#accomplish it?? i would kill to have that kind of drive in my life rn. yatora when i fucking get you. i need him gone

[mayoiayasep]

yatora yaguchi when i fucking get you

[thechasmsurveys]

4.

What is your nickname? Franny, BMoney, babe, kid, bandit. I have a lot lol.

When is your birthday? June 25th.

What was your longest relationship? The one I’m in now with my husband. We’ve been together for 6 years and married for 4.

What is your favorite book? That’s so hard because I have a ton of books I absolutely love. I don’t think I have just one favorite. I loved The Silent Patient, Midnight Sun, Pride and Prejudice, One True Loves, Fourth Wing, etc. There’s too many to name.

What is something you're insecure about? My body for sure. The entire thing lolllllll.

5 Male celebrity crushes N/A.

5 Female celebrity crushes N/A

What is your dream job? I think I’m doing it, which is crazy to say.

What do you consider your biggest accomplishment? This is going to sound so weird. Quitting my masters for my mental health. Being the first one in my family to go to therapy and get on antidepressants and be the leader and push my family needed to start understanding that mental health is not optional. Now, my parents both still need therapy, but I’m proud of myself for knowing I needed a break and stopping instead of killing myself.

What is a fact about you that nobody would believe? Uhm, I really don’t know.

What were your highs and lows for this last month? The month just started so I’ll say the highs and lows for December. The highs were spending time with Colton. The lows would be the marital issues (I really don’t want to talk about it on here) from earlier in the month. That was so hard.

Where is somewhere you'd like to visit? Greece would be nice. Montana.

How do you de-stress? Read, take a long shower.

What are your favorite apps besides tumblr? Monopoly Go lollllll. Bookstagram.

Describe yourself in one sentence. I am tenacious.

What do you think makes you attractive? My drive and my compassion towards others.

What is something you're really good at? Crying lol. Yayyyyyy depression.

What is something you're really bad at? Expressing my emotions.

A time that you told a lie. Oh, I don’t know.

What's a totally random and useless fact that you know? I’m too tired for this survey rn. I should have stopped earlier.

Who knows you the best? Colton.

What is your most prized possession? My engagement ring, my kindle.

What is your longest friendship? Lauren and I have been friends since she was born basically lol. And she’s two years younger than me.

When did you first feel like an adult? When I moved out at 18.

Do you/ Have you played any sports? Nooooo, no sports.

How are you feeling right now? Exhausted.

Are you an early bird or a night owl? I’m a night owl for sure.

Do you believe in love at first sight? No.

Favorite song lyrics right now? I don’t really have any.

What does self care look like for you? Reading, taking a long shower.

Describe yourself with 3 singers. ??

What makes you nervous? Life, honestly.

What’s a pet peeve you have? When people go to a restaurant and don’t eat.

What will always make you cry? Pride and Prejudice.

What kind of first impression do you think you make on people? Shy and quiet.

[thehuntress-rose]

Write your RPer Resolutions for 2023! (What are some goals for yourself as a writer? Improve descriptions? Plot with more members? Etc.

I really want to work on my consistency with replies. Outside of RP life has been chaotic for most of my time here and save for this past month, I saw a huge improvement since I moved! I just want to take the new year and continue with that momentum and be more involved in my plotting and reply schedule! 

I want to write more self paras! I feel like my characters go through so much behind the scenes that only ever come out in passing dialogue or HCs but I definitely want to be able to flesh out their experiences more via one shots. 

Cause an RP wide event, or at least be the driving force behind a big plot. I love to be involved in them, it brings me joy! But I want to have a character be the cause of something or just pioneer something that everyone can be a part of and craft a story that everyone can be excited to be a part of too. No ideas yet bestie ok.

Write at least one resolution, or “goal,” that you have as an RPer for your character(s)

Rose: Make more connections outside of her huntress connections. Normal friends! San: Same as above, BUT I also want her to start looking for her mom for realsies. This could def include a lot of people! Potentially a race to find her vs Gaston?? Kill the Beast! (Save the Wolf Goddess) Susan: Get her to a spot to do something I have wanted since I got her. She needs to find a better balance and acceptance for herself tho before she will let herself be happy. Maybe even tell someone that isn’t Jess about what she is! Dian: Get better about handling his vampirism. Relapse. Get Worse. Struggle. (Sorry bby) Being a vampire isn’t easy. Laurette: More magic stuff! I loved writing her farmer’s market thread with the fortune telling! Let her use her gift more! Amy: Do more with Foul! It is such a great concept and I feel like I don’t utilize it enough. Lilith: Begin her search for Merlin’s Objects to give to Belos! Also be that Cool, but Strict™ professor. Sophie: Pull her out of her shell and let people in more! She is still new so she has room to grow, but I’d like to see her make friends and potentially tell them what is going on with her.

Write at least one resolution IN CHARACTER for your characters. What do THEY want to accomplish or change in the New Year?

Rose: Visit Henry more often. Bury the Huntsgirl. Start her soft epilogue. San: Branch out more, humans aren’t so bad. Find her mother. Susan: Follow through with her campaign promises of making Swynlake safer for everyone. Help Magicks feel safer, no matter their kind. Dian: Get back to normal. Earn his family’s forgiveness. Laurette: Get passing grades, avoid drama! Maybefindaboyfriendtoookaybye. Amy: Find her fortune, hit some listener goals for Foul! Lilith: Gather Merlin’s Objects. Get her former protege back in line so that she doesn’t bring shame upon her good name. Sophie: Break her curse and go back home? Find true love?? 

List one or more characters you have never interacted with that you would like to do so

CLAYTON: I know you have a thing with Isa rn, but I will be ur wife pls

Genevieve: She’s so cool, be worsties with Rose. I think they’d be neat

Drakken: believe it or not I have not done a thread with him, also know u are with Vixey rn but I’LL BE UR ENDGAME BBY

Talk a bit about your plotting style – what plots are you most drawn to? Do you prefer to come with a fully-formed idea and plot off that, or throw stuff at the wall and see what sticks?

I feel like I kinda suck at plotting lol. I tend to take a backseat and I really do like to fill plot calls when I see them and I feel like I have something applicable. And people tend to do the same for me! BUT! I would say I am a throw stuff at the wall and see what sticks until we can sus out the vibes of a pairing. Then I just love vibing. One of my resolutions was to get better with doing bigger plots and maybe big plots aren’t the meat of the RP, but I feel like my best characterization writing comes from the ripples of those waves. I don’t feel like I am that forward with plotting like “hey I want x, y, and z to happen! Let’s use those as anchor points for the thread” but I WANT TO BE. New year, New Kit. I will only get better and more unhinged from here folks. 

