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I want to slap Quinn Hughes on the ass.
#vancouver canucks#canucks#canucks hockey#canucks lb#connor garland#quinn hughes#a little jealous rn
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Plushie Mychael with a cat
!!! Plushie Mychael with a cat !!!!
#mushroom oasis vn#fanart#mychael ask#HE LOOKS SO CUTE AND SHAPED!!!!#BITES HIS EAR#i love that he has a little blush too#i bet a lot of people are jealous of u rn /lh#ty for sharing!! this genuinely looks so good#relevant to the ask before
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mostly been working on wips for the past few weeks, but i wanted to post something before the end of the year soo allow me to introduce my ancient elf oc!
this is renan ("voice" in elven), former spirit of devotion turned elf, now an agent tasked with gathering intel about the other evanuris for the rebellion as well as for their own god, dirthamen :)
#will share a little more info when i post their full ref but i don't want to overexplain rn so that's it for now!#my art#my ocs#renan#dragon age#ancient elf#elvhenan#did want to add a little tidbit that solas doesn't like them and thinks they're a weird little freak. which is probably valid considering#they're one of dirthamen's flock buut ren is pretty normal actually so i like to think he's just jealous that they pulled felassan lmao#sorry solas... local goth enby stole your man :(
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hello I would like the kevallison smut ?? Please
The promised kevallison headcanons (aka how the two of them figure out what the other person is into + how they might go about doing it)
When they start hooking up it’s all pretty standard stuff. Allison gets him off after a game. Kevin eats her out if there’s ten minutes free in between classes and an empty dorm room. They’re a booty call before, during or after a night out, or a no-strings-attached way to get some frustration off their chest. Their friends-with-benefits situation is more often than not just a quick fuck when they’re bored. But it's kind of just… that? It's just fucking. It's a handful of different positions, in a handful of different places, but nothing more than fucking, finishing, and leaving. They don’t feel a need to bring it any further though, in some ways hesitant that the other will catch feelings if it gets too intimate. But from the get-go their agreement is clear - if either starts to get attached, or jealous, or even thinks that it might be worth pursuing, they stop. It doesn’t happen, of course, but in the beginning they really try to err on the side of caution until they know that for certain.
There’s one of two ways that their casual hook ups becomes more... interesting every now and again: one) accidentally. two) intentionally.
If it is accidental, I think they stumble upon the other’s kinks by the Grace of God. It's a quick fuck that turns into something more because one of them picks up on how the other's demeanor changes and they realise oh. oh. That did something for them. The moment when it happens is so intoxicating and sexually charged; So intense at the realisation of how turned on the other person is, that they’re just waiting for someone in the dorm room over, or outside the bathroom at a party, or in the almost-empty parking lot to ask did anyone hear Allison and Kevin fucking last night? For either of them, single and used to quick fucks with strangers that don't mean anything nor have the longevity for experimenting with, getting to dip into their fantasies is unparalleled pleasure.
If it’s accidental, it’s a pleasant surprise for them both, and Kevin and Allison have that in common - they are both incredibly, heavily turned on by their fuck-buddies feeling satisfied. It happens, where sometimes Kevin just wants to be blown without returning the gesture, or where Allison wants to come without having to put in the effort it takes to give back. More often than not, though, whether it be with each other or with other people, they're most satisfied when the other person is satisfied, too. So when the topic of kinks and turn ons is broached, or accidentally revealed, it doesn't matter that it's Kevin, or that it's Allison. When they've been fucking for long enough that they find themselves discovering these things, they're comfortable enough with each other to not feel embarrassed about what happens when they have sex. If it makes her wet, and it keeps him hard, then it doesn't matter. They don't talk about their sex lives outside of when or where it happens - a kink or two isn't going to change that.
For Kevin, sweet submissive baby boy who just lives to be praised - oh, when Allison finds out, it opens this door for changing their dynamics that she hadn't even realised existed. Kevin gets so turned on that he practically melts, and Allison eats it up like it's the hottest thing she's ever laid eyes on.
