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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 { PAIRING; agent!jungwon x tsa!reader, GENRE; action, one shot, WC; ?k, WARNING(S); profanities, terrorism, maybe deaths (idk yet), A/N; the original plot of carry on pmo so i decided to write one that wouldn't. and! it was a holiday movie, so it's kind of like a perfect way to celebrate the new year! however, because of the recent news, i will be postponing the release as a sign of respect towards the victims of these plane crashes. if you'd like to be tagged, leave a comment! }
teaser(?) excerpt below the cut; word count: 1086
right ear. do it now. discreetly.
you gingerly insert the ear comm into your right ear, static crackling until a voice speaks.
“hello, y/n. listen very carefully. i need your help.”
your lips quirk before you glance around, trying to find your coworker. “nice accent, jake. i hope your mixtape is better than your prank or i’m getting rid of your special australian coffee.”
“jake is in lane one, auditioning for korea’s got talent.” you turn and see jake dancing on top of a cart. “looks like he might have a shot.”
your eyes dart around to the other lanes and come up short. you can’t find the source of the voice.
he speaks again. “just relax, y/n. i need you to keep the line moving, so let’s head back to your seat, okay?”
you make eye contact with your supervisor who peers at you suspiciously. oh, crap. quickly, you return to the scanner and resume the line. as the conveyor belt whirls to life, you shift in your seat nervously.
“my name’s special agent jungwon. be very careful with your reactions. soon, there will be a man with some dangerous luggage moving through your line with a boarding pass for korean air 958 non-stop to seoul. i need you to let him through,” jungwon says.
you scoff lightly. “that’s a joke, right? you want me to let a threat through?” you fidget with the scanner, manipulating the image of luggage on your screen to inspect the contents. your attention flicks between the screen and beyond it, sorting through people strolling through the airport. where could he be?
“it’s not a joke. i’m at the bar in chili’s by the way. i see you looking.”
you zero in on the chain restaurant and see the lone blond man in a black leather jacket. you can only see his broad back as he continues to eat something. fries?
“the man carrying the luggage isn’t the target. we believe he’s being threatened by the individual we’re trying to catch to be his pack mule. the man we’re trying to catch has already made it through tsa.”
he’s already in? your heart begins to race as you return your attention to your job. “what’s in the bag?”
he hums contemplatively. “that’s more of a need-to-know. the less you know, the easier it’ll be for you to act normal when the carry-on passes through.”
as the bins of items pass by your screen, you press your lips flat. “i think i have a pretty good poker face.”
“very true. i bet you’re a nightmare to play poker with,” he jabs playfully. “okay, i’ll tell you. it’s a weapon.”
you huff in disbelief. “no shit sherlock. we wouldn’t be playing telephone otherwise. what’s the weapon?”
you can hear him chuckle before he resumes munching on his fries. “fiesty. i can see why the fbi really didn’t want to let you go.”
you pause. how does he know about that?
“it’s a nerve agent—atrocious biochemical weapon, really—attached to a bomb. or, at least, that’s what we’re guessing,” he replies. “according to the chatter, they’re planning on make a big boom in the sky. i guess they wanted bigger fireworks.”
you freeze, tension blanketing your every muscle fiber. “a bomb?”
“don’t forget the nerve agent,” he tuts, chewing through his food. those damn fries were starting to get on your nerves. if you wanted a mukbang asmr while you worked, you would’ve chose tzuyang’s videos.
you get up to push the backed up bins down the line. your thoughts race. a fucking bomb in the los angeles airport? you knew you should’ve called off today.
you can almost feeling the cold glass of liquid going down your own throat as jungwon takes a gulp before speaking again. “what a way to spend the new year’s eve, am i right? all these people rushing home to see their families and you get to play agent like you’ve always wanted. guess santa came late this year.”
your ears twitched. again, how does he know about that? “you seem to know a lot about me, special agent.”
“well, it’s not hard to look up a government worker. pretty mild three years for you, huh? what you applied, got rejected, and realized being a level one tsa agent was your dream?” jungwon prods.
your boots clack heavily against the floor as you sit behind the monitor once again. you can’t help but glance at jungwon, curious about what this irritating man’s face looked like.
“just seemed like there was no point,” you murmur, analyzing the contents of the bags on screen. “if my aptitude tests didn’t get me in the first time, what would?”
jungwon tsks, wiping the salt of his fingers. “your aptitude tests. they were good—no, beyond good. you were a top scorer in almost every category except physical. no, i understand you. if near perfect scores didn’t push you through, nothing could. if it helps you any, they had a real hard time choosing. i have the notes right in front of me.”
you pause. if they had such a hard time, why didn’t they just accept your application? you were bitter, of course. it was your dream and they just rejected you, no explanation. their email didn’t even have the corny “we wish you the best in your endeavors”. it seemed like they didn’t care if you applied again or not.
“ya? what does it say?” you ask, reserved.
“that you would be a damn good agent. i mean, wow. did you really decipher the code in 4 minutes?” jungwon whistles, impressed with what he was reading. “you set a record.”
you wanted to scoff. set a record and they let you go. that doesn’t really give you much hope. “let’s get back to the real reason why we’re even talking.”
“okay, still a bit of a sore spot for you. noted. from what we’ve gathered, they’re exchanging hands right before they get on the flight. apparently, the bomb has a fail safe code that only the man of the hour knows. he puts it in and the bomb’s live.”
“that’s stupid. is he trying to make himself a martyr?”
“why, yes. yes, he is. you’re quick. i think i’m going to like working with you, agent y/n,” jungwon smiles, looking down at his half-eaten plate.
