#a real love letter MY HEART
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june—your name connotes sunshine and blue skies, and that’s how i think of you! bright and beautiful and kind wherever you go.
kae thank you so much this made my entire day
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what would I do without you. indeed illario.
lucanis trust me! indeed illario. the ea-nasir vibes on this shitty little rat of a man (somehow still slightly affectionate despite myself)
I am obsessed with WHERE this letter is found and what we're meant to read into those context clues. I don't have a handy save for this mission right now to double check the details, but from memory: It's the room across from what seems implied to be Caterina's room (Lucanis says these are the family quarters, so Illario has kept her locked in her own room all this time probably?? Oh oh house arrest, house arrest for grandmother for ten thousand years style)? We find the scraps of a letter from Zara to Illario, torn to pieces with one fragment still in the empty fireplace so presumably we're meant to assume he burned it, and this old letter from Illario to Lucanis lying neatly on a table. Whose room is this? Because here's a theory one could put together that has some real crazymaking potential for me specifically at least:
Considering that we're helpfully down to only three Dellamortes to account for, it's likely either Lucanis' or Illario's room. If I'm remembering right/let's for a moment assume that Caterina is being confined to her own rooms -- the fact that Lucanis is her favourite and also heir apparent I'd say tips the scales for me that it's likely she'd keep him closest, whenever he's home. Thus opening for the possibility that all this time Illario has been staying in the room of the cousin he murdered but as it turns out not hard enough that he didn't come back again like a haunting, reading his own old letters to him that Lucanis apparently kept all this time (!!! ow !!!), and sparing them from the spiteful fate he gave Zara's 'aww chin up you'll get 'em next time babe' one, right across the hall from where the grandmother he apparently can't bring himself to kill or seriously hurt even with everything else he's done is imprisoned and i n c r e d i b l y pissed off, if she gets out of there while he's sleeping or something he's fucked. Has he been sleeping in Lucanis' bed since kidnapping Caterina????? (did they ever share a bed, when they were children? for comfort if not ever out of real necessity?) is this some kind of incredibly fucked up way to try to be close to them both somehow even when he is the one who messed it all up to begin with? no matter what I have so many questions here what is WRONG with this family???????? (well I don't think we have time to get into all that right now that's a novel not a text post probably fhsdkj)
#between this letter and lucanis' comment in hossberg about the disaster boat trip he went on with illario#something said click in my head and I went 'oh. they really are like my uncles then. say no more. I understand perfectly.'#like on a soul level I get it. putting it into words is a bit different but giving it my first shot here fjdsk#obviously 'yeah he killed his brother but he IS probably kind of sad about it' is like. not really redeeming in any real way here lol#but y'know it's something at least!#I think it's left intentionally ambiguous what illario is really feeling beneath all his theatrics and (bad. pathetic.) power ploys#he's certainly willing to use anything to his own ends for all that it's worth once he gets his grubby little claws on it!#but...#if only for lucanis' sake I want there to be *something* that could at least be mistaken for redeemable in a weird slanted light#in this little shit. the leftover fondness I do have for him from the wigmaker job blinds me perhaps. love does that sometimes. clearly#'my *only* friend. before you'. sigh here we go again my heart shattering into a million billion pieces once more#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte
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Chapter 89
I just finished Chapter 89
#I just finished Chapter 89… I don’t know what else to say… I have a lot to say… but… like… no. Just no.#Kingdom of Ash spoilers in tag and I guess kinda post but not really#90s only gonna hurt more with Abraxos & Narene & I hate reading reactions & Dorian’s not there & Manon my love like what do we do now what#first read#reading reacts#live updates#read with me#cry with me die with me idk cause why with me all I have now is bad rhymes cause my brain has been evaporated too (too soon?)#read along#Chapter 89#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah Jessica Maas why did you do this to me#I miss ACOTAR where no one dies#I mean it’s well written#and I’m fangirl heartbroken#but also real world crying#cathartic read world grief Maasverse moments and love and loving and hope and destruction and despair and fangirling and feels and agh#this better have a happy ending#I can’t keep calm but I guess I’ll read on#I don’t know the last time a book made me actually cry this much and broke my heart so deeply… I miss you already Asterin… Vesta… Sorrel… 13#stupid tag letter count cut off stopping me from listing them all but my loves … always … until the darkness claims us… and even then…#I am not okay#I am dead inside#I will never recover#KoA actually stands for Killed Off All of my soul that’s what the KOA part means#SARAH WHAT DID YOU DO#I wish I could hug fictional characters#haven’t finished the book yet just the chapter that finished me#once 13 always 13#I prefered live Fenrys since it ACTUALLY INVOLVED LIVING
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In honour of the untimely death of our beloved @andhyssops, I aim to posthumously absolve the proposed charges with a fanfiction. This is evidence - nay, this is the UNWAVERING TRUTH - that ‘This is Not a Love Letter’ is, in fact, not a love letter. No sinful feelings were involved in the making of this fanfiction.
