#accidentally spoiled that they will not get together to my friend tonight bc i only could talk abt tohru and yuki as a friendship

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i love watching fruits basket w my friends who havent seen it before, but also i never know how to react when ppl are fully convinced yuki and tohru are gonna get together (this has happened at least 4 different times)

[swinterr]

fic rec vi ♡

hi!

this is a another new set of fic rec and i’ll probably do a compilation of genre (?) just like the first ones.

made some changes like tidying up a bit and adding summary, for those that doesn’t have any summary i’ll try my best to add my own summary (it will probably be shit tho, i ain’t making a smut summary guys, i’m not confident in my describing a fic ability but i’ll try my best. if its in italic it means i made the summary hehez )  if the summary is shit, i made it okay.

read and support the fic and authors here: the fic rec ♡

a for angst

f for fluff

s for smut

// for series or list

nct 

jeno

no title by @tyongf-nct | s

- smut blurb.

body guards and boyfriend by @pastelsicheng | f

-  sometimes the only way you can really get some alone time with your boyfriend is by making his job hard.

lipstick smears by @kopikokun | f

-  jeno never thought trying to get his makeup artist’s attention would be this hard.

jaehyun

[10:30] by @moonttaeil | 

- a lockdown moment.

[2:40] by @nct-jungjaehyun | f a

- cute quality fluff time with bf!jae with a dash of angst.

[11:41] by @jeongvision | f 

- family time with apples.

just like magic by @starryhyuck | f s

-  jung jaehyun’s body count is almost as high as yours. however, after yuta spreads a nasty rumor, you learn that jaehyun’s always imagined those girls to be you instead.

love to hate me by @moonctzeny | s a 

-  you and jaehyun meet as sm trainees, developing a friendship until he debuts and you decided to leave the company and pursue a solo career. when you reunite again in a music show and he acts like he barely knows you, you stubbornly begin a series of hate-brimmed sex rendez-vous. your touch-and-go relationship continues on, until a song collaboration will force you both to deal with all your repressed feelings for each other.

moving on by @ddeonghwaa | f a

- reader has been chasing jae for some time but when she moved on jae suddenly enter the picture.

sun&moon by @ppangjae | f a

-  asking jeong jaehyun to accompany you to your family’s 1-week christmas vacation as your boyfriend has its consequences. one can surely get through 1 week of pretending to be in love with an enemy, right?

snack run with a snack by @kopikokun | f 

-  on your usual movie night with the members, they assign you sudden snack collecting duty. you’re a little peeved, but at least jaehyun offers to tag along. Unfortunately for you, things really aren’t going in your favour tonight.

lover boy by @neoct-zen | f s

- bunch fics of lover boy jae and reader.

jungwoo

one more time, please by @haequarius | f s

-  you don’t know what you and Jungwoo are, but you are certainly weak for him.

jealous by @whiplashsan | s 

-  jungwoo is all smiles and sunshine until he gets jealous, and he just so happens to get jealous over the smallest things when it comes to you.

doyoung

sugar, spice and everything not nice by @alreadyblondenow | s

-  doyoung getting your ring size wrong, unprotected sex, kitchen sex, slight fingering, wedding tragedies.

no title by @ncteaxhoe | s

- dom!doyoung, rough? i need holy water.

the little one by @ethaeriyeol | f 

-  a gift of life; female reader x husband!Doyoung; fluff, light angst, married au

lucas

exquisite taste by @weishenkonbini | s f

- smut but with a fluffy ending.

for you always by @labyrinthsofyou | f

-  in which you surprise yukhei when he forgets about your date.

6:19 by @cozykpopblurbs | f

- a cute fluff ft kun and winwin.

10:18 pm by @nctsoftarchives | f

- reader supports lucas at his superm debut stage. 

16:47 by @sichengssmile | f s 

- a fluffy smut. lucas a big boi.

missed you by @tokyobts | a f

-  after you and yukhei broke up, yukhei still has feelings for you. he reaches out to you at school and tries to get you back. at first you avoid him but later his actions manage to make your heart flutter. you’ve come to a sudden conclusion that you maybe still want him in your life.

johnny

34 + 35 by @domjaehyun | s 

- you and your husband johnny decide to take your marriage to the next step.

i couldn’t wait a little longer by @alreadyblondenow | s f a

-  you two were never together longer than two days, but the feelings, oh the feelings that you have for each other is clear as the day. it was a never-ending try of making the relationship official. johnny tried, you tried but it never happens.

what happens in korea, not stays in korea by @alreadyblondenow | f s 

-  a week vacation in korea for your sister’s wedding became even more exciting when a famous dj had a crush on you. johnny was sure that it’s love at first sight. not putting both of your careers on the line, you two had no regrets when the time comes and you finally leave.

laundry day by @immabiteyou | s

- a domestic fluffy smut.

make a wish by @sluttyten | s f a

-  you’re jungwoo’s sister, and he’s made it clear he wants you and Johnny to have nothing to do with each other. so you and johnny start fake dating to piss him off.

want it all by @sluttyten | f s 

-  you are entirely innocent to the point of being naive. johnny is not innocent, but he loves that you are because it means he can teach you everything you don’t know.

sungchan

wish i was her by @softsungchan | f a 

-  you wished you were her, laying in Sungchan’s arms and feeling his warm breath on your neck, giggling about sweet nothings whispered into the starry night. You wished for it to be you, the girl he liked.