But as for plots I am drawn to, I wanna say I love a plethora. I love larger ones with lots of moving pieces, I just really like to be a player in a long game okay?!?! Like the shark week plot, the knights in elfhame, the fall of the order, Dian’s death at the Gala. Love big dramatic plotlines that make the town talk. But I also love messy relationships like with Tom and Rose and Laurette and Phineas. I think for realism, more people should break up. I love a good doomed relationship. It’s who I am.

Talk a bit about character relationships – what relationship are you most drawn to? How do you prefer to approach shipping (if at all!)? What, specifically, are you looking for right now for your character relationships? 

I love love love characters who bond over shared experiences. Whether it be a trauma or a shared affliction, I just love bonds forged by understanding. Because we all seek to be understood in some way or another and I feel like those relationships tend to last the longest. I am drawn to families and friends who my characters can really bloom around and vice versa! I love a good ship, but I think most of mine have either been plotted out via “hey I want this vibe and for this long with this ending” or purely vibes. Sometimes characters are just meant to be organically and it feels so satisfying to let them have that!! But don’t get me wrong, I like to plan a terrible end lol.

As for relationships I am seeking now, I’d love for San to dip her toes into a human emotion she hasn’t felt before for a human (love) I just think it would be a beautiful and natural part of er character growth to have her find a human that she can feel as protective and soft over as she does her pack. I would love to see Claudette pop in, just to fill the current separation Laurette feels from Paulette since being in school. A sister closer in age might have a bit more understanding than the eldest in her eyes! And maybe some coworkers for Rose (work at Interpride!!) because she needs some work hijinks! 

Talk about your dash reply style and your Discord reply style! (And if applicable, also your doc reply style). What do you like about each type of interaction? What is something you feel is difficult? 

Dash: I feel like I can be so inconsistent with my dash replies. I went from literally not tracking them at all and digging through my reblogs to find threads when I started to actually tracking them in an excel sheet. So we are making progress. I might not have them all up to date, but PROGRESS. And I am actively trying to be better with my dash consistency, especially in the new year :))

Docs: These can go two ways for me; we can bang em out super fast or I will close the tab and forget to do it for days. (I hate having 30 tabs open, it stresses me out). But that being said, I do really like them because they allow you to keep a plot secret until you are ready to drop all of it. And it’s so much easier for 3 or more muns to collaborate because I feel like 3 way threads can get so messy and cluttered on the dash! 

Discord: I love discord threads. I dunno why, but it feels like less pressure to have length or flowery prose (unless it’s an AU then I will go HARD for that shit). It’s quick and snappy and I think the event servers are always poppin and have great stuff happening in them. 

Plotting Exercise! Pick one of the resolutions/goals in #3 and plan a rough guideline to how you could accomplish it. Here’s an example.

SUSAN hears about BRUCE wanting to start a support group and chats with him about what he would like it to consist of, she suggests an AA type forum for Magicks because she has wanted to make a change for that community for a while. SUSAN talks to SIMBA about the AA aspects and how they work, and the BOARD about the arrangements while BRUCE fills out the petition (backed by SUSAN of course). 

SUSAN gives a speech at TOWN HALL about seeking community when you feel alone, how bonds are made with shared experiences and feelings, and how everyone deserves to feel that sense of community no matter who you are. She encourages Magicks to have trust in one another for this program to work. 

The petition passes, a meeting room is reserved after TOWN HALL hours for discretion, SUSAN asks BRUCE to be the point person for MA (Magicks Anonymous)! 

Step 5: Everyone prospers

[mottephobia-imagines]

BNHA as Hetalia Characters (Axis + Allies only)

Hahahahaaaa.. I’m still Hetalia trash 😇

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Mirio Togata as America

I first put Denki as America but then I saw a post and now I can’t stop thinking about BTT SeroKiriKami so yeah-

Mirio and America have more things in common other than being blond, blue-eyed precious beans that need to be protected

First of- s t r o n g. They’re both canonically some of the strongest characters in their respective series despite their relatively young ages (Mirio being above some pro-hero levels despite still being in high school and America being well America lmao)

Additionally, they both have drive; they have a determination to become as strong as they possibly could, and stop at nothing to get there

Also, they love helping people! Mirio wants to save a million smiles, and America is a self-proclaimed hero (who admittedly isn’t the best but he’s trying okay)

Both of them kinda also have a hidden intelligence? Like, as in one would never think of them to be highly intelligent people because they’re so goofy and energetic

Since it’s implied that both Tamaki and Mirio game in their free time, him and America are also avid gamers (imagine them playing smash together lmao I feel like they’d break all the controllers)

Both v v competitive too (not as much as the next duo tho)- they’ll never back down from a challenge and face it head on with all their might!

Also, they’re basically the blond boy of the month but it’s every month lmao

(In my eyes they’re both cute little golden retrievers shshsjdjskal)

In conclusion, they’re sunshines who deserve the world and more

Katsuki Bakugo as England

Okay fr hear me the fuck out-

I know it’s an unlikely pair

But they have their similarities just bear with me here

Yes, I was initially going to put in Romano for Bakugo (anger issues gang)

But then the more I thought about it, the more I realized that unlike Romano, he wouldn’t back away from a challenge or run at the slightest scare- Bakugo would take that shit and smother it into the ground

And while England may sometimes be portrayed as a prude gentleman type, we can’t forget his history- this man is probably one of, if not the most, ballsy countries to exist (at least back in his prime)

England is smart, calculated and cunning- how could you not be when you’ve conquered nearly the whole damn world?

