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SOON.
The blurb (according to Google Translate) says 'The resurrected Parsian warriors stand before Arslan and his companions!!'
#arslan senki#the heroic legend of arslan#TOMORROW#sorry for basically disappearing after last chapter#it's been a rough couple of months for me#anyway I actually had a dream about this next chapter a few nights ago#but it was totally bonkers#basically Narsus predicted everything and saved the day by arranging for the undead warriors to get crushed by rocks#but Isfan had turned into a literal wolf and was being squeezed to death by vines#I think I can safely say that won't happen lmao
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
<- Previous - Part 14 - Next ->
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🎸🍟Team Guitar/Consommé (JP)🍟🎸
Splatfest 23-03-2024
[Master Post - coming soon]
#i am absolutely loosing my steam#i still got 6 more to go#i am so tired yall even programming this post is exhaustijg#prepare for me to completely disappear for a couple days after this yall#also man do i HATE this JP exclusive splatfest#especially the colors#i love love LOVE this pose#but i absolutely HATE how the orange clashes -_-#the inverse of the aliens one where i hated the pose but liked the colors lol#frye fest#splatfest#frye onaga#splatoon#splatoon 3#team guitar#drums vs guitar vs keyboard#team Consommé#lightly Salted vs. consommé vs. salted seaweed#チーム コンソメ#うすしお vs コンソメ vs のりしお#my art#saltys art
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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I don't get people who start talking to you, it's all nice, the conversation flowing seemingly well and then they ask a question, you answer and they... They disappear... Why? Did I answer it wrong? Did I say something bad? Was I supposed to answer it differently or ask another question instead? I don't understand, this is so complicated
#idk if it's because I'm autistic or just because I'm stupid#they just disappear out of nowhere#they either ask a question and disappear after I reply#leaving me in read 2 or 3 days later#or they say talk later at night and never come back#am I really that bad#that boring?#that horrible?#I'm so confused and it hurts cause#I can't get better if I don't know what I'm doing wrong#maybe I just really can't talk to neuroticals causes#cause so far none of those relationships went anywhere#like literally none of them lasted more than a couple of weeks ever since I left middle school#and even during that time I had like 1 friend that as far as I know is neurotypical and#our friendship lasted years while we were in the dame school and then 2 years after I had to change schools#then she stopped calling and all but yeah that was it
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Whats up nerds, I’m alive
If you don’t recognize the blog that’s understandable, I literally just edited and changed everything.
The previous blog name was emmijuu, and I was previously going by the name Emma. Since then, a lot has changed.
Now obviously I haven’t been active for upwards of two years, and I pretty much have no excuse other than I just fell out of tumblr and had lost interest for a while. The primary reason I ever made a tumblr account was because I was feeling lonely during quarantine. I missed my friends and even though I was messaging with them every day, I was still missing human interaction and needed some sort of social media that would fit me and my nerdy 8th grade brain. So what did I do? Well, my IRL friend @bordon-freeman had an account on this funky little website called tumblr, and I decided hey, why tf not?
But what happened, is I eventually started high school. In person. And when I was finally able to see people again, I guess my need for tumblr fizzled out. Leading me to go inactive for a very long time. And for that, I apologize.
I’m sorry for those of of you who were my friends on this website, I kinda just up and dipped out of here, without really any warning or heads-up. Not even a goodbye.
So, now that we’re here…
I don’t know if I’ll still be active on tumblr. I want to try because I really miss this website and the energy it emits, and what it has to offer in terms of people, and content. I’ve met some of the nicest people on here. Realistically I’m not sure I’ll be able to stay active on here, because I’ve been gone so long and then just popped up out of nowhere.
But I still want to try. What can you expect from me in the future? Most likely the same things as before, but with even more fandom shit and an improved art style. I don’t know how well this will go, but we’ll see.
From now on please do me a favor and call me June, that would be much appreciated.
Thank you all for reading, and expect to hear from me soon. And please, DM me and/or send me asks if you feel comfortable doing so!
