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"Did you get in trouble for taking the cup into the ocean?" "Yes. Yes." "Did Rodrigues? He took it in there too!" "Did he?" "Yeah!" "Well, I mean, I brought it under the water—looking back..." "What happened?" "You bring silver into the ocean, saltwater—no!" "Oh, I didn't know that." "I haven't slept! How am I supposed to know? Nobody told me the rules!" "You haven't slept!" "Yeah, but you're naughty—" "But hey! If I would've known about it... oh no, I still probably would've done it. Still probably would've done it!" "Dude, who cares! That thing has been abused all through the years!" "No, no! The cup guys understood, the cup keepers understood—they, you know, told me the rules after and I swear to God I didn't know before but, yeah. Great memories! Great pictures!
Cam & Strick Podcast | 8.27.24 (x)
oceangate evolves further the more we talk about it so if youd like to see the other previous developments in concerns to it...
and also because its funny here are some of the times the cup has been held near or above water both salt, fresh and chlorine alike since oceangate in no particular order
and i just think its very clear when oceangate happened because now everyones holding the cup high above the water/near bodies of water and not letting it get dunked
but pre-oceangate the cup was just dunked in maffhews pool hours after they won it (which was before they went to las olas and welp the rest is history)
#matthew tkachuk#evan rodrigues#florida panthers#will i tag every cat in this? absolutely not go wild i however for my sanity will not lol#like a kid he admits to his guilt by scuffing his sneaker into the pavement by going “well i brought it underwater...”#BENNY DID TOO? WELL I MEAN YOU AND EKKY PUSHED HIM. BUT HE DEFINITELY DID GET MORE SALTWATER ON IT THAN YOU DID??#i genuinely think its so funny how maffhew took the most flack for oceangate#ah to be one of the faces of the team is to well...take one for the team#my favourite thing about this is maffhew trying to convince us he knew saltwater was bad for silver BEFORE he was just sleep deprived#oh im sure buddy#at least he admits that he still wouldve done it even if he knew lmaoo at least we're honest with ourselves#naughty kid who always gets in trouble strikes again#he gets so whiny trying to defend himself#“i havent slept how am i supposed to know nobody told me the rules!!!!"#there there sweetheart you dont have to whine about it we still love you and your dumb decisions#he gets progressively whinier the more he gets asked about whether oceangate was allowed lol#i think this is karma for the prince of wales touching fiasco where sasha took all the flack despite maffhew being the instigator#the world is now balanced and all that
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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you melted me :( u put me in the microwave and melted me how dare u
*attempts to wipe off the fluid off of you with a worried expression* whas wrong.
#also not upset at you specifically (serious <33) or anything but this reminded me i need to turn off the media in asks thingy?#i thought i already disabled it? weird........#not everybody has as pure intentions as you individual have.... and theres at least one other guy currently mad at me right now#i cant have him send me pictures of decapitated children or whatever. thx for getting there before they did...............#mine#ask#huh wait i just checked??? its actually disabled???? what have you done to pull this....... ah well anons off instead ig.............
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I use the online spinner to make too many of my decisions fr
#like every single time i have to make a descision im like 'welp time to consult the wheel of names'#im incredibly indesicive so its the easiest way ig#need to decide where to eat? spinner#deciding what to wear? spinner#don't know what to bake? SPINNER#I literally put 'stay' 'run away' 'die' into a spinner one night when i was extremely suicidal#lmao#it landed on stay and honestly i think about that a lot#idk what i would've done if it landed on anything else#tbh i probably wouldve gone through with it#what an interesting thought#ah well#at least im better now#right?#random thoughts from the biscuit tin#alex posts
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how being a hater about a beloved choice a dev made feels
#……………… may or may not be related to the rejuv update/13.5 in general SORRY#hater is probably too strong of a word but yeah#promo looks awesome and im excited for the return to form after kf and to see more marianette#but im already exhausted of the split route stuff. maybe itll win me over as the story concludes#i dont like renegade happening no matter what. again maybe ill change my mind as the story goes on#but like. idk at least undertale waited til you did no mercy first before the game started twisting the knife about how shitty you could be#meanwhile i hadnt done anything bad in rejuv and yet the game is like ‘’YOU ARE A DISGUSTING MONSTER’’ any#anyway#it feels bad man. not even in a way that like makes sense for the narrative or makes you feel things like an artform should#like how the funny time loop game makes you feel exhausted and annoyed bc thats what sif is experiencing#its just sorta discouraging. like if the bad timeline happens no matter what and we’re bad people no matter what then whats the point#echoed voice#ah well at least it seems like im in the minority here. so hopefully if a dev sees this they dont take it to heart#might be a case where its slowly becoming not for me i guess?
