#aaand idk what else to tag this with but you know you can always ask me to throw in tags 'w'

[perelka-l]

sometimes like this. But also like that.

[authenticcadence18]

30 Questions About Me

THANKS FOR THE TAG @bugaboo-n-bananoir ILY!!!!

(Nick)name: Cadence

gender: cis female

Star sign: Pisces

Height: uhhhhh I am not sure, it’s taller than 5ft at least

Time: night! (Well I wrote most of this last night, but now it’s the evening of the next day!)

Birthday: well I’m a Pisces, so my birthday is between Feb 19th and march 20th!

Fave band/group: Pentatonix! Or For King and Country. Or the piano guys, the vitamin string quartet, Voctave.....also Phineas and the Ferbtones👌

Fave solo artists: I really like Lauren Daigle, and Jackie Evancho used to be my FAVE. Aaand idk if this counts but Michael Giacchino! love his scores, especially the score for Inside Out. There’s also this guy called Clay Kramer on YouTube who makes KK Slider covers of popular music, his stuff gives me so much seratonin😅

Song Stuck in my Head: Well I’m listening to music rn and “I’m Me” from Phineas and Ferb is on so I’ll say that! (I’ll revisit this one when I finish the list and update it with whatever song i’m listening to/is stuck in my head then) (ok the music has since been turned off and now I have “Status Quo” from High School Musical stuck in my head so! There ya go!) (now it is the next day, and I’ve got “when the party’s over” stuck in my head...i think these three songs are an accurate reflection of my taste in music🤣)

Last Movie: uhhhhh oh yeah, The Sorcerer’s Apprentice! It was SO GREAT because Jay Baruchel plays the main character (and the main character is super awkward), so I felt like I was watching Hiccup from the How To Train Your Dragon franchise learn magic and it was GLORIOUS. And also Nicholas Cage is great. And I liked the love interest in the movie as well!! She had a role to play in the story and felt authentic and genuine, which I appreciated!

Last Show: ok well the last show I watched by myself was Phineas and Ferb! Specifically, the episode with the Mardi Gras block party and then the one where Candace and Stacy compete in an obstacle course against Isabella and Ginger (omg wAIT ginger and Stacy are sisters and Isabella and Candace are GOING to be sisters mY HEART I—AH🥺). I hadn’t watched those episodes in forever, so they were really fun to revisit! I think the last actual show I watched was Kids Baking Championship or something, lol. (Those kids are AMAZING. So skilled!)

When i created this blog: November 2019! It was riiiight after the season 3 finale of miraculous aired and absolutely wrecked my emotions. I had some fanfic written that I’d never posted and had been thinking about making a tumblr/ao3 for awhile, and seeing the finale made me finally go, “.....you know what, yeah. The finale is aired, no more spoilers.....it’s time to make a blog.” So I did! And I posted my first fic! And I’m so happy i did :)

What Do I Post: a bunch of multi fandom stuff XD. This blog started off as 90% Miraculous, 10% other fandoms I like...but now it’s just kind of a hodgepoge of my favorite fandoms (with a focus on Phineas and Ferb, lol). I reblog a lot of posts, and then I post original stuff too! I write fanfic, nowadays for Phineas and Ferb but for Miraculous in the past (and probably in the future!), I draw art (mostly Phinabella art because I’ve been drawing them since i was 11 and it feels good to return to my roots), and OCCASIONALLY I will write an analysis post (I’ve got one in the works rn actually 👀), attempt to make a meme, or dip my toe into salt just SLIGHTLY before quickly backing away, lol. If I were to list the fandoms I post about in the order of how frequently I post about them, I’d probably say: Phineas and Ferb, Miraculous....and thennnnn everything else is pretty random and depends on the day, lol.

Last thing i googled: Jay Baruchel 😂. Couldn’t remember how to spell his last name!

Other blogs: this is my only blog! Sometimes I think about making a separate blog for my art and writing, but I am not sure if I should or not....maybe I will someday, but idk. I also have an AO3 for fanfic and an Instagram for art! All are under the name “authenticcadence18.”

Do I get asks: sometimes, yeah!! Sometimes I reblog ask games/prompts and get some asks for those (I’ve got so many prompts in my inbox I want to write/draw things for...ah it’s fine, I’ll get to it eventually😅), and sometimes lovely people will leave thoughts or nice messages in my inbox🥺💕. I’ve got a specific tag for all those nice messages so I can read back over them whenever I need a boost!

Why this url: it’s a music pun! When a song/section of a piece of music ends with a dominant chord resolving to a tonic chord (if you’ve read a certain fic of mine you should know allll about dominant and tonic chords👀🤣), it’s called an authentic cadence! There are different kinds of cadences, and authentic ones are my favorite. One example of this is “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.” I also use this blog to be my authentic, fandom-loving self! So I like authentic cadences, and also, I’m Cadence and using this blog to be authentic! Woo! (And 18 is just my favorite number, lol) I’m glad I ended up choosing a name that doesn’t tie to a specific fandom becaaaaaause this ended up being a multi fandom blog!

Following: 232!!

Followers: 292!!! (THANKS SO MUCH Y’ALL ILY 💕)

Average amount of sleep: wellllll for the past week and a half I was sick so I was probably getting 9ish hours a night (because I would sleep in really late, lol). but NOW? In my immediate future? I suspect my average amount of sleep is going to go down because I’m really bad about staying up late even when I have to get up early😅. Hoping to be good about getting at least 7ish hours a night!

Lucky number: 18! But y’all probably already guessed that, lol.

Instruments: my voice, piano, ukulele, viola (but it’s been a HOT minute), aaaand i used to be able to play guitar but then I got a ukulele and forgot all the guitar chords. (I also dabble in songwriting! I primarily use voice and piano when writing music.)

What I’m wearing: my favorite sweatshirt (that was last night, rn I have on a tanktop), some leggings, and socks!

Dream job: I’m currently learning to be a teacher, and I LOVE teaching and working with kids so that is definitely a job I’m really excited about!!! I would also love to portray characters at Disney or something (well, maybe not at Disney because I hear they’re strict, but like....I want to be Rapunzel or Anna or something, that would be so fun). OR, I would LOVE to work in tv animation somehow, be it voice acting, writing scripts/music, and/or story boarding. basically if I could do what Dan and Swampy did for Phineas and Ferb/Milo Murphy’s Law, I would LOVE THAT. (Especially the writing music part. Getting to write music for established characters and get PAID for it would be SO COOL.!.!.!) Also I think it would be so fun to write Disney storybooks! Like, those books that are about Cinderella baking a cake or Ariel befriending a seahorse, stuff like that. Those brought me a ton of joy as a child!

Dream trip: I want to visit alllll the Disney parks someday😅. (Not right now because, ya know, Covid...but someday!)

Fave food: uhhh i really like pizza. And popcorn. Also hummus and guacamole!

nationality: American

Fave songs: “Times” by Tenth Avenue North; “Can’t Help Falling in Love” (I made an entire playlist of just this song when I first started writing my fic of the same name, so I like the original and a ton of covers of it!), “Show Yourself” from Frozen II, “What Might Have Been” from Phineas and Ferb (and lots of other songs from that show, i made a whole post about that once but I can’t find it, oof); “Rescue” by Lauren Daigle; “Thank You” by Pentatonix; “I See the Light” from Tangled; “Your Hands” by JJ Heller; “Perfect” by Ed Sheeran.....i like a loooot of songs so this is just the tip of the iceberg, but I think that’s good for now, LOL! (As soon as I post this I’m going to remember another song I love, lol)

last book: I got the book Unbirthday for Christmas! It’s basically Disney’s Alice in Wonderland, but if she’d never gone to wonderland and things went horribly wrong there. (I think, I’m not that far into it yet, lol)

Top 3 fictional universes I’d love to live in: 1. DANVILLE, PLS. Especially as a kid, I SO would’ve loved to hang out with Isabella and Phineas and the rest of the gang! Danville is so vibrant and unique and people are always randomly breaking into song there, that’s my kind of place! 2. Fairytopia (from the Barbie movies!) because I could be a fairy OR a mermaid OR BOTH and eat seeweed to breathe underwater even if I wasn’t a mermaid. Like, that’s the dream right there. (I’ve always loved mermaids and fairies, lol!) 3. Maybe San Fransokyo from Big Hero 6? All of the technology in that universe is really cool! And I would love to eat a noodle burger, lol .

Oh! That’s the last one! Wow! This was so FUN!!!!!!! Thanks again for the tag, Maddy!!!! :)

I’ll taaaag @sketchy-panda @macaronsforchat @simplynewyorkbound @inkjackets and anyone else who’d like to do this! (And pls don’t feel pressured to play at all, or answer all of the questions! I was definitely vague with a few of my answers, lol)

[alanncs]

hi my angels ! my name’s dani , i’m from toronto ontario aka best city in the worldt , & i’m 20  !  i’m the kelsey m on the main  &  i can’t tell u how excited i am to have wealthy up n running again !  i literally can’t wait to plot with all you beautiful peoples , so pls like this  &  i’ll slide in the dms , otherwise u can also hit me up on discord 𝒎𝒈𝒌'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆 .#1958  !!  i’m gonna put all you need  2 know about alanna below aaand i hope y’all like her ! <3

new york’s very own alanna d'alessio was spotted on broadway street in gucci bee sneakers . your resemblance to hailey baldwin is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty first birthday bash . while living in nyc ,  you’ve been labeled as being reticent , but also gracious . i guess being a scorpio explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be anything pink , the lingering smell of weed , and a cigarette between her fingers . &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

                    *  /   𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑠 .

full  name  :  alanna  marie  d’alessio  .

age :  twenty  -  one  .

hometown  :  new  york  city  .

zodiac  chart  :  scorpio  sun  ,  aquarius  moon  ,  libra  rising  .

character  inspo  :  alyssa  (  the  end  of  the  f*cking  world  )  ,  marissa  cooper  (  the  o.c  )  ,  hanna  marin  (  pretty  little  liars  )  .

