#a los drafts me voy...

[jovvest]

THE GRUDGE Dormitorios. 3 de mayo, 03:25 AM.

Le había ido fatal en Toledo; no necesitaba una tabla de posiciones para darse cuenta de ello. Estaba fallándole a su equipo de sobremanera. Era un fracaso. No era algo extraño despertarse en medio de la noche; las pesadillas le atormentaban cada día más. Escabullirse a la sala común con su diario íntimo se había vuelto un ritual para la británica y esa madrugada no era la excepción. Esta vez llevaba algo más consigo; además de la pequeña libreta y un bolígrafo, la acompañaba una vieja y descolorida carta. No dudó en tomar asiento, creyendo ser la única alma deambulando por el edificio a esas horas, preparada para volver al pasado una vez más.

Querida Jo, He escuchado a papá decir que no tienes planes de regresar a los Cotswolds. ¿Es verdad? Ha pasado mucho tiempo desde el incidente y aún no te he visto. Entiendo que a veces puedas ser un poco temperamental, pero eres nuestra familia, no puedes simplemente alejarte así. Aquella noche en la que mencionaste la idea de escapar juntas, supongo que solo bromeabas, ¿verdad? Sonaba bastante descabellado. Mi hogar, mi vida y mi amor están aquí. Si mi respuesta no fue la que esperabas, lo siento. Deberías reconsiderarlo, escuchar los consejos de quienes más te quieren y dejar de perseguir algo que quizás ni siquiera existe. Lo tienes todo aquí, ¿por qué arriesgarlo? No seas imprudente; temo que puedas salir lastimada. Apenas puedes lidiar con Charles, te has caído más de mil veces tratando de montarlo, y él es solo un caballo manso. Sé que te levantarás como siempre, pero no creo que valga la pena el sufrimiento. ¿Qué opinas tú? Pero ignora eso, no necesito una respuesta, es obvio que eres terca, siempre lo has sido. Con cariño, Meg P. D.: Cuéntame todo sobre ese chico Daniel, ¿es guapo? Recuerda mencionarle que tienes una gemela, no vaya a ser que se confunda de persona.

Lágrimas comenzaron a caer sobre el pedazo de papel al releerlo. Se sentía tan perdida como hace diez años atrás. Mantuvo silencio y simplemente apartó sus pertenencias a un lado. Observó el techo, sintiendo cómo su fe desvanecía lentamente. Algo dentro de ella había muerto tiempo atrás; su fantasma la perseguía sin tener piedad alguna. ¿Qué opinaría de ella en estos momentos? No podía evitar preguntarse lo mismo una y otra vez, aunque sabía que por más que lo intentara no conseguiría una respuesta. Su hermana no era más que un recuerdo que le gustaría olvidar, tal como esta parecía no recordar que aún seguía con vida.

—Seré una terca —cerró los ojos por un momento, susurrando para sí misma—, pues nunca dejaré de amarte, a pesar de que hayas sido tan cruel.

[marnorourastar]

Hey guys, this is my...well this is me...that's it...I don't think I need to say anything else...

(Yeah, Paulie, Paul McCartney)

Omg wait who are they??? I have no idea, like huh?

[ryukaz]

kaz en FORBIDDEN COLOURS.

[lemara]

. forbidden colours ( iv. primera parte )

𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑒 durante búsqueda de gashapones.

[hyecngyu]

una serie de autoretratos

[ichivro]

[onsomenewsht]

now playing: Colorado

< track 2 || track 4 >

》 Alexia Putellas x Reader

》 words count: +1k

》 I'd choose the devil I know over the heaven I don't

The end starts with you finding the ring.

“Alexia, I swear to your good knee, if you’re not ready I’m gonna sell your Ballon d’Or”, your announcement resonating through the rooms. 

You’ve been ready for an entire hour now, beaming and excited for the opportunity to present with your teammates a special award named after your captain. The only thing missing is your perfectionist girlfriend still hidden in the bathroom.

When you open the door, you cannot believe your eyes.

Alexia’s tattooed back is exposed in the criminally low backless dress she’s in, sure, but her hair is still dripping wet and she’s fighting with a makeup brush. Clearly losing, her frown is a well known hint for you. 

