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No tengo novia... :') solo en mis sueños
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Accepting Girlfriend/Boyfriend/Partner applications!
Base requirements (don’t waste your time applying if you don’t meet all requirements):
16-22 years old
decent human (pro-Palestine, not racist, not sexist, not ableist.. etc)
Has the time and space for a relationship.
Okay with long distance (at least for now~)
Would make the time to talk every day or at least at a regular and clear pace.
Willing to communicate like a grown person. I can’t read minds.
Not a super dry texter. I can work with low energy but not with 0 visible interest.
Preferences (the more you meet from those, the more likely we are to get along!):
Cute enough for me to brag to me friends abt you /hj
Interested in doing long-distance dates :3
Nerd <33333333
Loves to read. (I love to write.)
Willing to call in the future~
Loves to yap/listen and like info dump on each other and stuff.
Appreciates art and nature and little things.
Will be obsessive with me 0.0
Would introduce me to your friends once we are #4lifers
Willing to check out my interests if I check out yours in return.
An absolute loser. Like 10 bonus points if you look like a npc from an indie game.
Would let me spoil you.
Doesn’t wanna spend toooo much time on the “what’s your favorite colour” stage.
Cute hair!!!!
Would buy me a collar /j
Now if you wanna get to know each other… please send me like 20 or more things about yourself so I can get an idea of who you are, include your name/age/timezone and anything you think is fun or important! Feel free to ask me any questions if you’re unsure about something or feel curious!! I’m so excited so expect a lot of energy from me ^^
Thanks for reading!! I’ll be awaiting responses please don’t feel discouraged to talk to meeeee
#looking for love#looking for a girlfriend#looking for a boyfriend#looking for a gf#looking for a bf#looking for a partner#partner application#girlfriend application#boyfriend application#gf application#bf application#accepting applications#Girlfriend applications#boyfriend applications#lover application#wlw#wlw yearning#mlm#Manifesting a girlfriend#manifesting a boyfriend#I want a gf#I want a girlfriend#I want a bf#I want a boyfriend#dms open#send anons#send me dms#soulmate search#love me#date me
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In today's episode of: Patti wants NEEDS a girlfriend
Horny Feral Goblin THOTS thanks to:
@iamasaddie Pimp!Joel Newest Chapter of Hard to be Soft, Tough to be Tender with Tess x Reader (also Joel is there I guess)
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@toxicbrothel Sweet Pea x Reader (non canon) Girl Talk
#bi panic#i love women#joel miller x reader#reader x reader#“NON CANON”#OK whatever it was real to me#it was real to SP too#she's gonna dream about ME now#iamasaddie#toxicanonymity ☠️#now accepting girlfriend applications#my husband won't care i promise
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I hate when ppl go on TikTok and fight over who is better or who solos. "oh, I want angel, but I also want aki, this is a hard decision-" Riddle me this. Why have to go through the stress of choosing between one of them when you can have both, they're already boyfriends, just add yourself into the equation. Sorry for being a genius in your inbox.
you are extremely correct. this is applicable to every situation. there is no reason to fight over who you want more when in the delusions inside your head, you can have all of them
#this is applicable to aki and angel but also geto and gojo#and kurapika and leorio and those two hot guys from buddy daddies#sorry but they are both boyfriends and I am their girlfriend you're just going to have to accept it#ask mags
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before & after makeup 🤘
#simspo#sim: liz#anyway ladies#she's single#& noncommingle#but even difficult angry stoopid antisocial girlies need love too#maybe one day i'll accept applications for a girlfriend#loving sigh**#trybonessims
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It's such a pity that i am not grinding on a pretty masc leg rn, whimpering her name while she has a tight grip around my throat and making me hold eye contact while I come.
#any volunteers?#girlfriend applications are accepted#lesbian nsft#wlw nsft#wlw ns/fw#need someone to fuck me pls#fuck me brainless#nsft concept#butches#masc lesbian
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hey . sorry to do this again. my girlfriend and i need help. our job applications got accepted two weeks ago but we don't start until november. we're penniless going into the new month while our lease is up for renewal. so it comes down to this: either we can make the bills this friday or we're on the street. we're already late on our car payment, insurance, and more. we've been unemployed and scraping by since the beginning of the year. we're running out of food and im a week off my HRT because i can't afford it. we've been trying this whole time to find jobs and nothing has worked but now we're so, so close to the finish line. i literally start work in a week.
i hate doing this every month. i hate it. its a nightmare. living hell. but please, please, please, if you can give anything you could save our lives.
paypal / cashapp / kofi
#ebeg#please reblog thiss#im sorry#signal boost#trans#mutual aid#and for the record there are no services here that can help us. we've looked.
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take a hint fuckboy.
Yandere playboy x gn!reader
♥️Kameron usagi was the most popular guy in your school. He had money, good looks, fantastic grades, even his own car and well paying job, which was any sophomores dream. What was not to love? Well..just one itsy bitsy detail.
♥️ he was a major fuckboy. Hitting beds just like he's hitting bases on the fields. He's slept with nearly every girl on campus, you wouldn't be surprised if he slept in a couple guy's too. Still, he actually expected you to overlook his "past" of sleeping around? You probably would, if you hadn't spent the last four years in the same class with him
♥️wooing girls (and guys), going on a few dates, bed them, dump them, and repeat. It ended up with more broken hearts than you could count. But no one has the balls to actually speak up about it. Why? Because kameron could easily wreck their social life. make them be hated by the entire school, even potentially fucking up their future if they really ticked him off
♥️but with you? Oh he's complete putty in your hands. Sadly you seemed to hate his guts. You aren't seriously mad about him sleeping with all your friends-? Oh.. you are. Well, this complicates things huh!
♥️kameron is incredibly delusional the longer his persistence goes on. Believing this is all some game and deep down you love him back. You're just shy and nervous! Dont worry! He can wait (no he can't.)
♥️he sends his cronies to stalk you. Making them collect whatever they can to add to his shrine of you in his bedroom. He Photoshops pictures of you both, posting them on social media so everyone can see! His pressuring you into a relationship isn't very subtle. You know what he's doing. But what can you do? He practically rules the school since his parents are grand contributers to the funding
♥️by the time sophomore year is ending, you're worn out and too tired to fight back. Simply giving in to his obsessive love and silently praying that one of the college's you sent applications to will accept. When you nod your head as he holds a large rose bouquet and a box of chocolates, he's jumping for joy. Taking you into his arms and kissing you deeply. Swooping you into his Camaro.
♥️ atleast now you're technically the queen of the school. You're popular and people gush about your relationship with incredible fondness. The downside is now that everyone knows, it'll be harder to break up with him because how could you ruin such a picture perfect relationship? Shame on you y/n. (Ignore the fanclub of ex girlfriends frothing at the mouth thinking up ways to ruin your life)
#queenie ocs#queenie writes#yandere x darling#ocs#yandere x reader#yandere#yandere male#yandere male x reader#male yandere#Yandere fuckboy x reader#Yandere playboy x reader#Kameron the playboy#Yandere oc#yandere oc x y/n#yandere oc x you#yandere oc x reader#yandere headcanons#yandere fic
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two for the price of one | joel & tommy miller
Summary | Tommy has always been the loyal and doting boyfriend, the literal man of your dreams. Ready to take things to the next step, you soon find that Tommy is unable to have children. A family is all you've ever wanted, and neither of you are going to let this get in your way. Enter Joel, dark and mysterious and willing to do anything for his little brother, including fucking his girlfriend to get her pregnant. That's what brothers are for, right?
Pairing | Joel Miller x F!Reader & Tommy Miller x F!Reader
Warnings | Like, I literally don't even know anymore. Tommy is a cuck in this one, Joel is a dirty talking menace. Pre/No Outbreak AU. Talk of infertility, mention of consuming alcohol, Breeding kink, girlfriend sharing, masterbation (M), oral (F receiving), unprotected PiV sex, creampie, plenty of dirty talk, praise kink.
Word Count | 4.2k
Authors Note | I just want to shoutout the anon who left this request in my inbox. It rotted my brain and now we're here. Special shoutout to the JFC - specifically @sinsofsummers for telling me I could do this and @dinsdjrn and @cavillscurls for their help with some of the dialogue here. This is just filth. Pure unadulterated filth. Enjoy.
That damn piece of paper was haunting you, even from its place deep in the drawer where Tommy had stuffed it when he’d opened it and showed you. Its words telling you what you’d both anticipated but had wanted to prove wrong. Tommy. Infertile. Dashing those hopes of your beautiful babies with thick curls and big, beautiful eyes. He’d taken it hard, like it was an abject failure of his own manhood – the one thing he should be able to do beyond anything else, give you the child you so desperately yearned for, he couldn’t.
There was a week of tension, where you treaded on eggshells, trying not to bring it up, despite desperately wanting to discuss other options. Then came his acceptance of his emotions, late at night, curled up behind you in bed. It started with a light sniffle, then you could feel his tears drip onto the skin of your shoulders, then the whole-body sobs as he held you, told you he was sorry. You’d turned in his arms, wrapped your arms around his neck and held him, whispering softly that it was okay, that it didn’t matter, that you had options. You could still have a family, just perhaps not in the traditional sense.
Then came the weeks of appointments. You’d met with an adoption agency first. They’d talked you through the application process, what they expected of you, talked about the type of family you want, but Tommy had been adamantly against it for your first child. He wanted something borne of your blood, of your flesh, even if it wasn’t his that joined it.