                   *  /   𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚   !!  tw  : kidnapping , ransom , drugs

alanna was born heir to the d'alessio family which came with the billion dollar dynasty that her parents created . 

her dad is an italian government official  but they grew up in ny basically bc her dad is an ambassador/representative for italy  &  her mother is a super model who also wanted to raise her kids here having lived here her whole life , and so they did . 

she had everything handed to her on a silver platter and her parents expected nothing but success from her because of how wealthy they were, they knew they would never have to worry about providing for her and her siblings , and so they spoiled her with whatever she asked for and more

but that came with a price, she was expected to do everything they wanted of her, go to an ivy league college, follow in one of her parent’s career footsteps

alanna did just that, she got amazing grades in high school and was head of many student clubs, organized prom, got almost perfect on sat’s and exams, and busted her ass to get into a good college despite the fact that her parents could’ve easily gotten her a spot if she didn’t do as well as she did

her life was going so well, she had the perfect boyfriend, perfect group of friends, was on her way to brown university in a couple of months, her parents and her couldn’t have been in a better spot with their daughter

the last thing they expected was for someone, a stranger, to get their hands on their daughter . a week after her 18th birthday , she’s walking to school on a monday morning and before she knows what’s happening , there’s something over her head and she’s being dragged into a van and taken from her life

the one thing that was expected, was the $10 million ransom she was held for

basically her dad had some shady dealings with the italian mob & didn’t pay his debts to them for some time - so they kidnapped alanna in retaliation for that

they kept her for 3 days before her parents were able to work with the authorities to get her returned and pay the people in full

surprisingly, she was returned alive but she had to spend two weeks in the hospital afterwards with injuries

once alanna was returned, she wasn’t the same

she told the police what happened to her , but only barely . she didn’t tell her parents or anyone else about what they did to her when she was gone .

she didn’t speak , eat or sleep for two months after she got home

she spent the last few months of her high school in bed, she didn’t attend her graduation, deferred from going to brown in the fall, she didn’t see her friends anymore and she broke up with her boyfriend

the people who took her were never caught & she is still to this day completely terrified of going anywhere alone

she never walks anywhere alone  

it took her months to be able to get back to doing normal things again and being who she was before

to this day ,  alanna still struggles with the memories and the ptsd from what happened to her , but she doesn’t speak to anyone about it and she refuses to bring it up in any scenario

she also has a horrible relationship with her father now , having trouble forgiving him for what happened to her

some people know about it as obviously, being as famous as her family is, it was on the news at the time, and everyone she went to high school with knew what happened so sometimes it can be hard to avoid it

she wants to forget - here comes her secret - she got into drugs after the kidnapping and it quickly spiraled out of control , now she can’t seem to function without them because they’re the only thing that make her feel normal and make the memories fade

anything she can get her hands on rly

but the media think she’s an angel , her reputation has been kept p much pristine her whole life . and her parents have no clue how much she’s struggling or how much she’s changed . so if this were to come out , it would tarnish not only alanna’s reputation but her family’s  as well

                                         *  /   𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚  !!

after deferring from brown ,  alanna knew she had to find some way to keep herself occupied and make money , even though she could live off her parents for however long she wanted

alanna wants to be . miss independent .

so she started getting into modelling , bc of her mom it was easy for her to book gigs

she was able to book gigs like adidas , guess , calvin klein  etc  !

so  that was super exciting for her bc she got really into it and  enjoyed doing it sm

she started acting about a year ago - started off in a few movies , & now she’s currently starring in a netflix series - smth similiar to elite or on my block !

oko so in high school alanna was super bubbly , and just like the really overly nice girl that would talk to literally every 1

but it worked for her bc she was  voted prom queen  and valedictorian ! even tho she missed graduation . yike

Anyway now ! she is not v much like that anymore , except  when she’s super high .

since her kidnapping alanna has been closed off and aloof . in general , she’s not as talkative

she says what she thinks but it usually comes in one word mumbles

can sometimes b very entertaining  . she’s kinda like paris hilton a little bit

also think Marissa from the oc !!

call her a  spoiled brat she’s gonna be like “ yah… and ?”

she  can be very selfish to a fault  in certain situations

and very defensive if she feels attacked, judged , put into a corner , physically cornered , etc

she’s a hopeless romantic at heart and dreams of having an epic love story

but she  has Hella trust issues which easily lead to commitment issues for her so … she will cheat “by accident” lol

that’s why she tries to steer clear of relationships but she also has such a big heart she  falls in love 5 times a day sffsdkj

also w  how much this girl  can sleep around it’s not happening any Time soon 4 her ! she enjoys being single a lot

Bc she likes to get wild

shes like nicole richie on the simple life when she’s partying  lmao

like she likes 2 fuck with ppl sometimes lol , like she will flirt w anyone and everyone just cus she’s bored

umm she lives  in sweatpants n crop tops !

her hair is either in a  bun or just down , she’s rly lazy when it comes to hair and makeup   . like if her makeups done someone else did it lol

Unless she’s like fully in the mood

ooverall she’s a rly sweet lil bean whos just scared of humans ! :’(

um ya idk im always developing  her but IF U read  all this  ilysm !

here’s her pinterest board for more of an idea !

                                  *  /  𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔  !!

EVERYTHING   !  here is a link to my wc page & a link to my wc TAG which are both full of ideas so  msg me  & i’ll throw tons of ideas at u <333 let’s do it i luv plotting sm okay

[emeraldtawny]

Author Interview

Thank you for the tags @claire-maccarthy and @toloveawarlord~

Name: I go by Tawny more than anything else. I will respond to Brooke though (since that is my name :3).

Fandoms now: Most active: Ikemen Sengoku, Ikemen Revolution, Ikemen Vampire Prefer to lurk: Obey Me!, Mr Queen: Love’s Choice, Code Realise

Want to do in the future: More Steam and console otomes (super looking forward to Collar x Malice and Piofiore no Banshou when they’re eventually released on Switch).

Where you post: 99% of my stuff is on tumblr. However, I do use AO3 for my longer multi-chapter fics.

Most popular one-shot: “Locks of Love”. I really enjoyed writing this one so I’m glad it’s as popular as it is uwu.

Most popular multi-chapter story: “Not Good Enough”. Nice little angsty adventure with the Oda warlords. I have another but it’s unfinished so I’m saying it’s this one gdujfxng

Favourite story you wrote: Hmmmmm, probably “Take A Break”. I was just soft and happy writing that one so the positive feelings have stuck around since.

Story you were nervous to post: Any AU hendkfgmrkd. I always feel nerves because I wonder if people will like it or not.

How you choose your titles: Something that’ll explain the fic in one word/sentence, an important keyword from the story itself or, when all else fails, symbolic metaphor.

Completed: Uhhhh....around 138 fics across both tumblr and AO3 (give or take).

Incomplete: All of them bar one are multi-chapter AU fics bndfkcgmd. IkeSen Modern AU (just need to write Kenshin’s...eventually), IkeSen Sex Worker AU (I’ve been stumped on that one for a bit so who knows when that’s getting revived), IkeRev Kyle multi-chapter fic (it just...stopped dead, that one gbdxcignkdx. another one where idk when it’ll see the light again), IkeRev Drug Dealer AU (now THIS one I know what I’m doing, I just need motivation).

Do you outline?: Sometimes. I always have a general blurb that I write for myself to keep checking back to as I’m writing a story. For my longer inter-connected stories, I have an outline.

Coming soon/Not yet started: On hiatus atm but when I’m back in gear, my first priority is to finish the Drug Dealer AU. Have another little project that I’m working on in secret but that’s very much a “chip away whenever I can” thing :3

Do you accept prompts?: I tend to open my askbox in bursts and then close them off after a certain amount of time. At the moment, they’re closed but hopefully I’ll open them soon~

Upcoming story you are most excited about: Definitely my Drug Dealer AU. Is it obvious I like this one? gbdnfkgmdflc. 

What do you use to edit?: I got that free Grammarly boooooiiiiiiii! Otherwise, it’s just me catching my own dumb mistakes.

Writing setup: Me on my bed, hunched over and ruining my back as I type on my laptop with some form of instrumental music in the background.

Do you use a beta reader?: I will ask some people to read over my works occasionally when I’m bone tired and can barely process words anymore hndifcgmdflc.

Where do you get your writing inspiration?: I want to share my ideas with anyone who will read them, although I will only post what I create if they meet my standards. Most of the time, an idea will smack me in the face out of absolutely nowhere and at a time where I can’t write it down for later (...thanks brain). But also, the desire to scream about my bois fuels me like I’m possessed >:3

Can we get a quote from an upcoming WIP?: Why, of course ^w^ “Each small shift in her movement - whether to snuggle further into the pillow or to mumble mindlessly from her no doubt peaceful dreams - warms Zero through, the numbness plaguing him gradually warded off by just her presence alone, unconscious or otherwise. He sighs again as he watches her sleep, still too tense to smile with his lips but what he feels is shown clearly within his deep azure hues.”

~

Tagging @shannie-writes aaand....everyone else has likely been tagged at this point. Anyone who wants to, go for it~!

[ocular-intercourse]

uuh, @warlock-enthusiast (everytime i want to tag you i start typing @loon..ah wait no it’s burned into my brain hasghj) tagged me thank youu!

🌿 favourite comfort food: i don’t know how much that’s really about the food and more about the spectacle or whatever but take-out always makes me happy, other than that i’d have to say it’s two of my family’s traditional holiday meals, for x-mas we always eat gratinated pork tenderloin with mushrooms in cream sauce & french fries on the side, on good friday (not for religious reasons really but just cause it’s tradition) we dont eat meat and since my dad doesn’t eat fish we always eat a casserole made of rice and bell pepper and mushrooms and tomatoes and cheese and creme fraiche sauce (even when were not at home, at least me and my sister tend to cook it wherever we are (or, super cute, my sisters fiance who called my mom to ask for the recipe to surprise my sister with it this year despite him disliking anything with warm bell peppers)). curious really, the things i consoder comfort food are not so much about the taste and more about how these things are tied to special situations, either family memories or just the rare act (to me at least) of ordering out

🌼 favourite alcohol: mint/gin julep, or whiskey lemon smash, generally anything with mint and lemon and ginger is always good to me, combined with gin or whiskey 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

🌷 favourite relaxing activity: drawing, it’s like a fucking spell i just completely zone out, alternatively certain video games

🌸 favourite fluffy/feel good fic: i don’t really have one, i’m not really a fic reader i can’t even remember when i last read one and what fandom it was even about 

🌻 favourite calming scent: i don’t quite know how to describe it it’s that summer afternoon smell, sometimes but not necessarily including the smell of a garden, grass and lilac, somehow the sun makes things smell differently, the same way rain does, it’s just a smell that instantly triggers very distinct memories of teenage me taking in a moment i really enjoyed, relaxed, enjoying the sun and free time and probably reading a good book, noticing how everything is good right now, and it always triggers the same mindset

🌺 favourite relaxing/uplifting song: kiss the sky by shawn lee’s pingpong orchestra, i just get to the line of ‘and you will be someday eyactly what you are’ and i go yeah man i will i really will

🌵 favourite white noise: dark souls/bloodborne youtube let’s plays ??