She’s not ready and now you have to find your way on the black market.

“Need help?”

“No”

“Yes, vamos a llegar tarde” (we’re late)

“No voy a llegar tarde si ni quiero ir” (I can’t be late if I don’t wanna go in the first place)

Your chuckle filling the room is enough to make the blonde smirk, but you know her well enough to read the subtle lines on her face. Her worries are clear, the reasons to be discovered and a solution to be found.

Taking place behind her figure, you set your hands on her sides and plant a couple of strategically placed kisses on her back and shoulders. Her fitted form relaxes right away under your lips.

When your eyes meet in the mirror it's like a story is being narrated, an understanding of each other that goes beyond big words and great gestures but holds the deep love shared.

Your fingers move to untangle the blonde’s wet hair, taking the time to dry and straighten each lock just as she likes.

“Lo siento” (I’m sorry)

Shy Alexia is a version of her few people meet, her stance a lot less intimidating than the one she portrays on the field or in front of hundreds of cameras. 

“No tienes nada de que arrepentirte, mi corazón” (Nothing to be sorry for)

“I lost time in the gym and I lost time in the shower and I guess I just don’t wanna go”, the English sentence giving away how much thought she put into it. 

The catalan turns to look directly into your eyes for the first time all day, you realise. She really doesn’t want to go to this event, but your excitement and anticipation must have helped hide it throughout the week.

“Eres preciosa, mi amor” (You’re beautiful), she simply states, taking in the perfectly ironed black dress you’re wearing and the meticulously braided hair framing your face.

You smile at her, you love her.

“I know you don’t like the idea of this award, I know you don’t want us handing it to you with a carefully drafted speech”

“¡Lo escribiste!” (You wrote it, didn’t you?)

“Jana helped, all the team did”

Alexia’s eyebrow rises and you don't miss the fact she has a little bit more makeup on than usual, a sight she’s putting an effort.

“I supervised, don’t worry”

“No es reconfortante” (It’s no reassuring)

But her shoulders are relaxed, her frown no longer creasing her beautiful face. The blonde is calmer now and you take it as a victory she never actually asked you to ditch the all thing and hide together under a blanket with a mindless dating show in the background.

“Lo leerás?” (Will you read it?)

“Banned me to even come close to a microphone”, to be fair, it was a single accident and they should’ve not let the anchor’s line open when you just won a championship and your girlfriend’s literally glowing.

She bursts out laughing and you know she’s ready.

Almost ready.

“Take me the white heels while I finish esto”, her fingers moving somehow awkwardly around her mouth, “Y estamos listos!” (And we’re ready to go).

You place a soft but firm kiss on her lips, leaving for her shoes rack.

You’re looking for a pair of heels, one she hates to wear but well designed and a perfect fit with her dress. One she doesn’t wear much so it’s probably hidden in a box in the back of the closet.

That’s why you’re looking for a hidden box of shoes.

That’s where you notice a velvet little box.

That’s how you find the ring.

It’s a beautiful ring. Stunning cut, your precise size. A modest but expertly crafted gem complementing the simple band. It’s the perfect ring.

You don’t like shiny thing, Alexia could ask you to marry her with paper or grass from Camp Nou and you’re gonna say yes regardless.

But that’s exactly the problem.

You love her, you really do. You love her so much you gladly do whatever she asks, if she wants it enough to ask. You keep her love above your own and that’s fine, you’re happy with it. What she loves comes before what you love, naturally following immediately after anyway. 

And what she loves the most is usually you, so you never questioned it. 

However, when her love starts coming despite yours, you realise you can’t keep doing it.

The shift is difficult to perceive, coming at such a silent but excruciating pace that’s impossible to predict and devastating to take in.

The bomb dropped on you in the form of a tiny jewellery box that detonated when opened, shining ring inside.

“Està Narnia?” (You found Narnia?)

Closing the box and effectively concealing the ring from your gaze it’s a switch off. The silence that usually preempts a devastating explosion is coming after it, this one time.

“I’m ready!”

