya naman siya sa europe, pero hindi ko alam kung totoo ba ‘yung saya niya. minsan kasi tumatawag siya sakin tuwing madaling araw ‘dun, umiiyak…” sagot nito, “apat buwan palang siya dun pero parang gusto na ata niyang umuwi na ayaw niya, siguro hanggang ngayon naga-adjust pa rin siya ‘dun.”

nagkwentuhan sila habang pauwi, just like the old times in high school— ang pinagkaiba lang ay wala ka sa tabi nilang dalawa. naghiwalay lang sila dahil malapit na ang nakatakdang oras para sa graduation rites kaya naman umuwi na sila pareho para maghanda. hindi maiwasan ni jaemin na hindi malungkot ngayong graduation nila, masaya naman siya dahil naitaguyod niya ang architecture ng limang taon at natapos siya on time. it would’ve been nice to have you next to me, baby. isip ni jaemin habang kinukuhaan sila ng picture ni jeno ng mga magulang niyo na may hawak na diploma.

isang buwan matapos ang graduation, nakalapag na ng france si jaemin. napakahaba ng flight niya, pero nagawa pa niyang pumasyal dahil sa kagustuhan ni adi.

“kuya jaejae! i can take your picture!” sabi ni adi sa pinsan niya dahil nakita itong pinipicturan ang eiffel tower, “give me your phone— wait, let’s use my ipad nalang!” ngumiti si jaemin dahil sa excitement ng bata, kahit kailan talaga ay siya na ang paboritong pinsan nito kaya tinuturi niya rin itong kapatid dahil pareho silang only child. “kuya jaejae, smile ikaw!” natatakpan ng buong ipad ang mukha ng bata kaya naman ngumiti si jaemin lalo, naririnig niya ang tuloy tuloy nitong pagshutter kahit lumalapit na siya kay adi para tignan ang mga litrato.

“adi, patingin si kuya ng pictures mo” sabi ni jaemin at lumuhod sa tabi nito, agad namang pinindot ni adi ang gallery sa gilid at lumabas ang mga litrato niya. kahit na ba tanghaling tapat sa paris, napakaraming tao ang bumibisita sa eiffel tower, halos puno ng tao ang background ni jaemin pero may isang nakakuha ng atensyon niya. isang babaeng nakatayo sa likod, may hawak na telepono. “adi, can kuya hold your ipad so i can check the others?” tumango naman si adi at inabot ang ipad bago tumakbo sa magulang niya, nilipat ni jaemin ang pictures, halos lahat ay kitang kita ang babae— kitang kita ka. tumayo si jaemin at inabot ang ipad sa pinsan, “tita, pwede po bang kitain ko nalang kayo sa bahay? may titignan lang po ako”

“ha? osiya sige, saulo mo naman na pauwi sa bahay namin di ‘ba? tumawag ka sakin kapag kailangan mo ng assistance para masundo ka ng tito mo”

“opo tita” sagot ni jaemin, humalik si jaemin sa noo ni adi at sinabing “adi, can you send kuya those pictures? like right now?” nagmamadaling binuksan ni jaemin ang airdrop niya kaya naman mabilis ring natransfer ni adi ang mga pictures, “thanks bunso, i’ll see you later”

naglakad na palayo si jaemin, nakabukas ang isang litrato na kuhang kuha ang buong katawan mo. lahat ng nakakasalubong niya, tinitignan niya ang suot na damit at bumabalik ang tingin niya sa cellphone para idouble check. malayo na sa tore at ilang minuto na ang lumipas, sa wakas, nakita na ni jaemin ang hinahabol niya. at tama nga ang hinala niya, ikaw nga ito. sa hindi kalayuan, nakatayo si jaemin habang pinapanood ka niyang mamili ng prutas kasama ang isang babae na inaassume niyang kaibigan mo. limang buwan— limang buwan ka niyang hindi nakita at ang laki ng pinagbago mo, sa buhok, sa pananamit, sa kilos. lalo kang gumanda sa paningin niya.

gustong tumakbo ni jaemin papunta sa’yo, gustong gusto ka niyang ikulong sa mga braso niya, gustong gusto niyang halikan ka sa labi at sabihin kung gaano ka niya kamahal at kung gaano ka niya namiss. jaemin was frozen on the spot when he saw a guy walk towards you and planted a kiss on your cheek. nahulog ang puso ni jaemin habang pinapanood ang nangyayari, tumatawa ka at nakapulupot ang braso mo sa bisig ng lalaking humalik sa’yo.

mukhang masaya ka naman sa buhay mo, at ayaw ni jaemin maging hadlang sa pagiging masaya mo. ayaw niyang maging rason siya kung bakit masisira ulit ang mga bagay na binuo mo sa mga nakaraang buwan. masaya ka, ‘yun ang importante. pakiramdam niyang talo na siya kaya naman umikot siya at naglakad palayo sa’yo.