They've found themselves standing up against a wall in a bathroom at a party somewhere, too many suggestive looks across the room leading to a desperately desired handjob or two, and Kevin is fumbling with the buckle of his belt. He struggles with it for a second, before pulling the black leather out from it's square frame and Allison offhandedly says good job with a laugh as she trails kisses up his neck and her fingers down his stomach. She feels his reaction to her words before she notices how his eyes glaze over with the thoughts in his head; how he stills at her words, how he's yearning through his sigh when she follows with a knowing whisper of oh, you want me to tell you how good you're being?
Him in her hand, the long acrylic nails of her free hand dragging lines down his neck, Allison feels how needy he is and softly purrs in his ear to tell her how much he wants it. It's not lost on him how she plays with him like putty between her tender fingers, but still he looks into her eyes with his eyebrows knitted into each other, too close to argue; The please that escapes his lips trapped in between a gasp and a moan is rebutted with her sultry say it again. I want to hear that pretty voice beg. It takes the stalling of the rhythm in her working hand before he finds the ability to whimper out his desperate please, please, please. She's using her free hand to hold his face still, their eyes locked together, while he can barely keep himself in one piece. Her thumb is soft over his lips, brushing over little gasps and short breaths, holding him while she whispers a question and he falls apart in her hands.
If Kevin loves to be topped by strong women, Allison loves to hear a man moan. And she’s never heard him like this before, his lips drawn apart just inches from hers, one hand steadying himself against the wall and the other tugging and pawing at the skin of the small of her back. She doesn't let him look away as she guides him to climax with her soft words of gentle praise. How pretty he looks when he's trying his hardest to be quiet, how well he's doing at keeping himself composed.
Allsion doesn't care that she's accidentally unlocked this submissive side of Kevin; firstly, he's hot as hell when he's this desperate, and it's not as if she's going to be leaving that bathroom and calling him a good boy on the court, because that's not how this works. She's fucked him angry and she's fucked him needy - the passion of fulfilled fantasy only working on a different level to anything else.
(When he's caught his breath and started to clean himself up, she washes her hands and admires her work; his rosy cheeks burning up as she watches him in the mirror. She pushes herself up onto the vanity, and when he can finally bare to look at her again, she says I'm proud of you with a playful smile. Kevin covers his face to laugh in semi-embarrassment, his head shaking as he finds himself in between her legs. They don't talk about it too much before he returns the favour.)
Then there's, Allison, sweet Allison, who's interests work in harmony like a perfect composed song. We knows she loves to hear the men she sleeps with, but there's two things that really get her going that more often than not go hand in hand - rough sex, and loud sex. Living in dorms, it's hard to indulge, especially the second, but usually she'll just pull him close, with his lips to her ear or hers to his. Allison gets off on hearing the person she's fucking, and Kevin is not an exception to that.
They've somehow had a stroke of luck - an empty house in Columbia and some time to kill. Kevin is on the edge of the bed, and Allison is facing Kevin while sitting on his lap, her knees resting on either side of him, in a skirt that is already so short that it's barely even there. They're making out, and Kevin isn't really thinking, but he slaps her ass - something he'd done once or twice before, but never that hard, never that loud. Allison sits back, hands on his shoulders with her mouth open wide. She doesn't get the chance to finish her questioning what are you doing? Before his mischievous smile curls around, what, this? as he laughs and does it again. When she stands up off of him in a half-protest, shaking her finger at how close he was getting to really getting her going, he follows her up. He stands in front of her with feigned apologies for his boldness. She leans into his kiss, with arms wrapped tight around her waist, but instead of pouting his lips, he picks her up and throws her back onto the bed while she scream-laughs.
Body over body, on top of her then, a hand finds it's way in between strands of shiny blonde. A hand that she takes into hers, guiding his fist to grasp a handful of her hair. When he doesn't hold it hard enough she tugs it gently, keeping his fist closed with her hand around it. Looking down at her, he purses his lips with an oh that pauses his other hand while it pushes up her skirt to touch her over her panties. Reading him while waiting for the laugh that never comes is agonisingly long, as she braces herself for the mortifying conversation that he was not going to be entertaining it. Instead he waits for her hand to trail away before pulling her head, hard, back into the bed. And when she shuts her eyes and parts her lips in pleasure, he is quick to bring his hand up to her chin, tilting her head back. The two smallest of his fingers fingers tuck themselves neatly behind her ear, the other two tight between her jawline and her cheekbone. The ball of his thumb is resting on her chin. She doesn't stop him when his thumb trails down from her cupid's bow and into her mouth. She doesn't stop him when he takes it out hold it around her throat, either. Kevin is careful to scatter wet bruises down her chest where they won't be seen. When he's standing back to take off his pants and she’s lifting her top over her head, he asks, you want it hard? and she responds do you even fucking have to ask?
