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i’ve recently been rereading through my favorite books growing up, the Gemma Doyle Trilogy
since middle school, it’s been like a kind of dream to draw Gemma and do her justice
this series really got me back into reading as a kid, so thank you @libbabraysactualblog ❤️
#artists on tumblr#art#noveaucolors#my art#illustration#sketch#fan art#artists on twitter#my art blog#libba bray#gemma doyle trilogy#gemma doyle#booklr#books and reading#book fanart#a great and terrible beauty#rebel angels#a sweet far thing
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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I keep seeing everyone talking about Jayce being the only person capable of saving Viktor. How in every universe Viktor chooses him.
But I don’t see anyone talking about how that means in every universe Jayce breaks his promise to destroy the hex core. In every universe Jayce can’t let him die, can’t let him go, chooses him over his morals, his integrity, his common sense.
These boys are gonna be the death of me.
#jayvik#things I will take to my grave: I’m kinda glad they didn’t kiss#in so much media they kiss instead of hug and the absolute profoundness of them holding each other#leaning on each other foreheads together#was just so much more beautiful to me than any kiss#I find so much inherent queerness in that level of closeness and desperation for each other whether it’s romantic or not is unimportant#it’s the queer platonic sweet point of we are the most important people to each other and THATS what’s important#or maybe I’m just aro#either way it’s gay as far as I’m concerned#Gayer than the actual gay sex#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#jayce talis#viktor arcane
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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ravage is #1 personal space stealer and heater, 10/10 would recommend having him as an amica. usually he'd be sleeping curled around soundwave's head but the other cassettes are out harassing starscream on patrol, so soundwave's chest is free real estate
anyways send me asks with ur soundwave and ravage hcs and mayhaps i'll draw them soon
#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#transformers art#tf art#transformers fanart#tf fanart#transformers idw#idw transformers#idw1#idw tf#tf idw#soundwave#idw soundwave#ravage#idw ravage#i need to make more serious ravage posts again ive been too silly the past few months. far too silly.#i have a bunch of silly asks in my inbox rn which are very fun but i havent really dug into ravage as a character lately and i fear ive mad#her too silly. too sweet#need her to kill someone rq#i love the idea of her and soundwave being amicas but as the war goes on they become more like begrudging co-workers and it#genuinely is the worst thing that ever happens to either of them.#from strangers to friends to comrades to coworkers to a boss and his underling and it makes both of them so so ill#they reunite and reconnect tho no worries#havent been super active lately and probably wont be super active for the next while either. will get to stuff when i can but#agh
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Taking pride in One's own appearance.
#you people are becoming my guinea pigs for my finally learning how to communicate information via comics. a thing ive needed to practice at#also BLEGH. YUCK. andrew hussie was right candy makes you sick. this is a little too saccharine for me. yeesh. let me get back to the meat.#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#doodlebyte#'let me get back to the meat' i say eyeing something similarly sickly in my sketches. at least it's mildly tormented as a counterbalance...#you people have no idea how much im having to stay my own hand. oh i can draw miserable nudity but the most basic of fluff? visceral#anyway i dont know the logistics of picking up a glass eye or where loop got money (besides pilfering from siffrin) & ive previously drawn#sif with a vague blank middle-grey eye as either being scarred over or a blank occular prosthesis put in quickly at the nearest town#i dont know that they'd have a glass eye during the game but considering prosthesis are reccomended to keep the skull etc from deforming#id imagine it would probably come up postgame as something to do now theyre not on a time limit trying to save the country#plus i assume that having it gouged at by a sadness wasnt exactly a clean wound by any measure#all this to say. idk i just wanted to get some information across in comic form to Test my Abilities#and we're far enough down now to say my absolute most wretchingly sweet fluff headcanon that actually inspired this#which is that i think siffrin gets into the habit of not wearing the eyepatch around loop so they kinda match.#and as a signifier to the other that they're letting their guard down around them. vulnerability etc.#just kinda wearing it around their neck so they don't lose it
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Gale Dekarios: The absolute sweetest and most absurd friend you could ask for
So, let me start by saying I don’t know anything about DND at all.
I’m not familiar with the world or aware of well-known locations, deities, items etc, etc. Most if not all of the references in BG3 go right over my head—so I tend to look a lot of things up just so I have some frame of reference.
You may remember this conversation from the Epilogue with ‘Friend Gale’. If you turn down his initial offer for you to come be a guest lecturer, he’ll gently insist that you still come visit him, and offer you this to entice you:

It’s super sweet, right?! How could anyone resist an offer of a good dinner and some wine with a friend?
It just recently occurred to me that ‘Elverquisst’ sounded pretty fancy, it must be a DND thing too? At the very least I was sure it’d have some short description or reference, though I half expected it to just be a local Waterdhavian wine.
…
…here’s the description from the Forgotten Realms Wiki page for Elverquisst:
Elverquisst was ruby colored, "distilled from sunshine and rare summer fruits." It was smooth but flecked with gold. It was generally stored in bottles made of transparent crystal, capable of absorbing light. Upon speaking a specific phrase in Elvish, the light gathered into thirteen distinct points that resembled the constellation Correlian.[1]
Elverquisst was highly prized by elves, especially in autumn. A ritual was involved in drinking Elverquisst. The ritual involved a chant, pouring the liquid into a goblet, swirling it around, sharing it with others, and offering a ritual bow of the head in thanks.[1]
Well! That all sounds extremely wonderful and fancy, I wonder how much a bottle of that would co—
The liquid itself could rack up as much as 9,000 gp with additional 2,000 gp for the bottle, totaling at 11,000 gp.[3]
EXCUSE ME WHAT

UM…
…here’s the most expensive drink I could find in BG3, a Carafe of Wine:

And the most expensive item I could find in the whole damn game, the Legendary Helldusk Armor:

…GALE.
GALE, HONEY.
TLDR: Your good friend Gale just invited you to join him for an evening of invigorating conversation, delicious food, and the wine equivalent of a McLaren F1.
#I just 🫠#Sometimes in my HCs I think I’m over-exaggerating his sweetness or I go too far with the things he’d do for Tav etc#BUT NO#I DON’T GO FAR ENOUGH APPARENTLY#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#galemancer#baldur’s gate 3#bg3
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feel free to add where you're from in the tags :)
#as far as i can remember i went twice?#and one of those was when i got invited by a friend who was going to a party that evening#so we went out at like 4pm and it was still light and most people either weren't home yet or hadn't got their sweets ready#it was never a big thing or a given at all#same goes for halloween in general really like a couple of times we carved pumpkins#but mostly we just did nothing#polls
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heard you were down soooo
I think you deserve (illustrated) Horror cuddles