#daily rambles#IM BACK BITCHES#ironic how I post this only a couple days after Melanie Martinez drops the music video for death#but whatever#I missed this hellsite#I hope you’re not all pissed at me for disappearing#but hey#i’m back#and gayer than ever#I’m also aromantic#so that was certainly a realization to come to
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sooo how do we feel about getting the first chapter of the next installment of New Beginnings next Sunday??
#like for real#i'm almost done editing the first chapter#and I have another nine chapters written after that#I'm hoping to post weekly?#Sundays if that works for people#it doesn't have a title yet lol that's my goal for the next couple days#but i've been able to get some consistent work done on it lately!!!#and the productivity is still flowing!!!#everyone cross your fingers that my motivation doesn't disappear 😅#new beginnings tag
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i think i've finally come to understand why i'm so bad at communicating with friends 👍 at one point or another i've thought i was in love with every single person i've ever been friends with (for the most part, at least) because i don't expect other people to like me. OBVIOUSLY this is not true but platonic feelings are not dissimilar to romantic ones (baseline they're the same: you want to love and be loved by someone) but i always end up realizing that i'm not in love with them, just that they matter to me very much and i wouldn't know what do to w/o their presence in my life. BUT this brings me to facet number 2 of my awful communication skills: i hate it when things Get Real. i find myself retreating any time it seems like Something Could Change in my day-to-day life due to them being around and "forcing" the change. i run away from talking to one of my only irl friends on almost a daily basis bc i dread the idea of having to do anything she might want me to do. i think, at the end of the day, my problem might just be that i don't want to change... ANYWAYS
#i actually think the funniest example of this comes from the irl guy friend i think i actually DO have romantic feelings for#i never used to have feelings for him but i always kind of nursed the idea of such a thing (as i said i think i could be in love with most#friends before i realize i'm not - but with him specifically i never had a moment where i realized i... wasn't?) also my previously#aforementioned irl friend kind of insinuated he might have feelings for me or we might end up with one another and now every time i think#abt him i think about THAT so.#anyways a few years ago he came by my house and picked me up and we got ice cream and talked for hours bc we have a lot in common#and he actually manages to keep in contact with me despite how hard it is (how hard i make it) to talk to me on a consistent basis lol#like we don't talk a LOT but he's also the one who convinced me to contact my former other irl best friend that i hadn't talked to in 6 yrs#anyways back to what i was talking abt from a few years ago... it was 4 yrs ago at this point but after the ice cream - i got a job#and we talked a lot - he took me and my irl bff out but she had a HUGE fight with her bf and he tracked her down and it was. a disaster#but after that they made up (lucikly she broke up with him not too long after lmao) but me and him were put in the middle of it#and anyways we went to the mall with the annoying couple LMAO but we broke off and it was just... really nice to be with him?#and then we went to walmart and rented a movie and went back to my irl's apartment and i tried to dye his hair in her bathroom LMAO#and it just felt really natural to be close to him and whatnot. we really get along and i really don't dislike him and i'm not NOT into him#but yeah anyways a few days later he messaged me and asked if he could pick me up from work but i told him no because at that point i was.#afraid. because i had a dream that i had kissed hik and he turned into rick sanchez and drowned LMFAOOO IT SOUNDS RETARDED BUT.#like i think the point of the dream was that if i showed him that i had some kind of feelings for him he would change or die or disappear?#i always assume the worst. but yeah the dream literally put me off so bad that i cut contact with him for almost 2 years#because i was afraid of him and i was afraid of my life changing#idk. maybe i should give it a try now. i'm still scared but you never know.#i at least wanna say 'thanks' for him convincing me to message my friend from 6 years ago so 🤷♀️ who knows
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Up way late at night due to reasons and killed a bug in my kitchen that was either an extremely small cockroach or an upsettingly roachlike moth and it’s fucking haunting me
#I only caught a glimpse of it bc I killed it as fast as possible y’know#and in such a way that I couldn’t. like. examine it afterwards#and I know there was a little brown moth in here a couple days ago right about that size that I never managed to catch#that disappeared somewhere#but I don’t know why that would be crawling along my kitchen floor as I tried to kill it rather than fly like it had been#I’ve never seen a roach in this apartment before and it’s been months#but I can’t remember the last time I’ve had a bright light on in the kitchen after midnight. so I could’ve missed things#augh I wanna deep clean my kitchen immediately#but it’s 1:30 am and I have work tomorrow#and I have to do shit after work w my coworkers tomorrow and will be out late#so I’m not gonna have any time to do so until Wednesday#unless I get up early or stay up late to do it#ahhh#I’m mostly ok at dealing with bugs#but roaches specifically activate like a primal terror in me#they Cannot be in my apartment#they are fucking Filth incarnate#I have to vent this madness somewhere bc if I don’t exorcise the horror I simply will not be able to sleep#invasion of the frogs
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Being a little angsty here but...
