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i’m sickkkkkkk
#i’ve had a cold since august and now i’m just like fully sick#literally everything hurts#i could barely fall asleep last night and then i woke up at 2 and don’t fall back asleep till 5 and woke up again at 7 and i haven’t been#able to sleep since#but on the bright side i finally started watching heartstopper season 3#i’ve cried like 8 times so far cause my immune system is too weak to fight it off#also i’ve read the comics and solitaire so i know what’s coming#but i cry everytime theres a scene with elle cause i just love her so muchhhhhh#she deserves the world#she’s a literal angel#also michael is here!!!!!!!!#but yeah the ed stuff is making me so emotional cause i’m in recovery right now
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I come back for a hot second (and go into hiding pretty much right again) with some redrawn screencaps of what I'm watching currently!! 👀 All I have in me are the sillies-
#one piece#straw hat pirates#tony tony chopper#roronoa zoro#sanji#cat burglar nami#monkey d. luffy#from those scenes I picked you might be able to guess where I currently am on my rewatch 👀#I NEEDED SOMETHING SILLY GUYS#and since I've seen opla I was like. what if. what if I do continue to watch it#(I originally have only watched one piece up to water 7 - maybe parts of the timeskip and sabody - that was YEARS ago)#I also need to add that I LOVE NAMI THIS TIME AROUND AAAAA#also sanji my pathetic wet kitten#CHOPPER!! ZORO!! LUFFY MY BELOVED#also I have not been sleeping on usopp guys
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#catherine tate#hi friends... it's been a week since i made gifs... AGAIN#thought it was time to remake this#also i should watch that panel that david and catherine did together that i keep seeing on my dash#my first week of summer break has been quite busy#but i've been mostly hanging out on my couch reading when i'm at home#and it's so hot here today... i hate it#i don't know if i'll be able to sleep well ;__;#i have also been influenced by the booktok and bookstagram people#and i bought a page turner for my kindle and bro.......#best purchase of my life#it's only been a few hours of me using it but i love it lmaooo#i also got the new dw books with fifteen and ruby and i am excited to read them#ok anyways hope you've all been well!!!
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We don't talk about how long ago I started this haha (there was supposed to be more parts but let's worry about that later).
You should roast Sampo all the time as a Belobog citizen duty.
#honkai star rail#sampo koski#trailblazer#serval landau#lynx landau#this was truly started ages ago and i only did the lynx part today but#gotta share it despite being INCREDIBLY behind in HSR and oof#being denied my game rights bc laptop refused to load the game and was just a black window no loading#then desktop needed to update and took over 45 minutes so i didnt play after cause i was napping while it finished#but then it didnt finish bc my comp went to sleep on its own#so then i had to CONTINUE to update and havent tried since but i should be able to play a bit today (hopeful)#despite what the trailblazers say here i answered every single option i could with happiness to see sampo cause it was funny
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#sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#iii sleep token#vessel iii#song: nazareth#very likely this has been posted before so feel free to ignore it or point me towards a different post but i just. wanted it on my blog#am unsure where or when this took place if anyone has any more specific info i'll update it#the source is the tweet where i found it#i. very simply. have not been able to get this out of my head since i saw it and got tired of hunting so. here you guys go#they're just so cute#i have a bonus gif i'll add in a reblog i didn't want it to take up the whole post#the good news is searching for the the source ritual is what lead me to that video of them playing nazareth at ulu back in 2017#so that was a fun find#gif me baby one more time
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Happy birthday TRIGUN STAMPEDE!! 🎉
#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#meryl stryfe#roberto de niro#tristamp#well i nearly forgot to post this here OQNDNWNA#but here it is! wow 1yr old! truly amazing#words do not suffice to describe how much i love this series and how i adore trigun as a whole#it was like catnip to me and i couldn't let go#i have not been here since the first episode but hey it is also almost a year for me so AHA#i HAD to do a gift for the occasion or i wouldn't be able to sleep. hence the 2 am drawing bc it appeared on my eyelids and i had to
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Someone get this man a younger sibling that ISNT like. Twice his height.
