#aewinwrites

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don't tell me it's wrong

Chapters: 1/1, 12.9k words Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Multiple! Check author's note on AO3 for details. Relationships: Robin/Sunday Additional Tags: Canon Divergence, Character Study, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Developing Relationship, Sibling Incest, Obsession, Guilt, Shame, Mind Meld, Love Confessions, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Wing Grooming, Temporary Changes to Gender or Sex, Sunday is Down Bad 🔞 Additional sexual tags on AO3 for space's sake - and there is a lot of sexual content in this fic.

Robin takes his hand, squeezing it tight as she graces him with a radiant smile, her wings fluttering.

Sunday's heart flutters too, stomach lurching until he feels sick with it. Xipe could descend in all of THEIR divine radiance and smite him for this deviancy, and it would not change a thing. He could not possibly be more smitten than he is in this moment.

Sunday's fixation on Robin inspires a small act of defiance that changes the arc of Penacony's future—and their relationship.

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To Teyvat, With Love

Chapters: 7/7, 2.4k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Baizhu, Background/Mentioned Others Additional Tags: Epistolary

With curiosity that runs so deep, it is no wonder that Baizhu longs to travel. But his health is—well, it is what it is, and he has patients at home that he can't neglect.

Instead of traveling, he writes.

(aka the "if Hoyoverse won't connect Baizhu to other characters I'll do it myself" fic)

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We’re nearly to the end of another creative year! Tell us about some of the favourite fics you’ve written this year and why :3 likewise, do you have any fics you really enjoyed reading and following this year? 🐾

Favorite fics I wrote in 2024

I didn't write a ton this year, but I'll pick my favorite I did for each fandom! (And that's a highlightable factoid while we're here - my first two Star Rail fics were published this year! Thank you Sunday for the inspiration, even if you bled me dry for E2S1. You were worth it, king.)

Fave Genshin fic I wrote this year was One Size Fits All - Wriothesley/Clorinde/Neuvillette kink exploration and friends with benefits (the benefits are fisting). I was happy with the laid-back, casual voice I developed for Wrio and I really love the visual of Clorinde methodically wrecking him while he clutches desperately onto Neuvillette, half-incoherent with overstimulation. (Which was the thought that inspired the fic in the first place.)

My favorite Star Rail fic of the two I've written is don't tell me it's wrong - Sunrobin with heavy religious imagery, Sunday smothering under his guilt, and Robin as his light in the dark, keeping him off the misguided path he takes in canon. It's not for everybody but it's certainly for me, and I think people can tell when you write something self-indulgent with your whole pussy, because I've gotten a surprising amount of love for it despite the darker topics and taboo nature. I've thought about and analyzed Sunday enough that I sink into his headspace terrifyingly easily at this point, and I feel like that translated into a very good Sunday voice and characterization. I was happier with this fic than I've been with a fic in years, probably, because despite the fact that it has so much porn in it I feel like it's also one hell of a character study.

2024 Fic Recs!

I'd be remiss not to include some of your fics and I think my faves this year were late night snack (Azhdaha/Xiao/Zhongli) which was itself a delightful sweet new year's snack of its own involving three characters I love and had never seen as a trio, and but first, coffee, which is a feast of delightful Kaveh and Alhaitham interaction. Alhaitham is such an asshole sometimes and Kaveh is so stubborn and such a good man and you write that so well ♥️

Lately I'm really enjoying the WIP (falling) feels like flying by notavodkashot, featuring ballet instructor Zhongli and caretaker-of-many-siblings Childe growing closer and entering a very sexy D/s relationship. Guizhong is also there with her very delightful polycule, forming a delightfully snarky peanut gallery.

A rare completely SFW pick is A Snail is "A Foot" by Lee_Outis, which is about Kaveh being chased by a very slow snail that can kill instantly on contact. It is very much worth the read even if you usually go for spicy fic.

An ongoing longer fic that I'm still reading and enjoying as it comes out is testing, testing by Lithopus. Kaveh finds Alhaitham reading a book about kinks and, in a fluster, Kaveh offers to help Alhaitham try various kinks. It's at 4/12 planned chapters and over 100k already, and absolutely packed with delightful dynamics, snark, relationship development, and blisteringly hot sex already.

Eggs? Eggs. I know everybody expects me to put an egg fic on the rec list. And this one doesn't technically have eggs, but it is heavily egg-centered regardless: a good servant shall lay eggs by cutieterrarium, featuring Ajaw fattening Kinich up in order to lay eggs in him (wait don't go! *drags you back*) Ajaw doesn't get to use his pixel dick and there are no actual eggs in the fic, but it did the impossible and made me view Ajaw as sexy which. Good fucking job. Plus I'm not usually into feederism but the way it was pulled off here as dragon courtship behavior was really fun and, dare I say it, even a bit cute.

