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[stiles-o-dylan24]

It's Always Been You Bonus Scene 1 - Wolfsbane Hallucination

Author: @stiles-o-dylan24 Pairing: Stiles x Addy McCall Word Count: 3.1k Requested: Can you maybe write something about Addy telling Stiles what she saw during the hallucinations in season 2 at Lydia's party and having a Staddy fluffy moment? I don't remember but I think after that moment it never brought up again and kinda always wanted to see how Stiles would react, if it's okay for you of course! And obv if you want to write it take your time, don't rush it! 💕 A/N: Here you go sweets, it's been forever and a day but hopefully you're still around and you enjoy this! I'm putting this as taking place at the end of season 4 so you have an idea of the timeline of everything! Any other deleted/bonus scenes you guys want please don't hesitate to send them in bc I'm fully on my IABY bullshit while I edit the whole series to be ready for binding. Love you all!🩵 IABY PLAYLIST || <<PREV || MASTERLIST  ||  NEXT>>  ||

Another day another Lydia birthday party is in full swing– which is already a better turnout than the impromptu lake house party a couple of months ago.

That night we found the deadpool list and now we’re back from Mexico and Lydia promised a gathering to make us celebrate the fact that we’re all alive.

Stiles and I are in the backyard and he’s leaning back against one of the beams attached to the overhead pergola while I lean my back against his chest. He’s got his arms wrapped around my shoulders and my hands are gently gripping onto his forearms. 

The party is more so taking place inside since it was raining earlier– which is how Stiles got me to come outside with him. I’ve got the smell of rain, the pergola fairy lights and best of all my Stiles… so I’m pretty happy right now. 

Stiles is silent though and I could think he was just enjoying the quiet with me while the thumping bass of the party sounds in the house behind us, if it weren’t for the noise he just made. The noise is one he makes when he’s thinking about something that’s bothering him and once that noise is followed by him kissing my temple and squeezing his arms around me a little more… I know it’s something about me.

I move my thumbs against his forearms a little, leaning my head back against his shoulder as I ask him “What are you thinking about?”

“Hmm? Oh, nothing” Stiles replies too quickly and I throw him a look “Come on, at least lie better than that”

“I can’t lie to you” Stiles chuckles softly and I nod once, turning in his arms to face him while I smile brightly at him “I know.” I set my hands on his chest and slowly slide them up to wrap my arms behind his neck, asking him “So then tell me what’s on your mind”

Stiles makes a noise and takes a deep breath, slowly releasing it as he sets his hands on my hips and pulls me a little closer “Do yo– do you remember Lydia’s birthday party?”

“This one?” I laugh softly and he throws me a look “Obviously you remember this one or we have bigger problems right now concerning your memory, cutie.”

I snort and smile at him “Alright so not this one– which leaves last year because we’ve only been to two of her parties”

“Right,” he clears his throat, nodding his head ever so slightly and connecting his eyes with mine “So last year when we were all kinda…” he trails off and I nod once, my stomach dropping as I stand up a little more “Oh… umm yeah, the night of the wolfsbane” I smile softly at him, instantly hit with what I saw and really hoping he doesn't ask me about it. 

“The hallucinations, yeah” Stiles clarifies and I nod slowly, trying to smile like it’s no big deal while also imploring “What’s making you think about that night?”

Stiles doesn’t answer right away, just moves his thumbs against my sides as he moves his eyes between mine. He licks his lips quickly and tilts his head a little to the side “Well I was just thinking back… and I– well you never said what you saw that night… when I asked you what you hallucinated, you told me it didn’t matter, remember?”

“Because it didn’t” I say gently, smiling to soften the blow of my deflection, however, he just narrows his eyes in thought at me “Right but it does matter. What we all saw was something that we were deep down afraid of actually happening or being true so I’m just curious I guess… why do you say it doesn’t matter?”

“Sty, come on” I breathe out, looking around the backyard for an escape plan. I feel him keep his hold on me so I don’t step away from him as he asks me in a soft whisper “Was it your dad? I mean from how he was when we were kids?”

I look back at him, breathing in deeply and slowly releasing it as I barely shake my head and answer him softly, “No, it wasn’t about him.”

“Ok then what was it?” he questions gently, looking at me with so much love in his eyes. I can tell how much this means to him but I can’t shake the nerves and embarrassment of actually telling him what happened in my mind. I mean he saw his dad blaming him for his mom’s death and Scott saw Jacksanima hooking up with Allison on the stairs and I what? Had a phenomenal kiss and then ultimate whiplash as he said it would never be right? No way I can share that with the person I’m now dating. 

“Why are you remembering that night in particular right now?” I ask and he shrugs, looking around the backyard “We were standing basically right here with Scott that night. You looked…” he trails off, shaking his head and breathing out a soft huff before he connects his eyes with mine “Fuck, Adds, you looked gorgeous in that maroon lace dress and your black leather jacket.”

“You remember what I was wearing?” I say softly, my heart doing that little flutter thing that only Stiles can make happen and he makes a noise “Uh yeah I remember with vivid clarity the moment I walked into your house and I saw you. You made me stop breathing and I’m pretty sure I passed out because I think Scott hit my shoulder and said something but I couldn’t hear him and next thing I knew I was driving us to the party.” 

I chuckle softly, knowing my eyes are sparkling as I look up at him and he continues “I mean you always look amazing, Adds– but something about you looking all sexy badass that night…” he trails off, breathing in deeply as his fingers dig into my sides a little more and he pulls me against him “Yeah, I almost blurted out that I was in love with you.”

“You did not” I chuckle softly and he makes a face like I could not be more wrong, “Uh yeah I did, ask Scott– the way he looked at me was the only thing that made me not because it wasn’t the right time. I also wasn’t aware he knew at the time but either way we were drinking and that wouldn’t have been the right time– right?”

