#YOU WRITE SO AMAZINGLY

[pain-in-the-butler]

A compilation of art for my Dadbastian fanfic Coattails that I commissioned from the incredibly talented @karafina! They went above and beyond with the details... Each picture feels as cozy and warm as a storybook, right? I'm so delighted with how they turned out!! Thank you for making each one so beautiful! 🥹🥹🥹

[devil-in-hiding]

more on ur genius idea of orgasm denial and ex bf gaz bc I love ur brain and gaz 😌

ex bf gaz who has you spread across his lap, your back to his chest as he sits on your bed. He’s pumping his long fingers into you as you whine and stare with wide eyes at the giant mirror across the room from both of you. Ex bf gaz who nuzzles into your neck as he maintains eye contact with you in the mirror’s reflection.

“See, isn’t that better?” Gaz murmurs, and you would almost think he’s being kind if not for the way his free hand is grabbing your waist with a possessive fervor. That and the dark look in his eyes that has been there since you saw him looking at you and your date through the restaurant window. (You still have no idea how he knew and Gaz had just smiled when you’d asked). “Just needed a little reminder, isn’t that right love?”

You gasp out his name, nails digging into his thighs as he continues moving his fingers, bringing you closer to release. Just as you feel yourself start to shake, Gaz’s fingers suddenly stop and he lets out a low chuckle at the cry you let out in distress.

You feel your cheeks get smushed together as Gaz releases your waist and cups your face in his big hand. He turns your head to face him, the look on his face almost unreadable. You can’t remember your ex, ever the perfect gentleman, looking so… unnerving. He’s smiling, but you feel a chill run down your spine as you register just how truly furious he is that you even tried to think about moving on from him.

“Hurt my feelings a bit,” Gaz says, his brow furrowing slightly in false sorrow. “You really thought someone else could love you like I do?” His patronizing tone would have pissed you off in any other circumstance, but you can only cry and plead for him to keep moving as you feel his fingers slowly start to move again.

Ex bf gaz who presses a kiss to your temple as he says, “Made a mistake leaving you on your own for too long. Won’t let that happen again, love.”

(Hope you and your son are doing well!! 💞🪩)

[nhura]

What pretty eyes. Tell me, do they shine in the dark? What if they used to? Well if they did, I'd sell them in a heartbeat. What if he did?

An Aventurine/Ratio slowburn set in a parallel universe where Aventurine may or may not have sold his eyes for good luck. Written by Pent, beta'd by yours truly! Chapter 1 has been published. Do mind the tags!

[cloudbends]

I was planning on writing my thoughts in the tags about the episode after watching it subbed.... But honestly..... There's just. So much. I love pokemon horizons so much

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

In The Care of Magic

cozy erotica novella

the only witch in a small town of humans who regularly use her services but are ungrateful goes to her cottage in the woods to get away for a bit

she comes across an interesting book in her library and decides to summon a sex demon to relax, and after a few days they also start to become friends

bi MC, aro agender LI

Blessed By The Cupid Distribution System

romance/erotica novella

follows a woman feeling lonely and left out on valentine’s day who wishes to experience a relationship

and a cupid on her first free assignment - who hears her wish and offers to find her a potential date, or they could spend the day together

and then they spend the day together. etc.

trans demisexual MC

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

I can’t fix him but I sure can draw him all pretty and cool

@ask-eden

[pinestripe37]

Unending Love

✝️Jesus-cember Day 5 & 6✝️

(Prompts: Jesus loves me, no matter what I’ve done; Unending Love)

+++++++

The Lord speaks to His People, "I have loved you with an Everlasting Love." Amen, He does! For God so loved us all that He gave His Beloved most Precious Son to save our souls forevermore.

With Amazing Great Grace And Unending Love, Jesus loves me, no matter what I've done. Christ has a kind Heart tender for the broken, And for those who've broken His.

God's Love was already with us While we were yet lost sinners Christ loved our straying souls so greatly as to give His very Life. Through the anguish, to His death He loved us still, With full forgiveness: Jesus loving me wholeheartedly even while His Holy Heart was pierced.

I'm safely held for all eternity. Grace for me engraved forever, the Hands that hold me bear the scars The mighty Price He has paid for me Nothing can snatch away.

Our very being was created for God's infinite Love. To be Beloved is my purpose. God loved me before the beginning. When the earth was without form, and void; and darkness covered the face of the deep, His Heart saw me: Chose me in Christ and called me good: destined to be redeemed. Before the foundation of the world, I was beloved, Already, and For all eternity.

