#aka i need to move out
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bird in her gilded cage 💙🪽
#ref/pose is the vogue italia cover from nov 2005 by bruce weber#i realized as i was drawing this that it turned out super similar to the last painting i did of them (the kiss) BAHAH oop#just in a different font#what can i say... i just have a tried and true dynamic/cliche that i like LOL#aka super sane fictional men who just want to keep a girl all to themselves (and also to keep them safe) no red flags here move along#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy sebastian#choccyart#clora clemons#i painted this in black and white and then added colour afterwards and o my god it was such a pain NEVER AGAIN!!!#i was so stressed bc i liked how i painted it but i was like WHENEVER I TRY TO ADD COLOUR IT SUCKSSSS#idk how some artists paint so well by adding colour later but i SUCK at it... i need to paint in colour from the very start#lesson learned#thank god for gradients they saved me BAHAHA#i still dont know if im happy with this but i am done looking at it
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not to be that person but fuck
n don’t get me wrong I love smut as much as the next person but I cannot stand meaningless smut. With no substance just mindless sex with no passion or any ounce of affection attached to it. No buildup, no pining, no tension so thick it’s palpable no “fuck why are these jeans glued on” no “clumsiness or characters being awkward because sex is awkward sometimes and intimidating” no characterisation, character development or poking fun in a lighthearted way because
“dino boxers really?”
the way they’d be so unapologetic about it too maybe not even vocal but the look that fucking look that screams “yeah? n what you’re gonna do about it?” or maybe they’re flustered but that’s hot either way because it’s them, it’s their quirk
It’s the little details
The vulnerability? The insecurities—trying something new but being afraid to cross or plunge into unknown territories
but it’s their touch—guidance—that unspoken “you’re safe with me”
Subtle hotness/intimacy man
But yeah sex sells. Let’s be real. It’s a cheap way to get views especially when not mindful of how characters would react in such situations
#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader#ellie williams imagine#tlou ellie#that girl smokes an expired old joint ONCE and y’all think she’s some kind of sex God😭#no but she would in fact wear dino boxers#I don’t think Ellie would engage in random hook up culture either bro she’s a LOSER LESBIAN#shes the queen of self deprecation needs encouragement or social cues before making the first move aka weed scene#only then does all HELL break lose#no but the way Dina pulled away for a split sec…mid making out bc she just ignited a beast
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woe tf!Zane be upon ye
#ninjago#lego ninjago fanart#transformers#maccadam#starman doodles#ninjago zane#zane julien#tf zane au#im open to name suggestions btw#i got frostbite icestorm shard and hailstone#honestly not sure if i should put this in the maccadam tag considering there's zero tf characters#also i'm not super satisfied with his design but i need this out of my brain#hi again ninjago fandom its me coffeemac aka kopibihun i moved my art here#finally i did the thing i said i would do
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many problems can be solved by thinking about the character. unfortunately my current problems would be solved if I could stop thinking about the character
#aka i need to write a paper but my brain is just ROMANA#and i love her very much but if she could just move out for three days that would be genuinely helpful#jae says stuff
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Erm so….No explanation
ALSO PLS SCROLL TO THE BOTTOM I DID NOT SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON HER FULL DESIGN FOR NOTHING😭😭
Also art inspo from brujo ari if you couldn’t tell




Full design here!!

#self ship#oc x canon#f/o x s/i#self shipping#f/o#self ship art#f/o community#bipoc selfship#poc selfship#oc x canon fanart#oc x canon art#charlie baker#cheaper by the dozen#…..I watched this movie 3-4 days ago get the white boy out my head please#cheaper by the dozen charlie#💋charlie baker🥧 (aka fine shyt)#newest fine shyt#self insert#yumeship#yumeship art#yumeshipping#yumejoshi#idek if I’m using that tag correctly bruh 😭😭#whatever idc#DORRY I NEED CHARLIE TO FALL FOR THE WEIRD GILE IM SORRY#THEYRE JUST FRIENDS FOR NOW BUT HES FALLING SO DAMN HARD BRO#they meet back up during college (I have yet to watch Chaper by the dozen 2 but ik he gets another gf but like…..that’s mine buddy move it#😞 my pretty princess#🖇my goofy ahh self ships💗#💋Charmilion📓
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whats everyone's favorite citation style? mine is chicago i used to love love love that in high school. i never got to do it in college, i use using mla but man. chicago unless you've changed i missed u terribly. the sexiest of citations to me.
