#You come to in a hospital bed
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romance is dead? not if Lisa Swain has something to do about it!
Coronation Street | Carla Connor + Lisa Swain
#Coronation Street#Carla Connor#Lisa Swain#Swarla#Carla x Lisa#Corrieedit#TVedit#it's like Lisa heard Carla's joke and saw it as a challenge#turns out the 'oh' was an 'oh it's romance you want?'. an 'oh you have no idea what you've got coming'#remember during their second marriage when Carla kept complaining about Peter not making any effort to suprise her/be romantic#I know it's a very very different stage in the relationship but the point is Carla has been desperate to be romanced for a long long time#and now she is. it's no wonder she was so impressed on the New Year's Eve date#and getting progressively more shook by each new revelation#I hope we see more of Lisa like this when Carla is finally free from that hospital bed#the lighting for that eggnog scene was diabolical. I did my best lol#Cake Watches Corrie
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I rarely take pictures anymore. It’s like I just don’t want to remember any moment from this part of my life lol
#me#mine#girls with tattoos#myself#girls with glasses#girls with piercings#fairy aesthetic#fairycore#you know I come on here or I look through Snapchat memories#and even at my saddest I did not know or understand real pain#now that I do I feel so different#so old and so worn out#I feel like all the color has drained from my being#I’m not even a person anymore#I have horrid ptsd now#the only way I can really hangout with my dad is to play iPhone chess bc he’s sitting in a fucking hospital bed#oh god it all hurts so bad to think about#it makes me want to throw up#I miss who I was three years ago before all the pain#how does someone even come back from all of this#how do I see the things I’ve seen and lose what’s I’ve lost and move on to live a normal life#I had seemed to learn every life lesson the hard way and always fall in love with the wrong ppl#I had a very tough time loving myself which is still true#but that was all stuff like I could live with and grow from#this is just a deep set pain idk
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A horse walks into a rehab.
#two years is coming up on me fast.#I’ve been missing rehab in a weird kind of way again.#like. I didn’t wanna be there. I was desperate to get out of there. I was just like bojack at the beginning.#they couldnt even get me out of my bed to participate in anything at first. I just refused.#I was miserable and angry and didn’t talk and also threw up in the lobby lmfao….#but then you actually find yourself feeling better. safe. accepted. surrounded by love and support and stability.#……then they let you out.#which I thought I wanted more than anything.#and now I still lie awake some nights wishing to be back in my hospital room#knowing if I got up to get a drink there would be a nurse right down the hall if I needed one.#the sterile greys and whites of the clinic. the hum of the ac unit that kept me company in detox#……hm. yeah.
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#(edit: it's been found thank you! original tags preserved below)#I cannot for the life of me find one specific reaction image and its source post#the one where the person is coming to in a hospital bed after a surgery#and they try to eat their own fist#and get stopped#and make big wibbly confused crying faces#it's smooth line images interspersed with text#does anyone have it?#cuz that '🥺???' was me most of the day and I wanted the image so I could convey it#but I Couldn't Find It#and neither my wife nor my best friend have any idea what image I'm talking about#so they can't help#(my partner isn't very online so there's no point asking them lol)#do any of y'all have it pls#I want the original post but I can't even find the standalone reaction image which should be enough to find the post#I've found one iteration of someone drawing their oc in the meme format and that's as far as I got even with as much as I remember about it#favorites
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Me upon discovering that the Regeneradors not only don’t “die” when I take out their weak points but level up into an even worse monster:
#like JUST LET ME LIVE#let me tell you I stood next to that statue but thingie#where it’s being stabbed on a hospital bed for an hour Bcz I knew what was coming#but then I moved a step toward and there was the auto save in the corner of my screen#I didn’t realize too late that there IT WAS#omg I was crying all I had was a bullet and a dream#then I just left them and treasures in the room I got that machine rifle thingie#but man when I had to kill one fr fr Bcz Ashley had to keep that bridge open#I was mads as hell let me tell you#i was ready to give up#but I paid $60 for a reason so I kept going#resident evil#leon kennedy imagine#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy#leon kennedy x you#leon kennedy x y/n#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 leon#resident evil 4 remake
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the point of star wars the force awakens is that no matter what someone will always come back for you
#someone will go back to the desert to find you. someone will search the spaceship wreckage for you#someone will pilot the garbage ship with you. someone will track down the stolen ship that was once theirs#someone will try to give you back that jacket. someone will say ‘no you should keep it’#someone will try to call you back to where you belong. someone will still see the light in you after everything#someone will find you in the enemy fortress. someone will find you before the planet collapses#someone will watch over you in your hospital bed. someone will find you even where you’ve hidden yourself#someone will always come back!!!!!!