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it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams it is not worth quitting your job in order to have time to watch Korean streams
#or is it#ive done the math folks#and if they streamed at a normal time for them#then it would line up horribly with my shift#sad day#sad day for ospreys everywhere#at least ill have wednesday-friday#so its really not that bad#man i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this strong in years#if not ever#ah well#it isss what it issss
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i have been IN the TRENCHES this week with stressful things and im not quite done but ive done the vast majority of the stressful things and im so relieved and also absolutely exhausted in the post intense anxiety hit by a truck kind of way
#ive answered SO many soc emails and arranged stuff and tested tech#and done a mock interview in class and my final presentation for low carbon tech#which was on co2 policy around cruise ships and i think i did okay on the main bit but i definitely missed a bunch of the questions#but ah well. at least its OVER#rowanposting
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when a thing is so good you can’t even post about it tbh you have no idea how to even do it justice it’s so important to you that it just has to live in your brain quietly forever
#i have a zelda sideblog but i like do not post super frequently there#i don’t even know how to like begin to touch on how good botw/totk are#instead of fandomblogging as a fun hobby in and of itself to entertain myself (like i do here)#i’m just so blown away by the quality of those games they entertain me alone#and like i don’t think there’s anything i can say or create that someone else hasn’t already said or done so incredibly well#either that or it couldn’t possibly be put into words anyway#does any of this make sense#peach rambles#kh is like ‘aaaah what a fun and complex ongoing series ooooh i’m so invested!’#botw is like ‘ah. i’m still the same mentally ill high schooler i always was. i’m still trying to learn to grow and recover. okay.’#one makes my circuits spin and one punches me directly in the heart and knocks me over but then gently lifts me back up on my feet#only video game actually worth its $60#totk was indeed worth $70 by its own merits but since it was built from botw they still should’ve knocked it down to at least normal price#they should’ve run a deal where like it’s $70 for new people but if you have botw already it’s only like $50 at most or something#i’m rambling here but y’know#nonetheless. well worth the money to me. that was like the best experience of my life
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#cw negative#its not that bad i just need 2 rant for a bit#because like why does my mother say such ridiculous shit sometimes#i went to go wash my dish and she said ah youre finally doing the dishes .. LIKE i try to but what do i do when my brother insists on doing#it everytime ! and takes it from my hands and blocks the sink and he’ll make a big fuss if i don’t let him do it !#like literally scold me and tell me to put it down or else he’ll get irritated#i lightheartedly told her that and then she was like well yeah you're still a woman then went on about how its the womans job to [ . . . ]#its really the small things like that i think. she has such outdated beliefs. i hear her saying things like its the womans job to take care#of the house and her man and etc and i'm like ok i Know i literally won't win if i try to do so much as nudge her#but then she also talks about other things that just irk the shit out of me !!! the rapture abortion etc#the one time she told me to my face if she couldve aborted me she would have. making comments on my body and just#i don't hate her. overall we have a good relationship. but its just these small things and her gross outdated beliefs and how gullible she#can be and stuff like that. she tells me i have such an easy life but i can't bear to tell her i was ever suicidal or ever self harmed#because i KNOW she'd tell me i'd go to hell if i ever tried to kill myself#i know this wholeee thing might be really intense and sad and stuff but i'm totally okay /gen i'm just! awfully irritated#thinking back on all those dumbass things she's said and done like. agh;;#its not her fault i think ive noticed a lot of filipina women (or at least the ones around me) tend to hold those beliefs so she was prolly#taught these as a child but . come on!! im so tired of the misogynistic shit she says and . ugh#cw self harm mention#cw suicide mention
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Arrived at the hospital at 8.30 because of some issues with the driver and the terrible traffic, didn't managed to take my lunch, get showered by the rain and the patient and my clinical instructor laughed at me for got two different skill assessment and apparatus mixed up 👍
