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thecorruption-thespiralsversion · 7 months ago

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So I have a wild theory. Well, more of a hypothesis. What if old Archist!Angus successed in the TMP universe?

So, major spoilers of course, in MAG - "Curiosity" (sorry, don't remember episode numbers and this is a stream of consciousness thing) it's said that the Angus was very much a failure of an archivist. He was trying to rework, rename, and reclassify The Fears. I for some reason am under the impression that he was essentially trying to be The Next Robert Smirk. (Heh! Stranger ref to "a name and face", a title in this case)

In his attempt, he lost everything. And seeing as to how his face was ripped off, after:

-Loosing all but his his most useless assistant. (Fiona Law is my favorite 1 mention character, and that knowing that this creature only care about the torment. Even The Flesh will not eat you if you aren't aware of your own consumption.)

-Seeing that he ran out of resources implies his reputation could have been so bad that there was no for him to ask for help.

I like to believe Angus didn't give up. That he chased that knowledge and in doing so got his face ripped off.

Skin

Masks

Smiles

Face

And Name

This is a creature of The Stranger, by TMA's standards of course.

But what if he succeeded?

What if he found out some fundamental truth about them. What if he found a way to score them. Keep track of them.

Cuz I also have to wonder, how did the monsters and avatars react. Remember that Fairchild said in "Big Picture" that he believed the monster had it worse. They are limbs given manifest. Nothing but sentient seasoning to the fear they consume.

This brings me to some suspicions about Chester, Norris, and Agustus.

Especially because of the first statement. That amalgamation wasn't the statement givers beloved. It was pieces of them, but is pieces enough to be that original person. Is a fragment enough.

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violetsquare111 · 4 months ago

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thinking about. the characters

#'king will always be a man who would burn a house down with people inside for daring to outlive the one person who mattered.#he's a tyrant who hates more deeply than he ever loved.'#AGHHHHH.........#quote from “they're sticks probably” which is a fic i'm pretty sure based on kudos that the entire fandom has read but it's amazing

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lulu-the-bugaboo · 5 months ago

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I love Dragon so damn much

#that man holds so much rage and hate for the government inside him #and as a reader I do too #so having characters like him and Sabo who take action because of this feels so gratifying #they have just started their war and I have faith #ppl nag a lot about Dragon not doing anything but I knoooow Oda is not gonna disappoint with him #lulu rambles #one piece #monkey d dragon #also I loved this man immediately when he showed up #The first thing he says when he shows up is basically #oh my son has become a criminal?#hell yeah I'm proud of him #burn the world down #obvious stuff I just wanted to scream about

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eremin0109 · 1 year ago

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I'm still reeling from the episodes but something about Gicheol being suspicious of both Junmo and Euijeong, desperately wanting to believe otherwise. Gicheol giving him his suit to wear, asking him, as gently as he can manage, to not let him down. Junmo going on a "date" with Haeryun, both of them unable to keep Gicheol's name out of the conversation. "He also had a tough childhood like me." Junmo wanting to ask Gicheol's permission before finalizing the deal. Junmo seeing Euijeong, while in Gicheol's clothes, while Haeryun kisses him. "You'll be fine without Mr.Jung, right?" Junmo immediately racing off towards the office, frantically calling Gicheol. The heartbreaking eye contact between Euijeong and Junmo. Gicheol holding her hand and prioritizing her safely above everything else. Junmo seeing red everywhere and finally letting himself go, staining his...Gicheol's pristine beige suit the deepest shade of crimson. "Why do you go to such lengths?" "Because I have someone I want to protect" He looks at Euijeong, but Haeryun looks at Gicheol. They both look at Junmo through the stained glass. What does this mean? Was it really just Euijeong that Junmo was trying to protect? Junmo going guard dog again in the Jaegeon office, one look from Gicheol and he's slicing the guy's achilles off. Sitting in silence, together, in the ER. "Seungho, are you okay?" "Sir, are you okay?" "Are you hungry?" "Yes" "Then let's go eat" Both of them worried about Euijeong. "I can't stop here. I have to see this through" Gicheol taking Junmo to his fucking home, like he only did with Taeho. Sleeping in the same room together, Junmo remembering how fiercely Gicheol protected Euijeong. Him looking at their high school pictures while Minju strolls in and asks him to take care of her brother. Them going back to work only for Gicheol to take matters to the heart while Junmo tries to rationalize. Junmo going to insane lengths and partnering up with Haeryun to see this deal through—for the mission? for Euijeong? for Gicheol? for himself? He's not sure. Actually, these days, Junmo is not sure of anything anymore.