Then there were the medical appointments talk of special drugs Tommy could take, or the possibility of IVF, even a sperm donor. It had started to look like these could be an option until the cost was placed in front of you. There was no way either of you could afford it, not even together, not even if you sold the house for something smaller. You’d reached the end of the line with no answers and the thought that you’d have to resign yourself to being childless.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad? You could take all the love you’d wrapped up for a baby and put it somewhere else. You could love your niece Sarah harder, give some of it to the children you worked with each day at the school – you didn’t need to be a mother to feel complete. The longer you sat with it though, the more you felt something missing. The end of the line was frustrating and lonely. That was, until Tommy came up with an alternative.
It's late on a Thursday evening. You’ve just cleaned up from dinner and you’re lounging on the couch with Tommy’s arms wrapped around you, your head resting on one of his shoulders.
“Can I ask you somethin’?” He muses above, settling his lips on the crown of your head.
“Always.” You squeeze the hand you’re resting on his thigh.
“What if we ask Joel?”
“To fix the back steps?” You ask, referencing the rotting steps that had needed sorting since winter cleared, “Can’t you just do it yourself?”
“No sugar,” He clears his throat, “Y’know what, forget I said anythin’.”
“Tommy,” You grumble, pushing yourself off his shoulder, you rest an arm across the back of the couch where he’s sitting, “You can’t just say that and not elaborate.”
He’s nervous. You can see the bouncing of his knee, something you’d clocked was a nervous habit on your first date. He’s also running a hand along the back of his neck, exactly what he always does when he’s got to say something difficult. You can also see the start of prickles of sweat on his brow. He’s not just nervous, he’s uncomfortable. You rest a hand on his shoulder, the way he’d taught you to do it when you’d first met, when he was still grappling with the anxiety and PTSD of being a veteran.
“I’m worried I’m gonna scare you, sugar.”
You run a hand through his thick head of curls, “Tommy, I’m not going anywhere.”
“Promise to just hear me out before freaking out, okay?”
You stick your pinky up, motioning for him to join his own with yours, “Pinky swear, Tommy Miller.”
“What if we ask Joel, you know….” He trails off, mouth opening and closing like a fish as he searches for the words he needs, “Fuck, I don’t even know how to say it.”
“Just take a deep breath and say it all at once.”
He takes a deep breath in like you instructed, blowing it out through his mouth, “What if we ask Joel to help with gettin’ you pregnant?”
It takes a minute for what he’s said to properly sink it. Your first train of thought, stupidly, is that Joel is a carpenter, not a doctor, so there’s no possible way he’s qualified to help with this. Then it washes over you all at once. Heat prickling at your cheeks, breath hitching in your throat, you think you might be sick.
“You want me to sleep with your brother?” You ask, tone coming out far more accusatory than intended, you soften your expression and squeeze his shoulder when you notice how hurt he looks.
“Well, it certainly ain’t my first option, or the second and third for that matter,” He sighs, “Look, it was stupid, forget I asked.”
He moves to get up from the couch, but you’re dragging him back down, fingers gripped around his wrist, “It’s not stupid Tommy, but you gotta help me understand how this is an option.”
He’s looking at you now, big brown eyes with a hint of sadness staring into your own. He cups your cheek in one of his palms, “I know how bad you want this sugar, how much you want a family,” He leans in to press a chaste kiss to your lips, “And I’m sorry I can’t give that to you, sorry we can’t afford the fancy drugs that would make this easier,” He sighs deeply, “The only option we have is to do somethin’ like this, and if I’m gonna let another man touch you, I want it to be someone I trust, and he’s the only person I would ever trust with this,” He rubs a hand over his face, “Least I know it might have a chance of lookin’ somethin’ like me too, instead of goddamn Steven from Ohio or whoever they’d use.”
You feel your gut twist when he speaks. This absolutely batshit crazy idea is actually coming from an incredible place of care. He knows you want a child; lord knows you were trying your hardest together to make it happen before that damn piece of paper had to go and ruin it all.
“You wouldn’t find it weird, knowing I’d had sex with your brother?”
“Well, it doesn’t mean anythin’, does it baby?”
“No, I suppose it doesn’t,” You shrug, it was just a means to an end, “You think he’ll agree?”
“I don’t know baby,” He answers honestly, wrapping you back into his arms, “I’ll take him out this weekend, ask him and see what he thinks.”
There’s still something here that doesn’t sit right with you. Sure, it makes sense, and of all the people who you could choose for yourself you’d probably have settled on Joel too. Stoic and sensible Joel, brooding and grumpy Joel. He’d always been kind, had welcomed you into the family with open arms, praised you multiple times for finally keeping his brother on the straight and narrow. He was a good man, loved his little girl with all his heart, would never hurt a hair on your head, but you were still uncomfortable.
“If he does agree,” You shift nervously on the couch, “I want you to be there.”
“You don’t trust him?”
“No, of course I trust him Tommy,” You sigh, “I’d just feel more comfortable if you were there.”
“Anythin’ for you, sugar.”
It’s early on Sunday morning when Tommy rolls into bed, 3am to be exact, smelling of whiskey to tell you he’s finally asked Joel to help you. He slinks onto bed and wraps his arms around your waist, kissing over your neck and down your shoulder to wake you. When you finally grumble and admit you’re very muchawake now, with his hand gripping your hip, he’s speaking in a hushed whisper.
“He said yes.”
“He take much convincing?” You ask, shuffling around in his arms so you’re facing him, his face gripped in your palms.
“He was wary, thought I’d lost my mind for a good few minutes,” Tommy leans forward, pressing a kiss to your lips, “Told him it was my idea and you’d thought the same, but he came around, think he knows how much we both want this.”
A part of you had thought he’d say no. That there was no way that stoic, sensible Joel would ever consider sleeping with his brother’s girlfriend in order to knock her up, but he’d proved himself a man of many surprises before. As Tommy presses kisses to your lips and settles you both to sleep, there’s the bubbling of nerves in your belly, of doubt. Are you really doing the right thing? Is this going to make the dynamic between the three of you awkward as hell? Sure, you’re all grown adults and this is just a means to an end, but there’s still the unknown of what comes after.
Tommy goes out that morning and brings back a bag, filled with ovulation tests and, perhaps a little prematurely, pregnancy tests. You do one of the ovulation tests that morning and as expected, the screen shows a sad face, gratefully showing you that you still have time to prepare for what you’re going to do. Three days later when you do the test again, there’s a grinning happy face, almost taunting you that it’s time to face the music. You show the test to Tommy, who places a palm on the back of your head, bringing your forehead to his lips. He murmurs that he’ll tell Joel, and that’s how not even twenty-four hours later, it really is time to bite the bullet.
It's late, Joel having insisted that he needed to make sure Sarah was settled and asleep before he came over. You’re sitting at the foot of the bed, legs dangling aimlessly whilst you wait. You really had no idea how this was going to play out, so you’d dressed yourself in a simple cotton nightdress, silk robe tied around your middle for extra coverage. There was an empty whiskey tumbler on the nightstand. You’d had three, maybe four? Enough to take the edge off, but not too much that you weren’t aware of what was happening.
You hear the doorbell chime and then Tommy’s heavy footsteps downstairs as he opens the door. You can hear his voice and Joel’s mingling together, but you can’t decipher what either are saying. You probably don’t want too either. What could two brothers’ possibly have to say to each other when one is getting ready to sleep with the others girlfriend? You listen to them talk for a bit before you can hear two sets of feet ascending the stairs. You stand from the bed, wrapping your arms around yourself for another layer of comfort when there’s a knock at the door.
“Come in!” You call, bouncing nervously from foot to foot.
The door swings open and Joel is stood there, dressed in his usual attire, dark wash jeans and a black t-shirt, work boots obviously discarded downstairs, Tommy knew you hated people tracking dirt into the house. He takes a moment to take the sight of you in and you think you must look ridiculous, silk robe making way to bare legs – it had seemed like such a good idea at the time, he could just push the material up, do what he needed to do and be gone, but now you wonder if it looks like you’re trying to seduce him.
“Hey sweetheart,” Joel’s voice is soft and when you look into his eyes, they are too, and it does put you at some ease, “C’mere.” He’s motioning for you to step closer, opening his arms so he can pull you into a hug.
You’ve hugged Joel hundreds of times before this, in much the same way. One of his arms wrapped around your shoulders, the other squeezing into the middle of your back. It’s usually friendly, meaningless really, but when you take in the press of his broad frame, you can’t help but realise you’re going to know him far more intimately than you’d ever imagined by the end of the night.
He releases you and you’re semi-aware that Tommy has slunk into the room behind his brother, he’s leaning against the wall as he watches Joel take hold of your hand, guiding you back to sit on the bed where you had been before. God, you think, he’s not wasting his time, he wants this to be over just as much as I do. You look up at his broad frame towering over you, if this was anyone else, you’d be intimidated, but he’s still got that soft look to his brown eyes. He shocks you next, cupping your jaw in his hand and running his calloused thumb over your bottom lip.
He turns his head to Tommy, “You wanna tell me what she likes?”
Oh. Oh. You’d expected something much more clinical than this. You’d never imagined he’d work to make sure you enjoyed it. You also turn your head in Tommy’s direction. He’s still leant against the wall, one ankle crossed over the other with his arms crossed.
“She likes getting her pussy eaten, don’t you baby?”
