#ahhhhhhh T.T

[izzlizzwizz]

oh my god how are we feeling about nightly rendezvous because ive been rewatching the trailer every single hour ever since the livestream and i cant get it out of my head T.T take this shitty doodle AHHHHHHH

[sage-reads-things]

THE HAND-HOLDING AHHHHHHH!! This is obviously a callback to the moment at the funeral when Mutsumi took Taiyo's hand, allowing the gesture to come full circle. She offered him comfort and security in a time when he had none. Now he's returned the favor, promising to stay with her and protect her no matter what. It's enough to make a grown man cry T.T

I like how Rei specifically thanks Taiyo for choosing to be with Mutsumi. Once again we see the central theme of Taiyo and Mutsumi's relationship—choice. Taiyo and Mutsumi are constantly choosing each other, and while the characters may fixate on how Mutsumi chose an ordinary guy like Taiyo as her husband, Taiyo also chose Mutsumi when he accepted the ring in the very first chapter. It's going to be a tough road for them no matter what, but as long as they keep choosing each other, they'll be able to face it head-on, together.

(Also, not to end this on an ominous note, but is anyone else worried about how Rei says it will be "difficult to accept Mutsumi's fate"? Why would she word it like that? Does she know something? Ma'am, you're making me nervous!)

[abalonetea]

katie. friend. shining rainbow coated seashell at the bottom of a coral reef. Does Noah Get To Be Happy? (i’m feeling incredibly normal about your Shed pieces today, can you tell?)

Ahhhhhhh Larkspur! Thank you T.T I love SHED so much, it’s been a passion project of mine for a long time tbh! I’m so glad that you’ve been enjoying the snippets because I’m also incredibly normal about them !!!

Honestly seeing your tags on my posts is always like a literal highlight of my day and I read them all multiple times because they just!!!! Make me so happy to see!!!!!

Your question is! Such a good one! Also, such a complicated one!

Does Noah Get To Be Happy? Yes, but it’s only because he turns out to be incredibly abnormal about the way he handles life, Hunter, and the monsters on the mountain. Blessings, Noah becomes so totally abnormal about literally everything, at a very incredible rate.

Is Noah happy that he does, actually, find Hunter? Yes! Yes he is!

Is Hunter now a monster that requires human flesh to keep his sanity/humanity? Also yes!

Does Noah handle this in a way so absolutely batshit insane, it even has Hunter looking at him and going, bro, what the fuck? Also yes.

He just cares for his best friend way too much to let Hunter be lost, okay. So, sure, Noah gets to be happy eventually! But in a way that makes no one else happy! : )

[fyodior]

Its me qgain, mind full of peeping tom, panty stealer and sniffer dazai sobs he is just he mqakes me so feral idk jwjxhajzj t.t i wan him so bad i have lots and lots of panties he can steal plw rpls pls is dhak t.t

- 📗

GOD I LOVE PERV!DAZAI AHHHHHHH he's either really really good at being sneaky abt it or literally not subtle at all. i think he'd even go so far as to do some shit like offering you a drink at work that he slipped something into so you get super fucking horny, and he gets off under his desk watching your face heat up and you squirm knowing exactly what's happening in your head and body. he'll follow you to the bathroom and sit outside the door, touching himself as he listens to your desperate, painfully horny moans as you finger yourself <3 and when you have to take off your underwear and either throw it away or shove it in your purse after cumming all over yourself he will def find a way to steal them LMAO

[a-lien-kai]

Ahhhhhhh I love this idea so much T.T

Been drawing nonstop all week but I did it!!

[Edit: but wait, there’s more!]

Bonus without text:

[professionalfangirllife]

WHEN I'M TELLING YOU THAT I GOT SO FREAKING EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[zhowongli]

SOBBING CRYING SCREAMING BC I GOT NOT ONLY ONE,, BUT TWO ZHONGLI!!!!!!!!!! i was so shook i forgot to screenshot the moment he came home bUT STILL ,, AHHHH,,,,, AHHHHHHHH

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

I read how you felt like a nobody even though you graduated today and I just wanted to let you know I applied to uni (i did get in yeee) in the US (im from Mexico) and one of the factors that made me continue grinding to get there was you and how I felt represented in you! You gave me hope, you created hope w your hard work :D congratulations on your graduation, you have all the reasons to feel proud, I wish you the best

Oh my god now I'm crying holy shit. Holy shit!!!! For real????