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dude ive followed you for ages and im so fucking proud of you for staying sober. its hell, ive experienced it. bla bla bla it gets better bla im sure you dont want to hear it again for the 50th time so i wont make you. But im really proud of you for staying strong and not giving in despite the shity hell of earth and life. Good luck man, go write your sadeas/dalinar mpreg with my blessing as a treat
thank you so much anon. honestly having so many people in my corner is really really helpful, like it’s like a shonen anime protagonist remembering the power of his friends and then unleashing a beam attack. And yeah……. Yeah I will work on wasp cup…… maybe take a nice shower afterwards….. then go to sleep…… life could be dream
#anonymous#hey look an ask#being sober rules cuz not drinking is literally a non action like all I have to do is continue sitting in bed watchin YouTube eatin chips#and everyone is like you are so brave so strong I’m so proud of you#rightfully so! cuz it’s hard!#I’m also coming up on 2 years since my last psych hospitalization#which is also huge for me like my depression is chronic it’s always gonna be a thing#but I used to be psych wards georg from like. ages 15 to 20#yeah! just a lot of big things. everything’s coming up milhouse etc
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tlt enjoyers i am so curious to know what has been occupying your mind the most during the alectopause. i for one Cannot Stop Thinking about judith deuteros.
#tlt#judith deuteros#she is in my brain like she has been GLUED THERE#like: she is a lesbian. she cannot interact with people. she does not have a sexy bone in her body. coronabeth is obsessed with her. had a#cringefail codependent relationship with her cavalier so bad that she has to ruin everyone else's day about it all the time.#thinks she knows everything. truly knows not a thing. might know everything. might be dead. might (CRUCIALLY!!) be alive. possessed by#the spirit of a giant blue planet. has spent the last two books in a hospital bed. CORONABETH IS OBSESSED WITH HER. so repressed she makes#harrowhark look like a free spirited hedonist. none of the POV characters give a shit about her. she does not give a shit about the POV#characters. she is self confident to an absolute fault. she makes everything everyone's problem. she might have (somehow?) been the most#level-headed person at canaan house. did i mention she's obsessed with her dead cavalier. did i mention coronabeth tridentarius is obsessed#with her and shes so deeply repressed and deluded that she somehow doesn't clock it or care.#JUDITH DEUTEROS! CHARACTER OF ALL TIME#when will she come back to me#alectopause ... you have caused me to turn to ranting in the tags of tumblr posts... shameful
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Would you please do one more chapter for the president AU? Like Thena is holding a speech and Gil protects her from a sniper, getting shot on scene but she learns later about his status cause she is being Transported to safety?? Some intense stuff? Thank you so much love your stories never stop please!! ❤️❤️❤️
Thena looked up as Sersi approached her with gentle steps. Sersi always walked lightly but she truly was walking like a deer on a frozen lake. She had been chosen to face the slaughter. "How is he?"
She seated herself quietly. Sersi was also shaken by the events of that morning's press conference. A shooting was always enough to have anyone on edge. And for a bullet to have actually landed--wounded one of their own; everyone was anxious. "He's still in surgery."
Thena nearly curled over her knees completely in her seat. It wasn't the presidential thing to do. But she couldn't breathe. "Sersi-"
"Thena, I'm sorry," her friend whispered, leaning across the seat to rub her back.