“No it wouldn’t have been the right time” I agree with him, scrunching my nose up a little as I continue “Especially since you’re right we were drinking and I fully thought you were going to say Lydia’s name and I drank even more because I couldn’t handle hearing your declaration of love about her again at that moment.”

Stiles snorts and looks up to the covered lighted up pergola above us, breathing out “Of course you thought that” he shakes his head and looks at me again “So you were drinking because of me being a dumbass–” 

“No, I was drinking because Lydia was being mind controlled by Peter and was sweetly forcing us all to drink spiked wolfsbane punch” I interrupt and he narrows his eyes at me “That may be why you took the first drink but I was the reason you drank more” I make a noise to argue, however, he just grips onto me a little more and doesn’t let me say another word as he rushes out “Which means you hallucinated what you did because of me which means you should tell me what you saw that night.”

“Why is this so important to you right now?” I ask, trying not to be defensive but I can’t help it when I’m just flooded with the memories of that night. “I mean,” I clear my throat and soften my voice, because even through the embarrassment taking hold on me I do know he’s just being his amazingly sweet self, “Why is it all of a sudden bothering you enough to want to know now?”

“It’s always bothered me, Adds,” he answers without missing a beat, his eyes so sincere I melt against him a little more while he continues “I’ve always wanted to know– since it happened to you.” His thumbs brush against my sides again, succeeding in lifting up my shirt so he’s touching my skin “The look on your face that night when I found you again has been burned in my brain. All I wanted to do was hug you and comfort you but you wouldn’t let me– I mean, you wouldn’t even look at me. Then fucking Matt almost drowned and we figured out he was the– you know, then the night and following days got crazy but that didn’t change the fact that I wanted to be there for you. Now I feel like I'm allowed to be there for you and comfort you even when you tell me nothing is bothering you– I’m allowed to be there for you in ways I wasn’t before and dammit woman, I want you to just let me.”

I chuckle and kiss him softly, “Okay” I murmur against his lips and he repeats “Okay? Like okay okay?”

I nod and pull back just enough to narrow my eyes playfully at him “Yes– okay as in I’ll tell you but after I do you have to drop it because half the reason I didn’t want to say anything was because I was embarrassed”

“Embarrassed?” Stiles scrunches his face up adorably and I throw him a look “Yes… now promise.”

“I promise after you tell me I will drop it” he repeats and I nod once “Thank you.”

Stiles kisses me quickly and says “Now tell me what you saw and were embarrassed about” he smiles wide “Please”

“Jesus you’re persistent” I grumble and he winks, his hands gripping onto me a little more “It’s why you love me”

I playfully glare at him, murmuring quietly “Yeah, yeah, yeah” and he gets impatient “Come on, tell me already”

“Oh for fucks sake” I throw him a look, and he smiles even wider at me. I chew on the inside of my cheek for a few seconds, taking a deep breath to try to calm my nerves before I rip off the bandaid and rush out quickly “I hallucinated that you kissed me.”

Stiles’ brows raise instantly with my words “I kissed you–” he licks his lips quickly “You hallucinated that I kissed you?” he repeats, a bright cocky smile starting to come over his features and I grimace since I have to tell him the next part “Well that’s not all so don’t get too cocky.”

“Oh my god was it a bad kiss?” he draws his brows in on his own embarrassed grimace “It was wasn’t it? Is that why you waited so long to actually kiss me?”

“Nope– it was a good” I release a shaky breath “A really good kiss actually.”

“Oh really?” he says, cocky smile back on his face and I narrow my eyes at him “Stop it”

“Sorry” he murmurs, half smiling as pulls me more against his chest “Tell me how it played out then.”

I look up at him, seeing the sincerity in his eyes and I breathe out nervously, shaking my head as I look away and focus on his chest “Well I was walking through the living room and you stalked towards me through the crowd of people with these deliberate I’d burn the world down for you steps until you set your hands on my hips and backed me against the wall… then you kissed me” I breathe in deeply, not really wanting to keep going “But then you…” I trail off quietly and Stiles’ voice is softer, more gentle as he asks even more quietly “Then what happened?” 

I squeeze my eyes closed and grimace “Just as quickly as you kissed me you stopped and when I opened my eyes, you were looking at me but the look on your face… it was like you–” I clear my throat, my voice barely above a whisper as I tell him “It was like you just made the biggest mistake of your life”

“Adds–” he tries but I shake my head and look at him sadly before I drop my eyes again and look at my hands on his chest “Then you said ‘You’re not her and that this isn’t right’ you dropped your hands from my sides and you stepped back throwing in the next gut punch of ‘This will never be right’ before you walked into the crowd of people in front of us. I went to follow you but then it was like I was thrown back into this reality and the music was suddenly blaring again and everyone was dancing not even paying attention to me.”

It’s silent after I finish telling him what happened and I want to disappear with explaining everything that I still unfortunately remember. Stiles takes a few more silent seconds before he murmurs “Hey” and I make a little noise to acknowledge him and he chuckles softly “Come on baby, show me your blues”

The corners of my mouth lift a little as I silently curse him for somehow always getting me to listen to him and I slowly look up at him. When my eyes connect with his I don’t see anything but reassurance and love looking right back at me “You do realize that you never have to worry about what was said being true right? You have and will always be the only her in my mind– there will never be anyone else”

I smile softly with his words, nodding a little and he squeezes me to him a little more “You could have told me what happened that night”

Shaking my head I scoff lightheartedly “Sty, come on there’s absolutely no way I could have told you”

“Yes you could have!” He insists, chuckling a little “Then I could have told you that you were crazy–”

I snort and level him with a look “Yes brilliant idea to tell the girl who just hallucinated her first kiss with the guy she’s in love with that she’s crazy.”