🍄 favourite book to get lost in: i’m sad i can’t really answer that question i’m not a big reader these days, but honestly any book i read i get lost in that’s just how i am and if you were to ask about my favorite book in general that’s way too hard of a question, i vaguely remember enjoying the Night Watch series by Sergei Lukyanenko a lot but that’s been ages ago and i couldn’t say if i would enjoy them still, also Harry Potter despite all it’s flaws has been such a big influence on kid me that it just holds the title honorably

💐 favourite chill tv show: friends? idk it’s just one of these shows i’ve seen so many times that you can just show me a random episode and it works.. i also just realized i don’t often go for chill shows so there’s not much to choose from

🌹 the best advice you’ve ever had: not sure if i’ve been given that advice directly or it’s just something that i picked up on, but it’s probably ‘don’t assume’ never just assume anything, always communicate to confirm, it might only be so important to me cause my brain works differently from neurotypical ppl but the amount of times people were upset with me cause they just assumed i would know to do something cause it’s apparently common sense or whatever and me just standing there like ‘??? you never told me’, countless, and it works the other way around too i constantly have to check and correct myself, reminding me that i can’t assume other people experience the world the same way i do, it really helps prevent a lot of (often passive agressive) confrontations and helps you understand other people and their needs better

my usual @mangosandchili @moonlesbiam @decafdoppio @bluekeaton @minks-bara-arms aaand everybody else

[kaiba-fangirl]

Fill in the questions/statement as if you are being interviewed for an article and you were your muse

Tag 10 people to do this meme, (repost, don’t reblog)

TAGGED BY: not @rogueprinceconsort =P & I know I’m not a RP blog, but I am a fanfic author so I still do the same kind of stuff, just everyone at once with chapters, so I’m sure ya won’t mind... idk itching to write Seto but his mind is all over the place in Ch7 of And You? (AO3/FFN), & I know I’ve missed a bunch of personal tags in the past, so, well, I’m here now. TAGGING: anyone 1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?

“Seto Kaiba.”  (海馬 瀬人 Kaiba, Seto)

2. WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME?

He narrows his eyes, already suspicious. “Legally, that IS my real name.”

3. DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU WERE CALLED THAT?

“I was born Seto,” he answers flatly, then smirks. “The Kaiba family name I earned for myself and my little brother at the age of 10, when Gozaburo agreed to adopt us thanks to my, superior negotiating skills.” [Seto after Egyptian Pharaoh Seth. Kaiba for, apparently, hippocampus/seahorse.]

4. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN? “Taken. Happily married to the number 1 female duelist, Mai Valentine. She’s now heading the new Fashion Tech and Merchandise Department at Kaiba Corp.” [but he’s also still looking >.>]

5. HAVE ANY ABILITIES OR POWERS? “Just bleeding edge technology development and superior dueling skills,” he shrugs smugly. [and hacking.] [You also accidentally activate latent magical powers every so often, dumbass. Sure he’s a genius. A genius that weaves techno-sorcery into everything & commands gods without even knowing it.] “Anything else you may have heard about magic or spirits or real monsters, is all just nonsense hocus pocus. It’s sensationalists trying to make our amazingly life-like holographic projections seem dangerous.”

6. STOP BEING A MARY SUE/GARY STU. “Heh, doesn’t that just mean born talented? You should be so lucky.”

7. WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR? “Blue,” he chuckles childishly. “It was probably what first drew me to, you know, Blue-Eyes, when I was young.” [It’s not. The Blue-Eyes White Dragon was his magical monster of light ‘girlfriend’ in Ancient Egypt in a past life of his 3000 years ago.]

8. HOW ABOUT YOUR HAIR COLOR? “Chestnut.”

9. HAVE YOU ANY FAMILY MEMBERS? “Living, my little brother, Mokuba, and now my lovely wife.”

10. OH? WHAT ABOUT PETS? “No pets. I barely have time for having two people in my life now it seems, and that’s even with Mokuba off travelling.” [any pet energy is expended on more Blue-Eyes White Dragon themed everything]

11. THAT’S COOL I GUESS, NOW TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. “You wanna see a REAL Gary Stu?! As in, there is no reason he should have made it this far?! Joey fuckin Wheeler. This loser stole his way into my tournament, then has the nerve to even challenge me for 3rd place as if that meant anything, and he still ends up 4th even?! How! He operates on pure luck, and leeching off his ‘friends!’ His deck is a mess, I mean have you even seen his lineup?!?!” [Well that would all be redacted. Now, since this is for an interviewer for a published article...] He calmly and thoughtfully looks off at a spot on the far wall behind the interviewer. He purses his lips and furrows his brow, genuinely distraught, drawing from a direct encounter. “I’m actually more concerned than ever about the state of refugees- whether they have that official label or not. Around the world. Especially the children. These children don’t know what’s going on, and people say they care about children, but they really don’t. They’re not thinking of those kids- of refugee kids. Of poor kids. Of orphans or abused kids. And the way these refugees are being treated, those kids are getting hit with all those things at once. Ya know, I- I was fortunate enough to have that opportunity to be adopted, in a strong first-world nation, but I know what it’s like, to know that the grown ups are just using you, not listening to you. You’re nothing to them; maybe pawns. Now, I’m doing all I can, as president of Kaiba Corp, but there is still only so much we can do. We’re not making tanks or any weapons at all anymore-” He chokes at the thought of a tank staring him down specifically, compared to the latest news. He clears his throat to manage. “Not since the day I took over. We may not be contributing to that military industrial complex anymore, but the state of refugees today is still just as bad if not worse. Now they’re using weapons outlawed by the Geneva Conventions, and in countries that pride themselves on freedom and opportunity. Pteh. It’s madness. It’s evil.” [...aaand that just became the cover story] [We’ll be back after after a short break.]

12. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES/ACTIVITIES YOU LIKE DOING? “Besides dueling, uh, tinkering. Reading. Hacking into random databases I shouldn’t be in.”

13. EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE? “Next question. Don’t even print that, or you’ll be hearing from my lawyers. And they don’t play so nice.” [By ‘lawyers’ I’m pretty sure he just means goons.]

14. EVER… KILLED ANYONE BEFORE? "No.” [Gozaburo.]

15. WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU? "Dragon.”

16. NAME YOUR WORST HABITS. "Tch, I wouldn’t have gotten to be president of a multi-billion-dollar corporation if I had bad habits.”  [That is literally his worst habit. Also how he got there is because of all his bad habits.] He chuckles at what he’s about to make fun of. “Then again, some people think that working too much is a bad habit.”

17. DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE AT ALL? "How could I when I’m already on top?”

18. GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL? "Irrelevant.” He smiles menacingly. “Card games are more important anyway.” [Bi and trying to figure out how to tell his wife. Then again once he does that, the press will be easy. Possibly also grey ace or demi, since he does enjoy the physical aspects of being married & his crush.]

19. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL? “Graduated high school early and then went right back to work as CEO, at the time. I don’t have time to waste getting a piece of paper to validate my knowledge that I’m already putting to use at Kaiba Corp everyday. --but I certainly support everyone staying in school as long as they can. Kaiba Corp offers a free college tuition program for any employee, paid ahead of time, and schedules can be worked around class and homework time as needed.”

20. DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS ONE DAY? “I never thought I would want to marry, but I have always assumed I would want to adopt. Now I am married, and we both want to adopt. Someday. It needs to be when I can have time for them...” [and he’s wondering why you are supposed to only marry one person...]

21. DO YOU HAVE ANY FANBOYS/FANGIRLS? “Yeah,” he laughs, genuinely embarrassed at this level of pure idolization, “I find it endearing to see people dress up as Yugi and I at events.”

22. WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF? “Losing my little brother.”

23. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR? “Full-length pants, tight fitting turtlenecks, boots, and a trenchcoat. More leather and straps and buckles, the better.”

24. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE? “Of course. My little brother and my wife.” [and Joey]

25. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WET YOURSELF? [he just makes this face:]

[but possibly the last time he did hard drugs]

26. WHAT CLASS ARE YOU? (HIGH CLASS, MIDDLE CLASS, LOW CLASS) “Highest class.” He winks, for the spotlight.

27. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE? “I don’t need ‘friends’ outside of my family.”

28. WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE? “Finally, an intelligent question!” he laughs rudely. “My thoughts are that we should change the standard approximation for π to something closer to 3.16. That’s what I use in my calculations, and I find things just seem to work out better for me because of it.”

29. FAVORITE DRINK? “I’ve started drinking a lot more water, and I think that’s pretty much all I drink lately.”

30. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE? “It’s comforting being in my office, knowing where I belong, knowing that with me there, everyone I love is safe, knowing how I got there, and being proud of all I’ve accomplished, but...” [sometimes anxiety about it being Gozaburo’s old office creeps into his mind like an evil spirit or ghost...] “But more than that, I enjoy the wild freedom of just taking my Blue-Eyes jet out with some good music playing.” [oh my various gods he will always be an emo teen at heart <3]

31. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN SOMEONE? He scoffs. “Yes, I am genuinely interested in my wife. Mai is an amazing person. And- Ah, and, um, next question?” [and Joey!]

32. WHAT’S YOUR BRA CUP SIZE AND/OR HOW BIG IS YOUR WILLY? “What kind of magazine is this for, anyway?” he asks as an aside, then thinks up a ridiculous enough response. “Ever hear of Zorc? I’d say that’s roughly one-third the size of mine.” Under his breath, he scoffs in disgust. “Imbeciles.”

33. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR THE OCEAN? “Er, a private pool, thanks. Too many paparazzi anyplace else, and I wouldn’t want to close off anything from the public.” [I hear there’s a river in Egypt he lives in though]

34. WHAT’S YOUR TYPE? “Independent. Strong. Great duelist. Someone who knows what it’s like at rock bottom, but still managed to claw their way to the top...” [he spaces out off to the side]

35. ANY FETISHES? *zoom out to room full of Blue-Eyes White Dragon themed EVERYTHING* “Nah.” [*insert Will Smith presenting his AO3 tags]

36. SEME OR UKE? TOP OR BOTTOM? DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE?

[Switch! But “And You?” is stuck at a T rating, sooo...]

37. CAMPING OR INDOORS? "The fuck- you’re giving me whiplash with these questions,” he mutters. “Camping sounds nice. Real camping. Mokuba and I used to build forts and play outside a lot. I should ask him if he wants to go on a camping trip when he gets back. I doubt- well, no, I think Mai would like that, too.” [And Joey can cook them “candy bars!”]

