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#fic promo#skk#bsd#bsd skk#bsd fic#angst#hopeful ending#chuuya needs a hug#actually so does dazai#established relationship
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So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.
Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.
Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:
What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?
What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?
And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?
Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"
Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."
Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"
It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.
Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.
#It's such a funny situation to imagine as well#Dazai doing the most out of pocket shit and Chuuya being like “It's okay. I'm here.”#and everyone else going like: ?????#I'd like for everyone to imagine weird Dazai quirks and how they relate to his true feelings#maybe even take moments from the manga that would be so cool#imagine the out of pocket things he does had just been him processing his feelings this entire time??#and there was no Chuuya to tell us#I mean seeing Dazai roll around with any ADA member would have made that a “haha quirky Dazai moment”#Instead of. Oh. He's *actually* worried.#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd hcs#bsd headcannons#bsd analysis#J's post#J's writing ✍🏽#Edit: as one tag said I just described autism lmao
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im sitting here wondering how the ADA would react to skks dynamic in canon. cus like..... I don't think ANYONE from the ADA has ever actually seen Dazai and Chuuya in the same room. and the way Dazai talks to and teases Chuuya is SO DIFFERENT than how he behaves with the people at the ADA that I feel like they'd get fucking whiplash from it.
#i plan to actually rewatch the show again at some point so i can poke at skk. as you do.#but like dazai casually saying how he wants chuuya to just go die already or wtv he says like#he would NEVER say that shit to kunikida or atsushi#and he does a really good job of keeping his behavior in front of the ada as the silly goofball#which is NOT how he behaves with chuuya#like please i need the ada to be freaked out by the sudden switch that chuuya flips in dazai#bc dazai annoys chuuya but chuuya annoys dazai JUST AS MUCH#they get under each others skin so well#pkay thats it ill shut up now <3#bsd#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#shh ac
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i think asagiri’s new favorite character is aya bc can anything else explain why both of her father figures just fucking dissolved in the same chapter
#i’m being so serious rn i think asagiri just hates to see a girlboss winning#aya has been through HELL the past seven chapters have all happened in the course of one day#like seriously what the hell does he have against her#ada reunion in 2028 manifesting 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#they’ll have to bring kunikida in a stanley cup or a hydroflask bc he got turned into gloop#imagine dazai coming back and being like “where’s kunikida where’s my partner”#n atsushi just sets down a vat of slime in his hands and is like “kunikida-san got turned into the 7/11 blue raspberry icee😿”#it’s actually over#bsd 117#bsd
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I feel so bad for Kouyou omg. The elevator scene!!! Chuuya should be made aware of his reactions and outbursts before he gives someone a heart attack 😭
@inwhichispeak
Kouyou: "I cannot STAND this anymore."
Chuuya: "I'm sorry?"
Kouyou: "Go speak to the boy to sort out your issues."
Chuuya: "I should get to work too."
Chuuya: "Plus, I don't think thats the solution Ane-san wants me to take right now.."
Chuuya: "I need to, right? In order to speak to him."
Chuuya: "I should be home by then. That idiot doesn't do anything so he should be free too.."
Dazai: "What did I do?!"
#ask#update#bloodyjay 0666#inwhichispeak#anonymous#bsd chuuya#bsd kouyou#bsd dazai#bungo stray dogs#skk#soukoku#(Will Chuuya get work done today?)#(Who knows!)#(Not while I'm in charge!)#(<-- idiot who doesn't actually know what organised crime does so Chuuya just does 'paperwork' ha!)
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Teen Dazai attempting to get facial piercings because he overheard Chuuya saying he wanted to get them and, yes, he will put holes in his face just to do something before Chuuya. Only he freaks out before the needle/gun could get near him and runs out the shop.
But he did see some really nice piercings in that shop and sometimes he does want to be fancy and he does like pretty shiny things. Unable to bury his curiosity he bought clip on piercings to try out. Debating whether the pain would be worth the look. Then Chuuya saw him in them and thought they were real piercings so he had to keep up the ruse, rather than admit to them being clip ons.
