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ofmdrecaps · 2 months ago

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09/29-30/2024 Daily OFMD Recap

TLDR; David Jenkins/More Honking; Taika Waititi; Samba Schutte; Kristian Nairn; Nathan Foad; OFMD Rewind; Fan Spotlight: Our Flag Mean Fanfiction Podcast / Never Left Podcast; Love Notes; Daily Darby/Tonight's Taika;

Hey crew! In the essence of I'm gonna keep this fairly short and pick some back up in 10/1. Still spending quite a lot of time with my dad at the hospital (he is slowly recovering! but it's taking a lot of time to drive to and from and also work).

== David Jenkins ==

Well Chaos Dad is back causing a mass honking across the internet today. He found some lovely ass-work in queens and decided to post about it! OFMD Insta however apparently really got on him because he made an edit saying he had to add "#asstonight". Yall are the best.

Source: David's Instagram

So, one thing to note is that there's quite a lot of clowning around this because of the song David chose to use: "Angela" which was the theme song for "Taxi". @adoptourcrew pointed out that not only was Taxi picked up by another network, but that Sept 30 was the day Taxi Premiered on NBC after it'd been picked up. Just something more to clown about for you!

Source: Adopt Our Crew's Twitter

Well and something else AOC wanted us to think about was:

Source: @adoptourcrew's Twitter

As usual, some of our besties decided to join in the fun of #asstonight. Astroglide and Hugo Pierre Martin <3

Source: Astroglide Twitter

Source: HPM's Twitter

== Taika Waititi ==

On Sept 29, Taika joined thousands of folks out at Edens Park NZ to participate in the largest mass Haka on the home soil of AoNZ. He was joined by friend Conan O'Brian, and the Haka broke the world record!

Source: EdenParkNZ Instagram / Conan O Brien's Twitter

Source: CNN Travel

Source: RNZ

== Nathan Foad ==

Just some Instagram Stories to keep us all from missing Nathan too much <3 Have I mentioned I love this man?

Source: Nathan's Instagram Stories == Kristian Nairn ==

Kristian's in London 3 Oct at Forbidden Planet! Come get your copy signed if you have a chance! Anyone get theirs signed yet?

Source: Kristian Nairn's Instagram Stories

Kristian was featured in METRO about his first drag performance!

== Samba Schutte ==

Reminder! Samba is going to be at the Theatre Of Hearts - Youth First Comedy Night happening October 5th in Hollywood CA!

Source: Instagram

Also, Samba chose violence yesterday and posted this mouth-watering dessert, that David and Rhys seem to be admiring <3

Source: Samba's Instagram

Is that a new trailer for the Advanced Chemistry movie I see?

Source: Good Deed Entertainment Also -- Sept 30th was Samba's wife, Aria's birthday! Happy birthday dear!

Source: Instagram

== OFMD REWIND CONT'd ==

Source: Adopt Our Crew Instagram

== Fan Spotlight ==

= Our Flag Means FanFiction =

New Episode of Our Flag Means Fanfiction! This time featuring 'The Kissing Game' by veeagainst read by littlefingies! Check it out on your favorite podcast platform!

Source: OFMFF Instagram

= Never Left Podcast =

Also-- it's podcast day, new episode of Never Left! Visit their linktree for the best ways to listen!

Source: Never Left Podcast Instagram

== Love Notes ==

Hey there lovelies! Happy start to the week! It's officially October as of the day I'm posting this! Welcome to spooky season! I know things have been... a bit stressful in the fandom lately. I know everyone has feelings about different things, and I'm purposefully being vague because I don't want anyone to feel called out.

Whatever happens, whatever frustrations we have with one another crew, remember that that's how families operate. Even the best of friends or families have times of not understanding or agreeing with one another. That doesn't mean you should "put up with it" but just know that it's something that happens regularly, ok? Whatever you nee, and it doesn't have to be permanent, just do things to help you feel comfortable. Not sure how you feel and wanna talk about it? Reach out to friend over DM. We all have our own ways of processing things, and I know there are plenty of people who are willing to talk. I'd like to delve more into this but I'm pretty swamped.

Sending love crew, it's gonna be okay <3

== Daily Darby / Today's Taika ==

I'm late, so it's no longer Murray Monday-- but it IS Taika Tuesday so enjoy some smiles from our guys! Gifs Courtesy of @celluloidbroomcloset and @darkinerry!

#david jenkins #taika waititi #conan o brian #daily ofmd Recap #ofmd daily recap #samba schutte #nathan foad #kristian nairn #never left podcast #our flag means fanfiction podcast #aria bruss #hugo pierre martin #lube as a crew #ofmd rewind #adopt our crew #save ofmd #long live ofmd

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ericleo108 · 1 year ago

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Cosmic Luve November 2023 - Cosmic Bros

Necessary prerequisite posts:

108 The Story of Discovering Earth’s Consciousness (book)

Sentientism 2022

Cosmic Love Feb 2020 - Emma Watson

Cosmic Love April 2022: Cary Charlotte or Mary

Cosmic Luve July 2022 - Smoke Blunts Response Treatise

Cosmic Luve July 2023 - The Main Thing

Cosmic Luve Aug 2023 - Orange

Cosmic Luve Sept 2023 - Bam

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This post mainly has to do with the semantics started and discussed in the last entry in Cosmic Luve Sept 2023 - Bam. It’s important to read a few entries of cosmic luve so you see how the semantics develop. To bring you up to speed, I wrote a book about the science and why I think the planet and stars are conscious. It basically has to do with their magnetism which I postulate could make them conscious. I talk about the evidence and reasoning for this in my book “108 The Story of Discovering Earth’s Consciousness.”