I must first warn you that the following contains REFERENCES to EMOTIONS that one may have when happy, sad, alive, dead, excited, bored, or in LOVE. It also contains a BED, which is an object that has been used at least once in history for INAPPROPRIATE ACTIVITIES.
If you have ever encountered any such sinful things (to elaborate: good feelings; bad feelings; neutral feelings; beds; coats; ties; nightstands; onomatopoeia relating to explosions; beds), I ask that you NEVER look at me as I think you are STRANGE. You have DEPRAVED IDEAS and I don’t appreciate them very much.
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“You weren’t sweet-talking me,” Quackity says, pulling his tie loose, tugging it over his head, tossing it haphazardly across the room. He moves with a subtle sort of grace, Wilbur notices, that he must have taught himself. Wilbur can’t imagine when he would’ve made time for such a thing - dead on his feet in Manburg? Working in whatever frail nation Tubbo ran? In the strange months in between, the ones Wilbur still doesn’t understand?
Maybe it was here, in his frozen desert wasteland. Maybe Quackity decided, this is what will get me through, and forced his fighting hands elegant and still.
“No.” Wilbur sits on Quackity’s bed, feels it dip beneath him - he’s so tired, so worn, and still the air is electric. He pictures sparks coming off Quackity, white-hot and ionising; even in his imagination, he can’t see himself leaning away. “Not in the slightest.”
“Mm. You’re not… doing this for fun. Trying to get an advantage.” Quackity leans in close, presses his hand to Wilbur’s. “You’re not playing games with me, are you, Wilbur?”
“I can’t,” Wilbur murmurs. “I don’t think can anymore.”
“Huh.” Quackity’s hand travels up his arm like summer - like dusk, like roads still sun-warmed in the dead of night. “I don’t believe you.”
Wilbur’s breath hitches. “You - you don’t - what?”
He talks all slow and clear, like Wilbur’s a child. “I said,” and his hand comes to rest at Wilbur’s neck, thumb over his pulse point, “I don’t believe you.” Defence rises bright and prickly in Wilbur’s chest, as if his lungs are preparing for the shouting-match to come, but Quackity continues, “There’s no evidence.”
“I’m here, aren’t I?” It’s… so stupid. Too desperate. Whiny, almost. He looks away, reels himself in enough to keep his voice steady as he says, “I’ve been with you all night. I meant it, you know, everything I -”
“Sure.” Quackity pats his arm twice, then stands up so abruptly that Wilbur startles.
“Where are you going?”
“Just have to get something.” Quackity walks around the bed to the nightstand, depositing a piece of paper - Wilbur’s letter - in exchange for a little box. “Cards,” he explains.
Wilbur smiles hesitantly as Quackity returns to sit next to him. “You’re really playing up the powerful casino owner bit, here.”