He’s proud and maybe a bit too egotistical, and while lacking the anger issues and probably dead vocal cords of Bakugo, he sure as hell matches him in the pride and power aspect

Bakugo, on the other hand, is literally top of his class; boy is a nerd and has a perfect record

So he’s by no means any less smart than England, maybe a little more reckless, but he’s 16- you can’t exactly compare his mindset to a country’s

Even so he does act quickly on the battlefield, much like England assessed situations very precariously (most of the time)

Both of them would probably look an opponent dead in the eye and tell them to do it, bet you won’t pussy ass

On a lighter note tho, they’re two blond, spiky-haired tsunderes who are way to proud and smart for their own good

They also both listen to rock/punk so there’s that too

foreverfurrowedbrowclubTM

Aoyama Yuuga as France

I know I just said SeroKamiKiri is the BTT but once again hear me out

I couldn’t not put Aoyama in as France

It’s literally a match made in Heaven guys cmon

They’re both sparkling, flamboyant and fabulous blondies

Although sometimes their attitude can be interpreted as holier-than-thou, really they just know that they’re amazing and don’t care what people think (we stan confident kings 😤)

They also know that they deserve the best luxuries in life, and definitely won’t settle for anything else

In terms of courage, they’re pretty much on the same level; they get scared easily and will more than likely either back out of the challenge or give up the moment they feel tired

The difference is, France will never regain whatever bravery he had before the French Revolution, but Aoyama is slowly building his courage up in his journey to become a hero

They also take things in stride, willingly or unwillingly (whether it be an ugly outfit or a defeat, they won’t be a sore loser lmao)

While not necessarily flirty like France, Aoyama can still charm people with his whims. Also, their relationship towards people that they can’t charm kind of mirrors one another? (Might be reaching here lmao)

I do think though sometimes that Aoyama shows some similarities with Poland/2P!Romano, but he has the most similarities with France so 🤷🏻‍♀️

Toga Himiko as Russia

You may say she’s more like Belarus but nay nay I say

Belarus is the more kind of ‘stoic’ cruel in my mind; she doesn’t show much emotion besides annoyance and getting angry

Russia however

He’s ‘childishly’ cruel- looks innocent but is capable of some horrible, monstrous things.

Even though his face says otherwise, he does take some glee in torturing harming others (like, a lot)

Toga also does this, but in a much more obvious way lmao. She’s a villain, who drinks blood, there’s no doubt she hasn’t killed anyone. She also takes a lot more pleasure from hurting people than Russia does

They not that close with people, but the ones they are close to they are immensely protective of (Toga and the LOV, Russia and his sisters)

They also are capable of being highly intelligent, knowing more than what people think they know (Toga helping Twice our, and I high key headcanon Russia as a manipulative and cunning bastard who’s done many horrible things to people to get his way)

(I still love you Ivan)

I think this goes without saying but they’re really really violent

Russia just likes using his magic metal pipe of pain, and Toga likes her knives

They also have some really shitty pasts that have lead them to be who they are today

They may look cute on the outside, but they are oh so very cruel on the inside

Shota Aizawa as China

Haha, old man syndrome-

These two have more in common than you’d think

First off, they have that wisdom that comes with age, and are trying to get the younger ones to learn it (Aizawa does this better lmao)

I can totally see them complaining about ‘kids these days’ even tho they’ve done the same shit back then-

Along with wisdom comes cunning and craft. I headcanon China as a low key genius, so he’s probably on par with Aizawa, if not better (in terms of battle strategy and such)

Even though they come off as strict, all they really want is the best for their students/siblings

They’re both physically strong (China was probably once hella jacked, and Aizawa speaks for himself)

They do tire out quite easily tho so there’s that

Both have a penchant for cute animals like cats (Hello Kitty’s a cat don’t @ me)

On a darker note, they’ve both suffered losses of close friends. While China has definitely lost a lot more, Shirakumo’s ‘death’ still took a huge toll on him. Likewise, China has lost all his ancient friends over the years, making him the last one left (except turkey and Mongolia they don’t matter rn)

Tenya Iida as Germany

You cannot tell me this isn’t also a match made in heaven

They’re literally, at their very core, almost the exact same person

Iida is a stickler for rules- he follows every single one of them. Any and every. Pretty organized too, if I do say so myself

Likewise, Germany is also very strict with rules and regimens. He’s also canonically OCD so mans cannot stand messes (people or things)

It may make them seem like pains in the neck but really it’s the only way they know how to interact

Also have some angsty connections with their brothers

Although not as easily provoked as Germany, Iida can still be just as terrifying (mans tried to kill Stain I mean come on-)

As with nearly all of these characters, they’re both strong as hecc

Also, I feel like both of them are somewhat pressured by what their other family members have accomplished and want to achieve the same thing (Iida coming from a family of superheroes, and Germany really looking up to his father and brother and wanting to be like them but less yknow)

They don’t really know how to communicate well?? Like, of course they can talk and hold conversation but they have difficulty with most social interactions (it’s adorable)

More often than not the louder voice of reason within their friend group (Everyone in the Dekusquad besides Deku himself is the voice of reason lmao, and Germany is a no-nonsense kind of guy)

Smart bois (In Gakuen Hetalia, Germany is said to be one of the smartest students and tutors Italy, and Iida tries his best)

All in all very awkward and loud losers beans that need to learn how to not be so stiff lmao

Shoto Todoroki as Japan

Y’all already know I had to pair the introverts together

Calm, collected and reserved- these two mind their own business like it’s a sports championship lmao

Even though they may come off as intimidating sometimes, in reality they’re just shy and don’t really know the basics of social interaction (more than Germany and Iida lmao)

They’re both fairly strong, too (Todoroki with his icy hot quirk makes him one of the most OP characters in MHA imo, and Japan definitely doesn’t carry around a katana just for show)

Very very convoluted and not so great childhood (Think the sengoku period was Japan’s childhood so he was basically torn up as a kid while Todoroki had to deal with Endebitch)

Also both pretty smart??? Like, high key they’re both very intelligent and skilled

Both their friends are slowly helping them get out of that super duper introverted mindset, but the poor bbs are still trying to learn how to be a lot less stiffe

They’re also really into architecture esp traditional Japanese architecture (canon in both)

I honestly think they’d get along pretty well if they met, tbh

(Japan would get him into anime and manga and the bookworm in Todoroki can’t resist)

The strange circumstance of Italy

Honestly, I could not find anyone in MHA that was remotely similar to Italy

I was very close to putting in Mina or Nejire, since those two come to mind whenever I think of bright and bubbly (Maybe Kirishima too, but it just doesn’t fit)

So while those two are pretty much the most fitting I feel, they don’t completely encompass his character enough yonow?

Like, I genuinely cannot find anyone who is similar enough to compare him to

So for now, until I can find a suitable pick, Italy won’t have a MHA character to be paired up with 😔 sorry guys

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What do you guys think? Do you agree or do you think different characters should be put in place?