#one piece#op fanart#monkey d. luffy#shirahoshi#kozuki momonosuke#IVE FINISHED REREADING THROUGH WANO IM OBSESSED WITH MOMONOSUKE NOW#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH T - T!!!!#literally tears streaming down my face ‘But I think of you like a little brother!#You’ve heard of laser beam that make you read one piece#get ready for laser beam that makes you REREAD one piece#srsly. do it. I didn’t care about characters like bellamy or shirahoshi or even momonosuke all that much on my first read through#IM OBSESSED NOW. I LOVE HARUDJIN THE GIANT TOO AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF HIM T - T!!! I ALSO DIDNT CARE ABOUT KATAKURI LIKE AT ALL#NOW I CANT GET ENOUGH#also what the actual heck guys. I know its only been a couple of months since wano ended.#but why aren’t there any fics centred on luffy and momo being brothers… There’s like one on ao3 and it’s in italian…#PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY SLEEPING SO HARD ON LUFFY BEING THE OLDER BROTHER/MENTOR TO BOTH MOMO AND SHIRAHOSHI#IM SO MAD#SHIRAHOSHI AND MOMO ARE BOTH THE CHOSEN ONES ; - ;!!! AND LUFFY HAS BEEN PROHPESIZED TO HELP GUIDE THEM TO USE THEIR POWERS!!!#eg shirahoshi hearing the voices of the sea kings and momo hearing zunesha#both times luffy hasn’t been able to talk to them… but he’s been able to guide his younger siblings to use their powers properly#No im fr obsessed with luffy and shirahoshi and momo WHERE THE GOD DAMN FANFICTION AAAGFRGEHSHHSHSHS#LUFFY TREATING SHIRAHOSHI AND MOMO THE SAME WAY ACE TREATED HIM WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER T - T#KILL ME AAAAA1!!1!1!1!!1!1!1#99 percent of all tags on my posts are just me freaking out LMAOOOO
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so there was this template on twitter and I kinda really wanted to do it for loumand sooo-
#I've got several wips for iwtv since S1 in 2021- several. but I've not managed to finish any.#I kinda really wanted to try finish the loumand ones. but it's challenging with the amount of poses and angles for me.#SO. being able to do this? in a few hours? GREATT#also. I've got an exam at the end of soon the next 24 hours and.... I've not... really prepared myself....#and I did this instead of trying to sleep so... hahhh but I'm glad for it too though!#I DO feel a little uncertain about ex. that one eye... *sigh* but we'll say it's presentable 👍#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv#iwtv s2#fanart#iwtv fanart#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#armand iwtv#my art#noliaert#artists on tumblr#disabled artist#I've not gotten glaze yet :// tried to ask for an account to webglaze... but no response so far
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rampaaaaa na mga dhzai!!!!!!!!
#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#nakamoto toshiro#laios touden#laishuro#laishiro#i uploaded this on the wrong blog 2 times im so cooked like a fucking lechon on christmas#im going to be honest i gave laios less care bc something came up & i had to speedrun him#since tomo i wont be able to have much free time or energy. laios took 4hours & toshiro like. 6 hrs#i drew them both on the same canvas so when i both put them on visible mode they're like. perfectly aligned with eachother lol#hate drawing side profiles yet alas. i must do it for the yaoi#im so tired i want to sleep i wanna visit my sister but i must do this work shit
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#Byler#Stranger Things#Mike Wheeler#Will Byers#Fanart#Byler Fanart#My brain is MUSH#it's 0:18 AM rn and since there's still a birthday party downstairs I won't be able to sleep for at least another hour#my parents' friends are LOUD#anyways#byler ftw#soso stop drawing will with sunflowers challenge failed again#FluffyFangirlArt#literal no thoughts head empty only byler
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I've become quite obsessed with these 4
#my 😻 is going crazy!!#I haven't been able to sleep well since Sunday#they have me in a chokehold#let me get between all four of you and show you what you can do with your *****#hantengu#demon slayer hantengu#kimetsu no yaiba hantengu#kny hantengu#upper moon 4#my art#whimsyvixenart#my oc#sekido#karaku#aizetsu#urogi#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer fanart
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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playlist or no playlist I am losing my fucking mind, by the time I get my shit together and start feeling a tiny bit alright the sun starts going down and I am plunged into despair (and this is despite living in MEXICO)