ESTOY TAN FELIZ POR TI QUE EMOCIÓN AY DIOS MIO NO SE QUE DECIR

I am so so so honored to have been a factor in your pursuit. Ahhh!!!!!! I hope for the absolute best experience for you!!!!

[abalonetea]

ahhhhhhh your work is always so fun to read T.T

good lines, funny lines tag I

time to finally do some tag games. this is from @oh-no-another-idea and also @kaiusvnoir

I'm also throwing in a bonus Out of Context tag from Idea as well.

out of context lines from Ghost Story:

“I’m not his pet, though,” Qaz clarified, rather unnecessarily, as Caden was perfectly well educated enough to know that werecats were just as intelligent as humans - if not more so - and were quite magical in their own right. “I’m a transformation-specializing magic-user,” Qaz continued sourly.

good lines from Rain Story:

"You should go now, before I change my mind." Jaino crossed his arms and ignored the pain flaring up in his chest. "You don't have to help me. You shouldn't have to."

"Look," Darsh said angrily, "I shouldn't have to. That's right. Because ideally, you wouldn't exist and fire magic wouldn't be poisoning this kingdom. But I can't leave, not when I have a chance at stopping things. Don't you get it? This isn't about what we what. This is about what is right. I can't leave you even if I hate you because something good has to come of this, of our meeting. I think maybe something can. You don't get to give up on that just because your conscience is hurting."

Rain Story doesn't have any funny lines (it's literally all angst so...this is the closest I have):

Sardha was angry.

Jemmi knew this because she’d asked her if she wanted to go ribbon hunting and Sardha had said, “no,” with a voice that would choke on its own fevered sound if it ventured to speak further. It wasn’t surprising, given how stupid Jaino had been that morning, but for her anger to last all day and still affect her this much was definitely something that made Jemmi want to sign deference every time they passed each other.

And since they were preparing dinner together, Jemmi ended up signing deference to the vegetables she was cutting several times while Sardha washed rice and could’ve heated up the water with how hard she was glaring at it.

I've been away from my stories for so long that looking at them is hard. bleh.

@afoolandathief @deciphered-narrator @italiangothicwriteblr @ellierenae OR ANYBODY

[themonotonysyndrome]

ahhhhhhh sam or william buying sexy as fuck outfits for you to wear around the houseeeee

- :)

Personally, I think it's either lingerie or nothing at all. The sexy outfits are for outside dates and us hanging off William and Sam's arm~ Let me be a spoiled trophy wife, please T.T

[mojoomojojo]

you sweet thing, you got so desperate so fast! i bet you were adorable, trying to hold back all those leaky spurts of pee. no wonder you're so soaked, after all the drinks. such a good boy for us. i hope cleaning up your puddle was easy and you get nice and cozy now, you deserve it.

T.T it was SO fast! I wasn't expecting it at ALL!! Not that I had very well planned out plans, but it completely overturned what I thought I was gonna be doing... just nope nope nope I guess it's just desperation now time!!! I'm all clean and wrapped up in bed now, and I'm gonna curl up with my pillows 🥰🥰 thank you ahhhhhhh

[jenivi7]

First Lines Tagging Meme

I'M SO HAPPY TO BE TAGGED IN THIS TWICE!  Thank you @ink-flavored and @clyde-side !! (I almost just did this on my own too because I love babbling about my own fics...)

Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favorite opening line.

Now pinned and under a cut because it became a really long, really good introduction to me and my stories! 

Hello!

Unnecessary and overly wordy introduction/personal musings: I love opening lines so much. When I worked at a bookstore, I used to open books and hardcore judge them on their first lines. I had barely any free time to read at that point so if it didn’t grab me in the first line or two, I put it back. The first Harry Potter book is actually in my pile of really good openers. “Mr. and Mrs. Dursley of number four, Privet Drive, were proud to say that they were perfectly normal, thank you very much.” (Subtle alliteration, HELLO??) So I'm super excited to see if my own first lines come even close to the standards that I apply to other people lol. MY OWN MONEY IS ON NO. I have the feeling that I'm so frantic trying to get the story down on paper before the good words disappear from my head that I'm not actually paying attention to the first line. BUT LET'S SEE, SHALL WE.

