#aaaa im just really happy :'''')
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If ur romantic f/o has any siblings, they're ur in law(s) now!!! How do you feel about them? How do they feel about you? What does your f/o think about you guys? Do you hate eachother, or are you friends?
#selfship#selfship community#self shipping#fictional other#selfship imagines#sort of#idk what tags to use aaaa#hope people see this post tho#i really wanna get more integrated into the selfship community cause i just like. reblog stuff#i wanna b friends with people!! if anyone is looking for selfship mutuals hmu#its probably cause i dont make much actual content. i should draw more stuff#but anyway about the actual topic of the post dgfjgkd#this came up for me cause i was thinking about leo and was like hey if hes markus's brother doesnt that make him my brother in law#and i was like :0#fuck yeah we'd vibe so well together fr!!#im convinced we'd be besties even if i wasnt in love with his brother#we both got that tboy swag ykwim#platonic t4t? is that a thing? idk#but yeah we'd get along great. markus would be happy about it too until we started doing some stupid shit then he'll regret everything#i also have brother in laws on connors end w nines and sixty#honestly. i think realistically id be scared of sixty#he'd torment me i know he would#if i yawned around him he'd stick his finger down my throat#fucking spawn of satan#nines would be very different#i think it might be a bit awkward at first bc. youre sticking two bitches with social anxiety in a room together#one of which barely speaks#but i think eventually we'd get along just fine :D#id prolly enjoy going shopping with them. nines just feels like a good person to shop with#maybe ill make a post for parental in laws too cause i havent thought about hank and carl as much
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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Annihilation Tournament - Saw Paing Yoroizuka vs Cosmo Imai
Bonus:
Gaolang being worried about Saw Paing after the fight 🥺
#HOLY SHIT WHAT A FIGHT#THEY'VE BOTH BECOME SO MUCH BETTER AAAA#AND THE ENDINNGGGGGG#i love both cosmo and saw paing but i really wanted saw paing to win cause he's bestboi™️#SO IM SUPER HAPPY HE DID#and gaolang being worried for his friend IM SO GLAD THEYRE FRIENDS ;-; <3333#IM READING KENGAN AGAIN YAAY (bc my friends were watching the anime the other day and i remembered just how much i love the characters)#(plus now i know so much more about fighting so it's much more enjoyable!!!)#kengan omega#the screenshots are from ch 172#saw paing yaraizuka#cosmo imai#gaolang wongsawat#karo yoshinari
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NOBODY MOVE I'M HAVING POSITIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT MORDRED AND ATLAS.
#they finally talk. mordred tells his big brother that 'once upon a time i was supposed to stop breathing before i hit my teens.'#he tells him everything about knowing when his death day passed about the nightmares and the confusion and the agoraphobia#he tells him about his insecurities and his self-hatred -- how terribly must he have fucked up to not even be worthy of dying?#he tells him he's scared and he doesn't know what he's supposed to do with all this....life.#and atlas is THERE and he hugs him and he's so fucking relieved that - whatever his brother was meant for - he survived.#he hugs his little brother and tells him its okay to be scared because no one really knows what theyre doing with their lives#he holds his face between his hands and god when did mordred get so big?#''all you have to do is KEEP living okay? that's what you do with life: you live it.''#its not exactly poetry but it IS what mordred needs to hear#ive been thinking A Lot about mordred making an appearance in the searching but idk for sure yet#i just need to figure out WHEN this conversation happens so i can wrap up mordreds arc the way he deserves#i think im gonna try patching his and atlas's relationship across the second and third book#like atlas is HOME and then he's not and mordred is bitter but then- a letter. atlas has written to him.#and he keeps writing. bc he knows now what it is to lose someone and he doesnt want to lose his brother#so they're pen pals!! and it's stiff and formal and awkward and slow going but eventually they're exchanging gossip and venting and.#aaaa#happy lavore content wow look at me go#lavore brothers#mordred lavore#atlas lavore
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#finally met my angeeellll#went on a walk just to spend time with the moon#i was so happy really#i havent seen it in a while 🥺🥺#i miss you a lot lately#idk its stupid but i do feel like#ive been like not here the past couple of days mentally#or weeks i dont know#bt release their single and i did not listen to it#but idk why#it just feels overwhelming#and i havent watched older lives either much#i dont know#it's just shittie lately#everything's overwhelming#especially his absence sigh#but i still love BT#all of them#i just really need to sort myself out before jumping into the new era ahaha#the actual album is almost getting released and im really not ready aaaa#itll be so overwhelming#idk what to do lol. Cuz i dont wanna avoid it but i dont think i can immediately listen to it#idk! sorry for the ramble#much thoughts in this tiny exhausted brain lately#Also sorry for the inactivity and all. i have some stuff in drafts but idk. i feel heavy posting them???#its stupid but i feel like its somehow disrespectful to post old content when i know the guys are moving forward??#but of course that's not the case but yes i feel so confused#and really exhausted. im sleepwalking through my life lately honestly and it's not that great 💔#but hope itll be better soon#ahhhh. i need to finish school too cuz i cant disappoint the ppl around me. and i cant disappoint myself either