Thinking about how Soap probably uses rain to cry and hide his tears, it's not like anyone can see the difference. And during rainy days everyone is inside so...
I gave myself emotional damage thinking about this so... I shall share it too! :'D
#hes always hidding his sadness behind a smile#and rain brings him an instant melancholy he just can't really hide#so on rainy days he just disappears for hours and let's himself have a good cry#dreaching himself in the process but then no one can really tell what's tears and what's rain right?#he probably will just push himself to run never ending laps in the rain so he can just get rid of the feeling#it doesn't work not really just makes it worse cus now he has to try to control his breathing and cry and he's just a mess#i am going hard on the absolute lack of control soap has for his negative emotions#he runs and runs and then ends up on the floor staring at the sky crying harder than he meant bc everything just got too much#am i projecting? who knows :')#just... soap laying on the floor hands pressing hard against his eyes gasping#for breath and in between sobs failling miserably#he stays there until he doesn't feel like throwing up anymore and then goes and showers in his room#crying just starting up again#after he's done with all he just lays in his room#and for the next couple of days doesn't leave his room unless strictly necessary#faking being happy when he does just makes everything worse#man this is so sad why do i do this to myself :'(#oh well#i just needed to ramble this on here#cus i just saw some posts saying that more people need to write soap being sad and#FUCKING TRUE#BUT GOD DOES IT HURT#manyrambles#brought to you by me making myself sad by thinking about soap being sad#also is this too... emo? sjsjskmsksk#'yeah i cry in the rain cus it hides my tears' sounds very emo#cod#john soap mactavish#call of duty soap#call of duty
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// I have decided that I will wait two weeks before adding people back because many muns make their blogs on a spur of the moment and then forget about them after a short while. Two weeks is enough time to see whether somebody sticks around or not.
#& out of imperium (ooc)#more times than i can count#i have followed somebody who just made a blog#only to have them disappear after a couple of days#i'm not doing that anymore
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it's been long enough since i posted NOW I get to overexplain everything oc ramble and ruin any kind of subtlety 🙏
losing time
#i was supposed to study in the time i made this. but also the pages were meant to be seen side by side and i wanted to ramble#what happens after is just everything getting worse. their relationship had already gotten pretty bad before#elias manages to get back home to his family cause Mat thought they were fine and didnt think to lock him inside#no one knows whats going on all of his family and friends HATED mat and were suspicious of him > since both mat and elias are semi famous i#gets a lot of media attention. after a couple days back home Mat manages to force Elias to come back to his apartment and tries to somehow#fix things AGAIN by erasing his memory but no matter what he does he stays terrified and pissed until we get to the point where he has#no memories at all > Mat is obsessed but also starting to get a little worried cause despite being human elias can still overpower him#elias's disappearence gets even MORE media attention Mat decides to turn him to bond him to him cause thatll totally fix their relationship#hes executed before Elias's transformation is even complete^^ the whole thing is diamila's fault somehow#but thats for another day i need to go studyyyyy thank you if you read all of this ily#also yeah no matter what he does as a vampire elias is a soft masquerade breach and Imesh's plot delves into all the drama with the si#the imesh plot will get a longer comic eventually idk if his backstory ever will tho... but i do love human elias so who knows
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trying very hard not to be a cunt rn
#words cannot describe how badly i want to message my friends 'sometimes i wonder how long it'd take y'all to notice if i disappeared'#and then just delete the messaging app#make them fucking work for once#i mean i said 'I'm having a breakdown and have felt really lonely lately' and no one bothered to actually check on me after that 1st day#so like do they even actually fucking care? because i really don't think they do#if i died would they be relieved?#finally we can stop pretending to care#fuck if i know#(nikki if you see this you know you're the exception ily I'm just really fucking sad)#tw vent#tw suicidal ideation#tw suicide mention#changing my bio to that and seeing if anyone sees THAT cry for help since directly stating 'hi please help' didn't work#yes i know i need to talk to them the problem is I've brought this issue up before a couple times#and i don't trust them to change and that HURTS
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Is it normal for skin to blanch for a minute or so after even just lightly drawing on your skin and I've just missed that OR is something weird happening with my blood?
