#a bit unwell and that’s okay
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stop kissing him he needs his medication
#ai the somnium files#kaname date#kuruto ryuki#ai the somniun files nirvana initiative#my art#game art#digital art#gay dudes#a bit unwell and that’s okay
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i saw your teen Tails art right after reblogging your Sonic playing with itty bitty baby Tails art so iguess u can imagine how absolutely utterly heartbroken i got (is this how Sonic feels everytime he looks at his angsty teen brother and remembers how little and happy he used to be?
i feel you anon i also get sad when i see things about tails growing up. he’s the little guy! he’s supposed to stay little!
and yea i’m sure it hits sonic pretty hard watching his baby bro go from being a little kid who’s biggest problem was bedtime to a teenager who tries to carry the weight of all his mistakes and insecurities on his shoulders alone and won’t acknowledge that it’s slowly crushing him
#ask#anon ask#teen tails#i think tails’s solo adventure after frontiers helps for a bit. he comes back home and is pretty okay for a while#but he slowly falls into old habits and uh very unwell again#and worse so because he’s also dealing with the whole becoming a teenager thing#now…..do i shamelessly plug my fic that follows a sonic in his early twenties dealing with feeling useless because he can’t help his brother#*cough* patience is a virtue (don’t wait up) *cough*#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#the brothers ever
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I'm not getting over this one any time soon
#HOLDNG HANDS YKNOW!?!?!??!!#you cant tell me otherwise. they are walking and holding hands.#idk this one is just so coupley like they genuinely look like a couple#also the hand size difference i am unwell#THEIR HANDSSSSS THEIR HANDSSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#im just like. so incredibly unwell. over this. yeah.#i think ill make a compilation post of them clasping hands sometime#bcs i like the way their hands fit together OKAY#i like how its often one of their hands resting in the others rather than a typical bro hand clasp#its all very regal yknow....#this tho? this is couple behavior(TO ME)(...and C)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2013 chinese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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if the writers at gearbox had any brains left in their skulls they would have made roland and angel mirror each other from the very start. roland defected from atlas, angel rebelled against jack. but as roland detaches himself emotionally from his work to lead the raiders, The Mission is all angel has. it Needs to be personal for her. its about roland building a world he can live in versus angel dying for the one only she can save. the shared relief they must have felt in the moments before their deaths, thinking their plan had worked. rolands hand feeling for her fading pulse being the first warm human contact in years. just. (explodes.) they DIED side by side, they should have at least been buried together, if they were buried at all. angel should have gotten a statue. idgaf. <- clearly gives a fuck.
#borderlands#angel borderlands#roland the soldier#okay the whole skull bit is a little mean and is just me exaggerating BUT.#i understand i am the only person in the universe that is maybe this unwell about these two. however that just means i have to do#twice the work to spread my agenda.
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had a very normal one looking at dead souls cutscenes
#i could've found better shots but i can't. scour cutscene compilations the whole evening just for this akjsdhak#do you get what im putting down tho do you see it. or am i unwell#yakuza#majima goro#yakuza dead souls#okay the last shots are a bit. off topic but i can't spend more time on this it's already fucking ajhsgdjah#i was supposed to write. and here i am. exporting pngs out of gimp
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i had a dream last night that i was in the show?? covering bev?? but i was the same age i am now (so basically ten years younger than the rest of the cast) so bev was brill's sister instead?? and also i had a jumpsuit instead of a dress?? i was tinybev 😭😭 what is up with my subconscious
#the logistics of this. don't make sense#but it's okay it's a dream#i've been thinking about tinybev all day#HELP JUSTICE FOR TULSA#IT WAS SO DETAILED WHY DO I REMEMBER#BRILL HANDED HER (ME??) THE CIGARETTE AND POINTED TO TUBERCULOSIS#AND SHE WAS LIKE ?? why#AND HE JUST KIND OF NODDED TOWARDS HIM/PUSHED HER FORWARD#AND SO SHE DOES THE CIGARETTE THING ALBEIT A LITTLE HESITANTLY#AND THEN FLINCHES BACK WHEN TWO-BIT SCREAMS AND SHE DROPS THE CIGARETTE/SMOTHERS IT#AND THEN BRILL PUTS A HAND ON HER SHOULDER LIKE “GOOD JOB” AND HANDS HER THE FLASHLIGHT#AND SHE KIND OF SMILES#BC HER OLDER BROTHER'S PROUD OF HER :(#AND THEN SHE SEES TB OUT OF THE CORNER OF HER EYE AND THE SMILE DROPS#AND THEN IT'S THE FLASHLIGHT PART#I'M UNWELL#there's no reason why tinybev should make any sense to me but i cannot stop thinking about her#oh tuberculosis is two-bit by the way#two bit tb tuberculosis#i like to think i'm funny sometimes#if you don't think i'm absolutely insane pls yap with me about her
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Liking any piece of media is so exhausting because I can’t just like things normally. I need to consume its essence. I need to hold it gently in my hands and keep it close to my heart. I need to project it permanently into my brain. I need to give all the characters a hug and a high five. I need to bite them I need to put them in my pocket I need to throw them at the wall. I need to tuck them into bed and give them little kisses on the forehead. I need to throw them down the stairs. Do you understand.