“y/n, kilala mo ba ‘yun? may lalaki kasing nakatitig sa’yo kanina tapos ang gwapo!” tili ng kaibigan mong si lea, “siguro kung ‘di ka nakahawak dito kay mark, siguradong sigurado ko lalapitan ka nun!”

lumingon ka naman sa paligid mo, “wala namang nakatingin sakin?”

“kanina nga kasi ‘teh,” tawa ng kaibigan mo, “eto kasing si mark, kung maka-gatekeep, kala mo naman talaga”

“hey, don’t be like that, lea! i’m just looking after y/n here no, besides, i can wait for her naman. i know she’s not yet ready”

“sus, parang lalanggamin pa ata ako dito. asan na ba ‘yung boyfriend kong si sungchan? punyeta kanina pa ‘ko iniiwan nung bwisit na ‘yun!” reklamo ni lea, “oo talagang dinidiin ko ‘yung boyfriend dahil wala naman kayong label pero mas sweet pa kayo kesa samin ng boyfriend ko”

naglakad palayo si lea sainyong dalawa at pumasok sa loob ng cafe dahil andun pala ang nobyo niya, patuloy ka lang sa pagpili ng mga prutas na iuuwi mo sa apartment na nirerentahan mo habang si mark naman ay nasa tabi mo lang. “just so you know, what i said is true, y/n” sabi nito, napalingon ka naman sa kanya. “i really am willing to wait for you, no pressure though. i know what you’ve been through and… god it makes me want to love you more because you didn’t deserve what happened.”

“i know mark, but kailangan mo ring malaman na hindi pa talaga ako ready ah” sabi mo, “it’ll take me a while bago ko ibigay ang sarili ko sa’yo ng buo. ayokong pumasok sa relationship na ganito pa ‘yung estado ko dahil gusto kong pumasok sa relationship na buo na ‘ko, na mahal ko na ‘yung sarili ko bago ako magmahal ng ibang tao.”

nginitian ka ni mark at kinuha nito ang kamay mo, nilapit niya ito sa labi niya at hinalikan ng dahan dahan. “whenever you’re ready, mon cheri”

“thank you, mark”

naramdaman ni jaemin ang pagbagsak niya sa kama dahil gumulong siya mula kabilang dulo para lang patayin ang alarm clock niya. nasobrahan ata siya sa alak kagabi at nakatulog na ng nakapantalon. pag tingin niya sa orasan ng cellphone, nanlaki ang mga mata niya. “putangina, late na ‘ko!” sigaw niya, agad siyang pumunta sa cabinet niya at naghablot ng panibagong t-shirt. sa dami-daming pwedeng araw na uminom siya, bakit kasi sa araw bago ang malaking presentation niya sa kliyente?

mabuti nalang at pwedeng lakarin ang opisina niya sa condo niya kaya naman mabilis siyang nakarating. wala pa rin ang mga kliyente dun at naabutan pa niya ang katrabahong si chenle na nagkakape sa pantry kaya pumasok siya ‘dun para magtimpla rin ng kape.

“naligo ka ba?” tanong nito, “tangina, amoy alak ka!”

“hindi pa ‘ko naliligo, balak ko sana sa gym nalang maligo eh” sagot ni jaemin, “anong oras ba pupunta ‘yung clients? puta, nalate ako ng gising kaya dumiretso na ‘ko dito!”

“na-move ‘yung meeting mamayang 11, galing pa daw kasing ibang bansa ‘yung ibang kasama kaya matatagalan.” sabi ni chenle, “tangina mamaya ka na magkape, tara na sa gym, sasamahan kita maligo. ‘wag mong sabihin sakin na ‘yan rin ang isusuot mo pag nag-meeting kasama ‘yung mga clients?”