If this gets enough notes, I might make a part 2 including female nations and the others (or whatever characters you guys request)

Requests are still open! You can ask for edits or character imagines/headcanons!

[nyrator]

been wanting to vent lately

but just don’t think I can anymore

yet here we are

been very tired and drained lately, definitely in a depression

I apologize to those who read these- we’re in such depressing times and I know venting my problems only brings people down further, please feel free to skip reading this and focus on your own mental healths

spent the last week or two just killing as much time as possible watching AH videos after not watching them for the past few years, just to avoid thinking as much as possible. it inspires me to look up playing games like gmod with custom models, but no one to really play them with is a bit of a shame

I’m not a very good friend to people and I can’t help those that refuse to help themselves. it’s all so very draining, being stuck in hopeless situations and being too weak to do anything about it, that I only become frustrated and make things worse

decided to spend money again- I saved up so much money thanks to unemployment, and yet spending 400 dollars this month still makes me feel so sick inside. bought books and manga I’ll probably never read. bought new bedding so I won’t have to worry about mistreating the bedding Kresna got for me. Spent close to $100 on embarrassing personal things I’ve been thinking of for ages, only to feel completely uninterested in it. It’s such a waste of money, the only reason I bought these things was to justify some twisted self-loathing, some kind of painless self-harm, such a waste of money

my credit’s plummeting thanks to no more student loans or car, and I’m too ignorant to feel comfortable getting my own personal credit cards to build credit, so I have a feeling getting anything major will be a hassle

could save up and buy a car, but I really, really hate driving- so anxiety inducing, so terrified for my life every moment I’m behind the wheel, fighting panic attacks and ready to snap at whoever speaks to me, I don’t want to drive again, but I can’t keep relying on rides, either. I don’t want to part with this money, though, I’ve never had more than five digits before, never lived in a financially stable situation before

allegedly after this month is over, I’ll stop getting extra money in unemployment to save up, but thankfully, my boss called me today to see how I was doing and to tell me their plans- They’re only open one day a week, but they still get all their regular customers to keep them afloat as well as a bunch of grants. They’ll probably open more days and bring me in once my extra unemployment stops coming in, I think I could use work to escape the endless emptiness of my days to myself.

I don’t even feel like making art or anything anymore, all my ideas and motivation feel like they’ve left me. The few ideas I have left I have no idea how to accomplish. Some kind of Ask blog for the Nyans would be nice, but no real way of getting myself known enough to have an audience is always the issue- I want to answer questions that other people have, make art for them instead of me, I guess. Making some virtual avatar also sounds nice, but beyond making barely-decent low poly models, I have no idea how to texture/rig/animate/etc, and most likely not able to get a decent audience either, but for a vtuber or whatever they’re called, it’s not as important so long as I still make other content with it, I guess- I can imagine how oversaturated the market is for those things after all

I think of why I want to make RN or draw Laves, and the core motivation is to publicly humiliate myself, I guess is the only way I can say it. And it doesn’t feel good, but I still want to make more Lave things somehow without resorting to that motivation, but without that depraved motivation, there’s nothing

world feels very crazy lately, and I still have beliefs, but it feels more and more polarizing to discuss them at all. the core boils down to “please stop hating people” and “what’s worse than hating people is justifying hatred with a cause”. so tired of people who keep putting other people or groups down instead of trying to provide a positive outlook for their own message. it’s scary to be in this world, I’m scared of all the hatred people feel

of course, once again me providing negative thoughts doesn’t do much to help anyone either, but I just don’t have anything good to say it feels like. If people being down brings me down, and me being down brings other people down, then shouldn’t I do what I can to stop the cycle and be that positive force?

it’s just too hard for someone like me

but i’ll be okay, thank you if you did read this, I know things can get better, and I hope things go well for you as well

[cayannamon]

Just for the hell of it, all of the odds for the personal shit asks!!!

Wowza, this’ll be long. Thank you anon ♥♥1. Any scars?

I don’t really have many scars? For the most part, I may have a few small ones caused by my cats, but I don’t really have any that stick out. There is a small one on my right hand that if you hold it in the light just right you can see where it’s been raised on the skin, but it’s really small.

3. Crush?

Currently? Not really. Maybe some friend crushes where I really wanna hang out and have some fun hugging my friends, but nothing romantic. At least?? as far as my ass knows??? heart you got anything to fuckin’ say punk??

5. Coke or Pepsi?

Coke. I love Pepsi too, but, I got a soft spot for coke.

7. Best Friends?

Uhh, well. I’ll be real and depressing for just a minute. My bf’s from highschool have been pretty AWOL and distant as of the past year or so and at this point I’m not quite sure where we stand, so to speak. So, I guess my current bf’s are the people I usually talk to on discord they know who they are but in a way, it’s kinda meh. Friends are friends, who cares who the “besties” are? 

9. What’s your dream job?

Honestly? I’d fucking love to be an artist- concept, digital, painter, animator, whathaveyou- I don’t fucking care. I love art so much and it’s so fun. Right now, I’m in nursing school partially because I need to be able to afford to do art and various other reasons. But you bet your ass I’m going for both the BSN-RN and a BFA with a minor in creative writing. Ain’t nothin’ gunna stop me.

11. Last time you cried?

If we’re including fandoms/fanfics/and media of the like, maybe once a week when you find that good good stuff. But over life? Uhh...I’m not really an emotional person? I kinda had a shower sob a few weeks ago due to some life/school problems, but before that? Maybe a few....years...ago? Tears don’t really solve my problems, so while it ain’t good advice to follow for any of ya’ll reading, I don’t see the point in em’ when I could instead be using that time for improvement of the situation for ME, pERSONALLY.

13. Height?

I’m 5′5″, but due to back pains from backpacks and my slouching as a result, I usually hang around 5′4″ because it fucking hurts to straighten all the way.

15. Eye color?

WeLL, technically, I say Hazel, most of the time; I say green a lot more now since it’s the predominant. When I was a kid? A pretty blue color; now? Up close they’re a really odd....shade of green? But when you’re about a foot away, it appears gray. I legit tried to hex code these from my pictures because it’s so interesting to me. So...hazel (#5b543a ,#4e422c, #3c2b0f) ? green(#79836b , #4c5f5b) (? gray (#C0C0C0)? who knows. it’s a fucking mystery. I get complimented on them a lot tho, so that’s a bonus.