#i mean every bit of this affectionately#but the only way i can express my love for things is by either biting screaming or holding it very gently#either physically or metaphorically#something in my brain is wired weird but that’s okay#I just need to. I just need to have a permanent projection of my favourite things tattooed into the front of my brain#i need to hold hands with my favourite guys#this is mostly about#ofmd#our flag means death#it’s making me bounce off the walls#like a ping pong ball#I’m chewing on glass#I’m eating the wallpaper#I’m screaming and yelling#I’m. aughhhhhhhhhh#I love it so much#my favourite ever#ever forever and ever more#it is making me ill it is making me unwell#I will never recover#never ever forever#and I love it#it’s so silly#and everyone in it is even sillier#love them for that#so so dearly#idk what this is really I’m just tired#missing the pirates again….#my bad guys. can’t wait to see them again#ofmd s2
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i wish i could upload more than one video at once because i highly recommend trying out the new smooches with the music turned off and the sound turned all the way up
#baldur's gate 3#astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#bg3 patch 6#i was trying them and well. i think i'd have REMEMBERED hearing him moan into it originally#i am very into how into it he is ngl#also very into how iona in my fics is a notorious face-toucher and now he is ALSO canonically a face-toucher#that pleases me specifically#oc: iona raedir#i am also growing just a little bit unwell at the way Gale chuckles gently into the kiss you pull him into#just. so many sweet little noises#i am not okay about them#squirrel plays bg3
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the angelic lighting in these is KILLING me
#the fact that theres enough stuff to make TWO gifposts of him from a fucking sprint shootout is insane#what is in the air at brazil ib my god 😵💫😵💫🫠😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#actually like horribly unwell over these and him this weekend in general#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL???????#like the lighting on his hair is just....UGHHHHHHHHHH yknow???? its so fluffy my god.....#these were taken a mere 30 mins before he clocked esteban in the stewards room#okay yeah...see you for the sprint...#if they show anymore of him lik ethis i actually am going to die#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#2023 brazilian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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ANDY WAS SO SWEET IM GOING TO CRY...... I was in the doorway getting my photo op ticket checked when he walked in and him and his handler both complimented my makeup..... Andy was like "I mean, really, you have a career in this" and his handler asked to take a picture of me and said she would show it to Casey Biggs later???? I'm gonna go to Andy's table later to get my copy of ASIT signed but rn I'm just taking a breather lol. I was feeling Unwell this morning (normal regular occurrence for me dw) and rushing to get my makeup done before the photo op time and I was so nervous but GOD Andy is so so sweet he just instantly put me at ease he's so wonderful.......
#boy if I thought the spunnysuit got a lot of photos.... I have been getting stopped for pictures Constantly#I'm still feeling kinda unwell but I'm doing a bit better. psychosomatic nausea is a bitch#it's okay I'm okay. taking deep breaths. cons r for treating ur body like shit and praying it holds up until u get home#narcissus's echoes#stlvposting
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Nazri Mercar who grew up in a bakery and has been stretching dough since they were five years old.