“Oh, Wilbur.” Quackity grins, sharp as a knife’s edge, and empties the box of cards on the blanket. They scatter beneath him, each with a strangely cartoonish drawing of a person. “I’m not playing.”
“Old Maid?” Wilbur whispers, bewildered.
“Old Maid,” Quackity echoes, collecting the cards and dealing them one by one.
No sex ever occurs, ever.
#t.fic#I am a this is not a love letter ENJOYER and I will fight to the death for it#everyone go play TINALL please it’s so beautiful#hit me up if any of you get cancelled and need a sarcastic fanfiction in your defence. I take requests#andhyssops lives on in my heart and in real life. god bless
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What kind of music do you think Jason would listen to?🎵
top 10 ways to get assassinated on this site
#kidding i love you nonnie i think he probably listens to rap + rock and classical music <3 if we're being like. for real.#also any sort of score from movies/tv shows/theatre#he's a dweeb#what music do you think he listens to !!!!#jay my heart#loverboy 💌#love letters 💌
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Almost no one who follows me is gonna know what this is about so ignore me but. Just. God I hope Marcel is okay. Still hurts.
#still hurts!! still miss them. been like two years.#miss Luke miss Sam miss Luna miss Wit miss Trick etc etc etc#sucks real bad still that after seven years of knowing each other and all the times I went out of my way to care for them#that it was such a swift thing no trying to solve it no working to go forward nothing#just ‘we’ve been communicating badly for the first time in the seven years we’ve known each other and are all in active crisis’#‘now you’ve stood by someone else’s right to a boundary I don’t think is reasonable and I’m gonna send you a letter that seems#specially designed to tear your heart out using all the things I’ve known about you and I’m never gonna talk to you again’#‘bye forever’#but also it’s been two years rafi get over it I guess#I wasn’t the only person they stopped talking to suddenly around then#I dunno if they ever figured out what had changed. I don’t think it’s that all their friends and loved ones secretly sucked.#I hope they’re all okay.#hope they’re doing better.#hope they’re safe.
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i madeeee sillay new characters and i love them
#my post#will post drawings tomorrow. tired.#BUT!! there are superheroes and this sillay. honestly very minor criminal. villain of the week type guy. but she never gets caught so she#just keeps coming back to cause problems. her name is bonnie and shes a shapeshifter and i love her. but anyways one day shes fighting thes#guys and falls off a bridge. now this is not actually an issue for her bcus she can simply Have Wings if she wants to. but she chooses to#use this to fake her death bcus shes tired of these guys and wants to try to take them down from the inside.#so she returns under the name lyra and becomes like a sidekick to them. only she is absolutely shocked to discover that the one hero- real#name oslo- has been MOURNING HER??? apparently they feel terrible for causing her 'death' and never truly hated her and are wracked with#guilt about it???? bonnie does not know how to feel about this it is incredibly weird actually.#the other hero is named merrick and she does not give a shit she thought bonnie was annoying as hell. unfortunately for her 'lyra' also#just so happens to enjoy annoying her to hell and back. yay.#also oslo n merrick have day jobs as office workers for a Large and Productive cheesecake corporation.#i couldnt think of what to make their company do so i made it very serious paperwork about cheesecakes#i think lyra would be like. idk. janitor. or delivery person.#OH DID I MENTION THEYRE ALL ANIMALS. i wanted to draw animals is the reason why#oh oh oh the NAMES the NAMES#so weve got bonnie goose the mongoose. bonnie bcus i wanted to base it on mongoose> mon goose> monnie goose> bonnie goose#lyra reeves the . dog of unspecified breed so far. maybe scottish terrier or schnauzer. i like their rectangular heads. shes a dog bcus i#thought itd be funny to take a Loyal animal and make her betray them lol. also lyra is a constellation of a lyre > rhymes with liar.#and reeves is from lyre > orpheus > reeve c.arney lol#merrick wolfe the maned wolf :3 i dont have anything deeper on this one its just m and then wolf. however her superhero name is red fox#which i think is funny. she has fire powers.#and oslo stone :] large bear. idk what kind ill probably be boring and just make em a brown bear. in my heart shes a black bear but brown#is easier to color. um um erm oslo bcus it is one letter off from oso which is bear in spanish. stone bcus i liked how it sounded also her#superhero name is boulder and she has superstrength lol#thats all of em so far :3 its so fun and sillay and i love themmmm#i love drawing merrick the most
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First Doctor here!