“not an agent,” you bite back. they wouldn’t let you become one, you wanted to say. you let it rest on your tongue instead.
disclaimer: this, in no way, reflects the idol. this is purely fiction. ✧ comments and reblogs are appreciated! ✧ give my other works a read too! come by and chat!
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: wip#enhypen#jungwon x reader#yang jungwon#enhypen x reader#enhypen imagines#enhypen scenarios#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: writes#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: one shot
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𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 my youth is free: still standing here
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warning(s); mildly inappropriate jokes (they're college guys)
‧.₊˚ ੭ˊᵕˋ੭ current tags: @en-dream @heeheesang @prettyange1 @bee-the-loser @httpenhoon @r1kification @tkooooop @viller2 @veerooniicaa @lynnimini @peanutbutterjam505 @molensworld @tsukimiday0 @kazemiya @jvngw0nlvr @swanyvess @taylorluvation @kamfaye @anyaunyu @miujunhui @21corydoras @tsanho @miyawwn @dylanobr1ens @ellezra @prettiann @noodlesfeet @ribbioniki @petralovesbonedo @imnotsureokay @soupersaldz @hyukarina @cherrytaesan @yuzuksi @haechology @shenrickyistheloml @pinklemonade34 @heizqo @pinkiwinkiminki @sitdlstarllala @enzstr @wonuziex @defnotsanni @exselily @sirenla @seungheartyou @pumpkg @vveebee
੭ˊᵕˋ੭ a/n: double update to treat you guys hehe. i know they seem like degenerates... it's because they are. these are conversations my friends would definitely have. atp, it is kind of like a dual storyline because leehan and y/n are no contact right now. we will have them talk again at a point after they've become less sad.
#boynextdoor#han taesan#kim leehan#bnd smau#boynextdoor smau#taesan x reader#leehan x reader#bnd x reader#boynextdoor x reader#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: writes#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: myif
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Omg i was the anon from earlier about ur taesan fic i also showed it to my friend!!! And she loved it too :)
never in my wildest dreams did i ever think i would start off 2025 in tears... that's a lie because i've cried before (not for a bueno reason though).
truly, from the bottom of my very very big heart, thank you for sharing it with your friend. it means a lot that you loved it enough for it to be a topic of conversation between you guys.
won't lie– i am curious what ucd means , but share at your own discretion hehe.
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hello hello and happy TRUE new year to everybody!
to start off the new year, i've cleaned up my side blogs (very minorly)! there are two that are linked in my pinned: nsfw and sfw.
i know my followers are all smart and respectable people so! please don't interact with posts that are 18+ per the authors' requests!
i started them so you can see what i'm reading whenever i'm not talking at you guys! if i haven't read them yet, you'll see the #tbr tag. other ones should have my unadulterated thoughts that borderline insane. i guess you can consider those my reviews...
anyways! again, let's start 2025 lovely, happy, and healthy! blessings upon blessings to all. i love you guys!!
p.s. i may or may not be working on another chapter for myif and a one shot that's based on "carry on" (because i saw a picture of jungwon at the tsa check and thought that i could easily make a banner for it LMAO). i'm planning for them to be released today...
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: updates#you guys are so lovable and huggable#time for me to lock in and write heh
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oh my god i just read your non idol!taesan fic where he is in mech-engineering and it was SO CUTE. I like how you outlined how much he slowly is starting to like yn. Also this is so minor but I never realized how much alot of fics rely on the leads appearance but it was such good writing to realize taesan was falling more for her actions and like her slowly peeling back parts of herself. Which was also very relatable bc I remember how crazy I would act in work mode and then be alot more chillaxed in any other setting, but it was so interesting to read it from taesan's POV and how its all the little moments like the progression of her smile being polite to genuine to finally glowing with him was SO GOOOD like you really focused on the small details of college but also like getting to know someone that don't necessarily look at their physicality like I could feel it was implied yn was cute but more than its like how taesan falls in love with the little things she does and how they all start snowballing gosh it makes me forget how cute real life crushes can be as well anyway i really love your writing and cant wait to read more from you!!! and happy new year :)
holy flap jacks... happy happy HAPPY new year to you as well!
this was such a touching thing to sober up to in 2025. i'm so very glad you enjoyed it so much. i had so much fun writing it and was geeking out over it with hoonieyun.
you may be one person, but one of my goals for 2025 was to write something that would elicit this kind of response. i wish i could give you that new year's kiss because this really made my day. truly. thank you for this.
may only an abundance of good fortune and love find their way to you in 2025 and the rest of your years! MUAH!
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: 𝓪𝓷𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼#anon 〠#you're an absolute gem#i'm genuinely tearing up#besitos bebe#can't believe you chose to spend your first day of 2025 being sososo kind to a stranger#<3
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˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ if you're interested on being tagged, this is the place to be! there are two options: 01. comment .☘︎ ݁˖ 02. taglist form !
˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ if you are not on this post for any wips or active series, that means you are most likely not going to be tagged. i will have a max of 50 for series. if i have a large permanent taglist, i'll stop including them in the 50 people. i will be checking the forms before i post a new work. so, if you prefer filling out the form, that's a perfect acceptable choice too! bold does mean i was unable to tag you!
˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ you can always ask to be removed. no hard feelings! notifs can get very distracting, so i understand. pro tip; to see if you're on here, "ctrl + f" and type in your username!
