#With yt it's like. I didn't even notice that u liked all my videos or whatever...

[doostyaudi]

What's up with mfs on yt and getting so easily parasocial. Like i literally don't owe u a single goddamn thing. Oh uve watched x amount of videos? U like all my community posts? I literally don't gaf. Who r u?? Leave me alone. Stop treating me like im ur friend. It's so annoying.

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

ok so ive been rewatching psychoville and saw on the wikipedia that there were a bunch of websites made for the series (they were all written by reece and steve btw) which i've been looking through cos they are genuinely SO fucking funny & also just amazingly creative lol!

anyway i know people in the fandom probs already know about this (since the show came out literally 15 years ago pfft) but i thought i'd share some of my fav bits (but honestly would just recommend just checking them out if you haven't i have been crying with laughter for literally hours lol)

i will say that a lot of the media (videos, games, etc) no longer work on the archived sites rip but i'm sure people have uploaded some of the stuff (vids especially) to yt or other places lol

so a) i love that we get some background stuff on jelly and 2) 'captain CRACKERS' bernie clifton's dressing room reference question mark ??????? (ofc bcdr was AFTER this but i know love the idea that mr jelly trained under len pfft)

what that red raw stump do though 👀 (sorry pfffft)

mr jolly's website wasn't that interesting soz tho i did like him comparing being a doctor to being a clown lol

the comment about fag bears did make me wheeze i'm afraid lol i also loved the blurry photos of lomax's commodities lol (kinda reminded me of the bit in tlog w/ that terrible old photographer guy lol)

when i tell you i DIED with laughter at the 'now known as hull' bit like u just know reece wrote that bit pfft

not really a funny thing but this poem written by david honestly kinda breaks my heart lol... i think it also a lot of additional context to david's guilt when he thought he'd killed his father(faver) because perhaps he felt guilty about NOT feeling guilty you get me? like, it felt to me that when maureen told david it was SHE who killed her husband, it didn't feel like he was mad at her for doing it, but more that she kept the fact from him. it's about... the mutual oedipus-coded obsession with one another that couldn't even be destroyed in death and in this essay i will....

ghoul_lass23 is just like me but about tumblr lol fr

nothing feels more cursed than the phrases 'the river minge has burst its banks', 'crying creamy tears' and 'fleshy rapunzel' (which i've just noticed they misspelt lol... don't think that was intentional lol?) so if i had to read this so do you <3

the way that i kinda wish this actually existed tho pfft... also, it does kinda remind me of that video where jenny nicholson talked about that insane reality show 'opposite worlds' lol

'cross between seven and glee' is honestly sending me pfft

also on this part there was a script from stinkfinger (which is a show mentioned on the show) which sounded suspiciously like a reference to tlc lol

the less said about swastknickers the better

(will say i did nearly piss myself laughing at the nazi section of the hoity toity website lol which wasn't a sentence i thought i'd type today lol)

i just love these kinds of jokes pfft

also the whole biography sections of each of the pantomime cast are fab lol tho i AM kinda pissed they made debbie from yeovil and yet didn't give her a west country accent lol!!! (i guess they thought it'd be a bit much w/ joy being bristolian but i'm still mad about it lol)

also i know people have probably already pointed this out but i do find it funny that brian in the in9 episode last night of the proms is a closeted gay guy who likes watching drag was probably a reference to brian in this show that was a drag queen like... is anything these guys do NOT a reference??? u know those gaylor fans who obsessively look for clues in her songs about her apparent secret sexuality? all i'm saying is that i think they'd really like the extended reece shearsmith & steve pemberton universe pfft

all three of these made me cry with laughter lol

ohh this is interesting lol so obviously they suspected that some people might be all 'um why didn't the sprinklers go off during the fire at ravenhill? plot hole much!' so they wrote this into one of the websites so they could be like SEE! WE'RE ONE STEP AHEAD OF YOU DUMBASSES lol

both the jeremy kyle reference (remember when that was a thing? yikes... my mum used to watch his show CONSTANTLY...) and nurse kenshington's thoughts on david and maureen are interesting lol.. also there's a reference to the serial killer top trumps in this bit lol! (do people still play top trumps?? man i LOVED top trumps lol...)

the entire sunnyvale care home section is so fucking funny (both the website AND in the show lol mrs wren/mrs ladybird face is unironically probably my favourite character on the entire show) these were just some of my fav gags lol...

ok but why is this the SECOND reference to a guy punching a child who was apparently looking at his dick lol!??!! did this happen to one of you ??!!?!? reece did you punch a child ??!???!?!??

