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#i had an epiphany#after ages#I still exist#in an ages long burnout#I wish to recover finally#kacha draws#Cullen rutherford#da#dragon age
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IPKKND Podcast - Diwali
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I finally posted this, lol. Have a watch and lemme know. Also this features our very lovely @honeybellexox
And don't forget to read part 2 of Arshi TS: Open Secret, for those who were interested!
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Day 28: Walk of Pride
sorry for not posting in ages guys i was struggling through my writer's block -_- anyway here you go! hope you like it <3 i struggled to write it ngl, idk if I really like it but ah well.
tags: @desi-lgbt-fest, @manujanolavu @morally-gayy @desi-yearning (let me know if you want to be added/removed)
Rati had always been scared to attend a Pride festival.
It felt like admission: yes, I am gay. Yes, I am proud.
Proud of what? What did she have that made her special? She had always been a blank puzzle, with missing pieces that could be scattered anywhere across the globe. How was she supposed to colour herself in rainbow and call it Pride?
Rainbows had always seemed like sad, fickle things to her. Small chinks of happiness that were erased by the sun. That were only possible with the most specific combination of events. Rain, and sunlight slanting exactly the right way.
Then what did that say about herself?
What did that make her?
Delicate? Impossible?
She had always been such a good girl: she sat in the front row. She played two instruments. She handed her work in on time. She didn’t doodle, didn’t gossip, didn’t daydream. Didn’t, didn’t, didn’t. Her entire life had hinged on couldn’t, wouldn’t, didn’t.
What could she do?
She was named for the Goddess of Love, after all. Then why wasn’t she confident in her own? Did that kind of confidence only come with straight love? Was she really as broken as her mother implied when she talked about lesbians? Every time she felt butterflies in her stomach, she locked them away. The day she called herself gay, she felt something inside her that she hadn’t felt before.
A sense of belonging.
That was the only reason she persevered, if she was being honest. That feeling had lit a flame inside her, a tiny sun of her own.
God knew there was enough rain in her heart. Maybe this little sun would make her own rainbow.
So when she went to college, she kept her head up and a smile on her face. She knocked at the door of the college Pride Club, and when the leader, (‘Padma’, her name tag read) opened it, she plucked up all her courage and asked:
“Excuse me, does this college have a pride event?”
She was half expecting Padma to laugh at her. For her to shoo her away and say that young girls, in their first year at college, didn’t belong at Pride.
Except – that wasn’t what happened at all.
Padma held the door open with a gentle smile and beckoned her in. “Of course! In fact, we have a pride event tomorrow, to mark the end of Pride Month. Do you want to meet the rest of the team?”
Rati hesitated. If she stepped over that line that marked the boundary between corridor and classroom, she would be safe. She could go back to reading in the library and not stirring up a fuss and presenting as ordinary. She could be good little Rati that never stepped out of line, just like she had been for the last seventeen years.
But something inside her was tired of being good. A little voice (her namesake, perhaps?) whispered to her that perhaps it was time to try being bad for a change.
And so, she offered a radiant smile for what she hoped to find in that room.
“I would love to.”
Pride Club was not like what she had expected at all. In fairness, though, she didn’t know what she’d expected. Whatever it was, it wasn’t this.
Ten to fifteen students lounged around the classroom, eating their lunch and chattering playfully with each other. Padma, perhaps sensing that she was getting a little shyer, put a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
“Guys!” she called to make herself heard over the chatter. “Oi! Guys!”
Everyone turned to look at her, and Rati dropped her gaze to the ground at their subtle scrutiny. “This is our new member, Rati,” Padma gestured to her. “Be nice, all right?”
“Hi, Rati!” A short girl with choppy bangs grinned at her. “I’m Anshika, Padma’s favourite-” she lowered her voice, winking as if divulging a secret, “-and only – girlfriend!”
Padma blushed. “Shut up.”
“H-Hi, Anshika-ji.” Rati managed to smile shyly at her.
“I’m Khushi!”
“Anshuman.”
“Hey! Ravi here.”
As they made their introductions, something settled in Rati’s heart that had been fluttering around inside of her. She allowed the smile on her face to settle. This… this felt nice.
The next day, it took far less courage to show up to the Pride event.
This is it. She thought. I’m finally admitting it.
She held her flag tightly, and when the moment came, waved it high in the air. For once, the rainbow seemed strong, invincible. More than a trick of the light.
This felt like belonging.
This was her family.
This was her place.