When she walks out of the bathroom, stunning as ever, you just stare. You never loved someone as much as you love her, that is obvious for a while now. 

You never loved and you will never love someone as much as you love her. 

Not even yourself.

“Estás bien?” (Are you okay?)

“T’estimo” (I love you)

Shining eyes almost give away all the meaning behind your words, but the captain fondly kisses you and it’s all good again.

Alexia takes the heels from your hands, when you manage to find them is not clear in your head, and sits on the bed. Your fingers intertwine as you bend on your knees and carefully tie the long white laces around her ankles.

“You good?”, she holds one of your hands and her stare is searching straight through your soul.

She has a ring hidden in a box, how long ago did she buy it?

“Let’s get you this award, mi corazón”

She wants to marry you, when will she ask?

Both your holds are firm and kind, she is calmed and ready. Now, somehow, she’s even happy to go to this event if you keep holding her hand like that.

If she asks, you will say yes.

[sakurakoneko28]

Ok, es mi primera vez usando de verdad una cuenta de Tumblr así que veamos cómo sale XD

Soy de México, veo el QSMP casi desde sus inicios y mi pareja favorita es Pissa 😎

Entiendo el inglés pero se me dificulta al momento de escribirlo así que posiblemente mis posts sean mayormente en español.

Escribo fanfics, apenas voy empezando a subir cosas de ellos y posiblemente use este espacio para subir ideas que no terminé o algún borrador que tenga 😊

Procuro siempre cuidar las etiquetas, si no es de tu agrado algo que suba simplemente pasa de largo, paz ante todo ✌🏻

Cuenta de Ao3

Llegué a este lado gracias a personas que lo recomendaban en Twitter 💙

Eng

Hiiii 😜 I came from Twitter, it's my first time using Tumblr

I'm Mexican and I speak spanish principally but I can understand english too... except writting (I use translator, sorry for the mistakes btw XD)

I absolutely looooove Pissa dynamics, they are so cute 💙

I write fanfics, but yep, I also publish them only in spanish xd

Maybe I use this space to post some drafts I have uwu

My Ao3 account 😊

I've only been here for a few days and I love it 🥹💕

[httpskuzuu]

Dios, amo AMOOO la manera en la que escribes. Tu one shot más reciente de Fyodor es arte, te juro que me lo voy a tatuar. Es uno de los mejores que he leído, tiene una manera de llegarte increíble, me encanto.

Y si no te molesta la pregunta, consideras que harás segunda parte? ^^

te respondo en inglés para que los demás también puedan entenderlo xd

omg tysm for all those compliments!! when I uploaded it I didn't think people would like it, but I'm very happy to see that I was wrong ^^

and yes there is going to be a second part, it's not finished yet by far, my mind has been very hyperactive with several ideas at once and it's confusing to put them in order. Anyway, I've almost finished the initial draft so it won't take too long

(I leave you two small parts of the draft, it is probably poorly translated, but I think it is understood)

You deserve to die, or at least you convince yourself of it, you are just a useless entity in Fyodor's house, what other function do you do here besides chasing him? That would be like a punishment for being so selfish, for loving Fyodor so much.

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You are selfish, you know that well, he could have been doing much more important things, but instead he was here, with you, waiting for you to wake up. Fyodor is such a merciful being when it came to you, he wouldn't be this way with anyone else, only you. You feel your chest tighten with warmth.

"Fyodor…" You don't want to speak too loudly or break the silence in the room. You try to keep your thoughts in the same rhythm as your voice, quiet and sleepy. You need to be well, for Fyodor.

[gyusimp]

Me da mucha vergüenza decir esto... pero me excita mucho la idea de Gyutaro demonio dándome buen sexo oral porque tengo la regla y así puede beber sangre >////////< tenía que confesarlo en algún sitio, perdón

(English answer below 👇🏻)

¿Cómo supiste que tengo en borrador esa idea? 👀 de hecho esa fue una de las primeras fantasías que tuve cuando comenzó mi obsesión con este maravilloso hombre y apuesto a que muchas de aquí también lo desean o lo pensaron jaja, asi que no tienes de qué avergonzarte! Este es un espacio libre y lleno de amor por Gyutaro donde nos intercambiamos gustos por él sin importar cuan raros nos parezcan💚😌 asi que si, voy a escribir eso en un futuro muy cercano no te preocupes.