“Okay we all were hallucinating that night” he tries to reassure me and I narrow my eyes thoughtfully at him “Somehow that doesn’t make me feel better”

Stiles laughs softly, clearing his face of any humor as he gets a little more serious “Adds, if you told me that night what happened I would have told you right then that I was in love with you and only you”

I make a noise and ramble lightly “Well I wouldn’t have ever explained what happened that night because I thought you were in love with Lydia, so that just screams awkward trying to have you comfort me and my feelings when you love someone else but don’t want to hurt me and those feelings that just got dumped on you.”

He just blinks a few times and groans frustratedly, resting his forehead against mine “I can’t believe I was so stupid as to ever say something in your vicinity that would ever make you think you weren’t the only girl for me.”

I chuckle and move my nose along his “Yes, well… even Sherlock has his off days” I say gently and he connects his eyes with mine, breathing out a soft little chuckle.

He moves his eyes between mine before he lifts his head off mine and smiles like he just got a great idea “C’mere” he mumbles, reaching up and grabbing one of my hands in his before he starts walking me across the patio “Where are we going?” I ask, quickly moving my feet to keep up with him.

“Just follow me, babe” he says over his shoulder, keeping his hand tightly around mine as we walk into the living room. I flinch back a little from the loud music and talking noise, staying right behind him as he guides us through the crowd. 

He walks past everyone that’s standing around talking and dancing on and near the staircase before he leads us over to Lydia’s dad’s old office. Figuring Lydia would have locked these doors I draw my brows together curiously as he opens one of the french doors and leads us inside.

I walk further into the office towards the bookcase on the far wall and I turn around to look at him as he closes and locks the door. I raise a brow and look from the lock and up to connect my gaze with his “What exactly are we doing in here?”

Stiles just keeps his gaze locked on mine as he murmurs simply “This” and recreates the I’d burn the world down for you steps I told him about and quickly stalks towards me. I make a little noise when he sets his hands on my hips and presses me back against the bookshelf, smiling in his adorably sexy way before he kisses me.

Yeah I may have thought the hallucination was a good kiss but I didn’t know any better because kissing the real thing is unlike anything I could have imagined. I set my hands on his sides, feeling him lift one hand to cradle the side of my face in his palm as he pulls me impossibly closer and moves his lips against mine. 

I can’t even help the whimper that I make as I kiss him back, my hands gripping his shirt at his sides. Stiles responds with his own soft moan at my response and uses his hand to gently tilt my head and deepen the kiss. 

He pulls back just enough to rest his forehead on mine, gazing into my eyes as he moves his thumb against my cheek “Nothing has or will ever feel as right as this does, Adds. You are it for me and I will spend the rest of my life showing you how true that is so you will never question it, okay?”

“Yup” I sigh dreamily, wrapping my arms around his middle and licking my lips quickly as I smile softly up at him “I understand you loud and clear.”

He chuckles, his eyes dropping to my lips as he licks his own and murmurs “Good” before he gives me another earth shattering kiss.

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Posted 14 May 2024

[rom-e-o]

Bess coming home late the night she and Wolf have their first sexual experience (hands involved only) and finding Connie up waiting. (Gal staying over with Jake and Maisie, Addie in bed for an early class.) Connie asking, a little coyly of course, how the date went and Bess breaking into tears and sobs. At first, Connie rushes to her in worry, but it's quickly revealed these tears--they're ones of joy and relief.

"He touched me," Bess says. "We touched each other. It wasn't all the way, but we did stuff and... He touched me, Connie. He held me. He cherished me and made me feel safe. He treated me like I was the most precious thing in the world and looked at me like I was beautiful."

Awwwwww 🥹💕

She’d totally wait up, blankets and all. Then, when Bess comes through the door, she’s coy, then worried about the tears, the ecstatic and hugging her so close.

“Oh, Bess, that’s wonderful!” She leads her to the couch, kisses her forehead, gives her tissues (at the ready, just in case) and tells her to let it all out. “Come here, come here, you can talk as much or as little as you want. Oh, I’m so curious! Y-you don’t have to go into specifics, but how did it start? What was it like?”

All those giddy, gossipy questions come out. Of course, Bess isn’t forced to answer, but it’s obvious Connie is genuinely interested and cares that he made her soul sister feel so treasured. It’s like they’re two teenagers, having that type of talk that they both kind of missed out on.

As Bess talks about how safe and precious Wolf made her feel, Connie is also misting from happiness from her friend. “Oh, I’m so glad! I was scared when I saw you cry, I thought I’d have to march over there, but no - oh, Bess, I’m so happy for you! Oh, we have Prosecco! We should toast! Wait, no, the other girls aren’t here … we can toast with Crystal Light, right? I’ll get some!”

She’s so, SO thrilled for her.

[7brownsuga7]

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Writing this upcoming fic about a god who answers readers prayers after dark. SMUT & angst.

The invisible life of Addie Larue inspired me. I love that book so much 💕🥺

Anyways, I’m torn between having Taehyung and Jungkook be the god. His character is cunning, dark, charming and kind of evil lmfao.

[courfaeriedust]

rules: answer and tag people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

tagged by @lolotr 🥰🥰🥰

favourite colour: yellow, but also purple and light blue and—

last song: whatever my sister had on in the car yesterday, I’ll go with This Kiss by Faith Hill

last movie: uhhhhhhh the David Copperfield one with Dev Patel. The Personal History of David Copperfield.

currently reading: I’m like 14 hours into the Invisible Life of Addie La Rue audiobook and loving it (didn’t get through the first few pages of the ebook but this narrator is incredible); started The Maid and the Crocodile by Jordan Ifueko the other day which I’m excited for because I adored Raybearer

currently watching: jumping in on my sister’s White Collar rewatch

currently craving: unclear, chocolate? Managed to satisfy my chocolate cake craving yesterday and haven’t been awake long enough to identify what’s next

tea or coffee: hot chocolate

tagging @crowleyanthonys @theedgeofnight @pipkin-the-hellion @carly-they-jepsen and anyone else who wants to 💕💕

[another-corpo-rat]

Ship ask, enjoy lmao for Vic and Adam

What was their first impression of each other?