Sentientism, which was developed here on this blog after the book, is the belief that Gaia is conscious and communicating. Through this perspective, I think if Gaia communicates, she is doing it through “telepathic randonauting and points of realization.” Basically, the planet could act as a God to humans, reading our minds, and affect behavior by highlighting cognition essentially.

Where we left off…

Last entry I talked about my 5 top cosmic luves and how I was inducting Janelle Monae into the top 5. Well we have another new cosmic luve, but this time it’s a man. This will be my first introduction of the “cosmic bros.” These are usually male, (personally) plutonic vessels of Gaia. Last post I talked about how Janelle’s posts look to be semantically reflecting my “Corporate Rule” cover. Well, more semantics have built off that anchor.

October’s Coincidences

October’s coincidences pretty much all happened on one day, October 30th to be specific. I swear it always starts with Hailee, or at least it has been lately. I made some content in the forest on the 29th. I posted the (linked) Earth short from the forest on the 30th on Instagram at like 1 pm. Then around 4pm I was listening to La Russell and when he said “flow water I sell it by the vowel” in Hustlenomics I opened up Hailee's story on Instagram to find a picture of Halle in the woods drinking core. It was also Michigan’s first snow of the year that day. Here is a tweet I made about these October 30th coincidences.

Later at 7 pm I was watching (this video for) my daily dose of Philip DeFranco when I noticed another coincidence. What Phil was reporting was verbatim reflecting my hook from “Class Warfare” on my “Corporate Rule” album. At 15:11 Phil says “...they want people to mark down the license plate of any Jewish people, follow them, and mark down where they’re staying.” This is eerily similar to my lyrics from “Class Warfare” which are:

Terrorize them at their homes Follow them, track their phone Make um scared and always hide And when they’re unsuspecting, strike Hack their home security And break in and then secretly Drug them while they’re sound asleep And rape them off they’re dignity

Well, this is terrifying. What else am I gonna predict? To be clear, I talk about it in my music as a warning so it doesn’t happen in real life. Calling it how I see it and attacking the system in music is ‘the remedy’ otherwise I have to use names, faces, and point the finger. I could just not divulge all this, and it would still just happen. It’s not like it’s happening because I divulge.

Or maybe it is… But just no one listens. I’m still basically talking to an empty void.

Thrillin

Then, Connor Price posted “Thrillin.” I’ve looked into what I believe Slender Man is while very mentally ill. I basically found people did the horrible things influenced by Slender Man because they wanted to do it. I thought of Slender Man for some reason the other night before all this happened and I thought to myself, “Slender Man is basically blue.” If you look at the original picture of Slenderman it came from a photo from a smattering of trees in the background that made it look like a man, Slender Man. There were kids in the picture so it was said he was chasing them.

So Slender Man is this kinda of manifestation of wanting terrible things to happen to their children. This also brings full circle to what I said in September because Slenderman is after your children. And in this context I’m saying Slenderman is blue. So like I said in about the Goosebumps teacher possessed after their kids from last entry. This is the actual spiritual representation of Blue’s morbid and sinister hate for Big Carbon’s children.

I wouldn’t put it past Blue to have orchestrated Slender Man as reprehense for global carbon pollution. But a slender man-type figure is following Connor in his Trillin Music video. Other similarities are that Conor talks about being a Villain and my album starts with “the Villain 2.” His background also looks like my album cover replacing the pumpkin cloud with the moon.

Remember this would work by the planet and atmosphere communicating telepathically until they can create a narrative in media if you know what to look for. Gaia told me to wait to post this til late November, which I did. The problem is she is saying I missed some of the narrative by not being vigilant. “Back to Life” inspired by Hailee dropped Friday, November 3rd. You can hear me talk about all the previous coincidences up until this point in the “Back to life” November 5 2023 Sunday update. On November 4th, I noticed Connor put out a short form video to “Trendsetter” and he has a scarf in it that is similar to Hailee’s shirt.

November Coincidences

On I think November 15 Gaia yelled at me while I was brushing my teeth for not logging coincidences. There’s been little things that I haven’t been logging. There was something in Philip DeFranco I missed. But I’m gonna be better. I don’t think they matter or it’s really hard to explain but apparently, there might be a connection I’m not seeing or she wants me to document to influence someone else.

With that said, Connor Price is now officially a cosmic luve, or cosmic bro. I decided to make that a thing. Other cosmic bros include La Russell, Snoop Dogg, Russ, and Philip Defranco are probably my top 5. You obtain this status by putting out work that consistently reflects semantics and themes in my work that can be interpreted through Gaia.

Conor has been popping up more and more in the cosmic luve log so it’s just natural to make it official. I specifically did this now because Conor reflected my first “point of realization.” In his new short form content promoting his song “Can’t Give Up” he takes a sip of his water bottle as the song is singing about a water bottle.

The very thing that started all of this with thinking it was the government stalking and now the planet was that I drank my can of pop at the same time I scrolled down to see someone drinking while I was on facebook in my apartment in Ypsilanti in 2012. Conor drank the water bottle as the other artist was talking about it. Say this happens naturally and you recognize that, well that’s a “point of realization.” You realize your in sync with something, or at least notice one coincidence. And like with me, they continue to happen and add up. You can find me explaining the November Coincidence in my and this water bottle example in the November 19th sunday update.

Conor Responding

Overall, I feel as if Conor heard my song “Rap Intelligence” and decided to make some responses while complimenting my artistry. Of course, I feel the same way about Emma Watson half the time she posts, but I maintain that she is being used a vessel by Gaia, probably like Conor is doing here.

If you remember and been paying attention, I came out with my first EP called “What Now” on April 14th this year. In it I talk about rappers that are currently poppin. Some of them I like, which are the beginning tracks, and some of them I don’t, which are at the end. Somewhere in the middle on “Rap Intelligence” is a blurred lined where I act like I don’t like rappers that I admire and compliment them in a demeaning tone. In the song, I basically go after Conor and say he’s a ‘goodie two shoes’ like Steve Martin.