Nada que ver, pero me corté el pelo y es algo que quería contarles xD por eso mi avatar del perfil tiene pelo corto

🕶 Anonymous asked:

"I'm very ashamed to say this... but the idea of demon Gyutaro giving me good oral sex because I have my period so he can drink blood >////////< I had to confess it somewhere, sorry."

How did you know I have a draft about that idea? 👀actually, that was one of the first fantasies I had when my obsession with this wonderful man started and I bet a lot of people here want or think that too lol so no shame in it! This is a free space full of love for Gyutaro where we exchange likes for him no matter how weird they seem to us💚😌 so yes, I'm going to write that in the very near future don't worry.

I've been getting some questions in Spanish and thanks for that! 💖 I know that there are many people who don't speak Spanish so don't worry, when there is a question or post in Spanish I will put the English translation below so you don't miss anything ;) It's not important, but I cut my hair and it's something I wanted to tell you lol that's why my profile pic has short hair 💇🏻‍♀️

[lustrexia]

giiirl yo estaba esperando alguna historia por el cumple de gavi 🥺🥺 quiero un pedrigavi tuyo (gavibott4m por favor) 🫶🏻

Hola!! 🩷 creo que mostré acá los drafts que tengo de Gadri ^^!! Tengo 2 que quiero publicar, hoy voy a publicar otro capítulo de “El favorito del Míster” y veo si termino los Gadri en ao3.

Yo me enfermé en el cumple de Gavi JAJAKAKSS me acuerdo que le celebré con 65 de fiebre.

[coiticoiti]

Me tomó como medio mes, pero por fin pude terminar esta acuarela (･ω<)☆

En los días que no pude dormir me puse a ver un borrador en el que tenía algunas ideas sueltas que no supe como encajar en la novela y terminé escribiendo como 10.000 palabras más. Ya voy 19.600 palabras y ni siquiera pude publicar la primera parte aun lol

Espero que la correctora de estilo termine pronto con la edición de la novela, de verdad que quiero poder publicarla como libro. Aún no se si hacer autopublicación o seguir contactando a editoriales.

.

It took me about half a month, but I finally got to finish this watercolor (･ω<)☆

On the days that I couldn't sleep, I started looking at a draft in which I had some loose ideas that I didn't know how to fit into the novel, and I ended up writing like 10,000 more words. I'm already at 19,600 words and couldn't even publish the first part yet lol

I hope the proofreader finishes editing the novel soon, I really want to be able to publish it as a book. I still don't know whether to self-publish or continue contacting publishers.

[csyakult]

oii gente, to vindo aqui pra dizer que vou dar uma parada nessa conta. primeiro que estou desanimada com ela pois, não sei o que houve, mas meus posts estão flopando muito ultimamente (se não fosse os reblogs que dou na minha outra conta nenhum teria batido 100 notas). segundo, os mais de 10 rascunhos que tenho salvos tem uma estética diferente do que costumo postar e não vai me agradar visualmente, por isso, estarei indo para uma conta reserva. não irei apagar essa e posso até acabar postando algo, no entanto, nesse momento estou focada a me dedicar a @sukisng e eu espero que se alguém tem algum carinho por mim me sigam la e me acompanhem <33

um beijo a todos 🤍🤍

hii guys, i'm here to tell you that i'm going to stop posting on this account. first, i'm discouraged with it because, i don't know what happened, but my posts have been flopping a lot lately (if it weren't for the reblogs i give on my other account, none of them would have reached 100 ratings). second, the more than 10 drafts i have saved have a different aesthetic than what i usually post and won't please me visually, which is why i'm switching to a backup account. I'm not going to delete this one and I may even end up posting something, but right now I'm concentrating on dedicating myself to @sukisng and I hope that if anyone has any affection for me they'll follow me there and keep up with me <33

kisses to all 🤍🤍

oii gente, vengo a deciros que voy a dejar de postear en esta cuenta. en primer lugar, estoy desanimado con ella porque, no se que ha pasado, pero mis posts han flopeado mucho ultimamente (si no fuera por los reblogs que doy en mi otra cuenta, ninguno habria llegado a los 100 reblogs). en segundo lugar, los más de 10 borradores que tengo guardados tienen una estética diferente a lo que suelo postear y no me van a gustar visualmente, así que me paso a una cuenta de reserva. no voy a borrar esta y puede que acabe posteando algo, pero de momento estoy centrado en dedicarme a @sukisng y espero que si alguien me tiene cariño me siga allí y esté al día <33

un beso a todos 🤍🤍

[diviinaee]