Sersi had witnessed first hand the way Thena had cried and screamed Gil's name as she was dragged away from him for her own safety.
There was always a risk for her safety. It came with the job. But the shot was planned, came from above. Only the wind and Gil's sharp instincts had saved them all. And while he had gotten her down in time, he was less fortunate.
His name had ripped out of her throat at the sight of his blood. She couldn't control it, couldn't conceal what seeing him hurt did to her. The rest of her SS guard pulled her away and under the cover of their protection. She could remember her hands clawing to get back to him. In the end, they had picked her up in order to evacuate without her struggling against them.
Gil's body was just...lying there.
"Sersi, I can't do this," Thena repeated, nearly gasping for air. Air Force One was far, far from crowded, but she felt as if she were being tossed around in a glass jar.
"Yes, you can, just breathe," Sersi encouraged, kneeling in front of her. "He's alive, Thena, that's all you need to worry about for now."
He was alive for now. But the thought of the man she loved lying on a steel table being operated on--possibly never hearing her last words to him; it was unbearable. It was unthinkable that their last kiss had been in the office between meetings, or that the last they'd held hands was when he was helping her in and out of the beast.
How could the last time she told him she loved him be 17 hours ago?
Thena attempted to pick her head up. She blinked, but the tears were far from controllable at this point. Not that Sersi minded. She shook her head, "if he dies-"
"You can't think of that right now," Sersi tried to urge her to calm herself again. She stood, using the natural movement to ease her back into her chair properly again. "He's getting the best care he can right now. I promise as soon as we get word we'll turn right around."
They couldn't. And even if redirecting the Eagle were that easy, they were only so capable of speed. Sheer distance still separated him from her. And if things took a turn for the worse and she didn't make it in time-
"Thena," Sersi followed as she stood, unable to sit any longer. The sound of their heels was muffled on the aircraft carpet. "You have to-"
"I don't have to do anything!" It was true, that was her position as designated by their godforsaken country. And with anyone else, she might not have felt quite as bad for it. But Sersi's face betrayed immediately what her outburst felt like to receive. Thena sighed, lowering her shoulders. "I'm sorry, I just...you don't--I can't lose him."
If Sersi had wondered at all what their relationship was before - which was honestly doubtful - she certainly had her evidence now. But she came over to her again, wrapped her arms around her and hugged her as a friend, not an advisor or cabinet member. "You won't."
Thena shook her head again. She wasn't so confident, and in a rare moment like this when she could afford to be unsure, she was rampant with doubt. She hugged her friend back. "This can't be how it happens--it can't."
Sersi gave up on the empty platitudes, rubbing her back as she listened to her weepy breaths.
"I can't do this without him," Thena pulled her head up again, attempting to resolve herself. "I mean it. I can't do this - any of this! - without him. I'll go insane."
Sersi had no argument for that. Gil was her personal aide, as well as defacto security for her, and that said nothing of the fact that Gil was just the best at generally handling her. "Things will work out."
The words barely sounded like words by this point. Thena looked out the window, starting to pick at her nails. Gil would usually pick up on her nervous ticks and stop them. He could say it was unsightly for Madam President to bite her nails, and then he would have an excuse to hold onto her hand for three whole seconds.
What good was having an aircraft with the highest level of clearance in the world if it still travelled at this kind of speed?
"So," Sersi started along a different path. She lightened her tone, seating herself and looking up at her, "how long?"
Thena remained staring out the window, tearing at her finely cared for nails layer by layer. "You want the exact date?"
It was sharp and sardonic, but Sersi smiled. "I suppose not. Obviously it's long enough, though. And I'm guessing it was since before Ikaris."
That did pull Thena's attention away from the clouds below them and back to her friend. She didn't bother hiding her surprise; Sersi never talked about Ikaris in any way.
But she continued, breezing over the mention of their past with treachery. "It was easy to tell that you were close, and not just as handler and VP."
She didn't think they had been so obvious. But then again, Sersi actually had an oddly sharp sense for the dynamics people could have with each other. It was part of what made her such an asset.