We fall and we sin, Yet God's Love still never ends. I know that I myself have fallen short and stumbled So many times I've slipped. Even so God loves me still: And I know He always will. The sinful mire drowning me was so deep And yet the Grace of God was greatly Deeper... His Love went far above. When transgression abounds, Grace abounds all the more, To sweep sin away, Endlessly Saving. Grace so Amazing! Love that outlasts the past And covers boldly over every sin. Jesus' Love is the Same: yesterday, today, and forever.

Who can number the years of eternity? Who can count the times God does forgive? Sin after sin He Saves us from, And in each moment loves us still. He paid the Highest Price that could ever exist To rescue us from death: never to perish.

Perhaps you've done something that seems unforgivable, And you don't feel like Christ should love you anymore... But He does, He will no matter what: You're the dear child He suffered for... Died in love to forgive. There's nothing we can do to make God love us more than this, And nothing we can do could make Him love us any less.

You haven't reached the end of God's Love... It's endless. Grace great enough to enfold us When it feels we're too far gone.

What can separate us from the Love of Jesus Christ? Surely nothing that exists and nothing that ever might. No power, no force, can snatch me from my Father's Care- His Hand's more Powerful! My heart and God's Love indeed Inseparable.

Find Hope in God's Forgiveness, Hope doesn't disappoint. For God's Abundant Love Has been poured out in our hearts By the Holy Spirit, graciously given us.

How vast the Ocean of God's Love that passes knowledge! Oh, to know the depth and height and width and length That stretches evermore... Beyond every farthest horizon And closer than our very breath and heart.

Let's not be afraid to take a dive of faith into the sea of boundless Grace that Saves... Deeper and deeper peacefully... never to hit rock bottom, for God's Love is bottomless. So much deeper than the deepest of our sins- Those have been cast into the depth of the sea With Grace that drowns out shame, God's Perfect Love Engulfing me Forever.

God's Love is Perfect and Agape. Even through the hurricane, Raging storm of my worst mistakes (sky covered with dark clouds of shame)... What still stands unshakable is God's all-mighty Grace. A refuge of His love I'm still welcome in somehow: the place which keeps me safe. Hail hammers on the windows, can't break through the door- The only One able to throw a stone Gently says "Come and sin no more." There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ: Not a single hailstone can ever get to me inside. On dreary days like these, it may be damp and dark outside. But like a lamp lighting the whole house, Jesus' Heart still shines with a flame that warms mine.

Amen, the Light of God's Love glows bright forevermore With warmth that will never burn out: Unquenchable. Christ's Light shines bright in the darkness No shadow of sin can overwhelm the Love of God: The Grace no fear can comprehend the safety of.

I'm struggling, I'm exhausted, But God's Love is Inexhaustible. So rest in Him... Lean with trust into the Mercy of God So deep and soft Which cushions the fall (of surrender).

Perfect Love casts out fear, So let the Father draw you near... For through finished work of Jesus Christ, I've been reconciled to God. I can repent, crying in the safety of my Father's Arms. And in His Forgiving Embrace I'm invited to forever stay.

(Forever Loved, Forever Saved, Forever held in God's Embrace Always welcome in His Secret Place... And here the shame will end As will the pain, But this Love will never; God's Love forever Stays. Here to carry me Into eternity, mercifully.)

For the ones I have hurt I pray to the God who forgives me. Jesus loves us both, I thank Him. Praying souls feel peace and loved, From my contrite repentant heart increasingly... And, most of all, from Him whose Healing Love is far more perfect and complete.

When I fall short of loving the perfect way He calls me to, I know God's Love never fails even when I do. In sorrowed moments don't I know That the perfect, gracious, and unfailing Love I often fail to show... Is still within these times of stumbling The Love my Father holds me unconditionally in. (Maybe it's not that I've perfectly loved but that I'm Perfectly Loved throughout. Love never fails and God's that Love. Strengthened to love because Christ first loved me, With every fading doubt, As as in the fullness of His Love my heart believes... My kindness shall increase.)

No matter what I've done, God sustains me Safely through the night. His Mercy and Forgiveness New and steadfast with each dawn.

Like morning mist... Thick Luminant and white, clouds cover Not through perishable riches but through Jesus' Blood. So that no matter what my past may hold or what I've done...

I'm His Beloved. Forever welcome in God's Holy Heart. His Perfect Love is my Forever Home. How great the Lord's Eternal Love That in its glory He has blessed us with eternal life!

