#ajdjdk

[nattaphum]

Did he have to be SO fond ???

[phantaloon]

andrew @ neil at some point: don't blame yourself, being ginger is punishment enough

[imminent-danger-came]

People really losing their minds over the take "Aaravos isn't a main character" huh

[zoya-nazyalenskys]

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[alpinelogy]

Ajsjdj desperately need someone I feel comfortable enough to send my graphics wips cause I want to brag but I’m only like two third through working on this set 😭🫠

[neurotypical-sonic]

I remembered that blog who called me a whore unprompted.... checked on their blog and suprise they're being a freak about the rottmnt turts

[kate-m-art]

Uhhhh another dump and run sketch post to prove I'm alive I guess, varied subjects and quality lol see you guys in another month or so

Uhhhh probs don't have explanations that make any sense but mirror twins beloved, Sir Sean, way too many of Autumn and co., Viking besties, and modern au Antione and Mea skating cause adore them sm TvT

[lords-of-fortune]

12 tierce and 13 rodaine lmao

12. What perfectly-normal-to-them-thing does your OC do that confuses/pisses off/terrifies thier neighbors?

Many, many things. Tierce is the worst neighbor. He brawls people at night in the streets even in Hightown. He comes home drunk in the wee hours of the morning and he isn't quiet about it until he is in the house (doesn't want to wake his mother). I think the thing that he does that isn't to either do his job or deliberately annoying his neighbors that freak them out anyways is bringing his dog out in public. Fang is a mabari and is fucking huge and able to tear someone's face off. He is Tierce's sweet baby boy who has never done anything wrong in his life ever. He growls at the nobles but like so does Tierce so. Basically they're terrified of the dog and Tierce Does Not Get It.

13. Under what circumstances would your OC appear naked in public?

Honestly, it probably wouldn't be difficult for Rodaine to be naked in public ajdkfk. I think I've mentioned before he doesn't really have a sense of privacy since I imagine baths at the Circle are communal, especially for the apprentices. It's not his *preference* to be dick-out in public but like I'm pretty sure all the companions in origins and awakening have seen his dick at least once cause I imagine he returns from bathing to camp nude because they don't have towels and he's drip-drying ajdkfk. Wynne chastises him about it and he covers up around her out of respect but pretty much everyone else straight up doesn't care or is like 👀 about it ajdjkf. (I'm using the term 'public' kinda loosely here clearly)

[werewolfpngs]

thinks about her thinks about her

[nattaphum]

We got another super short IG live (Pond’s lives are getting shorter and shorter lmao)

Pond teased Mile saying that he's handsome like a Hong Kong actor. So Apo quickly teased him too: 'Handsome, handsome! Oh, handsome! Does he speak Thai?'

So Mile made a face like he didn't understand Thai lmaoooo

Pond *in english*:Where are you from?

Apo: Hey!! I invite you to join Be On Cloud.

Pond: Are you affiliated? *in english* Do you speak Thai?

Mile: no, no, no

Apo: *bursts out laughing*

Ajajsksksdk 🤣

THIS WAS INTENSE:

Apo’s laugh when Mile acts like he doesn’t speak Thai:

[kittycarly]

MEMEMEME I'M HEEREE OH MY GOD THIS IS SO COOL!!!!!

art block battle lets fucking goooo. ty for handing over custody of your critters for this /j tags below

@carnivalcentipede @minty-sweet-art @youkaimaiden @kittycarly @unknownhyperial @youlookhomophobic @friendlybageldemon @hon3ybrewery @djh4l0v3rv3r @acreepylittleguy @lovelyroseghost @itisstillnotme

[ifitmeanslosingyouthenno]

more of the aftg greys au bc i love it

neil runs, but he cant bring himself to really leave

cant bring himself to leave the program and his coworkers (no longer friends really, at least not all of them)

cant bring himself to leave behind his mom

cant imagine not ever seeing andrew and kevin again

so he runs, he runs, but most importantly he hides

he needs time and hes panicking and his stuck inside his head and he cant escape his mind so he hides

its not like he's shown anyone but jean the pitiful place he calls his apartment

so he hides, inside his bathroom, door locked, a small ball inside his shower, with nothing but words of hatred running rampant inside his head

at some point he hyperventilates so bad he passes out

and he has no one there for him

its not until the next day, when he doesn't show up for work, and jean is the first to take notice

bc neil was too anxious, too afraid, too wrapped up in his head, to realize that no, not everyone hated him

in fact his first year intern friends where all backing him up, they knew better than anyone how hard he worked everyday, how good he was on his own

(and jean knew first hand how down to earth he was, how he didn't delight himself in riches and gold or whatever, how scared he was of failing)

and today his residents are if anything, madder bc he didn't show up, madder bc they think he's slacking just bc of his name

jeans makes up some bullshit about him being sick, how he was going to call the chief later, just so the other doctors dont shit on neil anymore, even if he isn’t there to listen to him