38. ARE YOU WANTING THE QUIZ TO END?

[the-storm-winds]

tagged by @thatswhyhesprime eyyy

Nicknames/pet names

Storm is what I go by online now. my RL name is technically shortened from my full legal name but I don't have any other irl nicknames (except the one of my sisters who calls me “Ra-ra” but nOBODY ELSE IS ALLOWED)

Zodiac sign

dO YOU WANT MY WHOLE CHART BC WE CAN TALK. no? fine. my Sun is in Sagittarius in the 10th house conjunct Pluto and trine my Leo Moon

Height

5'4”

Last movie I watched

BUMBLEBEE

Last thing I googled

“em dash”. I can't describe how annoying it is those aren't on keyboards

Favorite musicians

tOO MANY. uh. in no particular order and by no means complete: Within Temptation. Indica. The Birthday Massacre. Nightwish. Linkin Park. Thirty Seconds To Mars. Bastille. KOKIA. VAST. The Cure. Poets of the Fall. Hozier. Gregorian. Ivan Dominik. Eivør. Nickelback. Fall Out Boy. The Incredible String Band. and a lot more than that depending on my mood.

Song stuck in my head

“Is This Love” by Bob Marley. my professor had it playing before class and I was like NOSTALGIA but also WOW THAT IS ORION in his earlier stages of having feels for Ratchet

Other blogs

sideblogs @zephyrus-moonlight​, @ero-cataegis​ (NSFW fr i mean it)

rp blogs @iacon-stargazer, @invictus-ignis ​

Do you get asks?

lmao do i what (actUALLY lemme check bc I'm usually on mobile… ……. …. wow I actually do have one unread ask and I'm cracking up now)

Following

483

Dream trip

I love traveling in general so idk man? Europe. Russia. Japan. China. I'd like to go to that public rock garden in Macau again or something like it and just stay there all day.

Amount of sleep

between like.  2 and 7 hours on weeknights hhhhhh

Lucky number

I've got a bunch I like for various reasons but I've used 13 since my old Webkinz account just because I thought it was cool and never made the Thirteen connection until literally as I'm typing this

What I’m wearing

pretty constellation jeans (from Hot Topic lmao) and my night sky golden section t-shirt and cozy socks. and then a pink bathrobe over it all because the AC is running for some goddamn reason

Dream job

uhhh. to be a professional artist? hhh I just wanna paint and have money (which is a sucky goal when you're a COLLEGE SENIOR i know I hate capitalism wooo)

Instruments I play

played the recorder for a long time (and have a nice wooden one that sounds way better than the cheap ones) but it's been ages now

aaand I took violin lessons for awhile but don't remember much. tbh I think I'd prefer cello now because of how it sounds

Languages

English. tiny Mandarin. even tinier Japanese. Russian/Cyrillic alphabet.

Favorite songs

YOU CAN'T JUST ASK ME THAT WE'LL BE HERE ALL DAY. legit i’m all over the place rn in what i’ve been listening to due to hunting for songs for all these playlists for rp characters

Random fact

hhh? uh. i always flavor my macaroni and cheese with asafoetida and eat it with chopsticks. multicultural yo *jazz hands*

Tag 5 people

@personal-burrito ​ @cerulean-fantasy ​ @snowygryphn ​ @pleasedontgethurt ​ @roseymoseyberry ​ if yall feel like it *finger guns*

[choicessa]

Begin Again (Drake x MC)

Book: The Royal Romance

Pairing: Drake x MC (Elizabeth)

Words: ~4400 (I don’t know how this happened…?)

Summary: After Elizabeth’s sudden disappearance after he’s been shot, Drake finally finds her in New York and wants to understand why had she left?

Note: I was playing with that idea for some time but never could properly finish it and last week’s finale plus amazing anon prompt I got: “I didn’t mean to, it was an accident I swear…” + “Sorry won’t fix this…” both resulted with THIS. It was supposed to be angst so it is (not that I’m complaining) aaand I might write part two? Idk, I have kind of idea for more, so… we will see ^^

Warning: A loooot of angst and a bit of swearing.

Also I allow myself to tag my dear friend @mariawalkerwrites, I hope you’ll enjoy this despite the fact it is quite angsty ^^

He found her.

When he saw her inside that bar all he could think of was… relief. Relief that he finally found her, that after all those days, weeks of looking for her everywhere – he finally did it. She was there, a few steps ahead, finally within the reach of his hand. He could almost feel his heart beating like crazy in his chest when with his eyes wide opened he was moving his gaze over her silhouette in the distance.

She didn’t change.

The same long hair, falling on her arms in a soft waves, the same look of her blue eyes, now moving through the bar, maybe looking for someone. The way she bit her lower lip, unconsciously, when she was thinking about something.

Elizabeth. His Elizabeth.

But that relief, the joy of seeing her quickly disappeared, leaving place for another emotions, the ones he wanted to get rid of and yet the ones which have driven him by the past weeks. Anger that she left him, almost like a dream that disappears in the morning, almost like she had never been there at first place; hurt that she didn’t leave a word of explanation, not even a smallest word of comfort, which would make him sleep better at night; fury that after everything that happened, after all those promises of life together, he was the one who had to come and find her. He wanted to run to her, close her in his arms, feel the warmth of her body in his again, he craved so much to taste her lips, cover her face with kisses, tell her how much he loves her, how much he missed her. But… at the same time he wanted to grab her arms, look her straight into her eyes and ask why the hell did he do this to him? How could she and how is she capable of sleeping at night with the memories of how she broke his heart? He wanted to come and go, let her know how it really is to lose someone you love more than anything; he wanted her to suffer, just like he did…

The memories came back like a tidal wave, flooding him, bringing back the same pain. That moment when he woke up in that dark hospital room, his throat sore, wound in his chest burning almost like fire and terrible pain in his heart, the unbearable thought. Did she make it? Did he save her? Did he protect her from that bullet?

He waited for her to come. One hour. Four. Ten. A day has passed, two and she still didn’t come. Liam kept on telling him that it was too big risk, that they needed to protect her and he believed it. At the beginning. But when almost three days has passed and he still had to ask for her, he knew they lied. They all lied.

When he asked his friend for a truth, he was prepared for pretty much everything. He was prepared for hearing that she was dead, that she didn’t make it, that even though he did everything, the bullet still reached her. He was prepared for hearing that she was in coma, in critical condition, laying a few rooms further in the same hospital that he was.

But he wasn’t prepared for this.

For that look full of pity when Liam told him that… She was gone. That she disappeared, leaving one note, with no explanation, telling only that she was sorry and she needed to leave, had to leave. Words which were probably meant to be a consolation, make her departure easier for him, but… they never did. They only made hole in his heart bigger, they made every single day a struggle when he needed anything to hold on to, anything to help him cope. Until he realized that’s the only way of ever getting over was… to find her, hear her explanation, maybe understand why did she do this? Or maybe what had he done that made her leave?