TALKING ABOUT THE QUINN TRILOGY OF VIDS WE GOT

obviously spoilers ahead for all 3 vids !!!

i had this post in my drafts to put my love reactions on so that's why the tenses are so fucked up LMFAOOO

tws are the same as all the videos!!

Your Cruel Vampire Ex Got Caught

FIRST OFF SAM N DARLIN TALKIN WILL ALWAYS GIVE ME SUCH HAPPINESS. THEN BEING HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER. THAT IS WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY.

oh davids calling slay

THEY WHAT.

i dont trust this shit for a SECOND BRAH

david speedin lol thas hawt

THE DEPARTMENT IS ON THE LINE ISTG THEY GETTING ON MY NERVES. if at some point we don't overthrow the government imma wore out M Y S E L F.

MR FOX? OMGGGGG (also got accused of being erik by @blutomindpretzel because earlier i mentioned foxes and wolves😝)

Henry sounds like someone who drinks expresso just enough to gain back his social cuts

YEA HENRY FUCK OFF (im so sorry Henry ik your just doing your job)

ok yall got quinn. let darlin kill him now please 😻🙏🏽

HE WHAT.

imma be so honest a part of me said, "LET HER DIE JUST FUCK HIM UP BRAH" intrusive thoughts did not slay as usual

IM SORRY? YOU WANNA BRING UP THE ETHICS OF THIS SHIT NOW? (everyone welcome philosophy student div)

SO THE VERY SYSTEM THAT WILL (W/O CONSENT REMEMBER) ERASE THE MEMORY OF UNEMPOWERED HUMANS TO MAINTAIN COVERT IS SAYING THAT USING THE VERY POWERS THEY ARE GIVEN TO FIND INFORMATION THAT COULD SAVE A LIFE IS UNETHICAL BECAUSE "HE STILL DESERVES RIGHTS"??? DAVID IS RIGHT, HE DOESN'T DESERVE THEM. HE IS A FUCKING HOMICIDAL PSYCHOPATHIC ABUSIVE SADISTIC AND MANIPULATIVE VAMPIRE.

are the rights of a murderer worth more than the life you can save. ISTG THE DEPARTMENT IS SO LUCKY THAT I DON'T EXIST IN THEIR WORLD BC I WOULD FUCKING DESTROY THEM

sigh.

oh shit the video still playing. who he wanna see?

you've gotta be fucking kidding me.

SAM? oh he's gonna mindfuck this shit all up

the CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT OF DARLIN OHMYGOOOD. Early Darlin would've shifted and ran to the department the moment David called. But look at them now. They are calm. Angry, but calm. They encourage Sam to talk because they realize that their want for vengeance is less important than the life they could save.

im FUCKING SCARED

Your Mate Confronts Your Cruel Vampire Ex

Sam's breath before he enters the room im alr sobbing.

HES FUCKING BRITISH

oh my fucking gawd. OH. MY. G O D .

also GBA love that. i love him.

YUHH SAM GETTIN STRAIGHT TO THE POINT

"your manners could use some work" YOUR ENTIRE PERSONALITY COULD USE SOME WORK QUINN

gba is doing such a good job like i genuinely wanna punch my phone

"i wanna get to know you" this ain't A FUCKING DATE HIJO DE SU PUTA MADRE

"i do look rather dashing in blood" lets test that theory. im gonna use a chainsaw, a bat with nails, etc. ALLÍ SI YA VEREMOS QUIEN SE RIA ENTONCES IGNORANTE HIJO DE MIERDA

FRED MENTION IN 2023 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

nvm i hate this mention.