2:21 am by @the32ndbeat | f 

- sungchan being whipped, thru a text message.

haechan

14:52 by @ukiyoexo | f

- a cute haechan and reader ft the reader’s baby sister moment.

prince’s order by @nsheetee | f

-  prince haechan nurses you after you faint, and orders you to stay with him until you feel better.

sweet treat by @markresonates | s

-  haechan takes you for ice cream but all you can think about is sex with him.  when you act like a brat, eventually you end up in the bathroom. with no panties. 

clingy by @love-mi | f 

-  I’m not clingy! I just love your company and constantly want to be around you and have your full attention at all times

mark

hyuck is always right by @luvrenjun00 | f 

- ceo!mark x reader ft baby donghyuck. a tooth-rotting fluff.

taeyong

snow storm by @whereisten | f s 

- a fluffy smut whilst a snow storm.

1:59 by @smoll-tangerine | f

- reader and taeyong ft my favorite game (where i always die first) among us!

bts

taehyung

is this allowed 1 2 by @seokiie  | f s

- how were you supposed to know bts would be filming at your coffee shop today? how were you supposed to know a certain curly-haired boy would take a liking  to you?

cabin pressure | f by @jiminrings | f 

-  pilot!y/n who accidentally became famous bc of a viral post about her, best friend!jimin!, taehyung having a shy lil crush on you aND ot7 being meanies for a tad bit :((

art major!tae and biochem major!yn | f by @jiminrings | f

-  tae’s cold and probably needs a friend more than he needs a model, y/n feels this nEED to take care of him, a term of enderment then a dash of emotional constipation and a sprinkle of jealousy :D

gank mid lane by @kimtaehyunq | f s 

- gank / verb: (in a video game) use underhand means to defeat or kill (a less experienced opponent)

birthday surprise by @ephemeralkookie |

-  like every year, you prepare a little surprise for your boyfriend’s birthday, one that you’ve been preparing for days. and after a very tiring day, taehyung only wants to spend the night in your loving arms.

jungkook

cookies & cream | s by @1kook | f s 

-  jungkook will watch a thousand cheesy christmas movies if it meant making you happy. (and maybe having his dick sucked.)

unholy night | s by @ephemeralkookie | f s

-  after a christmas day passed with the Jeon’s family, Jungkook decides to transform the holy night into an unholy one.

‘a short’ abstinence | s a by @seokiie | s a

-  maybe blue-balling you boyfriend (who has an insanely high sexual drive) wasn’t the best.

in which she’s done with him by @minstrivia | a

-  jungkook angst/fluff where he always pushes oc away (who confesses her feelings but was cruelly rejected) and insults her but she always comes back to take care of him when he’s drunk or picks him up from his one night stands and she finally decides to leave him alone.

bad influence by @noteguk | s 

-  in which you know jungkook is a bad influence on you, but you can’t avoid falling for him every time.

jock!jk and shy art major!yn by @jiminrings | f

-  established relationship ft. jock!jk and shy art major!y/n, y/n gets an unexpected pep talk and jungkook doubts himself, and either so much tears or so much dUST according to kook

special affair by @1oserjk | f

-  sugar daddy au except it’s just jk spoiling u thru animal crossing

fairy of shampoo by @ironicarmy | f s

-  sundays are for relaxation, house cleaning, and happiness.

abstract ft bob ross by @mimithings97 | f

-  paintbrush in one hand, joint in the other and you sitting on his dick is what jeongguk wants. and what jeongguk wants, jeongguk gets.

badboy!jungkook by @jungshookz | f 

- badboy!jungkook falls for good girl reader ft the boys and the reader’s apple. 

growing by @lesgetittkookie | f

- dad!jungkook teacher his daughter how to walk. super super cute family/domestic fluff.

quiet, baby by @bratkook | s 

- i don’t how to write a summary on smuts so imma just put this. reader and jungkook doing something in the subway.

still want that by @whatifyoulivelikethat | s

-  fucking min yoongi ex-girlfriend? a terrible idea. being hopelessly in love with her at the same time? an even worse idea. knowing he was being used and still doing it anyway? ah, Jeon Jungkook, what are you doing? part 2 of savage love.

desiderium by @jeonggukingdom | f s 

-  “we’ve been at it like rabbits, how are you still so horny?”. a newlyweds!au smut.

chapstick by @softyoongiionly | f s

- based on the time Jungkook said he needed someone to scold him so he’d remember to put lip balm on. or jungkook’s had a really long day and the only that can make it better, is seeing you. 

lover boy by @jingukk | f 

-  jungkook likes you. a lot.

unexpected confession by @sunkissedjk | f

-  you gathered up the courage to confess your feelings, but it seems everyone in school knows about it before you could even find him.

string attached by @ephemeralkookie | s

-  jungkook is what we can call your sexfriend. No strings attached, just you and him having fun and releasing the huge pressure and stress of being idols. But after spending an entire day together, you realize that maybe he’s not just your sexfriend.

no title by @himbojk | f s 

- dilf jk.

astro

eunwoo

ceo!eunwoo by @m0onbean

no title by @yutopiada | f

- a cute idol!reader and eunwoo moment at a music show.

disney by @bangchan-sonyeondan | f

- a cute date with eunwoo at disney. reader likes vintage things hence using a disposable camera.

baby, it’s cold outside by @fresh-outta-jams | f 

- a cute cold christmas fluff with eunwoo ft. the boys. reader went to the boys’ place for a sweater and cocoa gift exchange.

got7

yugyeom

cruel brothers by @imsarabum | f

-  jackson and jaebum have always acted as if they were your big, overprotective brothers. so when they both walk in on you and yugyeom in a very intimate position, things get a little tense!

txt

soobin

a special night by @gyuluster | f

-  an intimate insight on the first night of choi soobin’s wedding, consisting of kitchen floors, witches and an eternity of love.

boughs & branches by @jeogiyall | f 

-  decorating the tree with boyfriend! choi soobin from txt! fluffity fluff fluff with a lot of cute fluff thrown in and a dash of christmastime fluff. 

sleepy binnie by @immabiteyou | s

-  “i’ll let you do anything if you just touch me now. “ a sleepy soobin smut.

cake by @immabiteyou | s

- reading waiting for mc soobin with the guys. a cute fluffy smut moment.

kpop oc/s

seri by @ggukkiedae

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BTS As Boyfriends

Boyfriend!Bangtan

requested: Nope, just wishing any member of BTS were my boyfrend lol 

A/N: I had so much fun with writing these! Most of this is just my personal opinion on how they would be as a boyfriend with a little help from astrology as well. Mostly fluff but does have some nsfw content. I really hope you guys enjoyed these as much as I did. Leave feedback for me as well so I know if I should do anything different or edit anything! Hope you enjoy!

