the usage of the lyrics “i don't know what you mean to me, but i wanna turn you on, turn you up, figure it out - i wanna take you on” right after carmy's apology to sydney is so serious to me and i wish we talked about it more. i think it's one of the only times where we get an explicit idea of what carmy thinks of syd in a romantic context and i fucking LIVE for it
the lighting, the acting, the attempted phone call, the ambiguity of that entire scene to confuse us on whether or not he's thinking about sydney or if he's thinking about claire in the lyrics - all of it is so so so fucking scrumptious AHHH i love that shit i love this show so much
Cohozuna lifted his hand so he could be face-to-face with Sammy, who was resting on Cohozuna's fin. "Oh, so you're the new voice I heard singing from Jammin' Salmon?" Cohozuna said, smiling bigly. "What's a fresh face like you doing around here with all that talent?"
thinking about how one of the last things john ever tells dean is an admittance that the way he treated him was fucked. & of course this destroys dean and makes it so much harder for him to come to terms w his death right after and with his childhood in general bc he’s spent his entire life chasing after johns approval. he’s spent his entire life telling himself that the way he was treated was okay and justified and that their childhood was good because he could handle it and he was strong enough and that was how it had to be. he’s worshipped john as a hero and seen nothing wrong with any of it. because he’s had to. his entire life is built around this idea there’s nothing else. he’s his dads perfect soldier and punching bag and wife-replacement and suddenly his dads gone & he said he’s sorry and that he shouldn’t have treated dean that way. what the hell is he supposed to do now.
"Without that bass, there ain't shit..." - Fred Durst
(...boy was Fred right😂)
(Please don't re-post/share this video edit anywhere else. Please just only reblog this video edit on Tumblr. I spent several days finding multiple POVs and cutting the clips and audio together to the precise moment plus adding effects and text for the sake of stringing this whole thing together. Thank you!)
“Sammy had brought her a cupcake with a birthday candle, which had gotten smashed on the ride but was still the sweetest thing Hazel had ever seen. They broke it in half and shared it.
Sammy talked about the war. He wished he were old enough to go. He asked Hazel if she would write him letters if he were a soldier going overseas.
“’Course, dummy,” she said. He grinned. Then, as if moved by a sudden impulse, he lurched forward and kissed her on the cheek.
And now that I've become the perfect identity
What else do you need?
'Cus I dunno who I'm supposed to be anymore
And I'm starving
I'll purge 'em all the thoughts of anyone I'll ever meet
Why aren't you happy?!
Nonetheless, I know my insides are empty
Aren't I more than everything?