And here he was, standing in front of her bar, looking at her through the window, first time in forever wondering if it was a good idea. Maybe it was stupid to open up the old wounds? Maybe he was stupid for trying again? Maybe it was better to just bury everything behind, forget that part of his life that was now gone? Maybe she had already moved on and now it was time for him to do the same thing? But he didn’t come here for nothing, he didn’t spent last weeks in this city looking for her, just to run away once she was within the reach of his hand. She owed him at least that, a confession. Taking a deep breath he opened the door and stepped inside.

~~~

The hour passed after an hour and Elizabeth looked at the watch again, sighing with a mixture of relief and resignation. Only three more hours and it’ll be end of today’s torment...  She took another glass, wiping it with a cloth before putting it back at the shelf behind her back.

Today was one of those days.

Days when she was woken up by a nightmare, bringing back the pain of a stupid decision she once made. One of those days when she couldn’t stop thinking if maybe there was another way. A day filled with regrets haunting her whenever she closed her eyes. You left him. Those simple words refusing to leave her mind, even though she tried so hard to get rid of them. The thought that occupied her mind, every moment she wasn’t otherwise engaged. For last few months she was feeding herself with lies that she did it for him but truth was… She had no idea if he was okay. She wanted to reach out to him for so many times, hands holding her phone, text message ready to be sent and her own fingers hovering over ‘sent’ button. But she never did. Never sent that message, not to him, not to anyone. She simply had to pretend she never existed, never stormed into his life, their lives, bringing only pain and disappointment.

Most of the days it was surprisingly easy to drown out that persistent voice in her head; she had work, she managed to keep up the appearance of a normal life and sometimes it seemed that she was good again until... until the day like this came and everything returned to the starting point.

Suddenly Elizabeth heard the sound of door opening and she let out another sigh. It was a long day and a long evening and every new customer was making it harder to wait till the end of the shift. Especially today when all those thoughts and memories of her previous life were haunting her, making it unable to focus on anything else. She took a deep breath when she heard slow, heavy steps on the floor, followed by the soft creaking of the stool when another customer sat down at the counter.

“What can I get you?” Elizabeth finally asked, still not looking at him, finishing her previous cleaning.

“Maybe an explanation?”

Glass that she was holding almost slipped from her hand when she heard those words.

That voice…

The one she thought she’d never hear again in her life, the one she’d recognize everywhere, the one she grew so fond of once, the voice that used to fill her heart with longing, tenderness and the one which was now… emotionless, causing only more pain and bringing all the regrets she tried to silence for so long. Elizabeth took a deep breath and slowly turned around, almost immediately meeting the familiar pair of dark eyes. Drake…

In that moment all she could feel was… relief. Relief because he was alive, sitting right in front of her, relief that he was okay. For the first time that felt like forever she could breathe again, she didn’t have to feed herself with false hope, pray that he would be safe and sound. Because he was. Right here, within the reach of her hand. Her lips started to move, almost lifting in a smile when a sad realization hit her. She hurt him so much… Left without a word, leaving him nothing, not even a single letter, hoping that finally he would forget her, just like she will try to forget about him. But yet he was here, in New York, months after her departure and… even after all this time – she realized she loves him the same. His one look, the sight of his brown eyes, could still make her heart flutter in her chest. But even though her feelings didn’t change at all, they both changed. And he… He must have hated her, after all that she’s done… She swallowed hard and cleared her throat, before putting her hands on a counter, taking a step towards him.

“What… What are you doing here?” She managed to ask, almost relieved that her voice didn’t betray her this one time and gave this false image of her being so… calm.

“I came for an explanation. Maybe you can help me with this one?” There was no trace of any emotion in his voice, it sounded almost like he was ordinary asking for an hour or another drink to order, not a single trace of any affection, the one she used to know once…

But what was she expecting? She brought it on herself… Her one single decision made him shut off again, built up all those walls once again, not allowing himself for any trace of weakness. Not now. Not in front of her anymore.

“I’m working.” She answered simply.

“Oh yes, I see that. But since you don’t have a lot of customers, I think a little chat with someone who once considered you a friend wouldn’t take up too much of your precious time, huh?”

She winced, hearing his words. Friends…? They were so much more than that… She swallowed hard, dropping her gaze, not capable of looking at him. Friends… Every his word hurt, they hurt more than a thought of ever leaving him. Because she could always feed herself with hope that he did move on, he had a life, maybe even a happy one, but now all those illusions, helping her cope with waking up every day, were… gone. Elizabeth felt her hands started to tremble and she looked down at them, clearing her throat. For a longer moment she didn’t know what to say, what to do. Never, even in her wildest dreams she thought of a scenario where Drake would come and find her. She was never prepared for that and now she completely didn’t know what to do, how to behave.

“If you think you’ll get rid of me by ignoring me, then you’re mistaken, Harris…” He snorted, bringing her back to reality, crossing his arms and leaning them against the counter and Liz looked up at him. “I won’t leave until you talk to me.”

“And do you know that I have every right to ask you to leave if you won’t order something?” She raised her brow, now filled with frustration. He caught her off guard, showing like this and demanding things. And Liz couldn’t show how moved she was, she didn’t want to, putting up her own shields.

For a moment they were just looking at each other, the silent battle of gazes when finally Drake gave up.

“Fine. I’ll have whiskey.” He leaned back again, sighing and Elizabeth placed a glass in front of him, pouring him the golden liquid.

“Here.” She was trying to turn around when Drake grabbed her wrist, gently, yet firmly pulling her closer.

“You won’t get rid of me so easily, Harris. Not after everything you have done. You owe me an explanation.”

“Owe you? I don’t owe you anything. And we have nothing to talk about.” She tried to take her hand away but Drake’s grip grew stronger, when he leaned down towards her.

“Oh, really? Nothing at all? After everything that happened!?” He raised his voice, his eyes never leaving hers. “And what about all those times you told me that you want me, huh? What about that moment when you chose me over Liam? What about all those kisses we shared? Hell, Harris, we even slept together! And then you just… Disappeared like a ghost and you tell me that we have nothing to talk about!?” His voice was full of anger now and Liz looked around, afraid that some other guests may hear them. “Did really all those moments in between mean so little to you!? And what about the fucking bullet I took for you, risking everything to save your life? Is it also nothing!?”

“Drake…” She tried to interrupt him but he didn’t listen.

“Do you know how long it took me to find you? How many weeks have passed before I found you in that city? First I couldn’t even left Cordonia, they didn’t let me because of the wound I had, caused by the bullet I took for you. And when I came here…” He shook his head, a strange laughter escaping his lips. “Do you have any idea how long does it take to find one single waitress in this fucking city!? In how many bars I’ve been, showing your picture and hoping that someone would recognize you!? Do you know how feels the person, looking for a needle in the stick of hay!? Do you know what had I sacrificed to find you!?” Now he was almost shouting and customers sitting closer to them started to look discreetly into their direction.

“Drake!” Elizabeth snarled, interrupting his monologue. „Are you done?”

He was breathing heavily, finally releasing her wrist, his eyes never leaving hers. She was furious, angry because every his word hurt, piercing her heart almost like a sword, again and again. He had no right to come back into her life like that, bringing back the stings of remorse, reminding her how hard was to leave everything and everyone behind her. She thought she finally moved on, that she started to slowly learn how to live again, without the regrets haunting her every day. And now he was here, a reminder of a previous life, a reminder of what she had done. But deep in her heart she knew that he had every right to be angry at her, he had every right to tell her all those things. And part of her hated him for that, for reminding her how much she hated herself.

“No.” His voice interrupted her. “I am not done!” He banged his fist on the counter. “You know that I lost everyone I loved in my life before! My father, my sister and when I met you… I thought you will be by my side, just like I was by yours for all this time, and you did what? After all you left me too, just like them!”

“Then maybe you should ask yourself why people keep leaving you?”

Words left her mouth before she had a time to rethink them. Oh my God, she didn’t… And everything about him changed, he leaned back on his stool, the pure hurt visible on his face when he stared at her, almost not believing that those words left her lips. Elizabeth was looking at him, her eyes wide opened, her mouth slightly parted when she could only see how Drake clenched his jaw, his fingers gripping the glass of whiskey so tight that they were almost white now. What the hell has she done? How could she said that?

“I’m so sorry, Drake, I…” She stuttered. “I didn’t mean to, it was an accident, I swear, it just…”

“Yeah, well…” He suddenly shrugged, regaining his composure, once again putting up all those walls, pretending that he didn’t care, that her words didn’t hurt him at all. “Thanks for the whiskey, Harris…” With those words he put a few bills on the counter and stood up, leaving bar with not another word.

With her eyes wide open Elizabeth was watching how he simply left her bar, door closing behind his back. For a moment she could just… stare blankly at the wall, not knowing what to do, not really realizing what had just happened. Until her shock was replaced by pure anger. So that’s how he wanted to solve this, huh? Did he really think he’s the only one hurt?

Not thinking about any consequences, she got to the door and stormed off to the street. He wasn’t far, just a few meters ahead of her and Elizabeth ran to him in a few steps.

“Hey! Don’t you dare leave like that, we haven’t finished!” She shouted, grabbing his arm but Drake quickly shook her hand off.

“I think you’ve said enough.”

“Look, I said I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean to say that, I was angry and… It just slipped out!”

“Sorry won’t fix this…” He murmured, still walking straight, not stopping, even when she grabbed his arm again. “Not this, not what you have done…”

“So what do you want me to say? Huh? That every day I regret what I had done? That I’m truly sorry for everything? That if I could turn back time I would do it without thinking twice? Because this is the truth, Drake and you know it!”

“You can say that you’re sorry a thousand times but it still won’t change anything! It’s too late to apologize!”

“So that’s why you came here?” She suddenly stopped, not having enough strength to chase him anymore. “To open up old wounds and just… leave!?”

“I came here for explanation! The one you still refuse to give me! I just want to know why was it so easy to leave me!?” He finally stopped and turned around to look at her.

“Easy!? It was never easy!” She shouted, spreading her arms with frustration. “It was the hardest decision of my life!”

“Oh yeah? It doesn’t look like that, I see that you've set yourself up pretty well.”

“Oh fuck you, Walker!” Words left her mouth without thinking, before she had a chance to bite her tongue but with some dose of satisfaction noticing that Drake looked at her surprised. “You know nothing about my life and my struggles! Do you really think you’re the only person hurt? That this didn’t affect me at all? What else can I say, what else can I do so you’d believe that I mean it!?”

“Just… Just tell me the truth! I just want to know if all those sleepless nights I spent wondering if I could stop you, were worth it! Do you know for how long was I wondering what have I done wrong? What did I do that made you leave? Why wasn’t I enough?”

“You were always enough!”

“So why? Why, Harris!?”

“Don’t you understand!? I did it to protect you!”

He blinked several times, probably never expecting this kind of answer.

“Protect me?” He repeated.

“You’ve been hurt because of me! Hell, Drake, you’ve been shot! Right in the chest! I barely lived through that, fearing that you might… die, and knowing it was all my fault. And then I started to think… What if one day you’d want to do this again? Save me? Feeling this stupid need of sacrificing yourself for me?“

“So… That was a way of sparing me pain, huh? Yeah, right, it really turned out great…” He snorted.