#flashbacks to the utter irrational despair of a providence winter#this is nothing in comparison but#at least I had my housemates and campus and an art building or a library to go to and work even in the snowy dead of night#now it is me just me in my apartment with my post-pandemic agoraphobia and ghost of a social life and heartache#vacillating over whether or not to get my ass out of the house and go to a café to sit alone and work as if this were an actual problem#the actual problem is that I have been on the verge of an anxiety attack at all times and that is still not an actual problem#but I am struggling to focus and struggling to get anything done at all and there are so goddamn many things to get done#and I spent yesterday reading a pop neuroscience self-help book and taking notes like a maniac instead of working & now the sunday scaries#absolute dysfunction#nightmares every time I go to sleep#I am back to meditating and exercising and doing fucking affirmations and going to therapy and it helps it does but it's not enough#all of this awful shit from the past 10 years just flooding my subconscious day and night#and even just getting back into this thesis means facing the reasons I put it on hold in the first place and those were fucking dark days#just want to have a properly good day#just want to get this thing done and be able to focus on getting more paid work and get myself out of this hole#just need to get my entire fucking life together it's no big deal#just having a minor meltdown in the tags it's fine#it's just since the breakup & since the girls visited & for two brief moments I didn't feel alone – everything is hitting me inside and out#and it feels like I have no right to be this much of a mess when things could be so much worse on so many levels#when it comes down to it even with everything that's happened I still know I'm lucky – I'm alive I'm here I'm technically okay#and nevertheless
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Hey, Hunter!
What was life like right after Artificer left?
Answer is under cut, there’s a tiny bit of blood and stuff (Hunter’s killing a Scav in one of the drawings and it isn’t pretty lol)
Hunter: Once Arti left, everything got harder. Fighting especially, without her. I mean, you know my sister, she’s a great fighter. I am too, but with the amount I had to do on missions, it was just… impossible on my own. I was struggling.
I died a lot. Got a few new scars.
And no matter how hard I worked, I couldn’t keep up with how efficiently our missions used to be completed. I wasn’t good enough, not without Arti.
#Rw siblings au#Rw Hunter#Yeeeaahhhh Arti abandoning Hunter sort of ruined his life#So it’s understandable that he’s a bit salty about it lmao#My boy is OVERWORKED let him sleep#He and Arti used to work together and stuff#And since Arti is stronger than Hunter and has pyro abilities#Her leaving meant missions got significantly harder for him#That lead to NSH trying to make Hunter more “like Arti” so he’d be able to do what NSH wanted him to do quicker#But uhhh#NSH fucked up big time#And that’s why Hunter blames Arti for him getting the rot#He also sort of blames himself for not being good enough#But he doesn’t blame the one person who’s actually at fault#Bros in heavy denial lol
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"Well, well, look at you," you laughed, "I can't say I've had the pleasure of being caught before, charmed Batman. I'm a bit disappointed to see you're not a demon; I thought we might hit it off."
The Batman doesn't speak at first, then holds you up against the wall, “The Upper East End. Tuesday night.”
“Hmm, doesn’t ring a bell,” you shrug and he presses his arm harder against your throat, “Now, now, batboy, I need my vocal cords for later, I’ve got a couple men’s names to scream in the bedroom.” He throws you to the ground, you roll a few meters and laugh, “Oh, I love a man who plays rough.”
You prop yourself up on your elbow, grabbing his leg before he can press it on your chest, twisting your body just enough to unbalance him. The Batman stumbles, almost tripping over you as you pull him over yourself. As he’s busy trying to stabilize himself, you get up, shaking your shoulders, “Dimittis,” you mutter and the cuffs fall to the ground, and you blow him a kiss before running off. Batman squints his eyes and pursues, much to your delight.
#batman caped crusader x male reader#batman caped crusader x reader#the 20s one on prime because he has me in a chokehold#Like actual magic cause I'm funny like that and I think Batman would hate that he has to deal with actual fucking magic lmfao#magic reader again because I'm predictable#I want him to hold me against the wall and threaten me with a good time (derogatory) 👹#forgive me I haven’t been able to sleep since Friday night it’s Sunday now and I fear I have surpassed what eleven of normal stress a human#should undergo#I think I can fix him put an actual smile on that face#excuse my Latin I have no clue how it works besides sounding kinda cool#the bat in the magic hat 🎩 🪄✨
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Ghost gifts a single tiny ear loop to Soap one day. Says he noticed Soap had pierced ears. That rings keep from handling a gun or a knife properly. He doesn't make eye contact, tries to hide his face, even as he's already wearing his balaclava.
