#actually be okay ... and i owe him my life for tht ... bc it’s hard to think that when you’re mentally ill .. but he is hope for me ...
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#okay so like i’m feeling all 🦋🥺💖🥰 rn#today whilst my boyfriend was driving i was just staring at his face and was like *... 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰* like ... he is not only SO FUCKING GORGEOUS OH#MY GOD MY BABY#but he’s just so warm and so reassuring#like from the beginning; he’s been a positive source of life for me ... and i don’t think i could ever even address my gratitude to him but#he’s literally the light of my life ... he’s just so mesmerising i can’t even begin to articulate my feelings#like when this man holds me; he pulls me into his embrace and strokes my hair and plays w it ... 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 GOD#i fucking what the fuck lizzy grant has become now and tbh i’ve not liked her music since i was fucking 15 but those words “heaven is a#place on earth w you” ... yes ... yes it is ... i don’t need it to be fancy or whatever but like when he holds me; his arms wrapped around#me my head on his chest whilst he strokes my hair and kisses the top of my head ... i literally think for that moment that everything will#actually be okay ... and i owe him my life for tht ... bc it’s hard to think that when you’re mentally ill .. but he is hope for me ...#he’s my ☀️#like i’m so in love w his smile and laugh tht just seeing them makes me feel like i could write about it for DAYS ... like the way his eyes#crinkle up .. and SKJSSJJSJS UGH I . AM . IN . LOVE#he has such a beautiful smile like it literally lights up a room and will cheer you up if you’re sad ... he literally radiates light ...#it’s him ... he’s the love of my life ... he rly is .. like when i think of comfort ... it’s him .. it’s always him 💌☁️💖🏹 i’m so in awe#he’s my dreamboat ... i rly cannot even explain how in love i am#i just want to tell him ... in all the ways that i can that i’m in love w him .. the fact that he rly makes me feel like i’m on a cloud when#i’m with him .. he’s just so soft and warm and cozy ... like 🧸 ... that’s him irl... 100% accurate#and like he rly is so supportive... but more importantly he learns when he’s wrong ... he learns and improves and ... that to me is#everything... it’s all i could have ever asked for#the fact that when he does fuck up tht he tries so hard to rectify it ... like i can feel how much he loves me and cherishes me and i’m just#so grateful for him ... he rly is my angel ... and i’m so lovesick rn ... like i’m being such a big baby#and like today he said “i wish i could just marry you” bc i had to duck bc ... just asian couple things LMAOOO .. and like he’s just such a#DREAM ... my dream#okay i’ll shut up now ... sorry for yEaRnInG on main lmaooo but pls just let me#love my boyfriend in a gay way lmAoooo .. i’ve been doing too many uquizes#recently 😪😪😪 anyway i hope you’re all well! i love you!#💗✨🦋🏹🥰🔒#beebs.txt
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hi i jst watched jake for the whole boot here’s my List
jake is always on his fucking phone!!! hes on his phone in the bus and in the hallway when hes walking by christine. ON THE BUS its really significant bc hes CALLING like nobody calls anyone anymore unless its for business or serious gossip and im willing to bet it was the former :/
still hung up on chloe you can see it he’s looking at her when he walks past the locker while shes telling brooke abt him and madeline plus he loves it when people talk abt him
his stupid laugh after rich calls him jakey d !!!! oh my god
he jst rests his hand on rich’s shoulder like bro... just wait til i tell you... everyone knows but i totally banged her
HIS HANDSHAKE W RICH MAKES ME FEEL VALIDATED AND ALIVE
HE HEARS NOISE AND IMMEDIATELY GOES RUNNING ITS LIKE RICH YELLING IS HIS SUMMONING CALL OR SMTH
HE DOES THE FUCKING SIGN W HIS FINGERS YOU KNOW THE ONE W THE FFUKCING. MIMING FUCKING W UR FINGERS
he laughs sO UPROARIOUSLY LOUDLY AT THE PART WHEN RICH CALLS JEREMY GAY I HATE HIMMM
hes always handshaking w rich hes so dumb
listen i dont care what any of you say jake rubs his face at the c-c-c-c’mon ending of the song and its his exhaustion hes fucking EXHAUSTED AND THIS IS CANON AND FUCK ALL OF YOU
LETS START THE PARTY!!! its canon he just announces himself when he enters the room by yelling also hes a party animal who wouldve known!!!