In a larger sense, I feel like Connor has been responding to my music since his “Thrillin” release. I already talked about the coincidences in “Thrillin.” Coincidences include how in “Trendsetter” he talks about being a “best seller,” more like “read what I wrote” which seems like a connection to my book. “No misses” would be Emma. And I’m the competition that needs to get the message and a bigger boat.

Basically “No Bad Side” is a response to “Rap Intelligence” in the title. He is basically saying “I have no bad side” using rap intelligence because the song is basically how I think he tries to hard to be nice and he should show us some aggression. Then “Can’t Give Up” is a “spin the globe” with a UK artist about how you shouldn’t give up. The whole purpose and motivation for my music is to meet Emma Watson who lives in the UK.

I feel like if Connor is not doing this on purpose he is my spirit animal or at least my Gaia animal vessel for now, which is why I made his a cosmic bro. I think it’s kinda crazy the cosmic bro thing came up right as I’m about to release my ep “All Homo” on December 1st. I wish Connor and his family the best. I hope your happy in Las Vegas. Ya bisch.

Until next time

#rap #rapper #love #hailee steinfeld #connor price #cosmic luve #Youtube

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mirror-juliet · 2 years ago

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When Night Comes teaser 1

When Night Comes

Genre: Vampire! Ateez, YeosangXreader, ???Xreader, gothic aesthetic, modern vampire au

Warnings: Angst, Eventual smut, mentions os sexual v!olence, fluff, mentions of abstract self harm (not mentioned directly like I said, very abstract) blood obviously, Stockholm syndrome, kidnapping,

Synopsis: Vampires, a term you thought only belonged in the hearts of naive children. A term for bedtime stories and to elicit obedience. The reality is so much worse than that, you would know. You live it.

Note: This is a work of fiction! Under no circumstances does this reflect on the people and idols mentioned in this story. This story does touch on some heavy subjects, there will be warnings on all chapters relating to these subjects. However, if reading this could cause damage to your mental health in any way shape or form-Do not read. If you do read even after seeing this warning, I am not responsible for your mental health. Though I do hope you'll listen to your body💙

Teaser schedule

TEASER TWO- Posting on Sept 26th 3:00 pm CST

TEASER THREE- Posting on Sept 28th 3:00 pm CST

CHAPTER ONE- Posting on Sept 30th 3:00 pm CST

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thedivinefish · 4 years ago

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divinefishingtips · 4 years ago

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365dailyaffirmations · 4 years ago

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TGIWednesday and joining tonight's global prayer gathering

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Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!

Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime! Click here to watch the Mastery video playlist

LAST CALL!! When you sign up for either the Mastery or Practitioner Certification Course by Sept 30th you'll GET THIS FREE! MyBeliefWorks™ for Clearing Educational Blocks and Traumas MP3/PDF

LEARN ABOUT CERTIFICATION HERE

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WED. SEPTEMBER 23rd LIVE CALL 7:30pm-8pm Register to attend live & get replay - $22 https://calendly.com/jmh-calls/sept-switches-event

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Amsterdam

30th Sept - 3rd Oct

Left my bestie in Malta and arrived in Amsterdam late morning, dropped my bag off, went for a walk and had lunch before meeting my friend at Centraal station! Amy would be my companion for the rest of the trip! We wandered around the city Centre after checking in and freshening up at the hotel, going from shop to shop complaining about our Aussie dollar to the Euro (though we did find a few special buys)! 📷 8

1st of Oct - woke early and headed to Anne Frank Haus, booked in amongst the first group to go through that morning we spent a couple of hours reading, listening, following the stories the house had to share. Then we had lunch, moved on to exploring the streets, following the canals, shopping!! That night we had a wonderful dinner with a fair few drinks at a The Burger Room, a bar just around the corner from our hotel that was entirely Wizard of Oz themed! I highly recommend! 📷 1, 2, 3, 4, 7

2nd Oct - rolled out of bed (amazed at the lack of headache) and headed for the canals for a tour while it rained. From there we hunted down lunch then journeyed to the sex museum... quite peculiar! A stop at a cafe, then it was onto more wandering and exploring, then home to pack for Paris! 📷 5, 9

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The firsts

First meetup: 7th July 2019. I was pissed off already abt alot of things and didnt at all wanna marry a doctor. Our conversation was very casual. I was the one who talked for the most part.

First time we sat together on one couch: 21st July 19 when it was our baat pakki ki rasm. I tried my best not to touch him.

First time i met him in niqab/on duty: 31st Aug 19 i was in my gynae OT and telling a friend abt how he is in anesthesia nowadays and yikes! There i saw him. He was soo focused on work. So i had to approach him and have a confused conversation. Later worry for 2 days doubting if he liked me or nah.

First gift: 11th Aug 19, we went to their place a day before Eid ul Azha. He had brought gucci perfume for me from Dubai. Mom also gifted him some clothes and a perfume.

First time i heard him play guitar: 11th Aug 19 everyone insisted him to do so. He played alot of songs out of which i knew some. GOT theme song, ab tou aadat si he, bachana were my fav.

First time he held my hand: 24th Aug 19 on our engagement when he held my hand to put the ring on. Lasted for barely 10 seconds and my hands were cold af.

First time he served me food: that too on our engagement. Served me rice.

First time he texted me on my number: 26th Aug 19 i asked aunty for more pictures and he texted me the link. And also asked me to thank ma pa for the watch. Also he made a laughing emoji at the end and i wanted to ask him does he laugh too 😯

First time i added him on snapchat: 28th Aug 19 cuz i was worried he isnt texting me. So he viewed all my stories hehe. And also posted his two days later. He has a score of 65 and i have 44k 🙄

First time i fantasized about him: 4th Sept 19 i was depresses bcs of messed up clg routine so i worked out and took a shower at midnight and afterwards just laid down naked in bed. And then i started thinking abt him and well that was my first orgasm right there.

