#a parent giving their disabled child stuff that they don't give their abled child isn't “neglect”

[thee-radio-host-is-a-kookaburra]

i think I'd take the "glass child" shit more seriously if 98% of the ppl i see talking about it weren't like "My sibling was physically disabled and my parents took care of them??!?! Why wasn't I given breakfast in bed??? I mean, I know I'm capable of getting food and my siblings physically couldn't, but this is just so unfair!!! Btw I have visual snow syndrome so I'm like just as disabled as my paralyzed sibling!!"

[finsterhund]

When the inner child just will not budge on something and the only solution is being a miracle worker or temporarily killing him.

That's what I've been struggling with re: last night.

If Sly wasn't a stuffed animal worth four hundred dollars and rarely shows up for sale online all this could be avoided.

Unfortunately it has to be Sly, and he wants it NOW.

Getting some sleep definitely helped but oh my god.

I know a big reason I'm suffering so bad is the heat though. And the fact that Scott is my sole responsibility and he's being very difficult right now. Roommate not cleaning up after his rabbits and Scott making that mess my problem on top of everything has been not helping.

Objectively the Sly head made over the mental breakdown these past two days has been the best result in real fabric at the real size I've made so far. There's problems, it's not perfect, but I am making progress. But of course it's so much work and it's never enough and all that.

Maybe I'm just going mad because I'm waiting for my surgery. Who knows. Being your own parent is impossible when you're me. And then I have to do even more.

I just. Idk how to even describe it.

I feel having my own apartment with working AC and being able to just be alone with my stuff and not worry about money and food would help tremendously. But this isn't something people like me get to have. Those are privileges my generation and my income bracket and my support needs don't have access to. Ever. instead I'm stuck here and I'm boiling and I'm uncomfortable and overwhelmed.

Ultimately I need a Sly who can take a beating. And it needs to be a Sly. It needs to be good. I can't use the official Sly because I will never be able to replace that one.

This would be so much easier if I could have fixated on some cheap ten dollar squishable or some shit.

But no it had to be heritage quality patchwork big enough to hold sensory stimulation artist made teddy bear monster.

And I think. "Is this all because I retired Ope?" (Because Ope is literally falling apart. Need I remind you. That is why I can't use the official Sly)

This isn't just wanting a stuffed animal. This is a severely abused and neglected child taking care of himself all by himself living paycheck to paycheck and the only thing he has for family is a stuffed animal given to him by his grandparents that was loved to tatters and now he's trying desperately to create something to fill that void. While overheating and overwhelmed and overstimulated.

Ultimately I think I've been lying about how good I am since losing Cazza. I think my regressing has gotten worse. I think I'm in denial about being okay. I went from having a service dog to having the most difficult to manage high support needs rescue dog in the world. Scott and me are very similar. I think.

I don't mean to worry you guys. And I'm sorry for not responding to personal messages.

I just think everything has come together to make a perfect concoction of agony of which there is no escape.

And it's so bad these past couple days because I can't go to the lake again until after I heal from my surgery. I can't take any pain meds until after I heal from my surgery (except for the ones they will give me after my surgery which hasn't happened yet) I'm not allowed to take anything like that now. A week until my surgery. It's all just so much.

I'm what happens when you lock a disabled and mentally ill child in a cage and torture him. I'm the chimpanzee who is one missed sedative dose from ripping his owner's face off.

Having to do everything yourself is hard enough.

I am so fucking sick of living in poverty. Literally everything could be alleviated if I had half the things rich boomers had.

It feels like I need a fucking lobotomy.

Manic depression. Why did it have to be manic depression.

And I think is this how my birth father's brain worked? Is this why he beat his family and assaulted his children and threatened government people and brawls with police officers? Is this why HIS father was a violent crazed demon who nobody could go near and the only reason they discovered he was deceased was because the noise stopped and the house started to smell like rot?

Positivity on the internet makes it seem like I should just be s cute little smol bean who cries and can be soothed with a cuddle and a snack but PTSD has made me a writhing inferno of rage and fear and energy too powerful for my body to handle. My fragile psyche is the one thing in the way of unleashing unfathomable hell upon the world. And it's terrifying and what do I even fucking do?

I don't just have to take care of myself. I have to prevent the cycle of violence from continuing. I have to be the last line of defense. I need that legacy to die. I still don't know what in the fuck kind of bullshit I truly inherited from that damned bloodline but the knowledge that I'm part of it weighs on me heavily.