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𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 my youth is free: pp is small
previous ੭ˊᵕˋ੭ masterlist ੭ˊᵕˋ੭ next
warning(s); mildly inappropriate jokes (they're college guys)
‧.₊˚ ੭ˊᵕˋ੭ current tags: @en-dream @heeheesang @prettyange1 @bee-the-loser @httpenhoon @r1kification @tkooooop @viller2 @veerooniicaa @lynnimini @peanutbutterjam505 @molensworld @tsukimiday0 @kazemiya @jvngw0nlvr @swanyvess @taylorluvation @kamfaye @anyaunyu @miujunhui @21corydoras @tsanho @miyawwn @dylanobr1ens @ellezra @prettiann @noodlesfeet @ribbioniki @petralovesbonedo @imnotsureokay @soupersaldz @hyukarina @cherrytaesan @yuzuksi @haechology @shenrickyistheloml @pinklemonade34 @heizqo @pinkiwinkiminki @sitdlstarllala @enzstr @wonuziex @defnotsanni @exselily @sirenla @seungheartyou @pumpkg
੭ˊᵕˋ੭ a/n: starting the new year strong! with an update hehe! also, i've decided to ignore time stamps and i hope you guys do as well. it's kinda tedious to keep up with. but, what y'all think of this one? did it make you giggle?
#boynextdoor#han taesan#kim leehan#bnd smau#boynextdoor smau#taesan x reader#leehan x reader#bnd x reader#boynextdoor x reader#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: writes#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: myif
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happy new years!
it's not 2025 for me yet BUT i'll be with friends, so i thought i'd come and say it early! thank you for coming with me into the new year everyone! you guys are near and dear to my heart and i do love chatting with y'all!
pls never be scared to reach out to talk about anything and everything! know that you are loved by me and i will always be down to help you guys with anything. i'll be your friend, confidant, or sister. muah!
also, a little heavier in topic, but i pray that every soul that has been lost in the series of plane crashes that we're seeing finds peace. these deaths were unfortunate and my heart goes out to every family that's being forced to go into the new year grieving their loved ones. may they also find peace and happiness when they are ready.
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈#HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEARS#may everyone get all the blessings they deserve#i love you sososo much#let's go into 2025 together! with years to come!
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Hello nana~ hru <3 I made i pinned-post that’s heavily inspired by yours, i hope that you don’t mind. <3 I’m sorry for not asking for your permission earlier 🙏🏽 i have credited you in the post 🤎
i'm good! i hope you're well too :)
about your pinned post, it looks good! dw i'm flattered you enjoyed my theme so much!
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THE THEME IS STUNNING AND GORGEOUS 😍
tysm <3 i stared at my moodboard for too long HHAHA
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i love you!!!!! 😻😻😻😻😻😈😈😈😈😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻
ILY <3 MUAH
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NEW THEME IS SO CUTE NANA ^_^
THANK YOU KIKI <3 i love it so much heh
my fresh start for the new year!! i might go back to all my drabbles and reformat them too... that's for another day though LMAO
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୨♡୧ choose you: i choose you
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a/n: what a wild ride. to think this would garner as much love as it did. thank you so much for coming on this journey with me. i love you guys!
⋆˙⟡🪶─ .✦📜⊹₊ ݁. @en-dream @sugarikiz @jwonistic @wensurr @theothernads @sh0dor1 @vveebee @ardentsnowfall @tasnemluvs @meloncreamysoda @heeheesang @cherrybeomm @jiiyen @iheartshopping @rikidaze @ribbioniki @bee-the-loser @hahaechans @httpenhoon @rairaiblog @r1kification @swanyvess @right-person-wrong-time @xiaoquanquans @firstclassjaylee @petralovesbonedo
#enhypen#jungwon smau#jungwon x reader#yang jungwon#enhypen smau#enhypen x reader#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: writes#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: choose you
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holy... i just finished updating my theme! i think this took me a lot longer than it should've (っ◞‸◟ c)
also, if the masterlist genre doesn't match with what it says on the post... i finally learned the difference between fluff and romance, okay? pls let me liveeee
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈#i love moomin#took a whole course on him#(it had other northern european children's lit too)#liz so pretty ilh#feast your eyes and enjoy
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hii, i’m not sure if you’re taking requests or ideas rn but i still wanted to share with you just in case!
soo, ever since the collab stage for the christmas show (bnd, zb1, tws, and nct wish) i’ve had this ideaaa and you’re the only one i can think of doing this.
what if in your series ‘idol tonight’ y/n has a collab stage with bnd; it can be based on age (ex. only 04’s —although i can’t recall if y/n’s age is mentioned) orrr it can just be a collab between y/n’s group, illit and bnd!!
idk if i explained well my idea 😭 but you can totally ignore this if you don’t want to do it, nppp!! 💗
(you have complete freedom of choosing the song and how you want the story to be!)
the way i gasped when i saw your user... i already started writing it when i remembered i had another request that was in my notes... BUT! it is under way and you will (of course) be tagged (as always).
also, i saw your note on my decotree. ily. you will have a spot in my heart. you were the first person to read my stuff and interact with me about it.
i hope you spent your holidays happy and healthy!
#⍣ 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚: 𝓪𝓷𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼#queen never cry but i did when i saw your ask#i will always write for you#whenever wherever#(when i get the will to write it...)#☺ en dream
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🌿•₊✧💻⋆⭒˚☕️。⋆ CATCH A BREAK
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 { PAIRING; non-idol!taesan x reader, GENRE; fluff, romance, uni!au, one shot, WC; 5.9k, WARNING(S); profanity, alcohol consumption, ASK; maybe you cld write a scenario for bnd's taesan? where he's in university and he meets the reader, A/N; for @dendrobiumorchid, hey! hey... it's been a long time since you sent this request in... i finally caught the writer's wind to write it. i don't know if it fully captures what you wanted, but i hope you enjoy nonetheless because i loved writing it heh. }
taesan sighed. a new semester. the last one was hardly kind to him. he knew mechanical engineering was going to be a difficult major. he thought, at the very least, he’d enjoy the college experience. but, no… meche was leeching away at his very soul. when will he catch a break?
soon, apparently.
first day of class and everyone was buzzing with excitement, fresh off the break sharing vacation stories and whatnot. they were so loud. his break was just him working, spending a few days of the holiday with family, working, contemplating whether or not engineering was for him, and… you guessed it. working.
he trudged into the lecture hall, the strap of his backpack barely hanging onto his shoulder, and sat himself in the back. because it was a required course, the class was full. more people filed in, sitting any spot that they could find.
the professor strode in, silencing the crowd with an authoritative tap on the microphone. a syllabus and a couple of slides later, taesan’s eyes briefly flickered to the creaky doors opening. he watched as you hurried in, windswept hair, silently apologizing to your professor before making your way to a seat.