Chuuya makes fun of them at first, calling Dazai edgy for getting face piercings but really it's because he can't handle just how good they look on Dazai or that Dazai got piercings before him.
He waits a week or two before getting his own, without telling Dazai. When Dazai sees them, he gets his revenge of making fun of Chuuya for "Copying him" No matter how much Chuuya claims to have wanted to get the piercings way before Dazai ever thought of it. Dazai also can't cope with how cool Chuuya looks with piercings either.
Dazai's deception does come to an end when he gets punched in the face on a mission and his clip on goes flying. Seeing this, Chuuya gets real mad and kicks the other guy through a wall, then he runs up to Dazai all concerned. Dazai doesn't connect the dots until Chuuya is in his face, cupping it in his hands and saying "Holy shit, I can't believe he tore out your piercing, are you-"
He watches the realization dawn on Chuuya, the concern morphing to confusion, to anger fueled by embarrassment. Shoving Dazai backwards by the face Chuuya is yelling now. "THEY WERE FUCKING FAKE THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME!?"
And Dazai is cackling from the ground because "Chuuya cares!! How lame! The poor doggie is so concerned for his master!"
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#my writing#bsd skk#soukoku#This whole scenario comes from the fact I just can't see Dazai actually getting piercings#but also I love art where he does have them#so in my head they are clip ons asdfghj
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I found this in my drafts and I have no idea when I wrote it. I thought I might as well share it since I don't know if I'll actually post that fic.
(For a bit of context: Chuuya is visiting the ADA because of a job)
Chuuya followed his line of sight, noticing his confusion. “Dazai likes to bite,” he explained as if that was a completely normal and not at all weird thing to say. Or maybe dealing with Dazai made weird things seem normal. “I’m just glad he stopped trying to bite me instead.” Okay, Atsushi didn't want to know about that. He just nodded and hurried to typing on his computer. Chuuya snorted, amused. But apparently, the world hated Atsushi because Kenji, pure and innocent Kenji spoke up. “Dazai-san used to bite you, Mr. Fancy Hat?” Atsushi felt he was going to cry right then and there. His fear only spiked when Chuuya smirked, clearly as much a menace as Dazai, even if he was more subtle about it. No wonder everyone was so afraid of their partnership if this is what people had to deal with. How did the mafia even survive these two? “Yep, want a story?” Kenji smiled and nodded eagerly.
#bsd#soukoku#bungou stray dogs#skk#bsd fanfic#ao3 fanfic#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#fanfic#bsd skk#skk fanfic#the fic was actually hurt/comfort but then there was this scene#does this scene make sense out of context? I have no idea. I wrote it. I have context.#Atsushi deserves a raise imo#jema's fics#I can no longer spell eagerly. It looks so wrong. someone help T_T
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theres something so terribly sad about how beastzai is very much the omniscient character that everyone thinks canonzai is and yet elements of his plan are so deeply flawed because he doesnt know how to work around creating anything solid without beating it together.
atsushi and akutagawa are friendly instantly. theres no reason the two of them couldnt build each other up by working together. aku himself develops his ability so well in beast because hes being tended by gentler hands than he is in canon. he flourishes under kinder teaching. their partnership could easily have been grown the same way. but dazai cant see that.