Her skirt is up over her hips and her thong down her thighs. He’s on his knees with her legs over his thighs, maybe he’s pinning her hands down above her head with one big hand over her little wrists. Headboard banging, unrestrained volume, handprints on ass cheeks and scratches across spines. Allison gets sex-drunk when he manhandles her. It’s sloppy, it’s messy, it’s loud, it’s so hot that it’s on fire. It’s eye-rolling, being in a daze afterwards type of fucking. It’s mascara running down cheeks, how the fuck am I supposed to look anyone in the eye after having that done to me type of fucking. It’s needing to have a shower immediately afterwards type of sweaty, messy fucking.
(It’s probably one of the only times they almost/kind of get caught. Not because of the noise, or the sex itself but because of the aftermath. Andrew and Neil clock INSTANTLY the missing and changed details when they regroup - how Kevin’s hair is freshly washed, how Allison has taken her heavy makeup off leaving only a fresh coat of mascara and some lipgloss remaining. How they can barely look at each other in case it reminds them of what has just happened. Their puffy lips, their general daze. Yeah, they fly a little too close to the sun that time - not enough time afterwards to recuperate from an absolutely dirty, filthy, fucking.)
If it's an intentional thing, a discussion about what they're into, and they know before getting into it/it's a conscious choice/it's intentional/some sort of discussion/WHATEVER? There's a few ways I could potentially see it possibly coming up.
A game of Never Have I Ever or some other drinking game with the group and the discussions of kinks come up; Kevin drinks when somebody mentions a praise kink, or being dominated. Allison drinks when somebody mentions liking it rough. Their looks to each other are quick but knowing, Kevin's raised eyebrows when Allison drinks to say she doesn't mind being degraded, the flick of her eyes when he drinks to say he doesn't mind begging for it.
They don't hang around after hooking up, usually. Clean up, get dressed, and leave. That's the routine. But they're talking afterwards for a little while, and the subject of fantasies comes up, and while shes fixing her makeup and tying up her hair she asks him what's the one thing he'd go crazy for. he considers it for a little bit but then gets embarrassed because it's a way harder thing to talk about when you're not actively turned on or drunk. They offer each other tiny pieces as they joke about it, starting tame before they eventually just say it out straight. (she calls him princess when she's leaving and he calls her a slut before she shuts the door.)
They ask each other outright. Kinda similar to accidentally figuring it out but they ask each other for it instead of the other person just doing something and stumbling upon it. Maybe Kevin asks her to tell him how good he feels and she asks why, are you into that? and they like. talk through it . Do you like it when I ask you this? Can I call you this? Do you like it when I tell you you're doing such a good job? Talking through sex can be so hot and even hearing the questions out loud sets the imagination off on a fucking marathon. Maybe Allison asks can you choke me? and he asks her how she likes it before agreeing. Do you like it when I hold you like this? Do you want me to spit in your mouth? Do you want to shut the fuck up and listen to what you do to me? It's a much more thorough discussion than them simply going oh, i think the other person has [blank] kink, so i'm just gonna go ahead and do that. It's a request, instead. Both of them knowing what they want and knowing how to ask for it? Yeaaaahhhh
#I can’t stress it enough I do not ever think they date#I don’t think they even consider it#they’re so happy with just fucking if there’s no one else around#they don’t get jealous#yeah maybe at some point it happens a little more often than it should#but there’s an end point to it#always has been always will be#also they're both switches#which i know we want kevin to be a bottom soooooo. bad#but look at him#(you can't)#LOOK AT HIM#he fucks#thats just the truth#kevin day#allison reynolds#aftg#all for the game#kevallison#they laugh alot when they hook up#if u cant tell#how do u describe this kind of writing? it’s not a fic#it’s more than a hc I guess but writing like this is not the same as writing like it’s a fic#it’s pure description#so I’d happily write some actual descriptive smut but this is what I’ve got rn instead#mine#ask
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( a/n; I wrote this half asleep so pls don’t mind the misspelling and slight confusion of this. I literally wrote this with half open eyes and sleep lmao )
Thinking about visiting a concealed/sealed curse user! Suguru in his sealed/confined imprisonment, and when you go out of your way to sneak into the cramped space to give him a delectable tasty treat to subside that god awful aftertaste of consuming curses after curses during his imprisonment…the ex sorcerer schemes ever so sneakily and manipulatively (tripping you more like it) you into his lips, as he patiently seizes an open opportunity for it.