“anong masama sa suot ko?” simpleng puting t-shirt, denim jeans at sneakers— hindi masyadong pormal.

tumawa si chenle, “tara na, papahiramin kita ng damit na ugok ka. mapapagalitan tayo ni bossing nyan kung magpipitch tayo mamaya na ganyan suot mo tapos amoy alak ka pang bwisit ka” binaba ni chenle ang baso niya ng kape pati na rin ang kay jaemin at iniwan ito sa pantry. “pasalamat ka savior talaga ko, ano nalang gagawin mo kung wala ‘ko?”

“tangina mo, salamat” ngiti ni jaemin habang pinapanood si chenle na kuhain ang extrang damit sa loob ng locker niya sa cubicle niya. “dahil dyan, lilibre kita mamaya”

“aba dapat lang”

si chenle, isang engineer, ang work best friend ni jaemin dahil sa ibang kumpanya nagtatrabaho si jeno (na ang rason kung bakit lasing siya ngayon, kasi nga malapit na siyang ikasal kaya nagcelebrate sila ng bachelor’s party kagabi). limang taon na sila parehong nagtatrabaho dito, parehong nagumpisa sa pinakababa at tila utusan, ngayon silang dalawa ang namamayagpag sa loob ng firm nila dahil sa galing nila. ang dalawang ‘to ang paborito ng lahat dahil madalas sila ang nagdedesign ng mga malalaking building ng siyudad at itong ipipitch nila ngayong araw ay isa sa mga malalaking kumpanya ng bansa. kilala ito internationally kaya napakalaking project nito para sa firm nila.

pagkatapos magpatuyo ng buhok at magbihis ni jaemin, agad siyang lumabas dahil malapit na mag-11. nainform na rin sila na padating na ang mga clients kaya dumiretso na rin silang dalawa sa conference hall, hindi malaman laman ni chenle kung bakit kabadong kabado si jaemin. mukhang hindi naman ito nasobrahan sa kape dahil madalas ngang umiinom ito ng ilang shots ng espresso at hindi nahihilo. “tangina mo, ‘wag kang kabahan, yari tayo kay bossing kapag palpak ‘tong pitch na ‘to” bulong ni chenle kay jaemin.

lalong kumabog ang puso ni jaemin nang bumukas ang pinto at niluwa nito ang mga kliyente, nakaharap siya sa pintuan kaya kitang kita niya kung sino ang mga pumapasok sa loob. kaya pala siya kinakabahan, hindi lang simpleng kliyente ang makikita niya, kundi ikaw. nagtama ang mga mata niyo, ngumiti ka sa kanya at dumiretso sa upuan mo. nagpakilala ang lahat sa isa’t isa, at nung ikaw na nag magpapakilala, parang ibang tao ang nakikita ni jaemin sa harap niya.

“y/n is our financial officer, she’s the best in our company kaya naman sinama namin siya dito dahil siya ang magaasikaso ng budget for the construction” sabi ng CEO, “okay, shall we start?”

habang nagpipitch si jaemin, hindi siya mapakali. nakatitig ka kasi sakanya habang nakikinig, hindi tuloy niya alam ang gagawin niya. buti nalang talaga at pinilit siya ni chenle na maligo at suotin itong suit na pinahiram niya, kahit na ba puting t-shirt lang ang panloob niya, mukha siyang presentable.

“y/n, what do you think? pasok ba sa budget ng company ‘yung ganyang design? do you think na we’ll have problems sa budget?” tanong ng CEO niyo sa’yo.

ngumiti ka, “well, first off, kudos to the architect and the engineer who designed our future building. it’s very refreshing and eye pleasing. mukhang mags-stand out ang building namin sa business district,” puri mo, “i think it'll fit in our budget, mr. park. as long as they keep the architect’s word that they will use the best materials to build this building. overall, i don’t think we’ll have problems sa budget.”

natapos ang meeting pagkatapos pang magbigay ng ibang opinyon ng board members ng kumpanya niyo. pagkatapos mo ngang magsalita, hindi na nakaimik si jaemin dahil focused lang ang utak niya sa compliment na sinabi mo. ni hindi siya nakapagpaalam sa’yo nung bumaba ka ng building, pero alam niyang hindi ito ang huling beses na magkikita kayo.