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you groaned. you could not have had a worse start to your semester. you barely managed to make it back to campus this morning after your flight was continuously delayed. you planned to come the day before so you could situate yourself a little, but all you had time to do was chuck your suitcases in your room and sprint to class. not to mention, tabling for the semester had started and everyone was trying to get people to join their orgs. usually, you’d stop and listen intently, but today was not that day. the tablers thought otherwise though. not one, not two, but three people stopped on your mad dash to class.
are you interested in joining ballroom dancing? not really! sorry! i’m late to class!
would you like to join women in stem? i would but can’t right now! late!
do you wanna donate to sigma alpha epsilon? NO! can’t you see i’m fucking late?
oops. you felt bad (not really). you’re usually a very polite person. today was just not your day.
you managed to find your lecture hall, only 10 minutes late. you tried to open the doors silently, except they had no plans to stay silent. the squeaky hinges alerted your professor that you arrived. you sheepishly bowed, trying to convey your apology, before trying to find a seat. a seat in this full lecture. wow. this was awkwa— oh! there’s a seat!
your eyes met another’s. instinctually, you averted your gaze, focusing on your feet as you made your way to the empty seat.
since it was in the middle of the row and you didn’t feel like crawling over all those poor people, you climbed all the way to the back of the room. when you got behind the empty seat, you noticed a backpack on it. you looked at the girl on the right and saw her backpack by her feet. so, you safely assumed it was the guy on the left’s. you crouched down and tapped his shoulder. he glanced over, meeting your eyes. oh shoot. it was the guy you made awkward eye contact with.
“i’m so sorry, but do you mind if i sit here?” you whispered. he just nodded and removed his backpack, turning back to his notes.
you dropped your backpack in front of the seat and stiffly climbed over, careful to not kick anyone’s head. once you plopped in your seat, you quickly got your laptop out, taking notes over what your professor was currently speaking about.
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a wildly awkward entrance. an even more awkward attempt at silently getting into the seat beside him. taesan wanted to laugh. not at you, persay. there he sat thinking that his life sort of sucked, but then you came in. flushed and looking a bit out of place. as sorry as it might be, he found some comfort in your misfortune.
at the end of the lecture, taesan felt the tension leave your body—or rather, saw—when your body melted in the seat and you threw your head back with a groan. while he packed up his pencil case, he caught you scrolling through the lecture pdf, trying to see what you missed. he could offer you his notes. taesan looked down at his notebook… maybe not. he doubted that you’d be able to read it.
before he could make up his mind, you slammed your laptop shut and shoved it in your backpack. you followed the rest of the stragglers out of the lecture hall, leaving taesan to retract his hand and close his mouth with words left unsaid.
now, taesan didn’t give you much thought after that. why would he? he didn’t know you. but, you did start appearing in his head after he noticed that you kept sitting by him for the following lectures. like you were assigned that seat.
you weren’t late anymore. sometimes, you were even earlier than him. this led to the two of you sharing polite nods and pleasant smiles but nothing more. until a month in.
he knew from the syllabus that grading was divided between attendance, exams, and partner projects. was he looking forward to those projects? absolutely not. he hated them. people inevitably got distracted and couldn’t manage their own pace.
by the end of lecture, he was paired with some guy named jaehyun for the first partner project. the guy seemed great. a little too social for his liking, though. in taesan’s mind, overly social people tended to be less committed to completing their part of the project. so, he mentally prepared himself to do the majority of it by himself.
but, taesan also found himself a bit disappointed. he didn’t have anyone that he would have preferred over jaehyun—he didn’t know anyone in that class—but he was curious about you. he’s seen how you take notes. you followed the lecture and put in your own comments between content notes, little things here and there that personalized your learning. he admired it. so much so, taesan started doing it himself. he wondered what your name was…
taesan didn’t have to wonder for too long. in the middle of one of his and jaehyun’s meetups, you came bouncing along.
“hey, myungjae!” you smiled. that was new. the only facial expressions taesan had ever seen on you was confusion, despair, and frustration. this… this was a nice change.
jaehyun waved back with a big grin. “well, if it isn’t the queen herself, miss y/n.”
taesan noted your name, saying it a couple of times in his head. it was a nice name. it suited you.
you rolled your eyes and gave him a smack on the shoulder. “stop calling me that. literally no one else calls me that.”
“i’d beg to differ.” jaehyun wiggled his finger at you. “leehan calls you that all the time.”
“that’s only because i feed his fish when he’s at work,” you replied. you glanced at taesan curiously before recognition bloomed on your face. “hey! you’re the guy that i sit next to in class.”
taesan awkwardly smiled. “ya… i’m taesan.”
“y/n,” you nodded back, returning his smile with the same cordial one you give him in class. (darn. taesan felt disappointment when you didn’t give him the same smile as jaehyun. why was he disappointed?) you turned your focus back to jaehyun. “i didn’t know you knew taesan.”