First time we had a proper conversation: 5th Sept he was sick so i texted to wish him speedy recovery. Dont know if he was in a good mood or if he is always like this. We were talking abt our engagement and he said "tbh there was a lot to compliment" and afterwards he sent me a picture of us and said he liked it. He also asked me to meet him at clg. Not bad right? Couldnt stop smiling the whole time tho.

First time we added each other on facebook: 6th Sept. I set a condition that he'd put an engaged status. I thought he wouldnt but he did. He asked me to do the same too.

First time he made a heart in our conversation: 6th Sept when he called me Ms. SuperSweet. I havent made one yet.

First time he told me he gets horny thinking about me: 8th Sept the day we met and later that night he told me how crazy i make him go. And that he dreamt that we had a little pillow fight and ended up kissing. Gosh its getting hot in here. Also he started making kiss emoji. I havent yet 🤷‍♀️

First call: 15th Sept he was very worried if he'll be able to talk properly or not. It went well. Loved how he laughed.

First sexting: 15th Sept after the call he was soo in the mood so couldnt say no. Felt hot aff. Also had an orgasm.

First time he said 'i love you' on call: 21st Sept when i called him to say goodmorning and he was so caught off guard. And happy. It was a two minute call and i didnt realize he said it untill we dropped it. He said it again later that night.

First time he tagged me in a meme: 21st Sept. It was about money heist.

First time he called from work: 25th Sept. He had to call the night before but he was too tired he fell asleep..i was a lil pissed off so subah he called me from OT, there was some strike going on so he was free..and we talked for like 10 mins. I loved his voice.

First time i heard him having hiccups: 28 Sept we were on call he had a sore throat and then he started having them i made him drink water and distracted him and it worked. We talked for almost three hours.

First time we exchanged some naughty snaps: 1st Oct we were sexting on sc for the first time and i knew i couldnt control myself so i sent him some snaps of me with low neck where he could see my curves. He sent one out of shower too.

First time he snapped me his boner: 5th Oct we got rlly wild, he had two orgasms at night and then i woke him up with a nice bj and he cummed twice again.

First date: 9th oct it was a formal date awkward in the start but turned out to be great. He got me flowers and held the door for me and pulled the chair out, not in the start though but lol it was cute. We talked abt silly things and some serious ones. About making vows to each other. We laughed like mad and took some pictures. He got me gajras in the end and helped me wear them and then he held my hand and we kept it like that till the end. He teased me a lil and gosh it gave me butterflies for a moment. He makes me feel like im perfect, flawless.

First time we held hands: 9th Oct he got me gajras on out way back..then he helped me wear them and held my hand all the way back home..he tease my hand a little and made me crazy. So crazy.

First time we tried call sex: 12th Oct..not entirely though. We just stayed on call and heard each other moan..i felt more closer to him and God it was hot.

First time i wore black with him: 16th Oct it was our second date. He loved the attire, complimented me the whole time.

First song we listened to together: 16th Oct when he was driving me back he played laiyan laiyan and we both were totally in the feels. He said he might play it on our wedding.

First time we made a streak: 16th Oct we decided it on our date

First kiss: 24th Oct we were in car and just madeout for like 10 mins..it was good. Got me wet. Wanted to make his bday special.

First love note: 24th Oct gave him a funny bday card and a note along with it. I hope he likes it.

First birthday celebration: 26th Oct one day after his bday we had a fam dinner after which we cut the cake and i gave him shirts and a perfume.

First time i sat on his lap: 29th Oct he picked me up from a friends place and we were in the backseat making out..i humped against him the whole time.

First time somebody walked in on us: 29th Oct while making out a guard approached us but kher we ran away just in time. He was so concerned id be worried.

First movie we watched together: 30th Oct joker.

First time he felt my boobs from inside my shirt: 30th Oct on our last date before he went to rwp. I felt his cock up too.

First time he gave me a letter: 30th Oct. It was the best day.

First video call: Nov 11. During his 48hr long urology call.

First tcs: 7 Dec. He got his first pay so sent gifts for me.

First time we went shopping: 26 Dec. Got a gift for Abdullah's engagement. And for mama's bday. We both are so easy. Non picky.

First time i made him cum with hj: 26 Dec. He got sooo hot afterwards. He fingered me too.

First event we attended as a couple: 28th Dec. Abdullah's engagement. Although he wasnt there for the most part but i loved how everyone related me to him.

First time he fed me food: 24th Jan 2020 on our nikkah when i wasnt eating and saying i wont unless he makes me..so he did infront of everyone.

First time he gave me a shoulder massage: 24th Jan on our night date hehe

First long drive: 27th Jan had to go to my to be ghar met ammi had a sitting with my mua had lunch then and went back

First halal kissing: felt soooo goood with no guilt. Damnnn i love to kiss him so much. So much sawab loool

First hickey: 27th Jan he got a little hard on me when he was close to his orgasm..and i totally loved it

First time he sucked my nipples: 27th jan 🙈

First grocery shopping: 27th Jan he bought me stuff for my new washroom 😁

First rain date: 27th jan it rained the whole day ❤

First night together: 1st feb after my rukhsati. It was the most magical night and his touch felt soo goood. Sleeping naked with each other and teasing was such a turn on.

First time he served me food: 24th jan on our nikkah hen we were on stage and i couldnt eat bcs of my nails and then he made me.

First time i felt protected with him: 1st feb while our valima shoot was going on and the sun was getting on my face so he stood between me and the sun to put me in shade.