takes off his jacket and i GUARANTEE you MONEY that its to impress christine he doesnt stop lookin @ her through the whole rehearsal and back at his phone. put ur fucking phone away
IM WRITING A WHOLE SEPERATE HEADCANON FOR JAKE AND MR. REYES WHEN HE BRINGS UP THE HOBBY LOBBY AND Y’ALL ARE GONNA KILL ME FOR IT
okay so basically the fingergun thing that he does w mr reyes suggests a familiarity and anyway can y’all imagine jake meeting mr reyes when he starts working in hobby lobby and hes like. oh shit!!! and gets to know mr reyes which is why hes like, not getting in trouble for being on his phone in class... mr reyes Favours Him bc hes a popular kid and also they know each other outside of the classroom!!!! bc jake WORKS/WORKED at hobby lobby
jst turns around in the MIDDLE of mr reyes talking to talk to rich and brooke and i guarantee u its smth stupid like “what one is a midsummer night’s dream??? :/”
HIS FISTPUMP FOR THE FRISBEE GOLF TEAM!!! SHUT UP JAKE YOU ARE SO STUPID I CANT BELIEVE HE PLAYS FRISBEE GOLF
literally EVERYONE is paying attention to mr reyes except jake which means theres obviously something important on the phone he looks rly observed how much do u wanna bet its sm to do w work
REACHES OUT TO GET RICH’S ATTENTION WHEN RICH IS LOOKING RIGHT AT HIM
this scene is so important its so easy to tell hes nervous and literally dying and this is obvious bc he talks w his hands a lot already right see: “aw man i shouldnt say!!!” but like. this is a WHOLE new level he fucking FINGERGUNS christine and keeps rubbing his hands together its 10/10 a nervous thing he does bc he likes this girl!! he wants to talk to her!!! oh my god!! HE GETS SO EXCITED WHEN SHES LIKE ACTUALLY TALKING TO HIM LIKE “YEAH!!! YOU WERE THE GIRL THAT DIED!!! Y E A H !!!!!” hes so laughy and oh my god
you were.... *nodnodnod* .....good. who the fuck says hes smooth. theyre a liar. THEYRE A LIAR
I fucking HATE THIS PART okay he’s like... his voice gets all quiet and hes looking at christine and hes being GENUINE and OPEN and VULNERABLE with her like who the fuck tells someone on the FIRST time they meet someone “all the pressure i feel to be the best and everything all the time” like WHO DOES THAT!!! SOMEONE WHOSE HEAD OVER HEELS AND ALSO AN IDIOT.
he IMMEDIATELY brushes aside that he just like,, opened up to her to talk abt HER like jake oh my GOD honey you need like, therapy. please. im so tired he deserves the world
HES SO AWKWARD HE CALLS IT A VICTORY DANCE AND ITS BC HE LIKELY DOES STUPID VICTORY DANCES AT THE END OF MATCHES AND HE JUST FORGOT THE WORD BOW BC HES LIKE “oh!!! RIGHT.”
HE TRIES TO DO THE WHOLE PICKUP LINE THING. “I’M GLAD THAT GIRLS NOT DEAD BEFORE I GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER” AND IMMEDIATELY KNOWS ITS THE STUPIDEST THING HES EVER SAID IN HIS LIFE
him already backing off bc he feels like hes ruined his chance :’) jake dillinger has insecurities w saying the right thing :’)
he does like. casual fingerguns when hes nervous its facts
HE TAKES CHRISTINES HAND LIKE HES TRYING TO BE SMOOTHA ND FORGETS THE FUCKING. LINE. HAS TO PLAY IT OFF W “whatever” INSIDE HES LIKE OH MY GOD SHE THNKS IM A TOTAL DUMBASS
HE GENUINELY GIVES CHRISTINE A THUMBS UP. A THUMBS UP. ITS LITERALLY HIM JUST DYING
jake and rich being even remotely involved in two player game makes their friendship so important to me :’) theyre bros. i dont care tht theyve only known each other a year!!!! THEYRE BROS AND ITS JST FACTS
okay im LAUGHING at jenna taking a picture of jake and christine to fuel chloes Seething Ex Gf Rage but like,, oh my god hes so awkward hes like !!! OH!! YEAH!! I LIED I JST WANTED TO HANG OUT W YOU ALONE
FISTPUMP FOR SBARROS!!! FUCK YES HIS FAVOURITE PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE
i hate this part hes like “you’re kinda hard to notice” and JUST MOVES ON IMMEDIATELY DIE DIE DIE
HE THINKS THAT SBARROS IS SO COOL THEY LET YOU PICK ***WHATEVER YOU WAAAAANT***
THERES SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU “N OW?” this is the first time hes been smooth w christine and jeremys ruining it :/ (im joking i love jeremy jfndkgd)
JAKE LITERALLY TAKES A PICTURE OF JEREMY ON THE FLOOR IM SO MAD I HATE HIM
his stupid hero complex he pulls christine away like OH my god
okay at first i thought it was a cross that he formed w his hands but HES ACTUALLY PULLED A BOXING STANCE?? LIKE HES READY TO DECK JEREMY IF HE COMES @ HIM OR CHRISTINE OH MY GOD JAKE. PUT YOUR FISTS DOWN
#⠇ DRIVING FAST NOW; DON’T THINK I KNOW HOW TO GO SLOW. ( CH STUDY. )#its called i love jake and my back hurts gjnfkdjgndsg
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