#Why do i like this feeling but hate it euhm
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skelespidey · 3 months ago
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if i ever bomb post about the same thing it's definitely about something my boyfriend said that made me overthink cuz ya know a bitch is preeeettyyy fuckin obsessed and weird (im the bitch and i hope i die)
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drakewyne · 3 months ago
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kevin setting up video camera at skate park w nancy in frame: . *as quickly as possible* HI this is kevin hudman off of tim's channel this is a lightning interview round the contestant has ten seconds to respond to each question to see if they qualify to join our currently unnamed skate team are you ready
nancy: ‼️ Yes
kevin: state your full legal name for the record
nancy: constance ruth van der huis
kevin: spell your full name for the record
nancy: C O N S T A N C E R U T H V A N D E R H U I S
kevin: en français
nancy: ceh oh en es teh ah en ceh eh air ooh teh hache veh ah en deh eh air hache ooh ee es
kevin: how old are you
nancy: twenty two
kevin: can you skate
nancy: No
kevin: do you want to learn how to skate
nancy: No
kevin: what special talents skills attributes do you feel you have to make us want to allow your membership
nancy: i can speak four languages three of which are applicable i can fold my tongue into five i can tie cherry stems with my tongue i can charleston and all hot girls are in a groupchat and i am their leader and i can rally them to any location
kevin: name this tune *hums briefly and quickly*
nancy: euhm euhm euhm OH sound and vision by bowie
kevin: hudson is dying to know have you been featured in any adult oriented media in the past six months
nancy: yes!
kevin: what publication
nancy: all of them!
kevin: what was the alias you used
nancy: asia consent!
kevin: speaking of hudson did you know that's not his first name and his first name is actually *whispers in her ear*
nancy: i hate it!
kevin: he does too we heard a rumor that you're a closet trekkie
nancy, closed eyes + shriek:
kevin: who's your favorite star trek character
nancy: lieutenant nyota uhura
kevin: is it because she's an example of black excellence
nancy: i can't speak on that ( "then why!" ) she's HOT
kevin, playing dingdingding sound on his phone and slowing to normal speech: that was the correct answer, nancy, we would like to formally welcome you into our skate group
nancy, looking behind the camera: why was it so fucking Fast! *laughter* *cut to next scene in skate vid*
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ks-dreams-fantasies · 4 years ago
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Hii can u do a imagine abt like the reader and vinnie got into a fight bc of the rumors going around abt vinnie and nai and she saw the paparazzi picture too with nai and vinnie and nai is kinda touchy to vinnie (the reader and vinnie are secretly dating) and the reader hang out with larray and charli and dixie and she keep thinking abt the fight so she kinda had a bad day and when she came home she said this to vinnie “ I know you are mad at me but I had a really bad day so can we pause the fight for 5 minutes I need a hug “ with Vinnie plss thank youuu!
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As long we got each other - Vinnie Hacker
So I changed it up a bit, hope that’s okay with you☺️ Thanks for your request, so sorry for the wait. Enjoy 💜
Warning : a Little bit of angst
Word Count : 1.3k
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‘’ TikTok stars, Vinnie Hacker and Nailea Devora were seen hanging out at Saddle Ranch with other known creators. The pair has been spotted a lot together recently, hanging out and posting videos together. Their fans has been shipping them and –“ you closed the tab, sighing.
You were watching one of Hollywood Fix’s latest video while Vinnie was in the shower. You could feel your blood boil into your veins at the newest gossip. You got tired of hearing all these rumors about your boyfriend. It was your choice to keep your relationship a secret, not wanting people to come after you for dating one of the most hyped TikToker to ever be.
You were quickly making a name for yourself and you preferred laying low with Vinnie, scared of people cancelling you or calling you a clout chaser. He understood and respected your decision, even though the only thing he wanted to do, was show you to the world. Vinnie was madly in love with you, to say the least, showering you with his affection any time of the day. He often stayed at your place, liking the calm and the intimacy the two of you could have, it was far different from the Hype House.
“Earth to (Y/N)” a voice startled you. Looking towards the bathroom, you were met with a dripping Vinnie. He was leaning against the door frame, drying his wet hair with a towel while another one sat tightly against his hips.