#its the same w chuuya. he keeps them at middle distance. physically always together but so emotionally shut off from how they are in canon#and incites a hatred that he believes is genuine (moreso than in canon but its not actually as intense as dazai seems to believe it is)#all with the intention of leaving chuuya in the ideal place as the mafias heir. to have the status to take it from being so close to dazai#but none of the emotional fall out after losing him#only hes WRONG. because for all that their relationship really does lack the closeness they have in canon#chuuya still cares about him. enough to do all the damage he does. enough that he has to be chained up to prevent it#just. dazai knows everything in beast. hes fully got cheat codes of knowing his other lives. and yet.#anyway. dont mind me im having beastzai brainworms#bsd#bsd beast#dazai osamu#analysis#bangers
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shout out to my favorite bsd official art ever. everything about this image so perfectly represents their relationship. dazai nor oda are my favorite characters or even close to it, but for some reason, when they are together in scenes, they shoot up in my mind. then we get this art and UGH. please for the love of god somebody execute me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd oda#bsd odasaku#bsd dazai#bsd dark era#the day i picked up dazai#oda sakunosuke#oda#odasaku#dazai#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#dazai and odasaku#odasaku and dazai#WHY ARE THEY SO TRAGIC#WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME#anyway strictly platonic#i cant ship them if they constantly look like father/brother and child 😭#better as friends imo actually#even if they were the same age
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Chuuya is human not just because of the end of Stormbringer. It's not because of some scar he has that proves he was human all along. Chuuya is human because everything he says, does, and thinks is so human like that he automatically is human.
#i dont believe dazai actually is certain Chuuya isnt a clone#he most likely just sees how human chuuya acts and believes it doesnt matter#thats more headcanony than canon tho#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd stormbringer#bsd stormbringer spoilers#bsd light novel spoilers#bsd light novel#chuuya nakahara#bsd nakahara chuuya#nakahara chuuya#chuya nakahara#nakahara chūya#bsd nakahara#nakaharachuuya#bungo stray dogs chuuya#why does chuuya have so many tags while naomi has like two
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annoying conversations happening on twitter this week about dazai and his canonical whoreness .... very ableist delivery of people treating him like a tiny 22 yr old minor who clearly doesn't know what sex is and its getting weeeeeiirrrrd ...........
#like idk and idc about other peoples perceptions but to me dazai fucks#its in the source material regarding the fact that hes a DOG and nobody understands how he manages to charm women#women send him love notes to the office bcs he doesnt give out his address......uses sex as a tool and people can infer what they want#but i dont have it has having any nefarious meaning other than he knows himself well and how to get what he wants#and (in MY mind) enjoys it :p#he says he appreciates ALLLL women#women being official the source content but to me he's a man with no preference :p#what i find ableist is the notion that someone with clear though unstated mental illnesses must be “protected” and “he doesnt know what#sex is" like come on. we read the same stuff#youre saying it because you think it gets in the way of ur fav ships that he whores around#well guess what!!!!! he does!!!!!#so what!!!!!! live with it!!!!!! everyone else has to!!!!!#women cry in the source content and i infer that to be bcs he just straight up ghosts them after#maybe he sees a couple of people a few times but for the most part#he dips </3#but we dont need to pretend hes innocent and like#sex - afraid#im tirrredddd of these takes they stink and theyre not fun to read#tldr: my dazai fucks (and WANTS TO!!!!!!!! SEEKS IT OUT!!!! ENJOYS IT!!!! SKILLED LOVER THAT U CANT HAVE!!!!)#(unless u get him.....then hes devoted teehee<3)#enuff said i think#ACTUALLY FURTHER POINT. hes a flirt and a whore. PROUD!!!!!!!!!#he gives u the eyes and he'll have u wrapped around his fingerrrr anyway. thats it now
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on top of all the other things i feel bad about now the sight of my scars is also starting to piss me off😒😒😒😒
#hypocrite of the year lmao#I'M SORRRYYYYYYYY#i'll get over it#genuinely thought abt wearing like a bandage like dazai just so i wouldn't have to see them#it does seem like a good idea bc it would also stop me from picking at them but .#i would rather shoot myself than to act like i'm ashamed of them now in front of my dad lmao#as long as i am under the same roof as him i shall be showing them off#bc i know he doesn't like them either lmao#WELL THAT'S TOO DAMN BADDDD#mayor of loserville#tw skin picking#tw sh related#???kinda#just in case#yk the thing is that they're not actually that .#well in a way they are i suppose...#if you count skin picking and me letting my cat scratch me up as sh lmao#now before you come for shrimp he's not doing anything wrong i just always let him do it#ever since he was little#and so he does think of my hand as a toy in a sense yk?#anyway it'd be fine if i just didn't pick at the scratches#they would heal just fine and then it wouldn't be a big thing#but i am incapable of doing that#INCAPABLE
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Recording a fic that has a line where Dazai yawns. Naturally, I resorted to the dungeon scene before we see Chuuya for the first time for an sfx...