#Why does he care what happens to Gicheol? He could've let Jaegeon take care of him and let Haeryun lead him to the crux of the drug trade.#His mission would've been completed regardless of whether Gicheol lived or died.#he didnt even know that euijeong was still with Gicheol when he left for the office #he went there for Gicheol ready to kill for him and euijeong just fuelled that simmering fire that was already burning underneath his skin #he doesn't even know who he's doing all of this for—everything is a blur #he could kill gicheol but there's something flaring inside him that wants to kill for him instead #and it disgusts Junmo how twistedly close it is to what he felt when he looked at Euijeong through that window #the worst of evil #man...what a fucking ride

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lascitasdelashoras · 1 year ago

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Peliculas de los Hermanos Coen

#coen brothers #peliculas #fargo #hail caesar #burn after reading #barton fink #true grit #inside llewyn davis #the big lebowski #o brother where art thou #the ladykillers #intolerable cruelty #a serious man #no country for old men #the man who wasn't there

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 4 months ago

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thinkbing about. him

#random thoughts #fnaf #rotating him in my mind like an orb or perhapps a microwavable tv dinner #love the idea of a character who for some reason has him in their house and does regular maintenance on him #someone who worked for fazbear fright and fucking. stole him #au where the place wasn't burned down and actually opened and some kid started working there and fucking took his ass #springtrap in my head is like. mostly an animal. running on instinct and ancient programming. only rarely lucid #the kid who took him oh my god. what if someone who was the sibling of one of the five missing kids stole him #and like. they know he's the man behind the slaughter and can remember him from when he was alive #and they take him and keep him running as like a form of torture. because fazbear fright was gonna be shut down and the animatronic #was gonna be destroyed or smth and they were like 'no you son of a bitch not yet'#and they can sometimes see the ghosts of the children and employees who died and henry. but like they're not done #they cant let go. not yet.#cant let him go to the beyond because that would be too merciful for a son of a bitch like him #but springtrap cant really understand whats happening and mostly just sees Some Guy keeping him running so most of his feelings #are positive #when he's semi lucid he tries to kill them #when he recognizes them from before he kind of shuts down #the range is 'friend!!!' to 'i am going to fucking murder you' to 'how did you do in pe today'#like this guy mostly isn't william afton. idk who he is but he isn't him most of the time #i imagine the springtrap suit is a unique model so its hard to get replacement parts for him so most of him is custom at this point #idk what they do with the bones. probably leave them alone for the most part out of fear of him passing on if they got rid of them #he smells like dirt and mildew and restroom deoderizer probably #i imagine their thoughts on him are 'i recognize this mostly isnt the man who killed my sibling so i dont want him to suffer'#'but also i cant handle the idea of even a little of the man who killed my sibling being able to stop suffering'#like this is william's idea of hell. complete depersonalization #they make his stay tolerable. decent maintenance. idk what kind of enrichment he needs #being kept in a basement away from regular social interaction is probably hell for any children's animatronic #so he loves when they come down for maintenance. probably rarely at first and then more frequently as they adjust themself to his presence #idk how he feels about maintenance. probably very used to the feeling of having a dude inside of him lmaooo

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i-appear-misssing · 4 months ago

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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop

#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good #but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside #it IS making me better at my job though #.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know #on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me #i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually #i traded a month with him to have another month with her #he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories #I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far #but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders #so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year #also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies #but I've been in scarier situation i can manage #and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man #but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space #with strong aspects of praise kink #pathetic is what it is really #but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right #I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit #I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST #........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess #yeah it's just like an infected wound right now #angry red throbbing hot pain #i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing #it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation #it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it #it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work #the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to #I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right

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kaydreamman · 3 months ago

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*breaks down ur door with a chainsaw*

What songs do you heavily associate with your characters?

stop breaking my door down.

Realized a lot of them dont have appearance revealed so why not (though i have not drawn most of them so youll have to bear with picrews for most of them)

this is extremely long and a lot of them so read at your own discretion

Raul Acierno ( Devons brother) - is very much Fish in a Birdcage - Rule #4 Fish in a Birdcage. Most is taken from first picrew but he has the nose in the second one.