“But it was all my fault! Everything happened because of me! If I was the reason you were hurt, that you were fighting for your life… I had to leave! I had to make sure you won’t recklessly risk your life like that again!” She looked up at him, taking one step closer when he crossed arms on his chest. “What was I supposed to do!? What other choice did I have?”

“You could have come to me!” Drake looked at her once again, brows drew in pain. “Share your doubts with me! We could have made this decision together!”

“You wouldn’t have let me go!”

“No. I wouldn’t. Because running away is never a solution!”

“But if I stayed…”

“What would have happened? Huh? The end of the world?” He rolled his eyes.

“I…”

“You always accused ME of being selfish and now? Look what you have done! You ran away because you were so afraid of losing me! You chose the easier option of letting go instead of fighting. And I know you are a fighter, Harris, oh, I do know that. You wanted to spare me the pain!? You know nothing about my pain! I could stand the physical side of it, I could stand that hole burning in my chest, I could stand the thought of being hurt for you because at least I had a consolation that YOU were safe! But this pain? Right here? When you left?” He pressed finger to his chest, pointing to his heart. “Nothing could compare to it! Nothing, Harris! Nothing is worse than a pain of a broken heart who once loved too much!”

They stood there in silence, breathing heavily, both of them looking at each other with no words. For the very first time this evening Elizabeth could see how hurt Drake was. Like always he was trying to hide it but right here, right now he wasn’t capable of it, the hurt, her betrayal so visible in his eyes. She felt her heart clenched painfully when she realized that her sudden runaway hurt him a lot more than she could ever suppose; that when she tried so hard to make things right, she somehow managed to make them even worse. She looked up at him, knowing that there was no way of ever making things right, that with that one decision she probably lost him forever.

Elizabeth opened her mouth, taking a step closer to him, her hands almost involuntarily reaching out to him when she stopped abruptly and her hands fell heavily on both sides of her body. And then she felt tears on her cheeks, tears of anger, tears of regret when she understood that with her one stupid decision she destroyed the only chance of happiness in her life, she lost the only man she truly loved. Because she was too afraid of living without him and that’s exactly what made her lost him forever.

“You’re right…” She finally whispered, suddenly feeling powerless, all the anger slowly escaping, leaving her tired, so, so tired. “You are right, about everything… God, I did a terrible thing, didn’t I?” She turned her head to the side and closed her eyes for a moment, another tears falling down her face. “I was so afraid of losing you and…” She shook her head. And that’s exactly what made me lose you forever… “I am so, so sorry, Drake… If there was anything I could do, I’d do it. I know that it probably means nothing to you now, but… ” Her voice trailed off, words stuck in her  throat when a sob overtook her body.

She bit her lower lip, trying to stop the tears from falling but she couldn’t. She resisted them for so long, hid that pain for such a long time and she couldn’t do it anymore. She embraced herself with her arms, the only comfort she could get right now, still avoiding his sight, feeling so stupid for being so vulnerable in front of him.

Drake was just looking at her, not knowing what to do. On the one hand he wanted to grab her into his arms, hug her, tell her not to worry, ensure her that everything will be fine. But on the other hand… What she did… It still hurt. Her disappearance without a word, how she left him, and he couldn’t understand why, for such a long time. Now he at least knew but it didn’t make the pain piercing his heart any weaker… He looked up at her and frowned, another wave of pain surging through his body. He couldn’t stand the sight of her crying, no matter how much she hurt him, no matter how much he thought he hated her for this, this sight was… unbearable. Drake took a deep breath and hesitantly took a step towards her and another, until he was standing right in front of her. She still wasn’t looking at him but tears shining on her cheeks made him feel that irresistible urge of touching her, wiping them away with a single touch. And then he reached out to her, his arms closing around her shaking body when he pulled her closer, with no hesitation anymore. She stiffened under his touch, probably never expecting it but Drake only pressed his chin to the top of her head, tightening his embrace and finally Elizabeth started to relax under his touch. She slowly put her arms around his waist, snuggling into him, breathing in the familiar scent, the one she missed for such a long time and let herself for a moment forget about the pain, the anger. He was here, safe and sound, holding her in his arms, just like he always supposed to and it all just seemed so… right.

“We should have had this conversation months ago…” She murmured against his chest, her voice lost in the layers of his clothes. “Not now…”

“Yes… We should have…” He sighed, hesitantly placing a gentle kiss on the top of her head. “We definitely should…”

For a moment they stayed like that, each of them afraid to break this moment, afraid of coming back to the harsh reality of unspoken regrets. Until finally Drake sighed heavily.

“Maybe we should take this conversation somewhere else?” He said, rather murmured against the top of her head, almost like he was afraid of those words.

Elizabeth slowly took a step back, slipping out from his embrace and looked at him, her eyes wide opened, almost like she was surprised by this proposition, almost like she couldn’t believe in a possibility of getting the other chance. But one look into his eyes and she saw the glimpse of the old Drake, the one she knew, the one she hurt, the one with heart on a sleeve, because of her, just for her. And in that moment she let herself hope that maybe not everything was destroyed? Maybe it wasn’t the end? Maybe they could begin again? She smiled weakly, nodding her head.

“I think I know just the place…”

[marvelousheroes]

Best Friends with Rogers and Barnes

Pairing: Steve Rogers (pre-serum) x you x Bucky Barnes (all platonic) 

Request: hey uh it’d be hella cool if like you could write a fic where the reader and steve are best friends (with bucky too ofc) and they’re in highschool! you could do it in modern times or around the time when steve/bucky were teens. idk if you’ve written a fic like this before though, it’d be cool though. i hope this made sense by @kocktober​

Word count: 1225

Warnings: Like two curse words (but hey, sometimes ‘stupidface’ just doesn’t do the job)

A/N: So this is basically like a day with Steve and Bucky. Pretty light, no major plot twists or anything. Hope you’ll enjoy this! :)

PS: You can send me asks, stupid questions, messages anything! And please do :D send your asks here

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“Hey Steve” you ran to your friend and gave him a massive hug.

“Oh, hey Y/N” Steve laughed and patted your back a bit to signal you that you were squeezing him too tight. You had known Steve for years now and he was the best friend you had ever had.

“So, are we still going to the movies tonight?” You asked him as you two started walking towards your classroom.

“Yeah, of course! I asked Bucky to come too” Steve smiled at you.

“That’s perfect!” you replied cheerfully. That cheerfulness was quickly removed from your face when you noticed the school bullies walking towards you. They were always so mean to Steve and you hated that. Why do they always have to pick on the smallest guys? Unlucky for you, Steve was always ready to fight them although he never won. You gave the bullies a murderous look trying to get them to back off, but it didn’t work. As they walked past you they pushed Steve to the lockers making him drop everything he was carrying to the floor.

“Loser” they shouted at Steve while he was picking up his things.

“Hey watch where you are going dickheads” You heard Bucky’s voice shout at them behind you. “Hey man, are you okay?” Bucky patted Steve’s shoulder as he stood up.

“Yeah” Steve said clearly embarrassed.

“Come on, let’s go to math class” you gave Steve a small smile. “You walking with us?” You asked Bucky while giving him a thankful smile.

“Yeah” Bucky smiled at you and put his hand on Steve’s shoulder in a protective manner.

After math you three headed to lunch. You were sitting at a table laughing with your friends when someone decided to push Steve again.

“Um, excuse me?” Steve exclaimed loudly. The boys laughed at him and started walking away when Steve stood up from his seat.

“Steve don’t! They’re not worth it” you tried to reason with him, but you could see in his eyes that he wasn’t backing down. The boys turned around a bit surprised of Steve’s actions but still laughing.

“Oh, little boy wants to fight me?” The biggest bully said.

“I don’t like bullies” Steve said and put his fists up as the bully walked closer to him. You looked at the scene in front of you in horror, knowing that Steve would have no chance winning this guy in a fight. The bully stopped with a crazy smile when he reached Steve. He looked at Steve from head to toe for a while then suddenly hit him in the face making Steve crash on the floor. The second his fist touched Steve’s face Bucky jumped out of his seat to knock down the guy. He then turned around to Steve with an eyeroll and helped him up.

“Bucky you don’t always have to come save me. I can take care of myself” Steve said annoyedly making Bucky roll his eyes again.

“Yeah, you seemed to be doing great” he said sarcastically while helping Steve to his seat.

“Yeah Steve you really need to stop doing that” you said with an angry tone. “You’re going to get yourself killed some day” you finished worriedly. You looked at Steve’s eye noticing that it was getting a little swollen. “I’ll get you some ice” you said as you stood up from your chair and walked to the lunch lady.

After school you went straight to the movie theater. You weren’t really as excited about the movie as you were about spending time with your best friends.

“Are you sure that you can even see the movie with your swollen eye?” You asked Steve as you stood in a line to get the tickets. “I mean we could do something else instead if you want” you continued while worriedly examining his eye.

“Y/N. Stop worrying about me. I’m fine. I can see just fine” Steve laughed a bit while shooing your hands away from his face.

“Yeah, I’m pretty sure this is his regular now” Bucky let out a laugh.

“Okay, okay, sorry. I promise I won’t fuss over you anymore” you gave Steve an apologetic smile and bought the tickets for the three of you.

You went to a small diner near your home after the movie to get some late-night snack. You sat at your table laughing all night when you noticed a girl checking Steve out.

“Okay Steve. There is a cute girl on your left staring at you with heart eyes” you almost whispered in a low voice trying not to seem obvious about it.

“What? No there is not” Steve blushed a bit and shook his head. “She’s probably staring at Bucky” he continued while stuffing his food to his mouth.

“No, she’s not,” you smiled widely at Steve. “Trust me, she’s into you” you winked at him finally making him lift his gaze from his food.

“Okay, she is seriously staring at you like she wants to eat you,” Bucky looked at her with wide eyes.

“Oh, is someone jealous” you poked Bucky’s side jokingly.

“What, no, of course not. I could get any girl here I want” Bucky sat up trying to hide the fact that he was a bit jealous about the fact that the girl hadn’t even noticed him.

“Mhm, yeah right” you muttered while taking a sip from your milkshake. “But seriously Steve, go talk to her!” you gave Steve an encouraging smile.

“No, why would she be interested in me” Steve let out a sad laugher.

“Um, maybe because you are really cute and you are so smart, and funny, and…” you started listing all the great qualities in Steve when he stopped you.

“aaand short” he added shaking his head.

“Okay, so fucking what?” you said immediately.

“Y/N, language” Steve gave you a stern look.

“Okay, well maybe you are a bit uptight, but I bet she could overlook that because of how great you are otherwise” you rolled your eyes a bit making Bucky laugh. Steve shook his head at you two and then sat up a bit.

“You really think she could be into me?” Steve asked you while sitting on the edge of his seat.

“Yes, absolutely. Now go steal her heart Stevie” you winked at him and he walked to the girl. You and Bucky looked excitedly at Steve talking to the girl. It seemed to go really well. After talking for a while Steve sat next to the girl giving you a look that it was going to take him a while. You turned to Bucky with an excited grin.

“Okay, am I the best or the best?” you laughed making Bucky roll his eyes.

“Yeah, yeah, you’re the best. Now you can try to find a girl for me too” Bucky winked at you.

“Well, you just said that you could get any girl you wanted so where do you need my help” you said sarcastically.

“Well, you’re absolutely right” Bucky said and stood up from his seat.

“Okay sit your ass down mister. You’re not going to leave me here alone” you said to Bucky making him roll his eyes once again.

You and Bucky spent the rest of the night staring at Steve talking to the girl and giving him unhelpful thumbs ups and winks.

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[ahyoung]

TAGGED BY: @lalisl (thank you!!) 

- - - - 11 questions tag - - - -

Rules: 1. Make sure to post the rules!! 2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger. 3. Write 11 questions of your own. 4. Tag 11 people

1 who is your bias group? why?

ugh, I can’t point out just one because I love so many groups!! blackpink, twice, girls day, red velvet, exo,,,, sweats and so much more