Who felt romantic feelings first?

What would their lives be like if they had never met?

What was their first kiss like?

What are their primary love languages?

What kind of nicknames do they call each other?

Who’s the better cook?

oml you spoil me with so many 💕 Questions are here!

What was their first impression of each other?

Answered here!

Who felt romantic feelings first?

Victoria was the first to recognise them as romantic. She didn’t have an ‘Oh. Oh.’ moment so much as a: ‘Really? HIM?” one.

What would their lives be like if they had never met?

Adam’s would follow its course ‘till the end: he’d continue serving Arasaka and whoever heads it at the dictation of the contract he signed a lifetime ago. Unwilling or unable to give much serious thought about Yorinobu’s intentions without his HUD flashing with warnings about contract breaches and the potential line of treason his thoughts may be in danger of veering towards.

Victoria’s would be more heavily altered in that she’d definitely be in a more comfortable position; her life would’ve stayed on her designed course of promotions and back-stabbing, of finding her own perch that’s not too high but enough that she can comfortably watch others fall in their climb, or be the one to kick them off.

And maybe she’d have been dragged into some hare-brained scheme of one Arthur Jenkins, forced to hit the ground running in her fall from the pinnacle to the pit – returning to Arasaka only to rob it and ending up with a dead rockerboy in her head.

What was their first kiss like?

It wasn’t anything special.

It was the instance of Adam, in his Elvis Gemini, deciding to mess with his know-it-all little netrunner (who didn’t have a fucking clue who Elvis Presley was) while she was out for the night. He had been deliberate in getting her on his lap, with very obvious plans on where the night was going to go (and indeed, how it went.) So, their first kiss was a deep, passionate thing which ultimately meant nothing to either of them, just another step in getting laid that night.

What are their primary love languages?

I answered a similar question here, but in summary:

Receiving: Quality time & physical touch (Victoria), a mixed bag (Adam) Giving: Gifts (Victoria), acts of service (Adam)

What kind of nicknames do they call each other?

Victoria has Adam saved as ‘Tinman’ in her contacts list, and she does call him that to his face from time to time. Occasionally, she’ll call him ‘Addie’ but only when she’s wine-drunk.

Adam started calling Victoria ‘Blondie’ for the simple fact he liked the annoyed expression it got him. It’s just kinda stuck through the years. When he knows she’s in a particularly bad mood, he’ll pull out the ‘Queen Victoria’ just to make it worse.

Who’s the better cook?

As if either of these fucks know how to cook.

Even when he was human, Adam struggled to make anything more involved than an MRE or just throwing shit into an oven (and even then, I bet he forgot to pre-heat the fucking thing half the time.) Victoria is a rich bitch who has never had to lift a finger in the kitchen courtesy of always having a personal chef employed.

So, technically, I guess point to Adam.

[agentnatesewell]

I have the feeling that my A romancing detective is going to mess up the kidnapping case. And it's going to be so heartbreaking. She turned away from A and has decided it's all in her head for the good of both of them (but these two are like moths to flame). After Bobby she decided she just isn't made to be loved. All she has left is being detective... But Murphy happened and a kid died. If now another kid dies or isn't recovered :( poor detective. So what does she have left?

Sorry for the rambling! I just love how you talk about wayhaven and the characters and I'm so excited about the release! Hope this is okay, please ignore it if not!

Hello! Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts! And please, any time, I am trying to be better about answering asks now that we are closer to the book. Thank you for the compliment! Discussing these books and characters is one of my favorite things

Okay! So, I love your detective! But after Bobby and *sigh* A, I can definitely see where the feelings are and the hurt and how she feels. I just want to wrap her in a hug or whatever else would make her feel appreciated.

The kidnapping case is really going to be interesting and I’m curious what the outcomes here are going to be (capture/not capture Murphy, save/not save Sanja and treaty/no treaty/friendly/hostile Falk) … is it going to be save Addie / don’t save Addie or will it be save Addie / save more than Addie etc (with A in particular, I think the desired outcome will tie in to their highest chance of success)

I will say that I did an LT route where I had my detective save Adam instead of Sanja (it was a whole … she picked Nate the entire time and this was her time to pick Adam sort of thing). I was afraid he’d be terribly upset but instead, he was calm, understanding and I really appreciate it. Then again, not sure if it’s different than solo!A but I was so pleasantly surprised by A’s response

All of that to say is - A is very goal oriented but their soul has this soft spot for the detective and I hope whatever happens doesn’t end up being so sad

Plus, I’m hoping that there will be so many more of the best friend scenes and UB group scenes that it’ll help your detective feel what was needed to be felt so that there is something else positive and loving in their lives!

And for what it’s worth, my Adam!Detective, Layla, as of the end of book two is just … letting things cool down a bit, they’ve had some major feelings on a roller coaster and when they’re ready to talk, she’ll be ready to talk. Luckily, she has a good relationship with the others. But oh that commanding agent, she just can’t get him off her mind! Her heart!

Thank you again for the ask! Please keep me posted on what ends up happening! Good luck! 💕

[onlyswan]

Hi Art 💕💕💕

I'm here to answer your end of year survey and I'm sorry in advance if I get carried away but I just love your work too much to not ramble about it.