I'M SORRY- WHY DOES HE SOUND LIKE THAT- 😭😭😭 HE'S LEGIT MOANING I CAN'T-
#does this belong to a nice fluffy fic??? 😭😭#I don't think so#bro sounds so slutty on audio actually#gosh I hope he disintegrates#guess I'll resort to lowering the volume of that crap deheuei#bsd#bsd podfic#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs
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That fic from Akutagawa's pov that remarked how although Dazai had left a bomb under Chuuya's car, at least that showed he had thought about him before going, while he never cared enough to spare a thought for Akutagawa.
#I think about it a lot... Something something the opposite of love isn't hatred but indifference#I can imagine Akutagawa and Chuuya fighting over Dazai when he left#“AT LEAST HE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU!” “HIS THINKING ABOUT ME WAS A FUCKING ATTEMPT TO MURDER ME AKUTAGAWA!”#...#It was supposed to be funny it shouldn't hurt me as much as it does.........#Trust me chuu/aku angst actually hits the hardest and you will never see it coming.#Because it’s not the kind of angst of “oh no my boyfriend has been beheaded by this magic sword that cuts through space and time ://”.#Chuu/aku angst hits right close to home when you least expect it and it’s so real in its inherent humanity it leaves you defenseless#ryūnosuke akutagawa#osamu dazai#chūya nakahara#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#23/11/22#I'm sorry I don't remember the fic of course I'll add the link if I find it again#It's just that sometimes you will read something in a fic and go “oh my God” and it feels like you've been run over by a bus#And other times you read a fic and it seems like nothing happened–#and then two years after you realize you're still thinking about that tidbit of lore and you'll be like “oh... oh.”#Like fics that rewrite your entire belief system without you even noticing for real
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okay but howl and gojo are the same person in different catergories am i right or i right
#had a revelation#reread the books and ohhh boy i forgot how much i loved book howl and his slithering ways#‘his heart is really quite soft’ STOP#he’s actually sooo fascinating? i dont get why people are so against him#and i lovee the movie but book sophie is so special to me#cause she’s just as flawed a charchter as howl is!! if howl is dramatic and vein then sophie is reckless and quick tempered#i think their egos are equally matched tbh#and gojo!! him and howl as the childish but rlly very competent and powerfull teacher#who does their best to hide their vulnerability from others#howl pendragon#howls moving castle#studio ghibli#gojo satoru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#i think they tend to have similar approaches yk#i’d throw in dazai but i think he’s a little too far to the left for this one#also dare i say… koro-sensei from assasination classroom?#oky but the parallels between gojo and koro-sensei go so hard now that im thinking abt it…#powerfull beings considered nonhuman by others… betrayed by someone they dearly trusted… dead love interest… turning dangerous situations#into a learning environment… considered geniuses/the best in their field…#also: they’re both dead so
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sometimes i forget that the majority of ppl who hc dazai as trans hc him as transmasc,, i see "trans dazai" and my mind jumps straight to transfem dazai. sorry but you really think dazai osamu would have had enough self-awareness and sense of identity to realize he was trans as a kid? there's no way
#there's a trans dazai week on twt and when i first saw it i was like omg transfem dazai ?!#and then realized. um. oh .. it was clearly created with transmasc dazai in mind#like it doesn't really matter go have fun headcanon whatever you want it's not hurting me i don't care#but my understanding of dazai so deeply and fundamentally does Not work with him realizing he's trans at a young age#that i forget people actually headcanon that .#anyway have u guys considered bigender dazai-- [gets dragged off the stage]#hello grace here
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