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its my niece’s bday today, how is she already 5 what the hell
the time went by too fast
#nala talks#i remember when she was just baby and i would try not to smile when putting her down for naps#bc when i smiled she would too and then she would get too excited to sleep#aaaa 🥺#it was only a year but i really enjoyed having her as my baby#and im happy we have the sibling dynamic now
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I got them :3
#paradoxical talking#poor werehog lost a leg some time ago#and lost his other one at one point too#but that one was super glued back on#so now it cant bend or rotate like its supposed to#maybe ill make a new leg for him one day#and im super happy about the super forms#they have such good articulation#and most of the joints hold a pose really well!#ill have to get some invisible string and hang them up somewhere#cause they look pretty silly just sitting#and most of these cant stand on their own#thats why theyre against the wall#and why the group shot looks kinda strange#i had to prop them all up#aaaa i have so many memories with these#i could go on for hours about the plotlines i would make up
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drawing is kinda nice actually<3
#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat#still hav a lot to learn but tbh i’m content w my current skills hehe#IDK i’m at that point where i just genuinely enjoy the process#sobs my drawings used to take like . 10 hours minimum back then but now i can complete a drawing in 2-3 hours :(<3 if i hyper focus on it ww#i want 2 branch out more and draw something more than just characters looking pretty :3#since i’ve basically mastered how 2 draw the human body now i think it’s time 2 suck it up and explore more ideas#art is just so nice tbh . overtime i’ve learned to just enjoy the process and i think it really helped me a lot#but tbh i’ve gone like 4 months without drawing bc i was so burnt out after basically . forcing myself 2 improve faster and faster#abt something that will rlly only improve over the years#i don’t want to go back there again and relearn the stuff i learned LMAO🗿#ever since i just told myself to take it easy#being an artist is hard but sometimes . sometimes i enjoy it .a lot<3#IDK ever since i was a kid i’ve always just been an art kid#i’d draw in class and my teacher would pin my drawings on our board thing where u can pin pages wwww#and everybody would just go ‘oh name? yeah she’s the art kid’#apparently i inspired one of my classmates to start drawing and aaaa my heart feels so happy when they go to me to learn fhdjnfdi#yeah :3 art is good <3#SORRY ABT THIS RAMBLE HELP IDK WAHTS GOING OM WITHH ME IM USUALLY CRYING ABT ART BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT❕❕
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i'm so happy i'll cry so bad when i finally open it 😭😭
#tag later#AAAA IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY#IM LIKE. RLLY CHILL RN BUT IM SO SO HAPPY#i'll play nier first ofc but oh my god zack. crisis core. i'll cry so bad#im so happy im rlly so happy it's so funny i'm so chill rn but#earlier when i saw data blitz w the poster i jumped n ran to it pointing at it n#I WAS SMILING SM WHEN THEY HAD IT IN STOCK N ALL UWAHH#fun day w my friend hehe we rlly just shopped ngl 🥹#her. 'friend' ehem (read; basically bf) was low on social bat it seems but it was cool meeting them irl BUT I WAS TOO SHY TO TALK..#they're usually more extroverted tho n then#i'm sorry i accidentally peeked at my friend's messages n her friend mentioned that like. if another friend of ours (who apollo n i are#closer with) then it wld've been more chill or wtvr I CANT REMEMBER#i miss hanging out w my friends :< I MISS THEM SO MUCH FUCK#I'm so tired from walking tho help i'm sitting down rn finally#torn between really excited for ccr n stressed for the future n really happy from today n#torn too between feeling excited or. idk lonely rn thinking abt all my different kinds of relationships#that flew by too fast.. i wna spend more time w my friends :<#despite how fun it was n everything i can't shake off this certain. emptiness that i can't make sense of#BUT RN I'M DOING FINE DW#technically i'm friends too w the friend of my longtime friend bcs we met (save for me w my longtime friend ofc#like way back early this year. turns out another guy from the other school went bowling w their friends in the same mall#n OH YEAH in this same mall iirc the friend apollo n i are closer w from the guys went to a con here yesterday?#i just realized hi small weird thumb reveal it seems#i just realized if you're filo n know your malls n know a con yesterday then it's very obvious where i was today uh#WAH THAT SAID THOUGH omg i'm rambling but i'm. god i've been feeling rather empty lots lately But i know that i'm happy from today#omg oh yh bcs of all the ppl i mentioned earlier me n longtime friend n apollo joked abt like. reunion of that grp earlier this year hehe#the idea is rlly lovely.. ngl i rlly do have a level of social anxiety even w close friends yeah but that doesn't mean i'm antisocial no#i rlly want to socialize n make friends :< so the idea of it is. rlly wonderful indeed but it seems so far out of my reach#i'll fix tags later i have sm to talk abt oh my god but it's comforting knowing my friend. felt the same way i do abt that earlier hehe#I RLLY WANT A BUCKET HAT N COOL SHADES TO GO W IT HFKSJFKSJFS