Joel is gently coaxing your face back to look at him, staring directly into your eyes, “That right, darlin’?” You look up at him as you nod, mouth open a little in shock, “Wanna make sure you enjoy this,” He’s saying, “Gonna take real good care of you.”
Then, he’s dropping to his knees at the front of the bed, shifting so your legs are draped over his wide shoulders. Whilst Joel is focused on kissing trails from your knee, slowly up the expanse of your thigh, you look to Tommy, who has moved from the wall to sit in the small chair in the corner of the room that you would usually use to read in. He gives you a nod and a small smile, silently telling you to enjoy yourself. Your turn your attention back to Joel between your legs, who has slowly hitched up the cotton of your nightdress to pool at your hips, exposing your pussy to him.
You can feel his hot breath skittering across your skin and there’s an anticipation building that you hadn’t expected. You’re moving your hips, almost subconsciously, to chase the relief you know his mouth was about to bring. Joel has his big palms on your hips then, holding you steady before he’s licking up the length of your pussy, tongue dipping ever so gently between your folds to find your clit. You let out a shaky breath that you hadn’t noticed you were even holding in, then Joel is moving again, tongue dipping into the entrance of your pussy, licking all the way up again before he’s laser focused on your clit.
Your hands instinctively rake through his hair, gripping the strands between your fingers to keep him in place as he uses the tip of his tongue to run tight, wet circles to your bundle of nerves. You’re propping yourself up with a hand on the mattress behind you whilst the other keeps its place locking in Joel’s hair. Then, you’re actually grinding your pussy into his mouth, desperate for more but scared to ask for it.
“It’s okay baby,” You hear Tommy speak from his place on the chair, “We want you to feel good, don’t be shy about askin’.”
You look down between your thighs and see Joel looking up at you, mouth still latched to your aching pussy, “Joel,” You groan, “Fingers, please.”
“So polite, darlin’.” He murmurs against your skin before he’s doing as you asked.
He’s still showering your clit with attention, the sounds of his literal slurping doing nothing to stop the flush of arousal you’re feeling right now, as he pushes two of his thick fingers inside your slick cunt. You don’t know what you’d expected of Joel in this kind of scenario, perpetually single Joel, who never really seemed interested in anyone. You knew now, as he was curling those fingers inside of you, pressing into the spot that had you crying out and gripping his hair tighter than ever, that it wasn’t because of his abilities that he was single.
“Fuck, holy shit Joel, I think….”
“You gonna come for him baby?” You hear Tommy ask from the corner of the room.
“I think…” You let out a sharp cry, “Don’t stop.”
And he doesn’t. He keeps thrusting his fingers into your pussy, tongue still running those tight circles over your bud, but now he latches his lips around it and sucks, actually sucks at your clit. You’re lost. Your elbow buckles and you collapse on your back onto the bed, crying out a string of expletives as Joel works you through your high. Pleasure has burst across your skin, finding every single possible nerve ending and setting you on fire, your thighs are gripping his face as you ride out the last of the shuddering aftershocks on his fingers, pussy walls fluttering around them as you try and catch your breath.
You can feel Joel recoiling from between your thighs. You can hear the sound of him undoing his belt and then it clattering to the floor. You use your weak arms to push yourself up the length of the bed, head settling in the pile of pillows at the top. You turn your face to Tommy and gasp, hunger igniting in your belly at what you see. Somewhere in the middle of Joel shattering your world between your thighs, Tommy has shucked his jeans and underwear down just enough to free his cock. He’s using his fist to work himself in slow strokes at the sight of you.
You can feel Joel’s body clambering onto the mattress with you, settling between your thighs with his wide hips spreading your legs an obscene amount to accommodate him. He’s taking hold of your jaw in his hand, dragging your attention back to his face, “You’re fuckin’ me tonight pretty girl,” He growls, “Eyes on me.”
It isn’t a torturous job by any means. Joel is weathered, his skin holding the early sign of wrinkles at his eyes, beard starting to grey, but you can’t deny that he’s handsome. Especially when he’s looking at you with eyes that are begging to devour you. He sits back on his knees, taking hold of the belt that is keeping your robe shut across your body to undo the loose knot you’d tied in it. He’s dragging you up by a wrist just far enough to shuck the material from your shoulders, laying you back down to play with the straps of your nightdress.
“Can I undress you properly, darlin’?” He asks.
You gulp. Finally noticing that he’s stripped to just his boxers, outline of his incredibly hard cock visible when you let your eyes drag down that far.
“Go on baby,” Tommy encourages from across the room, “Let him see how beautiful you are.”
Your eyes are back to holding court with Joel’s own and you nod. He’s pulling you up by the wrist again, sitting you up so he can drag that final bit of material off your body. You lie back down and watch as his eyes drag over every single inch of your skin.
“Pretty as a fuckin’ picture.”
He’s got those wide palms dragging down the curves of your sides, holding you in place to just watch you for a second before he’s hooking his thumbs into his underwear and dragging them down his thighs, freeing his cock. He’s fisting himself a few times before he hooks your knees over his arms and slides himself into your waiting cunt.
It’s all you can do to let out a high-pitched moan at the intrusion, but fuck he feels good. You look up at his face, eyes closed and breathing deeply as he stills inside you once he’d buried in you to the hilt.
“So fucking tight, darlin’,” He groans as he pulls himself almost all the way out before starting the long, torturous thrust back inside you, “So fuckin’ perfect, ain’t ya?”
“Fuck Joel,” You throw your head back into the pillow, “Feel so good inside me.”
He’s picking up the pace now, thrusting into you in earnest now. The angle he’s got you folded into means his cock in brushing that fucking spot inside you that is driving you crazy, raising goosebumps and setting you on fire, drawing high-pitched whines from your throat whenever he finds it.
“Touch yourself baby,” You hear Tommy’s throaty request, you don’t dare look at him for fear of the sight of him finishing you off, “Joel’s gonna want you to come on his cock, so show him what a good girl you can be.”
Joel is already circling your wrist with his hand, dragging your fingers to your pussy as he watches where his cock disappears inside you. Your own movements are sloppy but the slick that Joel’s mouth has dragged from you make the movement of circles on your own engorged and sensitive clit easy. It doesn’t take long for your second orgasm to hit you, clenching your pussy around Joel’s hard cock which hasn’t let up for a single second since he started pounding into you.
“She’s so fuckin’ pretty, Tommy,” Joel’s voice is low and husky above you, almost desperately so, “So fuckin’ pretty when she comes like that.”
“Don’t I know it, brother.” You hear his strangled reply.
Joel is all of a sudden flipping you on the bed, your legs straddling his hips, palms planted on his chest to steady yourself.
“Take what you want darlin’,” He’s groaning, “Ride my cock and knock yourself up.”
You do just that, grinding your hips backwards and forwards on his cock with your fingers digging halfmoon shapes into the meat of his chest as you lean forward, bouncing on his cock in earnest.
His palms are gripping the globes of your ass, knees coming up to rest on your bare skin as he starts fucking up into you, meeting your thrusts halfway. The sounds of your skin slapping together is obscene but oh so delicious.
“You like when my brother fucks you like that?” Tommy’s deep voice draws your attention to him, he’s still got his cock in his hand but he’s thrusting up into it and you can tell just by the look on his face that he’s close.
You look him dead in the eyes, breathy moan falling from your lips when you say, “I fucking love it, Tommy.”
It all happens at once. Tommy is moaning and you can see him start to spill across his hand. Then Joel is gripping your hips, stilling your movements as you feel him start to come inside you, filling you up with his cum, your name falling from his mouth with a tangle of expletives built in for good measure.
“Fuckin’ take it, pretty girl.” Joel is growling from beneath you, pushing his cock impossibly deep inside you like he’s begging your pussy to soak it all up, to get it to take.
The room is silent save for the sounds of the three of you trying to catch your breath. You collapse, somewhat unceremoniously off Joel’s body and onto the mattress, placing an arm over your eyes to try and calm yourself down. Why the fuck was that so hot? Is all you can think. You’re only semi-aware of him shifting and gathering his things, only semi-aware of Tommy cleaning his hand off on his jeans to re-dress himself. You’re almost asleep when you feel the press of a kiss to your cheek, opening your eyes to find it was in fact Joel who did it, thumb running soothing circles across the skin of your hip.
“Thank you.” You say meekly, reaching up to cup his face in your palm.
“My pleasure, darlin’,” He smiles down at you, “I hope it helps.”
Then he’s gone, following Tommy out of the bedroom and back down the stairs. You can, once again hear their muted voices, but this time, instead of setting you on edge, it lulls you to sleep. By the time Tommy comes back, climbs into bed and spoons you from behind, you’re almost asleep.
“Did so fuckin’ good for me baby,” He murmurs into your ear, “So fuckin’ proud of you.”
Through the haze of sleep taking over you, you manage to mumble out, “Hope it works.”
He chuckles, his body shaking your own where he has you wrapped in his embrace, “Me too baby, me too.”
Within minutes you’re asleep. So asleep that you don’t feel his hand resting above your womb, silently praying that sooner, rather than later, he’s going to start feeling you swell there. Silently thanking the good lord for giving him such an understanding brother and a girl willing to do anything for him.
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Love Triangle
Seong Suji x Reader x Baek Harin
Synopsis: Two girls fighting for your love. Whom will you choose?
Warning: idk, just overrall fluff! This will have two parts! I hope you guys could wait:).
Requested & inspired by this!
“W-what?” You asked Harin. You might have misheard or misunderstood what she said, but in reality, you were just denying the truth, and your tears are about to fall.