First night at my parents: 2nd feb after our valima. We opened our gifts played ludo and had aloot of fun in bed. Also went to fun city in my desi newly wed clothes.

First meal post-sex: 1st feb he made me a whole plate of biryani at 4am.

First time we ordered food in bed: 4th feb. The burgers were yummm

First time he did my hair: 5th feb while i was getting ready to go downstairs. He just loves side parting.

First time i cried infront of him: 6th feb i just missed my homies so much so i turned away and pretended to sleep and he found out i was crying and became mama bear. It was so good to be in his arms i wont choose another place to be at ever. Then i read their letters while he caressed me all this while.

First time we had real sex: 7th feb just a day before umrah. He was kind of worried he wasnt getting hard enough to go inside so he got some pills and then we did. It was painful for me but i just wanted to get over with this and it was a happy feeling to know we’re finally not virgins.

First oral: 1st feb on our wedding night. Probably the last too

First orgasm: 2nd feb and the following week was full of it

First umra together: 8th feb it was the best time together. How we did tawwaf and saee and made each other recite duas, prayed together, taught him how to bargain,ate alot of yumm food.

First time he made me watch ertugrul: 12th feb

First time he got me jellies: 13th feb while we were going for madinah ziyarat.

First stay away from home: 1st march i went to rwp where he was doing his hj. Got an army mess arranged for me. Stay was great.

First monal date: 3rd march weather was awesome altho he was a little pissed off at me asking to take pictures again and again.

First fight: 3rd march later that night he wanted to have sex but i wasnt wet enough and he started blaming me and saying ive turned him off. It made me cry and confront him abt his behaviour earlier too. He kinda took it seriously and kept saying sorry the whole time and also said “this is the first and the last time i made u cry”. We stayed up till late sharing our thoughts talking abt our future.

First friends hangout: 4th feb his room mate invited us for dinner. Pizza was good everything was until they started talking abt the ex idk why i felt bad. Didnt talk the whole way back.

First bday together: 20th march he gave me a surprise by coming straight from his call for a day.

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The Frozen River, The Wet Tears and a Need for Strength