“What?” you asked rather harshly, making him put both his hands up in defense
“Whoa there, Tiger. What’s gotten you all worked up?”
“Nothing”
“I know you baby. Something is bothering you, I can tell. Talk to me” he approached you, sitting next to you, on the bed.
“Are you and Nai sleeping together?” you asked looking directly into his eyes
“Wh-what? Of course not, I’m in a relationship with you, I would never do that”
“Well maybe, she should know because she’s all over you.” you responded, sighing loudly.
“She’s just my friend (Y/N), nothing more” he said putting his hand on your right knee, before you got up swatting his gesture away.
“Really? You always go out with her, everyone is talking about you and I’m getting tired of it. You take her out like the both of you are in a relationship” you said getting frustrated
“I don’t take her out, we all go as a group. Plus, if my girlfriend wasn’t so ashamed of me, maybe she’s the one I would take out” he got up, turning his back at you, heading towards his dresser to grab some clothes
“I’m not ashamed of you, don’t change the subject Vinnie. You know why I want to keep our relationship a secret”
“Then stop giving me bullshit about going out with my friends, I asked you a bunch of time to come and you always deny my offer. Going out to lunch as a group doesn’t mean people will think we are together.” He sighs before covering his upper body with a white t-shirt
“You know damn well, girls who hang out with you always get hate, Nai is probably the only exception. You said you respected my decision”
“I do respect your decision, but it doesn’t mean I have the same opinion. I just want to be with you and show you off (Y/N). It’s difficult for me too.” He said turning to face you, his eyes burning into yours
“It’s easy for you to say, you’re not the one getting the hate” you responded aggravated with the conversation
“You’re not going to get hate (Y/N), and even if you did, who cares? It doesn’t matter as long as we have each other”
“Arghhhh, you don’t get it” your voice getting louder, grabbing your bag turning around marching towards the door
“Where are you going?” he asked you dumfound
“Out, we’re both clearly angry with the situation, and I prefer to leave before one of us says something we would regret.” You said, exiting the room leaving Vinnie speechless and fuming.
You had gone to join your friends, trying to change your mind from the argument you just had with your boyfriend. Hanging out with Larray, Charlie and Dixie for sure helped, but they could see you were not your normally bubbly self.
“You sure everything is good girl?” Larray asked you, looking worried
“Yeah (Y/N) you seem off today” Charlie emphasized while sipping on her iced coffee
“Oh euhm yes, everything is okay. I don’t know I’m just tired I guess” you responded giving your friends a small smile trying to reassure them.
After a day filled with shopping and paparazzi following you around, you decided to head back home, feeling exhausted. You wiggled your keys, unlocking the door, stepping inside, dropping your many bags on the floor before making your way to the living room plugging your cellphone. It had notified you earlier, indicating your phone was out of battery. A few seconds passed, before it rang multiple times, a bunch of text messages and missed calls coming through, most of them being from Vinnie.
“Where are you baby?”
“I’m sorry, can you please call me back”
“(Y/N), I’m starting to get worried now”
“I saw you were out with you friends, I know you’re mad at me baby, I’m sorry, I love you”
You sighed, contemplating whether to call him or not. Before thinking twice, you dialed his number, the phone ringing a couple of times before hearing his deep voice
“(Y/N)?” he said, his voice sounding worried
“I know we’re fighting right now, but I had a really bad day and I need a hug” you said on the verge of tears
“I’ll be right over baby” he responded before hanging up. You went to change into some comfier clothes and washed your face before you heard a knock on the door. You went to open it and the moment you did, two big arms engulfed you in a hug. Your head found its way into his neck, breathing in his scent.
“I needed that” you mumbled, detaching yourself slightly as you looked into his eyes.
“I love you, you know that” he said his eyes burning into your soul making you close the gap between the both of you, going in for another hug.