It's so so hard to pick a favourite because I genuinely love all of them so much, but if I absolutely had to pick, it would have to be in which you don’t want to give up on jungkook (even when he gave you reasons to, even if they give you reasons to). This one had me literally sobbing, it touched me so so so deeply. The way you worded OC's emotions had me feeling for them completely. "after putting out the small fire, your tumultuous emotions clamber to the surface, and it becomes increasingly difficult to hold them down the longer he’s around. the clouds are dark gray, as if they’re writing in pencil beforehand, my tears are about to fall. you feel stupidly envious of their ability to weep anytime they need to, in the face of the casualties. how nice would it be if you allowed yourself to be the same?" This is just one beautiful example of that. And I'm still in awe of the way Jungkook handled everything. "four months have passed, but it isn’t time’s job to heal all wounds. it’s his." This part will echo in my mind forever because!!!!!!!! And last but not least, this one just makes me tear up every time I see it: "he wants to be inconvenienced by you. he wants to make impulsively confrontational phone calls he will overthink before bed. he wants you to wake him up in the middle of the night clawing for snuggles. he wants you to jump on his back when you’re exhausted of walking. he wants to charm the owner of your favorite restaurant into cooking one more meal before closing because you always ask him to make a quick stop when he visits you. he wants his life to be influenced by yours in every possible way, two different colors mixed in a palette to create a new one that matches the sky." Every one of your works makes me want to have a love like theirs but this one just... yeah this one brings out those feelings especially well.

As for favourite lines, it was soooo hard to narrow it down because as I've said before, I reread almost every single paragraph of your stories multiple times because I need to appreciate their beauty fully. But here are a few that I really really love: "you don’t think jungkook realizes— just how courageous it is to build camp infront of a door asking to be given love, holding his pounding heart in the palm of his hands, and trusting that you will accept it in yours to handle it with the gentlest of care." and "jungkook is messy. he always leaves behind a fragment of his heart, and you shake your head and you pick up each one to stuff it in the shallow pocket of your understanding of love… until the weight of them destroyed said pocket, and all of a sudden, you have awoken. he opened your eyes to the underlying implication of that filter, how having something sacred to protect is also what makes life more worth living after all." and "he wants to grieve for all the wasted time because everyday, he craved for this. to be honest, he forgets his name when he’s kissing you. outside, the crowds scream his name for being the best at what he does best, and he happily lives for the euphoria of it all. but in this room, there is only you and him. you communicate using the unspoken language of love with your lips. you bare the soft animal in yourselves with your teeth sinking in the other’s skin. you allow your rawest desires and truths to unravel with a slip of the tongue. he exists beyond his name, becomes an indecipherable enigma even to himself. what is the use of an explanation if there is no meaning anyway? all he knows is that he loves you despite all the reasons, against all the reasons." and "for the first time, you are crying not because of the absence of love, but the abudance of it. humans are essentially a collection of dead stars that are brought back to life when they are consumed by the electric ache of love and yearning. you are addicted to the antidote that is the touch of another body that burns the same."

You're really unfair for asking who my favourite character is because I love both of them so much. I think your Jungkook is my favourite depiction of him I've ever read, so many times I read lines that he's said in your work in his voice and all the little details you add perfectly capture all of his cute habits. But I'm also completely in love with OC because they are absolutely irresistible, perfect balance of sweet and emotional but also funny and cute and hot and.... I think these two quotes describe how I feel best: "he can’t imagine how a human being could ever dare to treat you with anything but gentleness. literally, can’t. it makes him sick to his stomach, makes the blood in his veins boil. he feels disturbed by the memories that still haunt you, and he feels angry because he is powerless and he can’t erase them no matter how hard he tries." and "his smile then fades, not so thrilled with the reminder that it’s so easy to fall in love with you, and therefore anyone would die to take his place. he knows that they hover around you like flies when he’s not there. well, he really can’t blame them, can he? you’re so fucking attractive."

I would looove to see more from the very beginning of their relationship, I love seeing the build up of their feelings for each other and noticing the special connection they've always had. The parts that you have written about those times have been so so adorable, so I would love to read more.

And as for the seasons question, I'm personally very partial to the warmer seasons, I loooove in which you are jungkook’s religion and he wants to be your passenger princess. and in which sour and salt could be so sweet when jungkook’s existence reminds you that there is still good in the world. I felt completely transported in the seasons you were writing about as I was reading these. But I also really love in which jungkook’s tattoos cure your winter blues and you paint his life with colors. and the thought of Jungkook and OC being all cozy in the cold weather, so I don't think I can choose between them.

I got completely carried away lol but I could talk about your work for days, so I couldn't really not take this chance to do just that. I think about all of your stories constantly and all of them have stayed with me after reading them. I'm so excited to read your new one too!!! I've just been a little all over the place lately so I haven't had the time. Alsoooo my crush just got a lip piercing, so I'll be rereading this one for no particular reason...

I hope you're doing well, Art and I hope you know I love you so so so much 💞💞💞

IVI MY BELOVEEEEED i’m literally the happiest seeing someone ramble about oc and jungkook i wish you could see the smile on my face right now 😭😭😭💞💞💞

the drabble you chose as your favorite waaaa 🥺 it was definitely a challenge to write but tbh it’s also my favorite. oc crying in the bathroom still gets me teary eyed to this day lol and "four months have passed, but it isn’t time’s job to heal all wounds. it’s his." This part will echo in my mind forever because!!!!!!!! SAME !!!!! 😭😭😭 wbk they love each other, but in this one… damn they really do :(

and your favorite lines 🥲 my heart is filled with so much warmth. i really spent a lot of time writing this year huh. you chose the ones i was so emotional writing 🥺🥺🥺 i literally love you and how connected our hearts are !!!!

I think your Jungkook is my favourite depiction of him I've ever read, so many times I read lines that he's said in your work in his voice and all the little details you add perfectly capture all of his cute habits.