“I said I don’t want you anymore.” Harin said, emotionless.
Were you just a toy to her?
I mean, who wouldn't want you? You were practically the school’s muse. Everyone either wants to be you or wants to be with you.
That’s why Harin felt she needed to have you as her girlfriend. For her to feel powerful that she can get anything easily, even the school’s muse would be wrapped around her fingers.
When you were hers already, she got bored fast. You were that easy to fool, there’s no point in controlling you when you were whipped for her; will do anything just to please her. Harin felt like there’s no challenge being with you, minus the suitors that you have so many. But is that even applicable when you rejected everyone because you were head over heels for Harin?
There’s nothing you can do, but to accept that she doesn’t want you anymore.
You walked out of her smoking spot, crying. You swore in your life that you would never love someone again.
And yet, here we are, again, someone has caught your eyes.
It has only been a month since you and Harin broke up. During that time someone transferred to your class, Seong Suji, the one who caught your eyes.
She’s pretty and simple, you like her. That’s why when she was getting bullied you’re always trying to protect her in a not obvious way because you knew Harin would be pissed.
You haven’t totally moved on from Harin. You truly loved her. Is it bad to have a crush on someone? They could be a distraction.
But you aren’t really that ready to date again because you felt betrayed by Harin.
So when Suji confessed her feelings, you just laughed at her… Awkwardly.
You told her that you’re not ready to be with someone again. Suji was fine with it and she said that she’ll wait until you’re ready again.
You were amused at first, almost everyone had told you that already. Suji though, she definitely did stay.
You don’t even know how she liked you to begin with. Suji’s not the person who typically would focus on love, but here she is, bothering you with her affections everyday.
Suji won’t leave your side, unless she’s doing something else. She kept meeting up with that Jaeun girl, and sometimes it makes you feel jealous. Suji reassured you that she only likes you so you just trusted her.
Right now, you were sitting under a tree with Suji. Suji has been acting weird lately though. When you asked her about it, she kept brushing it off.
“Y/N, you look so irresistible,” Suji said in a low voice.
You blushed. Lately, you have been falling for Suji too because she really is caring for you and she’s not afraid to show you that.
Suji unexpectedly held your face and turned it towards her, so now you are face to face with her. Then… She suddenly leaned it for a kiss.
You didn’t even protest, you just let her kiss you. She got too bold though, her hands were trailing down from your face to your chest, so you ended the kiss by backing out.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you asked her, teasingly. You then proceeded to strike her head with the notebook you have. You only intended to hurt her as a joke.
“Ouch, Y/N! You’re acting as if you didn’t like that.” Suji replied with a laugh that made you flustered. Maybe you did like it.
You and Suji were having too much fun. Harin thought to herself as she was staring at the both of you from the building’s window. Harin felt something… You didn’t even kiss throughout the relationship with her, and then you kissed Suji? How pathetic.
Suji excused herself again because she had to meet Jaeun. You tried not to mind it but deep inside you felt jealous. As you were walking down the hallway to your classroom, you unexpectedly bumped into your ex-girlfriend, Harin.
You were going to ignore her when she suddenly greeted you, “You’ve been looking good lately.” Harin smiled at you.
It has been a long time since you’ve talked to her. Well, particularly, your last conversation with her was when she told you she doesn’t want you anymore.
She smiled, the smile that captivated you. You can’t deny that you still love her because there’s something about her that you just can’t resist.
“Oh, thank you.” you answered timidly. You were going to continue walking but she asked you a question that you thought you'd never hear from her again.
“Do you want to go out with me later? Just the two of us.” she asked you seriously.
“Um… I don’t know.” you responded and quickly ran away from her. You heart was beating so fast. Deep inside you still love Harin even if she betrayed you, but Suji showed you what genuine love is like. You just don’t want to think about it, maybe Harin’s being friendly to make amends? You just want to focus on Suji since she’s in your present now.
You met Suji in front of your room’s door, she was confused as to why you were running.
“What were you running from?” Suji asked you and she got her small napkin from her pocket to wipe your sweat on your forehead.
“Nothing. Let’s go inside.” you said as if you were in a hurry, Suji noticed this.
When she looked at the hallway from where you came from, she saw Harin, her arms crossed walking towards the both of you. So that’s where you were running from.
Suji didn’t budged when you held her hand to go inside your classroom, so you left her and immediately seated on your seat.
You saw Suji walking towards the way where you came from. You face palmed and hoped she didn’t see Harin.
Well, guess what? You saw them enter the room at the same time, with noticeable tension between them. You just ignored it, don’t want to think about what happened today.
Lately, strange things have been happening. Suji is getting more clingy and clingier, you’re not complaining but seeing that your classmates were always eyeing the two of you as if they were judging your soul was very uncomfortable for you. Maybe it was too much PDA?
About Harin, she had been tailing you too. Every chance she gets to be alone with you, she’ll take it, and you know what will happen next. Suji will interrupt your conversation with your ex-girlfriend. At first, you appreciated it because you were scared of Harin. You were contemplating about it lately that Harin would like to reconnect your friendship with her or you’re just still inlove with her. That's why you think Harin wants to make amends with you.
Whatever, though. It’s getting more annoying now. Luckily, Harin stopped seeing you when you were on your own. Maybe she got tired of Suji? But when you stopped seeing Harin, you started to receive expensive gifts from her. Which Suji got jealous of and told you to reject the gifts you were receiving.
You get Suji that she likes you, but you two were not even together? How can she be angry over you receiving gifts when she’s not even officially your girlfriend?
“I don’t want you to accept gifts from Harin anymore.” Suji said as she was going to throw the gift that you received from Wooyi. Wooyi said it’s from Harin.
“No, wait. That’s mine and I want to open it.” You protested.
“No, Y/N.” Suji ignored your argument and continued to dump the gift into the garbage can.
“What’s your problem, Suji? Last time I checked we’re not even together.” You snapped at her.
“Don’t tell me you still like Harin.” Suji said as she looked you into your eyes, crossing her arms. Damn, you didn't like Harin. You still love her.
You facepalmed from the thought of it, “Maybe, I do! I don’t know. Maybe we should take a break from each other.”
You felt as if you were getting pressured over your two admirers’ affection. You fell for Suji and you still love Harin. You can’t pick and you can’t make up your mind.
Suji is the best thing you could ever ask for. She’s kind and sweet, heck, she’s not even scared to show the world that she loves you.
Harin is something else… You can’t describe it, but you sure know that you love her. Plus, she’s trying her best to win back your heart. You’ve been reading her letters…
But you can’t pick because you’re scared to trust again. You think that they’ll break your heart either way.
All you wanted to do is to be alone for a while. No Suji. No Harin.
They definitely got the memo that you wanted to be alone. They stopped bothering you, which gave you peace and the opportunity to think who do you really want? Or what does your heart wants?
Being alone made you feel so peaceful, but you kinda miss Suji’s presence and reading Harin’s love letters. You sighed, this is better at least you’re not getting pressured into picking someone… Not until…
It was late at night, you parents are on a business trip. So that means you’re alone for the rest of the week. You’re not complaining because it means more freedom!
Dingdong!
You heard your doorbell ring. That’s unusual, it’s already past 8 p.m. Who could that be? You looked at your doorbell cam through your phone.
It was Harin, holding a cake?
You felt butterflies in your stomach. You had been feeling that Harin’s actions towards you are sincere because she has never put so much effort before. Maybe you’ll hear what her say to you.
You opened the door,
“Hey, Harin. What are you doing here? It’s late already.” you asked her.
“Oh, um… Just wanted to give you this, cause you know… I’ve been missing you.” Harin said, avoiding your gaze.
You felt your phone buzz; Harin noticed it but you just turned your phone off. It must be your parents.
“Sorry, that must be my parents. Thank you for the gift, I appreciate it so much but you don’t really have to give me gifts always.” You smiled at her genuinely.
“Y/N, I want to tell you something.” Harin looked at your eyes, her stare felt so genuine. You feel like you want to trust her again.
“Yes?” You answered.
“I want to apologi–” Harin was suddenly cut off when someone shouted your name.
“Y/N!” When you looked where the sound came from, it was Suji. She’s out of breath, she must have been running. You looked at your phone to see what time it was, but you only saw that Suji had missed calling you three times.
Feeling annoyed by the situation, you only crossed your arms. “What now?”
“Don’t listen to her. She’s with you oying you again!” Suji said while breathing hard.
“Oh yeah? How about we tell her that you’re just using Y/N to get back at me.” Harin said, her cold demeanour is back now. The one that you were so scared of.
“What?! Stop lying!” Suji said, in front of the two of you now.
“No, you stop lying.” Harin said with her soulless gaze on Suji.
Getting fed up from the situation you decided to end their nonsense bickering, “I’m tired of this!” you suddenly shouted, which caused the two girls arguing in front of you to be shocked.
“You know what? Let’s end this, I don’t want to be with any of you anymore. Let’s just stop!” You said, trying to massage your forehead with your fingers because of the stress you were feeling.
“No, no, no.”, “I’m sorry” you heard them say, but you just want to end this so bad.
“Go home, guys. I’m going to sleep. I don’t want to hear you fight outside of my home.” You said, slamming the door in front of them, leaving Harin and Suji stunned.
Months have passed, Suji and Harin did stop bothering you. Although, sometimes, you can feel their stares at you. You couldn’t care less, they’re just causing you stress. But lately, you have been feeling that they have tension between them. Like bad tension.