#online freak era for me IM WATCHING the most interesting book series video#makes me want to make my alcatraz vs video#I NEED TO KEEP FORCING MYSELF TO KEEP HEALING AND GETTING BETTER AND ETC#so i can find a job that is better for me and better pay bc i need to move out#and i need to keep living in the situation im in now and survive balance thrive#bc im doin git slowly but surely but slowly#and i do need to keep being forceful in some ways aka forcing myself to do the job applications and now scheduling the doctors shit i gotta#and i will do it and am doin git bc i want to do fun things like make book videos and watch book videos#and hear about ppls fav citation styles#having a weird one but its a good weird one#im keyed up from filming a video i always get like this afterwards but also im tired af and emotional from#my period#WELL#gays4vulo#talk about things i should delete sorry tha tags are for me and for me alone#if you decided to get this far thats on u
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So uh. MelDan ammirite? This (kinda) blew up on Insta and other socmed I use so ig I'mma upload this here too lol
It started as a crackship (and it's still is, I kinda like to jokingly them imagine them pretending to like each other but actually wanting to skin each other alive, a little ooc for both of them, but it's mostly just for fun) but rn I'm exploring the potential ""relationship"" through a more angsty lense.
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#hpma oc#hpma daniel#my art#magic awakened#daniel page#melly anderson#melly anscombe#OK SO#I think that there's many different ways these two could “work”#I could go with a safe route aka transfem!Daniel x Melly all cute and sweet#OOOOR I could make it angsty and potentially one sided#my current idea? Daniel knows Mel is a metamorphmagus and wants her to tell him who she really is#but Mel ofc doesn't really want that for many reasons#she doesn't feel comfortable sharing who she really is bc she doesn't want people to know the real her in general#if she tells Dan he'd pry more and he'd discover WHY she's pretending to be Melly and that's a no no#this frustrates Daniel to no end he's not even sure if Mel even likes him back sometimes#Mel feels bad for deceiving Daniel snd wants to be honest w him but she can't#although I do have somewhat of an idea why Mel would get involved w him like this I'm still trying to figure it out#(she's probably having a comphet phase + she feels lonely af and needs a distraction from everything + to move on from Melissa and Cass)#and maybe also Ivy? she avoids her several reasons despite feeling heartbroken to do so#real question is tho what does Dan even see in her lol#that's def smth I gotta think about lol#but yeah. it's not canon to any of my current universes it's just for some mindless fun
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The official Mclaren account adding fuel to the fire... disgusting
#oscar's one of my faves but im so done with the team#the last thing this needs is the official f1 team instigating more shit#I gave lando a pass cuz he's fuelled up aft the race (+ yk how dumb f1 media qns can be) but the team is being so obnoxious#friendly reminder who was alonso's engineer in 2010 🙄#who said the dumbest things aft the race whr alonso lost the wdc#max verstappen#lando norris#austrian gp 2024#mclaren#aka#clowns#don't even try to compare it to rbr knives meme post#rbr is poking fun at themselves (rightfully so- this mclaren post only goes on to prove their pt)#while mclaren is still trying blow the incident out of proportion#be so fr it wasn't even the worst incident in that race#compared to previous instances at T3 there was a lot more room#we see contact in races all the time it was just that this time both cars unfortunately came away with a puncture#the irony of being a racing team yet encouraging a smear campaign the moment some actual racing happens#both were going at it be so fr#max alr got penalised MOVE ON
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couldn't reason with the underdog. once you've been it then you'll always be one, looking around the arena thinking "i'm just like you."