Kim Seokjin 

the sweetest boyfriend you’ll ever have

the only boyfriend you’ll ever want

good looking, charming, other people are jealous of your relationship

dates almost everytime you’re together

loves to spoil when you do go out

“ Ohh baby this would look so good on you, I’m going to buy it for you ”

“ Oh, they even have it in this color! You need every color of this!”

you’re always yelling at him to stop buying you things because you have no more space in your closet

makes you feel bad for yelling at him

ends up buying you more stuff

SUGAR DADDY MATERIAL 👀

always finds a way to make you laugh

a.k.a Dad Jokes for days

which you love

when you first started dating there was no awkwardness

told you right away what he wanted from a relationship

when he was 1000% sure he loved you he would never shut up about it

always opened with his feelings and opinions

if something you said or the way you said something bothered him, he’d tell you

sex with Jin was always amazing

whenever Jin was horny, you’d know  

starts off with slow kisses

quickly escalates to clothes being torn off bodies

vanilla sex but with a twist

soft dom??

lots of talking and eye contact

always worshiped your body

“ how could you be so perfect jagi? “

food play!!!!

always brought food to the bedroom

a lot of foreplay with the food

lots of foreplay in general

buys cute toys to test out

buys cute roleplay outfits

intercourse is always so passionate

this man lives to please his s/o

after sex = more praise + non-stop kissing

goes to the kitchen after resting to cook

when he sees you in his shirt,

he’s ready for round 2

after round 2, cuddling

lots of cuddling

more complaints/more praising

traces his beautiful fingers around your face

watches you fall asleep

kisses your face all over

whispers “ I love you “  numerous times to your sleeping body

Min Yoongi

the softest boyfriend ever

like Yoongi is a romantic man

when in love, he’s in love

writes music about you

composes/writes 1000+ songs about how perfect you are

makes you feel like a queen/king

never stops telling you how beautiful you are

to him, you’re the entire universe and then some

always staring

staring with his cute gummy smile

wants to spend the rest of his life with you

has all your children names and pet names picked out

will be the greatest dad

will spoil all his kids and s/o

he can be my daddy

knows what he wants from your relationship

doesn’t hide it

nor is he subtle about it

loves to cuddle

will cuddle on your butt or chest

cuddles then turn to sex

doesn’t fuck, makes love

TONGUE TECHNOLOGY

will eat you out for days!

loves to watch you squirm

eating you out is his true calling in life

“baby you taste so fucking good.”

a little lazy in the bedroom

switch

can be a dom but likes to be sub

loves watching you ride him

“you ride my cock so well baby. “

always leaves you begging for more

after sex would be soft™ as hell

constantly telling you he loves you

wipes you clean

“ I love you”

changes the sheets

“ I love you so much”

brings your body closer to his

“ I fucking love you so much”

cuddling after sex

small spoon

but will be a big spoon if you complain

hold your hands and places soft kisses on your knuckles

“ how is it I just fucked your brains out and you still look sexy as hell”

“ god I’m so in love with you baby”

short naps after sex

short naps turn into not waking up till the next morning

“after we eat breakfast I want more of you.”

Jung Hoseok

loud loveable boyfriend

used to be your best friends

accidentally kissed and now are dating

the one couple everyone hope last forever

wild and spontaneous dates

always going to new restaurants and trying new things

“ Oh, I like this place better! This will be our new spot!”

surprises you with lunch when your at work/school

also, brings you flowers

calls and texts you to make sure you’re alright

the calls and texts are more frequent when he’s touring

brings backs lots of souvenirs for you

“I saw this in the store in Japan and thought it was cute so I bought it for you”

always brags about you to the guys

“guys, she/he is just the epitome of perfect. I love her/him so much”

wants to be independent

doesn’t want you nagging about him being with the guys

which you understand

bros over and hoes are equal

listens to everything you tell him

loves to listen to your day, whether good or bad

“is your boss still being an ass? I could beat him up for you”

is always trying to make your day better

saying I love you every chance he can

sweetest boyfriend

makes you the happiest you have ever been

no secrets in your relationship

your relationship is as opened as your legs for Hoseok 👀

when he’s home, cuddles

cuddles with very deep conversations

cuddles that are quiet

cuddles with a little bit of kissing

cuddles that lead straight to sex whoops

Jung Hoseok is a freak in the sheets

sex is usually spontaneous

sex EVERYWHERE

sex anytime of the day

opened to anything sex-related

new toys every week

“ we haven’t tried this yet baby, let’s try it now, hmm? “

opened to the idea of having more than just you 2 in bed

rounds

rounds

rounds

unhuman like stamina in the bedroom

rough, aggressive, dominate,

dirty talkkkkk

“ you’re so fucking tight baby.”

“ you like when Daddy fucks you like the little slut you are, huh?”