And this was her pride.
hope you guys like it! feel free to tell me what you think in reblogs/comments etc :]
@desi-lgbt-fest
#avani writes#after ages#desi lgbt fest 2023#desi writing#desi#desi teen#desiblr#desi lgbt fest#lesbian#gay#bisexual#lgbt+#lgbtq#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#lgbtqia#indian-kahani#indian kahani#desi writers
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Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), รัก เป็น เล่น ตาย | The Player (Thailand TV 2021) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Tian Sopasitsakun/Phupha Viriyanon Characters: Tian Sopasitsakun, Phupha Viriyanon, Tim Theerapat (The Player Thailand TV 2021), Giwi, Mim Miriam (The Player Thailand TV 2021), Tin, others - Character Additional Tags: Canon Divergence, Tian's and Tim's dad are the same, Minor Character Death, Pre-Relationship, Getting Together, Tian is trying to navigate two worlds, Pining, Misunderstandings, Tim isn't the best person but also not the worst, a big brother tho, Tian KNOWS how to navigate both worlds, Tian stays longer in Pha Pun Dao without them getting together, Torfun lives, Everyone is a bit OOC, I do what I want, Happy End, the ending is smothered by fluff Series: Part 9 of When Phupha and Tian invented love™, Part 5 of The Player the series - P'Jojo thank you Summary:
Tian got a new heart and went to a village called Pha Pun Dao to be a teacher. He's as much running away from something as he's finding a new home. Crushing also on chief ranger Phupha, he decided to stay. One day though, the village gets a new visitor, who doesn't seem to fit at all. And he knows Tian disturbingly well ...
Or Tian's and Tim's dad were played by the same actor and so I made them to be brothers. When their father dies, Tim searches for his brother who went away from the family. The same family that now calls him back for the reading of the will. Nothing good can come from that, really.
#a tale of 1000 stars#atots#the player the series#IT'S DONE#AFTER AGES#Drama#and fluff#so much fluff at the end#omfg
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Saudi match im so excitedddd lets goo
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something something the prettiest boys in northern thedas
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#davrin#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age the veilguard#marshmallsydraws#i wouldve liked to color this but after that lineart? fuck noooo im tired
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(video) Trick Weekes describes another rule they follow when writing Solas (which explains why players have had completely opposite reactions to him)(x)
#Dragon Age#Solas#someone stop Trick Weekes#this is.... a lot of evidence for the spirit pride wisdom solas theory huh#you can hear the interviewers gasping because it's evidence for that theory (they go on to reply that right after but Trick doesn't respond
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#got the idea for this one after doing the fallout version on the side blog lol#oh i hope somebody hasn't done this already
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#putting this here in case anyone decides to go looking for more info about my particular guy here#1) soccer player 2) gay 3) started for italy met and got engaged to his future husband while there and adopted a girl#4) ends up spending the rest of his life in germany bc he got traded but he WAS able to get gay married there#because it's legal in germany and not italy. ENGAGED FOR LIKE 15 YEARS BTW!!!!!#5) husband dies at 110 and then my guy dies 7 years later also at the age of 110#6) I don't want to start a new life in the game because I played as him for hours and don't have the heart to wipe the slate clean#yusuf yacob you will always be famous. to me. sorry for making your penis injury gain interest#and sorry your mother died after being charged by a hippo
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RELEASE THE DA2 VARRIC ROMANCE ENDING BIOWARE
#i told yall ive been in varrichawke hell recently#i found out he was a planned romance or at least ending sort of and now im seeing my hawke from a whole new perspective#like its all coming together...i imagine they truly fall in love during inq after the fade but idk#this is my garrusxshep but for dragon age ok#please dont kill varric in veilguard i will cry :(#dragon age 2#da2#daii#female hawke#varric#varric tethras#marian hawke#dragonage#bioware#da#this was inspired by a few fanfics#cassandra pentaghast#cass#seeker#femhawke#art#drawing#my art#sorry for the drawing inconcitencies#lol#varrichawke#dragon age#dragon age veilguard
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14 yrs ago i started playing magic the gathering as a kid, and i had the dream to do art for them
3 yrs ago i tweeted about those dreams:
today i’ve released 11 official magic the gathering cards, and it’s honestly so surreal and insane to me! i did that!! i fulfilled a childhood dream, and i honestly couldn’t be more proud 🥹
#as someone who never had support it’s wild to me to ACTUALLY DO IT BITCH!#my hs counselor said i’d never amount to anything and id be lucky to work fast food#only bc i was disruptive and hated the southern culture i was raised in#hope she chokes on my success :)#pixel art#artist on tumblr#aesthetic#illustration#i am so fucking powerful#i put 18 but it’s rly like 14 yrs ago lmao oops#i edited the age for clarity sake after doing the math!!!!
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#good omens#go s2 spoilers#good omens s2#good omens season 2#good omens memes#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow#aziraphale x crowley#ineffable husbands#lmao ive seen a lot of these going around idk if this has been done yet anyway heres my take#it is literally the reverse that happened#i joked about it before the season released that what if after every crowley gies to super mega hell whatever 😭😭😭😭😭#did not age well
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a return of geriatric lamb for all ye who still think of them
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#narilamb#?#i mean narinder's def thirsting after the lamb just not at their current age
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I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her
#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip#im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did#i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college#the music is still as incredible as it was back then#and the animation#i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes#early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in#his voice changing as he grows up#they also go crazy hard on some scenes#who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time
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