2 which kpop video do you find the most aesthetically pleasing?

very very very from IOI, blackpink’s playing with fire, exo’s love me right... and more

3 if you could instantly learn one choreography, what would you pick?

EVERYTHING. possibly something super hard - idk I love so many choreos 

4 who do you look up to as a role model (in the kpop community or not)?

I don’t know, I think I kinda,,, out grown the whole ‘looking up’ to someone, but I do admire LOADS of idols. all of them, actually, since they all have to work so hard. especially those who aren’t korean and work hard on their language skills and so on. I think they all deserve praise 

5 whose concert would you go to if you could and why?

exo. mostly because I was A HUGE fan and they’re the longest boy group I cared for - and I still like them, so yeah. though I’d see so many others too. 

6 if you could pick one idol to be best friends with, who would it be and why?

kim ahyoung, aka yura. she’s my ult bias and I feel like we’d get along - also hani from exid. I think they’d make perfect best friend material and they’re my age too :’) 

7 would you want to be a part of a kpop group if you had the opportunity to be?

I’m not sure.. maybe?? I can’t sing tho, but I used to dance hip hip and show dance so maybe. it’s a lot of work tho and I’m not a ... hard worker lmao 

8 what languages do you speak, and which do you want to learn?

I speak english, german (poorly tho, since I have forgotten plenty since high school), croatian/serbian (kinda alike but not the same), chinese (still learning but the knowledge it’s p solid already) aaand I want to learn japanese and french. 

9 what song cheers you up when you’re sad?

honestly I don’t listen to much music when I’m sad so ,,, i would not know. when I’m sad I watch parks and rec because they make me laugh 

10 what things do you associate with your bias?

thick thighs, cute socks. 

11 what’s your favourite thing to do in your free time? 

watch movies, read books 

not my questions!

what is your dream job? writer, teacher... mattress tester... 

favorite book of all time? no, no, I have like... an infinite amount of favourite books. 

what is your current fashion like and what is your dream fashion? I don’t rly have ‘dream fashion’ but i guess it would be buying clothes without looking at the price tag - otherwise, I dress in 50 shades of black. casual and simple, yet sometimes elegent maybe? idk. with red lipstick and an infinite collection of different chokers (I always wear one.) 

if your best friend was cloned, how would you know which one of the two was your best friend? uh wat

what song got you into kpop? shinee - hello 

which idol do you think is most similar to you? idk I feel yura is p alike to me

favorite kpop lyrics? idk 

if given the opportunity to collaborate with any group/soloist of your choice, who would you choose and why?  uh... I’d do a mega collab with the entire SM probably 

what is your favorite physical and character trait of your ult? EVERYTHING. 

which underrated groups/soloists do you believe deserve more recognition? any song recs? DIA. 

do you read fanfics? if so, what are your favorites? nah, not anymore 

- - - - get to know me tag! - - - -

1ST RULE: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better.

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true. APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses (or contact lenses) I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny   Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

I’m not adding my own questions because I’m half asleep, but however, I’m tagging: (only do this if you feel like it, no worries if you don’t wanna!) 

@seulge, @reueluv, @heejis, @heejin, @gashinas, @mynqsoo, @9nayoung, @citrusomi, @yeonjungie, 

[icharchivist]

I was tagged by the sweet @undonesam​ and amazing @kigamin​, thank you <3 

1. Favorite anime?

atm it’s definetly Hunter x Hunter and I can’t think straight about anything else, but in general Fullmetal Alchemist and D. Gray Man are always up there. 

2. Worst anime?

oh my I rarely watch anime if i’m not recommanded to watch them so I managed to avoid a lot of bad stuff. But when I started watching anime I fell on some harem anime like L/ove H/ina that made me deeply uncomfortable.

3. Do you read manga that goes with the anime?

Usually ye, I’m actually more the kind to read than to watch anime. For some mangas (dgm and fma for exemple) it’s actually hard for me to watch the anime adaptations at time ahah. Anyway I usually prefer to read the manga so if I start an anime and like it, I will check the manga, or read the manga first. 

4. Most favorite genres?

lmao I agree with Kigamin, hxh is it’s own genre and this is a good one. Usually I admit I like adventure stuff, I usually easily get into quite light stories that tends to get somewhat darker as it goes by. I like also thinkpieces, the kind of manga that have you push some thinking in general.  I’m really into characters driven stories, especially when you focus on multiple characters. 

otherwise I like light comedies, mostly in the romance or sport genre. 

5. Least favorite genres?

harem, ecchi, loli/shota, all this kind of stuff. I usually get easily turned off if there’s too much fanservice or gross elements.

6. Favorite character?

oh my. At the moment it’s Kurapika. Like ,,, i’m too invested for this shit I love him ways too much. atm he’s all I can think of. 

But Lavi from dgm and Ling/Greed/Greeling from FMA are always quite in the top and considering I’m not as involved in those mangas than in hxh, it’s quite telling that those two remained this high in my favs after all those years. 

7. Least favorite character?

depends if you mean “character that I hate because of their actions”, in which case, Shou Tucker from FMA is a really, really good starting point lmao

or “character I don’t especially like and isn’t that much of a bad person but I just don’t like them” in which case, Nea from DGM. And okay, he’s technically a bad person, but considering how everyone talks about him I get r e a l l y pissy because I just. Can’t stand him lmao. (I’m starting to have the same feeling with Mana D.Campbell too). The problem with those two characters is that /I know/ they’re going to be developped more and I’m looking forward to their development because for now, they’re at the really begining of what’s interesting in their storylines, but considering the hiatus and all (although no blame to Hoshino-sensei), I don’t feel much for them and I’m just kinda hicky to see them everywhere. (especially with how quickly people loved Mana while there’s still a major ignoring of the Earl so far and that I think I’m going to yell if I see one more “it’d be cool of the Earl became Mana again” no, fuck you.)

8. Qualities you like in a character?

Suffering.huuh jk jk, but idk. 

I usually kinda like the fun and/or teasing character with a Tragic BackStory or kinda dark motivations but who gets kinda torn between the happiness they could have, esp thanks to others people, and the duty they put upon themselves? 

It really depends. I love characters that often asks to go a bit deeper to read. I love to analyse characters and see complex characters. But usually if the character is a smart mouth who often teases others characters or try to make them feel better, I tend to love them.

(like, I fell for Kurapika when he was teasing Leorio, he hits about all the others mark, smartmouth, sometimes cheer people up, kinda tragic, complex, following his duty even if it hurts him while he can be happier with his loved ones. A bit the same with Lavi, he’s always teasing, quite a smartmouth, he sometimes cheer people up, he’s really worried for people, but his duty as Bookman holds him back and he’s torn between how he wants to help in the war for his friend and his duty that require him to not have a heart.  Ling is a bit less torn about it all but he’s really all about his duty, he’s a smartmouth too, he really puts people in big situations by teasing them, and he usually know what to say to motivate people (like Greed). That’s kind of the patern I’d see with my favs)

9. Short or long anime?

huuuuh mostly I prefer long stories so usually long, but again, I rather read the manga if the medium is too long, I rarely have the attention span to watch a long anime. (ie why it’s a miracle I watched hxh2011 in 3 weeks.)

10. Anime or manga?

Usually Manga (if it wasn’t obvious by now o(-( ).  Anime often uses Fillers or cut scenes and both makes me hicky when it goes against the canon’s characters development or kinda screw with the timeline of the manga.

And the thing that usually makes me the saddest about it is that also, I love to see the art progression of the mangaka during the manga. Some changes are spectacular and I love to compare the artstyle, and, rightfully so though, an anime usually try to be coherent in their artstyle but  y e. That’s my major grip against the DGM’s anime because the artsyle is either surreal or so beautiful in the manga and the anime doesn’t really manage at either o(-(

11. How do you choose the anime you watch?

Usually it’s intense recommanding from people I trust. A few times it could be because of my tumblr dash (I watched gsnk like that)  but usually I need someone I really trust to insist I should watch said anime. (and I’m legit the worst at that, it’s been 6 years a close friend wanted me to start hxh, 1 year that another close friend insisted as well, I started it last December after all this time, so it’s telling of how bad I am with it).

12. Skip or listen to intros/outro?

Always watch and listen to them. A Good anime is an anime I’m trying to sing along the intros/outros of. Besides you never know which anime could hide easter eggs or bonus in or after those!

13. How do you cope with friends or family don’t like you watching anime?

huuuh friends are chill, they know me and they know I get really invested in stuff, sometimes they laugh a little because I’m really getting in too deep but they actually even sometimes push me to talk about it. I have a friend who started some of the animes I kept talking about because of that, it was sweet.

Parents and family is not really good tho. I kinda want to act like “I don’t care” and all, but my family tends to over-tease me on it all, and it often gets downright racist in arguments, so it makes me especially uncomfortable. I’m someone who often wants to talk about the things that I love and I know I can’t really with my close family, which is why I’m so loud on there. If I mention anime or honestly anything I like (or hell, if we end up accidentally zapping on said stuff on TV and I don’t do anything), I get a two hours long teasing that gets kinda hurtful at times and again, when it comes to anime, with a racist edge to them or a “that’s why everyone is violent” lecture. 

I suppose this blog is my coping of it all I guess? lmao.

14. Do you stop an anime midway if you don’t like it?

Ye. I mean I stopped midway in animes I actually liked but had no energy to pick up and I’m not sure I’ll even pick them up. Hell, I never finished watching say, FMAB or both anime of DGM because I didn’t feel like it. So if there’s an anime I don’t actively like, I’ll drop it. I don’t like forcing myself to watch stuff.

wouhou that was long. 

Anyway I tag @ttachibana, @killuabs, @kimievii, @nadejdaro, @unnoticed-and-necessary, @caruchan- aaand @mariyekos

if you want to ofc :D

Take care!

[simsonella]

Get to know me tag!

I was tagged by @20-44-sims - THANK YOU FOR THIS SONJA!

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better.

Star sign: Aquarius 

Height: around 5′4 - If the Information in my passport is right, but I probably just said something without checking :)

Time right now: 10:21 AM (btw I changed that 4 times bc it took me that loooong :D)

Last thing googled: My Star sign in englisch :)

Favorite music artist: everyday someone else...but always in my FAV's Playlist: Justin Timberlake, Bruno Mars, recently Ciara, some German Artists..

Last TV show watched: probably 'Hannibal' - don't watch it while you eat!!!

What I’m wearing right now: I'm at work soo I'm wearing a black and white striped blouse, a black pants and boots with a little heel

When did I create my blog: idk..sometime during last summer i guess

Do I have any other blogs: @emmaxsteen​ ; @caratempelton​ ; @mikobennett​ // I'll delete all of them tomorrow - can't handle this anymore ;)

Do I get asks regularly: No not really..but I don't sent myself asks either maybe that's the reason :DDD

Why did I choose my URL: There's not really a reason -  Obvi I wanted to have 'Sims/Sim' in it and my brain came up with this and I thought it sounded cool 'Simsonella'

Pokemon team: huh?

Favorite color(s): to look at? a dark purple-pink :) but I'm not that colorful. My closet contains probably 90% black,white,grey stuff...but I'm obsessed with colorful nail polish ;)

Average hours of sleep: atm? 4-5 hahahaha sometimes less! Thanks God theres goood Coffee for free at my Workplace :D

Favorite character(s): like in movies/tv shows or what? mhmhm....can't think of any rn

Dream job: Ex-Wife of a Billionaire - ofc I was getting half of his money at Divorce :DDD jkjk...but I don't really have a passion for something so I'm good with what I do right now even tho it's just being an assistant, bc I can sit whole day, I can use the Internet whole day, I got paid very well for sitting and using the internet whole day!

Ok Ok I'm tagging (if you already have been tagged or already did that please kindly ignore me): @knowmadic-sims @simmerbae @sims4bymia aaand my brain is empty, blame it on MONDAY! Gonna get myself a 3rd cup of coffee now. BYE!

[alanncs]

hello all ! my name’s dani , i’m one of the main admins & i can’t tell u how excited i am to have wealthy up n running again ! i can’t wait to plot with all you beautiful peoples , pls like this & i’ll slide in the dms , otherwise u can also hit me up on discord 𝟞𝖌𝖔𝖉♡#1958  !! i’m gonna put all you need  2 know about alanna below aaand i hope y’all like her ! <3