“we’re partners for the partner project!”
you blinked. “what partner project?”
jaehyun sighed, giving you a flat look. “the one in class?”
one. two. three. four. five—
“holy shit! you’re in that class too?” you exclaimed with wide eyes.
jaehyun clutched his chest, throwing himself to the side. “my queen doesn’t perceive me. she doesn’t even know we share a class together.”
taesan watched as you wrestled jaehyun, who was being dramatic and acting like you were actually hurting him. you were a brighter person outside of class, knowledge that taesan wouldn’t have been privy to if it weren’t for this partner project. taesan found himself smiling at your light laughs and quips about jaehyun’s airheadedness. he glanced at the time. shoot. he had to go to work.
“sorry,” taesan said as he packed up his stuff. “i gotta head out, but we can text about the rest of the stuff.”
you pulled away from jaehyun, letting the poor guy catch his breath. “oh my— i’m so sorry. i didn’t realize that i was bothering you guys for that long.”
taesan waved nonchalantly. “it’s okay. this was more of an impromptu, just to iron out some details. we were practically done when you came.”
you pouted. cute. cute? cute? taesan internally froze. you were cute?
whatever you said after, he didn’t catch. his mind was currently scrambling about how he found someone (you) cute. he subconsciously nodded at whatever you were saying and made his leave, making an excuse that he was about to be really late. as he hurried away, he heard you tell jaehyun. “maybe he doesn’t like boba.”
funny you should say that. he was on his way to his job… which was making boba.
as taesan sealed the drink he was currently making, his thoughts drifted back to you. the girl that sat next to him during class. the girl that he academically admired enough to copy her notetaking style. the girl that very awkwardly made an appearance in his life. the girl he found cute.
after he called out the drink, he turned and groaned, leaning on his coworker, woonhak. “woonhak, i think my years are getting to me.”
woonhak, his junior by two years, patted him on the head. “you are getting old, man. but, don’t worry. i hear that the standard of living for old people is getting higher.”
taesan whipped his head up and punched woonhak’s shoulder. as the younger man whined and rubbed his shoulder, taesan rinsed the dishes in the sink.
“okay, i’ll bite. what makes you say that?” woonhak asked.
taesan shook his hands before wiping away the excess water off with a rag. “there’s this girl—”
“a girl!?” taesan’s glare silenced woonhak’s exaggerated gasp.
“i knew her—well, not really—but i finally met her and… i found her cute…” taesan trailed off, putting away the refrigerated items left on the counter.
“hold on. you found a girl cute,” woonhak tilted his head. “and that’s why i became a victim of violence? dude, it’s normal to find people attractive.”
“i know. it’s just that i’ve been knowing her. she sits next to me in class. it’s just… i didn’t think of her as anything until i knew her name,” taesan murmured.
woonhak stroked his chin. “names are a powerful kind of magic.”
taesan stared at woonhak blankly before sighing. “you’ve been playing d&d too much.”
woonhak’s cheeks puffed out, his defense bubbling in his throat before he noticed the customer at the register. he turned to them and put on his brightest smile. “hi! what can i get you today?”
taesan moved beside woonhak to hear the order when he heard his name from a familiar voice. “taesan?”
he looked up and saw you. you brightened when you saw that you were right. “you work here?”
at that moment, he thanked his barber for accidentally leaving the sides of his hair long because he knew the tips of his ears were beginning to redden. “oh, hey. ya, i do.”
“i guess you do like boba! when you didn’t reply to my offer to buy you boba, i thought you hated it or something.” your grin was very blinding. at least to him, seeing how he was only familiar with the details of your face when you were feeling negative emotions. wait. details of your face? oh shoot. taesan was screwed.
he let out an awkward chuckle. “ya… i didn’t see a point since i work at a boba shop…” you offered to buy him boba? as an apology for interrupting his meeting with jaehyun? fuck, he didn’t hear that.
“oh… well! how about i buy you food instead? i feel really bad about the whole—”
“no! it’s okay. really…”
you blinked at his interjection and then laughed. “well, you can’t stop me from tipping you then. you do get your tips, right? i heard some owners don’t give their employees the tips.”
woonhak gasped. “are you serious?”
you nodded earnestly. “my friend, leehan, doesn’t get the tips because he gets paid a flat rate. it’s stupid, really. so, i just venmo him the tip.”
“that’s diabolical. that should be illegal,” woonhak sighed with a shake of his head.
you hummed in agreement before looking up at the menu. “do you mind if i order?”
“oh, not at all!” woonhak’s hand hovered the screen. while you were still contemplating your order, taesan braved taking a glance at your face. what details was he remembering?
your overall face did seem happier than what he was used to in class. you seemed lighter. the corners of your lips weren’t downturned like usual, quirked the slightest bit upward as you pouted. your tired eyes were brighter, glistening almost, like they held more life. usually, you looked dead, focusing on the lecture and your notes. your hair was more kempt, though he did find himself liking the messy updos you did in class.
“and will that be all?” woonhak’s voice broke his train of thought. taesan blinked. he missed your entire order. he looked at the pos and saw an oolong milk tea with grass jelly. coincidentally, his favorite drink. it’s like fate— no. he is not letting himself get delusional.
he forced himself to make the drink quickly, handing it to you after wiping it down. you smiled at him. “see you in class!”
taesan’s gaze lingered on you as you walked away until you were out of view. he turned to woonhak who was already looking at him with a smirk.
