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trying to get my motivation back so heres these edits i did to get me outta my funk teehees
#🌙anomaly hunters🌲#explodes and dies#actually no dont look at me#arudhdhdhjdhddjjd#dies again#f/o#self ship#self shipping#selfship#screenshot edits
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abogagos……..
#abogado (lawyer) + gago (idiot) so basically dumbass lawyers#i finally figured out how I wanna draw miles stupid bangs and I’m pretty happy with how it came out#for legal reasons (lol) I only did the engarde case but not will powers case in aa1 since my only copy is in Spanish#and I dont wanna look it up yet in case I actually get to play it and I don’t wanna get spoiled. so if its ooc thats my excuse#fuck Matt engarde all my homies hate Matt engarde#slogging thru trials and tribulations but havent finished the demasque case yet#bc Luke Atmey peeves me and makes me reluctant to open the game just to talk to him LOL#my art#myart#doodles#ace attorney#aa#aa trilogy#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#maya fey#matt engarde#will powers#wrightworth#narumitsu#justice for all#(I know maya was kidnapped during that case but I wanted to include her anyway so shes tied up)
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr#warm up#idk . having trouble writing rn#ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum#i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for#i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography#like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days#furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will#actually ever happen#ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum
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got anymore Sunstorm headcanons?
In my au, a mech's designation is part of their spark coding, they online with a unique designation. Of course, bots can change their name later, and it happens often. The headcanon is that Sunstorm, being a clone of Starscream, has a near identical spark signature, resulting in a bunch of copied coding. Shockwave is not amused.
#transformers#sunstorm#shockwave#starscream#sunstorm: i dug deep and found this (pulls out starscream)#shockewave: put that thing back where it came from or so help me#dont worry - sunstorm wasnt quite feeling it either#actually kinda sad to me to think that sunstorm couldnt even find his designation at first#oh also in this au the frame a cold constructed mech is placed in transforms when they online#which is why all the seekers look slightly different#sunstorm looks near identical to starscream#it really weirds the other seekers out when they meet him for the first time
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This bloodweave art dump has it all: The price of devotion, the serenity of simple touches, cat to cat communication and iasip redraws with slightly altered dialogue
#bloodweave#astarion x gale#gale x astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#the bw server knows most of these already diakjdhkjkfhksk#i had exams. i still have to write one but after that… i will be a free man once more. ready to draw (hopefully)#i actually have more iasip redraws wips. yes i have recently started to rewatch it. dont look at me
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in my portrait era it wld seem
choso and/or yuki request for anon <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#choso kamo#jjk choso#yuki tsukumo#im sorry art output has been so slow i am ~depressed~ lmao#no need to get into that tho gdhfg anyway i finally dragged myself out of the pool let's hope i can keep up the momentum before yuujis bday#i say with more free! visions on the backburner....like a liar....like a nasty liar who's been telling lies....#regardless i am happy i took a break from free for this ive always loveloveloved the lighting and colours in the choso/yuuji fight#monochrome cyan w hints of bruised purple/grey...beloved#wild tht the ref image only had water bouncing off him and not actually On/running down him . fixed that youre welcome smile#i always think i shld draw more choso and then i get to rendering his hair and i remember why i dont draw more choso#part of me cannot believe this man has so many dedicated fans w hair tht looks like this but im a megumi main im rly not one to talk#YUKI THO im so happy anon thank u fr requesting her shes so pretty i rly lov how her colours turned out as well#i was worried tht her hair wld look weird against the cool baby pinks/blues but she ended up looking very striking and cold#she looks like an albino rabbit 2 me she looks like a little freak and i love tht for her#berry tokyo mew mew if she had killed before and will kill again
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x06 - “The Message Hidden Within the Pattern”
#HNGGGGGGG the jacket... the broad shoulders... the abs.... the hair (sorry cait i actually love her oil slick look lol).... the swagger...#the makeup.... the CHEST BANDAGES (ik its not safe but sdkfjgskdfjs HNGGGG) bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bar#i love emo vi ik everyone loves her act 3 look but emo vi is still my fave I KNOW SHES NOT HEALTHY HERE BUT SFKDJSKDS dont blame me lmao#arcane#arcaneedit#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#league of legends#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep6#arcane s2#arcane season 2
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dad with a dog that he didn't want after a week.
