#accari laments

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Oh to have my face peppered in kisses by a guy until I'm laughing myself silly

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I want a boyfriend. Someone who's devoted to me and actually enjoys my company and doesn't just pretend to like everyone else. Someone to do that little thumb thing while we hold hands. Someone to share hoodies with. Someone who remembers little things about me. Someone who picks me flowers. Someone i can share my music with.

But i can't get that, can i?

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No because I'm staring at that little typing message with a huge smile on my face

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All i want is someone to rest their head on my tummy so i can play with their hair while we watch old movies and cuddle

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He's literally so perfect

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Red foxes are cheetos and fennec foxes are white cheddar cheetos

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Wish i was with him right now

I'd give him all the snuggles in the world

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hi, let me talk about something rq

Why is being delusional so romanticized these days? like delulu this delulu that oh my god just stop. It's not fun to be delusional, It's not something that makes you better than everyone else. It's not something you should aspire to be. People with delusions struggle every day. And I don't even think everyone knows what delusional means at this point. Not to gatekeep mental illness but...

Anywho, just something i needed to get off my chest.

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Fellas i think it's happening again-

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I need a boy in my bed. Not like in a sexual way, just someone to cuddle with. Someone to run their fingers through my hair or rest their head on my tummy.

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Feelings are confusing.

I'm gay

I just wanna talk to him

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I wouldn't be surprised if Tim Sutton had an onlyfans

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Me when him me when his face me when himmmMmMMM

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I am filled with GAY BOY RAGE. I should have a CUTE BOY on my bed. And we should be SNUGGLING and he should be PLAYING WITH MY HAIR.

But instead i'm browsing the internet to distract myself from the fact that I DON'T

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I think about him all the time. He's rotting my brain from inside out.

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I had this weird dream about vic from purpleverse and he was like an asshole to everyone else except me??? And we were flirting?? Reminded me of an ex tbh