Am I doing enough? Am I good enough?

Having to live with that man has infected me with something that I know I'm not fully rid of yet.

Why oh why did my mother take me away from my grandparents and bring me to him. And it's no wonder she didn't want me when I'm so much like him. She had to raise her abuser's son. It's no wonder she went on to do the things she did.

I wish I knew what to do about any of this.

All I know is I want the perfect Sly where anything bad that happens isn't a big deal, anything can be replaced, I don't have to constantly worry all the time. And he has to be perfect. He has to be everything. He must be everything for me.

I want to turn my brain off. I want to sleep. But I can't.

And everything's too hot.

Does writing this and sharing it even help? Does a call for help do anything? Is this even a call for help or is it just me not being able to beat having only me suffering through this? I don't know.

I just need to remind myself that I'm better than I could be. At least I'm not the worst I could be. That's all I can do. I just wish everything would stop.

[pompadourpink]

Hello mother, how do I figure out if I actually want kids or if I'm delusional or subjected to peer pressure?

Hello dear,

Wait. The human brain isn't fully developed until the age of 25. I would argue that making life-changing decisions before being fully grown isn't a good move. I've said it before: you will never stop evolving. You just need one conversation, one incident, one line in a movie, to see life completely differently. Take all the time you need before making a decision - you can't undo this one.

Think of the type of parent you want to be, and how to make that happen.

Think of the type of child you want to raise, and how to make that happen.

Think of the type of co-parent you want to have. If you're dating someone who's been very clear about the fact that you are not a priority, they're already a terrible partner; let's not give them an opportunity to become a terrible parent. If you're the female in the relationship and they leave, you'll most likely get custody of the kid and have to deal with your ex and their family forever.

Think of the type of parent you would actually be if you were to get pregnant or get your partner pregnant tonight. Would you be able to give the baby its own room? Feed it, clothe it, care for it, send it to good schools? Do you have a strong relationship with a trustworthy partner? If not, postpone.

If you have experienced child abuse, for the love of God, heal first. The online course Understanding violence (Emory U) will be a lot better at explaining it, but usually, even though we suffered, we're likely to go from victims to abusers, because we don't know how else to answer to a crying child, because it makes us finally feel powerful, because we have been carrying our trauma for a long time and it's a lot easier to succumb to aggressivity when you're exhausted, etc.

The bit is important so I'll explain myself.

My therapist justifies emotional instability in people with traumatic pasts by the fact that our "closet of emotions", that we have been cramming stuff into for decades instead of addressing it little by little, is carefully locked, blocked with heavy furniture, and constantly on the verge of exploding. If you are experiencing something strong, whether it's positive or negative, the door gets unlocked and all this shit starts pouring out. And it's a lot harder to close the door again than to keep it tightly shut. This is exactly why a depressed person can go to a birthday party, have a blast, get back home and kill themselves. Decades of sadness, anger, and frustration land on their head at once and it is too hard and too heavy to handle alone.

It is very important to break the cycle before you have kids. An adult should be able to tell you to go to hell if you are treating them like garbage. A child is told every day to trust you fully and believe everything you say and they will. Don't sentence them to, at best, a mediocre life, at worse a terrible childhood that will lead to life-long issues, just because your parents are asking for grandkids. That's not fair.

Having a child is a selfish act, but you're supposed to have a kid for what you can bring them, not what they can bring you. You don't know what you're going to get. If you wouldn't love a disabled, autistic, gay, trans (...) kid and fully know you would neglect them and want to try again, you need to cook longer.

Also, when they're babies, they cry until you rage, when they're toddlers, they're oblivious and easily overwhelmed, when they're children, they test your limits and are influenced by friends, and the whole time you have to cook, clean, do laundry, shop, chauffeur around, do bedtime, homework, supervise them 24/7, entertain them 16/7. If you don't feel for that life, your options are to postpone parenthood, get in a better relationship, exploit your loved ones, or be a bad parent.

Love,

Mum

[olderthannetfic]

In my experience, people tend to be pretty forgiving in terms of inaccuracies when it comes to writing outside your own demographic so you don't really need to sweat getting every minor detail right. Your audience is more concerned with feeling like you respect them as human beings and have given characters from marginalized demographics the same amount of thought and consideration that you would give any other.