LITERALLY ME RN

i love writing jungkook so so so much this is literally the best compliment ever i need to kiss you with consent. also i love how we are all in love with oc and as we should 🤭

the drabbles u mentioned for the seasons made me feel so nostalgic omg. i do remember you loving those 🥺🥺🥺 more to come in 2024 !!! especially with spring and summer coming up <3

please feel free to get carried away any time lol you are the sweetest most endearing ever. i probably feel the same way with your reviews as you do with my works 🥺 i think about them all the time too and they have stayed with me. i love youuuu and i’m excited for you to read the new one too and i hope you have the most magical winter break 💞🫂🌨️

alsoooo i peeped the crush update… a lip piercing is dangerous 🫣 praying for your poor heart

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

oooh for the asks how about 👩,👨, 💕 for Liam and Lilian :) (and anyone else you wanna answer those for!!)

[ask game]

Max i know you know what you are doing, asking these for the Hawkes. Evil. /lh

👩 = What’s your muse’s relationship with their mother, what made it that way?

Liam: Oh man. They love each other. They really do. But from the outside looking in it's so easy to see that it is Not Working Out. We all know how Leandra's grief affects the way she treats her children, and Liam takes all of it to heart. He's trying so hard to live up to a standard that he is not supposed to, and it does not help that he naturally has a strong sense of responsibility and protectiveness over his loved ones. Leandra doesn't realise how much she is using Liam as a scapegoat, and he doesn't realise how much he is leaning into it. So yea, it's. A Mess.

Lilian: Is also messy, but she copes way, way better. It used to really get to her; she'd feel horrible whenever Leandra blamed her for anything, which at some point shifted into resentment, but ultimately mellowed out. She's come to a point where she is able to distance herself from her mother's words, and it has helped her to both feel better about herself and stop hating her mother. As a result they are not close, but at the same time less at odds than Leandra and Liam, if that makes sense? But there was love there, still. When Leandra died there were a bunch of complicated feelings there that Lilian didn't expect, part of which was her wishing that they could have fixed their relationship

👨 = What’s your muse’s relationship with their father, what made it that way?

Liam: While Liam was actually closer with his mom than his dad when he was younger, he adored his father, and Malcom in turn could never quite hide the soft spot he had for his eldest son. Which. Was not super extreme, but still obviously impacted the siblings' relationships. But n e ways; Liam spent more time with Leandra overall than he did with Malcom, but that just meant that he spent more "fun time" with his dad, and that definitely warped his perception as a kid. That, and the fact that Malcom was the one who would put on a smile and a relaxed attitude for the sake of his kids, much more so than Leandra did. He regrets that he wasn't properly disillusioned about it until after Malcom was gone

Lilian: She was a papa's girl, for sure. Her Malcom was more on the tough love side of things, but it wasn't because he was cold, it was because he was cautious. He was very aware of the risk his children, especially his mage children, were at, and their safety was his highest priority. Both parents had expectations, but for her, his both made more sense and were both much easier to meet, which meant growing up she got more approval from him than from Leandra and made her gravitate towards him. Kid Lilian idolised him, and some of that sentiment stayed, even as an adult. After Malcom passed Lilian was angry at him, for a while. It was easier to blame him, and it kept her from blaming herself (too much, anyway).

💕 = What are your muse’s thoughts on parenting and being a parent even if they aren’t one?

Liam: The thought of being a parent is a bit daunting, sure, but also wonderful. He's p much always wanted children of his own, in fact when he first realised he was bi his one worry was "if i end up with a man, i can't have children" (it wasn't a persisting worry bc ofc it doesn't rule out children, but it was an initial thought). And turns out, parenting is both more daunting and more wonderful than he'd thought and he would not trade Addie for anything.

Lilian: She and Bela do play pseudo moms for the stray children they sometimes pick up and take into their crew until they can stand on their own two feet, and she can't deny that she gets very attached to some of them. Actually having children of her own though? No thanks. She is hyper aware of the responsibility of parenting, of the mistakes her own parents have made, of the needs that would have to be met, and the thought of having children of her own and possibly fucking up an entire human being is way too scary.

[jojolovenotes]

Honestly though Berry, thank you so much for everything you do for us all. You put so much thought and care into everyone’s asks and requests, and those valentines letters absolutely made me so weak 🥹💕

You're welcome Addie! I try my best ;w; Sometimes that's what takes me so long because I want to make sure to answer properly. I don't like answering things when I'm not in the mood or if I feel too tired to. I'm so glad you enjoyed your letters! ;w; ♡

[hellish-heart-ships]

hey, I notice you like Wally Darling. Wanna see a fanfiction I’m writing about Wally Darling?

I want all the Wally content!!! 😍😍

[staytheword]

Hii! How are you?

You are my favorite fic writer, and your writing is amazing (+ all the synonyms and better words to say 'best writer ever')!

I was wondering... Do you have any favorite authors or books that inspire you?

Hope you're doing well 💗🖤

hiiiii 💕 I'm good, what about you?

That is so nice of you to say 😭 This made me smile so much, that is unbelievably kind, thank you, thank you. 🥺 I'm very touched, there are so many fantastic writers out there, thank you for giving time to what I write 😭

As a student of English lit my list of favorite authors is waaaay too long, but I'll try to keep this short 🙈 One of my favorite authors is V.E. Schwab, she wrote the Darker Shade of Magic series and The Invisible Life of Addie Larue. She's a really fun writer, her imagination is insane, and I absolutely adore the way she writes. She has those sentences, oh my god... I have to pause and repeat them in my head, they're THAT good. I admire her a lot, in my delusion I hope one day I can write as well as she does, she's definitely someone I look up to writing wise. She inspires me a lot. She writes darker universes, flawed characters, about life and death, magic, the past... Her books are fascinating to me. If you're into fantasy series and magic, I really recommend A Darker Shade of Magic ❤️

For more recent fiction I also love Stephanie Garber and her Caraval series, it's lighter, so much fun, a real love letter to fairytales. She's absolutely magical in her descriptions and universe, and she's SUCH a sweet human being. A good YA duology I read was We Hunt the Flame. I am a big fan of the Six of Crows duology too (I like S&B as well, but my heart is very very very very soft for the Crows I love them so much).