“oh. you’ve got it bad,” woonhak laughed. he clapped in excitement and threw his arm around taesan’s shoulders. “don’t worry. i think you got a chance.”
woonhak released taesan to check how much of a tip you left. his eyes widened before he hit taesan’s arm. “dude, you definitely got a chance. she tipped $20.”
taesan gawked at the amount. you were generous. it made him smile a bit, but he schooled his expression. he couldn’t give woonhak more things to tease him about. he’d just have to thank you in class.
and he did. thank you, that is.
you just brushed him off with a smile, saying it was no big deal. but, the smile was different this time. no strain. the politeness was still there, but there was more. genuine joy. not as big as the one you gave jaehyun, but better than the one you usually gave him. it felt nice. but, with this, he was scared. what if he started craving more? like seeing you out of class? or trading numbers to compare notes? well, now that he put that into his head, taesan was definitely gonna start hoping that. stupid.
as much as he tried to stamp those feelings down, over the next few weeks, he did start seeing you more out of class. out of coincidence, of course. it started with small waves across the food hall. then, it was whenever you passed each other on campus. then, it was at jaehyun’s party.
“dude, you need to come. you literally carried the whole project. the least i could do is help you unwind this weekend.” jaehyun’s eyes were round and hopeful. it was hard to say no. so, taesan said yes.
taesan isn’t a partier though. he actually hates crowds. they’re loud, messy, and… sticky—whether it be from sweat or spilled alcohol… he dreaded to think of any other reasons. but, jaehyun reassured him. it’d be a get-together in his apartment, so the crowd won’t be too big. taesan somehow doubted it, but he still found himself going. with woonhak, of course.
“can’t believe you know the myung jaehyun and you’re inviting me to one of his parties,” woonhak said, jumping with excitement. “he only ever invites his circles and they’re all cool.”
taesan rolled his eyes as they walked to jaehyun’s apartment. “this isn’t some hallmark movie, woonhak. everyone’s normal. they aren’t any cooler than you or me.”
taesan didn’t often take back his words. he prided himself on only sharing universal facts or opinions that he firmly stood by. but, there you were, making taesan eat his words. you were off to the side behind a small dj set, mixing some of the best club mixes he’s ever heard.
woonhak bumped his shoulder, returning with two drinks in his hand. “they aren’t any cooler, huh? that’s not what your face says.” woonhak sipped his drink as taesan absentmindly took his.
you looked so free. headset wrapped around your neck, hands busy with the dials. you were the definition of cool. you just mixed girls generation’s gee into gd x taeyang’s good boy. who does that? you. you did that. and, people were eating it up, loving the build up and drop.
what he’d usually think is just loud noise, taesan found himself enjoying, grooving with woonhak who was having a blast.
“yooo! taesan! you made it!” jaehyun approached him with open arms. taesan moved his drink just out of reach before jaehyun gave him a bear hug. “i honestly wasn’t sure if you were gonna come! i was scared i got y/n’s hopes up for nothing!”
you were hoping he’d come? though taesan was smirking, internally, he was doing flips and feeling mildly shy. “apparently, i could miss the myung jaehyun’s party.”
“please! it’s just a get-together,” jaehyun said with a shrug.
taesan’s eyebrow quirked. “a get-together… with a dj?”
jaehyun glanced at you before grinning brightly. “it’s just y/n! even though her mixes are insane.”
taesan laughed before taking a sip of his drink. the burn of alcohol was slight but enough to make him recoil a bit. jaehyun laughed at his reaction. “is it strong? i told y/n to go easy on the tequila.”
at taesan’s shrug, jaehyun just patted him on the back. “come on! let’s go say hi to y/n!”
jaehyun grabbed his arm and pulled him a step forward before turning back to woonhak. “you too!” jaehyun let go of taesan to wrap his arm around woonhak’s shoulder, pulling him and taesan through the crowd. when they approached you, you were talking to another guy who was leaning a bit close for it to be a casual conversation. it made taesan squirm inside. alright, let’s calm down. she’s just your classmate.
you looked up from your conversation and yelled. “taesan! you came!”
when the guy looked put-off by you pulling away from him, taesan couldn’t help but feel a bit smug. but, there’s nothing to feel smug about. stop it. just because you were coming up to taesan right now with open arms and the world’s most blinding smile—it doesn’t mean anything. because taesan doesn’t have a crush on you.
you wrapped your arms around him and he gently returned it. you pulled away, only slightly, to look up at him. taesan could make out the slight blush—he means flush—on your cheeks. you gave him a dopey smile. “i’m glad you came! i’m a bit tipsy heh.”
as if taesan caught on fire, you jumped back and covered your gasp with your hand. “sorry! i don’t know if you’re comfortable with hugs. i should’ve asked before—”
“you’re fine, y/n.” taesan softly patted your head which made you smile again.
you turned to woonhak and pointed. “boba guy!”
woonhak sheepishly waved back when jaehyun grabbed him by the shoulders. “do you work at the boba shop?”
woonhak nodded, leaning back slightly at jaehyun’s closeness. jaehyun suddenly hugged him. “dude, you’re my new friend. i freaking love boba.”
you side-eyed jaehyun. it was a cute expression. shit. no. stop it, taesan.
you abruptly linked your arm with taesan. “well, taesan’s been my friend and he also works at the boba shop. i had an insider before you.” you stuck your tongue out at jaehyun before leaning up to whisper in taesan’s ear (which was heating up at your proximity). “i don’t want free boba or anything. i’m just competing against jaehyun.”
“ya, right. you don’t even have your friend’s number,” jaehyun scoffed, jutting his hip out sassily.
your jaw dropped. you scrambled to pull out your phone. “i’m sorry, but would you mind giving me your number?”
taesan could see woonhak smirking out of the corner of his eye. he held back his sigh. he was definitely gonna hear about this at work. he took your phone and put in his number, saving himself as taesan (seatmate). when he returned it to you, you pouted. he watched you type on your phone before you showed him your screen. taesan 🐈⬛🥳.