I approach it like a characterization thing. Being of a race or ethnicity (or trans or disabled or a woman or gay or bi) plays a part in your character's experiences and identity. It is part of the history that formed them. However, so is if they're an eldest child, their relationship with their parents, if they grew up wealthy or poor, if they had a traumatic experience, their friends, their hobbies, their passions, ect. These are all aspects that collectively go into forming a unique individual and while some may have a greater prominence than other, especially if it is relevant to your narrative or themes, no single one defines them in their totality. Not to mention everyone experiences these things differently as well.

So while there are things I would suggest avoiding, it's usually more because there's a tendency for said things to be "this would be OOC for this character except my own internalized bias makes me thing it's something they would do" sort of stuff. Which even then still isn't absolute. Tons of things that are typically just shitty stereotypes can be handled in compelling and not-prejudiced ways if you're thoughtful and skilled. Big difference between a shitty flat 2D stereotype and a nuanced compelling character with agency and motivations and history regardless of any shared individual traits, especially depending on the context of the larger work. Though skill plays a bit more of a part in being able to pull that sort of stuff off and your milage may vary.

People tend to appreciate authenticity and good faith efforts. Don't focus on getting things Right™ because that comes from a place of fear and guilt and fiction is not really about factual accuracy anyway, not really. It's about the approximation of real, of feeling genuine, and if your characters feel real and make sense is far more important than just ticking off a list in your head. You want your inaccuracies, which you will have, to be met with good humour and amusement, not frustration and hurt. I'd personally recommend checking out representation or coding in older works that while often problematic are also super popular in the communities they are drawing from and ask yourself why compared to other examples that people just plain find offensive.

Come from a place of respect and genuine interest in other people as people. You will mess things up on occasion and you'll have to make your peace with that, and people will notice when you get things wrong, but a lot of writing is learning how to write outside your own experiences and perspective. It doesn't need to perfect, and on some level you can never entirely escape the limitations of your own pool of knowledge, but actually making an effort is something people will notice.

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[gender-chaotic]

There's something hilariously ironic about certain white, cis, straight or variation of b**tlebabes claiming antis have privilege and they're rich brats because they're able to see the show live and im certain cases multiple times. Ignoring the fact that speaking as a poor person and someone who grow up poor not everyone's situation is the same, people save money, ticket lotteries exist,ect.

Even if you they're kids with their parents getting tickets for them many of us are marginalized and i know for a fact some of y'all claiming this stuff are white, cis, and straight. If you're white you have no right claiming what white privilege is YOU have white privilege.

The irony is even more hilarious when these women are claiming sexism and classicism because they romanticize said pedophilic relationships as escapism fantasizes and using their sob stories about their life and growing up poor so they need these romanticized stories and ships and if you dare criticize this media and these relationships your a sexist classist rich privileged brat who hates women.

Sis, i grew up poor, Im black, queer and trans, nuerodivergent with a learning disability and likely a personality disorder, and i am also a csa survivor as well as some beetlebabes. I used to use ships like this including beetlejuice and lydia to cope, i know what its like to want escapism fantasies i get it, but you can have escapism fantasies and ships without a child and a minor and find healthier coping mechanisms literally have an adult and a supernatural character who is coded as an adult or two children characters that are the same.

B**tlebabes complain about xreaders but they're essentially all adults (i do not support beejxminor reader stuff ) fantasizing themselves with beej is mostly healthy ways and they dint throw a fit when criticize by others. Going through shit in your life isn't an excuse, even if you are marginilized. Stop reaching, antis have gone against men and people of all genders for sexualizing minors and shipping minors/adults and being poor isn't an excuse nor does anyone care they just don't want these unhealthy things romanticized and continuing the cycle of abuse even when you're a csa survivor.

Seeing these often white, cis,straight women appropriating language used by marginalized people like "pigs" comparing us to cops (again im black i Am a target of people brutality especially being queer, i have been stopped by cops for doing nothing before) claiming were nazis and general fascists when many of us are marginalized group they target, again claiming sexism and classicism by reaching so seem like more of a victim even though these claims are baseless, and then being white and claiming that WE have white privilege but yet they mock triggers, and minors, including minors who are csa survivors only seemingly respecting csa survivors who ship beetlebabes, call us over sensitive babies, say vaugley homophobic shit, mock people when they correct you for misgendering someone, comparing looking a ship to oppression, calling people against a ships nazis and fascists, now seemingly ok with slurs.

Egg on your friends doing so and act in general.lole reactionary anti sjw, gatekeeping fanboys akin to bronies you have no right to claim were privileged and discriminating against you, im not for harassment, threats, sui baiting. I think y'all can get some unnecessary hate sometimes but y'all aren't always the victim especially when y'all will jump on people and attack them as well y'all jist try to be slick abt it.