Anyway, a school field trip is coming up. You decided to stick with Wooyi. Ever since her grade knocked down into C, Harin started to treat her as if she she doesn’t know Wooyi. So here you are with Wooyi.
“I hope we get to be in the same room.” Wooyi said as she snuggled to your arm.
“I hope so, you’re my only close friend.” You replied. Your class is currently on a double decker bus. On the way to your field trip’s location.
When the bus arrived, the school let you roam around the place. You were with Wooyi the whole time. You can visibly see that she’s upset and jealous because Harin had replaced her with Eunbyol. You didn’t like that girl, she’s so clingy with Harin.
It makes you wonder sometimes if Harin’s fine with someone invading their personal space. Because you know Harin. When you were with her, she didn’t like physical affection. That's why you felt like being with her was restricted, you can’t cuddle or hug her.
To make things worse, you felt like Suji had already moved on from you. She’s always with Jaeun. You see them sometimes act like a couple. One time, you saw Suji feeding Jaeun with her ramen.
Well, it’s your fault anyway. You asked them to stop courting you and you basically told them to move on. Whatever.
You were walking down the aisle of the hotel, you were literally missing. The place is huge. Trying to find your way back to Wooyi, you saw Harin and Suji standing in front of each other.
You heard them talking but you can’t make out what they’re saying so you walked nearer to them, hiding behind a wall.
“She chose me.” You heard Suji say.
“Did she?” Harin retorted.
You felt like if a needle was dropped, you could hear it because of the tension they have. You tried to leave quietly so they won’t know that you overheard them.
After exploring the venue, your teacher had asked you to meet up at the garden field of the hotel. Maybe they are assigning rooms. You were hoping you’re not going to be roommates with the two people you were thinking about earlier.
You arrived there with Wooyi.
“Okay, let’s get this over with. Group yourselves into five so that you can now go to your rooms.” Your homeroom teacher said. Nobody moved.
“Go now, don’t let me group you!” Your teacher yelled, getting impatient.
Your classmates started to move. You didn’t know who to group with, if you started a group with Wooyi nobody will join the two of you because some of the group friends in your classroom are big enough.
They already formed into four groups. You were standing with Wooyi awkwardly. She doesn’t know where to go either.
When you were going to pick a group, you saw Harin’s group with four members and Suji’s group with four members also. They must have saved you a spot, you were thinking to yourself. When you look into their eyes, you can feel them pleading to join their group.
You have to pick between them now…
Go with Harin?
Go with Suji?
Don't go with either of them?
Hey guys! Who do you want to end up with? Also, for the next part do you want NSFW scene or just fluff?
Enjoyy!
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I hate it when she makes you laugh ~ Leah Williamson x CEO!reader
Summary: You get a new assistant and let’s just say Leah isn’t very good at hiding her jealousy.
Warnings:⚠️ None i’m pretty sure :)
word count: 2032
Author note: Based on THIS request (so sorry it took so long) Also, Leah never did her ACL, Covid never happened.
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You had inherited an investment firm from your late grandfather 3 years ago when you were just 21. You had turned the the small town business into a multi billion dollar company, earning you a lot of attention from magazines, social media and other people in the investment industry.
Your mother had passed away when you were 15 and it was her father that owned the company so when he died, it transferred directly to you.
Being in the position you were, meant that you met with and attended many events with A-list celebrities, some of them being athletes. That was how you’d first met Leah, the two of you bonded over your shared distaste for the food menu, both agreeing you’d much prefer some toast over the variety of fish on offer. You’d laughed, drank and danced together throughout the night before she invited you back to her apartment, an invite that you gladly accepted.
You woke up the next morning with a fluttery feeling in your chest and a familiar ache between your legs, that told you enough about your night. The two of you had met up constantly after that, although you both had busy schedules. You’d ended up meeting her teammates and parents after a month of dating and safe to say they loved you.
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Now, 2 years later you were 24 and she was 26 and you’d been officially dating for almost two years now. Life was blissful, Arsenal had just recently come second in the WSL (something you’d decided was a good result, much to your girlfriend’s disagreement) and all was well.
As for your company, the recent incline of growth, your advisors had insisted you get an assistant. You’d assured them that it wasn’t necessary and would just be a waste of time but after some convincing you reluctantly agreed. The interviewing process to find one was tough. You’d gone through several applicants before finding the right
one (you were particular in your choices of company). After a gruelling process that took more several hours, you finally decided on an assistant. Ava was 21, fresh out of Uni and had little experience. Despite this, you saw some of your younger self in her, admired her ambition and also she could hold a somewhat interesting conversation. Many of the applicants lacked personality and motivation, they were robotic and boring.
With that being said, you hired her. She fit in well into your life, as you were very precise in your task doing and a control freak at heart, something she seemed to understand all to well, considering she’d prepared your weekly schedule perfectly on her first day. You came home that day a little earlier than normal due to Ava’s organisational habits, surprising your girlfriend with the rarity of a home cooked meal on a weekday. The two of you discussed your new assistant over the warm lasagne you’d prepared for dinner. Although you saw Leah’s reaction as one of support and warmth towards your new employee, in reality she could feel the pangs of jealousy in her upper stomach as she listened to you ramble about how great Ava was and how much easier she’d made your week.
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It was December, usually a quiet period of business as many people chose to save for Christmas and there weren’t many properties being sold. However, this year it was unusually busy, meaning you were staying out later and later in the office.
Leah didn’t mind this of course, she was more than understanding, knowing the pressure and stress your job brought. She waited up for you every night with a warm meal (takeaway or microwave as she was a horrendous cook). So when you came home at quarter to midnight after a long day, she was waiting for you.
The sight you saw upon entering your shared penthouse was one of Leah asleep on the sofa. Her blonde bangs stuck out in all directions as she was out cold, an episode of greys anatomy playing softly in the background.
“Oh my girl” you spoke softly, caressing her cheek.
Her eyes fluttered open as she took in her surroundings.
“Hi baby” she husked in a sleepy voice. “Have you eaten? There’s leftover pasta in the fridge I somehow managed not to burn it” she smiled to herself
“Thank you my love but me and Ava ordered food in a couple of hours ago” you replied returning her smile, hand drifting onto her shoulder.
“Oh right okay” she grumbled, shifting her body weight so your hand dropped down.
“I’m going to get changed into something comfy okay? Then we can cuddle” you left, oblivious to your girlfriend’s growing jealousy.
“Mmm” she hummed, eyes fixed on the television screen.
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When you returned, you expected her to be asleep on the sofa but, as you’d went into the bathroom to freshen up, she’d crawled into your shared bed and was sat up on her phone.
You put down your toothbrush and shimmied your way into bed next to her, attempting to cuddle up to her but you were surprised when she shoved you away.
“You don’t smell like you” she complained. “Your perfume is vanilla, you smell like flowers it’s like a 16 year old” she scoffed
“Oh that’s odd, probably Ava’s perfume, she asked me to try and see what I thought. You don’t like it baby?” you questioned frowning at her body position, as she’d now turned away from you.
“No I don’t like it” she snapped, turning out the light and going to sleep
You were unsure what caused this sudden outburst but you knew Leah and knew not to push at it when she was in a mood so you let yourself drift slowly into sleep, making a mental note to bring it up tomorrow.
Her alarm went off bright and early at 7am as she had morning training. You decided to get up with her, despite not having to be in the office until 11am for a meeting. You went through the usual steps of your morning which involved showering (Leah opted against as it was easier to wait until after training), breakfast, dressing and prepping yourself for the day.
Leah was behaving seemingly normal this morning, whatever her issue was yesterday had appeared to have subsided. She hugged you from behind, adorned in her training gear, as you prepared breakfast tortillas for the two of you, wearing a black pantsuit yourself.
“Morning beautiful” she husked into you neck
“Morning my love, do you want ham or just cheese?” You questioned her preference as she was indecisive.
“what no peppers?”
“Do you like peppers Leah?”
“No” she mumbled into your back
“Then no peppers” you titled your head to crack a smile at the blonde
“Weird you’re not trying to sneak vegetables in me today” she laughed
Just as you were about to respond, you were interrupted by your phone blaring from its place on the counter.
“You get it babe, I’ll watch the food” she assured
You silently agreed, shifting to the counter to grab your phone, not bothering to look at the caller id before picking up and not bothering to realise you had speaker on.
“Morning Miss Y/L/N, I’m so sorry to bother you on your morning off” sounded Ava’s voice on the other side of the phone
“Sorry one second Ava I put you on speaker by mistake” you laughed shuffling into the bedroom and shutting the door, completely missing Leah’s expression shift to one of anger and her knuckles turn white from how hard she was gripping the frying pan.
Leah could hear the two of you conversing loudly in the other room. Although you’d turned Ava off speaker, she could still hear your responses. The conversation sounded awfully friendly for one between boss and employee, especially considering you’d been complaining to her this morning about how stressful today was supposed to be as you’d had a meeting with an important investor.
You snapped her out of her thoughts as you giggled like a school girl, laughter Leah interpreted as flirtatious. She was furious now, she trusted you whole heartedly but she didn’t for one second trust Ava. Also, although she’d never admit it, her insecurities in herself and your feelings toward her, played a big part in her jealousy.
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You wandered out of the room a few minutes later, smiling at your phone as you’d realised that the meeting you’d been trying to get for weeks with a new client, had been arranged.
“You two were laughing an awful lot in there, what was so funny?” questioned Leah in a harsh tone.