“you’re not just my seatmate, silly. you’re my friend!” if you grinned any wider, taesan was scared he was going to be permanently blinded. he just smiled at you and patted your head again.
“yes, ma’am,” he replied softly. your eyes crinkled and taesan didn’t know how he was still standing. he’ll finally admit it to himself. you were cute, so painfully cute.
the night continued with you and jaehyun bickering between songs, jaehyun whisking away woonhak to show him all his pokemon cards, you asking taesan a million questions about himself, and taesan returning the favor by asking “what about you?”.
by the end of the party, taesan knew that you preferred listening to soft songs over the k-pop edm that you mix. he knew that you loved feeling the sun on your face but also got really sleepy from it. he knew how you took your matcha (not coffee because you couldn’t handle how bitter it was). he knew that you couldn’t internalize study material without eating ramen at least twice during your study session. he knew a bunch of things about you now. the downsides? he admits he has crush on you and it’s grown and may have a tiny chokehold on him.
of course, it wasn’t confirmed until he noticed himself searching for you in ordinary things. every matcha order he makes, he thought about how you’d rate it based off of your order. every time the sun peaked through the clouds, he thought about how you’d wanna take a nap. every song he came across, he thought about putting it in a playlist he most certainly did not make after learning about your preferences.
okay, so maybe he did like you a little more than he initially thought. but, it doesn’t stop him from acting normal in class. thank goodness. you two carried on, attending lectures now as friends. you indeed did start comparing notes after exchanging numbers, studying together in your apartment even. taesan found himself amused whenever you stopped to make some ramen. you started hanging out from time to time, jaehyun and woonhak included at the most random times. but, he cherished when it was just you two. and, usually, it was when you wanted to go on nightly bike rides.
“it’s too dangerous for me to walk. at least, on a bike, i can speed away from any assailants!” you explained to him with determination. he shook his head, finding you endearing.
it was after these nights that taesan knew he was falling in love with you. whenever he was at work and couldn’t text you, woonhak said he was sulking too much, being more unapproachable than usual. sometimes, he’d make your matcha order just to better remember the time you introduced him to your favorite matcha place. during other partner projects, he thought about how you might go about the topics. on his walks home after work, he wished he was out riding bikes with you, screaming about everything and nothing. whenever he heard k-pop songs playing at work, he thought about the new mixes you’d send him for a sneak peak. on the days the wind was a little harsh on the way to class, he’d crave the way you’d subconsciously cuddle into his side.
one day, you didn’t show up to class. taesan waited. 10 minutes turned into 20, then 30. taesan could hardly focus on the lecture. where were you? he shot you a text. are you okay?
you sent one back just as fast. i feel like there’s a rave going on in my head :(
excuse me? taesan stared at his phone concerned. do you need to go to the er?
noooo! i’m just gonna rot in bed and hope the vaporub does its magic 🙂
as soon as the professor dismissed everyone, taesan shoved everything in his backpack haphazardly and rushed out. what makes sick people feel better? soup, right?
he quickly texted woonhak, asking him to cover his shift. when woonhak agreed and probed why, taesan just said your name. woonhak didn’t ask after that. he just sent a smirking emoji that taesan rolled his eyes at.
he rushed home and put a pot on the stove. he threw open his fridge, glasses clinking violently. taesan stared at his fridge for ingredients. he knew the turmeric in the seasoning pantry would help. he had half of his rotisserie chicken left. he looked at the carrots but remembered you weren’t a fan. he noted the minced ginger and lemons. okay, chicken noodle soup. a classic.
taesan got to work, chopping up all the ingredients in bite-sized pieces and shredding the chicken. he grabbed the chicken stock from his pantry and poured it into the pot. he threw garlic, ginger, turmeric, onions, celery, etc. and started heating it up. he taste-tested every so often, making sure that it’d at least taste good. by the end, taesan was proud to say it was definitely homemade chicken noodle soup. he sprinkled in some cayenne since he knew how much you liked spicy food. he packed it all up in a soup container and texted you. omw to yours!
he stared at the box on his counter, debating whether or not to give it to you. would this be a good time? would it seem inconsiderate? taesan groaned before tucking it under his arm and heading out. his phone buzzed, a reply from you. but you might get sick :(
taesan smiled and shook his head. as if that would stop him from seeing his girl. oh. his girl? you’re not his girl. yet, he hoped.
he near sprinted to your apartment, waving down the people in the lobby to fob him up to your floor. before he knocked on your door, he caught his breath, trying to appear normal. after a few minutes, he knocked and was surprised by how quickly you answered.
oh, you were so cute, wearing a snuggie and the fluffy cat pajama pants he got you for secret santa.
“you didn’t have to come,” you croaked, moving aside so he could step in. as you closed the door behind him, you peered curiously at the box in his arms. “whatcha got there?”
taesan turned and presented you the box. “i made you soup since you’re sick and all.”
you tilted your head in confusion. “where’s the soup?”
he looked down at his hands. holy— where’s the soup? then, he remembered. when he finally decided to bring the box, he forgot to grab the soup on the counter. he groaned and hung his head.
“i might have forgot it,” he muttered. he’s so stupid. how could he forget the whole purpose of him coming here?
you giggled and then winced. “well, what did you bring instead?”
taesan quickly hid the box behind his back and nervously laughed. “nothing! nothing. how about i go back to my apartment and bring the soup?”
“you don’t have to,” you shook your head slowly. “you can, however, tell me what the box is.”
“uh, i’m gonna go back and get the soup!” taesan yelped as he shuffled around you, careful to keep the box out of your reach.
you frowned (cutely, taesan would add). “but, you’re already here. so is the box.”