I love reading Ruth Ware, I don't really relate to her characters but her plots are AMAZING. For thrilles, Paula Hawkins! Most people know The Girl on the Train but I actually preferred her second book, Into the Water. I have to read her newest. Who else... Emily Henry is really fun for romance (especially People We Meet on Vacation). For a class I read Freshwater by Akwaeke Emezi and it really made an impression on me. I am a BIG horror fan and I usually, in my personal projects, only write ghost and horror stories so I definitely love those (Stephen King is a must, Joe Hill too).

Some of my favorite books include Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palaniuk, The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga, Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, every single book by James Sallis, The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy, Kurt Vonnegut is always good too, I also really like Eric Emmanuel Schmidt for French literature! And if I had to chose a favorite French Canadian writer it would be Patrick Sénécal. He is wild.

Since I study "older" literature I also have favorites in that category that might seem more obvious, but they still inspire me. The Brontë sisters are incredible, Jane Austen, Ann Radcliffe, they are great women writers who have really captivating female characters! Toni Morrison is amazing, and I really recommend her. Sheridan Le Fanu is a great Gothic writer. The Yellow Wallpaper is one of my favorite pieces of writing ever, with Poe's The Black Cat. Mary Shelley, Thomas Hardy, Elizabeth Gaskell...

I read a lot of manga recently too! Chainsaw Man is so much fun, Demon Slayer broke me into a million pieces (in a good way), Spy x Family is SO fun as well...

I think everything I read and see (I love movies and tv) inspires me. I'm really challenging myself with fanfiction because I usually write much darker stuff, so it's been really fun! I'm channeling my inner romance lover. I love authors who write with their heart, who own their concepts, who push themselves. I love it when the emotion is so raw you can feel it on the page. If things are too superficial I just can't get into it. Anything with angst and drama and complexity and flaws is what really gets me. I love to be challenged when I read!

SORRY for this long answer. I could talk about books all day. If you ever want to discuss more please do not hesitate I will be happy too! <3

[im-harry-osborn]

*text message* Hi, Harry! It's Addie! ☺️🩷

I was wondering if you could tell me how many guests you're expecting at the gala? A rough estimate is totally fine. Thank you in advance! Sorry to bother you on a Sunday! 💕🍀

Hello,

Hope you’re doing good. It’s a hefty amount of about 150-200 that were at least invited. So again, if you need any help let me know and I will be paying you I won’t take no for an answer. You’re never a bother, sorry for getting back so late.

[baifengxis]

HIIIIIII <3 I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR BLOG!!!!!! FIRST OF ALL YOU WATCHED TVD AND YOUR URL IS AMAZINGGGGG!!!!! SECOND OF ALL YOU WATCHED/LOVED THE SECRET CIRCLE AND I'M STILL BITTER OVER IT'S CANCELLATION!!!! ALSO YOU AND I BOTH ARE MUTUALS WITH MELISSA (FORBESCAROLINE) AND I'VE KNOWN HER FOR YEARS!!!! ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE WEIRD AND RANDOM MESSAGE LOL I JUST THINK IF A BLOG IS AMAZING THE PERSON IT BELONGS TO SHOULD KNOW THAT!!!! 💘💘💘💘💘💘💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

AWWWWW THAT'S SO SWEET!!!! Thank you so much for this message!! You made me smile so much!!! Glad to know someone enjoys my blog lol 💕💕💕💕💕💕 I'LL FOREVER BE BITTER OVER THE SECRET CIRCLE BEING CANCELLED it's my villain origin story LOL anyway thank you again, you're the sweetest💕💕💕💕 I hope you have an amazing day and many amazing days❤❤❤❤

[babyjakes]

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event | whumptember 2022

prompt | losing something

pairing | soft!addy!lloyd hansen x little!reader

warnings | sfw regression - soft!!!!daddy lloyd (but also canonically heartless!lloyd for everyone other than babygirl), reader loses her favorite stuffie, lloyd throws a little tantrum and kills someone for upsetting his sweet little angel :^)

word count | 511

can you imagine how sweet daddy!lloyd would be if reader lost her favorite stuffie? 🥺🥺

it was one of the first presents he ever gave her and it instantly became her most prized possession. a little white unicorn she lovingly named mr. sparkles 🥹 (and lloyd of course addresses him as such, not caring in the slightest how silly it might make him sound)

maybe she ends up sobbing at her daddy’s study door, he quickly ushers her in and asks what’s wrong. mr. sparkles is gone, when she went to her room after her morning walk and tea he was gone from his place on her bed.

“shhh my little angel, please don’t cry. daddy promises we’ll find him- okay, sweetheart?” the sight of her so distraught is just breaking his poor heart right in two 🥺 “it’s okay baby, it’s okay, let’s go look for him, alright? c’mon, let daddy carry you”

they look all around but he’s nowhere to be found 😔 “did you bring him somewhere, my love? to tea, or outside when you went on your walk? is he in your backpack? or in the bathroom?” but they just can’t find him

he’s rubbing her back and bouncing her in his arms the whole time, her little sniffles and hiccups nearly reducing him to tears himself 🥺 “my sweet little girl, it’s gonna be alright. we’ll find him, darling. and if for whatever reason we can’t, then daddy will buy you a hundred new stuffies, any animal you could ever wish for”

“jus’ want m-my mr. sparkles,” her answer makes him so soft and sad 😔 “special to me, first stuffie from daddy. c-can’t be gone forever, need him. please daddy” 🥺😭💔

eventually they do find him, he got moved to another room when some of his men came in to look for some documents that lloyd had left on her bed that morning; he was reading them while waiting for her to wake up. a few of her little things were taken with the pile: mr. sparkles, one of her hair bows, and one of her chewy necklaces.