So today was a hard day. One of the hardest in awhile. My birthday was Monday and he emailed me on the weekend. I hadn’t been able to sleep. In 2 days I had gotten maybe 5 hours. It’s the worst. I’ve always been able to just fall asleep. But now I don’t want to be alone with my thought. I hate to admit that I don’t feel safe with myself alone here. I don’t feel safe in my own mind. Music doesn’t help all the time because it allows too much space for thought. It doesn’t drown anything out. I usually have my Hulu on till i knock out now because I cant think if I’m listening to an episode. The only problem is.... it’s like I’m afraid to sleep. My body finally gets to sleep and I get up and I’m dead tired but my body just goes and I don’t know where the energy comes from. Anyway, I hadn’t slept, I went to school, fell down the stairs on the way, and when I was leaving I got a call from a flower delivery person. I told them I wasn’t home and that I wouldn’t be for a few hours. I thought it was so nice of someone to send me flowers and then I realized that no one ever sends me flowers on my birthday except him (usually they are digital flowers because he never knew where I lived before then) and I asked who they were from and the delivery person said they just deliver so I couldn’t do anything. I got another call from another delivery person from edible arrangements but this time I asked who they were from and they told me it was him (going by my old nickname for him-bastard-that nickname was because he was one of the nicest people... or so I thought). I refused to accept them. I told the man to keep them or give them away because I refuse to accept them. Tat was before class. I felt like crap. The flowers at my door were gorgeous and I hated that I liked them. I hated that he could reach out and affect me in any way. I was angry that I told him not to contact me and he chose to disregard me. He sent it to my house! I kind of laughed it off but I told my 2 friends and my mom. One of my friends suggested I email him just saying to stop contacting me and that its the second time I asked because it needs to be documented in case I need to get a restraining order. I thought it was a good suggestion but decided I wouldn’t respond on my birthday. Couldn’t sleep again though. Had a long day at clinic and on my commute I wrote his email. I sent it to my girls to make sure it was appropriate. I got home and finally was able to sleep after not having slept for what seemed like forever. But I think I only slept 5 hours. I normally would have just slept through the night. And then I sent the email after an adjustment. And looked at my inbox and saw that his mother sent me birthday wishes. The woman is so sweet and in that moment I hated him for not telling her. He told me in one of his 6 or 7 unwanted emails that he had not had the heart to tell her what had happened and when she asked how I was doing he pretended not to hear her and went and cried. I was angry. Every correspondence he sent me either addressed me by an old nickname or like we were still on friendly terms. And then 1/2 of them, maybe more, described what HE was going through. How devastated HE was. His random bouts of crying. Missing me every day. I hated it! Why does he make it sound like HE’S the victim? He’s the victim of the consequences of his own fucking decision to take what I wouldn’t give him sober. An opportunity of a fucking lifetime I guess. And now hes hurt because I refuse to be in his life or have him in mine? Fuck you. FUCK YOU!!! SUCH A SELFISH ASSHOLE! He always prioritized what he wanted over what I wanted, needed, or what was in my best interest. And the worst thing is, if I’m honest, sometimes I’d feel bad for him, for what HE was going through but then I’d just get angry at myself and somehow the anger just allowed me to continue on. But back to his mom. I had met her in person and had helped her out via email and had spoken to her a few times on video chat while he was home or when she visited him. I felt like we had a cute little rapport. And she really is the sweetest woman. So as much as the email was so sweet, I decided in that moment she deserved to know why I wouldn’t be emailing or around after this correspondence. I felt it would be rude not to respond to her despite what her son did to me. So I responded. And then I had the balls he didn’t and told her, not graphically or angrily, but told her that after that email I wont be corresponding with anyone with any ties to him because after what he did it just is not good for my own emotional health and I apologized that the small relationship she and I developed had to suffer from his actions. I also def mentioned that I knows he taught him to be a man of integrity and good moral standing but he disregarded her teachings the night that he did what he did to me. I kind of felt apprehensive about sending it and then was just like screw it. I’m responding. I refuse to make myself look bad and I want to control what information she gets and make sure that he doesn’t claim “a night of drunken sex” or that I just stopped talking to him. I wanted to control what was said. Who was told. And that the truth was told. Maybe that’s a little of me trying to get my power back. A little of the control. Anyway... I sent them both after 1 am so I thought he’d be asleep especially because it’s the beginning of the semester so he has no reason to really be up late so he usually is in bed around midnight. His mom from what I know usually doesn’t sleep late. But know in retrospect, she may have been up and then woken his ass up because I got an email back at almost 3 am. 2:48am to be exact. And I read it. And he said that he never intended to be disrespectful with his correspondence... that he wanted to show that he still cared, that his existence in my life was not all about Sept 30th. That he wanted to be remembered as a man who loved and cared about me despite the fact that he raped me. I was impressed that he said the words. That he owned up to it. He also said he was beyond remorseful because remorse alone does not inspire change. He said that he was so used to sharing his emotions and personal things with me that he just wrote them. He said he wanted to help make my birthday special. And then he got angry because of something he interpreted as sarcastic. And he described how he has such a hard time because he cant just wipe me from his life easily and then implied that I’ve been able to wipe him away from my life and he said maybe I wish that he never existed and that maybe one day ill be able to purge him from my memory but he hopes not and that he hopes that I remember him as a friend who always wanted the best for me. That email fucked me over. I went to sleep trying to drown out my thoughts. Woke up and it was the first time that all I wanted to do was sleep (which happens to be early signs of depression for me) but I had grandrounds. And got out so I could get there on time. But I cried on my commute. Pretty much the whole way. On the bus. On the first train. On the second train. And when I got to the clinic, I went straight to the bathroom so I could just let it out and I must have cried for like 7 min. I had to hurry up and clean up because 1-I’m an ugly crier but 2-my eyes and nose get hella red and I didn’t want anyone to know. But I cried hard. I cried so hard. Because he makes me feel guilty. Like I am hurting him. Like I ruined a good person. And if I’m honest I was so confused at what I wanted to believe. If I believed him, could I still be angry? Was I petty to send that to his mother? Why can he even make me feel guilty? Why is HE the victim in this? Am I that terrible of a person? And then I remembered that I did love him- like he was my best friend. He was with me through med which has been so rough (but if I’m honest part of that has been rough because of him) and we had a very close relationship. Way too close but the attachment was real. And for him to do that to me. For him to take that from me. Because “[He] wanted [me] so bad”. Because he could. Because it was what he wanted. What he fantasized. Why do men who say they love me hurt me. My bio dad, many many of the previous people in my life. And why do I ruin and let down and destroy the good things (not even talking bout him but apart of me feels like he would never have done that had it not been me). Was it really me? Was it really my fault? I know he was wrong but did I push him that far? Why would he do it to me? God I feel dirty. and like a terrible person. I hate him! i Hate him! I hate him! I hate me too. I had so many plans today but I just wanted to lay in bed. I cooked so I kinda felt good but I just wanted to lay down and go to bed but I’M NOT SLEEPY~!!!! God this is not how I wanted to start off 27. I always thought something good would happen to me at 27. But if this is any indication, I’ll just be crying and shutting down. I couldn’t even get through this without breaking down multiple times. I really wanna disappear. I looked at the Potomac on the commute and other bodies of water that were frozen... and thought how that is such a good metaphor to how I feel. Cool and solid on the surface, but below still flowing current of emotions and that every email, every card, the flowers, and even my lack of sleep is like someone throwing a rock to crack the frozen surface. Some places are cracked all the way through until the next day when they freeze right back over. If I could just get through this year... I cant have this this year. Boards are coming up. I haven’t been able to bring myself to study. I just want to sleep and lay in bed and stare at my wall and cry and be buried in the bed. I got such a huge jump on work before class started and I was supposed to be done by yesterday and now its the end of today and I am not closer to where I need to be at all. There’s just more and more things that are piling up and I hate that this is happening. I hate that he is affecting me. I hate that I cant be stronger. Why cant I be stronger. Dear God, it doesn’t have to go away, but can I just please be a little stronger? Any strength sent my way would be greatly appreciated. Please.

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0908exo · 7 years ago

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Dear self,

Omg,tomorrow you gonna turn 22! So old!!!! But as ina(sebonia )says few days ago,that live must go on,and this morning you though on put the ws story about that you would turn 22 tomorrow,but somehow her words make you stay and think.

2017 was a great excellent year:) many things you do this year,at the beginning of the year on

jan-feb = you working as a fair boy at alain delon clothing.then on

march= you,tasha,nyna,fariza sleep over together at hotel near stadium merdeka just to listened through window ( as you cant afford to buy the tickets) exodrium concert

May - jun = helped pak at bazaar for the whole month

Jun = when you start to madly in love with day6 until the payment that you get from pak you save and buy ticket day6bkk,thanks to kak aisyah tho.

July - august = working hardly at kiko at aeon2 with the same purpose to go to day6.aisyah2....

August = 12 august was the first time that you got to go oversea! Not only that,you also made it by yourself!!! A big applause for aisyah . And luckily at the airport you meet kak wawa who was a friend of ainyna who will attend cnblue at bkk at the same date. Besides,luckily ibu allowed hadi to accompany me . So ibu wont bebel lama2. At first you plan,to stay at bkk for 4/5 nights but due to difficulties ,you only stay at bkk for 2 night .