17. What do you love?

Oh gosh, so many things; my friends, art, learning anything, debates, accomplishing things, music of all kinds, delicious food, warm blankets, fire places, swimming, PayDay candy bars, twizzlers, the color purple, helping others, making puns and letting people laugh...so many things to love...

19. If you had one wish, what would it be?

Probably for all the riches in the world, just so that I could make sure everyone else who deserved it was taken care of and that no one had to suffer. Money may not buy happiness, but it sure can fucking buy socioeconomic stability, and there’s plenty of people who could use a helping hand.

21. Kiss or hug?

Why not both I’ve never had a romantic kiss, and it’s been forever since I’ve had a legit just...hug. I don’t usually really like kissing my family members mainly because I have to hear the bullshit that comes outta those lips ya know So overall, probably a good, warm hug.

23. Favorite song?

There’s no possible way I can answer this. Like, legitimately, this is JUST the Spotify ones... Tho, seriously, if you ever need any music recommendations, hit me up; I legit listen to just about anything genre wise.

25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?

Sorry, anon, not happening; that would bring up just a few too many bad demons and I am not willing to deal with them in text form tonight. Maybe someday ;3 ♥

27. Something you would change about yourself?

My ability to be emotional and vulnerable with people, 100%; I hate that I can’t be, but it’s so fucking hard. Communicating can just feel....really fake to me sometimes, and it’s unfortunate because I know it’s helpful. It just takes a really long time for me to trust others, I guess, and I wish it didn’t.

29. Worst mistake?

Going along with number 25, sorry fam. ♥

31. Ever had a heartbreak?

Not really from a romantic standpoint; friends...friends have hurt me in the past, and I’ve ended up forgiving them maybe past the point some people would that have hurt me in the heart. But honestly, holding onto all that bad mojo ain’t my thing; I got shit to do, so if you break my heart, it’s buh-bye until you’ve figured out what you did wrong and then maybe I’ll forgive you.

33. Best day of your life?

Answered ;3

35. Do you wish you could ever start over?

Yes, and No. Yes, because it’d be interesting to fix all my wrongs, to go back with the wisdom and knowledge I have now and apply it when it was needed the most...but no, because everything I’ve worked for, bettered myself for through struggles and failures and successes...they’ve made me who I am now; and that’s not something I’m sure I’d give away for a redo.

37. Ever had a near death experience?

Maybe? A semi almost jackknifed in front of my and my dad one day while driving back into Cincinnati. Other than that, I’m sure things have almost harmed me without me realizing. I almost had a ruptured appendix? Listen, anything at any moment could kill you; you never know what till you’re dead.

39. Ever lost a loved one?

Many.

41. Someone you hate/Dislike?

There are pLENTY of people I dislike, a few I’d reach to say I hate; but honestly, I don’t have time or energy to deal with them and they really don’t deserve my time or effort of talking about them.

43. Relationship status?

Single; I’m just trying to figure stuff out for myself. I guess a relationship would be nice, but I’m not sure I could do it justice, and I’d never want to hurt my partner because I couldn’t support them or be a good partner back.

[little-blue-tiefling]

Question meme

Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions! Tagged by @divinitions! Thanks for the tag :)

1. Coke or Pepsi: Coke (specially vanilla thats some good stuff) 2. Disney or DreamWorks: Both! 3. Coffee or Tea: I dont like hot drinks, but I do like iced tea 4. Books or Movies: This really depends. I love books in theory but unless its really gripping I get easily distracted from them and lose my place whereas movies are short so a lot easier to pay attention to. 5. Windows or Mac: Windows (never had a mac) 6. DC or Marvel: I’m not the biggest superhero fan ever, and I like certain films from each series. HOWEVER that being said when I was a kid I breathed batman (the animated series) that was my life blood, as was the justice league series (I definitely had a thing for hawkgirl looking back on it now XD) 7. Xbox or Playstation: Xbox because thats what I play primarily on but to be honest I like them both 8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Since I played dragon age first I’ll say dragon age, especially because DAO is probably my most played game of them all. (morrigan and zevran? I need nothing else) 9. Night Owl or Early Riser: Night owl 100% I find it easier to stay awake until 7am than I ever do to wake up then. 10. Cards or Chess: Cards (but I really love the Knights in chess so much that when my friends are playing chess I kind of steal them...) 11. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla if this is about ice cream or milkshake. 12. Vans or Converse: Converse. I can’t drive (;P) 13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: ADAAAR (if I’m playing as a girl anyway, fadaar is <3. If I’m playing as a boy then I’d go Lavellan) 14. Fluff or Angst: Both tbh because I like angst with fluff. hurt/comfot. its my life source. 16. Dogs or Cats: DONTMAKEMECHOOOOSE (but both) 17. Clear Skies or Rain: Rain, definitely. Give me an excuse not to go out. 18. Cooking or Eating Out: (I could make a joke here, I really could. Instead I’ll leave it up to the imagination) 19. Spicy Food or Mild Food: Mild, I am literally the whitest person ever when it comes to spicy things, I cant stand them at all (i’ll blame it on the ASD) 20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: these are the only two holidays I celebrate. I love both. I love Halloween because I love to get spoooooky, but I love christmas because I like being around family? (Also presents. Presents are good.) 21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: Cold. I can’t stand the heat. ATALL. 22. If you could have a superpower, what would it be: Shapeshift. Easy. NEXT. 23. Animation or Live Action: This for me depends on the type of genre? I prefer some animated and some Live action. (Though animated expressions kill me every time) 24. Paragon or Renegade: Renegade [well, renegon, there are some choices I just can’t make] (as someone who usually has to be nice to everyone I forced myself to change that up and boom. 25. Baths or Showers: Showers. I hate baths. 26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: I don’t particularly like either of these but I’ll say Iron Man. 27. Fantasy or Sci-fi: Fantasy probably. I really like magic. 28. Do you have three or four favorite quotes? If so, what are they? ”men are always willing to believe two things about a woman. One, that she is weak. And two, that she finds him attractive” - Morrigan DAO ”A leader leads. She doesn’t go to sleep” And anything else that my girl has said ever tbh. LITERALLY ANYTHING ZEVRAN SAYS EVER but picking one: “By your side I would willingly storm the gates of the dark city itself” And a non-game related quote “How can the bird that is born for joy sit in a cage and sing?” William Blake 29. YouTube or Netflix: Youtube? I guess? I use it more 30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: HP i guess because I’ve never read both of them but I have seen all the HP films and thought they were pretty cool. 31. When Do You Feel Accomplished: When someone tells me my writing is good ;-; 32. Star Wars or Star Trek: Star Wars 100% 33. Paperback Books or Hardback Books: hardback. I dont worry about them so much then. 34. Handwriting or Typing: I’ll answer this with a picture of my handwriting:

I’ve pretty much been advised against writing by hand. 35. Velvet or Satin: Velvet. I’m not a fan of satin atalllll 36. Video Games or Movies: Clearly I hate videogames more than anything ;P 37. Would you rather be the dragon or own the dragon: I’d be a dragon and a dragon owner at the same time. (it works in my dnd world it can work here) 38. Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset all the way. 39. What’s your favorite song: 40. Horror Movies, yes or no: Sure? They kind of bore me though, I’m not all that scared of them (loud noises in them will startle me but otherwise I don’t care that much) 41. Long or Short Hair: ILOVEBOTH but I have long hair (mostly because my hair is too thin and my face is too fat for short hair) But I LOVE BOTH SO MUCH 42. Opera or Theatre: Musical theatre so a mix of both :P 43. Assuming the multiverse theory is true and that every story ever told has really happened somewhere, which one of the movie/book/tv show/game/etc worlds would you pick to travel to first: I just want to be a part of my D&D world can we make that a thing? 44. If you had to eat only one thing for the rest of your life what would it be: I can’t choose food to eat for tomorrow let alone the rest of my life but I’ll just say fruit and be super vague about it. 45. Older guys or young guys: IMGAYSUSAN (but friend wise I dont care anyway) 46. If you could erase any show from TV history, what would it be: I’m not really sure. 47. Singing or Dancing: Singing. I can not dance to save my life but spend at least half of my day singing absentmindedly. 48. Instagram or Twitter: Neither 49. Lord of the Rings or The Hobbit: I am yet to see LOTR and have only seen the first Hobbit can I choose Shadow of Mordor instead XD 50. If you could create either a sequel or bring back any tv show/movie, what would you choose: You know what a really good zombie TV show called In The Flesh was cancelled after season 2 just as things were getting interesting. The show was about a gay zombie becoming more human and it was so good. 51. Who is your movie/tv show character that you are looking up to and why?: None really rn. 52. If you were ever convicted of a crime, what would it be?: I have no idea. Illegally smuggling kinder eggs into the USA maybe XD 53. Anime- subbed or dubbed?: depends on how lazy I am and how obscure the anime is as to whether it is dubbed or not. 54. City or countryside?: I want to say countryside because I love farms and think they’re beautiful but the bugs! I can’t deal with all the bugs! 55. What book have you read over and over?: None really I’ve kind of not been motivated to read for so long 56. What is your personality type?: The Architect, INTJ 57. Would you rather change a moment in time or have a glimpse into the future?: Probably glimpse into the future, I’m not dealing with all that butterfly effect shit. 58.) Would you rather have an ex that you hate start dating your best friend, or have an ex that you’re still attached to hook up with someone you revile?: If I hate someone I wouldn’t want them with my friend at aalllll let alone if I dated them. So I’d go the latter definitely. 59. Oblivion or Skyrim?: Skyrim simply because I am yet to fully play oblivion.

MY QUESTION

60. If you had to pick a D&D/TES/DA/fantasy race other than human what would you choose to be and why?: I’d probably pick a shapeshifting race, like metallic dragons in d&d can shapeshift sometimes. I’d love to be a gold dragon. Actual goals. Or a d&d dwarf. They’re cool too.

Tagging: @arteriusbrothers @valleniel @commandershepardus @zydrune @ Literally anyone who wants to do this tbh, idk you dont have to do this obviously

[skeletxnqueen]

flower crown fairy lights daisies 1975 matte black nail polish pantone moodboard stars plants converse lace handwriting cactus sunrise oil paints overalls combat boots winged eyeliner pastel tattoos piercings bands messy bun cry baby grunge space white bed sheets old books beaches eyes 11:11 painting lightning thunder storms love clouds coffee marble

T H E N E V E R E N D I N G A S K (I wasn’t ignoring you, I’m gonna be honest, I forgot this was sitting in my drafts waiting to be completed aaaaa)

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself? - A few minutes ago. I left my iPod in my co-worker’s car so I kinda have nothing better to do. All my favorite apps are on there.

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know? - Are alternate universes real and is there one where I am content and happy? (sorry to get depressing there bud but life just ain’t what I want it to be rn)

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life? - I haven’t experienced enough things to  really say I’ve accomplished anything. I guess getting a job and keeping it for as long as I have? Six months and counting.

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise? - Seeing a gif of a kitten walking over to a camera man and then proceeding to nap on him and walk all over his shoulders and sit on his head while he had to hold almost completely still.

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? - This question as me depressed and low key anxious I don’t think I can answer it without crying sorry

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things? - Not really. I try to avoid really confronting my own mortality. Thinking about dying both scares and tempts me and it’s really weird and terrifying and no bueno. Gosh my answers seem so depressing I’m sorry bab aaAAAA

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail. - I’m too lazy to describe anyone again but um my brother c’: Again. Heckie

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood? - I suppose. I mean it definitely could have been better, but it’s not really on “tragic backstory” level so I guess yeah. I dunno how to answer this, in all honesty.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person? - Earlier tonight

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them. - My friend Antonio. He’s weird but he loves space and it’s nice to hear how excited he gets talking about the stars and planets because he’s super passionate about it. I just like when my friends are happy ya know? So I know stargazing with my space buddy would be fun.

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them? - Honestly I have before. I don’t mean for it to, but sometimes the conversations just take that direction. I’m a big oversharer.

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you? - fam I’m always up at 3am wym I stay talkin to ppl at 3am (for the record it’s usually my mom and/or brother)

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom? - Again, I can’t answer this without crying I’m sorry.

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes? - I have them and I love them why is this up for discussion why is this a question is there brown eye discourse???

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally. - “I don’t care what you think, as long as it’s about me.” …….. I really like attention. More seriously though, I like knowing that I’m real to other people. I know it sounds weird but sometimes I just like being reminded that I actually exist in other people’s lives and that I’m a real person???? Idk how to describe it but yeah. That line makes me think about that aspect of myself a lot.