“princess, can you go pick out some books for us to read before nap time? make sure to close your door,” lloyd instructs as he sends reader upstairs. turning back to his men, he’s furious. a moment ago he appeared to be the softest, most understanding and loving man in the world as he spoke to his special girl. but as soon as she couldn’t see his face anymore, that all vanished into thin air.

he waits to hear her bedroom door shutting upstairs, which means (thanks to the soundproofing) she won’t be able to hear any of what comes next. “which one of you was it?” he asks the four men. all eyes turn to the one on the end. shaking his head, lloyd almost laughs. “you thought you could touch my angels things? what a stupid, stupid mistake”

ofc he shoots him before the poor bastard can reply 💕 no one messes with his baby

[cryptiles]

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RANDOM TEXTS — PART 1 / PART 2

— details ; brothers x gn! reader ; head-cannon based ; 〘🐙〙 ; obey me m.list ; they/them/you/yours

— summary ; domestic texts between you and the brothers

— requests are open as of 17/8

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LUCIFER

“ good afternoon mc , are you home ? “

“ yeah i am , why ? “

“ a package was just delivered to the front porch , do me a favour and check it for me would you ? “

“ ofc ofc , give me a sec. “

“ are these flowers ? “

“ do you like them ? “

“ THANK YOU , OMG THEY’RE SO PRETTY 🥴“

“ i would love to go back to 2 seconds ago where we were relishing in the moment without the mention of fathers name. “

“ 🏃‍♀️“

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MAMMON

“ oi ! i’m stuck out in the rain tell lucifer i’ll be late for dinner. “

“ pftt .. imagine. “

“ don’t laugh at me ! i wore an expensive jacket out today too … now its ruined. “

“ wru rn ? “

“ outside some randos shops shelter. “

“ jeez everyones wet and soaked as fuck , smells like shit. “

“ LMAOAAOO HELP 🚶‍♀️ but anyways i’ll come pick you up if you want. “

“ wait what ? you’re gonna walk here in this type of heavy rain ? “

“ umbrellas exist dumbass. “

“ YEAH BUT STILL , i wouldn’t wanna trouble you it’s just a bit of rain. “

“ nothing the great mammon can’t handle ! 😈 “

“ yeah yeah … i’ll wait for you in your room , movie night remember ? “

“ WELL NOW THAT YOU’RE WAITING FOR ME THE GREAT MAMMON WON’T LET YOU MISS ME FOR LONG ! “

“ IM RUNNING BACK NOW , DONT YOU DARE STEP OUT IN THE RAIN. “

“ jackass 😒 “

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LEVITHAN

“ MC ! COME TO MY ROOM RN ASAP 💯 “

“ for what ? i’m lazy to leave my bed. “

“ WELL “

“ GUESS WHAT 🤭 “

“ I GOT EARLY ACCESS TO THAT ANIME YOU LIKE FROM THE HUMAN WORLD “

“ EX FUCKING CUSE ME ? HOW ? HUH ? 😀 “

“ SAY SIKE RN 🤨 “

“ IM NOT JOKING MC GET HERE RN , OFFER LASTS FOR THE NEXT 5 MINUTES “

“ ILL BE COUNTING “

“ LEVI I FUCKING LOVE YOU RN IM OMW “

“ YOU WHAT ? “

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SATAN

“ pick me’s are more infuriating than popular wannabes. “

“ i rest my case. “

“ they’re equally as annoying , both types can’t keep their mouths shut. “

“ disagree. pick me’s act upon it changing their tone of voice and putting others down for their own gain. “

“ that’s a lowball. “

“ okay yeah valid point but then again you could argue that the wannabes have a chance of dropping their now friends for the more well-known group. “

“ meet me at the library in 5 , i’ll make some tea for both of us while we discuss this. “

“ are we really debating over high school drama … “

“ yes , it’s important. “

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ASMODEUS

“ mccc !! “

“ mc ! “

“ sweetieee “

“ answer me love 😾😾😾 “

“ sorry sorry , mammon was speaking to me. “

“ you know , you should stop hanging out with him and instead with me ! 🤗 “

“ but moving on ! i found this adorable pair of boots that would look absolutely gorgeous on you. “

“ ugh ! imagining you in those already makes my heart flutter you’d look so adorable 💕 “

“ mc ! i’ll swing by the house and pick you up get ready in 15 minutes hon , we’re going on a shopping spree. “

“ HEOBDDK SEND ME THE ADDY BABES ‼️ “

“ ILL WALK OVER “

“ NO NO DONT YOU DARE ! “

“ i’ll come pick you up sweetie there’s no way i’m letting you walk here all by yourself ! “

“ what if someone steals you away from me while im not there ? 😾 “

“ alright alright YOU BETTER BE HERE SOON “

“ also you’re spending too much time with satan , the amount of times you’ve used that angry cat emoji is concerning … “

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BEELZEBUB

“ BEEL WRU ? “

“ THIS IS AN EMERGENCY ‼️ “

“ mc ! are you alright ? do you need help ? are you hurt ? “

“ NO NO NONE OF THAT “

“ i’m just extremely tired today and i don’t feel like walking down the long hallway for dinner … “

“ could you come to my room and give me a piggy back ride ? 😁 “

“ oh “

“ thank goodness you’re not hurt. ☺️ “

“ but sure :D i’m omw to your room , hang tight mc. “

“ ilysm 🫶 “

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BELPHEGOR

“ wru ? “

“ my room , why ? “

“ come to the planetarium “

“ the stars are really pretty tonight “

“ they remind me of the celestial realm , where we couldn’t admire our own stars … “

“ but here , i’m able to do one of my favourite activities with everyone , with you. “

“ i told you i forgave you belphie. “

“ please don’t beat yourself up on it anymore. “

“ how did you know ? “

“ you never have enough energy to type this many words 🥱 “

“ also open the door , i think you accidentally locked it. “

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