I hope you know I am here for you.
Stay strong.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my god................................
Doctor, your timing is beautiful. That is your forte, I should know this by now.
Thank you so much. I hope you know that you help me stay strong. I love you deeply. <3
#AAAAAAHGHGGHGJGHJGGJGJJ#AAAAAAAAAAAA#MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AAHGGHGGHGHGUUHHUJGUUUUU#god#its the little things#it really is#gosh#<3#love is real#im freaking losing my mind . love is real#abt one#letters delivered to my warren
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reading my diary entry from 8th grade when the boy i liked so much gave me a kiss on the cheek..
#i went crazy#i was like. 100% sure he was the love of my life#in the entry im like#i was out cold on the floor#and i literally said if we ever actually kissed i would have ended up in the hospital#i know that absolutely yes that would have happened#i would actually have passed out at the very leasr#least#i liked him so so so so so so so so so much#i was literally like#it’s not 20:49pm and i can still feel it on my cheek 5 hours later#IT IS**** 20:49 NOOO#crazy#it wasn’t a romantic kiss btw. we were saying goodbye#for a long school break#i never got to properly say goodbye to him. he never really spoke to me after he broke my heart#and after i wrote a letter to him telling him i appreciated our friendship and i wished him luck back home he embarrassed me#i still remember the pain it was so bad#we have spoken since though. and even seen each other in person 5 years later. but it’s ancient history now#i dont think he knew the real depth of my feelings#anyway about the kiss moment#but it caught me off guard and i literally explained the whole cultural aspect of hugs and kisses it was shsgsgsgahahaj#oh well#such a messy end to a nice friendship#i will never forget how much i cared for you *******#this is so sick#i cant stop crying#sorrt its so incoherent
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kdj's sincerity in his shit taste is so cute. i love how one of orv's major themes is that any work no matter how objectively poorly executed can still mean the world to the people who love it. embracing the cringe is a huge driving ethos behind orv itself and it REALLY shows <333
#kdj my cringelord there are things everyone could learn from you#for real though orv really embraces its own more 'cringe' and 'chuuni' plot elements with such unabashed sincerity#its such a good antidote to the cinemasins marvel style of self-conscious disaffected faux-irony#orv says no this shit is cool and fun and we are going to have a sincere GOOD TIME with all this stuff. who cares if it seems cliche#at its heart orv is a love letter to power fantasy specifically and in a really fun and intelligent way!#nic's great orv reread
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i want Andrew to be loved and to know he is loved. i want him to be accepted and cared for. i want him to forget as much as he can the feeling of being treated like a monster. i want him to feel safe and comfortable and unafraid. i want him to have the kind of life that makes him want to live.