“ beg for me jagi, let the neighbors know how good I make you feel”

did I mention he’s a freak?

because he is a freak

where do I get me a Jung Hoseok?

always makes sure you are alright after

“did I go too hard baby? I’ll try to be a little softer next time?”

massages every inch of your body

massages lead to more sex ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Kim Namjoon

aesthetic boyfriend

the couple that always matches

calls you late at night/early morning

talks to you about anything and everything

makes you feel like the queen/king that you are

is always talking about you to his parents, members, staff, etc.

he knows more about you than you know about yourself

super protective of you

makes you call him once you’re home safe from visiting him

will fight anyone who makes you sad/mad

strives to make you happy

loves when you buy him collectible figurines

the cutest dork around

whenever he has a music idea, you’re the first person he shows

“how does this sound baby? do you think the fans will love it?“

loves when you show interest in things he’s into

always recommending books to read

makes lots of music playlist for you

a lot of the songs are baby making songs

physical contact always

holds your hand, kisses everywhere, hands all over your body

loves claiming you as his

grabbing the booty is his favorite thing to do with you

dom!Namjoon

not only is sex a stress relief for him, it makes him feel closer to you mentally

freakkkkkkkkkk

DADDY KINK

rough as hell

deep as hell

will destroy your entire being

a minimum of 5 rounds

buys you cute/sexy outfits to wear in the bedroom

lots of foreplay

hours of foreplay before the main course

“keep begging for daddy and I promise I’ll give you what you want.”

loves to hear you, whether it’s you moaning, screaming, begging

“ does daddy make you feel that good baby?”

“If you keep screaming like that, the police are going to show up.”

“you sound so fucking good when I’m fucking your brains out”

always complimenting how perfect your body is

hard spanking

bruises for days/weeks/months

always takes great care of you after sex

“I’m sorry baby, was I too rough tonight?”

asks you if you liked it and if there was anything you didn’t like

he knows you’re the love of his life

will never let you go

#soulmates

I want all of this and then some

Park Jimin

possessive-sweet boyfriend

possessive as in he’s passionate about your relationship

doesn’t want to lose you

loves the fuck out of you

your actually prince charming

really into skinship

like the king of skinship

spoils you bc he loves you

fancy restaurants

new gifts from everywhere he travels to

as a Libra, I can verify this lol I’m always spoiling someone I love

always makes you happy

never wants you sad

super flirty

loves to grab the booty

“your butt is so cute I could grab it all day”

matching couples stuff

matching outfits, matching couple rings, matching phone cases

always taking pictures of you

cute selfies

sends each other ugly selfies of each other

“Wow!! My baby is so perfect. How did I get so lucky!”

doesn’t like to fight

just wants to make babies love

lowkey dom

jk full on dom

can be a bottom

but won’t be a sub

rough kinky sex

always trying new fantasies of his

daddy kink, body worship, bondage, etc

cute sexy lingerie

rips it off

“I know you just bought this baby but I’d rather see you naked”

a fucking tease

loves to hear you beg

“tell me what you want baby. Do you want my fingers? My mouth? My cock? Tell me, baby?”

he’s a giver

so you’ll get whatever you want from him

aftercare is so soft

makes sure you aren’t hurt

“was I too rough baby? Don’t move, let me give you a massage to relax you?”

loves you til the end of time

Kim Taehyung

meme boyfriend

as silly as he is, he’s a devoted boyfriend

a bit reserved at first

but after finally getting used to having you he’s not shy

really wants to spend the rest of his life with you

makes sure you know it

he wants you to understand that he loves his life and wants you to be apart of it

wants you to ask him if you ever need anything because he will get it you for you

gifts

gucci gifts

matching gucci gifts

“ look at this babe. I got us matching shirts!”

loves to love you

not big on pda

but will occasionally hold your hand or give you a quick peck on the lips

now in the bedroom, he won’t be able to keep his hands off of you

always trying new things

dom! Taehyung

no kink will be untried

threesomes, sex in public, choking, spanking, degrading names, etc.

his voice alone could get you off

he’s a bit of a sadist but not overly sadistic

will deny you your orgasm

will have you a crying mess

loves to watch you come undone from his every movement

loves to hear your every moan and groan of pleasure

loves to hear how much you like it

“you like that baby? tell me how much you like that.”

rough sex

bruises and hickies for weeks

he’s open to trying just about anything sexual

the sweetest after sex

makes sure he wasn’t too rough

Jeon Jungkook

THE ULTIMATE BOYFRIEND

but you’d have to wait for him to fall in love

slow lover

but once in love, he’s whipped

makes sure he’s always ready to help you and your needs

remembers everything about you

your birthday, anniversaries, important dates he has them all memorized

wants your reassurance on everything

which you are more than happy to give

serenade you with his honey voice

softest™ boyfriend

honestly the sweetest boyfriend ever

your parents will love him

wants to do anything you want to do

prefers to stay at home and cuddle

Netflix and chill ;)

the king of duality

will be your baby boy one minute

and a second later he’s your daddy

sub! Jungkook and dom! Jungkook are a thing

he’s a giver ( unless you’ve wronged him in some way )

so sex is all about you and your needs

likes using oils and lotions

dirty talk or just talking in general

your moans and his only push him further

helps stimulate him

whether it’s him or you, loves any and all noises

“how does that feel baby? does that feel good?”

“you like my cock inside you don’t you baby.”

any position that will show off his muscles

holding you against the wall, shower sex, etc.

harsh spanking

thigh riding!!

because who wouldn’t want to ride those beautiful thighs

after sex, he’ll make sure to wipe you down

gives you a nice massage

just the sweetest when it comes to aftercare

the most versatile boyfriend out of all the guys

[galaxystony]

fortune’s fool: peter parker III

peter parker x reader

A/N: multi-part fic based off of a twitter post which I won’t link until the end so as not to spoil anything :-) Each part can be read individually or as a series! (ps i’m dedicating this chapter to @rileywrites-parker bc i appreciate her very much and i’m still shook that she likes my story aaaah!)

requested: nope

Words: 3200+

Warnings: cursing, mentions of panic attacks, mentions of death, angst

summary: Two Empire State University students fated to meet, but just out of reach

let me know if you’d like to be added to my tag list!

requests are open!