Of course at first you were fighting against it. Rebelling to his sudden prompt engagement to your plush lips with muffled puffs of air and choked back slurs meddling at the back of your concealed lips. But once his skilled tongue slipped slyly inside of your parted mouth — you could feel your own battling will start to render to his meticulous advances. The taste of his familiar silk lips and hungry intent engraving deeply into the back of your foggy mind.
And he knew that he was reeling you in. Just as he planned.
Pride swelling vastly in the depths of his chest as he maneuvers you, easily, without the aid of his confined arms and hands, to settle into the open space of his lap. To consume you entirely and pull you in further into his well calculated plan of enticing you to his every whim and command. Gradually, manipulating you to his drawn out escape plan. (All while enjoying his collecting prize of your intoxicating lips…and if he carefully lingers out his plan…maybe he’ll get to consume you entirely)
#meh this sounded wayyy better in my head 😶🫥#got lazy at the end lmaooo#siiigh#cheeky/manipulative sugur is plaguing the morning though rn 🥴😵💫#can totally see him trying to manipulate you into his space and reel you in with just those pretty luring eyes and soothing voice of his 😩😩#besvshsbsx#he gets sooo flirty and coy with you#almost feels bad for how easy it is to get inside of that pretty little head of yours#but he knew you have t totally gotten over him and he uses that against you#ughhhhhh plsss 😩😩#and this is why Gojo alwaysss hurdles at you from visiting him aloneeee#(its a bonus that Gojo gets impeccably jealous of Suguru because of your unscarred love and adoration for him…)#(even after all of the murders and crimes he had committed)#$:?:!:!:!.’!:abdvdjxbxjdbdjdjs#ok ok going back to sleeeep 😵💫😵💫😂👀#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru#gojo satoru#jjk
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hm. thinking about Geralt, Eskel and Lambert watching Vesemir doting on Ciri like the granddaughter he never had, going easy on her during her training when she asks for it politely, making a show of lecturing her when she's being mouthy when it's obvious to everyone he's already forgiven her. Lifting her off her feet and spinning her around when he sees her again for the first time in years. And all the while Vesemir's sons in every way except blood are watching and watching and thinking, so you were capable of being affectionate and considerate and a decent fucking human being all this time. You just chose not to be this man with us.
#of course it's so much more complex than that but can you imagine!!!!!! seeing their father finally acting like one with someone else!!!!!!!#and they're happy for ciri but i'm CONVINCED a part of them couldn't help be at least a little bit jealous of her#also i might make a follow-up on this post about this but. i KNOW vesemir was also making up for all the ways in which he failed his sons#with ciri. trying to atone for following the guild's rules and being an instructor first and a father second to them all these years.#frothing at the mouth rn#vesemir#my post
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question for any artists who are employed full time: is the work/life (art) balance rly possible... (for You since i know it depends on the job/position/career etc)
#i wanna start looking into applying for jobs of course bc well where i am rn i dont have a good routine#so i end up not drawing all day anyway bc i cant get my ass to my desk#but i also worry Full Time employment will make my art making hobby completely inexistent#and that my art will either stagnate or improve at a snails pace from then on#i keep struggling like should i try to go all out and fulfill all my little art interests like sticker making or zine making Now before i#can no longer do it at all?#i know it takes ages to find a job but i am already prematurely getting jealous of other people who are in my current position#(ppl who do art full time) bc i wish I could continue doing that while also living Not Here.#but alas it does not pay well especially when u arent ambitious or creative with the making of things to sell#talkys#i realize this is the wrong time to ask this LOL
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I did it again. And I don't regret 😼
It's me looking at my sister inviting her boyfriend to sit with us:
#trolls 3 band together#trolls 3#trolls 3 velvet and veneer#trolls 3 veneer#trolls 3 velvet#velvet trolls#veneer trolls#trolls 3 fanart#my little pony equestria girls#mlp crossover#crossover fanart#They're on the beach and I'm very jealous of them rn#YES I MADE HIM A LITTLE TANNED 💔#Velvet is outraged by this
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i get a little sad sometimes bc i feel like i'm always such a secondary friend to everyone i've ever come across and it is hard not to be jealous every so often </3
#i was on a good streak sorry to ruin it with my sad vibes again lol but#like even on here sometimes im so jealous of peoples close friendships sobsob#or like when people get gifted things by their moots#i just wish that were me ! and that people thought about me bc genuinely i feel so unimportant sometimes#anyway. idk im sorry to vent hopefully this is not taken in any way bc i dont mean for it to!#but today was not a good day so im feeling a little down rn but the good news is there is always tomorrow <3
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omg how did you guess i think about her.....steps in front of username to cover it. ignore that
edit from after this was written: i am so sorry. i am so so so sorry for this. it's like a whole fic i have no one else to say this to bc no onecares about them HAJKDSAHKSJHD i am . shaking. so sorry. omg. don't hate me
anyway you are so correct ARHJHKS pathetic autistic lesbian who grew up alienated from her peers bc she was "weird" and ppl didn't wanna be friends with her....until zoey came along and actually tolerated her (used her) and turned her into a dog basically.
she'd do anything for zoey....anything..........they are so homoerotic codependent friendship coded. zoey is MOST DEFINITELY in love with hailey but in like a very unhealthy "my feelings for you make me look weak so i need to make you weak by treating you like this" (plus zoey is just a bitch to everyone in general)
and hailey just takes it. bc she admires zoey so much. like she canonically sees her as a mentor. even though they're likely the same age. and yes yes she is in love with zoey because who wouldn't be. who wouldn't fucking fall for the only person who ever like. talked to her. who sings so well and acts so well and controls every room she enters. who has the power over people hailey could only dream to have one day......and also she's SO hot
NOW. THOUGH. it is canon that they have a third roommate. what if i told you it was greenpeace girl herself - harmony jones. (not canon. not even hinted at)
i just think. harmony is soo passionate about the environment. passionate in general. also autistic. good at masking though. but takes no shit. she's the first person zoey can't manipulate or degrade and it SUCKS. she's like 5'10 to me and basically towers over zoey of she's wearing her huge thrifted black boots. and it makes her so flustered and SO angry
and like. it is pretty funny to intimidate hatchetfield's favorite knockoff regina george. zoey passes her in the hallway and actually has to look up to meet harmony's dumb stupid sparkly gorgeous eyes......and harmony just smirks.........and zoey like. regains her composure. tears her eyes away and hisses "get out of my way" and practically sprints to her room. slams the door. and harmony calls after her "sorry princess" and zoey is so angry and flustered she bites a pillow not to scream
hailey and harmony are soo special too. harmony sees hailey, because she's willing to. she likes listening to her ramble. she likes seeing her happy & not constantly hiding herself in fear of being abandoned again. she is soooo down bad for hailey she'd do anything for her.
sounds like a pretty weird roommate dynamic right. WRONG. polyamory beam.
hailey looks at harmony like she carries the stars in her eyes. harmony looks at her the same. zoey is added into this and feels a little out of place. for the FIRST TIME in her life, zoey chambers feels out of place.
hailey and harmony make a huge effort though. because they are also still very much down bad for this bitch.
harmony just has like.....zoey on a leash. a mean lesbian with an even meaner lesbian on a leash. zoey eventually leans into it. her new role of being harmony's pretty princess........
she starts being less cruel to hailey. she's still like a bitch, that's just in her nature, but there's sweetness to it.....she makes an effort to learn stuff about hailey. hobbies and favorite musicals and all that. she learns that hailey can actually be kinda sorta cool (in a lame way) if she's not constantly biting her tongue.
staring at you really hard like a cat. they (you) could never make me hate you zazz haileydilmore.