“jaemin, sabi mo lilibre mo ‘ko” sabi ni chenle sakanya pagkalabas nila ng conference hall, “bili mo ‘ko black milktea”

“tangina naman neto ni chenle, nagtatrabaho ‘ko. may kape sa pantry”

“gusto ko milktea galing sa cafe sa baba eh tsaka sabi mo ililibre mo 'ko kasi pinahiram kita ng damit”

tinitigan siya ni jaemin ng masama ay umirap, “arte naman nito, oo na” sabi ni jaemin, humiwalay si jaemin sa team niya at dumiretso sa mga elevator para bumaba. hindi laging puno ang cafe na ‘to, madalas ang mga kumakain dito ay ang mga nagtatrabaho rin sa firm nila jaemin kaya naman agad siyang dumiretso sa cashier para umorder. “isang order ng black milktea tsaka isang iced americano, to go” banggit niya sa cashier at inabot ang card niya.

“jaemin?”

‘yung boses na inaasam-asam niyang marinig, ‘yung boses na ilang taon na ang nakalipas hindi pa rin niya makalimutan, ‘yung boses ng taong minamahal niya. napalingon si jaemin sa’yo at ngumiti, “y/n” bati nito, “ah, miss, tawag nalang ako ah. dito lang ako sa table na ‘to”

umupo si jaemin sa harap mo, ngumiti ka sakanya. “so, ikaw pala ang nagdesign ng building namin… i didn’t know kasi galing akong main office sa paris”

“ah, oo… ilang buwan ‘kong trinabaho ‘yun, buti nagustuhan mo.” nahihiyang sabi ni jaemin, “kumusta?” ako pa rin ba?

“okay lang naman, pagod kasi ang haba ng flight kaya nagpapatanggal jetlag muna ‘ko dito” sagot mo, “i heard you were with kuya last night, bachelor’s party niya di ‘ba?”

tumango si jaemin, “hindi na nga ‘ko nagulat na kay ria siya ikakasal… halos sampung taon na sila di ‘ba? kasi five years na sila nung… nung…”

“umalis ako? yep.” sabi mo, “jaemin, kumusta ka?”

ito, ikaw pa rin hanggang ngayon. “okay lang, medyo masakit ulo kasi ang lakas uminom ng kapatid mo.”

“i meant, kumusta ka talaga? how’s your life? may girlfriend ka ba or fiancee? bukod sa trabaho, anong ginagawa mo?”

“okay lang ako, y/n” sagot nito, “wala ‘kong girlfriend, wala kong fiancee. single ako, matagal na.”

“simula nung umalis ako?”

malungkot kang tinignan ni jaemin sa mata, ilang taon na ang nakalipas at ni-isang beses hindi siya pumasok sa relasyon dahil umaasa niyang pagbalik mo, maayos niyo ito. maayos niyo ang kung anong meron kayo. “...oo, ikaw pa rin talaga eh” umamin ito, “alam mo, nung ika-limang buwan mo sa europa? pumunta ako ng paris para bisitahin ‘yung tita ko,” kwento nito, “nakita kita kasi ‘di inaasahang mahahagip ka sa litratong kinuha ng pinsan ko. halos mawala-wala ako sa paris nun para lang hanapin ka,” lumunok si jaemin, pinagiisipan kung itutuloy pa ba ang kwento o hindi na, “nahanap kita, y/n… pero may kasama kang iba.”

“jaemin—”

“gusto sana kitang lapitan nun, gusto sana kitang halikan, gusto sana kitang yakapin pero nakita kong may gumagawa na pala nun sa’yo.” pumiyok ang boses ni jaemin dahil naiiyak siya tuwing naaalala niya ang memoryang ‘yun, wala siyang ibang pinagsabihan sa nangyari sa paris. “alam kong talo na ‘ko nung nakita ko ‘yun, wala akong choice kundi umalis nalang”

“why didn’t you?”

“ha?”

“bakit hindi ka lumapit?” tanong mo, “bakit hindi mo ako tinawag? bakit hindi mo ko kinalabit?”

“kasi nakita kong masaya ka na, sino ba naman ako para sirain ‘yung kasiyahan mo di ‘ba?”

napailing ka at tumawa ng marahan, “hanggang kailan ka magiging duwag, jaemin na?” tanong mo, “sa tingin mo masaya ‘ko nun? umiiyak ako gabi-gabi sa paris dahil hindi ka mawala sa isip ko. umiiyak ako kasi tangina kahit anong pilit kong kalimutan ka, hindi ko talaga kaya. it took me years to move on from you, alam mo ba ‘yun?”

“hindi na ‘ko duwag ngayon, kaya na kitang panindigan” sabi niya, “y/n, pwede pa ba?”