Thena finally sat down again, wrapping her arms around herself, only to start biting her thumb. "It was just going to be nothing--in the beginning. It happened once, let's move on."
Sersi waited patiently for the rest of the story.
Thena sighed, "but then it happened again, and then a third time. But we always said it couldn't be more than that. We had jobs to do. And we both understood that."
"Until," Sresi prompted her, and even smiled impishly when she was glared at for it.
Thena closed her eyes, and imagining Gil's smiling face was almost enough for her to smile in real time. "He was escorting me, as always. We ended up talking and, in essence, we both determined that we were not achieving the casual intentions we had claimed."
"So, you were already in love, is what you're saying," Sersi clarified. Thena glared at her again for her impertinence, but it did nothing to make the quiet woman back down. "I could have told you that."
Thena rolled her eyes, but it did bring somewhat of a smile to her face. "We agreed to explore the potential for more--quietly."
"How did you keep it a secret?" Sersi asked and leaned forward, her curiosity pulling her in. "I mean we had our suspicions but the biggest doubt was simply 'how would you even get away with it?'."
"With practice," Thena conceded, even letting her head tilt back to the head rest. "We got good at sneaking him in and out under different covers. And it worked--for well on a year."
"A yea-?!" Sersi nearly burst out loudly, even for being within the sound cover of a jet. But she managed to rein herself in. She cleared her throat more quietly, "a year?"
Thena nodded. The best years of her life. She gnawed at her cuticle. "Then everything happened. The transition of my position was so fast and so imperative, we didn't really have time to talk about what this meant for us. But Gil...Gil said he wasn't going anywhere."
Tears sprung to her eyes again.
Sersi put the pieces together. "You did fight awfully hard to keep him as your personal detail when you took office."
Thena scoffed, "and let some stranger guard me?"
"They wouldn't be a stranger," Sersi scolded her for denouncing the entirety of the rest of the secret service. But she sighed, "but I suppose you wouldn't have been a good protectee for any of them anyhow."
Especially not if she knew she could have Gil instead.
"It had to be him," Thena resolved, going back to fidgeting with her hands on her lap. "We kept saying we just had to make it through the rest of the term."
Sersi made a face. It wasn't nearly so simple to just exit the office. But this wasn't the time, and she knew that very well. "Thena-"
"He made it!" Kingo ran out, holding up the satellite phone in his hand as if he were a horseman riding at dawn. "They got him stabilized, at least."
"He's alive?" Thena asked, although she immediately discovered she had no air in her lungs. She stood and walked towards Kingo but her knees weren't strong enough anymore.
Both Sersi and Kingo lunged for her as she fell in the middle of the aisle.
"Whoa, hey," Kingo whispered as he caught her, lowering her into a seat properly. "Gil's alive, we're already cleared to return to land and we'll put a bypass on the hospital so you can see him, okay?"
Thena gasped. She couldn't breathe, but for an entirely different reason. She accepted Sersi's shoulder as she cried, hyperventilating into her soft green cashmere dress.
"He's fine, Thena, just breathe," her gentler friend soothed her, running her hand over her hair. "Not much longer. I promise we won't pull you away until you've spoken with him."
"Uh, we really can't-" Thena could hear Kingo begin, and then cut himself off, presumably being glared at by Sersi. He cleared his throat and stepped back, "you got it, Boss. I'll tell Phastos the news."
"He's alive, he's alive," Sersi repeated to her, whispering in her soft accent like a lullaby. "You'll be with him soon."
"I love him," Thena choked out desperately. It ripped out of her just as desperately as she had cried out his name after seeing him get shot. She had to say she loved him, just in case something tried to take him from her again.
"I know," Sersi soothed. "You can be with him soon."