#i saw a post that was the opposite and it was so unbearably cruel it hurt my heart deeply#obvs i blocked the person who posted it but#i cant forget it#probably because i relate so strongly to Andrew i think part of me almost took it personally despite knowing better#fuck you and your tragedies there's enough of those in real life#river babbles#love letters
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fucking fascinated with the way mitski just straight up DOESNT follow a rhyme scheme in just about any one of her songs i can think of (and even when she does it's only barely, aka only for part of a song or only rhyming using slant or identical rhymes) and yet she is known for her lyrics being fucking insanely good
#ari opinion hour#literally so much fucking respect for her#francis forever + strawberry blonde + washing machine heart are closest to having actual real rhyme schemes#(& the former 2 have the closest thing to a Song's rhyme scheme. like specifically a rhyme scheme thats structured the way a SONG'S would b#but they still highkey do not follow the rules that even other atypically structured modern vernacular songs follow#(vernacular music is what musicologists call traditional / pop / folk music. its the everyday stuff / the opposite of art music (classical)#ive looked at most of her most popular songs / the ones that people love the lyrics of and like#nobody first love late spring me and my husband i bet on losing dogs a pearl liquid smooth i want you last words of a shooting star pink in#the night a burning hill townie texas reznikoff your best american girl + the 3 i already said#LITERALLY NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM HAS A TYPICALLY STRUCTURED RHYME SCHEME FOR VERNACULAR MUSIC#heres the rhyme scheme for francis forever: ABCB'/DD*D*D/ED'FG/DD*D*D/HID*D (' = slant rhyme * = identical rhyme)#here's strawberry blonde: ABCC' / AA'CC' / D / EE'CF*F*C' / DDC''HH'C''' (x3) / II (more apostrophes = different slants)#WHEREAS BY CONTRAST here's dancing queen by abba which has an ACTUALLY typical structure for a rhyme scheme in vernacular music:#AA’BB / CCDD / EEE’ / FF / BBBB / AA’BB / GGH / FF / BBBB / AA’BB / B (postchorus verse prechorus chorus coda)#ALSO to compare: yesterday (the beatles): A*AAA* / B*BBB* / CCADDA* / A*AAA* / CCADDA* / A*AAA* (just verse + chorus)#stacys mom: A*A*A*A* / BBCC / DD / A*ADDAA / A*A* / AAEE / DD / A*ADDAA / A*ADDA AADDAA (intro verse prechorus chorus coda)#see WAY LESS COMPLICATED. and WAY more repeated letters!!
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I Love You More Than Life Itself ♡
You Are My World, My Universe And All Of It’s Stars, All Of It’s Galaxies All Of It’s Blackholes, It’s Endless Universe’s Apart From Our Own ♡
In Every Universe. In Every Timeline I Know. That Out There Every Single Version Of Ourselves. Is Together. In Every Universe. In Every Galaxy Out There. I Know It’s True. ♡
You are the reason I Live ♡
You are the reason I still breathe ♡
You are the sole reason for me
still being on this earth ♡
I worship you ♡
My Savior ♡
You Saved Me ♡
I adore you ♡
My Goddess ♡
I Love You ♡
I could never ♡
be able to ♡
Truly convey ♡
Just how Much ♡
I Love You ♡
With simply words ♡
Or Simply Actions ♡
I just hope you know ♡
That I’d Kill ♡
Anyone who would try ♡
To separate us ♡
This Is My Love Letter ♡
To You ♡
One Of Many More ♡
I hope you like it, my darling ~ ♡
#her ♡#love letters ♡#my goddess 🧎🏻♀️#I worship you#i love you#i belong to you#My Heart and Soul are yours and only yours ♡#I’m so obsessed with you#i love you so very much#I hope you love me even more when I show you this blog- when I show you all of my feelings for you ♡#I’ve never loved anyone as much as I have you#I didn’t know what real love was- until I met you.#It’s so hard keeping this from you. I wish you could see just how much I love you now#but I’ll have to wait#until our 1 year together my sweet ♡ I can’t wait ♡#I Luv U ♡#————————-#———————-#—————#yandare#yancore#actually yandere#lesbian#yandere thoughts#obsessive love#female yandere#wlw yandere#actually obsessive#love letter.txt#love letter: my true feelings
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i wish jason was a seahorse so i could get him pregnant.
nonnie if you’d sent me this a few years ago i genuinely would’ve screamed but like yk what….