i am actually really obsessed with 'in love with her, but not as an equal'. princess and handmaid coded. fondness but its buried under so much scorn. you Could tell her. and it'd probably make her more devoted. but she'd already do anything for you, so why give her that leverage?
there's this specific feeling some people (especially like. popular hot girls. lol) give you where they make you feel important. like. just by being around you, by deeming you worth their time, they're calling you special. even if they aren't actually being nice to you. unspoken affection of letting you stay close to them. it's like a really fun addictive feeling and i think hailey is always chasing that from zoey
harmony teaching hailey that she deserves so so much better than how zoey treats her.......i don't think that would be immediate but it would be like. a slow build-up of being less and less comfortable w/ zoey's demands before she finally flat-out refuses to do something. probably with a "you aren't even nice to me, zoey. I don't think you ever have been."
i think....zoey hates seeing harmony and hailey happy together at all it makes her So Mad because she had hailey first. and she's been stolen. by what? being kind??
the Entire Time zoey is ruminating on this harmony and hailey are both trying to kind of invite her in and be like hey we arent mad at you we should probably all talk (The Polyamory Talk™. zoey does not know this i dont think). but zoey is both upset/jealous and maybe a little tiny bit worried that she'll fuck up whatever they have. because she does maybe feel the littlest bit bad about hurting hailey. a little bit. because there is actually something nice about this happier, more confident, more assertive hailey. maybe she feels a miniscule amount of guilt that she was the reason she was miserable for so long.
they do finally ask her out and shes so out of her element waugh......because yeah harmony has her whipped.
+ ur so right zoey is never nice, persay, but harmony definitely dulls some of her edges and she's a lot more able to say things with affection rather than spite. and harmony's reign ushers in clear communication (or else), so when zoey has issues with hailey there is no more passive-aggressive comments that leave her spiralling
ugh i think zoey wld still snap at hailey sometimes and harmony always mediates.....theres something kind of fun about hamony being a protector. maybe zoey feels a little left out sometimes because of this, like she's the third or the spare or the least wanted. not a feeling shes used to! of course they reassure her that this is not true. but maybe she makes a bit more of an effort with her temper, anyways. you understand
#sorry if its cringe but i do fully have to stim every time i get an ask from you#i just get excited i like lesbians.....i like talking to lesbians..... you Get It#i think im at a point where i will stop apologizing for giving u a billion word reply. and you should do the same. we both yap and thats ok#and also im so sorry if i severely misinterpreted your faves. my greatest fear#(halfway through ask) not canon not even hinted at is how i roll you know that........oh my god wait is this hpg#i finally get it. you are so fucking smart#hear me out. hailey treasured pet and zoey prized guard dog to harmony's. whatever. royalty#i think harmony holding hailey above zoey in status to make her jealous/make fun of her/be a little humiliating is. um#well. im thinking abt it#harmony/zoey talk is at a minimum because i dont think im capable of being normal about that dynamic rn /pos#also them doubling up affection on hailey when shes down to make her feel extra special and loved. sighhh#hot peace girls#asks#maybe i need a guide asks tag. hrm. will ponder#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE A READMORE. sorry everyone its there now
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it’s been a while since i last watched jjk0 but i’m afraid if i put in on again i’ll just be even more unwell about yuuta than i usually am
#rambles.#weird wet cat scared little mouse boy… ily…#i need to eat him whole. ruin him.#seeing him animated again is gonna do things to me#megumi is getting sooooooo jealous rn btw
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guys i’m totally and completely fine with the fact that no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them ^U^ <- lying
#i just kind of lost my friend group#there wasn’t a fight or anything i think they just drifted away from me#or maybe i drifted away from them#i don’t really know what happened but none of them message me anymore#i realized that i only talked to them if i started the conversations#so i just stopped starting them#it sucks because for a while i thought i had a best friend (which i haven’t had since i was really little or maybe ever)#but i think i was just doing the thing i do where i idolize someone for a while and see them as perfect#and now i’m trying to make new friends and it’s not going terrible#but i can’t help but feel like this is cyclical and it’s gonna happen again#and eventually i’ll run out of people willing to put up with me#and i’ll never find someone who cares enough to stay#and even if i do i’ll push them away because i don’t believe them when they say they care about me#i’m so jealous when i read about or see good friends because i want that so bad#but i don’t know if that’s ever going to be something i get to have#anyways that’s where im at rn#sorry for the vent lol#barking into the void
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Sylus saying "...don't run" to MC when they're finally being openly honest about their desire for one another and their trust and shared spaces.