#Thenamesh President AU#thank you so much!!!!#this is a very intense prompt I hope you like how it turned out!#poor Gil really goes through it#his instincts take over when they're making the address#he looks around and says something doesn't feel right#he shouts GET DOWN and has already covered Thena's body with his before the shot even sounds#Thena is picked up and hauled away kicking and screaming#they do get to the hospital and forbid everyone nonessential from Gil's floor#they're given a room with as much privacy as they can in a hospital#Thena closes the door#and as soon as she's alone she throws herself over the edge of Gil's bed#she wants to throw herself on him but she doesn't want to hurt him#he eventually wakes up and says hey#Thena: YOU ALMOST DIED DON'T HEY ME#he holds her as she cries her eyes out#at least they get to cuddle which they really don't always get to do#Thena tells the doctor that if he's in any pain when she comes back she'll have the hospital demolished#Sersi: she doesn't mean it we're very sorry things are...difficult right now#the doctor understands immediately#because they get a super top secret patient transported to their service#and then they walk in and the president is in there as his emergency contact?#...okay#Thena once again has to be basically hauled away kicking and screaming from Gil's bedside#and all the work stuff she does for the next two weeks she's visibly not doing well
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this is your reminder that 99.9% of employers care more about money than you and even if they are kind and fair now they WILL at the end of the day put profits over your well being so absolutely do not sacrifice your life for them.
#and by life i mean time really#do your job to its exact description#do not make things too difficult for your fellow workers#you can even work hard if you want to#but do not undervalue your time or your mental and physical well being#this is a mistake i made in my first job#the stress of that job triggered my (undiagnosed) crohns so bad i was hospitalized twice#and my boss asked me to work from my hospital bed#while also not giving me sick time and not paying me well#in my previous post that coworker has been working there at least 15 years#never caused any problems went above and beyond#was a fucking backbone of the company#and is getting tossed out bc management is fucking moronic#they’ll be fine they’re so great they’ll get a much better job i’m certain#and previous management loved them SO much and did try to take really good care of them to keep them from leaving#but in the end stupid financial decisions will always come before employee we’ll begin#being#so never give too much of yourself to a job and always keep your resume updates#also don’t be afraid to leave nasty reviews on yelp or glassdoor and also maybe key your boss’ car
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i need some drunk sad hughie on the edge of the gun after robins death for morale boost
#hughie campbell#he would be standing there in a haze holding her arms#for hours because he won’t let anyone take them#he won’t say what happened because he can’t comprehend it#his favorite hero as a kid just killed his future wife and his mind is shattered#the ambulance is called for hughie and his father comes#hugh is the only one who can get through to his son#but even then#hughie won’t let go of her arms until his dad physically tears them from his hands#and hughie collapses and his dad scoops him up#they take him to the hospital but he’s clealyy in severe shock#so he’s not speaking at all besides small whispers and sobs that are intelligible#when hugh takes him home he just wants to go to bed but hugh is concerned hughie may hurt himself#which isn’t incorrect#he leaves the door open and in the middle of the night sort of comes to#and he can’t handle it#he can feel her blood under his fingernails#even though they’d practically scrubbed him clean at the hospital#so he raids the liquor cabinet#like he’s a child sneaking booze from his parents#his dad finds him the next morning still hammered beyond belief and sick over a bowl he dragged from the kitchen cabinets#hugh isn’t sure how to help so he just sits by his son and rubs his back as he’s sick#because what are you meant to do when that happens to your son?#hughie clings onto his dad and scream sobs until he finally finally begins to feel the claws of exhaustion weighing on him#he sleeps on the sofa for the forserable future because everything reminds him of her#and hugh feels safer knowing hughie is in eyesight and not behind a door in the hallway where it’s less obvious to know if hughie is safe#hugh takes to sleeping in the love seat by the sofa to keep an eye on him#hughie knows what he’s doing and appreciates it but he can’t help but feel like a burden#i’m gonna perhaps write this