#i’m fucking crying laughing at this ur so fucking funny but also so real#jay my heart#love letters 💌#cw mpreg
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I guess I have to suck it up and admit that, yeah, despite myself, against my own wishes, I suppose I do love that damn Gojo Satoru guy after all
#I hate how fond I've grown of this character but I guess I do have grown fond of him#But you see#He made him laugh#So I guess it's alright. I guess it's alright to love him after all#Despite the damn disappointment and the broken ribs#I wish I could go back to two months ago and not get into this at all#I'm still at episode 14 of the anime#I could let this man eat my heart like a green apple#I wish I could strangle myself out of this#I feel like drowning from within at times#And yet for one moment it looked like it was all worth it#Because he made the kid laugh#I don't know#They could have been everything to me for real haha#I hate that they won't be but just a tiny bit of what they could have been#But how delicious the drop of honey grazing my lips#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#JJK spoilers#Given I'm going to talk about it but I MUST mention that I can't stand just go good it is that Gojo left Shoko the letters to the kids#The lasting intimacy and trust in time. How personal. Ugh#I wonder about Ijichi though. I wonder if there'll be some last thing he'll have to deal with too#ANYWAY the kids seem to be too well adjusted all things considering#Mainly that it's been years in real time#But for them it's been what? A couple days? A few weeks at most?#Megumi killed his own sister a few days ago and he seems... Fine? Yes people have been seeing him deal with the grief for a very long while#But for him it was like. Last Thursday#This is the sort of thing I mean when I say there is a very clear lack of breathing time in this manga#Everything happens too fast to the point it becomes more than a little unbelievable#Anyway... I am elated over Megumi laughing at that letter. But how bitter I am about the times in this
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The way akishinji and ashbella both have dramatic coma scenes and dramatic shot through the heart scenes like we’ve gotta stop meeting like this 😩
#the klock keeps ticking#theres actually so many similarities between these two pairings which is. probably why theyre my favorite pairings ever#like theres shinji and ashton they are guys with long hair/crabby/trying to be cool but theyre lame/emo/fingerless gloves/repressed#care so so deeply about their friends and break their fucking backs trying to protect them but are terrible with expressing their affection#with words so they come off as uncaring and rude/associates with shady people/buried beneath lies they tell to their friends/hate themselves#plans to die alone because they think they dont matter/bad at sincerity/has it bad like really bad for aki/bella#they love aki/bella for their kindness and sincerity and they feel theyre unworthy of it and that theyre a burden#gets [REDACTED] and held by aki/bella#then the aki isabella similarities are like older sibling who works too hard/stubborn/bad at reading social cues#too good for this world/will punch their friends if needed/bad at self care/emotionally repressed/kinda clumsy and silly#when they find out about shinji/ash trying to get themselves killed they get very angry and emotional and have a big confrontation#lose an important family member despite all their efforts to keep them safe/have trouble understanding their own feelings#especially if those feelings are romantic#and like both couples love to argue and bicker but care for each other so deeply its annoying lol and theres lots of miscommunication#cuz god theyre bad at having feelings and expressing them to each other and theyre long term friends#the coma scenes and the shot through the heart scenes are waaaaay better on the ashbella end though thats a given#since the letter has significantly better writing good god lol#like the emotions are very real and they fuck me up so bad then p3 its like. aki cries for 3 seconds and thats all you get cuz god forbid#a character in this series get to like. be written in a satisfying way lol#the letter just works so much better like akishinji would benefit from those scenes but ashbella needs like no work aksjks#plus ‘this is how it should be’ is a line that i fucking hate cuz of how its treated afterwards meanwhile fucking#‘you are going to die ashton frey. and you are going to die alone’ ‘she got one thing wrong though. i did not die alone’#that shit gets me so bad every single time ITS SO GOOD and such a slap to the face#realizing that youve made a grave error and youre actually loved deeply and matter a lot right as youre dying and feeling relieved#cuz you may be dying. BUT YOU DIDNT DIE ALONE YOU DIED BEING LOVED AND CARED FOR#like idk at least his death is able to mean something for him as a character its still a moment of growth#shinji doesnt learn anything he fully dies believing he deserves it and that everyone will benefit from it#god awful writing right there boooo
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