“bakit ngayon ka pa hindi naduwag? kung kailan hindi na pwede?” narinig ni jaemin na bumukas ang pintuan ng cafe, “iba sana ang takbo ng buhay natin ngayon.”

may lumapit na lalaki sa’yo at hinalikan ka sa noo, nanlaki ang mata ni jaemin sa nakita niya. “oh! you must be jeno’s best friend, jaemin, right?” tanong nito, at inabot ang kamay niya. agad namang nakipag-kamay si jaemin, “i’m mark lee, y/n’s fiance”

“it was nice seeing you again, kuya jaemin.” sabi mo at tumayo, “i guess this is goodbye.”

pinanood kang umalis ni jaemin palayo habang hawak-hawak mo ang kamay ng lalaking mapapang-asawa mo. sa isip-isip niya paano nga kaya kung hindi siya naging duwag, ano? kung hinarap ka niya, kung hindi ka niya tinakasan, kung kinalabit ka niya. napailing si jaemin at tumayo nang tawagin ang pangalan niya, saktong pag-ikot niya para umalis, nakita niyang pumasok ka sa kotse ng fiance mo.

you will always be my biggest and favorite what if, my biggest ‘sana’, y/n lee. wala na atang makakapalit sa’yo sa buhay ko, habang buhay nalang kitang hihintayin.

sufries!!! kala niyo tapos na story ni y/n at kuya jaem? HINDE MAY ALTERNATE ENDING KAMENG SINULAT DAHIL DASURB NG DALAWA MABUHAY NA MASAYA KAYA WAIT NIYO NALANG DAHIL SINUSULAT PA NAMIN SIYA RAYNAO EHEHEHEEH LINK NALANG NAMIN DITO KAPAG NAPOST NA NAMIN

#nct angst #nct dream angst #jaemin angst #na jaemin angst #nct scenarios #nct dream scenarios #jaemin scenarios #nct soft hours #nct dream soft hours #jaemin soft hours

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ask-emilz-de-philz · 1 year

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Kiong Hee Huat Tsai ! Advance Happy Year of the Water Rabbit to ya'll! *throws tikoy* (( magthrow na ako in advance kasi pangayuan nasad ta ani unsaon jed. )) #planetputo #halfglassau MAIN BLOG: ask-emilz-de-philz.tumblr.com If you like our work, please support us at: ko-fi.com/haimacheir

#planetputo #planet puto #half glass au #rp e #rp lev #rp emiliano #rp eiki

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aeternallis · 5 months

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I found myself thinking about Wuju Bakery a few times this week; I’m just so curious about this show when it finally airs.

By the first episode, would Raon have already crashed his vehicle into the bakery, or will we get some backstory about his unwanted engagement? What about Wuju? Will we get backstory on how he lost his parents and how he began his business?

Personally, I think it’s a case study too, of how I see JeffBarcode: was their chemistry in KP because of KimChay’s storyline in particular and it was a one-off, or can they replicate that chemistry again with this new show?

I’m so curious about the languages we’ll see in this drama too. Do the aliens all have an ability to take on the language of their human love interest? 🤔 Is that how they’re gonna make this work?

For the Filipino duo, Alpha and Jayson’s characters, will they be speaking in Tagalog or English? Will there be English? (Kung makikita ko si Jeff or Barcode magsasalita sa Tagalog, baka ako ay magwawalaaaaaa! Lol)

So many questions just going through my mind. Imo, this is a very ambitious project, and I’m so excited to just see how it will all go down, if it’s gonna be a disaster or my next rabbit hole lol

#Wuju Bakery #WujuRaon #DionQ #AlphaJayson #I’m excittteeeddd

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rockettoikah · 6 months

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Decided to right here my thoughts to save my sanity. Been a while tho, didn't expect na tumblr is still this loud. Loud to the fact na uyyy andami pa palang gumagamit neto haha antagal ko din hindi natambay at nagpost dito, napagiwanan na din ng panahon pero ang cute lang how it tracks my growth. Honestly, this serves as my little rabbit hole, takbuhan ko pag sobrang sama na ng mundo. It serves as a small jar na nakadisplay with different parts of my life. A place where I share my thoughts, atleast dito di ako najujudge ng mga tao, pag sukong suko na ako pwede ko isigaw dito hahah thats how tumblr works for me because we are all the same, we have our own sh*t to share.