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far? - “Still Figuring It Out”

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars? - cry because I can finally get my family out of our rough situation, spoil my mom and brother rotten, buy lots of pretty makeup, travel the world, and still have enough left over to live comfortably for the rest of my life without ever having to work again unless I want to to have something to do.

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way? - I am. Sometimes too much for my own good. Sometimes I like it just cause it can help settle conflicts quicker and sometimes I don’t because not only do I let toxic people back into my life but it causes me to miss them and desperately want them back because I convince myself “it’s in the past, it wasn’t that bad, and they’ve probably changed so I should let it go”.

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self. - Dear Mikii,

First of all what a weird nick-name you dork. I’m Gabby. I’m still just as much of a dork so don’t feel bad. You’re going through a weird phase in your life right now. You’re confused and probably questioning who you are. That’s not really going to stop, but it gets better. It gets easier to deal with. Eventually you’ll work for your favorite pizza place and, while it’s stressful, you’ll make cool friends and you’ll make money, and nobody will be able to tell you what you can and can’t buy. It’ll be awesome. You got this

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel? - I guess I lean closer to the punk side. It’s kind of funny because I have the soft cute personality that you’d think would fit on a pastel type person and honestly that’s my aesthetic but style wise, I usually go for darker colors and stuff. My brother is the polar opposite. Punk personality and pastel style.

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain. - Yes. Body art is yes. I love it and I want it. If you have tattoos and/or piercings I am 75% more likely to get some kind of crush on you.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not? - yes, because I like it and it’s pretty.

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way. - I dunno if this counts much, I had to think long and hard on this one, but Crossfire by Stephen makes me think a lot about current events and police brutality and the bombings in other countries and just a bunch of sad stuff that’s going on now which I know is the point but it makes me really think about the privilege I do have compared to those who face discrimination and oppression far more harshly than I ever will and I just heckin

heck

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them. - “Prince didn’t die for this.”

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel. - I’ve only ever been to one and it was a local band so

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say? - Idk man probably my dad. Not gonna go in depth but I’ll say this. I’d want a large sum of money included and a 5 page long apology letter.

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised? - nope nothing is organized and I dont have a workspace

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine? - stay up til I physically cannot hold my eyes open anymore then fall asleep

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know? - that I’m not Christian and that I have a um…. device. Of some sort.

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why? - Keep it red / make it redder, probably some kind of undercut or side shave

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do? - 1. Alin2. Mikey3. Kaylee4. Dom5. Rose

I’d take these nerds with me as I travel the globe and try new experiences, shop cool unique things, and just live my dream life with. I’d go to the ends of the earth with these precious babies.

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them. - (1) Wealth. I want to pay off my mother’s college debt, buy her a nice place to stay as well as somewhere for myself, buy my brother anything his little heart desires, donate to fundraisers and charities, live my dream life, etc. (2) Clear skin. I’m pretty confident in my body shape and all, but I can’t stand my skin. Especially everywhere that isn’t my face. My shoulders have it the worst. (3) Someone willing to date me who doesn’t live thousands of miles away would be lovely. I mean I can do long distance but I just crave physical affection ya know? I dunno man I’m just lonely.

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up. - Well, last year I was a dead cowgirl. I used my day of the dead makeup and wore a flannel, jeans, boots, and a cowboy hat that I got from party city. Relatively simple, but it was still fun to see little kids’ reactions and everything at work.

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high? - this implies I’ve gotten drunk or high before (I’ve been kind of tipsy before but otherwise I’m fucking lame and I don’t do that stuff)

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars? - kill somebody (there are a few exceptions but in general ya know?)

storms: you can only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why? - both of these would drive me literally insane let’s not and say we did

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realize you’re in love. - I think I have. I don't know. To me it's realizing the things I'd be willing to do for that person. Just wanting to make them happy. Wanting to spoil them, see them smile, hear their stupid jokes even if they aren't funny, see all the ugly or silly faces they make, and just loving everything about them. Overcoming my biggest insecurities and discomforts for them. Realizing that there are certain things I can only see myself doing with them. When I read those couple posts I think of them, even though it's been over a year since we've been together. Hearing a certain song or artist is tainted by thoughts of them, when nothing would come to mind before I got to know them. Filling spots in my mind and heart that for years had been left vacant. Realizing that despite how much they've hurt me, I'd gladly take them back if they asked. Feeling like it was the right love at the wrong time, even though it probably wasn't the right love at all. Falling in love to me is having them lurking around every corner of my mind, the darkest shadows, the deepest trenches, even when I'm not thinking of them, they're always there. Even when I'm not thinking about them, I somehow am. I don't know if this is love or obsession, admittedly. Maybe I just need help lol

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair? - I’d rock both and look sexy while doing it

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone? - I don’t go to starbucks enough to really say

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now? - my family and getting us out of the tough situation we’re in right now

[imreszekeres]