“how about i give you the box after i get the soup?” taesan tried to reason.
“how about you leave the box and go get the soup—so you don’t forget it again—and i take a peak in the box?” you suggested cheekily. you wiggled your eyebrows at him, swaying a little. oh, how taesan would never win against you.
“if you promise to wait until i give you the soup, i’ll leave the box.”
you paused and thought about it. you sighed and agreed in defeat. “fine. i’ll wait.”
“good girl,” taesan smirked as he set the box on the kitchen counter. you handed him your keys as he opened the door. “i’ll know if you tried to open it by the way.”
as you rolled your eyes, taesan left, his heart racing. he really hoped you wouldn’t open the box until he was back. what if you didn’t wanna see him after? he wouldn’t be able to give you your soup and then he’d have to eat this soup knowing that you hated him.
the anxiety fueled him. he did a full sprint to his apartment and raced up the stairs. he snatched the soup container and raced back down. like the world was smiling down on him, people were already going into your complex so he slipped in with them. he couldn’t stop tapping his foot impatiently, glaring at the numbers going up slowly. when it finally stopped on your floor, his feet stomped down the hall to your door.
he opened your apartment door to see you on the couch, poking at the box sadly. when you heard him come in, your head whipped up which made you wince. he shook his head and lightly scolded you. “you’re gonna make your headache worse.”
“i was just excited to see you,” you muttered. man, that made him a bit hopeful.
he smiled as he dug through your drawers for a spoon before presenting you with the soup. you clapped softly and took it. “did you make it?”
taesan nodded shyly. “sorry if it doesn’t taste that good. but, it will help you get better. so, i expect you to finish it.”
when you took your first sip, taesan could’ve sworn your eyes twinkled.
“taesan, no joke, this is so good,” you praised, taking more spoonfuls.
taesan let out a sigh of relief before plopping down next to you. “i’m glad. i would’ve gone home and cried if you said it was bad.”
you hummed before setting down the soup. you faced him, then pointed at the box. “can i open it now?”
just like that, tension reentered his body. fuck. he did say that he’d give it to you after he got the soup. “y-yes?”
grinning, you grabbed the box and began to open it. taesan leaned forward and placed his hand on top of the box. “before you open it, can you promise me one thing?”
you looked at him, blinking in confusion. “what’s up?”
“you won’t hate me after?” taesan hated how desparate that came out.
you just laughed and grabbed his hand. wow, yours were so warm.
“taesan, i could never hate you—unless this box was holding my mom’s head in it. sorry, that was morbid.” it was your turn to nervously laugh. but, for whatever reason, it let taesan relax a little.
when you opened the box, a soft gasp left you. you pulled out the ippodo kanza matcha and the matcha bowl taesan crafted for you in a pottery class he took. you placed them on the counter as taesan watched in anticipation. you took out the spotify code tag that taesan had bought from etsy. then, the small jar full of folded up papers followed. finally, you found the letter sitting at the bottom.
taesan was itching, his breathing becoming uneven. he stood up, startling you, and sat at the dining table. you looked at him confused.
“sorry, i don’t think i can be next to you when you read that,” taesan laughed oddly.
you snorted and opened the letter. he couldn’t watch you read it. he fiddled with his fingers, letting himself pick out the details on the textured walls of your apartment.
he couldn’t bear thinking of what you’d think of his letter. it contained everything. how he really treasured your friendship. how he treasured you.
how he loved how particular you were about your matcha. how he loved your studying quirk of eating ramen twice. how he loved riding bikes at night with you. how he loved your dj music even though he hates edm.
how you changed his college experience. how engineering, though it was still hard, became bearable after meeting you. how you made this semester the happiest semester of his life. how your smiles became his encouragement. how your laugh was best kind of music life had to offer. how warm your presence was even during the coldest days. how he wanted to be that person for you.
how he wanted to be the guy that makes the matcha that makes you hum in happiness. how he wanted to be the one making you your second and third ramen on a particularly rough study night. how he wanted to keep being the only person you sent your new mixes to. how he wanted to be yours if you’d have him.
it was cheesy, taesan knows. but, it was his feelings. the feelings that he tried to eat and forget about.
when he heard sniffling, he glanced up at you. tears had welled up in your eyes, a few droplets making their way onto the letter. you lifted your head, trying to will the tears back into your tear ducts. your reaction had taesan nervous. were these good tears? were these goodbye tears? did he ruin everything? did he—
“come over here, stupid.” you glared at him. taesan hesitantly returned to his spot on the couch. you pulled out your phone and tapped away before giving him your phone. he gingerly took it.
my bf 🥰
oh… you were dating someone else… that’s embarrassing. taesan should’ve known. were there signs he ignored? was he that blind? this was—
as if you read his mind, you leaned over and opened your text messages with your boyfriend. it felt wrong looking at them. but, taesan couldn’t help but peak at them.
oh. oh! taesan’s head whipped up and stared at you with his mouth open. these were the texts between you two.
“yes, you big, slow dummy. i would love for you to be mine because i’ve been yours since forever.”
so, yes. taesan did catch a break. he caught the biggest break of his life. you.
bonus moment!
“do you have the lecture notes from today?” you asked, drinking the lukewarm soup. taesan rubbed the back of his neck, nervously laughing. “i… i couldn’t pay attention.” you lifted your eyebrow. “you couldn’t pay attention?” “i was worried about you,” he murmured, looking away from you. he heard soft rumbles and peaked over when they became full-on laughs. you hid your face in your hands before looking at him with the same brilliant smile he became infatuated with. “i guess we’ll have to rewatch the lecture together.”
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