#again probably because of stress
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galaxywhump · 2 years ago
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Welp, it's been almost a month and I'm not sure how to proceed.
I've been in the whump community for over three years, during which I've made both wonderful and bad memories, and recently the latter has started to overshadow the former. I associate a lot of memories with my stories, like what was happening when I posted x chapter, and it's difficult for me to look at my writing and not remember the bad things. Maybe that's the reason why I've also been wondering if continuing my stories is worth it - I haven't given up on them, I'm still really attached to the characters and ideas, but I'm just not sure.
All these doubts and burnout might just be caused by stress as always - I'm still struggling with uni stuff and my mental health - and like I said I have some very fond memories from the community, so I'm not going to make any serious permanent decisions like leaving or abandoning my stories. I just needed to vent, I suppose. And maybe ask for advice.
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cupophrogs · 4 months ago
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BLUNT NOT THE HEART, ENRAGE IT
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jellydragons · 8 months ago
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!
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gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my posts#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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mynonclicheblog · 6 months ago
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you're leaving in two months, huh? guess that's kinda my notice, too. at least we have the rest of the summer.
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shoutout to the girls from my mid class who saw me crying, said 'what's wrong?' in concern, then did Not laugh when i, not knowing how to answer them, solemnly held up a thumbs-down gesture. while continuing to cry. they were very nice and sweet about it all and so reassuring. 'you'll get it next time, they never fail people on the repeat!' not sure that's true, and i was told i'd be fine and wouldn't fail the first time, but yeah, appreciated.
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velvetwyrme · 2 months ago
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in the voice of someone who is so so fucking busy: i need to. draw.
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bertrei · 5 months ago
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The bertholdt hoover fandom is dying rt if youd wipe the sweat from his brow like if youd give him a warm glass of milk
#coming over here to my fucking reibert saved url from 2014 on my old blog because im going crazy thinking about bertholdt my beloved#my right hand arm. man. my confidant. my best friend. my silly rabbit.#bro my EVERYTHINGGGGGG#i loved him when i thought he did all that unprompted idgaf i will love him to my dying days#i was with him (and reiner) thru the dark ages where they had just fucked off in the manga after unsuccessfully kidnapping eren and they#didnt show up until literal years later. i stopped reading once they left i couldnt go on w/o them!!!!!!#the only info we had was that they predicted the damn weather based off how he slept!!! u have no idea the loyalty i have to this man (and#reiner and annie) but omfg. omfg. its so bad. just watched s2 for the first time in my LIFE and im losing my SHIT#idk if i can keep watching & the only snk i read after they left was their reppearance and then i immediately stopped again when he DIED!!!!#so we'll see if i can cope with continuing on. probably not tbh. anyway i 🩷 bertholdt. most tragic figure ever. right there next to annie –#and reiner. they were literal kids who were sent out to kill thousands and then live amongst the suffering they alone caused –#and had to wake up each day and face their comrades their peers their friends and know they had to keep going and deliver everyone to –#their demise. no one else could ever understand that burden ✋️. meanwhile reiner has a literal mental breakdown from the stress and develops#a dissociative disorder and annie isolates herself and bertholdt has to try to keep it together. the fucking TRAGEDYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! seeing#bertl's face when reiner talks about goinf home. the hope the grief the despair. ☝️ i need to die.#knowing he fcking died is the worst part. take literally anyone else omg theyre ready to go. free my man.
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imagonista · 5 months ago
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It's been one year since we saluted goodbye to the Guardian! And by "we" I mean me, because no joke, when she was flying off in the archangel, I gave a salute (I listen to all audios through a third-person perspective).
But still! It's been a freaking year! And, also means it's been a year since MOTH 2: Electric Boogaloo (not the actual name) was hinted at! And now, we have a basic summary of what the plot is going to be, as well as the listeners canon name: Lilith. And thanks to the fact I took a good amount of religion/Judaism classes in college, seeing the name "Lilith" got some cogs in my brain turning.
Honestly, this is probably just me overthinking, and if I'm wrong, then there's no problem. This theory(?) is just for fun! So no need to take it seriously.
Note that I did a little bit of research about Lilith (the religious/mythological figure) for this. And that this theory only regards the creation story aspects of Lilith, nothing about her as a seducer who kills children.
Okay:
So, we know that lamia Lilith was made from the snake titan, as was Nosferatu. In interpretations of the creation story from the Torah/Bible, both Adam and Lilith were created from earth, compared to how Eve was created from Adam. So we already have one parallel: two beings made from the same source.
Another thing about Lilith is that she is the wife of Samuel (Satan). In the creation story, it's believed that Satan takes the form of a snake to trick Eve into eating the apple. This is important, because what is a lamia? A human top with a snake bottom. Also, snake titan. This doesn't have any real importance other than recognizing snakes in mythology.
And finally, looking at what happens regarding Adam and Lilith. In a basic summary, Adam tries to control/command Lilith, but she doesn't obey, and instead, runs/flies away from the Garden of Eden. Though I think at some point, G-d sends some angels to try and bring her back, and then a fight of some sort breaks out between Adam and Lilith. Now, In the MOTH 2 summary we got, we know that it is Nosferatu who commands Lilith to pretend to help Zed escape from him, and the question is: will she continue to betray Zed, or is she going to instead betray Nosferatu? I'm going to assume Lilith will betray Nosferatu, she will try to run away (more like slither away), but something will force her back, and there will be a fight between the two beings made from the snake titan. The outcome? No theory here. In an interpretation I saw, Lilith wins, but religious Lilith doesn't have a smol wizard companion she would need to probably fight for and that could get caught in the crossfire.