Example (i wrote hello tumblr but ran out of room so it's slightly squished, hearts):
#ramblings#i noticed my leg white after i scratched it about a couple of days ago and now i just keep going ???????#as i draw hearts and write simple words on myself#and see them blanch up and slowly disappear#and i'm talking light pressure
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part of the RE4 otomes gameplay
but yea idk if it worked like i uploaded the unedited kinda stream like i apparently had to change the song hopefully replacing the song worked idk. so yea but this isnt like a whole playthrough. I remember i had some problems
#uploaded my video as unlisted cause idk if im ready for people to find my video.#i kinda like the whole streaming where the video disappears after a couple of days but yea
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plsss would u do sukuna taking care of his pregnant wife? like noticing his robes keep disappearing, only to figure out its his wife. or more dad!kuna 🙏🏾
robes — ryomen sukuna x f!reader
a/n: me👰♀️ ➕ 👹heianera!sukuna
sukuna is a deeply preceptive man.
it’s something he prides himself over, and since he is observant, he quickly notices that his robes start going missing.
in the beginning, he thinks that it’s probably the increased number of bloodied robes because he has been going on a higher number of rampages the past couple of days.
so, he goes to uraume to inquire about why the delivery of his robes has been later than usual.
uraume quickly responds that they have been personally delivering the clean robes to his chambers and ensuring that they are placed where he can clearly see them.
the revelation makes sukuna annoyed because that means that someone has been stealing his robes directly from his chambers.
he is presented with two courses of actions—excluding the option of saving himself the trouble and just killing all the servants: sending uraume to spy on the whole ordeal or investigate it himself.
considering how he has been pretty bored the past couple of days, he decides on the latter. the past few rampages have given a clear warning to the rest of the villages surrounding his castle.
so, with nothing else to do, sukuna takes it upon himself to monitor the main entrance of his chambers to see whether anybody enters the room after uraume places the robes in the room.
so, he situates himself near the room but far away so that they can’t catch him.
he stays there for a good couple of hours, yet he sees no one, not even in the darkness of the night: the supposed prime time for a thief.
perhaps the thief has been made aware of sukuna’s inspection? but that would mean that the robes would still be in the chambers. so, sukuna enters his room in search of his robes, but, to his surprise, he doesn’t find them.
that immediately leads him to concluding that whoever is stealing his robes is someone who has access to the hidden door of his room.
and no one knows about that door except—
“y/n.”
you yelp and slowly turn to your husband. he is standing there, arms crossed, brows furrowed, and an everlasting frown on his face. you have been caught and are in some big trouble.
you don’t falter immediately though. you try to act normal. you smile nervously, “yes, my love? is something bothering you?”
keyword: try.
he repeats your name lowly, and you quickly crumble. you visibly deflate and lower your head as you murmur, “yes…”
he nods in satisfaction before asking the awaited question, “where are my robes?”
your hands rest on your lap, and you fidget with your fingers.