&&&& that's it lol

there were a few websites i didn't spend long on or generally weren't that interesting (coughmidgetgemscough) but honestly? i was really captivated with just how funny and well put together all these sites were! you can tell they had a lot of fun making it and i'm sure fans at the time LOVED being able to have this semi-interactive element of the show lol

there was just something so wonderfully late 00's about these websites lol i genuinely don't think i've laughed this much at anything in literal months and all of this is just solidifies that psychoville is a criminally under-appreciated masterpiece lol

[0nl0n]

I wanna share the first solarballs episode i ever watched

So i was on my couch, chilling then i didn't notice that some video came on, on yt ( my TV has yt on it) and it was from a certain channel that u obviously know. The episode wassss-

✨ DRUM ROLL PLSSS✨ 👏👏👏

..... " is mercury NOT a planet? ". Yep.

I watched the start of it and i was honestly giving all my attention to venus even if i was not into space at the time i was more into wii deleted you, i heard that evil ass chuckle of his when mercury screamed and "ran" away.... I formed an certain obsession with venus lmao

That ep was my first time being in an actual solarballs premiere 😭

I discovered solarballs when "can we survive on mars?" vid was saying "premieres in 48 hours" or somethin 😄 I was into Mr spherical btw. I'm an OG 😎

Also I was into hexcode at the time and eveytime I checked my youtube on a sun day its like " oh they uploaded! Yay!" But after my lil thing, solarballs uploads are now like "I N E E D M O R E"

[peachblossomsofair]

Well ill start my story from the beginning. First BTS music that I watched was bst but I didn't listen to it genuinely so I didn't care about BTS that much. I then came across Mic Drop and I FELL IN LOVE WITH THEIR DANCING AND SINGING. I couldn't get over how amazingly talented they were, and jungkook especially caught me eye cause I couldn't get over how young he was?? I was a pretty judgmental brat back then and my bias wrecker on the first day became Tae coz I thought he looked attractive+🍇

+ I mostly obsessed over them as a whole for like 3 weeks but I liked jungkook a LOT. I learned more about his personality and I realized how we were almost the exact same and I was really surprised. I was watching bts crack videos and I came across this video that said “JIKOOK IS REAL” and I was like…what’s a jikook. I saw jungkook in the thumbnail and clicked on it; the analysis was in Spanish but the vlive’s subtitles were in English so I watched it anyway. 🍇

+the videos on ig were just boring compilations of them either talking or whispering (some being questionable) but not the the point of where that vlive put me. I was scrolling through ig and I saw a few accounts talking about GCF in Tokyo, and I ignored it. But GCF was brought up again, and again, and AGAIN and being sick of it u decided to watch it. When I tell you my life changed after watching that video, I MEAN IT. Nothing has shaken me so much as that video 🍇

+ the song itself started and I was already SHOOK. I love troye sivan and so I know all his songs, and to see that jk used a troye song in this video confused me BEYOND levels. I watched the video and I thought it was adorable and “friendly”… up until the teacup scene. I’m a photographer that has been taking pictures for well over 8 years and I simply couldn’t get over how jk was capturing jimin. Jimins smile, his goofiness, his looks at jungkook, his bigass grin, I was in awe 🍇

+ the fact that jungkook risked his balance on the teacup SOLEY to take a video of jimin smiling and laughing just KILLED ME. And the “running running just to keep my hands on you” part, when he basically checked out jimin with the camera…I was convinced there was something to them. I watched the video about 10 times that day itself and I fell in love with them even more and more. As any other human, I thought I was being delusional cause it was honestly just too good to be true.🍇