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one day i will be strong enough to actually say how i feel
#at dinner we were talking about dating as a concept and i was saying how like i havent been seeing anyone else lately bc ppl Piss me off#and also just bc ive been too busy with work. so i just havent had time to be a hoe on top of that anyways#but. i keep seeing him because He does not piss me off. i like him. but i couldnt even say that#anyways he was like 'yeah i don't really know what i'm looking for rn' and my dumbass was just like 'yeah me neither' on auto response#but ofc i know what it is that i am looking for it is just a reality i am kind of still terrified of so i say nothing about it ehehehe#but hey we mutually agreed that we're looking for someone to try new things with which makes me feel hopeful#and we spent the whole night together for the first time !!! it was rly nice!! i told him i wanna do it again n he seemed happy abt tht lol#and im gonna introduce him to my best friend :) i rly think theyd get along lol. and she is like family to me#maybe next time... i can at least tell him that he makes me rly happy. he can definitely tell but. i wanna tell him SOMETHING aaaa
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auck ever since this blog was riddled w weird negativity i havent been caught up within the fandom or the manga so rereading some and tryna catch up and . aughhhh luffy really went silly mode and fucked shit up ....
#also late enough for me that im not THAT self conscious abt saying words . rn im just like ... aaaa#its really fuckin funny cuz i forgot what i read last so i started back at 1000 and . rn i just read fuckin uhhh#perospero or whatever wail on carrot and then say Heh... Hafta show these upstarts what it means to be a yonko ...#and thats hilarious cuz i DO know luffy is now an emperor or smthin and . get fucked<3 its hilarious im very happy#to be reading it again lol just needed . some background audio to get going#gonne poke around my drafts see if theres anything i feel like posting oe whatever .. prolly is i did a lot of livebloggibg reading it#but didnt post a lot lol#doubt anyone *really* remembers this blog but im not Back or anything just briefly returned cuz i am STARVED of ppl to talk abt#my hyperfixations with lol#hopefully this doesnt show up in some random tags <3
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My tablet pen stopped working a couple days ago in the middle of another drawing and I’ve tried everything but it just won’t work :’)
Finally submitted a help ticket to the website after I tried fixing it myself, so wish me luck that I don’t have to buy anything to get it fixed eeee
#im so tired i just wanna doodle n draw plEASE#i was in the middle of a drawing i was really happy with when it stopped working#idk what to do aaaa
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Im so fucking proud of this drawing guys im sorry. Like. The atmosphere is literally so cool, ive never done that before :3
NEW DND OC !!! Her name is Yasenia and one million thank yous to @karokawwo for the outfit design she is SOOOO CUTE AAAA i hope the colors i chose fit the vision
#i can hear the rain sounds and feel her genuine friendliness through the screen girl#its so neat#like the colors are muted and not too bright and the magic really pops because of it#the grass too. so many hues and you wouldnt believe how little time this drawing took me#just 10-12 hours ! one sitting(yes im aware this isnt healthy but a lot of my stuff lately has taken weeks to finish)#the anatomy is also really fun and makes sense and aaaa it makes me happy#theres also so much balance in the composition of everything and its so dynamic and fun and also calm#i could talk forever
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HERES TO 2023 I HONESTLY HOPE ITS BETTER
#THINGS IM LOOKIN FORWARD TO#1. ARTFIGHT 2. SEWIN PROJECTS 3. CONS! 4. MEETING SONE 5. TV HEAD UPGRADE 6. FURSUIT HEAD?? MAYBE??? 7. KNITTING PROJECTS 8. GARDENING!!!!#9. VISITING CURT!! 10. LOVEJOY CONCERT MAYHAPS?? 11. MORE MINECRAFT 12. PLUSHY COMMS???#neppy nyas#lots of these require money but!!! if i can at least meet candy and see curt again ill be really happy!!!!#but aaaa im so excited to garden again!!! i miss it soososoosos much#AND ARTFIGHT IS GONNA BE SO FUN#hm hm hm 13. get new tablet.... maybeee or ill just trade mine in and get a new one??? ill see cuz i do miss drawing a lot :((((#14. getting more comms of my sonas and ocs
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Ever since I've read your fluffy floyb hours, my brain never stop thinking about this one concept…
Like AWOOGAAA my brain immediately thought of how the others would make use of this line.