AGHDGUOGJVKHDCJVGHVJH,CVGHJ
CUDDLES???? CUDDLES!!!!!! ;A;
I'm sleeping on him like a bed ;-; agkdvbkjbvkjv Pidge I'm gonna fall into the ocean and land on the titanic ths is so CUTE AKBGKJDBVKHVSK LOOKAT THE TINY LITTLE PILLOW I'M GONNA TURN INTO A BIRD AND FLY INTO THE SUN LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!
ough... OUGH... I will never be the same, I have double health now thank you ;-;
#Ask#Pigeonstab#PIDGE!!!!!! PIDGE!!!!!!!!!#SHAKING YOU SHAKING YOU#It's so cute ;-; this is the most adorable thing I can't deal with it#He's holding me so carefully ;-; this is the cosiest I could ever possibly be#Best nap of all time I will never get up#I am putting my little claws into his shirt he cannot get rid of me now#THIS IS SO SOFT I'M GONNA BURROW THROUGH THE EARTH LIKE A MOLE#AHUDBJSBKJSV BARK BARK BARK LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!#I don't know if I've said this but I love this art so so much and so dearly#I'm being kinda quiet about it but I really genuinely love this so much thank you <3#I am crashing through your windows and you are getting 1 million rat hugs!!!!#You are far too sweet and nice to me all the time thank you (>^-^|^-^<)
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frye inspires this sort of manic "i can do whatever i want" kinda will in people and god. I sure did do whatever I wanted here
#splatoon#frye onaga#my stuff#this is my belated inktober 4 offering#this was not meant to take this long. it just kept going#i think.. individually every piece stands on its own and then when you combine them its like a fever drean#my favorite's the chocolate one. i think shes so cute there#peep the foil embossed signature like its some sort of in-universe merch postcard thing lmao#(also side note her signature?? im 99% sure is meant to be a little eel. thats so cute its not fair)#anyway yes i did want every piece to be a different style#so if youre reading this far. youve gotta read a little bit more.#but ive got the splatfest style(chocolate)#ballpoint pen doodle that got too out of hand(summerfes)#i wanna make her as shiny as physically possible(splatoween)#official 2d(big sticky in the middle)#quick sharpie/highlighter on post it(sweets)#and as.. smooth? we'll go with smooth render as i could manage(polaroid)#then to fill in the empty space i put in bits of scenery that related to frye#namely the studio(top) splatsville(middle; very small) and her boss arena(bottom)#those were super fun to do i forgot how fun it was to just block out environments like that til now#anyway its 2 am so im just gonna pass out now. enjoy Miss Onaga Herself and goodnight
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considering the idea of dick subconsciously thinking "when WE were kids" about him and bruce
#as always this is back up by My Feelings and little else#but i feel like dick is in some ways very aware of the age and maturity situation with bruce#but still falls into a mindset of. idk. not quite making excuses for him. but like rationalizing bruce's whole Thing#because it's true that bruce was stunted in MANY ways#dude's got some legitimate excuses and dick is intimately familiar with them#however. how far does that extend... as far as justification for bad or just not ideal behavior#anyways i think about dick and bruce both kinda thinking about their early days as them playing like children#not consciously#but yknow they put on their little costumes and had adventures. it's sweet and pure when you don't look too hard at it
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I don't know who needs to hear this, but if you've got a banana bread recipe you like, you don't need to put bananas in it.
So long as you keep the amount and consistency the same as two slightly over-ripened bananas, you can swap out the bananas with pretty much any fruit.
Like peaches.
#baking#banana bread#recipes#ive tried a few things already#peaches from a can (drained and mashed) are by far the best#applesauce made my house smell like baby food#if i can find the full recipe i used ill post it#but i feel that more people need to know that peach bread exists#it is SO sweet and moist#once i have some more free time#i want to try more fruits and berries
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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You know, you’ve been with me since the day I had no one until now, when I see my Everest. I’m not climbing it alone. You’re climbing it with me.
Only Boo! (2024) Episode 9
#only boo#only boo series#only boo the series#onlybooedit#*gifs#april.gif#kangmoo#keen suvijak#sea dechchart#the kisses are sweet and very fitting to the pacing#and what i adore the most about this show and mookang (as always) is how straightforward and honest they are in their communication#during this scene right after their kisses (which kang stopped) they tried to find their middle ground on how they want to work things out#i really love their maturity understanding and patience towards each other. they are so different yet so in line.#and both are so whipped and so in love and down bad for the other#seakeen truly did a GREAT job portraying mookang's emotional progression thus far <3
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#IMNGONNA LOOSE MYBJFJDJSDHHS MIND#ah hem sorry lemme#i know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea but today i am thinking WAY TOO FUCKING HARD on#inexperienced sugar baby Raven x inexperienced sugar daddy Price#HEAR ME THE FUCK OUT DONT LEAVE YET PLEASE pft NDJSJDHSHJS#idea is that Price gets a lil lonely and one of the lads (kyle)dragged him onto this whole sugar daddy business#price didn’t know how shit works - went out with 1 sugar baby with an obnoxious experience and said never agaib#but saw Gaz with a pretty thing and went HOW THE FUCK DIDCHU DO THAT and so Gaz helps him properly this time with star ratings and reviews#and listing what he wants and likes#Gaz refreshed the page of the website and the top row showed new members and Gaz was saying about they have no ratings yet so#dont go for them but Price immediately clicked on a profile and reading it - something about that look on her face intrigued him -l#ignoring Gaz he went with this unknown girl because the requirements and the agreements they had aligned and surely they match their vibes#q to them meeting - Raven is calm and quiet like he wanted - just a sweet thing on his side - he KNOWS shes nervous despite the calm facade#is mild entertained - gotto admit she IS cute and getting cuter by the second when they go out for dinner#so far they have not said a word other than greetings like their contract intended - though when they had a fancy dinner Raven#scooped up some food and gesture him to lower slightly so she could feed him#price’s mind jumbled a lil after that - ‘s not so bad to get fed by a pretty bird after all#and then price’s heart do a flip when she tip toe to press a chaste kiss onto his cheek and said goodnight#he’s def going to request her again next time#HEEEEYYHGR I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS IN MY HEADDDDDD#gummmyspeaks#PriceRaven#sugar au
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Looks like the matchups for round TWO have been annouced! And the polls are currently running right now!!!
So when these three show up, make sure to VOTE!!!
(Guinevere by @galapathy, Varin by @golemsfire )
#I love Varin so much#i read his toyhouse page and it looks super pretty#HE'S SUCH A SWEET PUFFBALL WHO WAS ELIMINATED TOO EARLY MAN#And Gwen matching uo with Uther is the FUNNIEST THING TO HAPPEN IN THIS TOURNEY SO FAR LMAO#IN LAW BATTLE!!!#probably arguing over Arthur or smth (Uther definitely started it)#kirby nintendo#my art#digital drawing#kirby oc#kirby oc tournament#Varin#oc: Guinevere#Sir Uther
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