#abhi colleges

[desi-yearning]

Having lunch in an empty classroom all alone on Day-1 wasn't on my bingo card but well

[houseofbreadpakoda]

Sach batau toh, darr lagta hain bhai. Bohot hi zyada darr lagta hain.

[noididnotsignupforthis]

the murder-rape case that has occurred in India is not something new.

it happens almost everyday and everyday some woman is silenced because the person who commints the crime is someone she knows or a family member.

people somehow overlook every fucking thing when it comes to safety of women. people who say "it's her fault why was she alone" and "rape is more the woman's fault then the man's" are not the exception but the fucking norm.

rape jokes and sexual assaults are taken so lightly. domestic violence and assaults are taken so lightly.

a bengal minister had the fucking balls to say "the woman who are rallying don't come running to me if your husband beats you"

the fucking chief minister is blaming the victim.

woman's safety is a fucking joke in this country. it is unsafe for us here.

and phirse case hota phirse log chaar din ke loye gussa and then again nothing fucking happens.

do something. be fucking aware. ladhki ki galti nahi ki wo apni work place, school, college, ghar pe safe nahi. admi ki hai and for the love of everything stop blaming the victim

[irisesforyoureyes]

god’s strongest soldier (living in 50 degrees celsius)

[aahistaa]

chemistry jab samjh aata hai >>>😽🎀

orr jab samajh nhi aata hai <<< 😭🙏

[the-prophecy]

Navaratri is actually the gujju version of clubbing till late night but ur parents won't disturb u in this one

[shanti-ashant-hai]

every random person in the society: beta mains ka kya result aaya??

me:

[sillverstreets]

ghar jaana hai

[marchsstuff]

Sakhi where are you???

Yahin hoon mai

Yahin hoon mai

Kahin na gya tughe chood kai mai🎶

[hallasimss]

i’m just gon snuggle down into your inbox for a second because you have to know that i read your kmik tags like its my favorite recap show!!! i am so glad you’re enjoying it 🥹💛✨

i have said it before and i will say it again—i refuse to touch the actual real life Bachelor franchise with an 39-and-a-half foot pole (bc American reality tv and their evil editing. frankly most dating reality tv and their evil editing). but KMIK????? the minute that sh*t shows up on my dash i am invested. i am an expert on relationships i have a list of rankings of the contestants i think are most likely to make it to the next round i am trying not to pick favorites do you understand. there is no coming back from that so i should be thanking you. you are most welcome for coming into my life and carving out a little Dan-shaped hole in my brain

[dam-blue-ribbon]

Mujhe padhne baitha do koi pls😭😭😭😭

[desi-yearning]

Save me from this pls I don't want to come to college 😭😭😭😭😭

[vellhighbandi]

So I guess. This is me coming out to my found family?

"This book made me insane" I say as if I was sane before

[citylighten]

Let's Talk Lost Love

(aka how Zoe ends up with Michael)

Abhijit and Zoe grew up knowing each other due to their mother’s close friendship, but they were not close. For college, he moved to Del Sol Valley with aspirations to become an actor, however, this was an experience he largely failed in. He relocated back to San Myshuno after a few years, and began to work as a copywriter at an advertising agency. This is when he and Zoe reunite and mutually find one another attractive.  They felt a sense of understanding with one another. Zoe was a recent college dropout who had disappointed her parents for being aimless, and Abhijit could never get his mother’s approval. The two accepted each other for who they were (mostly. Zoe often picked on him for having a new personality influenced by Del Sol Valley) In due time they began living with each other. This went on for three or four years: he was her first big love, her first time, he was her everything and everyone knew it. Like, it was clear that any day he would propose to her. They had already reached a point where they (playfully) discussed having kids. Then one night, Zoe begged him to go to the local corner store to pick up some candy for her, and he didn’t come home. He died. Zoe underwent deep despair, she sincerely wanted to die, she couldn’t wrap her mind around how he was gone so easily. She wouldn’t leave her apartment. She blamed herself for wanting a stupid candy bar. Then she decided to leave the city and become a van-lifer. Her parents and friends all disapproved and thought this was a radical shift, but Zoe kept insisting she was fine and something she always wanted to do. But you know, this was really just a means for her to run away from home and avoid the past.

She gets some spontaneous tattoos, travels place to place having misadventures and uncomfortable experiences. She acts happy but her mental health is in the gutter. It's not uncommon for her to look over Abhi's social media pages and just grieve the fact he wasn't even thirty.

She meets Mitchell, J, and Gavin but despite two of these men being attracted to her, Zoe has no interest in romance or sex. Not much later, she meets Michael who was the first guy she was really into in a long while. The minute she saw Michael’s eyes and smile she felt something she hadn’t felt in a long time. She grew close to him and loved that he had a similar adventurous spirit. She couldn't help but chase the feeling she felt with him. Then of course, in less than a year she has little Rohan. 

But sometimes, she was still thinking of Abhijit. Sometimes when mad at Michael this early in their parenthood journey she would have an intrusive thought like, “Rohan should be Abhi’s son” or sometimes it would simply cross her mind, “I wonder how my kids with him would’ve looked.” However, as she and Michael grew together with their family, the more deep her love for Michael became. She realized her heart had enough space for new experiences, loves, and memories.  

The downside of this? One of Zoe's worst fears is Michael not coming home one night. Her worst fear is outliving him because at the moment she doesn’t know how she’d cope with losing her husband. She’s able to go back to the Spice District. She’s able to talk to Lavina, but looking at Rahul? That’s nearly impossible.

Now as for Mayor Chopra, she's still haunted by Abhi's death because she knows her parenting was riddled with errors, and she pities the pain Zoe went through. So when she sees Rohan and Kiara in the Spice District this winter she's thinking: "those could've been my grandchildren if things were different."

When Rohan's a teen and works as the mayor's protege, Lavina lets this slip. But that's another tale for another day.

[aahanna]

Ek toh mere college wale 6 months ka semester ko 3 months meh ktm krke exam le lete h 😭😭😭 abhi toh exam di thi phir kaise exam wapis agya

[in-ankhon-ki-masti]

I don't feel pretty in this college.

Pretty toh kabhi hi feel nahi hua but idk why I feel it more here.

And all the pretty girls have formed this giant group and I don't know it feels like being pretty is a criteria for being a friend?

Like they sort of make normal or simple looking people feel left out idk if I'm putting it right.

Aur phir college ke ladke toh bhaiiiii?? Teenage ladke jinko kisi ne kabhi tameez nahi sikhayi sab itne tharki aur disrespectful kyu hai? Mujhe abhi tak ek decent ladka nahi mila jisse kam se kam baat karne ka toh mann kare. Aur phir ladke rote hain class ke ki koi ladki baat nahi kar rahi aur seperated rehti hain apne hi tashan main. Tum log pehle baat karne laayak toh bano!

Aur the "pretty" girls, the way they try to enact to be like these boys to idk fit in ya alag hi validation chal raha hai. Saala unse bhi baat karne ka mann nahi karta. They all seem so...unnatural?