#at least i make two people laugh today#but that patient is so nice though he even encourage me and assure me to relax when my ci look somewhere else#he asked me earlier how is my studies and i said uhh so so and he said no you must be confident say its okay!#and my ci lets me redo the assessment and the patient is so cooperative im touched#dk about the marks tho im just getting my finger crossed#welp whatever its done dy i have 3 different assessment to focus on#as well as that case study 🫠#started 2023 as a clown is so my brand lol#but ah!! on a better note i managed to overcome my imposter syndrome when i remove the cannula#dont think ill ever get rid of it but i managed to do that on my own today so today is quite a nice day 🫶#personal.txt
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really horribly anxious this morning and can't seem to shake it off :-(
#struggling not to dissociate. just don't really know what I'm going to do with all this i think thats where its coming from#+ exacerbated by so much recent disappointment. its hard not to direct that towards myself even when im not really at fault#not to mention disappointment in other people. which is really just more self disappointment for having expectations in the first place#which are unfeasible/not communicated. i just feel so unreal and unreachable. kind of just incompatible with the world i think#and i dont remember how to weave myself back into it again.im not sure ive ever really known how. immiscibility innit#its ok. going to try and start meditating daily again. and negotiate better boundaries for myself. it might help to journal it out#not on here i mean in a physical journal. i can't hold this exclusively in my head or I'll want to start harming again ik its a trigger#its all okay tho sorry this sounds more dramatic than it actually is. my flatmates gone out so at least i can cry while doing chores#she was dressed up nice and came to say goodbye when she left which she doesnt normally do so i dont think she'll be back for a while#hope she has a good time whatever shes up to. probably shouldve asked in hindsight but im too anxious to be able to talk today#and selfishly it would make me feel worse trying not to compare myself to how much more meshed with reality she is she makes it look easy#she only wanted me to do her suncream but i started trembling rly badly after. just cant physically be around other people right now#well at least i didnt cry in front of her so thats something. okay. ive made a list of tasks so im going to pick them off one at a time#i shouldnt have to think too much about them. and hopefully by the time im done ill feel much calmer#and then maybe i can play a game or smth. but if not i wont be hard on myself ill just go lie down and listen to music instead#man it is a shame about this festival though but it is what it is. therell be other days. i guess im not really a weekend person hey#ah itll all pass its all good. im always okay again eventually however temporarily. i dont need anything other than that#.diaries
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i have been running all day long
#wind howls#woke up at 8:30 went to school at 10 until 7 pm got home at 8:30 played dnd worked on my miniature until 6 am and im#in bed now. my wrists in both hands are acting up really bad and im not sure i enjoy that. actually im pretty certain i dont enjoy that#im so tired. but im not done. my editing final is. mostly completed. i will just add more special effects on monday for a little pizzazz#however you spell that word.#i need to have my miniature almost completely finished. i need to buy the uhhh. plaster putty thing. for the walls. bricks#add the dirt. maybe find a miniature car so i dont have to mess up a really cute sleigh decoration for the sake of graded art.#add the fence.... and the trees. and the roof. paint the whole thang#at least the roof is just like. fake tiles. i can cut many of them at once and they wont take long to cut#aluminium foil for mounts. cover with papier mache. then dirt. maybe i shouldve done that before the fake grass. oh well !#what else. FUCK I HAVE TO MAKE A WHOLE ASS MOODBOARD. I HATE MOODBOARDS IM THROWING MYSELF OFF A CLIFF ACTUALLY#rather i hate having to Make moodboards. theyre cute and very useful and i know it but it is actual torture for me to make moodboards.#i hate them i hate them ourghg..... i have to make one i hate it....#ah shit i also have to make windows and the door for the miniature house. sigh#at least i have some foam cardboard left and now i know that itll be better to build those from that rather than sculpting w hot glue#on the bright side. hot glue scultping is wonderful for rough irregular but consistent patterns such as trees and its bark. that was fun#ive got my work cut out for me. the miniature comes first. should it come to it i can tackle the moodboard monday at the absolute LATEST#im not allowed to hand in anything late. so i have to plan out and calculate my time well. final projects need to be handed in#the teachers are kind in the regard that they encourage you to hand in something incomplete than late. late is 0. nothing is 0.#incomplete is not 0. its not Good. but its more than 0#(not to mention a 0 on the final project is an automatic failure of the entire class even if your grade is passing without the final)#anyway. ive gone on for long enough. im tired. goodnight
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honestly if you’re not going to get here until mid afternoon what’s the fucking point in coming?