[margindoodles2407]

more wips for youuuu

@seeking-elsewhither

“Do you have a cigarette?”

“Fox, I don’t think smoking–”

“Do you or do you not have a cigarette?”

His voice is sharp and harsh and clipped and raw. Thorn doesn’t hear that tone often, and when he does it’s nothing good.

So he reaches into the drawer of his desk and pulls out a box. He hasn’t touched it in months, and neither has Fox, but even so it only has one stick left. He pulls it out and hands it to his brother, who puts it in his mouth and produces a lighter from one of the pouches on his belt.

His hands shake so violently that he almost drops it.

With gentle hands, Thorn takes the lighter from Fox and lights the cigarette for him. Fox looks at him reproachfully.

“Shut up. Not gonna let you burn yourself. Or worse, fumble a lit cig and torch the barracks. If you wanna deal with lung cancer down the road, that’s on you.”

Fox takes the first drag. Smoke curls from cracked, chapped lips. He says nothing.

“…Did something happen?” 

(Of course something happened.)

But still, no response. Just another deep, slow drag. He seems to relax, just a little; walks out and over to the open hangar platform and sags against the wall. 

Hesitation. 

Thorn follows him out. Puts a tentative hand on his shoulder. He doesn’t pull away, doesn’t even try to shrug it off. Just sighs, a little. 

(In the brighter light of the planet-city, Thorn can make out the faint, salty residue of long-since-dried tears. Tears shed unwillingly, silently, and alone. He knows better than to pry into their origin.)

And then– Fox brings a shaky hand (oh, his hands never shake) to rest on Thorn’s, and laces their fingers together. Squeezes, gently. There’s a heartbeat, and then he buckles into his brother. Not a sound. Just complete and utter collapse.

And Thorn holds him. 

They stare out into the cityscape in silence.

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

oh man ok i need to gush about moonlight chicken for a second lol

i adored how this show didnt shy away from the messiness of real life and relationships! like u hav a single gay working class man desperately trying to make ends meet and struggling with the guilt of his past lover having died tragically whilst bringing up his nephew who wants to be taken seriously and finally fly the nest to live his own life whilst at the same time navigating his crush on a lonely deaf boy who just wants to be understood and respected. and then you have a man stuck in relationship limbo where he's unable to let go of his past love but also yearning to move on and free them both from the pain they cause each other... and that's not even to mention the side characters who deal with the loss of parents, unfaithful partners, unplanned pregnancies, trying to be a better mother to your son, etc...

no one was a villain, instead you had a group of people who needed to grow and learn in a very natural way, and that's just so refreshing to see! honestly one of my fav parts of the story is that rather than inventing some arbitrary dramatic reason for wen and alan to break up, it just happened because their love had fizzled out, a thing that happens all the time in real relationships! and even though their love had died, it was still obvious that they cared deeply for one another which made both of them trying to move on so much more painful...

so much of this show was about the cycles of emotional abuse that can develop when you're stuck in the past... jim is unable to see a happy future for himself because he blames himself for beam's death, and he let's that anger and resentment inform how he treats li ming. wen is ignoring the messiness of his relationship with alan in favour of pursuing jim, but knows deep down that neither will be able to truly move on unless he deals with the situation. even heart's parents are stuck unable to relate to or be willing to understand their deaf son as they continue to isolate him from the outside world, thinking that it will protect him but all it does is make him even more lonely!

idk i just loved how the show focused so much on living in the moment. that the past is fixed and the future is uncertain, but there will always be now where you can always find some glimmer of joy and optimism.

and then there's ofc the queer element of the show where we get to see how internalised and external homophobia exist as perimeters to queer people being able to truly be themselves. one of the most heart wrenching scenes is at beam's funeral where his parents come up to jim and effectively tell him that because he and beam weren't married, he has no legal rights to any of the things they had worked so hard for together! and this is something you hear time and time again, both historically and now, where queer couples in countries that dont recognise gay marriage or even civil partnerships are denied so much (particularly when one of them dies) because their relationship is deemed illegitimate by law.

jim as a character has internalised this so much that when he finds out his nephew is gay, he lashes out (in one of the funniest scenes ever, mind you lol... literally the whole 'why are you gay, isn't being poor enough of a challenge!?' thing is gonna stick in my mind forever i love it sm lol) because he knows first hand how hard it is to be a queer man in a society that still doesnt fully accept you! (and it rly showed the disparity between him, a working class man, and wen, someone from a middle class/wealthy background when it comes to queerness that i don't think gets discussed as much... cos the fact of the matter is that for a long time queerness /was/ effectively reserved for wealthy people, as working class people wouldnt have had as much of a choice in how they could live their lives, so jim's reticence when it comes to accepting li ming's (and his own) queerness is directly tied to how being poor doesnt always allow you the luxury of simply 'being yourself'...)