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | masterlist

3. Tragedy

23 year old Peter, 21 year old reader

When asked in the future, she’ll say that she can’t quite remember how it happened. She’ll say that everything occurred too fast, that every word, every breath, every second was a blur of color and sound, incoherent to her numb body. Perhaps, though, that was only an outcome of the slippery hands of time, that her own mind let her forget.

The truth was, when it actually happened, she was acutely aware of everything, every sense attuned to the sobs and heavy breathing on the other end of the phone.

“Dead on impact,” the crackly voice said. She’d heard it. Processed it. Internalized it. She understood from the moment that the words slipped out of that trembling, crying mouth. Gone. Forever. And then she hung up, booked a train ticket, and packed her bags. She didn’t cry.

6 Hours

The loud honking of a horn disrupted her from her reverie, causing her head to snap up from its buried position in her book. A smiling face greeted her through the open window of the car, beckoning her towards him.

“Hey, babe! What’re you doing out here?” Peter asked, leaning over the empty passenger seat.

“Studying,” she hummed, peeking through the window, her arms rested against the car door.

“In the rain? At eight in the evening?” he asked incredulously, eyeing her raincoat and dripping hair.

“I like the smell. It also means that nobody else is out here today. Plus, it’s not dark out yet,” she smiled, gesturing with a nod towards the indeed empty park where she’d just been sitting.

“You’re gonna catch a cold, crazy. Come on, get in. We can grab some coffee on the way home,” Peter offered, leaning forward even further to open the door for her.

“Fine,” she agreed, sliding into the heated car. “But make it a tea.”

“You got it, boss,” he grinned, pulling away from the curb and accelerating in the direction of their apartment.

Twenty minutes later, they were shaking their umbrellas out just outside their front door, making sure they were as dry as possible before they stepped inside.

She dropped her bag by the door, waiting for Peter to shut the heavy wood behind them before helping him out of his jacket, a routine they’d performed countless times since she’d moved in a year earlier.

Though she’d been adamant about living separately from Peter while still in school, she found herself accepting his offer to move in the moment she graduated.

“Only because I’d have nowhere else to go, though,” she clarified, and Peter laughed and pulled her into a tight hug.

Nothing had changed much from before she moved in. Now, though, she was expected to help with groceries and chores- beyond picking up after herself, of course- and most importantly, she had her own room.

It was the small back room that used to hold Peter’s punching bag but had since been transformed into a white-walled sanctuary with plants and candles lining her desk and windowsill.

At first, Peter protested that she didn’t need her own room. “You can just stay in my room like you always do,” was his reasoning.

“Peter, I’m not living in your room,” she frowned.

“But you always stay with me, anyway,” he argued, mimicking her crossed arms and defensive stance.

“Yeah, but that’s because I had my own room and my own apartment to go back to. Trust me, you don’t want me staying in your room for the foreseeable future.” And that was that. Two weeks later, she was moving into her own room, and suddenly, what once was Peter’s space was now hers, too.

There was an ease, she found, in living with her best friend. They knew each other better than the back of their hands, and so they were able to work together in harmony to keep their little home running.

She knew that Peter, as smart as he was, was completely inept when it came to anything that had to do with plumbing or heating or any sort of repairs their apartment needed, and he knew that she couldn’t cook something as simple as a grilled cheese to save her life, and so she took care of mending their home while he made sure they were both fed.

“We’ve got this whole ‘gender role’ thing all turned around,” he remarked once after she’d fixed a busted pipe underneath the kitchen sink.

“Hmm. I guess we do,” she agreed. Then she brushed a lock of hair out of her face and said, “Now go make me a sandwich” and he laughed, but complied.

Back in the front hall, she was shaking her wet hair out so that she could pull it up and out of her face when Peter called from the kitchen “What do you want for dinner?”

“Uh, do we still have that pasta from last night? ‘Cause I’ll just heat some of that up,” she replied, making her way to the small kitchen. She found Peter placing a bowl of cold noodles into the microwave before she was able to do it herself. “Oh, thanks,” she smiled, sitting heavily at the small round table.

Peter sat down in his usual seat across from her and she picked her socked feet up and rested them on his lap. “Long day?” he asked, watching her drooping eyes as she fought exhaustion.

“No, just tired. Med school sucks,” she groaned, propping her head on a clenched fist. “Why did I have to choose a medical major, again?”

“Because you want to help people? Especially people like your sister who need prosthetics to go about their daily lives? Stop me when I get any warmer,” Peter chuckled softly.

“Right,” she sighed. “I guess that’d make this all worth it.”

“Don’t sound so glum, smarty pants. In a few short years, you’ll be out there changing lives and you’ll hardly remember how much you hated all eight years of higher education,” he grinned.

She smiled, nudging his stomach softly with her foot. “Thanks, Peter.” Somehow he always knew what to say.

4 hours

“Y/N, are you going out tonight? I need to know whether or not to let Ned and MJ over.”

She was sitting at her desk, letting her eyes pore over the medical article she had pulled up on her laptop when Peter’s question pulled her focus away.

“Uh, no, I think I’m staying in,” she replied, clicking out of the website and shutting her laptop.

She heard his footsteps draw closer to her door then stop. Peter knocked then peeked his head through the doorway. “Studying again?”

“Yup,” she responded, pulling her legs underneath her and beckoning him inside. “Crazy Friday night, am I right?”