#io laithe#endwalker spoilers#ffxiv#azia gposes#THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH#first of all i had to load into this and the tanks were new so we wiped on the lb3 part#then once they left i had 10 minutes to set this up and take it#had to change shinryu into endsinger and move that big bitch#and the posing and lighting and shader UGH misery#and i lost her head dot because her skeleton is an eldritch horror so i couldn't make her look more at io but here we are!!#i just needed to get the shot out of my head#not too bad for a ten minute gpose with an ancient horror aka little girl
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crying and sobbing at the downgrade in depth illario got between the wigmaker job and veilguard
#:V#datv#da#dragon age#illario dellamorte#spoilers#its such bs!!!! in wigmaker illario CARES for lucanis. hes annoyed at his heroism yes. but he wants luc to be safe#see: him touching lucanis' arm to calm him down. and asking if he needs a healer once they meet up after the jobs done#AND. lucanis respects illario. he literally says its illarios calling to be first talon#and even if caterina picks lucanis they both hope that she ''sees reason'' eventually aka decides illario is a better fit#i truly do wonder what made illario do such a heel turn that hed want to kill lucanis...#HONESTLY. i think a better plot would just involve illario selling out caterina to the venatori so he can move in as first talon#he'd still be a traitor but in a way that makes sense#maybe once luc starts snooping illario gets desperate#but looking at wigmaker illario i just cant see him wanting to kill lucanis#anyway sorry for this rant i dont call myself the illario defense lawyer for nothing
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Is it time again? It must be.
Can't help but wonder 🤔🤨🤥
#atticus finch#iykyk#and if you don't#don't worry about it#but like#if I put myself in a certain person's position#i'd have to ask myself#“is what I'm doing unkind?”#“is it fair to anyone INCLUDING myself?”#“wouldn't it be better for all of us (ESPECIALLY myself) if I tried to move on?”#“don't I owe all of us that kind of honesty after all the harm I caused?”#“have I learned anything about how much harder I made things for people who were already vulnerable in this space?”#“would it serve anyone if I tried to weasel my way back in under false pretenses?”#“isn't it even worse to try to come back and ask them to trust me again after I've undermined their ability to trust in general?”#“what do I think I could possibly have to gain?”#“won't they be extra vigilant?”#“why do I think I can fool them a second time?”#but those are not questions that would organically occur to the kind of person who needs to ask them#and yeah fuck it because I tired of walking on glass#let's bring out the big guns aka this tag:#pccp#and also#pccp wtf#anyway#that's your daily atticus [Finch] post#🕵️♀️
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accidentally thought about trying to cook in my mother's kitchen and now im so stressed out i cant sleep 👍
#insane in the membrane for real over here jesus h#i just. i know i need to cook my meals bc i truly am not getting the vitamins and shit i need aka I NEED GREEN VEG. STAT!!!!!#but literally the fucking THOUGHT of cooking here again is so abhorrent its lowkey freaking me out how much my anxiety just spiked ahbdsjxn#but augh i just read a paper about chronic inflammation and how it triggers a feedback loop between insulin processing and leptin and stuff#like all literally exactly what is happening to me. and its like yea diet changes can really really help#bc theres no real Medical solution right you just have to try and eliminate inflammatory triggers#so basically until i do that in earnest. im not really gonna see the changes i want#but i cant really do that until i move out again#but thats a) too far away and b) kind of a cop out like#i know im just too scared of how fucked up i get when im living here to cook#which sounds so FUCKING idiotic#wah wah im almost THIRTY and using a kitchen when my mommy is around is scawy#man get it together. christ alive.#but okay#whatever um#guess ill die forever
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The Promise by When In Rome








