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shinrin-w · 8 months ago

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I love him so much, and I am so fucking proud, look that face. Tracking Tommy's face, his mouth as he moves and talks, the absolute disbelieve and joy that is so visible in his eyes. This scene is everything.

The fucking acting, Oliver I am in your walls. Tim Minear I see your influence in the writing and I love you for it, thank you and ABC for giving us this so early in the season and ABC's run of 9-1-1.

Also I know this is definitely going to make a lot of people jump straight (ha straight) to Buddie in their minds (don't get me wrong it's definitely an afterthought for me too because this means there is actual real hope for them in the future) but in this moment I genuinely completely forgot about Buddie until Tommy mentioned Eddie. BECAUSE THIS IS MOMENT IS BUCK'S MOMENT. And I am just so fucking happy for him.

People might be mad that it's Tommy who he kisses because last we saw of him he was a jackass but I don't even care about him in this moment, it could have been anyone who ignited the sparks of jealousy and emotion this episode, I don't care because THIS IS ABOUT BUCK! 7 SEASONS AND WE'RE HERE AND I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY

like this is the face of someone who’s entire life just opened wide into a thousand shining possibilities. he can’t believe he just kissed a boy and that he’s allowed to kiss boys and his heart is pounding and he wants more. and im so fucking happy I could cry.

gif from @eddiediaaz

#evan buckley #911 spoilers #oliver stark #911 on abc #QUEER BUCK IS CANON #I actually don't even care at all that this moment isn't about buddie #im just so happy for Buck #buddie #bucktommy #tommy kinard #actually crying my eyes out rn

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choccorin · 2 months ago

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GUYYYYYYSSSSSSSSUEBDUEIDVWJXBWJDJBEJD !!!!1!! 1!1!1!!!!1!1!!1!1!1!!!1!1!1!11!!1!!!111!!

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thevashta-narada · 1 year ago

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just realised the captain only let the other ghosts refer to him as captain probably only partially because the war and his rank was everything that mattered to him and also because the last thing he heard before he died was the love of his life saying his name in the most loving and gentle way and he probably wanted to keep that memory and it also probably would feel way too intimate for any of the other ghosts to say his name after that so he just tells them to call him captain.

#screaming crying throwing up #bawling my eyes out rn #capvers #janthony #idk which is actually being used anymore #im so unwell about this show #i literally just realised this while sitting in school and had to not burst out crying about a fictional dead gay guy #im not okay actually #bbc ghosts #just thinking about how none of the ghosts were there for his death so they must have asked his name at some point #and he must have told them to call him captain rather than his name #and then thinking about why he would do that #and then crying #idk if someone already said this but i havent seen it so i thought I'd put it on here #bbc ghosts spoilers

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cosmic-ships · 3 months ago

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EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME FUCKING EXCUSE ME

MY NAME FOR IT IS LITERALLY

LOSING MY

FUCKING

MIND!!

EXCUSE ME SIR!? SIR!? HELLO1? SIR!? >////////<

I NEED THIS POSTER I FUCKING NEEDDDDDDD ITTTT

I AM SO FUCKING GIDDY OH MY GOD THE EYE CONTACT PLEASE FUCKING HELP MEEEEEEEE DONT HELP ME THIS IS HOW I WANNA DIE

IS IT FUCKING SEPTEMBER 27TH YET HOOO MY GODDDDDDD (/W\) BABY YOU LOOK SO GOOOODDDDD oH my GODDDDDDDD

I FORGET HOW TO BREATHE

#THE OPEN SHIRT THE SUSPENDERS THE HHHHHHHHH FUCKING H E L P #MY HEART IS LITERALLY BEATING SO FAST LMFAO LIEK LITERALLY!! CESAR WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BB YOU'RE TAKING ME OUT RN HHHHHH #I COULD CRY RN IM SO EXCITED AND HYPED AND OMGGGG #HES SO BEAUTFILLLL #{⌛💕}#tw: eye contact

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cemetery-irises · 6 months ago

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This movie is so good it was my childhood godd

Can this be us

!!!! yeah!!!!! shakes you frantically

#waah im sk honored actually tjrkosjfigkl #crying my eyes out rn /pos

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unicornsaures · 8 months ago

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This is my collection of Mitski lyrics that I think fit Laurens all too well! pt 1, probably

#mitski #john laurens #my BELOATHED.#actually crying rn #sobbing my eyes out.

