#adding it to ur prev ask is like . oh maybe it’s time to get back into tagging things again hmmm

[mossyshadows]

!!!! sorry (half-sorry) (not sorry) for reactivating ur hdm brainworms also https://www.tumblr.com/mossyshadows/634710158561378304/olreid-olreid-olreid-i-dont-think-ill-ever-stop?source=share was the post i was talking about !! which also wow just made me realize this was almost 3 years ago and i've been thinking about it for a long long time after i reblogged it from u then too ,,,

nodding at everything ur saying tho there's just something about loss in a children's book that has me so... SO !!! like oh you can never go back and it's all over but you still have to keep going despite despite despite. like something about that just GRIPS me and so i have to read this book, i must, i have to

also my library DOES have it WAHOO !! so i'll come back here from time to time yelling about it if u don't mind xx (also also don't worry about spoilers for me its truly the journey like i can be told x and y happens but literally seeing/reading it for myself is so irreplaceable yk ??)

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OHHH ej’s post i did not remember the exact wording but was thinking of it Conceptually when i answered your ask, love that post and the way ej words things is always sooo <3 … and yes! Like have many Big gripes with the secret commonwealth (sequel to hdm in a second trilogy!) but when i found out lyra was twenty in it AND I JUST TURNED TWENTY and she was fucking struggling… man. the way it’s more ‘you have to keep going BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE’ at the end of the first trilogy and then being hit with ‘yeah but it’s so difficult and i feel lost and adrift from myself rn’ with older lyra.. self perception via childhood heroines and the passage of time and being confronted with growing up is truly something else.

and :-) hell yeah !!!! don’t mind at all, wouldn’t have mentioned it if i wasn’t happy for u to send asks message etc so dw <3 no pressure ever either ! got it on the spoilers hehe but definitely feel like I’ve given a very warped representation of what happens in the books lmao. Love hearing what people think when they read the series for the first time as adults though it’s soo interesting to me, like how they react to certain characters and developments vs kid me who just wanted a fun fantasy read lol.

[ohvu]

chapter one — I'm under your bed

wc: 304 ,, warnings pledis slander ig, curses, lowercase intended (written) ,, notes. set pre girls planet era . not proof read

standing in front of the director’s office, you took deep breaths contemplating whether to do it or not. “fuck this, I’m already here anyways”

knocking on the door, you waited for him to reply. finally hearing the ‘come in’ you took a deep breath before entering.

‘ah yn, what brings you here’ the ceo ushered you to sit down after greeting him.

‘well, I heard mnet is hosting another survival show. I was hoping if you would allow me, I’d like to participate and audition’

‘hm, may I ask why?’

hearing this, you also wondered why. you’re one of the trainees that exceeded the trainers’ expectations whenever they held trainee evaluations. you were sure that you would be a member if they're preparing a debut team, what urged you to take a risk?

‘I actually don’t know myself. I know I’ve been training for quite a while now but recently, I started thinking if being an idol is really the correct path for me? especially now that I’m reaching my twenties.’

‘I wanted to audition, to maybe find a reason why I should continue this path that I’ve been taking for so long. I wanted to find that passion that I lacked recently.’

‘i see’ he held his hands together looking down, thinking. ‘are you sure about this?’ he questioned.

‘positive’ you nodded, sighing after.

‘well then, you have my support. you have my permission, I hope you find what you’re looking for through the show.’ he nodded, offering his hands to shake it with yours.

‘thank you sir’ you shook his hands and bowed.

‘you may leave now, training hours are starting soon.’ he sat back down, motioning the door.

‘ah yes, I’ll get going. thank you again’ you bowed one last time, watching him dial someone before leaving the room.

error. erase the first 'to' on the second pic + intensions* on the last pic

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SYNOPSIS. debuting was a dream of yours, the problem was pledis doesn't have any plans on debuting a girl group soon. joining a survival show was your last chance, thus, you took it in hopes of debuting. now that you’ve achieved it, you promised yourself to not let anything hinder you while promoting. fate, however, had other plans. bumping into your senior slash label mates was a normal occurrence, but being them interested in a junior slash label mate wasn't. oh, how fate wanted to spice up things.

a/n. surprise surprise fdjhdf (early) first chapter 😵😵😵. lmao I was scared posting this but oh well . I'll only update once a week until schools over, I hope your okay w that 😓�� this chapter gives off a bit of yn personality I think??? bffs can some of yall lend ur users ? ill tag you when I do use it 😧😧

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