#their stupid connection was made in a lab to torment me I can't BELIEVE I want to write fic for them#the fact that her desires are essentially laid bare for him but that he still verifies#that he knows her SO well... her tendency for avoidance that both hinders and benefits their situation#her own underlying possessiveness of Sylus and need to be his equal. on his side.#Sylus trying to be patient and playing whatever role she needs until she's ready to accept that place. accept their mutual connection#MC seeing no other option but to embed herself in his life and his problems even though he's a risk to her career and life in Linkon#the fact that she meets him after she loses the people she considered a family... when their background brings up the concept of Home#I actually love when MC is petty and jealous and Sylus just accepts it and finds it insanely charming like.#the way he obviously Sees her pain and anger and need to protect him over seeing his old scars. angry that he or another didnt properly care#and then with knowledge from their myth origin its like...#the idea that theyre essentially mirrors containing eachother in equal capacity. the allusions to the threshold of light and shadow#the whole aspect of freedom from restraint and captivity. the mirror of her past being raised as a weapon and his nature. l#the little dragon statue she coveted and kept as a secret confidant...#and then like their shared capacity for indulgence. Sylus preparing all that food for her even when he was willing playing her villain.#his tendency to replicate his memories of the past to stir her own#im so obsessed and its been a week. help.#he always gives her space to retreat. and in the newest content now he's revealing his own desperation. dont run this time#dont retreat into yourself or into your role as a hunter or a lawful citizen#I just love that he also adores everything about her even her darker aspects that echo in himself#and the whole who will ''win'' in the end. will she make him more human or will they both embrace their predatory nature in the Fiend#them being the lovers and the devil simultaneously. sylus as death and mc as temperance. idk idk im insane rn#i literally made a sideblog for these posts apologies all 😂#personal tag#they have so many callbacks its crazy. the stupid territory thing is so cute like he'll play into anything for her and just be delighted#i need more main story so bad like. Sylus talks to MCs boss in one of the memories or something.#what the fuck is he doing there?? one assumes he's covering their asses and cooperating in some manner so that MCs career isnt at risk#since he knows she loves hunting#and with the whole mutual enemy in Ever... lets not forget that also Sylus might be the head of a crime syndicate or whatever but what#i just need to know when he became aware of MC in her current life.#I have no one to talk about this game to can you tell
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i dont fucking want my mother to help me with moving out but i also dont have a car and i cant get all that shit on the train. but jesus fuck i dont want to see her this week or im gonna explode
#i just cant. i fucking cant. i have no idea how im gonna do it but i know i dont want her help at all if that involves meeting with her#im in a way too precarious state rn for this bullshit but also there's really no way for me to tell her 'hey. dont fucking come please dont#im at the verge of a mental breakdown and if i see you this week im gonna lose my fucking mind and cut my fucking hand off'#without her tweaking and going all tragically sad puppy and getting jealous because i have no issue with my father helping me#i dont know what to tell her#my two options are 1. tell her to Not Come. I Can Do It Myself and her doing her classic emotional fireworks#2. suck it up and accept the help and then inevitably freak out and end up SHing and probably being mean to her and making it an awful time#for both of us and probably a little side bonus of her looking at me like im crazy and/or treating me like im a spooked horse#when its all her fault im like this in the first place but ok. its whatever. i just genuinely dont know what to do
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we see u in ur dark n evil mind palace 👁️
Shut up I’m literally trying to attend to my fucked up and twisted affairs man
#everybody thinks if you’re a little guy you can’t be evil#well I am SICK and TIRED of this stereotype#biting your ankles#DNA double felix-cipher#annie awakened#nice flowers I’m so jealous of your awesome sunny walk rn
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The way I date small soft men irl then simp for the big titty massive men in fiction is so funny
#The guy I'm seeing rn is really jealous of Thranduil from the hobbit#They always say they're going to go to the gym too lmaoo#like bro idc if ur a little twig i like you as you are it's fiiine#personal
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