And before you use that stupid argument.

" you dont really care about social justice focus on more important issues"

Usually used by people who rarely give two craps about social issues unless it directly effects them or is for their gain (hmm seems familiar).

I cant speak for every anti but i personally am apart of radical leftist spaces, i go in the streets to do protests and risk being arrested as a marginilized person, i am even more exposed to REAL nazis, i speak about social issues online all the time and spread awareness, when im not working which is most days of the week and i have friday if i spend those fridays cooking food and serving this food to people. You say " shut up you don't know what's going in in peoples lives" again take your own advice, you don't know alot of these antis you use your straw man arguments to assume things about us when we do care about other issues, you can care about more than one issue what a shock, or are marginilized. Even if you are as well that doesn't absolve you of sexualizing and romantisizing unhealthy relationships.

[mugoki]

[ 5 March — 14 March, 2021 ]

1K Pages Readathon wrap-up

Here are all the books i read for #1kpagesmarch challenge! 💗

Total pages read: 1104 / 1000 (if my math is correct)

Here are my book reviews:

The Old King in His Exile (2017) by Arno Geiger

Arno Geiger tell in great detail of his father's slow change into dementia, how his strange behavior and mannerism suddenly isn't made to fit in their everyday life, as if he'd been put in exile. But also of his father's childhood, in a way to explain the new ideas and needs the illness put in the old man's head. Beautiful story of a man struggling to chase his memories as the world around turn stranger. 180 pages 🌟 4/5 stars

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Diary (1956) by Olof Lagercrantz

Went into this book blind, don't think i've read this author's books before. Idk, i couldn't get into it. The text doesn't feel 100% genuine, feels written specifically for an audience instead of personal journal and even if the language is poetic - is like uninteresting smalltalk. Olof lives near a graveyard, and when he isn't thinking deeply about death and life, he mention cute women he has seen during the day. I dropped this book at 55 pages read (out of 159 pages), giving it 1/5 stars 🌟

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111 Ways to Save the Planet (2019) by Jonna Karvonen and Marie Schjulström

111 listed ways to save the environment as a single human being! First the book tell of the bigger picture, if each person change their old ways and educate, we are bound to make a difference. If not for everyone else, at least do it for the animals.

I haven't read much environmental books but after some severe signs of our dying earth lately, i felt i wanted to do something but had no idea what. Found myself incredibly inspired by this book! Many of the points speaks to different kind of people: like the regular joe or the broke student or the business owner or a parent. Like the book have something that everyone can do within their own restrictions and boundaries.

I used post-its to remember a few points that spoke to me. 92 pages and 5/5 stars 🌟

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Aniara (1956) by Harry Martinson

Tried reading this sci-fi novel after watching a super interesting youtube movie review, but the language of the book made me too impatient to continue. The concept sound insanely good though! The spaceship Aniara on its way to Mars suddenly end up off course and hover indefinitely waiting for an asteroid to help turn them back, but as the years go by, the passengers grow more desperate and crazier.

When reached chapter 15 (out of 200) i felt frustrated, like "i can't go on like this". Got myself through only 32 pages out 188 pages before calling it quits. 2/5 stars 🌟

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Homework (1989) by various authors*

Anthology short stories about childhood school memories from early 1910s up to 1960s. Very interesting how school looked, worked and felt like during those days - more god praising and physical punishment than i far expected. But every story had something i enjoyed reading. 223 pages, 4/5 stars 🌟

*Bengt Anderberg, Mats Arvidsson, Sun Axelsson, Jonas Gardell, Lotten Gustafsson, Staffan Göthe, Cecilia Hagen, P. C. Jersild, Nina Lekander, Bodil Malmsten, Agneta Pleijel, Margareta Strömstedt, Maarja Talgre, Karl Vennberg, Claire Wikholm, Herta Wirén and Pia Zandelin. Editor: Lena Persson.

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Desperate Characters (1970) by Paula Fox

Sophie and Otto are a married couple in their 40s. She is a bit naive or at least timid while he is cynical and bad at showing emotions.

Sophie gets bitten pretty severely by a wild cat, and for some reason she doesn't want medical attention. I think it's because the bite is the most exciting thing happening to her life since forever, or maybe she just doesn't want to be a bother? So she let it become infected spreading up her arm, but with the pain, her personality changes from being someone passive - to being able to argue, angry and be loud.