The other Star Rail standouts that I can recall off the top of my head this year were all by DFP: - trick of the light, a Feixiao/Moze/Jiaoqiu OT3 fic where Feiqiu are established and they're feeling their way through adding Moze into the relationship in a way that keeps him comfortable. Fantastic Moze PoV. - All three Argenti/Boothill fics, which are absolute must-reads if you enjoy robofucking, wireplay, and miscellaneous other mechanical shenanigans. - The winner of my 'still re-reading' award, old fashioned lover boy, which was published last year but won't leave my mind. Caelus tries to seduce Welt, and poor Welt wallows in guilt, feeling like a dirty old man about it, before Himeko takes mercy on him and tells him he's allowed to just go for it if he wants to since they're both consenting adults. Caelus is the epitome of being horny about that old man, and grandpa gets ridden into the mattress as he deserves. Absolute peak.

There were lots of other fantastic fics I've read this year of course, but these are the first that came to mind.

TY for sending in the ask!

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Damned if I Do Ya, Damned if I Don't

Chapters: 1/1, 300 words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Mature Warnings: None Relationships: Alhaitham/Kaveh Additional Tags: Wanksgiving 2024, Triple Drabble, Versatile+Switch Alhaitham/Kaveh, Trans Male Alhaitham, Kaveh is Down Bad for Alhaitham, Anal Sex

Alhaitham is a work of art—and Kaveh?

Well. Kaveh can appreciate a masterpiece.

(A triple drabble written for Wanksgiving 2024.)

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Wilting Flower on Crumbling Stone

Chapters: 1/1, 3.2k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Baizhu/Zhongli Characters: Baizhu, Zhongli Additional Tags: Baizhu Week, Chronic Illness, Body Image, First Time, Blow Jobs, Sexual Dysfunction

Sharing a body is an expression of trust - even more so when your feelings about your body are complex. But Baizhu is certain now: he wants to share everything with Zhongli.

You can read it here.

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One Size Fits All

Chapters: 1/1, 5.2k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Clorinde/Neuvillette/Wriothesley Additional Tags: Minor Clorinde/Navia, Friends With Benefits, Kink Exploration, Fisting, Size Kink, Praise Kink, Men Crying, Neuvillette Has Two Dragon Penises

Wriothesley overhears some inmates insinuating certain things about his fisting prowess due to his proficiency with gauntlets, and it leads him to wonder the opposite - could he take a 'punch' as well as he can give one?

Thankfully, he's got friends to help him test that hypothesis.

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A Certain Dreamlike Quality

Chapters: 1/1, 2.9k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Alhaitham/Kaveh Additional Tags: Switch Alhaitham/Kaveh, Wet Dreams, Morning Wood, Roommates With Benefits, Clothed Sex, Frottage, First Kiss, Coming In Pants

When the Akasha shuts down, dreams return to Sumeru. Unfortunately for Alhaitham, this seems to mean every dirty, illogical dream he should have had during puberty is intent on catching up with him a decade and a half after the fact.

Even more unfortunately, Kaveh figures it out—and correctly infers that they've all been about him.

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Justice is Served

Chapters: 1/1, 8k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Childe/Neuvillette/Zhongli Additional Tags: Fontaine Spoilers, Established Childe/Zhongli, Dragon Neuvillette, Neuvillette has a Tentacle Dick and Vagina, Zhongli Has Two Dragon Penises, First Time, Undressing, Riding, Oviposition, Men Crying, Cunnilingus, Come Eating

When the cell door opens and Chief Justice Neuvillette walks in, Childe is hardly surprised. After all, the man has been here several times, apologizing for delays in the Oratrice investigation and asking if there’s anything Childe needs. What does shock him is that Zhongli is right behind Neuvillette, strolling into the prison cell as casually as though he was taking a stroll around Feiyun Slope.

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Childe and Zhongli assist Neuvillette with a biology problem, and Childe finds himself soft-hearted for yet another overworked middle-aged dragon.

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Foul Eggacy 3: Childebirth

Chapters: 4/4, 14.8k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Baizhu/Childe/Zhongli Characters: Childe, Baizhu, Zhongli Additional Tags: Tags Contain Spoilers, Egg Laying, Unplanned Pregnancy, Foul Legacy Transformation, Masturbation, Cannibalistic Thoughts, Blood and Gore, Blood Drinking, Threesome - M/M/M, Blow Jobs, Double Anal Penetration, Adeptus Childe, Surprise Knotting Series: Part 3 of Foul Eggacy

Childe lays his eggs, and an unexpected development causes him to hasten his search for immortality.