Sa totoo, I stopped posting here kasi I started journaling, started journaling also about this guy, funny lang kasi sakanya bigla umikot ang mundo ko. He was there, every page ata andon siya and it sucks. It sucks kasi alam mo yon wala akong lakas ng loob magsulat uli doon. Lahat ng ticket ng movie nights, memorble stuffs were also there and di ko magawang magsulat uli kasi sobrang sakit. Sobra atang tinamaan si gaga, he was actually my first. And the idea of love was a different thing for me. Really having a heavy heart hindi ko maexplain yong pain. Did a solo trip sa zambales and baguio pero siya parin laman ng isip ko. Para akong naubos. Dumating ako sa point na nagbebeg na ako ng attention and love, dumating ako sa point na kahit di ko kasalanan i always say sorry. I questioned my worth. And I know i dont deserve it, alam ko na di ko deserve matrato ng ganon. I hope tables will turn soon. Its just too heavy to bare. I feel lost, every place sa pampanga reminds me of him and i don't have the courage to save myself. Sobrang sakit maiwan. Sobrang sakit magletgo kung di mo alam ang dahilan. Faq lang! Ang sakit.

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tantaniumflare · 8 months

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Beast Complex Chapter 18 - Lion and Rabbit

Love how expressive Paru did with Ako here from this chapter. She look so happy fr fr.

#beast complex #ako beastars #beast complex ako #beast complex manga panel #random

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phntasmgoria · 7 days

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stands in front of @dinomites and takes the brunt of an impalement to the shoulder without being fazed. in this form, she's, by textbook defininition, completely and utterly immortal. she can take it, no big deal.

" you okay ? " she asks aelia, tone soft yet deadpan. " don't worry about me. " hardgore alice simply places her palm over the wound, with little to no reaction to the pain at all, not in the slightest. " just leave it to me, okay ? "

#[ feel the rain on your skin // ic ]#[ immortal lucky rabbit's paw // hatoda ako ]#dinomites #injury /#blood /

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dailybeastarsthings · 1 year

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Chapter 64 – How Would Love Taste?

Freshman once again! Oh, the feeling was electrifying for Haru, who was enjoying the clean sheet of life after being a school bully victim for years back at Cherryton. Things at university were much different. Not just because she was ready to ace every exam, thanks to finally something she was actually interested in, but also because she finally had a few friends.

To be exact, two. Ako, the harlequin rabbit and Emi the Polish rabbit. At first, Haru was very wary of Ako, thinking back to her Cherryton years, where Mizuchi would constantly bully her, but fortunately, she turned out to be much more lighthearted and easygoing. Emi, on the other hand, was completely different, always worrying and ready to overachieve, motivated to only show her best to everyone.

Haru was sitting in the university’s cafeteria, where they all agreed to meet for their Sunday coffees, which they made a tradition in two weeks. As she was waiting for her friends, she saw a couple of wolves passing by. After all, the university Haru attended was a mixed-species institute, just like Cherryton. They reminded her of Legoshi., that delinquent of a “friend” who she hadn’t spoken to since he dropped out. After all, who cared how he got by on his own. Not Haru, that’s for sure.

‘Haru!’ she heard a familiar voice from the other side of the table. It was Emi, smiling awkwardly. ‘Sorry I’m late. The meeting was dragging out.’

‘It’s okay, take a seat’ Haru smiled. ‘Do you know where Ako is?’

‘She said she’ll be with us soon.’

Emi sat down and took her lunch out of her bag, placing it neatly on the table. As they were waiting for Ako to arrive, they talked about the introductory classes. They didn’t get very far though, as she arrived in a few minutes.

‘Hey, girls, thanks for saving me a seat!’ she greeted everyone.

‘Hi, Ako. We were just talking about the introductory classes’ Emi replied. ‘By the way, did you all register for your classes? The process seems so complicated!’

‘It’s not complicated at all’ Ako said with confidence. ‘But let’s not talk about that. I want to introduce you to my boyfriend.’

Haru paused her chewing for a moment at the sound of such bombshell news.

‘You have a boyfriend!?’ Emi asked in excitement. ‘Haru, do you know him?’

‘No, who is he?’ Haru smiled awkwardly.

They soon found out as a sizable Indian lion stepped to their table and squatted down. The gesture reminded Haru of Legoshi, who would’ve acted the same way… maybe with a bit less confidence.

‘Hey, I’m Airdo. Nice to meet you’ he greeted the girls.

‘Ladies, he’s my boyfriend’ Ako said. ‘We’re the same age, so don’t worry.’

