#YOU AND YOUR FUCKING MEMORY ISSUES

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Bad: i dont want a creation of mine to harm any of the eggs so i wanna make sure you guys can have offhand totems Dapper: we can claim tubbo made it! Bad: but i'd know i made it! At least for now i would!

[iamfuckingsorry]

"Do you know where we are going next?" I asked ART.

Y'know what, I think maybe I don't need any more Murderbot books. I think maybe ending things here is fucking perfect and as much as I love Wells's writing I'm genuinely not sure it can get better for me.

Like, so much of the books are about MB learning how to be a person, about becoming okay with being a complete individual with everything it entails. The first thing it does once it's actually allowed to decide on its own is it runs away from it all (admittedly to go on a mission to confirm some things about its past, because it genuinely just wants to be *good*). It shoves all its emotions away as much as it's able to. Then shit happens, and it makes its first friends, makes decisions based on these friendships, goes through a lot of emotionally intense situations...

And we get to this point here. MB having zero doubts about going with ART says a lot about its relationship with ART, but it also says a lot about its relationship with its humans - it knows that wherever it goes, when it comes back, the humans will still be there. Its humans actively acknowledge its struggles with being a now-free SecUnit and MB is willing to entertain the discussions to an extent and share information about its deeply personal experiences. Hell, System Collapse ends with MB admitting it might be somewhat broken, but that's okay as long as it can keep doing its job, and agreeing to basically do counselling - this is the guy what would rewatch its favourite TV show again and again in order to avoid acknowledging it even had Emotions a couple books back.

Reading this, I know that MB will be okay. It has hopes and goals and genuinely believes in itself and it has an amazing support system that its willing to lean on for the first time in its life. I'm convinced it'll go on to do great things with ART. And that's really the only thing I need to know.

[apollos-boyfriend]

i probably have some sort of dissociative disorder but i have a job so idrc about that rn

[nejackdaw]

(reads my own fic) woah. I'm so good at my job

[gibbearish]

i will say tho as someone with memory issues we can like. talk abt this situation without calling that part into question. if i write something and can't remember/find the source, i Tell people that, i don't act like i came up with it myself. and as he says himself, there is plenty he could have been doing to mitigate those issues, and he didn't. and we can question if he's telling the truth about specific parts without questioning if he actually Has Memory Issues or epilepsy or head trauma, he can have those things and still use it as a convenient excuse to explain away active choices. similar to the suicide attempt i don't feel like this is the kind of thing it's the public's place to stick our noses in when we can criticize him just fine without it

[thestarkster1465]

Haven't been following the James Somerton drama closely but it's become so ridiculous that it's funny

Is no one going to talk about the fact that he said that he thought it was okay for him to mention Vito Russo in the opening credits and then never mention him again because his book was out of print and Russo was dead....

And then in the same breath say that he was 'extending Russo's legacy' like my brother in Christ do you even hear yourself-

[pendulumstarway]

A very disheveled and unamused Jack carrying a damaged Bruno.

I wanted to test out halftones and I really like how it came out! I'll deffo be doing more in the future.

[vaugarde]

prev. the fact that ive gained a lot of weight recently and i dont actually feel any worse than i did when i was the average weight for my height.

[beanghostprincess]

i can't believe there are people who hate pudding- god forbid women do anything and have complexity and trauma, huh?

[fantastic-mr-corvid]

fuck memory problems. makes every other issue 10x worse and 100% harder to solve/get over.

[thechaotichorselord]

alright so i’ve lost 7 pounds, maybe 9, in 2 days

i am in a very depressed mood

i’ve just realized how limiting my household is based on people’s reactions

i feel lost

fun.

[ivymarquis]

WIP Wednesday

Lil peekeroonie at day 1 for kinktober 🫣

It’s not often I write fem!dom content so y’all better enjoy lmfao the prompts are collaring and pegging hello

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[cosmikazie]

it kinda annoys me whenever people do the whole "UMM ACTUALLY" thing with that one symbol, and specifically when it has to do with censorship of it. "ummm actually it was a symbol of peace and well being because it's facing the other way" okay but you can understand why it was censored right. you can understand why the peace symbol predominantly corrupted by hate and bigotry was censored cant you. please tell me you can and you're not about to do something stupid or unreasonable with that knowledge in mind

[nachtsoklein]

every now n then i rmmr about the church of humanity n how they tried to make kurt pope w intent to eventually break his image inducer so the vatican would lose their shit abt a "demon" being pope n coh somehow. hoping itd fracture the catholic chruch enough that They could move in in its place

[humanveil]

discussion topic: dean winters comes back to cameo. on a scale of 1 to 10 what is the animosity level btwn brian and elliot

[dragongirlbunny]

i wish my body just had a diagnostics panel that lists out all of my issues