So just straight up going backwards, I've written and posted TWO BRAND NEW THINGS after being away from fandom almost entirely for 10+ years! They're drabble length but they're shiny and new! <3 (All available fics are linked!)

1. Tango:

She teaches them to dance so that they can dance with her but when Atem gets that mischievous smirk on his face and pulls Yugi into his arms, their bodies spark and the dance floor smolders at their heels.

(The fic is so short that this is a full 1/5 of it but actually, I think I crammed all the good stuff right into that first line. This already might be my favorite. Like it says there in the line itself, Puzzleshipping.)

2. No Betting:

Anzu sat at the kitchen table writing carefully calculated answers onto sticky notes before attaching them to a fourth-grade math worksheet.

(Peachshipping! This one doesn't pop off until about line five so here's the rest of that bit:)

She had the same arrangement with her spouse as most parents had. When the kids were good they were hers. When they were bad, they were his. And when they were winning at games because they picked up rules with uncanny speed and read their opponents with more insight than ought to be available to a child, they were definitely, definitely his.

3. If you wanted honesty that's all you had to say (working title):

When he realized that the figure sitting under the game shop display window and smoking wasn’t Ryou, the physical body response was as though it had discovered a coiled snake not two feet away.

(This one! It's a NEW half finished(?) WIP. I actually started this one before the drabbles but wanted to finish before posting it. Then it got out of hand, then work got out of hand, then I started a couple more projects and well. I keep putting words on it though and eventually there will be a Kleptoshipper that turns into Puzzle and Tender for your reading enjoyment. Also, fair warning - don't use song lyrics as a working title. Every time I look at the document I get the song stuck in my head.)

Now we have polished up reposts of old stories for their move to AO3, where I'll basically keep my master archive. Not full re-writes but I fixed a bunch of typos and awkward sentences and they're much stronger for it. Most of these are from a pairings contest way back when so LOTS of different pairings and lots of AUs!

4. Human:

It was like a bad noir, the thought crossed both of their minds.

(Scifi AU, Rivalshipping. That one's not bad for a first line. Actually no link at the time of writing cause the re-edit is going up in like, a half hour? an hour? a half day? It's my next project after finishing this, finishing up the edit and posting it on AO3. Now with link!)

5. Blood:

Fingers through midnight black hair, whispers in his ear, touches that sizzled along the skin, awakening nerves and senses. 

(Dungeonshipping, Pegasus x Otogi, vampires AU. Oh that’s a nice first line! <3)

6. Crazy for You:

The keys are too large and too heavy for the doctor more used to more modern facilities but she doesn't say anything, just follows the orderly as he pulls the large door open.

(Manipulashipping, Anzu x Marik, Psychward AU. Still one of my favorites from that era. Big bold warning though, THIS ONE CONTAINS NON-CON)

7. Finality:

“What are you doing here?”

“Saying goodbye.” Bakura’s translucent arms swept across the graveyard. “Is this not an appropriate place for it?”

(First two or so bits of dialogue as the first first is a generic question. You can tell this is one of the really old ones just by that but it's a sweet, sad little Tendershipper that still has a special place in my heart.)

8. Pieces of You:

Glitter caught the light, leaving shimmering trails in the air as it got everywhere.

(Glittershipping, Anzu x Kisara. Another one that's special to me. Kisara is my girl and my first writing muse. <3)

9. Cambodia:

“It was summer of fifty three...”

“Wait a minute, wait a minute, it can't have been fifty three. You might be that ancient but I'm not. It must have been sixty three.”

(Jiishipping. Yes. Sugoroku x Arthur. HEY, IT CAME UP IN THE RANDOM DRAW FOR THE SHIPPING CONTEST OK. And my writer's brain hasn't backed down from a challenge yet... Another one that takes 4 lines to pop off but it's a good start. Actually, here's the rest of the bit just because I cannot get enough of these two bickering:)

“What do you mean it must have been sixty three? You don't even know what story I'm trying to tell.”