Jade is indeed, out of line. Out of line. Just like his brother, right? He does exactly what Floyd is doing so why is he not getting the result he wants? He’s literally reading the instructions he got from Floyb… what is he doing wrong?
Zuzu? Zuzu. A delusional octopus who can't be separated from you. He thought being stuck with you in the same circle all the time would make you open up for him but nope.
Floyd? You know better how FLUFFY SWEET CHEWY HE IS IM CRYING.
(still can't get over how Jade and Floyd are literally reading the same instruction but one of them just had the Sadistic brain while the other had the Fluff setting)
(Also Zuzu, your number one husband is begging for attention rn)
JAAAAADEEEEEE!!!! >:( grabbing and shaking him!!! Oh, he is so !!!!! always out of line... that eel! He walks into the room and you are immediately on guard. T_T his entire presence and existence just incites fight or flight,,, no matter how many times he observes how Floyd does it, somehow the same action becomes twisted. Or maybe he just likes playing with his prey,,, seeing you squirm. Then when he's genuinely soft and sweet you'll be taken aback, wondering if this is really Jade. It is. ^-^ it's always been him. No need to fear... (such a shady guy!!!!!)
AAAA takooooo. :< gently taking your hands in his and telling you it will be okay. See? He's not a terrible man, right? He's been nothing but patient and kind and understanding, so there's really no need to be afraid... he would never hurt you. Please don't shy away, angelfish... (he's doing his best, but he can only maintain that smooth, patient exterior for so long.)
AND FLOYB!!!! Of course the fluffiest of them all. >w< so sugary-sweet. Just being such a good, patient eel, allowing your feelings to come to you naturally. His self-restraint is very impressive. He's not crossing that line unless you give him explicit permission, and he'll talk to you from across the chalk line so you're never truly lonely. :D he'll do his best to make Shrimpy happy. One day you'll be able to smile. He's determined!
The sadistic and fluff settings in those eels...... they really are different routes.
Azul..... my number one tako husband,,, do I give him the attention he craves, or do I ignore him just so I can see more pathetic, desperate tako tears!!! >:) AAAAA NO!!! I can't do that to him anymore!!!! OTL come here, tako dearest........ forgive me for pushing you aside. >_< but also please cry some more. ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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(Thank you sm :'],,, ) enjoy your new blog!!!!!!!!!!!
AYY NEW BLOG!
(^^housewarming gift)
DIMEADOZENCOWS!?
Seriously though, thank you!! That’s so nice of you?? I’m just some silly little guy… and you’re very cool…! I’m putting these flowers on my metaphorical mantle.
#i just realized i never told you. i always reread the tags people add to my posts and on that gaster drawing/analysis your tags were one of#my favorites to read. i got genuinely a little emotional when i saw you had a tag for my interpretation of gaster??? AAAA IM SO HAPPY YOU#LIKE MY IDEAS SM??????? im so touched and humbled :'DD......#also i considered us mutuals lol- let's be friends dude :DD#please don't feel stressed or intimidated by me or anything i do (i know anxiety makes that near impossible but) i deal with pretty bad#social anxiety myself so i get it :') I dont wanna make you feel any kind of worry so if literally anything just assume I dont mind shjdjf#also i was feeling the 'im human garbage' emotions™ (unrelated to the sarcastic joke i didn't get lol) and i came to Tumblr to try to cheer#myself up and thats when i saw this and it lifted my spirit literally immediately GSJDJFK- im so happy my ideas inspire you so much :'D im#really bad at describing emotions with words so excuse any weird sounding sentences but like dgjfjf... thats literally why i share my stuff#like when someone likes what i do i just- i get so happy i gotta go squeeze a plushie to get all the excess happy out SGHDJAAAAaaaAAAAAAAAA#THANK YOU SO MUCH. i got so emotional when i saw what you wrote about you feeling inspired by my interpretation of gaster. im gonna cry#anyway im sorry about this lengthy fucking. reblog sgjdjf- i hope u like my drawing of ur drawing of you lol- it took me 2 tries cus#im brain fried rn but i had to reply with a drawing of my own when i saw you took the time to reply to my ask with yours :']]#YOURE AWESOME. GOOD NIGHT❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#awesome people being nice
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