“Oh yeah, total rager. Everyone’s either gonna end up passed out or throwing up,” he said seriously, only breaking when she laughed at his expression. “Nah, Ned and MJ wanted to try out a new recipe, and they claim that we have the better oven, so I said they could come over. Sometimes I really regret buying them those best friend cooking lessons.”

“You’re right. I better study out there and make sure they don’t accidentally burn part of the apartment down. Again.” She got up, gathering her necessary books and her laptop, and she followed Peter into the living room.

“What about you? Any plans tonight?” she asked once she was seated comfortably on the sofa.

“Just the nightly rounds for me. Probably won’t stay out too late unless something big happens,” Peter shrugged, moving to the kitchen to grab the bowl of popcorn he’d set out.

“Okay. Be safe,” she reminded him, watching his reaction over the top of her computer to ensure that he was being sincere when he agreed, and not just saying so to appease her.

“Always am, babe,” he smiled, throwing a handful of popcorn into his mouth.

The sound of the front door unlocking caused them to look in its direction, watching the knob turn until it opened to reveal the other half of their rather motley crew.

“Hey MJ, Ned,” she waved at their smiling faces. Both were carrying full plastic bags which they immediately dropped in the kitchen before collapsing into their usual seats on the sofa next to Y/N. “What’re we testing tonight?”

“Pumpkin bread. Just in time for Halloween,” Ned beamed, stretching an arm over the top of the cushions and pulling her into his side.

“It’s halfway through September, Ned,” Peter frowned from across the room where he lounged on the creaky recliner.

“Exactly. I’m behind this year,” he groaned. Y/N and MJ laughed, knowing full well that any holiday at all may not have even been celebrated if it hadn’t been for Ned.

“Yeah, I just agreed to the recipe because he begged,” MJ shrugged, a smile still shining in her eyes. “Anyway, we’ll start now so we don’t keep you guys up too late.”

“Wait, let me get out of here first. I don’t want to have to bear witness to the destruction you’re about to cause in my kitchen.” Peter pushed himself out of his seat and retreated to his room only to emerge a minute later in his telltale red and blue suit. “See you guys soon.”

“Be careful, Spidey,” MJ called from inside the kitchen, hardly looking up from her mixing bowl.

“Yeah, what she said,” Ned agreed.

Peter smiled, feeling a familiar warmth in his chest. The support his friends gave him made the bad parts of the job much easier. He was struck, not for the first time, by how thankful he was to have them.

“Later, gator,” Y/N declared from her seat.

“In a while, crocodile,” he responded with a smile and a little salute before checking both ways out of their open window and shooting a web at the building across the street when he saw that all was clear, pulling himself up and out with a loud whoop.

“Honestly, I don’t know how nobody in this building knows his secret. That kid is the furthest thing from subtle,” MJ stated, mixing her batter vigorously while Y/N and Ned laughed in a silent agreement.

1 Hour

It was after one a.m. Peter still wasn’t home. She knew she shouldn’t be worried. He was Spider-Man, for God’s sake. He was perfectly capable of taking care of himself.

Still, no amount of reasoning could quell the raging storm in her mind as she watched the flickering lights of the city from the fire escape, hoping that she’d catch a glimpse of the familiar bright suit that would indicate his safety.

This had become a nightly routine for her since he’d come back several months ago at the crack of dawn with a broken arm and mild concussion.

“I’ll be fine,” he’d said. “I’ll be good as new by tomorrow morning, don’t worry about me.”

But that’s all she ever seemed to do now. Worry. Her mind took inklings of horrible thoughts and ran with them, which led to her thinking of every possible terrible thing that could be keeping him from coming home.

Most days, he’d come back a little after midnight without a scratch and a little spring in his step as he prided himself in his success. Sometimes, though, he’d come back later after a particularly bad fight, battered and bruised and looking for his best friend to patch him up.

She always did it without a second thought, not asking him for the details. She knew he’d open up if he wanted to, so she didn’t push.

Tonight, though, her heart constricted in her chest. She’d had a bad feeling all day, like a little whisper in her mind was saying “look out, look out, look out.” And so she sat on the fire escape and she looked out.

She watched as lights in the apartment building across the street blinked out one by one until every window was dark. Most people, she knew, were asleep without a worry in their mind. MJ and Ned certainly were after leaving about an hour ago.

It was these moments where she felt the most alone. Her best friend was out until ungodly hours of the morning saving the city, and her other two friends had their own separate lives from hers. All she had now were her thoughts which pounded relentlessly against her skull, like waves crashing and crashing against a sandy shore.

He better be okay, she thought sullenly, squinting at a slight movement on the street below. Nope, just an alley cat. She sighed, leaning her head back against the cold metal of the narrow steps.

She checked her watch. 1:45. She sighed again, closing her eyes tightly in an attempt to ignore the rising panic in her chest. Now was not the time for an anxiety attack. She hadn’t had one in quite a while, especially after meeting Peter who somehow always knew how to keep them at bay, but there were times when she knew that the dark little monster hiding in her shadows would win and she’d be out of commission for at least five minutes as she tried to calm herself down.

She checked her phone for the umpteenth time in the past few minutes. Still no text from Peter. With a groan, she shot him a message of her own in hopes that Karen would notify him of it and he’d respond.

Two minutes later, her phone chimed, and  she picked it up quickly, seeing the Incoming Call notification. She swiped her screen to answer, speaking worriedly into it.

“Peter, are you okay? Why haven’t you been answering me?” she demanded, an unprompted scowl gracing her features.

“Y/N, this isn’t Peter,” the voice on the other end spoke. She frowned, pulling it away from her ear to check the caller ID.

“Oh, sorry dad. I was expecting him to call. What’s going on? Why are you calling me at two in the morning?” she asked, digging a finger into a hole in the blanket she had draped over her shoulders in an effort to combat the biting wind.