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Ethan almost losing Luther // Ethan losing Hunley
#it's about the arches!! the bricks!! the green lighting!! taking shelter behind pillars!!#it's about running over to your boyfriend and apologizing!!#mission impossible#mission impossible fallout#ethan hunt#luther stickell#alan hunley#ALSO HUNLEY'S NOT DEAD SHHHHHH HE'S FINE HE'S GOOD!!! he's just recovering in the hospital for the rest of the movie#ethan gets airlifted to london after fallout and they get hospital beds right next to each other so they can hold hands#(ethan also climbs out of his bed and into hunley's and the nurses are exasperated)#ray.gif#parallels#gee ethan how come the IMF lets you have two boyfriends#lowkey obsessed with hunley sitting there in the dark waiting to make his dramatic entrance
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someone get me out of hereeeee
#I'm in hell. I'm absolutely in hell#everyone has the flu. horrendously.#so I'm up and down and up and down and getting tissues and bringing drinks#take the thermometer and tuck me into bed oh but now I'm too hot turn the fan on#get me a blanket do you have a drink do you need a bucket#and my mom has really bad copd and is on oxygen#and she sounds horrible and hasn't slept at all and I don't know how to help her and I'm so worried about her#and my dad is just dead conked out asleep all day can't help with anything#AND before everyone came down with the flu my sister was in the ER and then hospital for like 4 days#I've been driving back and forth to urgent cares and hospitals and picking up gatorade and Popsicles#and now I'm like running a fucking TB ward#I'm so exhausted. my head has been splitting since Friday of last week#I can't go ten minutes without yawning#I'm losing my mind#I'm coming apart at the seams. I can't do it.#and I KNOW. I KNOW. when everyones done and feels better#I'm gonna get it.#and are they gonna do a fraction of what I've done for them? of course not.#and my sister is bipolar so between all the hospital and not feeling well she's not been consistently on her meds#so like once every two hours I have to walk her back down from a complete spiral#anyway. sorry for the rant.#point is. I'm tired.
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I provide my Jeremiah Arkham
(he's albino, loves bugs and is mentally hanging on by a thread)
He's also friends with my harleen but that's a different story
HEIEHDNEUBDGEVEDBDBUEB I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! AWAWAWAAHSGJAGSHEHWE JEHRMAIHS JEREMIIAAHHH I LOVE YOUUR JEREMIAH <3<<3<3<33 💞💞🫀💞🫀💞💞🫀💞🫀💞🍽💞💞💗💗💞❤️💞🫀🫀💗🫀❤️❤️
his slayage. his pose. THE COLORS GOING SO WELL TOGETHER@&!&^!&!&!&!^#^ powerful aura.
says nom as a label for me to chew on him. like bug <333
#HIS TIE LOOKS SO CUTE ON HIM UWAH!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🥰🥰🥰🤗🤗🥰🥰💞💗💞💗💞❤️💞🫀💞🫀💞💞💗#he is so wonderful i love your design so much and dearly#I NEED TO DRAW HIMMMMMM!!!!#i am going to cry i am so happy. i love him i love himmmmm i love himmm!!!!!!#GWEHHH 🥹🥺 thank youuo soooo much for sending to mee i lauuvvvv!!!! 。・゚(゚><゚)゚・。#AND THE BACKGROUND IS SO GOOD TOO#gives him a menacing aura. like being off the shits high in a hospital bed and all you can see is some doctor coming in the blurry doorway#i did NOT schedule a lobotomy today!!!!!#also. his shirt and tie remind me of hinako mishuku's outfit hehe <3333#playing in his hair like fluffy cloud <3333 POOFY JERRY <33333333 💞🫀🫀💗🫀💗💞💌#oooo and the rainbowy effect of the light above!!!! awesomeeee#jeremiah arkham#<3#I LOVEE YOUUUU 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 ITS HIMMMMM#i could go on and on about how much i love this#I WANT TO TALK ABOUT BUGS WITH HIMMM <3÷÷#im actually going to cry. i looveee...