#ah yes well stay for a whole 2 hours before leaving#i’m sick of this#i don’t even want them to come#at the very least i shouldn’t have to wait around all day for them#for when they decide to make an appearance#it’s not hard to get here by 11:30 i’ve done it plenty#christ i leave theirs and get here in time for my monday lecture#but sure yeah let’s get lunch at 3:30#i talk and its probably something weird
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me saying im gonna work from home but then i just end up doing my own project all day CRIESSSS its just so much fun i dont wanna make 3 collar examples
#salisha speaks#one is already done now i need to sew one more onto the bodice#and then make my own collar shape and sew that to the bodice#and like its fineeee and i have until 10pm tonight but i keep getting tempted and i wanna just do my own project kjskgjhsghs#ah well at least im doing it even if im doing it slowly. ill get it done eventually
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⠀ ( drabble ) playing games ̨ ! ୨୧ 一 이희승 ՞
⸃ ⸰ ⌁ playing with heeseung going too far ヾ
boyfriend!heeseung・ reader g ・ smut cw ・ unprotected sex, cumming multiple times, dirty talk wc ・ 0.8k | click to library
request. omg imagine teasing bf!enhypen for being weak and then they use their strength on u and manhandle u during sex. thatd b so hot
「 ୨୧ authors note 」 hope this is what you wanted 🫶🏽🩷
you knew heeseung let you win when you guys would play fight. he was way stronger than you and could easily overpower you, that didn't stop you from trying— flipping the boy, the both of you rolling around your bed. “baby.”
he couldn't help but laugh, watching you crawl all over him. you hits weren't causing any damage to him, they felt like little baby hits to him. “baby stop now im tired.” his pleas falling on deaf ears, your thighs still straddling his waist. “then push me off.” you teased. “come on i know you could do it.”
knowing you were trying to egg him on and he wasn't about to give into you. “you can do it can you?” you smirked, you could see the shift in his body; the clenching of his jaw, the darkening of his eyes. “baby.” his words started to sound more threatening, this is where you should've stopped— but you didn't, because you like to push your man's buttons, because the outcome was always rewarding in your favor. “you can't do it.”
“its cause you're too weak” that's what set him off. “yeah?” he said, you nodded teasingly. his tongue pushing the inside of his cheek. “okay princess.” the lowering of his voice filling your stomach with butterflies and shiver down your spine. “just know you bought this on yourself.”
“hees-ah!” before you even get a word out, he was flipping you over. “you really like playing with your life baby?” his big hand coming over to pin both yours over your head. “what's with the wide eyes baby, you shocked?” he chuckled, but it wasn't the cute one you loved — it was the dark one that made your panties soak and wet. “scared?”
you finally got the courage to speak. “i wa-was ju-just playing hee, i didn't mean it.” he smirked at how meek your voice sounded. “yeah baby , you were just playing a little game?” he said. “i love games , let's play one of my favorites.” his other hand finding it's way to your neck, squeezing it. “it's how many positions i can put you in and how much cum i can fill you with until you pass out.”
when heeseung said something, he meant it. it had been an hour since he said what he said — and he hadn't let up since, you had been in at least 3 different positions and he'd had roughly fucked at least 4 of his sticky loads into your spent cunt. “heeseung fuck!”