“Y/N, something bad happened,” her father’s voice shook, and she knew he was fighting off tears.

“Dad, what happened? Are you okay? What’s going on?” she repeated, sitting up so she was no longer leaning against the cold metal.

“It’s your sister. She was in an accident. Someone hit her car when she was on her way home from work. The police said…” a sob cut his sentence off prematurely as her eyes widened in disbelief.

“What? What happened to her? Is she okay? Dad, you need to tell me what happened!” She was hysterical by now, pleading with her father to tell her whether or not her sister was alright.

“She’s dead,” he choked through another sob. “Died upon impact, they said.”

“No. There’s no way. She’s not. Dad, tell me you’re lying,” she ordered him, but she knew. She just knew. “Dad. I’m coming home. Tomorrow. I’ll be there, okay dad?”

She could hear his sound of approval, a tiny thing that cut through the sound of his crying. Her heart clenched when she thought about her poor younger sister who she’d left behind for the city, who always knew the right things to say and had a heart big enough to love everybody.

Why? she thought, clenching the wool blanket as she hung up the phone in a daze. Why her? She’d already gone through so much since the first accident. Why did she have to suffer even more? It didn’t make sense.

A clang from somewhere above her startled her out of her stupor and she looked up to find Peter in his tight suit climbing stealthily down the stairs until he was in front of her and pulling his mask off, allowing his too-long brown curls to fall in his face.

“Y/N? What’re you still doing up?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowing at her unfocused eyes.

“Peter,” was all she said until she collapsed in his arms, eyes still wide and unseeing and free of any tears. Cry, she thought. What’s wrong with you? Why won’t you just cry?

Peter pulled her closer without a word, arms clenching around her trembling figure. “What happened, Y/N? What’s wrong?” he asked the same questions she had just minutes earlier.

“My sister died, Peter,” she spoke into his chest, squeezing him tightly to ground herself, scared that if she let go, she’d float away into nonexistence.

“What! When? How? Are you serious?” He pulled back, holding her at arm’s length to stare into her empty gaze.

“Car accident. Dead upon impact. There was nothing they could do,” she replied, her voice sounding hollow to her own ears.

“Oh my God. Y/N, I’m so sorry, what can I do?” he asked, gripping her hands tightly in his own.

“I need to buy a train ticket. I need to go home, Peter,” she looked up at his face which was twisted into a frown, concern shining in his eyes.

“Of course, Y/N, but do you need anything right now? Do you want to talk about it? She’s- was- your best friend. I know this is so hard for you,” he said, pulling her back into his embrace.

“I can’t talk about it right now. It doesn’t feel real. It feels like she’s gonna be meeting me at the station with that huge smile once I get there. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to think. I mean, I can’t even cry, Peter. What is wrong with me? I loved her more than I could’ve loved anybody else, but I can’t even cry for her,” she whispered worriedly.

“Just because you’re not crying doesn’t make you a bad person, babe. You’re just in shock, I think. I know that my uncle’s death isn’t even near the same as this, but I was the same way. But once I got past the shock, I was able to grieve with May, and eventually it got better. Trust me, Y/N, I know it seems like the entire world is fighting you right now, and that nothing will ever go right again, but it will get better, I promise you that,” he assured her, rubbing a soothing hand over her back. “Now come on, I’m staying with you tonight, and then first thing tomorrow, we’re buying two train tickets home, okay?”

“Two?” she asked, peeking at him through her eyelashes.

“One for me and one for you. You’re not alone in this, Y/N. I’m here for you. Always,” he promised, pulling her until she was through the window and collapsed on her bed with his body wrapped tightly around hers.

She stared blankly into the darkness as Peter drifted off, soft snores escaping his upturned nose. He pulled her close, nestling his face into the crook of her neck, but she couldn’t sleep. She just stared and stared and didn’t- no, couldn’t-  think. She stared until the dark became light, and she started as Peter bought her their train tickets, and she stared through the window of the moving train, and she stared through her dad’s car window, completely unable to speak, no matter how much Peter prompted her to.

She couldn’t stand to admit to him that she was not his Y/N anymore. She was not even her own. As far as she was concerned, she died in that car accident too, and nobody, not even Peter, could bring her back.

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Best Modern One-Shot

HOLD ME CLOSE AND HOLD ME FAST by Kacka @katchyalater​

Clarke doesn’t hate Bellamy Blake. She and her co-star aren’t on the best of terms, but luckily they’re both pretty good actors.

SEEN BY EVERYONE by Arysa13

Bellamy doesn’t realise that when you change the name of the group chat EVERYONE can see it.

JUST WHAT THE DOCTOR ORDERED by Kacka @katchyalater

One of Bellamy and Clarke’s longest-standing arguments happens to be over which one of them– the PhD or the MD– is more of a ‘real doctor.’ He thinks he’s holding his argument pretty well until he goes and gets sick.

Best Canon One-Shot

A FRIEND FOR THE END OF THE WORLD by LaughingSenselessly @wellsjahasghost​

“If today is the end of the world,” Clarke says, carefully, “I want you to know tonight, with you, was the best night I’ve had on earth.” – Clarke, Bellamy, and the night before the second apocalypse.

NOT WITH HASTE by winterwaters

Post-canon: Long after they’ve saved the world, Clarke and Bellamy try to get their shit together.

Or, how Clarke comes to realize she might need a bit more than subtlety to get her point across.

BACK TO THE BEGINNING by caramelle @mellamymake

It’s fucking confusing. They found each other. They’re all together again. Clarke and Bellamy, they have each other now, literally right there. Shouldn’t Clarke be happy?