for the anon that wanted all 100

1. Name- Ash! 2. Age- 18 3. City that you live in- fear, usually 4. What do most people not know about you?- nothing really, i compulsively release useless information about myself 5. What do most people know you for?- being fat and annoying 6. Hobbies- makeup, youtubers, sleeping, writing, drawing 7. What are your passions?- writing 8. What do you search for in a significant other?- i really Really need to be understood, and someone who is patient is nice too 7. What are you most proud of?- I hav gone to State and gotten within the top 10% in my Journalism competitions, which puts me in the top .08% of all high school students in my state. :-) im good for some things 8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love?- every day when I talk to @pizzasteveofficial <3 all our conversations are significant 2 me 9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it?- I collect my tears in a jar and store them, then shower in them every night 10. List 10 things off of your bucket list.- I want to get married in the snow, have a daughter, get a Heartagram tattoo (at least one lol), write a successful book, and.. idk what else :0 11. What was the last thing you learned?- jesus I dont know, you learn sth new every day! hard to remember 12. How many relationships have you been in?- um.. 7 I think i feel like im forgetting one tho. I wont name them obvi but i think im forgetting one? i feel like ive been in 8 oh well 13. Turn ons- validation 14. Turn offs- being alive 15. Favorite food- frozen yogurt! I like the vanilla or white chocolate flavor with looots of toppings 16. Favorite drink- Coke 17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received?- i dont really know! I dont remember a lot of my birthdays for trauma reasons so  18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?- pessimistic by far lol 19. Do you sleep during class?- its happened a handful of times, I try not to bc I HATE missing work its annoying 20. What is the most expensive thing you own?- myself?? jk its my laptop 21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own?- a 1 dollar ELF blending brush. yall those things are bomb please go buy some! 22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone?- that number does not exist holy shit  23. Text or call?- TEXT BLEASE I HAVE SUCH BAD HEARING 24. Opinion on long distance?- it can work! ive done it a lot of times. distance has never been whats broken a relationship for me, not directly anyway 25. What is your definition of success?- success is when you’re happy. you do not have many worries, not the kind that keep you awake at night or make your tummy sick anyway. You have people that love you and, if you died, you’d be remembered as a good bean 26. Favorite song?- right now im really diggin “Hate (I Really Dont Like You)” by the plain white Ts 27. Favorite artist?- HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 28. Celebrity crush/crushes?- Ville Valo ALWAYS lmao hes my god 29. When was the last time you read for fun?- like last month 30. Favorite flower?- roses 31. What is the best gift you could receive right now?- a plane ticket to Connecticut and like 1000 dollars 32. Any guilty pleasures?- pop... music... BUT LIKE THE GOOD KIND U FEEL? I DONT LIKE STUFF FROM THE LAST 2 OR 3 YEARs...  33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself?- my weight, and that sounds so shallow but it. is taking a toll on me. 34. What do you search for in a friend?- someone who is like me! 35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month?- not enough 36. Where did you last go other than your room/home?- school.. 37. Why do bad things happen to good people?- because life isnt fair 38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye?- what the fuck being stabbed in the eye have you ever been stabbed in the fucking eye? because i havent and i can already tell you that if my friends were talking without me and then someone stabbed me in the fuCKING EYE I WOULD BE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE PREOCCUPIED WITH BEING STABBED IN THE E Y E  39. How many green shirts do you own?- none lol 40. Do you like anime?- sure! I dont watch it rn but i dont watch anything rn, haha 41. What do you invest the most time in?- sleeping,, 42. What was the name of the last book you read?- Rebecca :3 very gud book 43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone?- when ur main squeeze gets a hair cut and u still wanna suck their dingus u love em, thats it sorry i dont make the rules 44. Where are you most productive?- i dont.. know what this is asking lol I’m most protective over my romantic partners. As much as I’d love to say im most protective over Sarah, nothing compares to how “troll guarding his treasure” i am w/my loves.......... *eyes @my crush* 45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends.- talking shit abt rude ppl, playing vidya gaem, and talking abt life 46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone.- watching makeup tutorials, watching lets plays, and thinking about everything and anything 47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist?- absolutely not. theres too many people on the earth to achieve that 48. Do you have any allergies?- Not to anything specific but i get them really often seasonally. i get them pretty much every time the weather changes :( 49. When was the last time you cussed at someone?- i mean.. every day of my life so like 50. What was the last promise you made?- idek dude 51. What was your last dream about?- IT WAS SO WEIRD IT WAS ABOUT MY CRUSH’S MOM? I DREAMT THAT SHE WAS A DEMON WHO STORED HER EGGS IN LITTLE PORCELAIN JARS AND THAT MY CRUSH HAD AN EAR INFECTION AND WE WERE IN A SNOWY VILLAGE IDK DONT ASK ME its weird bc my crushs mom is so sweet... 52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be?- i would literally only take Sarah bc i hate everyone 53. How many countries have you visited?- ive never been outside the US 54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.)- writing :-) 56. When was the last time somebody complimented you?- those nice anons i got yesterday/the other day! 56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself?- what do u even mean? youd know bc youd be like THIS ISNT MY BODY 57. Do you consider yourself mature?- kind of, yes 58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr?- too fuckin many 59. What is your favorite quote?- “Worship Satan!” -Ville Valo (no but rly any HIM lyric is my favorite quote, theyre so beautiful,,,) 60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be?- dont hurt ppl unless they hurt u, dont touch ppl unless they want u to, and respect gender/sexuality 61. What is your greatest accomplishment?- going 2 state! 62. Do you believe in the death penalty?- yeah i actually think it should b used more lol, kill all rapists and p*dophiles :-) 63. What are your goals for life?- i just wanna b happy, man 64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now?- being a fucking idiot, probably 65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world.- CALIFORNIA LMAO IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR CALIFORNIA AND I NEVER EVEN BEEN THERE 66. What were you like in 2013?- awful but also really sweet... then again i wasnt TECHNICALLY the host so lol  67. Do you have a job?- no :( i cant drive 68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend.- she was an abusive bitch who took out her parents hating her on me the end 69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be?- i would make discrimination a way more serious crime than it is taken for rn. ppl who discriminate should b put in jail 70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before?- just one when i had to install the sims and it took 6 years 71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website?- my fave website is youtube 72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?- suck a dick, i guess 73. Does money equal happiness?- not all the time but it sure can 74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime?- never, i dont think 75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime?- too many times 76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told?- you know that joke abt the blind man at the beginning of Crazy Rap? yeah thats fucking HILARIOUS  77. When was the last time you looked at the news?- this morn :0 78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say?- im gay 79. What is your favorite animal?- RACCOONS!!!!!!!!!!!! 80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it?- i mean sure lmao nobody would b upset about it so 81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at?- being a human. 82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get?- i usually go to bed at 10 and get like 6 or 7 hours 83. Does age necessarily equal maturity?- not at all! 84. What is your favorite clothing store?- hot topic lol 85. In the winter- beanies or gloves?- gloves b 86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail?- wings?? why would i want a fish tail 87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it?- absofuckinglutely.  88. What do you fear the most?- being like my rapist. thats a little too deep than i like to go but im being honest, thats literally my biggest fear Ever 89. How many digits of pi can you recite?- 3.14 lmfao i hate math 90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be?- 2004. I would stop it before it happened. :-( 91. Describe yourself in one word.- stupid 92. Describe your last victory.- i woke up today w/o killin meself 93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen?- bendytoots cucumberpitch’s face 94. What is something you will never forget?- prom.. something rly nice happened 95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail?- forget everything. please 96. Have you ever broken a bone before?- nope! 97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody?- probably harder to love them lol 98. Coffee or tea?- coffer 99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way?- I dont overdose on a constant basis in a BPD-fueled rage any more so thats good 100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today?- probably 1 or 2?