FREDRICK COLLINS? IM FUCKING SOBBING.

HOW DOES QUINN KNOW ABOUT SAM'S TURNING-

ALEXIS ISTG.

this girl is either dead or doesn't exist bc quinn just fucking loves talking

i wanna know what coffin you'd like quinn 😻🫶🏽

"humansblah blah blah" mf YOU WERE A HUMAN ONCE YOU STUPID DENSE IDIOT

imma be honest quinn reminds me of my ex and my darlin kinnie is FUCKING SCREAMING AND CRYING

"is her life worth less than your comfort?" ......props that's a good line.......

CAN HE STOP TALKING ABOUT FRED ICAN'T DO THIS BRO

as someone who was refused closure. yea. the worst thing a monster like quinn could do is deny them closure. FUCK. ERIK YOU BRILLIANT BITCH

darlin is dissociating so hard i can feel it

"betryal" THEY RAT YOU OUT FOR BEIN HOMICIDAL AND YOU- i need to calm down before i break this phone cause i JUST got it 2 months ago.....

ouch. erik did you text my ex for this 😝🫶🏽

comfort from the world in pain and suffering GOD.

SLOPPY SECONDS? AHORA SI LO PIDE VOY A MATAR A ESTE PINCHE HIJO DE PUTA

shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up.

QUINN. OH MY GOD HE KEEPS FUCKING TALKING.

HE WAS STALKING THEM? EWEWEWEWEWEW

"surely they've asked for it by now, knowing them" not gonna lie this activated my ptsd and i had to take a lil quirky crying break 😻🫶🏽

HIM CALLING TOWARDS THE WINDOW BC HE KNOWS DARLIN IS THERE FUCCCCCCKKKKKK I WOULD'VE PUNCHED THAT WINDOW

goddammit erik you brilliant genius.

Quinn's Aftermath

I'm alr crying and i haven't even pressed play brah.

OH THANK GOD THE ADDRESS

F U U C K THE HUG I'M CRYING

DAVID HEARD EVERYTHING? FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I'M GONNA SOB I CAN'T DO THIS

"i need to get you out of here" I'm sobbing. I'm fucking sobbing. did i mention i was sobbing. cause if not, im sobbing.

CAN I JUST SAY HOW MUCH SWEETHEART IS A FUCKING MVP LIKE THEY INFORMED DAVID FIRST AND IS KEEPING THEM IN THE LOOP I FUCKING LOVE THEM

DAVID AND DARLIN HUG IM SOBBING EVEN HARDER NOW

i can feel the dissociation radiating off of darlin im still crying

"what can i do darlin" pls remove my tear ducts and give me a goddamn lobotomy/j

did i mention I've been sobbing this whole time 😝

"i thought you'd be angrier" that's dissociation for ya.

cold hatred > fiery hatred : you cannot let the rage consume you because if you do, it becomes your whole life and you can bring yourself to a position where you have no chance of moving on in the future

this audio deserves an oscar IDC THIS HELPS SO MANY PARTS OF MYSELF THAT WERE LEFT UNHEALED IM STILL SOBBING

"what he told me doesn't change us" you guessed it. sobbing.

"you are my absolute priority" I'm gonna be so honest. I had to turn off the video. I never knew that was something I needed to hear but DAMN.

HOURS? HE DUMPED THEIR TRAUMA FOR HOURS? OMFG LET ME AT HIM

the way he says that he sees darlin after knowing about their past. As someone who's been through

"What I heard, in all his rambling, was the story of a good, kind person...with an open heart... trusting a man who promised to care about them and him using that trust to hurt them." + everything after that. jesus christ um. I'm gonna rant so if you don't wanna see that skip till i says BALLS 🤪

I've been in this position of close people finding out about my past and I'm gonna be so honest. If I had someone like Sam, I don't think I would've fallen to rock bottom as hard as I did. All a victim wants is for people to understand what they went through and not think less of them. I remember the way I was talked down to and still am due to the person's knowledge of my trauma. Sam saying that he sees a fighter who got up from the amount of trauma, is something that I begged for. It's what Darlin needs. They need to see that although this is a big portion of their life, it does not reflect their person. Erik truly, once again, hit a very sensitive topic right on the bullseye.