Meanwhile Otto has a problem of his own. His longtime business partner and friend Charlie has decided to start his own lawyer company. Charlie manipulate their customers to turn their back on Otto and join his new company. At first Otto is very cold about this, as if he doesn't care but as the story progresses he slowly open up how betrayed and hurt he feels about the whole ordeal.

Other stuff happen in between, memories of when Sophie had a secret romance with someone else, their house get vandalized, they go to dinner parties.

All the other characters speak in this weird similiar manner btw - they hold monologues about something that leads to another topic that leads to another, then back to the first one. It reminds me of the theater somehow. 182 pages and 3/5 stars 🌟

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It is Strange Nowadays (2009) by Karin Flygare

Birgitta cares for her mother who slowly succumbing to dementia. It's ugly and tragic and frustrating, but also beautiful. When suddenly becoming a mother for her own mother, Birgitta finds herself struggling to maintain her own identity and life to care for a woman who is rude, reluctant and downright bothersome towards her with constant need for attention. I quote "Even though i'm worried, i'm angry over the fact that she's ruining my day." and i can't help feeling frustrated with her. Every waking moment, always calling, taking care of everything and still get no recognition. But also a child's love for their parent, staying through everything despite getting hurt. I can relate so much with my own life situation.

I know this is fiction but it all sounds so realistic, and even the care-home process feel well researched. At one point, the agent of a low quality home tries to sign themselves as their legal guardian for her mother, but luckily she is quick to notice and makes herself present. Good job! Also, good book! 207 pages and 5/5 stars 🌟

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The Sea-man (2012) by Carl-John Wallgren

A big sister witness how some guys at school drench a cat in gasoline and sets it on fire, killing it. This leads to the bullies to daily harass her little brother who has slight intellectual disability. One day they get jumped, the brother is forced to eat dirt and the big sister get a branch shoved up her rear (no joke, wtf). Then another classmate shows up and bargain to leave them alone in exchange for something. The bullies want $100. The big sister and classmate start stealing clothes from shops to resell them. I only read to page 106 out of 287, when the sea creature finally gave an appearance. But by then they had already payed the bullies and gotten rid of the conflict. I felt exhausted and unmotivated to continue. 1/5 stars

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In the Grip of the Lindworm (2014) by Hans Ohlsson

One of many horror stories from his novel collection called Stranger, Intruder. The story tells of a grandfather taking his granddaughter on a three day hike through mountains and forest, as a pick-me-up after a recent accident took both her parents. She is bitten by a snake during her pee break and start getting really sick. We feel stressed with grandfather as he tries to find help before it's too late. It's based on a Swedish mythological creature called Lindworm, which could bring both luck or misfourtune. Never heard of it causing illness but wish he would have filled in some info instead of relying on the reader to automatically know. I'm definitely going to continue reading this collection though! 4/5 stars and 27 pages 🌟

[99sshithouse]

Akil Laghari

Avan Jogia

Alias(es) : Akil, Babe, Pluto (Online)

Place of Birth : Seattle, Washington

Eye & Hair Color : Amber | Brown

Height & Weight : 6' | 175lbs

Sex & Gender : Male And Identifies As Such

Orientation : Pansexual

Marital Status : In A Relationship

Personality

A Lion-Hearted Fool

Akil is quick to flash a smile, laugh at a dumb joke. He is know for having a very thoughtful gaze, he thinks about so many things in a day he can never recount his own musings by the end of the day because he can't remember most of them. He has a calming temperament, can be seen as welcoming personality by the way he can just sit and listen for hours without saying nothing at all. He can retain little details about someone, even if they only mention it once in passing. Picks out the best birthday gifts and alcohols for parties. Can pick out good outfits for his girl if she doesn't feel like doing it. The simple little stuff. But there is so much more in his head.

Everyday things can seem sacred to him, like listening to music or hearing the voice of someone he cares about. Not only does he get to appreciate the sound the music makes, but also the color the sound has. A single song can paint a masterpiece due to a neurological gift called synesthesia where sounds translate to colors before his eyes. Someone's voice can be like their own special aura due to the color he'll see. He loves this gift. His mind is a gift, he can sit and study something in his hands and be able to draw an entire diagram of how it works by simply looking at it for a few minutes. He is a technical whiz. But with all this, it is almost as if he is getting punished for the gifts he has. He has been plagued by migranes since he was a child, his ears become more sensitive and sounds that once held such a beautiful hue become more painful than euphoric. He can become overstimulated by his surroundings easy. And unfortunately, on top of it all, he has Depersonalization Disorder, which causes him to step out and away from the beauty he enjoys around him so much. It's a lot like torture, luckily he has someone who pulls him back to the ground.