Sunya - Emei - That Girl

Nazaire - Static-P - Detective Detective

Octavius, my special unhinged old man mage you guys dont know yet - Adam Jensen - That Man Is a Monster

Iulian - Midnight Divide - Send a Sign AND young friend - feral canadian scaredy cat. The face is more accurate to the picrew but the rest is my drawing

Ankur - good old classic, The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra - An Unhealthy Obsession

Delly - Derivakat - Casino Royale AND Hozier - Talk

Nadia - MARINA - How to be a Heartbreaker AND Britney Manson - FASHION

Bhima (already seen but not to left him out) - Five Finger Death Punch - Wrong Side of Heaven AND Ethan Gander - UNBELIEVABLE

Cynthia (my lovely dumbass buff woman Gangrel primogen) - Alien Stage - Hyunas song ig? (All in), Everything is taken from first picrew except for body build and earrings.

Treat (my wild jester/clown and one of the Princes Hounds/Executioners) - 6arelyhuman - Eat me AND Insane Clown Posse - Rainbows & Stuff

Miika - WAR*HALL - Play with Fire AND The Valla - Anarchist (demo)

he has a spine tattoo that you cant see here but this will do

Devon - DEVO - Puppet Boy AND Tears For Fear

he has a hooked nose but in the first drawing i made for him i didnt give him one argh

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kotaerukoto · 3 months ago

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[said with increasing distress and volume] fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball

#crack — what‚ there’s misfortune again?! come on!#HE SURVIVED BECAUSE THE FUCK IT WE BALL INSIDE OF HIM BURNED LONGER THAN THE ITS SO OVER AROUND HIM #hello gamers i will be here tomorrow gaming's sucked me in again. a.stlibra revision may get the certified alex stamp of approval #it is kino. i love time shenanigans in stories #but i've been yearning to finish what i owe here with the Most Ordinary Man Of All Time who just cares abt everyone so so so much #as always thank you guys for your patience...!!

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thefearfulheart · 7 months ago

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Overdue Intro Post

Been meaning to do this for awhile in all honesty.

I'm going to be posting more oc content (content in general will be somewhat inappropriate) and most of them have heavy themes that include: abuse, cannibalism, sexual content, mild mutilation, manipulation, unhealthy power dynamic's and quite a few other theme's that I will tag appropriately when the need arises.

Would prefer minor's to not follow me given that the content I will post will be inappropriate.

Mostly will be posting about anything that interests me but a majority of it will be Malevolent, The Magnus Protocol and Vampire the Masquerade since I'm obsessed with those.

Ask me anything about my oc's if you want and I'll answer if you want. I'm easy lol

#tags for me & besties oc's #these hands were made for violence // OC: Jose De Leon #of human flesh and immortal soul // OC: Cole Livingston #to be a man? or a monster? // OC: Aleksandr Zhivago Levitsky #nothing will contain this vibrant soul of life! // OC: Nazaire #to live to laugh to love // OC: Bhima #there is no man that is equal to me // OC: Iulian Zamfir #i hope when i die it will be a kind death // OC: Zack #there are other perspective's that must be considered // OC: Nile's #the past means nothing now // OC: Zagan Akhtar #cold hearted boy! let me see who you are on the inside // OC: Devon Acierno #you on your throne of blood in your castle of ashes // OC: Eerikki #i will carve myself into you and take my time giving you this 'love' // OC: Ankur #i'm the one you die for darling~ // OC: Jayde #what's wrong with being confident? are you scared // OC: Cecilia #they call me a heartbreaker for a reason baby // Nadia #of gilded thorns and blood red roses // OC: Rose #golden feathers that burned away as they sunk deeper inside the darkness // OC: Sunya #a ferocious soul that refuses to be broken // OC: Miika #you play you win you play you lose you play // OC: Zharko “Delly” Nedelko #my body is a fragile thing and my heart even more so // OC: Raul Acierno

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quillheel · 1 year ago

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I'll designate you __ to lovers ━ allies.

what starts off as a partnership by obligation turns into one by choice. maybe you don't think of them that way at first, but after you realize that you two work incredibly well together, the feelings just... fall into place. of course it's only natural that they should remain by your side. of course you would take risks to keep them safe, and they would do the same for you. you can't imagine facing something without them now. it's like they were always there. what's more, the bond you've forged over the years is doubly strong for having made the sharing of mental and emotional states necessary. you've stuck with each other through the stress, the breakdowns, but also the victories, the laughs, the brief moments of frivolity. now those things come naturally. you know nobody more intimately. you are able to take care of each other. you can probably make it through anything. you have so far, at least, even if there were some losses along the way.