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dreamymoomin · 5 months ago

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Feeling very emotional in the library today. I can't believe I hand in 4 years of my life tomorrow, it's like saying goodbye to a huge chapter of my life, a collection of very happy and very sad times. I will have finished 8 years of education, all culminating in the title Dr.

#literally trying not to cry whilst i work #get it together girl omfg #12 years if you include the 4 years of gcse and alevels #i always knew i wanted to be a doctor and to work in research #major eczema around my eyes rn #constantly looks like ive actually been weeping #turns out im wearing the stress hahah

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eunseokieee · 11 months ago

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#what the actual hell #crying my eyes out #like wth #i need this rn #riize #riize wonbin #?!?!??!?!?!?!??!

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nandermoenthusiast · 8 months ago

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oh my god i got so emotional SHUT UUUUUP

#911 #911verse #evan buckley #so this is what crying about a character is actually like #like i do be crying at times dont get me wrong #but i just love buck so much. i kept stopping the episode and going. omg omg omg #omg its happening. omg idk if i can actually watch this. omg its happening !!!!!!!!!!!#jesus christ JESUS CHRIST #like i know we throw the word around a lot but this is MY SON #and everything that happened in the episode. it was like it was happening to me #i felt actual physical damage and actual butterflies as the kiss moment approached #like theY DID THAT #THEY MADE MY BI SON CANONICALLY BI #idk to have this shift in a characters perception this late in a procedural….. 911 you gods #i really hope they can somehow make more seasons cause they would deserve ti #it. and like. this doesn’t have to be the end of buddie??#they could get them together at any time bc buck realizing hes into men is a lot other worm can than buck realizing hes in love with #his best friend. i just dont know how they would do it with eddie bc they would have to pull a lot of focus over there too with a big #chance of feeling repetitive with their narratives #maybe they just show them together after a timejump and say they worked some stuff out idk lmao #ANYWAY I AM STILL CRYING BECAUSE BUCK MY SON IS A CANONICAL BISEXUAL JEALOUS DISASTER JUST LIKE HIS MAMA ❤️#THIS IS WHAT REPRESENTATION IS ACTUALLY ALL ABOUT (and i mean his horrifying handling of the feelings of being left out of course lmao)#THE LOOK EDDIE SHOT HIM TOO #i am too frazzled rn i just need to scream i think #hi. im sorry this is me coming out of the 911 closet now that wwdits is on hiatus #evan buckley!!!!!#SON OF MY SONS #LIGHT OF MY LIFE #APPLE OF MY EYE

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dangerliesbeforeyou · 26 days ago

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ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)

#personal #ok so first of all it was a very overwhelming but amazing day!#the food was INCREDIBLE lol i honestly want the recipe for the chickpea fritters (that were covered in sesame seeds) like asap lol #sad i never got to have an italian pizza #(partly cos i was mainly w/ my mum who cant eat too much wheat rip...)#the venue was also amazing! there were all these animals (it's like a sanctuary thing?)#it was a shame it was cloudy and rainy that day but it wasnt too bad lol #(like look im english i'm used to it being rainy and cloudy 90% of the time pfft)#the actual vows ceremony part was honestly a highlight #i cried lol (it was a mixture of things... i was tired and overwhelmed... also i love my sister a lot ofc lol)#(also didnt help my mum was bawling her eyes out next to me pfft)#(also wasnt the only one cos when we went to say goodbye all my other sister's were crying too pfft...)#her husband's family were a Lot but all super lovely!#what was really funny is that they sat us on tables w/ a mixture of italian and english guests #and on both our table and one of the others everyone was bonding by showing each other pictures of their pets pfft #(mainly cats lol)#the dj wasnt that great pfft (yes i was mainly annoyed that there was no kpop cos i think my sis said she wanted to include some...)#i did get up and dance v awkwardly (mainly forced to by one of his sisters pfft) but it was fun lol #ohh and her dress(es) were seriously stunning!#the one for the main ceremony was like a classic victorian(?) sorta style #with an amazinggg 30s style veil!#her evening dress was shorter and she'd sewn the flowers we'd all been helping make for her on it #and it was honestly just so gorgeous #(i might try posting some of pics of it if i can?)#she also made her husband's waistcoat which matched the colours in her dress :')#struggling writing this rn cos i have a very needy cat trying to demand attentino lol #(we picked them up from the cattery today and i think they had a p tough time :(((( i missed them so much honestly)#anyway so the not so great things were the photographers (which ?? there were two ??? why ??)#they were really invasive and annoying lol #half my family couldnt even see my sis get married cos they were in the way ugh

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francy-sketches · 2 years ago