you grip the sheets, he had you on your knees; ass in the air as he assaulted your hole. “fuck baby i never get tired of his pussy.” he groaned , plowing into you. his hand on the back of your head , smushing your face into the pillow. “always takes my cock so fu-fucking well.”
you were a drooling mess, eyes rolled to the back of your head. “look at you.” he laughed condescendingly. “so full and fucked out all because you wanted to think with this nasty pussy and not your brain.” you moaned. “you should've called it quits with i said to.” he could feel himself about to cum again. “fuck im gonna cum inside this pussy again.” he moaned out , then you felt the warmness of his fifth load pouring inside you. “ugh fuck!”
he pulled out, cumming leaking out; you finally thought he was giving you a break. “nah baby im not done.” he flipped you on your back. “he-heeseung to-too much.” he smirked, still listening for a safeword. “you can take it.” was all you heard before he slammed back into you. “fuck!” you screamed. “oh my fucking god!” you choked out as he pounded into you. “that's it take my fucking cock.”
you felt like you were gonna burst , this entire time you had not cum, he didn't let you; that was your punishment. “you gonna cum?” he moaned out. “fuck yes!” the headboard slamming against the wall. “i shouldn't let you cum , since you wanna play games.” he growled. “i-i’m sorry , please let me cum im sorry.”
“say im stronger than you.” he said. “you-you're stronger than me heeseung -fuck- you know you are.” he was fucking with you, much like you were to him all those hours ago. “yeah i fucking know baby.” he grunted. “i can feel your pussy pulsing , cum for me , make a fucking mess.” he gave your clit a slap , just as you came, your juices squirting on him. “ah fuck heeseung!”
he frantically thrusted his hips, chasing his orgasm. “oh fuck baby, fuck baby.” he grunted. “im cumming.” he buried his head in your neck , pumping his last load inside you. “fuck!”
you felt him softening inside you; holding his shoulders. “fuck i think this is a new record of how many times i came inside.” he joked , slowly pulling out of you , his cum came pouring out of you. “all because you can't take a joke.” you pouted. “well baby.” he tapped the tip of his cock on your sensitive clit. “hee stop.” your legs twitched, he smirked.
“play stupid games win stupid prizes.”
©LUVYENI
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Not me taking inspiration from my own post I forgot existed.
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Vlad disliked leaving Danny alone with a practical stranger. Even if he had done a truly thorough screening and background check of the individual beforehand. That didn't mean he had to like it.
Unfortunately, however, it was necessary for him to establish a proper foothold for himself in Gotham City. Most especially among the high members of its city.
Connections were key, after all.
Ah, he should most likely teach Danny that when he gets back. Even if he decided not to play around with the high crust, it was still important knowledge to have.
The gala itself was fine, he rubbed some elbows, laid out a few honeyed words, managed to obtain a few favors while giving out even less. Though he did not exactly wish to converse with Brucie Wayne, he knew he would have to just to not been seen as disrespectful at the very least.
Bruice Wayne reminded him far too much of Jack. A startling amount of resemblance, really. And oh how Vlad hated that fact, hated how the man had just up, died and left this hole in Vlad's chest alongside Maddie's death.
He should've been ecstatic about it, for it was what he wished for was it not? Yet now.... With reality...
He shouldn't dwell on such things, he has a boy who needs more than Vlad would be able to give if he was stuck in the past. That being said, he also did, indeed, need to make it through this gala as well.
He never was able to because his son. His boy.
The only thing he had left of them.
He was there, present in a place he shouldn't have been. Vlad didn't even question the fact of how Danny was able to find him, didn't question the fact that despite being turned into a child he still had access to his Phantom form.
No, all he could feel was an overwhelming sense of relief.
And pure, unfiltered wrath.
Because right there, in the middle of his forehead, was a wound. Unable to be from anything but a gun, leaking ectoplasm and clothes messed from some terrible, unfortunate, struggle.
His halfa status grant him the ability to survive.
Yet was it so terribly unfair of Vlad to wish that he shouldn't have needed, should not have been in any situation close, to needing it?
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