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#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#mike wheeler#mike's pov#this song has so much going on i don't even know where to start#'when you need a friend don't look to a stranger. you know in the end i'll always be there'#feels very reminiscent of mike's insecurity at the end of s3 about will finding another party aka new friends aka a new best friend#angela might not have been who mike thought she was but that insecurity that will moved on from the party (mike) is still present#mostly because mike still doesn't know about will's true life in lenora (probably too scared to find out will is happier outside of hawkins#and so he wants to make clear to will that he's always going to be there#'and when you're in doubt. and when you're in danger. take a look all around. and i'll be there'#pretty self explanatory.#'when your day is through. and so is your temper. you know what to do. i'm gonna always be there'#even if will breaks down (s3/s4) and tells mike everything that he's feeling and it backfires#mike is always going to try to make it right (minus s3 blatantly... for angsty endgame reasons...)#'i'm sorry but i'm just thinking of the right words to say. i know they don't sound the way i planned them to be'#mike may not be the best with words in the moment#but that doesn't mean what he's feeling and thinking is foreign to him#he's constantly battling his feelings and how to communicate them. like that's the whole problem in and of itself#sometimes (usually) when mike's put on the spot he lashes out and then he has to overcorrect it#but will is really the one that mike makes the effort right after wronging him to promise they will get through it together#he might not be able to fully realize (accept) the implications of that right now...#but what the promise is telling us is is that no matter what they go through#mike will always see will in his future at the end of all of this#the ending of s3 was the promise hidden in the subtext of their friendship and s4 continues that#'i promise you. i promise you i will'#'we will. we will.'#4x04#gif
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my pond plance arrived..... i did like 5/6ths of a whole days activity in the morning but my pond plance are here.... in carbdoard box outside my house......... ooooooubhg
#i think i will continue on tungle a bit. then floor time. then picnic rug outside so i can do theeeee tiniest steps to release them :P#they'll be like so packaged style. cardboard box and then inside there tied in plastic bags and then inside there they'll be#wrapped in damp newspaper....#also i gotta read their label info bc in the past this has differed from the website info... specifically r.e. their depths aka#do i need to move a rock in there or can they just sit on the bottom of the pond <- preferable#and to ascertain this i'll need to check if my measuring stick (piece of bamboo with 5cm intervals drawn on in sharpie) still has#the lines visible so i can check the pond depths...#if not i'll take a sharpie out o7#okay my steps <3 yay <3
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sometimes ya gotta take your sweetheart oc and turn them into something that they feel most uncomfortable with / not their usual style.
#anyways having thoughts of Shivani turned into a vampire#and i can't stop#but not really in a twc verse - cause i imagined her being turned in the 70s?#so probs she still be considered a 'baby vamp'#also have this scene in mind where she moves to a new town (in the current day) and need to find a new... sleeping chamber#aka she has to go to a funeral home and buy a coffin (without revealing herself )#which aint so easy since shes q terrible liar#how she hadnt been found out for years is somewhat a miracle#oc: shivani gupta
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Cap'n : *sigh...*
Sweet : what?
Cap'n : nothing..
Sweet : you don't like the food?
Cap'n : I love the pepper steak and mashed potatoes with wine like it's one of the classic expensive food! but ironically I miss eating rice with only sugar so much right now.
Sweet : ????@%^&!%&&*(#&(?!!?!?
#[records]#Scc#Sweet#Cap'n#only filipinos could understand this about why rice and sugar is a good meal#yeh Cap'n likes expensive stuff like he dreamed of but he miss what he used to eat too#some common humans miss the old days we used to be broke and do cheap budget but still enjoyed simple life what god has already given us#and when you reached to the point you're successful like you dreamed of. you miss those times were so simple#Brothers Blood au#<- scc are not the brothers. Mark and Seren are. the scc are also main characters here as Mark's bandmates#Cap'n could still enjoy rice from other countries but he'd love it more when it's imported from the Philippines itself#sadly Cap'n doesn't know how to cook so he needed K_K and Sweet's help for it (he's lucky he got his mom's recipes)#imagine he goes to every fast food chain jollibee they pass by#I want to give Cap'n some more backstories (like his dad has another family aka he has step-siblings and stepmother)#and Cap'n did all his best to get better income for himself (because his mother sadly passed away before he moved out)
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