“Oh haha nothing Ava just messed up something small with names and was calling to correct it” you laughed
“Hmm usually correcting something small doesn’t take a 10 minute phone call” Leah bit back.
“Noo but she did also tell me that the meeting with UOC inc. went through, we have some of their top board members coming in next week!” You beamed, proud of the accomplishments of your company.
“That’s amazing baby I’m so proud of you!” Leah smiled, pushing down her jealousy to be happy for you.
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It was on Friday when her jealousy of your assistant finally came to your attention. You and Leah had somewhat of a Friday tradition between yourselves, where she’d meet you at your office at 7pm with food (usually a salad or sushi as she was on a strict diet plan). This happened every week without fail, no matter what the other had going on, even if that meant pushing it forwards or back a few hours, it still happened.
She’d stopped off at dominoes today as an extra treat to show how proud she was of you, after you texted her to say that UOC inc. were open to a deal that would see the company progress even further. She parked her car in your private parking, greeting Roman (a member of your security) on her way in. Excitement filled her body, she couldn’t wait to kiss you, to tell you how thrilled she was and how much she loved you. However the sight she was met when she opened your office door caught her off guard.
You were sat in your desk chair, Ava sat in the corner on your arm chair as the two of you laughed at a TikTok on her phone, a sure sign that you were definitely not just working late.
“Leah hey! Oh my god I didn’t even realise the time” you chuckled, checking the expensive watch she’d bough you last Christmas.
“Sure you didn’t, what’s she still doing here?” She snapped, gesturing harshly at Ava who had paled under the defender’s cold glare.
“She was just showing me something Leah, don’t be rude!” you cautioned, taking a tone of your own.
“Seems like she’s been showing you an awful lot lately doesn’t it and now she’s here, now, on a Friday?” She explained.
It finally hit you, her hands were balled into fists, eyebrows furrowed in displeasure, Leah was jealous of Ava. You could’ve laughed at the irony but that would only provoke her more.
“I’m so sorry, I’ve eaten into your time y/n! Especially considering you’d planned to share it with your girlfriend. My boyfriend will be here in just a minute, thank you for the chat, I’ll see you Monday!” She blurted, shuffling awkwardly past Leah and practically bolting down the corridor.
“Boyfriend?” Leah huffed out.
“Yes Lee, boyfriend. I can’t believe you were jealous of my straight employee, who’s basically a teenager” you laughed openly at her.
“Ugh you’re so annoying” she sulked
“You’re so cute when you’re jealous baby” you cooed, pinching her cheek
“Oi get off” she slapped your hand away, rolling her eyes
“Is that for me” you beamed, gesturing to the bag of food in her hands.
“Not anymore” she sassed
“Oh yeah right” you scoffed, making a beeline for the bag, wrestling her to the floor.
“Hey you idiot” she giggled, a smile replacing her previous frown as you sat on top of her, making grabby hands at the food.
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thank you for reading! <3 My requests and Dms are both open (even though it could take a little time for me to get around to) :)
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@helen-with-an-a wanted it... you all have to suffer
You hardly keep something from Lucy. There were a few times you didn't tell her things. The time you broke her favorite mug. Then when you started dating Georgia. Oh – and the time you got mint jelly all over her first Olympic Jersey. So you keeping something from her felt incredibly wrong to you. You didn't LIKE to keep things from her. But you also were a person that need to prove to yourself that you can achieve things without the name Bronze or without Lucy. That's why you kept all this from her. You were living in Barcelona now – Barcelona was your home. It was where your Family was. Lucy. Keira. Ona. Alexia. Mapí. All them spaniards (and Jenni the lanky half-Mexican from the bad area from Spain) you love more than life and that you would give your life without a second thought. So keeping one of the biggest thing in your life from your sister was hard. And it got significant harder once the others caught on that something was going on with you. You talked to Georgia a lot. You finished school in summer and you knew you just had to ask Alexia and you immediately would have a job at Barca but you wanted more. Yes, you were good at analytics and tactics but you wanted to help on a different level. So your girlfriend suggested you would start to train to be a physio but true to Bronze fashion you wanted more. You wanted what Lucy did – you wanted to study and you wanted to understand the human body and the movements and the muscles and the tendons and... everything.
So you looked up some courses at Unis in England when Georgia suggested you should probably look in Barcelona. Barcelona had excellent Universities and you did found something that would go in the direction you wanted so you wrote an application and to your big surprise you got accepted. You hoped that it wasn't because of the name Bronze but on the other hand you didn't really care when you opened the letter. You immediately called Georgia who was at training but called back ASAP once she saw the 31 missed calls from you thinking something has happened.
“Hola Cari” you heard Alexia entering the meeting room where you were hiding most of the trainings theses days working on your paper for “school”
“Hola” you squeaked and slapped your laptop shut panicked
“Are you okay Cariño?” the blonde raised an eyebrow at your weird acting
“Sí... mi bueno... mucho bueno” you nodded fast your hand still on your laptop
“We taught you better than that” Alexia huffed slapping the back of your head lightly “... what are you doing in here anyway?”
“Nothing” you answered quickly pushing the laptop a little away so Alexia couldn't snatch it away
“You weren't watching porn were you?” the blonde asked seriously still a little carefully
“WHAT??” you looked at her bewildered “NO!!”
“I mean I would understand....” Alexia said carefully “... you and Georgia... long distance”
“Oh ew...” you scrunched up your nose “.. please stop talking about... what I do or don't do with my girlfriend”
“Then what are you doing?” the blonde pushed again trying to grab your laptop
“Hello?? Privacy??!!!” you exclaimed jumping up from your chair pulling the electronic device to your chest as you took a few steps back to get some distance between you and the catalan
“Please..” Alexia snorted chuckling “... you should know there's hardly any privacy around this dysfunctional familia... how often did you walk in on Ona and Lucy now?”
“Yeah well.. I want my privacy now... so can you just leave?” you whined before you mumbled “... seven times”
“Cari....” the blonde said softly “... I don't know what you're doing but it's nothing dangerous right?”
“No... it's just something I need to do by myself” you said seriously
“If you need help you know you can come to any of us right?” Alexia said firmly
“I know...” you nodded “... I promise I'll tell you soon okay.. I just... need to figure it out myself first”
“Okay... I trust you that there won't be Police on the side one day trying to take you away” the blonde said “... if your sister asks... do Maps a favor and say you did indeed watch porn”
With that Alexia left you alone and you looked shocked at the door that just fell shut
“Hey Bubs..” your sister greeted you as you entered the locker room
“Hey” you grumbled back
“Woah... what's wrong Bits?” Keira now perked up from the opposite side giving you a once over if you sported any new bruises or wounds
“Nothing” you grumbled proceeding to stuff your laptop and some papers in your personal Barcelona Bag
“Bubs... talk to me” Lucy said softly when she came over to sit next to your cubby – yes you had your own cubby gifted by the Barca captains themselves
“What's there to talk... not an INCH of privacy in this godforsaken place...” you grumble subtly fixing the rim of your shirt
“What?” your sister said dumb folded not catching on
“Bitsy speak up... your sister doesn't get it... as usual” Keira said rolling her eyes already “knowing” what happened
“I have needs okay... my girlfriend is thousand miles away...” you looked at Lucy faking to be upset “... ALL of you should have been at training... ALL... yes ALL... except for Mrs. Alexia “I can do whatever I want because I'm La Reina” Putellas... SHE doesn't have to train... she's sooooo good... newsflash... your one touch is lacking”
“Woah whoa whoa whoa...” Lucy held her hands up in a calming matter “WHAT are you talking about?”
“I have NEEDS Luce...” you huffed
“What do you need? Can I help somehow??” your sister asked confused and you heaved
“She was watching porn Lucy... or a video from G getting herself off” Keira now interrupted dryly
“Oh my god!!” Lucy exclaimed shocked.. and disgusted.. but mostly shocked
“HA!!!” you heard Mapí exclaimed victoriously
“María” you heard a second voice smirking when Ingrid slapped her girlfriend and shot her a death glare
“NEVER say anything like this again” Lucy coughed after she gagged loudly “You are my little sister... you die a virgin because you don't HAVE a sex life”
“Oh but I...” you started nonchalantly
“Bitsy” Keira interrupted you in a warning tone “No”
“But...” you whined
“Do you really want me to come over and we discuss that in private?” Keira challenge you with a raised eyebrow
“No no... I'm good.... thank you” you said quickly when you got a glimpse of the clock
“SHIT... I'm late” you quickly threw the rest of your stuff in the bag and sprinted towards the exit just to get stopped by Alexia
“Late for what?” the blonde catalan blocked the door
“Not your business” you said getting slightly angry trying to push past her
“You really think you can push me over?” Alexia looked down at you crossing her arms in front of her chest
“I know your weak spot...” you said dangerously calm “... don't make me hurt you Alexia... let me go”
You and Alexia got into a little stare off before the blonde took a step to the side letting you hastily fly through the door
“You letting her leave? Alexia!” Lucy exclaimed confused
“Something tells me the Cari has some things to figure out” the catalan said softly
“Ehrm.. Amor?” Ona now speaks up being a little shady
“Sí?” Lucy looked at her girlfriend after she processed what Alexia said
“Please tell me you have the Car keys” Ona asked already knowing the answer
“No... I gave them to you...” your sister shook her head bewildered
“Yeah... about that...” her girlfriend scratched the back of the neck “... I think Bebita took them”
“WHAT???” Lucy yelled shocked starting to pull her clothes from her bag again looking for her car key
“No no no no no no” your sister whined after she reached the bottom of her bag “Noooooohooooo”
“She got you again Bronze?” Keira smirked evilly
“Shut it Walsh” Lucy grumbled as she fell down on the bench “... you can give us a lift?”