Emi and Haru turned white from shock. They couldn’t believe what they were seeing. Ako let out a loud laugh.

‘I knew you were gonna react like that. I know, it’s surprising. Still, your reactions are refreshing compared to most of the reactions we got’ she said.

‘I think interspecial couples are becoming more common, nowadays’ Airdo said.

‘Exactly. We just happen to be a little more advanced than most.’

‘I… I am surprised…’ Emi said. ‘But it’s great you love each other. You’re probably right… you’re just ahead of our time…’

Ako and Airdo smiled and laughed at their reactions. They discussed some plans for the evening, too. Their gestures and behavior reminded Haru of Legoshi. Yet, she saw right through them. She knew that even if it was only friendship, a true carnivore-herbivore relationship was more painful and full of suffering. She thought back to her time with Legoshi. Their friendship was never really that easy. They enjoyed their time together, sure, but they could never laugh together like Ako and Airdo. They had their inside jokes and mannerisms, but it was vastly different from a carnivore-carnivore or herbivore-herbivore friendship.

‘Many animals believe that carnivore-herbivore love is dangerous but that’s nothing but an old superstition’ Ako said. ‘Just be understanding of one another like us and you’ll be fine.’

That was the last straw for Haru. Their ignorance was insulting to her.

‘You shouldn’t say it like it’s easy’ she furrowed her brows.

A surprised expression spread across the lovebirds’ faces.

‘If carnivores and herbivores could sustain relationships just by understanding one another, we wouldn’t have so many predation cases going around in the first place. Do you even know that your feral instincts will always take precedence over your heart?’ she pointed at Airdo. ‘Ako, are you really capable of loving your boyfriend and every part of his meat-seeking body? Do you actually love each other or are you two together because you want to look good?’

Without saying a word, Ako stood up from the table, sent a glare to Haru, then stormed out of the cafeteria.

‘Sorry about that’ Airdo apologized before running after her.

He searched for Ako for a few minutes before finding her next to a fountain.

‘What’s wrong, Ako?’ he asked but there was no response. ‘You know, just because your friend said some awful things, you really shouldn’t give me the cold shoulder treatment.’

‘You should’ve at least growled back there!’ Ako yelled. ‘She embarrassed me!’

‘Well… It’s not really weird for someone to think that way… Besides, you’re probably only mad because she’s right.We’re only going out because we want to look good and be rebellious… To be honest, we’re just fooling around, that’s why we don’t argue that much.’

Ako couldn’t believe her ears. Every word was like cold rain against her face.

‘You’re just a common lion, Airdo. I see you cowering away from me. Is that because you don’t see me as a female? If you really are as brave as you should be, then kiss me. Right here and right now!’

Airdo sighed, not being able to understand why he had to prove himself to Ako once again, but he decided to play along and squatted down.

‘Fine, I’ll be careful not to hurt you.’

The kisses were tender at first, running from the cheeks to the lips, but the lion decided to spice things up and went to lick Ako’s neck. The rabbit let out a gasp of surprised, mixed with a tender moan of pleasure.

‘Finally, you’re serious for once’ she said with an inviting look. ‘Now, give me everything you’ve got.’

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‘I went too far!’ Haru thought as she was arching above an assignment. ‘I mean… I don’t think I said anything wrong but that doesn’t excuse me for criticizing my friend’s love life. I’m the absolute worst… I didn’t even criticize Legoshi for loving Louis so why did I act like this? I think I was just jealous… I think I just want to see Legoshi again… Wait, no I don’t! But the least I can do is apologize to Ako…’

Haru packed up and went to look for the couple. As she was walking to the dorm, she heard others screaming for help. She ran in the voices’ direction to see what was going on. To her horror, she saw Ako lying on the floor, frozen in blood, Airdo arching over her with his face covered in blood and his eyes full of tears.

He looked around in terror. When he saw Haru he said ‘I was losing myself…’ before bursting out crying. He finally understood what Haru meant back in the cafeteria.

Soon, the police arrived and cuffed him. Medics also arrived shortly after, treating Ako’s wounds immediately and stabilizing her. They placed her on a stretcher then moved her into the ambulance and drove away to the nearest hospital. All that time, Airdo was crying, pleading to the officers that he didn’t mean any harm and to save her.

As the officers sat Airdo into the police car, there was only one thought resonating in Haru’s head: ‘You should end your friendship with Legoshi.’

#beastars #beastars overhaul

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