Soap blinks. Ghost has already given him gifts and only behaved that way for the very first one. He doesn't understand. The earring is very simple, but seems to be made of expensive material and not only covered with a thin leaf of gold.
"Didnae it come with another one?" he says, jokingly.
But Ghost flushes, turns his head, and lifts his mask, only enough for Soap to see the glinting of the other earring on his ear. Suddenly he understands that it's not simply a gift. Ghost favoured practicality, but he wanted to give him a ring.
He grabs his hand as it falls back down.
"Simon, what is this?" he asks softly, not daring to be hopeful just yet.
With his other hand, he reaches out to gently turn Simon's head back towards him. His cheeks and his nose are flushed, it makes the warmth of his dark eyes, generally hidden behind a sneer or a bored expression, undeniable.
He looks nervous. Johnny's heart is beating faster. Could it really be...?
"I know", Simon starts then pauses, uncertain. "I know I'm probably not what you thought you'd have, when you were younger" Soap wants to interrupt, to scoff, to protest that Simon is way better than anyone he could have hoped for, but doesn't. He never wants to cut off his love when he's barely starting to open up.
"I know that I'm not easy to be with some days, that I'm not friendly and easy going like you, like someone you'd deserved to be with." he continues, unconsciously pushing his face more into Soap's hand. "But... I love you, more than I thought I could, and I'd like... I'd like to be with you, for as long as you'd have me..."
Johnny's heart is soaring. He has no idea how to react. He'd have to get all the giddiness out first, and the moment doesn't seem appropriate for jumping around and squealing.
"Officially," Simon continues, voice quieter, out of breath. "If you want to."
A gigantic grin splits Johnny's face. All of his limbs are buzzing, he needs to stand up, to run, to explode something. But he's terrified to spook Simon so instead he just squeezes the hand he's holding rhythmically and moves his feet back and forth.
"Baby, are ye asking me tae marry ye?" Johnny says. He's pretty sure his voice is wobbly, but can't really hear it himself as the blood in his ears is louder than the rest.
Simon's eyes do something, what is visible of his face looks like he has an expression on but Johnny can't analyze it now, doesn't dare to see the hope in his eyes, the pleading in his brows.
"I... Yes, I guess I am," the love of his life says finally. "If you want to. You don't have to."
Soap can't keep himself in check any longer. He's making a high pitched noise, jumping up and down where he's seating on the bed, and throws himself at Simon.
"Of course ah fooking want tae!!!"
Simon lets out an excited giggle, swept in Johnny's mood, and tightens his arms around his lover. No, his fiancé.
This is the best day of his life. He just has to deal with this mission tomorrow, and then they can start to plan everything.
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#and now a bit of angst as a treat :#soap goes on his mission and doesn't return - ghost immediately goes to look for him and only finds traces of a struggle#then price receives a bloody earring and instructions to give out state secrets in exchange for soap#ghost goes ballistic - price doesn't deal with terrorists but has to make them believe he does to gain some time#they need to find where they keep soap - when they eventually manage to rescue him he's in a pretty bad shape and cries when he sees ghost#he looks like he hasn't slept since he was taken and his lobe is covered in dried blood where his captors ripped the earring from it#he sobs in ghost's arms that he lost it#that ghost had given him something so precious and he wasn't able to keep it and ghost knows that it's only because he's been tortured and#sleep deprived but it still breaks his heart & he doesn't know what to do and how to make soap understand that he loves him no matter what#johnny needs a medic and fluids and sleep and stitches and a cast but he can't bring himself to let him go so he just carries him#and doesn't let him go until he absolutely has to even as soap falls asleep on the way back and even as the others look at him with a look#on their face - it doesn't matter anyway soon he'll be simon mactavish and everyone will know#as he's waiting at soap's bedside watching him sleep price comes in and gives him the earring - it's been cleaned and looks good as new#then price asks him if he's invited and after a minute of ghost looking at him with wide eyes he eventually nods#'of course' he says 'we wouldn't be anywhere without you old man'#and price gently punches him in the shoulder#'you have to stop calling me old the recruits are convinced I'm like 50'#and ghost smiles for the first time in a week - he won't stop though - not until he convinces the recruits that price is at least 60
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