#obsessed with how even I was expecting the quiz to give me enemies to lovers. but it didn't.#regardless of the hardships Jean faces with Harry; regardless of how much pain they bring eachother; Jean will always be there for him.#the pain of being burned makes him bitter; makes him venomous but he has never become his enemy.#something something the dog that expects to be kicked down will bite the hand that tries to feed it.#the man can change. the dog can learn. time a vital resource. but blood may always cling to the heel. the dog may always flinch.#Jean does not try to be cruel. the lopsided lens we see of him might portray him as such. the light; the circumstance making him #he does not try to be cruel. that does not mean he was kind. that does not mean he was good.#the dog is the survival; the anger; inside of him. never all of him. jean can learn & become & understand. he can improve. he can change.#it is jeans responsibility to be better than the cruelty he does not intend. it is not to forgive him. but he wants to. he wants to.#time a vital resource. blood may always cling. he may always flinch.#the part that wants to love him. the part that wants to live. taught by a past that is no longer remembered; but is never null.#the dog and the man sit with eachother. and when violence is replaced with love; the tail still wags. the man still smiles.#the part of the animal that loves you; the part of the animal that hates you #but he loves him. he loves him. he loves him.#lets give it another try. lets give it another day. chances that part of him begs not to give. chances because he wants to be proven wrong.#please. please. prove him wrong.#the dog who loves you. the man who loves you. both who want to be loved #god........................#MUSING / Jean Vicquemare #STUDY / Jean Vicquemare #GAMES / Jean Vicquemare #━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games.#toxic relationship //#ask to tag //#disco elysium //

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urlocalmagicalcat · 1 year ago

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nothing will ever describe my life and how I view it as much as Will Stetson’s cover of Unknown Mother Goose

#“If my life is thrown away forgotten by the side then could I here at the end sing of this love inside?”#“One more time would it be fine if I could try to find? One last sign of life stuck in the voice that I had left behind?”#“Through the pain if they still could love it all the same Through the pain if they wished to find love anyway”#“Hey if you’re gonna share all your love Well then tell me my friend who will you meet at the end?”#“Stuck in a box locked I’ll free your heart with a knock Come you’re free a fellow failure like me”#“I had knew it deep down inside That you had always stood to fight Protecting this place we hide there by my side”#“I’ve grown to take it the pain welling in me the breaking and hurting“#“Joy grief rage and pleasure they all blend together through every endeavor”#“If happiness that I cherish is real and is out there somewhere lost on this earth“#“Will I wander forever and ever in agony in this darkened and cold world”#“As the blackened the sheep that will never belong anywhere as I live forever? --Don’t leave me like that!”#“How could I grow to adore this world surrounding me? Tell me will I just keep on rolling on eternally?”#“Hey I think I’ll take these feelings no one ever wants”#“Give this world a chance and share them all now with this final song”#“Look at me what exactly do you want to be? Look at me can you tell me what you long to see?”#“My heart breaks apart however it still burns On now more than any other Look at me can you see the one I try to be?”#“Is there light out piercing through the night Guiding me on to my life?”#these lyrics man… it hurts. - 🎡#(🎡) marz/nep

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faaun · 2 years ago

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lightning fried our satellite dish and now we are alone