(and btw before you ask why all the doctors are mad, its bc most doctors are really fucking competitive ajdjdk jealousy is literally weaponized in there, its insane to witness that irl as a med student)

despite robin and katelyn's advice, jean approaches kevin (ehh lets say they knew each other as kids not sure what role the moriyamas will play in this, if any), and asks him if he knows where neil is, bc he knows they were together

and well, kevin shuts down his feelings, still feeling hurt, still feeling like its their fault neil didn't trust them, and just tells jean to never approach him to ask personal matters anymore, lowkey kinda threatens him about not telling anyone they were with neil bc its over now

and jean

well jean is pissed

and he gives kevin crap, nevermind that kevin is several years his superior, and tells him that he understands them being pissed but that shunning neil out when literally almost everyone at the hospital seems like they are against neil at the moment, gives him shit about how they were supposed to stand by neil not toss him aside like garbage

jean leaves him mostly mortified also kinda defeated and just still pissed but... ashamed too, as he turns jeans words around his head and well, he can't help but feel guilty, even if andrew never believes in guilt

but of course when he tries to call neil, it goes straight to voicemail, most likely turned off or dead or maybe neil just blocked him, he probably feels like he deserves that

and andrew is also lowkey pissed at first, when kevin confronts him, bc he's hurt and he thinks trust and honesty are very very important in order for their thing to work, so he kinda lowkey refuses to call neil, for which kevin gets mad at him and storms off, leaving andrew alone just enough for him to actually go through what kevin (what jean) said, just enough for something that he refuses to call guilt to eat at his resolve

just enough for him to actually try calling neil

not that it matters, as he gets sent to voicemail

so he goes to the interns' locker room, where everyone but jean and smalls are getting changed to leave for the night

which, shouldn't be it bc he knows for sure that moreau is on shift tonight, he's memorized their schedule to see when neil was available

not that that matters either, not anymore

it's unfortunately katelyn that notices him first, and yeah he's used to the wariness in her gaze everytime he has to interact with her (it's mutual, there's a whole hospital and she has to want to be with his brother?), but this time there's outright scorn

"where's moreau?"

"he left early today"

"he's on shift tonight," he says even though that's not why he cares where he is

"he switched with janie"

he doesn't even reply back, not that she was of any fucking use, and goddam how the fuck is he supposed to call and locate moreau, or more importantly neil , it's not like either he or kevin know where he lives, or actually know much about him as evidently proved to them the day before

they don't know if he has comfort places, don't know if he has a favorite coffee shop, don't know if he has a favorite park

all he can do, painfully, is wait

because no one knows where neil is

and the only person who could know is gone

meanwhile, jean gets to neil's place, and thank fuck that neil gave him the keys to the apartment, because he's not answering the fucking door

and when he gets in, he can't help but wonder if maybe his friend left, if maybe he ran for good, if maybe he was so beat down that in a fit of panic he just fled

because the place is empty, just as it was the only time he'd been here before, and there's no proof anyone has been here, but... but his phone is on the carton box he calls a bedside table and oh

that one chain he always keeps on, with a key firmly pressed into his chest is on the bare mattress he calls a bed

there's the chain and no key

he moves to the only other door on the small room, closed, with the light shut off, quiet, but maybe...

"neil? are you in there?"

it takes the better part of an hour to get neil to open the door, and a little over another to actually coax neil out of the bathroom, still dazed, in the middle of what is obviously a very bad dissociative episode, but with his heart rate skyrocketting in the 120s bpm (it should not be above 100 <3), hands shaking so bad jean has to hold the glass of water in order for neil to drink out of it

he doesn't speak at all the first few hours

he doesn't let go of the key clenched in his hand either, even if there's a bloody imprint of it on his palm

jean makes sure to charge his phone, makes sure he gets at least some food in him, and when his phone finally turns on, he makes sure to let neil know he's got the missing calls from kevin and andrew, wraps him in his hoodie and at neil's nod, presses him close to his side

when neil speaks, it's well into the night, early in the morning, both and neither

"why aren't you mad at me?"

"why would i be mad at you?"

"everyone else seems to be"

jean only sighs, pressing neil closer to him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders

"everyone else is just jealous of you, actually scratch that, it's not everyone, if you'd wait before fleeing you'd have noticed us first years stuck by you"

"all i am is a lie"

"you aren't a lie, you're neil josten, who cares who your parents are or where you grew up, you're neil josten," he sighs softly, "you're a pain in the ass, but you're still you, you're my partner, neil"

and neil feels so much, he can't help but shiver, something akin to a sob escaping from his throat, something shameful and painful all the same

neil was raised to always only think of himself, his mother's paranoia after what she had to go through with his father only telling him that people were out to get him, that if he got comfortable, people would find a way to use him and hurt him and leave him out to dry

for so many years he chose being alone because of mary's words

for so many years he chose to believe that was true, so he isolated from his classmates, his colleages, his peers

for so many years he believed her

now he believed jean

after a few seconds of silence, in which he sank deeper into jean's side, genuinely finding comfort in his warmth, he says

"andrew and kevin hate me now"

jean just clicks his tongue, "if they hate you because of this, if they can't bring themselves to understand why you kept this from us, they don't deserve you, and you're much better off without them"

neil just ponders for a few moments, but jean isn't done speaking

"they've both been calling you for hours tho, so i think that might be worth something"

neil just sighs, shaking his head, and leaning impossibly closer to jean

"not today, i just- not right now"

"that's okay neil, just rest now, we can deal with that tomorrow, well, in a couple hours really because its already tomorrow"

neil huffs softly, a little sadly and closes his eyes

"thank you for everything jean"

jeans huff is far less devastating, "thats what partners are for"

neil just smiles as he moves to throw a blanket over them

yeah, that's what partners are for

[phantaloon]

i mean this nicely but i dont care much about jayce and his issues with the politics system ajdjdk like bro just stick to your ideals 😭

[zoya-nazyalenskys]

finally found out why a popular dragon age blog has me blocked and funny thing is it's not even for dragon age crimes it's cause i'm a targ stan ajdjdk

[alpinelogy]

Huzzah!! All fifteen of them together. Tbh they don’t look that insane in photos but they look good exactly as I hoped they would :,,)

Some closeups of my favs + the ones I was really worried about with CMYK

And the two orange ones ajdjdk. Photo does not do it justice how violently orange they are

[neurotypical-sonic]

I would do a poll but i have so many blogs blocked and I'm sure so many have me blocked so I dont think it would get very far ajdjdk