“Am I in it?”

“What?”

“So you're deaf now as well as daft? AM I IN IT?”

“Of course you're in it, y'old coot. Don't know why I'd tell a story without you in it when both grandkids are sitting here.”

10. Coffee and Cigarettes:

"Cigarettes and coffee? That's not a very healthy lunch." 

Mana crossed her legs and took a refined sip of her own coffee even as her company was not. 

(Mischiefshipping, Mana x Thief King Bakura. Oh this one I'm actually sad that it doesn't immediately sparkle in the first line cause it's one of my absolute favorites of everything I've written. And I think it's the only time I've ever written Mana but I LOVED IT AND HER. Oh no! I lied, I've written her at least one other time though I don't think that one quite captures her sheer chaos energy like this one does.)

11. A Million Missed Chances:

Somewhere along the line, someone made a choice.

(This one. THIS ONE. I think this is by far the most epic idea I've tackled. I still don't know if the sheer scale of the thing came across in the actual fic but in my head it was massive and I remember pounding away at my teeny tiny laptop late at night because the whole thing hit me maybe a day or so before the story was due for the pairings contest. We only had a week to write each fic and my really good ideas never came to me before the very last minute. T.T Conquestshipping, Mai x Valon.)

12. A Fear of Falling:

She drove.

Like she always did when something bothered her.

(Oh the first chapter on this is also one of the really ancient ones. Like one of the very first things I wrote. That first chapter really shows its age and is a little shaky but the others are better and the last one is what fits into the chorological order here. Polarshipping, Jou x Mai. One of my very first ships. Probably THE first actually <3)

13. What Our Creators Make Us:

"Well, well." The match flared, scattering dark shadows until it was blown out and the only light that remained was the red glow from the cigarette end. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again."

(Psychoshipping, Marik x Spirit of the Ring Bakura. With a bit of Bronze, Angst and Tender in the follow up. Old but I'm ridiculously proud of it, hence it's place in the master archive. Ahaha you can tell how old it is though by how clever I think I am. I thought it was funny to make my audience figure out who was talking and not reveal the characters for a good fourth to third of the fic. Ahhhhhhh. Sorry about past me.)

14. A Revolution of the Spirit:

It wasn't fair.  It just wasn't.

That they were close was understandable (you don't get much closer than sharing headspace) but that even now, after deals were made with gods, endless arguments, compromises and the ultimate guilt trip that he had only been a teenager when he willingly sacrificed himself for all of humanity, things she had only half seen and only partly understood even though they had all been there to witness, that even now Atem continued to invade Yugi's personal space as though he belonged there got on her nerves.

(Woah Nelly! That third sentence should probably be three, four and five. Even if I just split it in half we'd continue the pattern of things popping off in the fourth line. I think that's one pattern that's emerging! A really good bit takes me about four lines to set up and deliver! Oh, the challenge was Revolutionshipping, Anzu x Atem, but the fic is actually Spiritshipping, Anzu x Yugi x Atem.)

So confession time, I haven't been out of fandom completely, I just hadn't written my own standalone stories in a very long time. There are a few (ok ok more than a few) long-running rps that @miss-moberg and I have been adding to on and off over the years. I can't resist throwing in a couple of these.

15. Cafe!

The door shut behind them with the soft click of the latch and the exhale of a breath long held.

(This opening line was from December of 2020 when we rebooted a very old Prideshipper and that is a damn good opening line if I do say so myself. I can definitely see the difference now between the newer works and the older ones. I've gotten better, she's matched me pace for pace and eventually something will be finished, I'll work up the courage to ask permission to post it and the whole internet will get to see how brilliant the two of us are together.)

16. Treasure Hunt!

"Ryou, I think you're going to regret letting me tag along on your adventuring this time."  Yugi didn't bother turning away from the airplane's tiny window to see if his seatmate was paying attention.  He was more thinking out loud with his friend playing the role of a convenient sounding board.  "Because I think this trip is the only thing I'm going to talk about ever again."

(One more from RP because it's got that fun, four line punch that we've discovered is a pattern for me! Opening entry is from 2017.)