BALLS 🤪🫶🏽

THEM BREAKING DOWN STOP IM GONNA BREAK DOWN WITH THEM.

all the listeners think crying and being anything other than happy is stupid and i RELATE

my momma bear is coming out jesus christ. THEM THINKING IT'S HUMILIATING TO LIKE THAT ASPECT? FUCK I'M GONNA SOB

[imma skip to David calling because the rest of sam and darlings talk i was just ugly sobbing]

hold on. "You're my heart darlin." "You deserve so much better than the hands life's dealt you" sobbing even more.

N E W A Y .

I FUCKING KNEW IT THAT GIRL WAS DEAD ISTG THIS IS WHY THE DEPARTMENT IS FUCKING STUPID WHY WOULD QUINN GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO SAVE SOMEONE

HE HAD PICTURES AND VIDEOS??? I'm gonna gag istg THAT SADISTIC FUCK

"he's gone quiet" he'll go quiet when i KILL HIM

fuck. man fuck what anyone says, vega, regulus, blake have nothing on quinn. VEGA YOU COULD'VE FED ON THIS BASTARD AND GOT MORE POWER THAN WHAT YOU GOT FROM IVAN

YES. YES. NO WITNESSES FOR ME TORTURING HIM FUCK YEAAAAAA.

only condition is that they're still is something to kill? I GOTCHUUU

i need William comforting Darlin. And Asher. And Milo. HELL I'LL TAKE CHRISTIAN TOO PLS I NEED MORE COMFORT.

FUCK YEAAA VAMPIRIC LAWS ARE SLAYING

KILL THE BASTARD. LET IT DIE LET IT DIE LET IT SHRIVEL UP AND DIIIIIEEEEEEEE

can't wait to see quinns face when he realizes the fact that darlin is gonna torture him the same way he torture them.

NOW TIME TO WATCH GUY, OLLIE, AND CAELUM BECAUSE HOLY SHIT I NEED IT

[trans-rite]

Candela’s TRoE 2017 Altar: Days 8 and 9 [Part 3]

The final post from days 8 & 9

[image descriptions: first is a GIF of a small sheet of paper being submerged in a glass of water and beginning to dissolve; second is a GIF of pouring that liquid from the aforementioned glass into another glass container—a bottle in this case; third is a still of a tealight illuminating the text on dissolving paper that was used]

As I listened to Celia Cruz’s “Yo Viviré,” which was part of my elevation playlist and the “final” song I was meant to play, I wrote down some of the lyrics to capture them and then transform them into the liquid I’d keep for a year on my primary altar after the elevation was done.

“En el alma de mi gente, en el cuero del tambor, en las manos del conguero, en los pies del bailador, yo viviré, allí estaré // yo viviré, para volverlos a encontrar / y seguiré con mi canción, bailando música caliente como bailo yo // ESTOY SOBREVIVIENDO PARA QUE LA GENTE ME SIGA OYENDO // ROMPIENDO BARRERAS, VOY SOBREVIVIENDO, CRUZANDO FRONTERAS, VOY SOBREVIVIENDO”

which basically translates to:

“In the soul of my people, in the leather of the drum, in the hands of the conga player, in the feet of the dancer, I will live, there I will be // I will live, to find you again, and I will continue with my song, dancing hot music like I dance // I AM SURVIVING SO THAT PEOPLE WILL CONTINUE LISTENING TO ME // BREAKING BARRIERS, I AM SURVIVING, CROSSING FRONTIERS, I AM SURVIVING”

- @candeladestructora

Note: From our drafts, here is a post from Candela’s elevation ritual in 2017.

[orchidcovs]

*desempolva su blog* ay manas, perdon por la desaparecida, el trabajo y las clases me secuestraron, pero al menos ya terminaron las clases por ahora :'D, asi que ya regrese (shout out to andy por aguantar mi desaparición). En finnnn, voy a responder los drafts que tengo que vea importantitos, pero si alguien quiere que le siga algo pls avisenme xoxo.