I wanted to look more into it, but a lot of the video compilations on yt were so disgusting and “jealous-focused” I didn’t like it, so I took it to figuring it out myself. I watched a bunch of videos, and I was convinced even more that there’s something going on. Jks sly stares at jimin, looking at him when he isn’t even speaking, turning his body towards him, giving him priority, being so soft with jimin while he’s so harsh with Jin 😂, constantly trying to make him laugh 🍇

+it sounds funny to say this, but the paw print emoji after his name is honestly what did it for me. Why just jungkook? And why a paw print emoji? Why only on pics where its just them two only? And then recently his giggles and betting so flustered over jiminssi, that KILLED ME. why would he get so damn flustered over a nickname?? And just the whole jiminssi thing on jimins and jks side kills me. This was so long, but I just wanted to rant cause I love them so much 🍇

+ I fell in love with their love. In all honesty I thought it was one sided cause I didn’t see anything significant from jimins side, but since I was jungkook biased I paid more attention TO jungkook. I realized that if I wanted to know if it was mutual, I would have to get a better understanding of who jimin was. In the process I ended up falling in love with jimin, I couldn’t get over how… perfect he was. He had such a lively personality and he was so PERFECT I couldn’t get over it 🍇

+ I mean especially after the GCF video dropped, their dynamics changed like CRAZY. and that one selfie jimin posted of both of them still has me shook. It was so… I have no words to describe it. Jungkooks big smile, jimins fond look, jungkooks face touching jimins hair, everything just screamed INTIMATE. And then the clear bias jimin has for jungkook, posting SO many pictures of them together. Almost trying to show the world their close relationship. 🍇

+ he was like the light of BTS and he made his members so damn happy. I honestly had a hard time figuring out if he liked jungkook because of his natural flirtatious personality. I couldn’t use simple skinship moments to say “OH they’re definitely dating” cause he would do this with every member. I wanted to know if there was something much deeper. As I observed jimin, I noticed how different he was with jungkook. He treated him in a very interesting way. 🍇

Dear 🍇,Thanks for sharing your story of discovering KM with us. I waited a bit to see if there is more, but this seems to be it; Yeah, the tea cups to the ending is also my favourite parts of the video. 

[turns out there were more, tumblr seem to be acting up… still feels a bit unfinished? or maybe just out of order? but thank you nonetheless, i loved reading it.]

[wonwoonlight]

NAURRRRRRR it's not allowing me to add media anonymously </3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-oCWNivKSI but issokay im just here to RANT OVER THIS CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED SONG- I WISH (by svt ofc) and that yt link just has them singing that in power of love concert <//3 they ALL LOOK AND SOUND SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE THEM i actually discovered this song very recently (regrets. regrets) and srsly fell in love with the intro like svt songs has this effect where i just instantly go to different world the moment it starts and I wish did a GREATTT job at it im gonna cry omg i havent even checked the full lyrics yet- hold up i just read the translation im not able to understand this :sob: ig that's it for now omg,, also pls dont feel sorry for replying/seeing the asks coz i srsly dont mind as i just feel like ranting at your blog sometimes it brings me comfort so dw about replying <33

🪐anon

hi you! just wanted to say first of all that i saw your ask since the moment u sent it and i literally smiled like an idiot on the subway knowing you find comfort ranting here. but tbh my mood that day didn't get better throughout the day so i didn't want to answer to you halfheartedly </3

tho, tbh, rn i'm not in my best mental space either (which is why i haven't been online if anyone noticed) but i feel like talking to people might make me feel better so here i am sorry i ended up ranting sdfjhsdf

link to video PLS YES I LOVEEE I WISH. i actually became a carat like a few months after henggarae came out and i became obsessed w the album in no time like whaaaaat

also, which part did you not understand?? i will help if i could!!!! I wish is THAT song truly ;-;