Read it here, but mind the tags!

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The Duality of Geo

Chapters: 1/1, 13.6k Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Arataki Itto/Zhongli Characters: Zhongli, Arataki Itto, Raiden Ei, Xingqiu, Chongyun, Background & Cameo Characters Additional Tags: Xianxia, Emperor Zhongli, Zhongli Has Dragon Traits, Trans Arataki Itto, Assassination Attempt, Developing Relationship, Sparring, Vaginal Fingering, Cunnilingus, Horn Stimulation, Vaginal Sex, Biting, Marriage Proposal, Implications of Marathon Sex

Emperor Zhongli and the delinquent oni from Inazuma are about as different as it's possible for two people to get. But when Itto saves Zhongli from an assassin, the two find themselves spending time together regardless of their differences.

Itto brings a breath of fresh air to Zhongli's stale life after centuries of ruling, and Zhongli quickly finds himself taken with the oni's bluntness and comedic charm. Itto, meanwhile, is just happy that someone is finally taking him seriously.

They fall in love about it.

(Written for the Genshin Impact Rarepair Exchange on Twitter!)

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Hidden Flower

Chapters: 1/1, 4.6k Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Baizhu/Gorou Characters: Gorou, Baizhu as Rouran, Background & Cameo Characters Additional Tags: Mating Cycles/In Heat, Secret Identity, Sex Work, Anal Sex, Knotting Series: Part 3 of Aewin's Baizhu Week 2022

Gorou's rut comes on while he's serving as ambassador to Liyue, but it shouldn't be a problem. All he has to do is go to the pharmacy to grab some suppressants, and he'll be fine. Right?

Unfortunately, the doctor is currently away at his second job with no supplies on hand. (And the job isn't what Gorou expected at all.)

Fortunately, that nature of said job places him in the perfect position to give Gorou a hand regardless.

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Alone in the Dark

Chapters: 1/1, 1.7k Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Sunday, Aventurine Additional Tags: Character Study, Missing Scene, Imprisonment, Bargaining

Sunday wakes after his fall, alone yet again.

A short scene focused on the immediate aftermath of Sunday's fall from grace, as well as his devotion to Robin and their childhood dream.

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Concupiscence

Chapters: 1/1, 5.5k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Baizhu/Kaeya Additional Tags: Trans Kaeya, Breaking and Entering, Sex Pollen, Aphrodisiacs, Slight Blackmail, Vine Sex, Spitroasting, Multiple Penetration, Flirting

Kaeya investigates a greenhouse looking for evidence of a pharmacy owner's ties to the Treasure Hoarders, but what he stumbles into instead is a hefty dose of a potent aphrodisiac. Of course, the greenhouse's owner chooses that time, of all times, to show up—and oh no, he's hot. Kaeya's libido reacts as one might expect, and a deal is struck.

I've been working on this one on and off in some capacity for almost two years now, and though it's changed a lot I'm very happy where it ended up.

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Chapters: 1/1, 3.8k words Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Alhaitham/Kaveh/Scaramouche, Kaveh/Scaramouche, Alhaitham/Kaveh Additional Tags: Self-Esteem Issues, Loneliness, Touch-Starved Scaramouche, Bickering, Light Bondage, Wire Play, Blow Jobs

Percussive maintenance, noun: the art of fixing a machine by means of vigorous physical interaction.

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Scaramouche has all these damn wires hanging out of his back, and it's cramping his style. Alhaitham and Kaveh lend him a hand or two...and a mouth.

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Chapters: 1/1, 2.7k Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Scaramouche/Tighnari Characters: Scaramouche, Tighnari, Nahida Additional Tags: Wire Play, Medical Kink, Masochism, Frottage, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Written Before 3.3 Update Series: Part 2 of Scaramaintenance

Tighnari digs the ports from Scaramouche's back, and Scaramouche discovers he has some wires crossed when it comes to distinguishing pleasure from pain.

Sequel to Percussive Maintenance!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kaeya/Childe Additional Tags: POV Second Person, POV Kaeya, Trans Kaeya, Trans Childe, Established Relationship, Retrospective, Past Transphobia, Past Dysphoria, Love Confessions, Scissoring, Biting

Kaeya reminisces on the past, and Ajax does his best to get him to stop overthinking things.

Maybe, for you, there isn't any better way to love.