#i tried a new way to draw this time#i actually struggled a bit with nicks face#that one time a year where i can draw folds#please forgive me for dogmeat looks i dont know how to draw animals#art#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#fanart#fallout#fallout 4#nick valentine#miki walentyna#fallout companions#fallout fanart#fallout 4 nick valentine#fallout art#fallout 4 companions#dogmeat#fallout dogmeat#fo4 dogmeat#ted art
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super itty small part of what i think the intro to the dw sjow would look like
#dandys world#dandy's world#ive actually never mimicked cel animation before i dont think i did a good job but its whatever i rushed this in like 2 days anyways#ignore me using the banana splits song#dandysworld#if anything i feel like banana splits is exactly how that show would feel#dandys world sprout#dandys world shrimpo#dandys world goob#dandys world pebble#dandys world astro#dandys world shelly#dandys world dandy#redesigns (?)#lets be honest some of them do not look like theyre from the 90s
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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this idea wont leave my brain please help me !! YIPPEE HADES BATKIDS !!!
without the bg and text under the cut :))
asdhj probably gonna post like,, two at a time because thats ,, a lot,,,, of drawing ,,,,,,, so heres tim and jason! i think i got the hang of it more with jason lol
ALSO ALSO!!!
thank you to those who helped me with the titles for the batkids!! they were all really good :D (all on insta lol)
timothy: the tenured - thomson_at
#yeah jasons hair gave me ... a lot of trouble until i landed on this#i was debating doign a long hairstyle but i dont think it looked too good with the wreath lol#tims clothing actually gave me sooo much trouble#i really wanted to incorperate more of his red robin elements in it and so i really wanted to do the yellow bandoliers#but thats why he has the upper arm wraps#maybe ill redo him later#once i get the hang of jen zee's style more lolol#jason was fun though#askj commentary over#jason todd#red hood#robin#tim drake#dc fanart#dc comics#batfam#batman#ash's doodlings#hades game#hades supergiant#wait more commentary#i used apollo artemis and hermes for tim because i wanted more of that slimmer vibe#and zag i mostly used for jason#yeah im not super happy with tim but for like.. a second attempt im fine with it#btw if this were an actual game#id like to think that the protagonist would be damian#trying to find his father (bruce) and coming across all of his fathers kids and pseudo kids lol
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vampeir sif..
vampr!!!!
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin isat#vampire siffrin#isabeau isat#head in hands dont look at me i know what a doodle is i swear#tfw bad touch except you're hungry for THREE things now#also did you know that drawing kid is such a good little artist actually#kid is very good at drawing inside the lines!! and connecting the lines!! VERY good kid art#(me who doesn't do either sometimes) i sturgled#art#fanart#kitscribbles#isat spoilers
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welcome to the world baby ernesto and gino 🦊😼
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#twst oc#twst yuu#twst grim#ace trappola#deuce spade#i hate how i colored this but www just take it#fellow honest#twst gidel#uhhhh do i tag the en names..... okay i will ww#ernesto foulworth#twst gino#im still calling them fellow n gidel tho cause#fellow goes by many names#both him and gidel prolly have aliases in diff jobs wwww#me when im a con man fr#also i actually dont hate foulworth dont look at me
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yknow what. *undooms your yuri again*
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#arlevie#hi they still make me feel mentally ill#finished arle's story quest and like the brainrot has gotten worse actually#obsessed with the fact that Clervie is like the only girl to look at Peruere and say “I can fix her” and ACTUALLY fucking fix her#well like. for the most part.#shes still a little bit fucked up but in her defense clervie ended up giving up on life and the pursuit of freedom and died in arle's arms#WHICH YKNOW ADDED A HINT OF EXTRA TRAUMA but we dont talk about that
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all according to leshys keikaku...
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl leshy#cotl heket#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#narinder#my art#i dont like drawing beans on the hands cause i figure it would get in the way and bc my lines are usually too thick#but the peets? free reign#anyway whats up with me giving the lamb more and more horns? well it symbolises the passage of time PLUS they look cool#i actually dont super like how this turned out my comedic timing is off but i didnt want to look at it anymore#the drawings are cute at least
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Don’t give a mouse a cookie but it’s don’t give an artist a canon detail about a character anyways torbeks favorite movie!!
Sorry for inactivity but I’ve got some FIRE things coming up 🫡
#yap time#Kremy also could’ve been Regina but two reasons I didn’t is cause I didn’t want to draw him and also frost as Regina is just funnier#this did NUMBERS on the discord jeez#I kind of love torbeks outfit in this actually#frosts heels are totally realistic dont fact check it just trust me would I lie to you (🐊)#me after making the most croppable watermark in the world#wtv#frost kind of ate this one I fear#morning FROST 💜#torbek doesn’t have his witchlight canisters for totally real reasons that aren’t just artist laziness I promise#my fucking legs#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#morning frost#torbek#gideon coal#gricko grimgrin#mean girls#don’t ask me who anyone else is I have no clue#LOOK at his fucking legs (they took me so long to figure out I hate this guy I’m hitting him with hammers.)
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