you still can’t figure out what his reaction will be. so far, he is just gathering information. he is giving you nothing to work with, so you have no other option but to comply and just keep answering him.
sighing, you answer him, “my closet.”
he quirks an eyebrow and sits in front of you. his hand is placed on your head, and he raises your head, so you’re looking him in the eyes. it’s something that you have noticed only being done to you.
you had absentmindedly asked your head servant about it, and said servant, uraume, had told you that it’s because he views you as an equal and does not take pleasure in your fear and acting inferior to him.
and in the end, sukuna only does what pleases him. if it doesn’t please him then why do it?
he hums as if in thought before egging you on, “and why are my robes in your closet? in fact—” he smirks, eyes observing your frame, “why are you currently wearing my robes?”
you pull the robes tighter around yourself, and you purse your lips. sukuna wants an answer right now, and while he is enjoying your ‘suffering’, he also wants to know what’s wrong.
if there is anything that he hates then it’s not knowing, especially if it’s something about you, his very pregnant wife.
his hand travels to your jaw, and he grips it lightly.
“so?” he says as he tilts your head to the slide slightly.
“you…have been gone for longer than usual lately, and I have been missing you,” you admit softly as you try your best to maintain eye contact, but you end up looking away.
he is still silent, so you continue laying out your reasoning, “and for some reason, the robes alleviate the pregnancy pain. I couldn’t find any logical or scientific reason, but I think—
—it’s because the robes are filled with your cursed energy, maybe acting as a kind of assurance to the baby that you are beside us even if you aren’t.”
he doesn’t grace you with any reaction nor reply for quite a while, and it makes you think that he is probably thinking about how foolish the entire scenario is.
so, you add hesitantly, “or something like that…”
after a moment, though, he sighs and simply says, “you could’ve just asked me, you foolish woman.”
you blink confused, “and you, my ‘no one takes what’s mine’ husband, would’ve allowed that?”
“you, idiot, are mine, so my belongings are yours anyway,” he states, and his hands rest on your stomach, “this is mine too, so you have to take good care of it.”
a smile takes over your face, and you nod happily, “of course, I will!”
you pause for a second, and it has sukuna confused.
you frown and you point your finger at him while reprimanding him, “and don’t call me an idiot, mister! I am your wife, and I am blessed with a good name.”
a pinch is delivered to your butt which makes you shriek. you jump away from your husband and start rubbing the spot in attempt to soothe it.
sukuna smiles wickedly before suggesting, “how about I help you with that?”
“no! keep your hands off of me, you brute!”
he chuckles, and it echoes throughout the room. it’s kind of creepy. you always said that you wanted to add more furniture to avoid that situation.
you start thinking about the new design for the room when your husband speaks up, “and regarding my absence the past few of days.”
you turn your head to him, and he continues, “I will be putting my plans on pause for a while, so you don’t have to resort to the robes for the time.”
he turns his back to you before announcing, “I am expecting you at dinner and later in my chamber. is that clear?”
you feel giddiness fill you up, and you reply enthusiastically, “yes, my king!”
“good,” he smirks.
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#Ugh...#I wish I knew when I'm not gonna be in the mood to talk to people that don't know me#Yknow?#Like socializing with people you've recently met#This guy was just texting me like 'hey haven't heard from you in a couple of weeks...'#And it's not like I don't want to hang out but I don't want to hang out ahsjhashs#Like-#Sometimes I just want to be in my safe spaces. Be it by myself or with people I already trust and know.#And that can go on for months...#So then I have like a day or two when I'm feeling sociable and with the right amount of energy to get to know new people#And then right after I shut down and disappear lol#And it's so hard to explain without sounding like a douchebag#But it is what it is#Again... I don't see it as a loss because I don't care about them enough for that and I'm fine#But then they reach out and I groan lol#I'll probably reply in a few hours and be honest but like... Yeah. I don't care that much but I don't want to be an asshole either#I mean I already am but like not way more than I have to be#Anyway... Blah blah
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