Whose early days with the Shadow Dragon's were funded by early mornings spent in a Tevene bakery.
Nazri who spends their evenings in the lighthouse kitchen kneading, and stretching, and folding, and proofing. Finding equal parts satisfaction in the output of their work and comfort in the ritual. Getting to know the Assassin who moved into the pantry over nights of quiet company and lingering conversation in the early hours.
Who nearly laughs when Lucanis tries to brush his Nevarran Torte off as nothing- A confection (and confession) they know for a fact took far more time effort than he'd admit. It's sweet and thoughtful. But it's deeper than that too. It's an appreciation of the time they spent growing closer together and acknowledgment of who they are when they aren't 'Rook'.
A cake that says "I see you." just as clearly as a Wyvern Tooth Dagger.
#nazri mercar#who only slightly grimaces when harding makes a ham and jam slam out of a very nice loaf#the torte makes me so unwell in the context of rook being a baker okay#like they KNOW it's not nothing#and the choice to DO THAT for someone who really takes joy and comfort in baking#and for who it was such a core part of a happy time in their life?#that it was the vehicle for them spending so much time together? and wrapping all of that up in an intricate package????#it's like i see you i know you i love you let me show you ALL IN A CAKE#he didn't have to go that hard nazri already loves him and yet he does and it makes them feel like they're gonna burst#the comfort of home in a person they care for choosing to bake for them#these tags are getting longer than the post lmaooo#anyway rookanis makes me ill and this bit of Nazri is so 🥺
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#this is so incredibly stupid#but i've just spent such a long time worrying about my physical health and everything going on with that#(and there's still so much weirdness and uncertainty and scariness going on with my physical health)#but it just somehow never occured to me that i'm also depressed.#like. i had BAD depression as a teenager but i've been mostly mentally okay in the last 5 years. my issues have mostly been physical.#and then these last few months since all this scary health stuff started happening i've been so lethergic and unmotivated#and have been isolating myself from my friends#and struggling to find fun in any of the things that i love#i've been sad and stressed and empty but somehow. SOMEHOW. i did not consider that i was suffering from some Mental Unwellness dfkjfdjkdjkf#i just thought i was being pathetic#🫠🫠🫠#it sounds so stupid but now i realise i actually feel a bit better?#like oh. OH! depression! i hate you but i know what you are!#i'm not just a bad friend and an embarrassingly pathetic creature. there's a reason!!!!!#and there are ways to deal with it!!!#cool!!!#but also like it makes sense?! i'm incredibly sick and in a lot of pain and spending so much time getting tests and worrying#of course that's going to affect my mental health lol.#okay. anyway. yeah#tbd
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i’m not okay . h. helbram…
#( hena ノ the seven deadly sins )#I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT???#tw spoilers#okay BUT WHAT THE FUCK. WHY. HELBRAM HE FUCKIGNG#GOT SQUISHED THEN DIED LIKE THAT. HE’S DIED SO MANY TIMES N THEY JS HAD TO KILL HIS VERY /SOUL/????#i am unwell. U see i am gonna go cry for a bit then hug myself to sleep bc of this/hj
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life is so beautiful
#eddie is out of the pit and hes smiling and dancing and hes gay and hes gonna be okay!!!!!#like i DONT want to bring a bit of sadness into this but im not exaggerating abt being very sick and unwell right now#and its been really getting me down but im actually so full of joy now i just. THANK YOU
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trying adhd meds again is so weird
like my brain is quiet? my thoughts are silent? I focused on just doing one sing in bass I stead of bouncing around?
WHAT IS THIS
#luna speaks#anyways fun lol#extra focus always nice#I got one that works for 4 hours so rhat I can use it for stuff I need a bit if extra brain help with#so far I'm actually feeling okay#adhd meds always made me feel unwell when I was younger (so I stopped using them)#I'm just really tired today but I also did get up early to drop off my bass to get set up! MY BOY IS READY TO USE#anywayssss
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re: received wrong book in order
hello thriftbooks,
please give me my book i’m crying and pissing and shitting and throwing up
if i do not receive my copy of the vampire book i ordered i am going to kill myself and make it look like you murdered me
my fucking boooooook
kindest regards,
me
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