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merry cringemas again

#cat joffrey this time #actually had this for a while just slapped a santa hat on him #soaks him in milk then throws him againt the wall making a loud thud #im in the void rn (visiting family for christmas) im kinda sick of it ngl i wanna go home -_-#dont even have time for my fulltime job (looking at the internet and drawing silly little guys) 😔#also i brought my cat n started today off crying my eyes out bc i thot my dad let him out. he was hiding in a drawer. cringe moment lol #at least i made good crepes :)#anyway happy holydays or whatever lol

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horizonmlm · 4 months ago

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I’ve been listening to YOUtopia a lot lately and just. The part where he’s like it’s okay to cry gets me every time idk it’s so viscerally emotional

#(oli tells me it’s ok to cry and I start bawling my eyes out?????)#(god I just. I love all of nexgen fuck everyone who says ur sucks bc jordan isn’t in it it’s so good)#(if anything it allows lee and Matt and vegan more opportunities to shine and you can really feel the passion in their playing thru it all)#(god I love bmth so much it actually makes me so sad)#(I need to see them live rn or I’ll actually die)#bring me the horizon #bmth #its loving bmth hours

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michaelholdenenjoyer · 1 year ago

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I wish I never bought hs volume 5 from waterstones today bro 😭😭 while it was in my mums bag her food spilt and got on it, the pages bent, and we wrapped it in newspaper to protect it and now there print from the newspaper stained the outside

#its so damaged already bro #im actually crying my eyes out rn #heartstopper volume 5

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brutal-out-here · 5 months ago

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I don’t think I’ve cried/have wanted to cry this much over a show/movie in my life watching s2 ep4 of House of the Dragon

#raineyrambles #usually when I say this I’m just teary eyed and not actually crying #but there are very much real tears coming out of my eyes rn #spoilers after this tag btw #the moment I knew we were losing raenys and maelys was when the first showed vagar in the woods #* rhaenys and meleys #and then there was a moment of hope when aemond stood down for a moment #but the tears started when the sun fire and meleys started clawing at each other #and sunfyer #crying out made me start skipping 5 seconds over and over again because I couldn’t stand hearing it in pain #and then after sunfyer went down that’s when I knew it was definitely over because there was no way rhaenys would stand down #it was just a matter of when #and oh god what made me start crying the hardest was meleys last look to rhaenys #like you can’t not only kill a beloved character but you also killed a beloved animal??#how am I supposed to go in watching this show when this’ll be happening every week lol #you know I think I cried harder for this then luke but I think that’s cause I knew it was going to happen #I didn’t know this was #hotd #hotd spoilers #house of the dragon #house of the Dragon spoilers

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indiegame · 6 months ago

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i just napped for like 4 hrs. uh. hello.

#logbook #did my half day ate lunch and then was like. i'll go rest at rents while they're out and about.#ended up napping. knew it was happening once i couldnt keep my eyes open but i swear i set an alarm. now its after 7.#i bet exes arent home. havent heard anything. and if i go home i'll have to watch the dog til they come back.#'just leave him crated' he'll whine and cry bc ofc he knows i'll be home. and i dont have space for him in the room rn.#but he also deserves to be out and spend time. and i love spending time with him.#idk that whole mentality of 'not your animal' pisses me off bc when you live with someone elses pet they sort of DO become your pet.#like sorry but you share the space. i dont pay vet bills or buy food but i do actually feed fhem. and walk him #sometimes. and i spend time with all 4. i take leia outside to smell the air. and i nap with them #the cats and the dog snuggle me and greet me at the door. i think they know i'm leaving bc theyve been sooo affectionate.#and also half of these problems wouldnt exist with them if it wasnt negative towards me or i still slept in the bed lol #im going to miss them so much it hurts. . .and i know its going to affect them bc it did with the puppies and it has with emira.#didnt mean for this to become a sad log yet here we are. sigh.#so much for my half day. i was going to game and plan out house stuff but. oh well.#my body probably needs the rest anyways.

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theythemmer · 9 months ago

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having bpd is so funny like what do you mean i deactivated my twitter bc my art didn’t get 20 likes GROW UP

#i ran out of my antipsychotics a couple days ago and have been too broke to get more so i’m taking everything so personally rn #but i have the weirdest objective view of my actions like ill be sobbing my eyes out over never being good enough and my brain is just like #bro you’re 26 get a hobby… this is so embarrassing it’s actually hilarious #then i just get stuck manic cry laughing at myself #i love being severely mentally ill teehee it’s so fun and cute and slay! i want to d*e #blabble

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