Sept = was a new sem and its 3rd year already!!!! You be a part time at molly fantasy for a month only . Start from 15 sept - 14 sept.

Nov = nov was the month when momoe go to korea and you kirim day6 sunrise album ... it was a relax month since the month had mid sem break and at the same time you just finished you work.28 nov was the day when you meet sung hoon the actor of lucky romance????(its other romance but cant remember) . It was a great day because you meet kak dayang,kak hassida,tasha,and nyna. Later at night,tasha sleep at tour house because its was to late to be back at palam.

Oct = oct was fine until 25th you going back to kampung to see your atuk,mom says that he already nazak . Only few days after going back to kl,on 30th pak call you and asked you to back home quickly as atuk is getting more and more worse . Arrived at kamunting at 7/8 pm and atuk already passed away at 6.15pm, al fatihah . Opah feels sad at the same time i an see a nafas lega cause its been 8/9 years since she take care of atuk with her not well conditions. Opah feel ill for about 2 weeks after atuk passed away.

Dec = its the ending month of 2017 :) you just end you 3rd year 1st sem . Its the last month you to see farra,who has been with you since matrik . Shes kinda bodoh? Cause i want to stay with her as its hard to see her after this but she just nah , just go back im gonna sleep after this(HR exam ). Its the same month you start working at cr as part timer. Its the last month for everyday6 :( kinda sad because of youre not getting fired you would be in korea attend day6 concert. After the concert end ,you and all myday feel really sober for the whole week . Suddenly cring out of nowhere(as you read a tweet about what sungjin says) .

2017 was indeed a great year for you :) maybe at first you didn't see it ,but now you can see why 2017 as youre 21 are a great yer excellent years :)))

Goodbye 2017, hello 2018 :)

2018 lets make this year another meaningful year for me :))))(

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What are you ready to give up & become independent from? What’s been haunting you that you're ready to be done with? for good! Join us LIVE & submit your 3 issues by 3pm Eastern TODAY! We've been getting a flood of responses and requests since Monday so thank you all for your participation. It's going to be another great call with everyone!

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Ok, for those that did not catch the pun yet, there is no extended warranty on sessions! I cannot make it up. I have had plenty of clients over the years that have had ailments or issues for decades and they schedule 15 minutes with me and weeks later they are shocked that all and everything bad has not completely and utterly gone away. Often I believe things can leave us as fast as they were set upon us. But like any doctor, lawyer or Indian chief, I never know what will happen. Ultimately it depends on the client and their blocks and how attached they are to their issues. You would be shocked at the things that people don’t want to release. It’s as if their body is hoarding these issues and they would not know what they would do in their spare time without them! Just know that it may take some time and effort but I am making every effort to push forward and make the rest of our lives the best of our lives and I am determined to make progress every day and so should you! For anyone who has purchased audios, offers or certification in the past, be on the lookout in your inbox Monday August 3rd for our VIP 48-hour presale of our newest audio mp3 release MyBeliefWorks™ for Inspiring and Igniting Your Creative Spark, aka 'The Creatives'. This is for those of you who are artists, musicians, performers, writers, intuitive healers and empaths and it can assist you in getting unstuck, releasing brain fog and getting your creative juices flowing again! The official launch will be in next Wednesday's TGIW for all!

TGIWednesday Download

~ FREEDOM FROM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ~

I am asking for independence from people, places and things taking advantage of us. I believe, think, know and feel that I can say No! and mean it. I am ready, willing and able to take the wheel and live with confidence in my destiny. I know, when, where, how and why to make progress every day and to always push forward with grace and ease and so it is in all languages and throughout all time lines!

Fish Food

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations

JULY 29th "Today no matter how dark the clouds, I will be reminded that this too shall pass. I will live in resonance with blissful expectation that the best can and will occur. I will keep the faith and all positive, people, places and things moving forward in faith. I will allow spirit to shift my relationships into a new beginning and into a better level of understanding."

LIVE Appearances - Free Healing

TOMORROW! Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir. Join Spiritual Masters FREE For Live & Interactive Sessions, Plus Receive Instant Bonuses. Register Here

Thursday Sept. 23rd - The Global Gathering with host Dipal Shah. The Gathering is an online spiritual event in which multiple healers, lightworkers, catalysts and spiritual teachers come together as ONE to support humanity by anchoring love, light, joy, wellness and optimism. Join Us and Watch Online! If you have time for a quick and amusing read, check out little nice little interview I did with Sasha at Kreative Circle. https://www.kreativecircle.com/jimmy-mack.html Wednesday August 5th - 4pm ET - Spiritual Insights with host Charlotte Spicer Listen Here Online - Taking LIVE callers for readings and messages ☎️ (347) 934-0751

The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show

NEW VIDEO FORMAT! WATCH IT LIVE TUESDAY'S at 4pm EDT / 1pm PDT AS OF NEXT TUESDAY AUGUST 1st All of the radio shows will be live video shows. You can now write in during the LIVE CHAT with your questions and we'll get to as many as we can (no phone calls) You can watch on Facebook or YouTube links below: https://facebook.com/GoldylocksProductions https://www.youtube.com/c/GoldylocksProductions Or catch all the replays & archives here: https://thejimmymackhealingshow.com/ Yesterday's Show - Special Guest Rev Debbie | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Listen here once posted.

UPCOMING GUESTS FOR AUGUST

August 4th – Joanne Leo | Psychic https://psychicjoanneleo.com/

August 11th – Kevin Lee | Certified Spiritual Medium http://revkevinlee.com/about-kevin/

August 18th– Jeremy Riden | Divine Spark Ministries https://www.facebook.com/JeremyRiden/

August 25th Rev Debbie | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page

From the Fish Box

"Just receiving emails from you makes my heart swell with love and hope!!!! I feel so blessed to know you!!! Thank you so much for your prayers and all you do for all of us!" - Rosemary S.

Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy

The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.

Tampa Office Sessions

FRIDAY AUGUST 14th at

SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS

Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s NEW office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10-4 on Friday August 14th.

NEW OFFICE LOCATION! 403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $38 or 30-minutes $68. If you’re new to working with me, I suggest you schedule 30 minutes.

FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS

Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!

Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime! Click here to watch the Mastery video playlist

LEARN MORE HERE

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.

Abundance Abuse Addiction Body Scan: Head to Toe COVID-19 Daily GPS Reset Dark Energies/Fears Decision Making Diet & Exercise Education & Learning Family & Relatives The Gold Coin Healing Physical Body Healing Mental Stress Holiday Stress

TGIFunny

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divinefishingtips · 4 years ago

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TGIWednesday ... and an extended warranty

Tonight's MySwitchWorks Event

Next Live Call is TONIGHT at 7:30pm EDT

We’re celebrating Independence Day all month long by FREEING you up from what’s holding you back!!!

TGIWednesday News

TGIWednesday Download

~ FREEDOM FROM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ~

Fish Food

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations

LIVE Appearances - Free Healing

TOMORROW! Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir. Join Spiritual Masters FREE For Live & Interactive Sessions, Plus Receive Instant Bonuses. Register Here

The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show

UPCOMING GUESTS FOR AUGUST

August 4th – Joanne Leo | Psychic https://psychicjoanneleo.com/

August 11th – Kevin Lee | Certified Spiritual Medium http://revkevinlee.com/about-kevin/

August 18th– Jeremy Riden | Divine Spark Ministries https://www.facebook.com/JeremyRiden/

August 25th Rev Debbie | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page

From the Fish Box

"Just receiving emails from you makes my heart swell with love and hope!!!! I feel so blessed to know you!!! Thank you so much for your prayers and all you do for all of us!" - Rosemary S.

Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy

The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.

Tampa Office Sessions

FRIDAY AUGUST 14th at

SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS

Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s NEW office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10-4 on Friday August 14th.

NEW OFFICE LOCATION! 403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $38 or 30-minutes $68. If you’re new to working with me, I suggest you schedule 30 minutes.

FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS

Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!

Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime! Click here to watch the Mastery video playlist

LEARN MORE HERE

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.

TGIFunny

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365dailyaffirmations · 4 years ago

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TGIWednesday ... and an extended warranty

Tonight's MySwitchWorks Event

Next Live Call is TONIGHT at 7:30pm EDT

We’re celebrating Independence Day all month long by FREEING you up from what’s holding you back!!!

TGIWednesday News

TGIWednesday Download

~ FREEDOM FROM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ~

Fish Food

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations

LIVE Appearances - Free Healing

TOMORROW! Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir. Join Spiritual Masters FREE For Live & Interactive Sessions, Plus Receive Instant Bonuses. Register Here

The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show

UPCOMING GUESTS FOR AUGUST

August 4th – Joanne Leo | Psychic https://psychicjoanneleo.com/

August 11th – Kevin Lee | Certified Spiritual Medium http://revkevinlee.com/about-kevin/

August 18th– Jeremy Riden | Divine Spark Ministries https://www.facebook.com/JeremyRiden/

August 25th Rev Debbie | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page

From the Fish Box

"Just receiving emails from you makes my heart swell with love and hope!!!! I feel so blessed to know you!!! Thank you so much for your prayers and all you do for all of us!" - Rosemary S.

Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy

The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.

Tampa Office Sessions

FRIDAY AUGUST 14th at

SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS

Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s NEW office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10-4 on Friday August 14th.

NEW OFFICE LOCATION! 403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $38 or 30-minutes $68. If you’re new to working with me, I suggest you schedule 30 minutes.

FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS

Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!

Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime! Click here to watch the Mastery video playlist

LEARN MORE HERE

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.

TGIFunny

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advancedthetapractitioner · 4 years ago

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TGIWednesday ... and an extended warranty

Tonight's MySwitchWorks Event

Next Live Call is TONIGHT at 7:30pm EDT

We’re celebrating Independence Day all month long by FREEING you up from what’s holding you back!!!

TGIWednesday News

TGIWednesday Download

~ FREEDOM FROM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ~

Fish Food

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations

LIVE Appearances - Free Healing

TOMORROW! Thurs. July 30th - Your Divine Uniqueness with host Moncef Akfir. Join Spiritual Masters FREE For Live & Interactive Sessions, Plus Receive Instant Bonuses. Register Here

The Jimmy Mack Healing Radio Show

UPCOMING GUESTS FOR AUGUST

August 4th – Joanne Leo | Psychic https://psychicjoanneleo.com/

August 11th – Kevin Lee | Certified Spiritual Medium http://revkevinlee.com/about-kevin/

August 18th– Jeremy Riden | Divine Spark Ministries https://www.facebook.com/JeremyRiden/

August 25th Rev Debbie | Our resident trans medium communications with your loved ones in spirit. Visit her Facebook page

From the Fish Box

"Just receiving emails from you makes my heart swell with love and hope!!!! I feel so blessed to know you!!! Thank you so much for your prayers and all you do for all of us!" - Rosemary S.

Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy

The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.

Tampa Office Sessions

FRIDAY AUGUST 14th at

SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS

Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s NEW office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10-4 on Friday August 14th.

NEW OFFICE LOCATION! 403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $38 or 30-minutes $68. If you’re new to working with me, I suggest you schedule 30 minutes.

FRIDAY KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS

Go deep sea "fishing" with Jimmy!

Level 1 is open to ANYONE at anytime! Click here to watch the Mastery video playlist

LEARN MORE HERE

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of the MyBeliefWorks™ audio library.

TGIFunny

Forward

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