Due to years of abuse for their appearance and religion, Akil's parents taught him a certain disregard for authority. Trust his instincts, don't let someone control him, don't let any man tell him he isn't good because of his heritage. And when his parents were killed because of a hate crime, it sent him into a spiral. He grew a hatred inside him for the government, or so the people he solely blamed for his parents' abuse, he became frightened and angered at the government. Due to another outside source (Micha) whispering into his ear, he believes a complete dismantle is in order and that the way to do it, is online. Where the money and secrets and violence is all tucked away and kept secret. He had always been good at computers, and had hacked his way through more than one government facility, he had the power at his fingertips to cause a fresh start. From the ashes would rise something better... Right?

Where it all comes back is that the two most important people in his life are complete opposites. Alexis is his calm, his peace, and his home, while Micha is his war, his hate, and his fear. He is in a constant struggle with Micha about 'the proper way', but what is the proper way? He didn't know. He doesn't know. And with so much happening all at once for the young twenty something, he finds himself constantly lost.

Employment : Store Manager At A Coffee Shop

Pretty standard things. Make coffee, make sure the bills get paid for the shop, make sure payroll gets done. He likes the job for the simplicity of it, but also because it helps keeps his mind preoccupied with minimal tasks.

Criminal Specialty

Blackmail | Extortion | Hacking | Cyber Terrorism

The use of computers can be a dangerous thing when you find someone able to make 1s and 0s into dollar signs. Going by the name Pluto, Akil has made some big moves with his partner in crime, Jupiter. Give him a keyboard and he can hold the world at his fingertips.

Skills & Abilities

Proud, Not Cocky | He has a way about him that tells of a subtle confidence, a relaxed sense of purpose. He doesn't need to shine brighter than others, but can somehow still pull eyes to him. This is from knowing that the one person in his life loves the way he looks, so why care about anyone else's opinion. He holds himself tall in every situation, even if he hurts in a way.

Technologically Inclined | He can fix most phones, computers, tablets, company coding, and any other IT type issues. He has a way about wires and circuits. These types of subjects are like his art.

Emotionally Available | He just cares. He just really cares. He listens, he tries to understand, he's open. He wants to learn about the worries of others and see if there's anything he can do to fix them. With this is a sense of loyalty to those who open up to him, and those who stick around him.

Genius Level Intellect - IQ 142 | Synesthesia - Chromesthesia | Fluent in English, Hindi, and Arabic

Able to defend himself in a fight if necessary | More into brawling than a gunfight.

Disabilities & Disorders

Can Be Manipulated Easily | Someone figures how to pull at his heart strings, they can end up learning how to play him like a fiddle. He falls into these traps of wanting to help others and in turn can get hurt by it.

Alexis | His love, his life. While she is his greatest inspiration, she can be seen as his biggest weakness because if anything were to happen to her, he probably lose his mind

Chronic Migranes - Has had them since childhood | Depersonalization Disorder - Can sometimes detach from situations and disassociate due to stress. He can often feel like his experiences are that of someone else's. Has suffered from this since childhood | Loud sounds and music can sometimes cause overstimulation which lead to a disconnect.

Anarchy | Distrust of Political Figures | For Akil, he thinks the root of most evils in government policies and figureheads. He has a distinct disgust, hatred, and fear for government officials. It doesn't matter if they've proven their worth, if you give him a laptop and time, he will find a reason not to trust them. It's in his nature not to put faith in the system.

Pluto | His online persona. He dislikes that he has to hide his face behind a mutated and disgusting version of himself to get a point across. He dislikes that fear is the only tactic to make people listen.

Known History

Crime

A Suspiciously Clean Criminal Record

Gang Initiation : Was truly and honestly looking for a place he could do good as well as a way to support him and his girl. He needed the safety net and income, so there he stood ready to take on any task he was told to do.

Known Affiliations

Parents

Rohan Laghari - Father [Deceased]

Pari Laghari - Mother [Deceased]

Cousins

Teo Laghari - Lives in Seattle, Washington

Dera Laghari - Lives in Seattle, Wasington

Friends

Alexis Stanford - Girlfriend [Tiger] - Sofie

Micha Detra - Best Friend [Wolf]

Affiliation | Tiger