I tried looking up if the religious/mythological Lilith has any connection to music, since GBA had hinted that music will play a part in MOTH 2 (the fact we got that hint just based on my silly question about MOTH characters music preferences still blows my mind). In one source, it says that Lilith and Satan created music, but that wouldn't really apply to MOTH 2 because music must already exist in-universe.
But hey, that's just a theory!
An ASMR RP Theory!
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tj-crochets · 11 months ago
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So it turns out there's a big craft guild organization thing only a few hours from where I live (I saw an ad for their craft fair), and I got like half my holiday shopping done on their website, and the box arrived today! The thing I was most excited to see in person is fragile, though, and it's really well wrapped in bubble wrap and I don't want it to break when I mail it to the friend it's for, so I am not unwrapping it, but oh man the temptation is there lol I also got myself a little metal bug made of a bottle cap and some wire. It lives on my little corkboard where I put postcards and thank you cards now
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kameyyy · 8 days ago
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please manifest with me that i‘ll pass my exam tomorrow and this time i really NEED to pass
#theory exam for the drivers license#if i fail and can’t retake it before the 9th of july then i have to start with my drivers license all over again#and i don’t have the cash to afford another 2K aha…………#i‘m so stressed i‘m in a depressive slump again#probably also because my life is changing a lot because i‘m graduating on friday#i like my dress and everyone said i look great in it but i just feel fat hashtag body dysmorphia#even when i weighed like 18 kilos less and my ex bf‘s mom said i look really thin i still thought i looked fat aha#and i gained those 18 kilos back so i‘m not necessarily doing great rn#and my acne may has gotten a bit better it’s still bad imo and i‘m not looking forward to the graduation pictures#because i also can’t do makeup and i‘m too pale to get it done by someone else because i don’t even know what my shade is#like i‘m not yellow i’m fr WHITE but all foundations are yellow?? even the lightest shades i can find#and yeah my makeup skills are limited to concealer and mascara and tinted lipbalm + lipgloss#if i still owe you an answer on discord or tiktok then i apologize but i got too much going on rn lollll#i‘m literally so packed this week it’s not even funny anymore. like i can’t even switch houses to my dads without it affecting me negativel#i was supposed to switch last friday but i‘ll switch THIS Friday even though it’s still lowkey an inconvenience to my schedule 😭😭😭😭#and mind you my dad lives like 5 minutes by foot away from me. i am THAT busy😭#when do the horror‘s end#the voices are speaking#but yeah please pray with me that i‘ll pass the exam or there will be a second part of me ugly sobbing as i walk through the city
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mering · 2 years ago
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even the dogs!
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betweenblackberrybranches · 9 months ago
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Sorry for being mostly gone atm life things are happening but here have a pretty woman i drew to distract myself
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girl-rudely-interrupted · 2 months ago
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guys did I do something wrong I think I did something wrong omg I’m crashing out
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javierduffy · 2 months ago
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went back to comfort zone and ... got stuck there
#i will not be tagging this LOL only#for y'all ❤️ a treat from me ... something no one asked for nor wanted ❤️#just went back to my furries to comfort myself because i am incredibly unwell <3 i've been throwing up from stress among other things 💔#just quit my job so i'll probably. maybe. be drawing more. also my first appointment with my new psychiatrist is to#morrow ... so everyone please cross your fingers for me that i get to feeling a little better soon :)#thank you everyone as always for your constant patience :') i really want to get to asks soon ! i want to answer them so bad but i get so#overwhelmed trying to answer them that i kinda just ... shut down :'/ and i do that a lot just. in life. and it makes me kinda miserable#that i can't share joy with people who go out of their way to share it with ME so hopefully i can get my anxiety under control so that i can#be more active :') and my brain fog too ... even if i wanted to post i usually can't because i genuinely have no thoughts in my head ever.#(terrifyingly). so overall i hope everyone's patience with me will all be worth it soon :') please wish me the best !#anyway. lore dump out of the way. these are my furries of them that i have owned for like 4/5 years now because i used to not be able (or#want to) draw humans AT ALL and i was very very heavily involved in the furry and oc communities so i would just make everyone furries :)#it was very very comforting for me and sometimes it still is so i wanted to revisit them a little bit because they make me happy and i rly#need that boost today :')#i'm soooo rusty w furries. so. don't look too close.#i'll tag this as#rdr2#and for organization purposes#but nothing else because ... weh. it's not really ... Content ....#i will however make a new tag for these furries (and maybe other things) jic i get in the habit of drawing them again#hero's shameless self indulgence#hero draws sometimes#image#art
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rohirric-hunter · 1 month ago
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I am starting to have the same body shape that my bio mom had when I was a kid. The one she called "ugly" and "morbidly obese."
I think it's kinda cute TBH. IDK if I'm technically the correct weight but I can bike 8 miles no problem, so that's got to count for something.
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lunar-wandering · 24 days ago
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i should've known better than to tempt fate (period has started while im at my uncles house with NO PADS)
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