#You come to in a hospital bed

[lunarkittenn]

I rarely take pictures anymore. It’s like I just don’t want to remember any moment from this part of my life lol

[kirby-the-gorb]

[the-abyss-of-fandoms]

Me upon discovering that the Regeneradors not only don’t “die” when I take out their weak points but level up into an even worse monster:

[tranquilitybasehotelcasino]

the point of star wars the force awakens is that no matter what someone will always come back for you

[alphacrone]

this is your reminder that 99.9% of employers care more about money than you and even if they are kind and fair now they WILL at the end of the day put profits over your well being so absolutely do not sacrifice your life for them.

[avatarkcrra]

tlt enjoyers i am so curious to know what has been occupying your mind the most during the alectopause. i for one Cannot Stop Thinking about judith deuteros.

[thecampbellclub]

i need some drunk sad hughie on the edge of the gun after robins death for morale boost

[chevaliermalfets]

Ethan almost losing Luther // Ethan losing Hunley

[hinako-supremacy]

I provide my Jeremiah Arkham

(he's albino, loves bugs and is mentally hanging on by a thread)

He's also friends with my harleen but that's a different story

HEIEHDNEUBDGEVEDBDBUEB I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! AWAWAWAAHSGJAGSHEHWE JEHRMAIHS JEREMIIAAHHH I LOVE YOUUR JEREMIAH <3<<3<3<33 💞💞🫀💞🫀💞💞🫀💞🫀💞🍽💞💞💗💗💞❤️💞🫀🫀💗🫀❤️❤️

his slayage. his pose. THE COLORS GOING SO WELL TOGETHER@&!&^!&!&!&!^#^ powerful aura.

says nom as a label for me to chew on him. like bug <333

[soggypotatoes]

man. sometimes I think about. like. I'm really gonna have to. make myself go to sleep, every night, for the rest of my life, huh.

it's such an ordeal. every!! single!! night!!! I have to think about how I'm going to get to sleep. I haven't slept unmedicated in 10 years now, and even with multiple medications, it's a pain. bc I have to THINK of something. I find something to do, usually on my phone, and I keep doing it until I'm so tired I can't keep my eyes open. then I put the phone down, and I have to think of something to do while I'm going to sleep.

Ive asked people what they think about before going to sleep, but nobody ever gives me an answer. I think they must just... go to sleep, I guess? cause Ive tried so many things. sometimes I do math. or I try to recount all the information Ive learned that day. I meditate - which is hard, because I'm too tired to keep myself focussed. I create stories, I try to imagine my dog's dreams, what his life might have looked like as a puppy. every SINGLE night I have to come up with something, bc if I don't, I Will Not Sleep. it's like when people say they're sick of thinking of meals 3x a day, except for sleep. fuck, man

[dragonanon]

Me: *Trying to go about my day like a normal person *

My brain: “What if we made a TADC OC that’s basically a slime monster girl, but she’s based on the kind of toy slime that has a bunch of cutesy objects in it?? And when she was a human she was a highly skilled and respected Intensivist working at an ICU?? And as a doctor, she was known for being gentle and compassionate to all her patients, and she treasured the staff members working under he?? And she saw all her staff as members of her family, and was fiercely protective of them?? But also while she always appeared extremely confident and well put together, deep inside she struggled daily with a massive inferiority complex and imposter syndrome?? Because she never believed she deserved any of the praise she received despite her work, and constantly felt the need to prove herself by going above and beyond in her work?? And all the plays into why she’s a slime girl now, because even though she always appeared as strong and confident in the surface, inside she’s soft and anxious??

And while she doesn’t remember her life prior to entering the Digital World, during times of crisis or when someone’s injured or at high risk of abstracting, suddenly doctor mode activates?? She quite literally pulls herself together and becomes completely solid like plastic, and gives off a strong aura of confidence and authority?? Thoughts, terminology, and emotions that are foreign yet seem SO familiar surge through her, and without really thinking about it she talking and acting just like she did as an ICU doctor; leading her to quickly take control of the situation with firm confidence before gently tending to the injured/abstracting individual. She doesn’t understand how she knows any of what she’s saying as she gently tends to, and or talks the individual back down from the edge, but it feels so natural to her! It’s like she was MADE to do this, and had actually done it many times before despite having no recollection of doing anything like this previously?? And as she slowly helps the individual ground themselves in reality once more, she’s still maintaining a perfect composure during the whole ordeal, not once showing just how afraid she really was and instead just remaining laser focused on helping the “patient” in front of her??

And it’s only when her “patient” has finally stabilized somewhat that she finally notices everyone staring at her in awe, and then she starts barking orders to everyone to get the “patient” back to their room so they can be admitted into the hospital for surveillance, and that she wants a full blood panel and PHQ-9 assessment completed while she fills out an incident report for the hospital’s records. And everyone is so taken aback/still in shock that they just kinda go along with it because she sounds so sure of herself no one knows how to argue otherwise.

It’s only when someone breaks out of their stupor enough to ask her how she did all that/what the heck happened that she snaps out of it, and she softens into her goopy self again as she tries to clumsily explain she has no clue what happened but was just overwhelmed by these sudden thoughts and emotions, and despite not knowing where any of it was coming from it felt like she just instinctively knew what to do and how to do it.

Someone points out to her that she looked and sounded just like a doctor back there, and that maybe that’s who she was prior to entering the Digital Circus. She doesn’t believe it, insisting that there’s no way someone like her could be a doctor, but everyone insists that she absolutely could be and that what she did was incredible?? And now she’s kinda the unofficial doctor of the circus despite still not believing she was, or could ever be, a doctor??”

Me: *Sitting on the couch letting my brain hyperfixate* 👁️👄👁️

[epicdogymoment]

I DONT KNOW. maybe a lifetime of being accused of not trying even when i feel like death has done things to my brain. WELL TOO BAD i guess

[autopsytableromance]

You have to believe me scully. No one else on this damn planet does or ever will. You’re my one in 5 billion

[leslieseveride]

I NEED CHENFORD FOREHEAD AFFECTION!!!!!!!

[gregmarriage]

me as a kid being like ‘i wanna stay home all day and do whatever i want!’ and adult me being chronically ill, disabled and bed ridden ✌🏻

[saintlesbian]

unrelated to all the other disasters in today’s ep, once again the Deceptor sounds like a sex toy