#old geometry on old walls + her hand flowing along the river delta. sudden stop pulls on stitches #you are not allowed to laugh unrestrained for the next two months. in the next world #i look at the shape of the sun and i the tangerine you offered to your brother. do you feel #artificial ? do you feel man-made? what is more natural than man ? what is more natural than the creation of a natural thing?#do you feel like an organic automaton? will you love me if i change? will i love you if you change? if i prophesise about #not loving you it wont change the fact that i wont stop loving you. you are going to draw again because in a few weeks #you have to paint something sacred along the length of my spine. my friend asks me if im okay #and in my head i want to scream at her IM JUST HAPPY YOU'RE ALIVE. im sorry we were both in pain. im sorry you have to think about #endings. i will think about your beginnings. the air here feels like spring and i think of you every day.#my boy texts me on the train station about the snow and how he waited 4 hours in the underground. he said his hands were shaking #and i thought of how much i missed holding his hands. you were freezing on the train i was burning in the sky.#of course your password is phi. just like her. i miss you all. 10 friends teaching each other how to slow dance #in the kitchen. 10 friends cook a feast together and say goodbye. the last thing i told the boy who was once #in love with me was that i wont say goodbye because no one would care to hear it. the last thing he said was fair enough.#im glad you kissed me when i was drunk. i am visiting my town by the sea for the first time in a decade and i hope to #peel it open and bite again. my love، how do i make you feel? pomegranate cracked open. you saw the blood inside #and you dug your hands inwards. messed up through all the red، you still bit in.#i will make you feel safe enough so you can lose your mind again. you can create again #im sorry i didnt realise how much you had missed me. im sorry i didnt realise thats a part of why you stopped creating #i am not sorry that it matters so much. it matters because i love you. ill be back soon. keep cracking me open. ill keep cracking you open.#world of chroma blue and crimson. a girl asks a policeman for direction without a headscarf on. this was an act of war. i reveal my own #hair in the wind and think of how much i love you. i stare at the policeman through the eyes of the slaughtered.#my lovely economist drinks up the ocean and i think of her beautiful hair with its bloody ends in the wind #chase your dreams. dont say goodbye. politics is an act of love. i look at the killer with the eyes of those he killed and i think of #kissing you over the river kissing you in your bed kissing you before you left kissing you until we were late kissing you goodbye #for five consecutive days kissing you in the train station kissing you in the rolling fields kissing you by the cityscape kissing your neck #until it bled. i love you. i will kiss you until you can create again.#i miss my love i miss my starlights and i miss the sky. one day ill make you tomato soup again.#and now it is time to replace a very old very young self.

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thatgeekwiththeclipons · 2 months ago

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Happy 67th Birthday to 4x Academy Award Winning producer, writer, filmmaker Ethan Coen! ^__^

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swampflix · 4 months ago

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Coens Countdown

Over the past couple of years, I’ve sought to plug some holes in my watching of certain directorial canons. Starting in the summer of 2022, I began the process of watching every Coen Brothers movie in chronological order. This worked pretty well until I got to The Big Lebowski, a movie that I, like many others, made a core part of their teenage personalities in their youth, and as such I skipped…

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scrollypoly · 16 days ago

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Ok, so with all these posts going around aboht election interference and calling for a recount, i wanted to find evidence that weren't twitter screenshots

Tl;dr - bomb threats yes, 3 fires at ballot boxes (1 had damaged ballots and theyre fixing it), 20 million unaccounted votes is FALSE, this shit takes time to count so be patient, cuz they are STILL COUNTING

Bomb threats at polling places:

This claim is legit, as well as the source being from russian email domains. No actual bombs were placed or set off.

Burning ballot boxes:

3 incidents of burning ballot boxes have been confirmed for this election in Portland, Oregon and one in Vancouver, Washington, both of which are suspected to be from the same individual. Republican and Democrat officials have spoken out against this, ballot boxes were guarded after the incidents started, and fire suppression systems inside the ballot boxes saved the majority of the ballots, except for one box where 488 ballots were damaged due to a malfunction of the fire suppression system.

Fires were also confirmed in Arizona by a man who apparently just wanted to be arrested and had no political motivations.

No fires were confirmed in Georgia, despite repeated claims that most of the fires were in Georgia. Georgia changed their election laws in 2021 in regards to absentee votes. Ballot boxes have been notably targetted for election conspiracy and mistrust. Take this into account when you see outcry about ballot boxes in any way.

Votes not being counted:

The screenshots im seeing particularly note California, which is the state with the largest amount of registered voters. California is also dealing with massive wildfires rn. Its gonna take a couple days, and the election isnt officially over yet. Calm down

20 million unaccounted votes:

Yall . . .

This shit takes time. Theyre not "throwing your ballots out" or "deliberately not counting votes". Be so for real

Some of this shit is valid, and should probably be known. Some of this shit is making yall sound like trumpers in 2020. Be smart. Have critical thinking.

If youre gonna reblog or comment with claims i better see credible evidence to back your claims up or youre getting blocked

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#us politics #election #donald trump #kamala harris #us election #recount 2024 #my posts

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