and i think it was especially interesting that this show didnt present homophobia in individualistic terms. we don't get a character calling them slurs or saying that they're wrong for being gay, instead we get systemic and societal prejudices showing up in insidious ways, which feels so much more realistic! (like even jam, who is presented as having outdated and homophobic opinions, isnt presented as some evil villain. she's just a product of a homophobic society that teaches people being gay is a sad way of living, and she has to unlearn that as both her brother and son prove her wrong!)

i honestly could (and probably will) go on but yeh... this show man... this show

[torchstelechos]

I have a hard time reading tones in video games so um. Personally I thought Loop wasn't really being all that mean to Siffrin ;;; so when I hopped online and everyone was like "god Loop is such a BITCH" I was over here going what huh but they're so funny and sweet??? I think Loop could have been very mean to Siffrin but um, that's not what they did imo lol

[batboy33]

um beware jjk anime onlys manga spoiler below (i think idk)

I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE PERSON I BECOME WHEN AWAKENED MAKI GETS ANIMATED

id take Yuuta and Nobara on at the same time to even get within 5 FEET of her

[i-drop-level-one-loot]

Damn. You ever just see something that absolutely ruins your day? I'll get back to the kinktober entries later, but I need a mini break. I knew that not everyone on this site was going to be amazing and wonderful, but because I hadn't run into anyone who was less than fantastic I honestly thought I was just lucky enough to never have to interact with any of the less than awesome people.

[nyquilfishtank]

commence the recreational essay writing

[eightspringdays]

fujimoto is probably one of my fav mangakas because he's so fucking weird but in a very millennial way. he's absolutely unhinged in a way it could've given him at least 4 lobotomies 80 years ago.

he is not misogynistic nor homophobic, which makes him better than 80% of the mangakas except for Gege "I breathe yaoi" Akutami.

fujimoto is to yuri, what gege is to yaoi

he's just fucking weird because no sane mind would've written fire punch. it's GOOD but the fact the chilliest thing happening there is CONSENTED CANNIBALISM tells you everything you need to know

[nururu]

I realized my disconnect when it comes to talking about one piece, and why I always say I like talking to dudebros more even if they're the worst... Is, I like to analyze literature. I like to analyze the source material and the canonic information. Shipping and stuff is for fun but I see it separately. The intersect bc canon inspires fanon but fanon CANNOT change canon.. I don't mix the two things especially not when I'm doing analysis... So I'll say things that are factual and ppl who are stuck in their headcanons or personal biases will think I'm saying something bad. What I'm saying isn't good or bad. It's not judgmental of the character I'm talking about. Nor is it a bias bc I like them/dislike them. I'm analyzing odas writing and his intentions as an author and what he's trying to say and portray. Most ppl online are too caught up in headcanons and personal bias while having no media comprehension and they think that I'm attacking their made up fanon stuff..... Noooo..... You're over there playing pretend and I'm over here doing analysis. We are not doing remotely near the same activity. They don't always need to intersect. Anyways it's hard to have genuine analytical conversations with ppl fully indulged in fandom and fanon. The only group of ppl who doesn't do that are dudebros but also... They get hung up on other stuff that doesn't matter too. Idkkkkkkkkk.

[scary-lasagna]

Anon really started an argument and got pressed when they weren't given a defensive response for ammunition lmao. The passive aggressive remarks just seem so out of place. not having any reason to be rude, but trying to mock an empathetic answer. Like, what's more deranged? Barging into someone's house and saying their wall color looks like shit, or ranting about how they're renovating their house the right way, and theirs will be so much better than this soft uwu morons, so everybody point and laugh (nevermind that it's the same shade of paint).

Anyhow, as always, Kitty is just making herself look like a reasonable person while someone chews at the bars of her inbox because, uh... *flips through pages* she built her blog around her interests, and not yours.

Tumblr is a circus.

And I won't even make the joke about sending hate mail while hiding behind anon, because other users have said it funnier than I ever could. I hope anon at least polishes off their shoes before they honk their way back into your inbox, I think they might have gotten scratched while stumbling over their words.

I didn't wanna post anything else on the topic since it seemed to be getting out of hand but this is a perfect analogy, thank you.

This one is going on the fridge. :]