Or, the one where the delinquents return to Earth, and things between Clarke and Bellamy aren’t going the way Raven expects them to.

Most Underrated One-Shot

LOVE IS ALIVE by FrisianWanderer

Clarke looks at her friend, feeling shocked and confused, while Bellamy waits for a response. In the heat of the moment she doesn’t know how to react, because this isn’t a situation she ever envisioned. Therefore, she decides to handle it like the mature, responsible adult that she is - by making a joke out of it. He can’t be serious anyway, she reminds herself; Bellamy doesn’t do romantic relationships and has never given her the slightest indication he wanted that with her. She chuckles and playfully rolls her eyes at him. “Come on Bell, we all know how you date. You come with one girl and leave with another. That’s not what I’m looking for.”

Or the one where it takes them a while to get there, but they get there eventually.

TIME by Pawprinter

It's been five years since Praimfaya. They were supposed to return on this day. They were supposed to be Wonkru. In reality, it didn't work out this way. They didn't return. All Clarke feels is betrayal. 

"Bellamy!" she cried. "You abandoned us!" She couldn't take it anymore. The feelings that tore her apart. "Bellamy!" She sobbed again. "Bellamy, I loved you!"

I'M ONLY HONEST WHEN IT RAINS by bella_my_clarke @sherlockvowsontheriverstyx

She meets his gaze, eyes full of heartbreak and pain and terror, and the urge to comfort her becomes so powerful he nearly falls forward. “Bellamy. I don’t think you understand—this mission has a ninety percent chance of failing, of killing you in twenty different ways, and just the thought—” “We’ll make it,” Bellamy murmurs, even though he’s not a fool. “We’ll come back.” “You don’t have to leave at all,” Clarke pleads, grasping at straws now. “Please, Bellamy, you’ll be safe—we’ll be together, with our people—you don’t have to do this.”

Or: there are only so many lifeboats, and Bellamy isn't going to be on one

Best Hurt/Comfort & Angst One-Shot

I HAD HOPE by wanheda_two_heda @youleftme-clarke

Bellamy’s used to his best friend treating his apartment as her own. She lives there half the time anyway. But he’s a little more than concerned when he finds her crying in his bed, blankets pulled up under her chin. He knows that she lets her work get to her sometimes, but he’s never seen her like this, and maybe the trouble is that she had too much hope.

I WANT THIS by wanheda_two_heda @youleftme-clarke

Clarke’s spoiled, rich princess attitude has always irked Bellamy when he wasn’t too busy crushing on her. And her attitude is what leads to a lot of their fights at work. But when Clarke gets a call in the middle of one of these arguments and she needs a ride to the hospital, Bellamy realizes that he might have been wrong about the feisty blonde all along.

BRAVE PRINCESS by mockingbird616

Bellamy comforts Clarke after she kills Finn. Set after 2x08

Best Fluff One-Shot

MORE LIKE THE EMPEROR by emperor_bell

Based on the prompt: "you give me a different fake name every time you come into starbucks and I just want to know your real name bc ur cute but here I am scrawling “batman” onto your stupid cappuccino" but Bellamy's a nerd so Roman emperors instead.

LOOK WHO FAILED FLIRTING 101 by Kacka @katchyalater​

In Bellamy's defense, he and Clarke only know each other through their YouTube videos and emails. That's probably why he didn't realize she was flirting with him.

IT'S CALLED A HUSTLE, SWEETHEART by prosciutto @prosciuttoe

That gets a grunt out of him. “Why me?” “Let’s see,” she goes, tapping her nail against her chin, feigning deep thought. “Uh, it may have something to do with the fact that you’re the only thieving, morally ambiguous individual that I know of?” “Cute.” Bellamy snorts.

Or: It has always been a part of Clarke’s plan to join the force. Partnering up with a con-artist? Not so much.

Best Comedic One-Shot

MISCOMMUNICATION IS STILL A FORM OF COMMUNICATION by myonetruelove

Octavia suggests that Bellamy pretend to be Clarke's boyfriend to save her from some random guy hitting on her at the bar, but Bellamy can't do that bcause he's in love with her (which of course Octavia knows). So Octavia steps in to save her instead and Bellamy loses his shit.

TWO HEARTS IN ONE HOME by twilightstargazer @hiddenpolkadots​

'Roan: okay so look this whole treaty things it's just not working out. Bellamy: what can I do to fix it? Roan: well a marriage might fix things Bellamy: ...Roan: between you and Clarke. Roan: and some heirs. Roan: and to make the alliance official make me the godfather Roan: they can call me 'cool uncle roan'

or basically, a marriage of convenience fic with bonus bellarke babies

CAN'T CONTROL MY FEELINGS, CAN'T CONTROL MY THOUGHTS by katsumi

When Jasper accidentally gifts Clarke a love potion, everyone she interacts with starts acting...weird. Everyone, that is, except Bellamy. [Hogwarts AU]

Best Smut One-Shot

NOW I'M ADDICTED by arysa13

Clarke loves her boyfriend, honestly. She just can't seem to stop cheating on him with Bellamy Blake.

AND THEY'LL HANG US IN THE LOUVRE by Twilightstargazer

“Well I mean, I can always give you a hand. If you want.” By the time her brain has managed to catch up with what she just said, his eyes have already snapped over to her and she pretends to be engrossed in the salt slowly dissolving around the rim of her margarita. “Really,” he says flat. “What are friends for, am I right?” she says breezily, looking anywhere but at him.

or, Clarke is only doing this to help him. Really.

A FRIEND FOR THE END OF THE WORLD by LaughingSenselessly

“If today is the end of the world,” Clarke says, carefully, “I want you to know tonight, with you, was the best night I’ve had on earth.”

Or, Clarke, Bellamy, and the night before the second apocalypse.