Also, in truth, my count is a little off when I say I'd been out of fandom 10+ years. I've been away from YGO for that long but I did spend a brief stint in Homestuck where I read a ton of fanfic, flirted with a couple group RPs and even wrote a tiny bit. 9 years without writing a new fic isn't as impressive as saying ‘over a decade’ but it is a little more accurate.

17. What You Will:

In the land of fair Illyria, along a small, sandy stretch of its rocky shore, a ship has come to ruin and one lone woman lies still as death among broken wood.

(The beginning of a Homestuck/Twelfth Night crossover that I'm still determined to work more on someday. It's only got a single chapter but it's magic though now I'm concerned about not being able to recapture that. Not a bad first line though. The style is so different it took me reading it a couple times before going, oh yeeeeeah, that's pretty good!)

18. Relentless:

You pull him to the deck and then across it by the remains of his shirt. Let him say one last goodbye. His ship pillaged, his crew murdered, his hands bound behind his back and at your mercy.

Funny word, that. Mercy.

(The first line is pretty decent but there's that four line combo again! Five but I could basically fix that with a comma. Featuring the troll ancestors Mindfang and Dualscar because every time Hussey introduced new characters they were instantly my favorite.) 

19. Black:

There is dark and there is dark and there is dark and then there is black. She is black. Licorice and coal. She is hate and resentment and everything that tastes bitter, the kind of black that coats the tongue like oil, drips down the back of the throat and keeps going.

(Oh wow. Am I allowed to say that about my own work? A Terezi/Vriska drabble that I'm putting as much here as I think I can get away with because it's so good that it fucks me up a little going back and reading it.)

And here it gets tricky because I think the more recent of the old, old fics are in the Drabbles and Shorts collection on ff.net and I can't see a post date. So I'll just pick a good one to end on.

20. Two Princes:

It was inevitable as the rising of Ra's chariot after a long night, as the flooding of the river banks every spring, and Atem always knew that Yugi's kiss would be as warm and gentle as the evening breeze in the summer that brought relief from the scorching day. It was.

(How about the final honor going to more Puzzle/Blind? This probably has the strongest first line of its era. Actually I'm not sure when it was written. It was just hanging out in my writing folder and, thinking about it, I probably wrote it when I was fading from fandom the first time around but still trying to hang in there. No wait! That’s too sad, we can’t end on that! Lets add one more to the list for the sake of personal narrative!)

21. Linger:

The world doesn't need him anymore. It doesn't need his sword and it doesn't need his pen.

(A tiny Princess Tutu afterward that I wrote for myself. Nice one-two punch in the opener. Also it rounds out the personal story that accidentally developed here with a line later in the fic, "Words, however, never stray far from a good writer..." Like, wait, stop. Past me, how did you know T.T)

Did that take a sudden emotional turn for anyone else or was that just me. Can I offset that a little with an honorable mention? Let’s do that while I collect myself. Here’s one more.

Honorable mention: Ryou and the Thief

There was a storm gathering and too much magic in the air. Much more than occurred naturally and magic at this level was never a good thing.

(I can’t have a list of things I’ve written without having Ryou and the Thief on it. If you click on this one though, BEWARE, it’s old, it’s silly and it has a ton of explicit gay sex that… would be written very differently if we were handling it today I’m sure! This is the first RP @miss-moberg and I ever did together and our excuse to Gemship and Puzzleship turned into us running the boys through a whole adventure based on the Osiris myth. It’s the longest thing I’ve ever completed and I’d still consider it kind of my legacy.)

And that’s the last 21(+1!) stories that I’ve written! 

The clear winner of best first line for me is 15. Cafe! It’s short, elegant and manages to contain a whole mood even without the context of what’s going on and who’s involved. (Spoilers: It’s Seto and Mokuba making an AU escape from Gozoboro.) Close second is Tango, the most recent story. It’s neat to see just how much better I’ve gotten and also really cool to see that even if the first line itself doesn’t contain a punch, it’s usually because there’s a nice, strong idea being set up and delivered in the first four lines (or so). What a pleasant surprise!

