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NOT ALONE | JASON

request:  Could I please request a fluffy oneshot where Jason (A.C.E) cheers up his dysphoric bf? Thank you!

pairing: Jason (A.C.E) x trans! male! reader

genre: fluff and a bit angst 

warnings: dysphoria 

word count: 1399

summary: (Y/N) usually experience minor dysphoria in the mornings but today seemed to be different. Good thing that Jason is here.

note: i literary screamed when i got this request ! this my first A.C.E request ahh !!! so happy even though im a bit anxious on how it turned out >.<

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It was usually the mornings that were most painful to wake up. (Y/N) wasn't a morning person and he was sure that this might have to do something with it. Falling asleep wasn't a big deal because he was usually really sleepy at that moment or he would be in the arms of Jason. His boyfriend became busier as time went on as he had debuted months ago and his group needed to promotion. And (Y/N) understood. He didn't go against it at all. He had always supported Jason and his dreams. The busy schedules didn't bother (Y/N) that much as he was busy with own stuff. So, in the end, they were both even and the two would meet before night time. They eat dinner together and talk about their day and that would be led to them having to random conversations. A couple of hours later they would be in bed wrapped in each other's embrace. The morning wasn't much different, though Jason was always the first one to wake up and start his day. It took (Y/N) a while to wake up and do the same.

Today wasn't much different, just that (Y/N) wasn't feeling well at all.

The first problem was the that they had forgotten to close the curtains before going to bed so the sun behind the window has interrupted both of their sleep. Jason woke up groaning a loudly before grumpily making his way to close the curtains. Though instead of going back to bed like he planned he started off his day letting his boyfriend sleep in peace.

That was the second problem. In the morning's (Y/N) would grow a bit clingy and Jason not being next to him a bed was a problem. Though this problem was easily solved, as the man grabbed into Jason's pillow instead and hugged it tightly. The oh so familiar cologne was still stuck to the sheet of the pillow and (Y/N) appreciated it a lot.

Though the third problem was a problem he could usually ignore. He learned to do so after time, but today was different. It was one of these days were the dysphoria was a bit too much to handle. (Y/N) wasn't really sure what had triggered it, but it happened. The presence of his chest felt like it weighs a ton and just made him crumble on the inside. And on the outside, he curled up. This was a mistake. He felt, even more, discomfort crawl in him. It was the feeling that there was something wrong, and to him, there was something wrong. His whole body felt out of place and that caused him to feel overwhelmingly sad.

The body sat up and he groaned loudly covering his face with his hands. Taking a deep breath he got out of bed and made his way to his closet. He reached for his binder that he always needed to take off before sleeping.

Taking off his shirt he slipped the binder on but when he wanted to zip it close he couldn't do so. It was stuck and made his frustration go upward.

"C'mon." (Y/N) groaned loudly trying to close it. In frustration and after many trials (Y/N) pulled the binder off of his chest. He hasn't even realized that he was crying until he touched his face again. Hot tears were running down his cheeks. (Y/N) covered his face with his hands crying into his hands. It has been a long time since he had crying so maybe he just needed to cry. But he was clearly upset. Due to his crying, he didn't hear the bedroom door open and neither the hurried footsteps of Jason.

"(Y/N)?" A hand found its way on (Y/N)'s back. "What's going on? Why are you crying?" Jason quickly asks, but when he saw that (Y/N) was bare-chested and the binder was thrown on the floor he didn't need to ask anymore. So instead Jason leads his boyfriend to their bed.The two of them sat down on their bed and (Y/N) started calming down while Jason was sweetly rubbing his boyfriend's back for comfort. Then Jason stood up and went to pick up the binder. "Do you want me to put it on?" He asked (Y/N) with a gentle smile on his lips when walked back over to him. The other had his hands in his lap and he looked at Jason with teary eyes before nodding. Jason smiled and then helped (Y/N) slip it on and finally zip it close. (Y/N) looked down at his chest and felt some sort of relief going through him.

"Thank you." (Y/N) murmured and Jason softly smiled sitting down next to his boyfriend. He put a hand against (Y/N)'s slightly still wet cheek.

"Anything for you. Are you feeling better?"

"A bit."

Jason thought for a moment. "How about we go out?"

"Where to?"

"Let's go the playground and then go eat breakfast!" Jason suggested his eyes twinkling. And the two did that, after getting ready. They arrived at the park hand in hand. Immediately the two got to the swingset.

"Push me!" (Y/N) called out and swinging his legs. Jason smiled to himself and went behind his boyfriend. He started pushing the man on the swing and took a step back that (Y/N) could go higher. (Y/N) let out a laugh completely forgetting the world around him. The cool air hit his face when he swung forward, it made him smile when his feet went up as well. Though after a while he set his feet down so that he had slowed down.

(Y/N) turned around and then stood up grasping into the metal chains that held the swing. He grinned at Jason and looked down at Jason.

"Now I'm taller than you." (Y/N) stated. Jason rolled his eyes but then wrapped his arms around (Y/N)'s hips. (Y/N) started swinging slightly with a smile on his face and Jason chuckled lightly.

"You like it up there?"

(Y/N) hummed.

"It's quite refreshing up here. But I'm bored." Then Jason stepped back and offered (Y/N) his hand. Jason began talking in English with a fake British accent.

"Well, my prince would you like to try something else." (Y/N) took Jason's hand and jumped off the swing.

"Like what?" (Y/N) asked with the same accent. Jason leads (Y/N) to the slides and the two grown men climb up the slides. It was still early so there were barely any people, just early workers giving them looks. (Y/N) was the first to slide down and the quickly climbed up back again. But when he wanted to slide down again, Jason was climbing up the slides instead. "Hey!" (Y/N) pouted. "That's cheating!" (Y/N) declared loudly as Jason sat down and slid again. And then his boyfriend slid down as well, wrapping his legs and arms around Jason to keep him from moving. "Mr. Kim, you aren't going anywhere." Jason turned his head to look at his boyfriend, who had pout on his lips. Jason let out a small laugh blushing lightly at how close their face was.

"Ah, I'm sorry, (Y/N)." Jason then leaned his head back as (Y/N) put his chin on his shoulder. The two boyfriends stayed quiet for a while just enjoying the silence.

"Thank you." (Y/N) breathed out closing his eyes for a second.

"For blocking your way?" Jason asked a bit confused. (Y/N) chuckled lightly.

"No, silly. For being there for me. Even when I seem crazy." And Jason frowned shaking his head.

"You aren't crazy." Jason turned around to put his legs on each side of (Y/N)'s waist. "It's hard for you now, I can never really feel like you do, but I can understand how you feel in some ways. I know it's bothering you and I wish we could through everything quicker. Just so you don't have to be in pain anymore. But if it will take time then I want to be there for you. I want to make you feel better and just forget for a few moments." Jason confessed cupping (Y/N)'s cheeks. "You're not crazy, but if you were then I am too."

(Y/N) let out a giggle and smiled leaning down a bit to press their foreheads together. Jason smiled then leaned forward pressing a kiss on (Y/N) nose.

"You're not alone in this, (Y/N)." (Y/N) smiled and hugged his boyfriend nuzzling his face into the other’s neck. 

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