“Sure thing” Keira laughed “... but you better move your ass... you know I'll leave without you and just drive your girlfriend home.... and when we're at yours we pass the time by painting our nails and talk about your performance... the not on the pitch performance”
“You are an evil EVIL woman Walsh” your sister grumbled and stuffed her trainings stuff back into her bag
“Sorry for being late... got held up at... work” you panted entering the classroom now everyone looking at you
“I'll let it slide this time but only because you are one of the Best in this course” your Teacher Mrs. Hernandez looked at you strictly and then nodded her head towards your place and you quickly scrambled to sit down and pull out your papers and sat up your laptop “... and you can start with explaining your paper you better have finished since last lesson”
“Yeah.... about that... my... dog ate it” you scratched the back of your neck embarrassed
“Your... dog ate it??” the dark haired woman asked confused raising an eyebrow
Truth was... Narla didn't ate it. You worked on that paper and you finished it. In Munich. At your girlfriends apartment. On your second laptop. That was still in Munich.
“Yeah....” you tried to grin innocent resulting in a pained grimace
“How about we try the truth?” the woman asked fixing you with a glare
“Damn... you're just like Ale...” you mumbled but then cleared your throat “... I forgot it in Munich and my dearest is to... untechnical to get through me safety settings sooooo...”
“So you have time to go on holiday to Germany instead of studying?” Mrs. Hernandez asked
“No no no... I do study” you said quickly “... my girlfriend lives in Munich and no one except for her know that I'm doing this so whenever I know my familia is home I flee to Munich so I can have my peace and quiet and know one will see what I'm doing because... I don't want them to get involved before I passed this class”
“Now that's a reason I can get behind” the dark haired woman nodded understanding before she fixed you with a glare once again “... I want BOTH papers before next lesson starts on my desk in printed form”
“Sí... gracias” you nodded quickly already planning your next trip to Germany
“Aitana…” you said quietly
“Sí?” the small catalan asked confused
“I need your help….” you whispered looking around so no one would hear you “… I can offer you a deal”
“Aha” Aitana took a step back
“You teach me catalan…. I teach you English” you mumbled quickly
“I don’t need helping in English” the catalan looked confused
“You say things like “you work or no work”…. “ you deadpanned
“Yes… she was at every game” Aitana looked even more confused
“Firstly it’s rude and secondly it’s not English” you rolled your eyes “… sooooo… we have a deal?”
“Why you don’t need helping from Alexia?” the small player asked
“She’ll ask questions that I can’t answer right now….” you mumbled “… and you definitely need help with English”
“Okay…” Aitana shrugged her shoulders and that was the start of the most chaotic private lessons existing to this day.
“Bitsy... we need to talk” Keira said pulling you away after training a week later
“What? Why? I did nothing?” you said quickly a little scared
“Sit” the englishwoman gestured to one of the seats in the stands and you promptly sit down “So... what's going on?”
“Huh? Nothing?” you asked confused
“Bitsy... you never lied to me... okay once but that was technically okay since it was a surprise party” Keira said firmly “... so I'll humor you and ask again... what's going on?”
“Nothing I swear” you held your hands up in a defending manner
“For weeks now you're different... your mind is somewhere else... you hardly participate in pranks with them nutcases anymore... you fly an AWEFUL lot out to Munich... you spend hardly any time with Lucy, Ona, Alexia or me for the matter... so... what's going on.. you and G okay?” your “Mom” asked her voice showing a little concern
“Oh... OH...” you exclaimed “... yeah... all good”
“And???” Keira looked at you with that “go on”-look
“And nothing... all good” you smiled standing up for Keira to pull you right back down
“Y/n” she warned you and you know you are basically fucked
“I promise all is good... but..” you started with a little wince “... I can't talk about it... not right now... I promise everything is okay and I will tell you eventually just not... now”
“Okay...” the blonde said after she studied your face for a minute “... you know I trust you Bitsy and when you say you're okay I believe you... BUT.. if you got trouble I want you to come to me okay...”
“I promise Kei.. that's just something I have to do on my own... FOR me” you said seriously and Keira nodded slowly
“Okay... just promise me you didn't get pregnant or married... Lucy would get a stroke” Keira smiled slightly
“PREGNANT????” you screeched causing several heads to whip in your direction making Keira burst out laughing
“BUBS???!!!” Lucy yelled over shocked
“NO!!!! NO!!!!” you shook your head panicked as your sister started to come over to you and Keira
“You know she's gonna make you do a test right?” Keira wheezed out when she saw Lucys face
“I'm not pregnant” you squeak out your sister now coming up resting against the railing her eyebrows raised
“Then you won't have anything against taking a test right?” Lucy looked at you
“Told you” Keira bursted out laughing again
“You can take a test” you grumbled sinking lower in that uncomfortable plastic chair
“I'm pretty confident I'm not the one who just yelled Pregnant over the whole pitch...” your sister said in a matter of fact voice “... Alexia is already on her way to get one”
“I'm NOT taking a pregnancy test” you glared at Lucy
“So... you have something to hide then” Lucy poked your ego
“No... but I'm not supporting your stupidness” you shot back while Keira nearly fell of the chair clutching her torso laughing
“You are in a very.... difficult age Bubs....” your sister started slowly “... your hormones...”
“GOOOOOD” you groaned “... please stop.... Keira.... make her stop”
“Oh no... this is very entertaining” the blonde laughed at the uncomfortable look on Lucys and the disgusted look on your face
“You just take the test Bubs and we're good” Lucy said shrugging her shoulders not really wanting to have this conversation
“Luce... I'm NOT pregnant...” you said seriously “... G is good but not THAT good”
“Oh gooooood...” now your sister groaned while Keira interrupted into a new round of laughter
“Hey Alexia” you strolled up to the Barca capitan after a gym session several weeks later
“Yes Cari?” Alexia breath slightly labored as she wiped her face with a towel
“What are you doing next Thursday??” you asked slightly nervous
“Nothing I think... I have to check my planner but I don't think I have anything planned why?” the blonde catalan said after she thought about it for a second
“Could you and Olga maybe... be there...” you asked quietly pulling out a scrunched up piece of paper with an address and a time scribbled on it
“Ehrm... okay... can I ask why?” Alexia looked confused as she took the paper from you
“Just.... it's something important to me... so... please?” you shuffled nervously from left to right
“Okay... okay we'll be there” the blonde smiled softly feeling the nervous energy radiating from you “Thank you... casual chic... or just chic.... whatever you feel like” you mumbled quickly before you basically run from the gym
“Oh Cari.... what have you done now?” Alexia huffed lightly as she watches you leave and started to collect her things
“Luce??” you yelled as soon as you opened the door “Ona?”
“Living room” you heard your sister yelling back
“OKAY” you yelled back kicking your shoes down the hallway
“Why do you two always have to yell?” Ona groaned
“Love language” Lucy shrugged and grinned “…. When she yells I know she’s okay”
“Sooooo….” you said a little carefully
“Sooooo?” your sister asked sitting on the couch Onas head in her lap
“You free next Thursday?” you shuffled around nervously
“Think so…. Why?” Lucy looked at you expectantly
“Just… be there at 7” you said quickly and threw another scrunched up piece of paper at them and quickly made your exit
“Bubs” your sister yelled after you while Ona unfolded the piece of paper that hit her on the forehead
“What is it?” Lucy looked down on her girlfriend
“It’s an address” the catalan said confused
“I swear if she caused trouble and that’s a court date…” your sister grumbled
“It’s the Universities address” Ona said as she looked up from her phone as she googled the address
“University?” Lucy asked bewildered
“Yes…” the blonde showed her girlfriend the screen
“What the… BUBS??!!!” your sister yelled
“She’s not home!!!!” you yelled back from your room
“Stop being a Twat and get your ass in here” Lucy groaned
“No….” you whined
“Y/n Tough Bronze” your sister hollered
“Lucy… let her be…” Ona said softly “… it obviously took a lot for her to ask us to be there – so don’t squeeze informations out of her”
“I just want to know what’s going on….” Lucy defended herself
“Lucia…” the catalan warned
“Yeah okay…” your sister huffed
“Hey Kei….” you said appearing out of nowhere next to the blonde English woman
“Jesus Christ” Keira exclaimed shocked clutching her chest “DON’T do that”
“What?” you looked confused
“Don’t appear out of thin air like this” the blonde exclaimed
“I literally walked down the sideline… not my fault you don’t pay attention to your surroundings” you shrugged
“I was talking to Vicky” Keira throws her arms in the air
“Not my fault she’s not paying attention to your surroundings” you waved off
“What do you want pest?” the blonde rolled her eyes
“Next Thursday… 7PM… be there” you fished another paper out of your pocket just as scrunched up as the ones you handed out before
“And why would I want to be there?” Keira ask confused
“Just… please?” you said shyly
“Okay” the blonde huffed knowing by your reaction that it was important to you
“Thanks Kei” you smiled
“Always Bitsy” Keira smiled back softly
“You ready Babe?” Georgia asked fixing the tie around her neck
“I can’t do this…” you said panicked pulling on your robe
“Stop” your girlfriend said firmly grabbing your shaking hands
“I can’t G… I just can’t… everyone will be there…” your breathing labored
“Breath….” Georgia said calmly
“You don’t understand” you started again just to get interrupted
“… you are nervous… I do understand that… but you worked so hard… you sacrificed so much…” your girlfriend talked lowly “… you showed that even off the pitch you come out on top… you are the best of the class… I am so proud of you and everyone else will be too”
“But what if they’re mad I kept this from them…” a new wave of anxiety hits you “… Lucy gonna be so mad”
“Baby…” Georgias voice strict “… no one is gonna be mad… not Keira… nor Ona… and definitely not Lucy… you worked your ass off and you deserve it more than anyone”
“I need to hold a SPEECH!!!! A SPEECH G!!!” you squeak
“I know…” your girlfriend smiled softly “… and you’ll absolutely smash it”
“IN CATALAN G!!!” you screeched
“And you learned to speak catalan from the best…” Georgia smiled
“I…. guess….” you calmed down slightly
“See… you are prepared… and pretty…. So so pretty” your girlfriend smiled pressing a soft kiss to your lips
“I don’t…” you started
“No… we will go there… you get your diploma and then we leave… we getting a pizza at the shop down the road and then we celebrate your bachelor degree” Georgia said keeping her voice soft
“Pizza sounds good” you mumbled
“See… we just quickly go and pick up that piece of paper and get pizza” your girlfriend shrugged smiling and gently pushed you towards the door
“Alexia …” Lucy said surprised “… what are you doing here? What is this? You know what this is?”