AND WOW, this whole tag thing didn't need to be so long! Or personal! Seriously, if you get this tag from me the challenge is only to list the first lines to 20 stories and maybe try to draw one or two conclusions from them. You all thought I was joking when I said I loved talking about my own writing! But actually, I guess it’s fine like this as I ended up using it as a way to re-introduce myself. Like, "Hey, I used to live here a long time ago and oh my god I love what you've done with the place!" Rather than being someone who's just popped up out of nowhere a few weeks ago to creepily bother all your best of the best creators so....

^///^ Hello!

Thanks for letting me ramble!

Tags! I think I've seen most of the authors I follow do this already but on the off chance you haven't been tagged yet: @elexica (checked your blog to see if you'd already done the tag and saw that you're another person returning to writing fanfiction after 10+ years. Same! Hello!!), @danieco, @draconicmaw, @nedjemetsenen (has someone tagged you already?) and two shots in the dark, @miss-moberg and @edmondia (I'm so sorry you two. T.T Please feel free to block me forever.) And please, anyone else who wants to babble about their own writing! Do this, it was so much fun. <3

[storyweaverofgondor]

Bestie, i mean this in the best way.

You are evil<3

this is for @queen-with-the-quill and @storyweaverofgondor bc you both know what movie i was talking about, so here's the au i'm thinking about:

Victoria as M.K.

Plato as Nod

Tugger as Ronin

Mistoffelees as Tara

Macavity as Mandrake

Mungojerrie as Grub

Rumpleteazer as Mub

Skimbleshanks as Nim Galuu

Bustopher as Professor Radcliffe

Jemima as the Flower Girl/Tara's Heir

because Nod and M.K. is VERY much how i imagine Platoria's early relationship to be, and Ronin is one of my favorite characters of the movie, and i really can't resist the angst of Tara's storyline with Misto 😭

[depressedhatakekakashi]

AHHHHHHH FANDOM PARENT IS A SHORT PERSON (you still give off tall vibes lmaooo)

my child is guaranteed to be taller than me and i already hate it T.T

but that's ok. i'm adorable and lots of fun XD

[sf9]

TEAR DROP IS GOING TO BE A SUMMER HIT MARK MY WORDS!!! 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

How are you today, miss? And again, your gif sets are soo pretty 😭💗. ; the rock elements in a. c.e's music was that thing that pulled me into their work, esp. undercover, I want to marry the drums, I want to find the drummer and shower him with love snd kisses and yeah 👄😌❤️; I'm happy you keep up with monsta x's music, they are truly amazing and I love them so much 🥺; and VAGABOND SEASON 2 god bless but it won't happen 🤧 I will start watching doom at your service and she would never know today, I lack romance in my life so I want to watch sth cheesy 🤧😂. What about you? Hope you are having a nice day, my beautiful flower 🌷🌹💕💕💕❤️❤️💞💞💞💜💜💖💖😘😘🥰🥰🥰-your fantasy friend

P.S: Jae is slowly making his way into my heart and mind,pls marry me, I love you snd I need a man and you are only 5years older than me🤧

AHHHHHHH TEAR DROP SOUNDS AMAZING SO FAR you are right and you should say it louder 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

I am good!! I spent the day relaxing and I've never felt better :") what about you!! PLS MY HEART thank you so much 😭😭💖💖💖 undercover was also the song that really got me into a.c.e ;o; I love LOVE it!!!!!! *googles how to become a drummer* 👀👀 I really enjoy Monsta X's music, my favourite title track of theirs is Dramarama ((and I can't pick a bside because I don't listen to a lot T.T)) I'm so sad, Vagabond ended on SUCH a cliffhanger!!!!!! I just want to know what happens next, do they ever meet again 😭😭😭

I'm lame and will wait until the dramas come to Netflix to watch it XD I just finished So Not Worth It and it was so funny 😂😂 I also want to watch something cheesy now,,,,,,,, I might do a cdrama next or rewatch Haikyuu 😭

Thank you, I hope your day is going great 🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

JAEYOON IS JUST SO?!?!!?! HANDSOME????? He has moments where he wrecks me and during RPM I really went Through It,,,,, and blonde!Jaeyoon makes me go crazy ;______; his shoot for Elle Korea was just!!! so good!!!!!!! I don't blame you XD💖💖💖

[florbexter]

ahhhhhhh I don’t want to watch on T.T I only want sleepy Yuuki waiting for Akira to come home ;-;