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Me: *Trying to go about my day like a normal person *
My brain: “What if we made a TADC OC that’s basically a slime monster girl, but she’s based on the kind of toy slime that has a bunch of cutesy objects in it?? And when she was a human she was a highly skilled and respected Intensivist working at an ICU?? And as a doctor, she was known for being gentle and compassionate to all her patients, and she treasured the staff members working under he?? And she saw all her staff as members of her family, and was fiercely protective of them?? But also while she always appeared extremely confident and well put together, deep inside she struggled daily with a massive inferiority complex and imposter syndrome?? Because she never believed she deserved any of the praise she received despite her work, and constantly felt the need to prove herself by going above and beyond in her work?? And all the plays into why she’s a slime girl now, because even though she always appeared as strong and confident in the surface, inside she’s soft and anxious??
And while she doesn’t remember her life prior to entering the Digital World, during times of crisis or when someone’s injured or at high risk of abstracting, suddenly doctor mode activates?? She quite literally pulls herself together and becomes completely solid like plastic, and gives off a strong aura of confidence and authority?? Thoughts, terminology, and emotions that are foreign yet seem SO familiar surge through her, and without really thinking about it she talking and acting just like she did as an ICU doctor; leading her to quickly take control of the situation with firm confidence before gently tending to the injured/abstracting individual. She doesn’t understand how she knows any of what she’s saying as she gently tends to, and or talks the individual back down from the edge, but it feels so natural to her! It’s like she was MADE to do this, and had actually done it many times before despite having no recollection of doing anything like this previously?? And as she slowly helps the individual ground themselves in reality once more, she’s still maintaining a perfect composure during the whole ordeal, not once showing just how afraid she really was and instead just remaining laser focused on helping the “patient” in front of her??
And it’s only when her “patient” has finally stabilized somewhat that she finally notices everyone staring at her in awe, and then she starts barking orders to everyone to get the “patient” back to their room so they can be admitted into the hospital for surveillance, and that she wants a full blood panel and PHQ-9 assessment completed while she fills out an incident report for the hospital’s records. And everyone is so taken aback/still in shock that they just kinda go along with it because she sounds so sure of herself no one knows how to argue otherwise.
It’s only when someone breaks out of their stupor enough to ask her how she did all that/what the heck happened that she snaps out of it, and she softens into her goopy self again as she tries to clumsily explain she has no clue what happened but was just overwhelmed by these sudden thoughts and emotions, and despite not knowing where any of it was coming from it felt like she just instinctively knew what to do and how to do it.
Someone points out to her that she looked and sounded just like a doctor back there, and that maybe that’s who she was prior to entering the Digital Circus. She doesn’t believe it, insisting that there’s no way someone like her could be a doctor, but everyone insists that she absolutely could be and that what she did was incredible?? And now she’s kinda the unofficial doctor of the circus despite still not believing she was, or could ever be, a doctor??”
Me: *Sitting on the couch letting my brain hyperfixate* 👁️👄👁️
#this…this ended up being WAY longer than i intended#but my brain has literally been CONSUMED by this idea#that trope of ‘amnesiac somehow instinctively knows how to do the the thing because they did it previously’ is a fav of mine#she might not remember her old life but the caregiver instincts and knowledge is still very much ingrained into her#and it comes out full force when someone is in need of medical attention#she orders caine to go prepare a hospital bed and he’s like ‘yes ma’am!’ before taking off to do that#he makes it 2/3s down the hall before realizing what just happened and poofing back#in his defense she was so confident and authoritative his coding went ‘ah a doctor. you should always listen to medical professional.’#shitpost#tadc#long post#the amazing digital circus#tadc oc#haven’t quite figured out a name for her yet#but i’m tryna name her in a way that would allow the nickname ‘squish’ to be acceptable#because squish as a nickname for a slime lady makes me laugh
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I DONT KNOW. maybe a lifetime of being accused of not trying even when i feel like death has done things to my brain. WELL TOO BAD i guess
#leologisms#I JUST CANT isnt a good enough reason and crying wont get you anywhere in life. so when i get hit by a car and get sent to a hospital where#i will lie in coma for years and years ill finally have a good reason to be unable to do things#waiting for the day where i finally collapse and my Vitamin Deficiency is finally revealed or for the day where i finally truly cant get out#of bed and everyone understands and takes pity on me. but that day isnt coming and every day i rise. so. whatever
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