“Cariño invited Olga and me…” Alexia looked at her teammate “… and no… no idea”
“Kei… do you have…” your sister turned around having spotted her ex
“… no idea” Keira interrupted Lucy rolling her eyes
“Then what are we doing here?” Lucy asked bewildered
“You’re here to support a person that’s important to you and you are important to her…” Georgia said appearing next to Keira “… she’s fucking nervous as it is so all of you pull it together and support her”
“Where did you come from?” your sister looked at Georgia pure confusion on her face
“From the champagne stand over there” your girlfriend pointed to a little bar with her glass “… it’s free and I thought… Eeh.. why not”
“Spill Stanway” Lucy growled getting upset
“Not in a million years…” Georgia snorted “… you’ll have to wait and see… I don’t know what your plans are but I’m going to me place now”
“I can’t believe she ignored me…” your sister started as Keira started to snort
“… you growling at her like a toothless puppy?” Keira asked “She knows you’re all bark no bite by now Luce”
“I am intimidating!!” Lucy exclaimed
“Yes Amor… so intimidating” Ona smirked and started to follow Georgia
“I AM!!” your sister shouted after the group
“I am” Lucy mumbled to herself now trotting after the others finding her place
“I can’t believe…” Lucy said shocked looking up to the stage where you were currently holding your speech in catalan
“…. She pulled that off?” Georgia helped out
“That she really …. she got a bachelors degree now…” your sister said in disbelieve
“She worked her ass off for it…” your girlfriend hummed “… the amount of times I found her at the kitchen table in the morning fast asleep on her papers… she really worked for it Luce”
“I… we… we all would’ve helped…” Lucy whispered given up already trying to understand what you were saying due to it being catalan “… why didn’t she say anything?”
“She was scared she could fail and that you’d be disappointed in her…” Georgia said remembering how often she herself tried to get you to talk to Lucy “… she said if she did fail no one but me would be disappointed”
“What a truck load of bullshit” Lucy grumbled
“I know… it still doesn’t change the fact that she wants to meet your goals Lucy… you are so fucking important to her…” your girlfriend said lowly “… the thought she could fuck up nearly broke her”
“Can you two shut up… I’m listening to the Cariño speech” Alexia sneered from two seats down
“I don’t understand anything anyway “ Lucy shot back
“Maybe if you’d listen you would’ve noticed her saying that she couldn’t have done it without the upbringing you provided her with because you taught her to fight no matter the outcome and that everything she achieved was because of you being her role model” Alexia said her voice low
“She did?” your sister asked perplex
“Yes….” Ona said tears in her eyes “… yes she did”
“But I…” Lucy looked around for help
“You showed her the world Lucy… from the moment I met you two it was clear that you were HER world… you just never realized how much…” Keira said softly “… none of us could ever reach the podium she holds you on… you two always were more than just sisters… you two always had something special”
“I…” your sister was at loss for words as you ended your speech and received your diploma smiling widely
“You are her everything Luce…” Georgia smiled clapping her friends back “… just like she is yours”
“Sooooo…” you slandered up to your girlfriend “… about that pizza….”
“Yeah I think we can kiss that idea goodbye…” your girlfriend smirked nodding behind you
“So proud of you” you recognized the voice of your sister as she pulled you into a bone crushing hug “so fucking proud”
“Lucy…” you groaned your voice strangled “… need air”
“Lucy” Keira warned “… no killing tonight”
“I’m just proud!! Can’t I be a proud sister for once?” Lucy asked flabbergasted still holding onto you tightly
“Air” you squeak out hitting your sister wherever you could reach her
“Amor…” Ona said softly prying Lucys arms away from around you “… others want to be proud too”
“I have first proud right!!!” your sister said
“Yes you do and you already showed her how proud you are” the small catalan said softly while you where holding onto your girlfriend coughing hard
“But not enough” Lucy said confused
“Plenty enough” you wheezed out as Georgia patted your back softly
“We need to celebrate” your sister suddenly exclaimed
“I already…” you started but get fixed by a glare from Keira, Alexia and Ona “… haven’t planned anything” you said quickly
“Mhm…. Thought so Bits…” Keira said eyebrow raised “… you know the tradition”
“Keiraaaaaa… come ooooon” you whined immediately knowing what she implemented
“Oh no… it’s tradition” the blonde smirked
“What?” Alexia asked confused
“Every time Bitsy came home with good grades at the end of a school year we would celebrate it and she was given the honor to pin it on the fridge” Keira smiled
“I’m not in middle school anymore” you continue to whine
“Oh I don’t care… university is school… you have good grades… tradition it is” the blonde English woman shrugged her shoulders and you knew you lost the battle – and the war.
“Ugh… so unfair” you huffed
“I’ll let you have a second cheat day this week Cari… this achievement is reason enough to eat whatever you want” Alexia pulled you into a side hug
“So generous” you grumbled “… you do realize I can eat whatever I want whenever I want”
“Oh I know Cariño…” the catalan smiled and you saw you were close to the magical line that would make her snap “… I also know you wouldn’t dare to do that because you knew I would let you run laps until your lung comes out”
“A second cheat day sounds amazing” you squeaked
“Thought so” Alexia smirked pinching your cheek
“Come on Bebita…. Let’s go home” Ona smiled grabbing your hand softly
“But G comes too…” you said as you let Ona pull you along
“Of course…” the catalan smiled and that’s how your bachelor’s degree ended up pinned to Lucys and Onas fridge making Lucy smile proudly every time she saw it.
Y/n Tough Bronze – Bachelor in Physical Activity and Sport Sciences
#lucy bronze x reader#keira walsh x reader#ona batlle x reader#woso image#lucy bronze#barca femeni#georgia stanway x reader#alexia putellas x reader
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I'm so bored and high on wèèd and stuff, feeling kinda rambly so I would love to slowly make my way back to tumblr by answering some anons!!! 😁
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OR if you're feeling brave, you'll take it further and ask me stuff on my Tellonym 👀
https://tellonym.me/CJGirl22
#lgbt#wlw#gwlg#send asks#send anons#anonymous#anons#girl who likes girls#anon ask#tellonym#currently accepting girlfriend applications
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i just got a phone call from somebody at the Chief Custodian's office (Överförmyndarnämnden). they're denying my second application for having somebody assigned to helping me communicate with hospitals, the municipality, and other instances since i cannot handle that myself. this is a specific type of custodian who would have no power over any assets, but simply be responsible for my well-being in the ways we agree on. they've already denied one application on the wrongful grounds that i had, according to the municipality, declined home support, thus proving that i wouldn't accept this form of help either. that's simply not true. i tried for a year to work with home support and get them to accommodate me. they never did, and the more i begged, the more they abused me until they finally punished me with a schedule that placed every single visit at hours when i would be asleep, thus forcing me to not let them in anymore. i corrected this falsehood in my new application, and also made stronger arguments, including a new doctor's note describing my needs, yet their argument persisted. when i questioned that, she claimed that such a person would be an untrained professional and wouldn't be able to help me. when i questioned that, she claimed that the custodian would just do the exact same things i've already done in applying for home support and such. i pointed out that what the custodian would do would be between me and them and that the people helping me now, my grandparents, are aging and won't be able to help me forever, even with those things. she tried to claim that the custodian would ignore my needs and just do whatever they wanted, which i pointed out would be illegal since that's not the form of guardianship i'm applying for. at the end of the call, she said she'd look it over again. i asked for a record of our conversation, she said that she'd see what she could do. another dead end.
i acutely need any form of caretaker. i simply cannot be asked to leave this house and the little bit of safety and security it has granted me. after my girlfriend goes home again at the end of february, i will have even less help than i've had because my ex-wife needs to see me less often than every weekend so they get some rest. i know how much it is to ask, but if you know of anyone in the eu looking for a place to stay who doesn't mind sharing that space and very basic care needs like sharing meals, please let them know that i exist. i wouldn't charge rent, and costs would only be split as far as they are able. i can just about scrape by here as it is, so it shouldn't be too bad with another person, financially. the house has two apartments, so they could have as much space as they need.
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