new york’s very own alanna deniro was spotted on broadway street in gucci bee sneakers . your resemblance to hailey baldwin is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty first birthday bash . while living in nyc ,  you’ve been labeled as being reticent , but also gracious . i guess being a scorpio explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be anything pink , the lingering smell of weed , and a cigarette between her fingers . &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛  backstory !! tw: kidnapping , ransom , drugs

alanna was born heir to the deniro family , which came with the billion dollar dynasty that her father created - hotels , stores , brands , cars , etc . anything u  could think of really

she grew up accustomed to the spotlight, having no choice when it came to that considering her family had been in it for decades

she had everything handed to her on a silver platter and her parents expected nothing but success from her because of how wealthy they were, they knew they would never have to worry about providing for her and her siblings , and so they spoiled her with whatever she asked for and more

but that came with a price, she was expected to do everything they wanted of her, go to an ivy league college, follow in one of her parent’s career footsteps

alanna did just that, she got amazing grades in high school and was head of many student clubs, organized prom, got almost perfect on sat’s and exams, and busted her ass to get into a good college despite the fact that her parents could’ve easily gotten her a spot if she didn’t do as well as she did

her life was going so well, she had the perfect boyfriend, perfect group of friends, was on her way to brown university in a couple of months, her parents and her couldn’t have been in a better spot with their daughter

the last thing they expected was for someone, a stranger, to get their hands on their daughter . a week after her 18th birthday , she’s walking to school on a monday morning and before she knows what’s happening , there’s something over her head and she’s being dragged into a van and taken from her life

the one thing that was expected, was the $10 million ransom she was held for

they kept her for 48 hours before her parents were able to work with the authorities to get her returned and pay the people in full

once alanna was returned, she wasn’t the same

she told the police what happened to her , but only barely . she didn’t tell her parents or anyone else about what they did to her when she was gone . 

she didn’t speak , eat or sleep for two weeks after she got home

she spent the last few months of her high school in bed, she didn’t attend her graduation, deferred from going to brown in the fall, she didn’t see her friends anymore and she broke up with her boyfriend

the people who took her were caught about 8 months later on another charge and that was the first time she felt safe since . it took her months to be able to get back to doing normal things again and being who she was before

to this day ,  alanna still struggles with the memories and the ptsd from what happened to her , but she doesn’t speak to anyone about it and she refuses to bring it up in any scenario

some people know about it as obviously, being as famous as her family is, it was on the news at the time, and everyone she went to high school with knew what happened so sometimes it can be hard to avoid it

she wants to forget - here comes her secret - she got into drugs after the kidnapping and it quickly spiraled out of control , now she can’t seem to function without them because they’re the only thing that make her feel normal and make the memories fade

anything she can get her hands on rly

but the media think she’s an angel , her reputation has been kept p much pristine her whole life . and her parents have  no clue how much she’s struggling  . so if this were to come out , it would tarnish not only alanna’s reputation but her family’s  as well

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛  personality !!

after deferring from brown ,  alanna knew she had to find some way to keep herself occupied and make money , even though she could live off her parents for however long she wanted

alanna wants to be . miss independent .

she gets her  worth ethic from her father 

so she started getting into modelling , first it was  small  stuff , then she  got on instagram and things went really well from there

she was able to book gigs like adidas , guess , calvin klein  etc  !

so  that was super exciting for her bc she got really into it and  enjoyed doing it sm

i’m  definitely gonna expand on her career as we move along in the rp bc i have so many ideass !! fnsds 

oko so in high school alanna was super bubbly , and just like the really overly nice girl that would talk to literally every 1

but it worked for her bc she was  voted prom queen  and valedictorian ! even tho she missed graduation . yike

Anyway now ! she is not v much like that anymore , except  when she’s super high . 

since her kidnapping alanna has been closed off and aloof . in general , she’s not as talkative 

she says what she thinks but it usually comes in one word mumbles

can sometimes b very entertaining  . she’s kinda like paris hilton a little bit

also think Marissa from the oc !!

call her a  spoiled brat she’s gonna be like “ yah... and ?”

she  can be very selfish to a fault  in certain situations 

and very defensive if she feels attacked, judged , put into a corner , physically cornered , etc

she’s a hopeless romantic at heart and dreams of having an epic love story

but she  has Hella trust issues which easily lead to commitment issues for her so ... she will cheat “by accident” lol

that’s why she tries to steer clear of relationships but she also has such a big heart she  falls in love 5 times a day sffsdkj

also w  how much this girl  can sleep around it’s not happening any Time soon 4 her ! she enjoys being single a lot

Bc she likes to get wild

shes like nicole richie on the simple life when she’s partying  lmao

like she likes 2 fuck with ppl sometimes lol , like she will flirt w anyone and everyone just cus she’s bored 

umm she lives  in sweatpants n crop tops !

her hair is either in a  bun or just down , she’s rly lazy when it comes to hair and makeup   . like if her makeups done someone else did it lol

Unless she’s like fully in the mood

um ya idk im always developing  her but IF U read  all this  ilysm !

here’s her pinterest board for more of an idea !

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛ wanted connections !!

EVERYTHING !! hehe  . i have a wc page right here & there’s a wanted  tag linked there as well so pls gimme all <3

[meerlichts]

tagged by @chiafett :)

Why did you choose your url?

my old url was horrible and I wanted to post starwars while also somehow putting my name in there. Also the mandalorian got me into star wars so!

Any side blogs?

This is a side blog! Aaand also I have exactly 12 other side blogs including but not limited to the fake-satine-stan-account, cuyane-an and more

How long have you been on tumblr?

Since two years but I wasn’t active until a year ago!

Do you have a queue tag?

Idk how that works.

Why did you start your blog in the first place?

Needed a side blog to reblog things.

Why did you choose your pfp?

You see, I am a lesbian, and Waxer is my favourite, therefore

Why did you choose your header?

Flowr

What’s your post with the most notes?

On this blog it’s the “Boba: no friends” post and on my main it’s the sir post.

How many mutuals do you have?

I…don’t really know from the top of my head rn. Many. And I love each and every of them even if we haven’t talked mwah

How many people do you follow?

186!

Have you ever made a shitpost?

I rarely make anything else tbh

How often do you use tumblr each day?

I am always online. This is not a good thing

Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Yes. Several times. If you clown on my posts I will call you out on it and also I just like arguing

How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

See I probably wanted to reblog but now that you’ve told me to I have to put the phone away and take a deep breath before I can maybe do it

Do you like tag games?

Yea

Do you like ask games?

Yea :)

Which one of your tumblr mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@transfetts and @milfkarlmarx

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

I do not

No pressure tags!

@transfetts @milfkarlmarx mainly bc i already tagged you so might as well

[the-storm-winds]

Found this thing in my drafts and decided to fill it...

MOST RECENT: 1. Drink: Water, probably 2. Phone call: The last one I answered was back in March, some wrong number while I was in Hong Kong 3. Text: One of my sisters 4. Song you listened to: Don't Leave Me (Ne Me Quitte Pas) by Regina Spektor 5. Time you cried: Several days ago, and I was actually crying from laughter. I've been somewhat less depressed lately

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: No 7. Been cheated on: No: 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 9. Lost someone special: Lost as in they died? If yes, my cat, Gandiva. Otherwise, there's my twitter friend who deleted her account... T_T 10. Been depressed: Yea 11. Been drunk and thrown up: No

list 3 favorite colors:

12. Deep blue 13. Colors that are close to blue, like blue-violet and blue-green 14. (VALUE) CONTRAST (I'm a nasty cheating artist hahahaha. Good combinations >>> any single color)

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend: Online, yes 16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes

18. Met someone who changed you: Hm I guess so

19. Found out who your true friends are: No

20. Found out someone was talking about you: No

21. Kissed anyone on your fb list: No

Extras:

22. How many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: ...66, apparently. I'm surprised it's so many. I don't *really* know them all though... as in I doubt I'd remember their names if I saw them 23. Do you have any pets: Well my family has a bunch of cats but none of them are "mine" exactly 24. Do you want to change your name: I wish my last name was cooler. I want my mom's maiden name lol 25. What did you do for your last birthday: Finals lol. It was my first birthday away from home. My mom had a cake delivered to my dorm.

26. What time did you wake up today: 11 something 27. What were you doing last night at midnight: Reading Akira/Ryuji fanfiction like the trash I am 28. Name something you can’t wait for: More Akira/Ryuji fanfictions (and any other good content) 29. Last time you saw your mom: Maybe an hour ago? 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: 31. What are you listening to rn: Guinea keets (chicks) peeping 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I have no idea lol 33. What’s getting on your nerve rn: Eh nothing really 34. Blood type: No idea 35. Nickname: Silver, Storm, 阿银, Ra-ra 36. Relationship status: I've always been single loooollll 37. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius 38. Pronouns: She/her 39. Favorite tv shows: Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Mushi-shi... and some others I guess. I haven't been too into watching stuff lately. 40. High school: I was homeschooled haha 41. College: Savannah College of Art and Design

43. Long or short: ???????????? Oh wait my hair? Long 44. Height: 5'4" 45. Do you have a crush on someone: No 46. What do you like about yourself: I'm ok I guess?? 47. Right or left handed: Right handed 48. First surgery: Uhm do root canals count? I got four of them as soon as my molars came in 49. Piercings: Ears

50. First best friend: THAT TWITTER FRIEND I MENTIONED

51. First sport you joined: Gymnastics

52. First vacation: ...idk? What constitutes a vacation?

RIGHT NOW: 53. Eating: Well I'm gonna be eating s'mores in a few minutes 54. Drinking: Water

55. I’m about to: Go outside to roast marshmallows (see above)

56. Listening to: I can kinda hear crickets I think

57. Waiting for: FANFICS TO UPDATE

WANT: 58. Kids: No 59. Get married: Erm... I guess it depends... 60. Career: Artist... I'm not 100% sure *exactly* what direction though

WHICH IS BETTER: 61. Lips or eyes: eyes 62. Hugs or kisses: Uh 63. Taller or shorter: Idk 64. Older or younger: Idc

65. Romantic or spontaneous: Uhh 66. Nose, stomach, or nice arms: Uh

67. Sensitive or loud: Idk??? Both?? 68. Hookup or relationship: Relationship 69. Troublemaker or hesitant: ...Niether? But more outgoing than me so I guess more towards troublemaker... but not making actual trouble

HAVE YOU EVER:

70. Kissed a stranger: No 71. Drank liquor: I had like a fingernail sized sip of wine (because my mom told me to try it lmao) on New Years when I was 18 or 19 and it was gross af 72. Lost glasses/contacts: A few contacts probably 73. Had sex on the first date: Never even had a date lmaoo 74. Broke someone’s heart: I doubt it 75. Turned someone down: Yes... there was this weirdo selling bootleg DVDs at a Chinese restaurant (though he wasn’t Chinese or anything) and he asked for my number... I gave it to him because I wasn’t prepared for the situation and didn’t know how to say no, but then he kept texting and calling me and... I never went to that restaurant again  76. Cried when someone died: Yes 77. Fallen for a friend: Erm. I kinda had a crush on the twitter friend I mentioned for awhile

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 78. Yourself: Depends 79. Miracles: I guess... idk 80. Love at first sight: Eh... no

81. Heaven: Well... not how it's generally portrayed. I do believe in other dimensions though.

82. Santa Claus: No 83. Kissing on a first date: *internal screaming*

aaand I’m gonna tag @personal-burrito, and @jewelfaerie. It’s been so long since I’ve talked to anyone on here... I’m not sure who else still considers me a friend lol. Feel free to do it, and you can say I’ve tagged you if you want