“I’m sorry about the argument. It was stupid of me to accuse you of being with Nai”
“It’s okay baby, I’m sorry for the way I spoke to you, I shouldn’t have. I don’t want you to worry about other girls, you’re the only one for me” he said kissing the top of your head
“And I respect your decision to keeping our relationship on the low. I’m just so in love with you and I just want to show you to the world, but I know it’s selfish of me to think this way” he sighed pulling your body away from him, only standing a few centimeters from each other. You pecked his lips, before smiling softly at him, making him furrow his eyebrows in confusion
“Let’s go get ice cream” you said out of the blue
“What?” he said laughing lightly
“You heard me, let’s go get ice cream, together, as a couple” you took his hand dragging him out of the door
“You sure about that? I don’t want to pressure you” he said stopping you and bringing you closer to him
“Vinnie, I’m willing to go out with you in public, dressed like this and holding your hand and you’re questioning me?” you asked smirking at him “You were right earlier, I’m not afraid as long as we got each other”
That night you and Vinnie went to get ice cream a few fans snapping pictures of the both of you hand in hand smiling at each other, both your names soon trending on the internet.
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Thanks for reading
Hope you like it, let me know what you think
-K
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curseblood17 · 5 years ago
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Captain Rex x Reader {Clone Wars}
I just got this silly idea while watching Clone Wars. It's probably bad so don't expect too much. 
This isn't much of a love story or such but more of how Anakin messes with the reader and how the reader meets Rex for the first time.
You held a file Anakin gave you. Anakin was aside you. Both were walking to Captain "Handsome". You awkwardly turned the page of the file then ask,
'Are you sure his nickname is Handsome? It feels weird for a Clone to call another Clone handsome...'
'Yeah! Totally.' Anakin nod with a smile. 'He's Captain Handsome.' 
You couldn’t help but frown, but of course didn’t argue with it. You were confused to why Anakin suddenly wanted you to hand this file to Captain Handsome. He said he doesn't want to do it himself because they had a fight. You, wanting to help your friends the best you can, of course said you will hand it to the captain. 
You arrived in a hall to see the Captain. He had his helmet under his right arm, standing straight. Commander Cody seemed to say bye before taking his leave. Handsome looked like other Clones, yet also not. For some reason he was way more handsome than the others. His head was shaved yet you could tell he was blonde. He looked strict yet friendly. He was quite interesting... and handsome.
'I get why he got that nickname.' You said without thinking.
Anakin just began laughing while pulling out a camera.
'Why do you have a camera?' You curiously asked him.
'For evidence. Don't worry about it, it's my mission.' He smiled.
'You're smiling a lot today...' You mumble while turning then walking to the Captain.
When you were close enough, put on your best smile and said, 'Captain Handsome'. You never seen a man turn faster with such a confused face. He pointed at himself so you nod, confused why he would be confused.
'Euhm, yes, sir?' He awkward said before coughing and asking. 'Is something wrong, sir?'
'No, Handsome.' You smile then do the file to him. 'Anakin wanted me to give this to you.'
Suddenly he chuckled so you couldn’t help but raise your eyebrow before asking the captain,
'Is something wrong, Handsome?'
'No, sir. It's just, this explains why you're calling me Handsome.' He chuckled while accepting the file. 'It's Captain Rex.'
'But Anakin said...' You awkward point to the corner then look at the corner to see Anakin snickering and filming.
'This is my favorite thing I did this month!’ He laughed before running off.
'You asshole!' You angry yelled, you wanted to run but then quickly turn to Rex. 'I'm so sorry.'
'Don't worry about it, beautiful.' Rex smiled before leaving.
'Be-beautiful..?' You slowly ask, unsure if you heard that right.  
After getting over the awkward, embarrassed feeling, you chased Anakin around for an hour before you finally got the camera and deleted the video.
I made this for fun so please no hate. I’m WAY better at writing scenarios but I just really wanted to give one-shots a try. Tips on how to write one-shots better are always welcome~
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hopetofantasy · 5 years ago
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“Thank you”
Part 1: ‘Soft, sweet lips’
Part 2: “Your turn now” 
A VDS FIC - PART 3 (fluff / little angst)
“Sander... Can I ask you something?” The beach blond boy was sitting at the lake’s edge, illuminated by the upcoming sunrise. He held the usual coffee mug in his hands. A puzzled look appeared on his face. Their relationship was purely focused on teasing Robbe, so they weren’t exactly the conversational buddies. But Jens really needed an outsider’s perspective. 
“Yeah sure, Jens. Something seems to bother you, what is it?”
Damn, he forgot how perceptive Sander could be. Maybe this was a bad idea. Jens didn’t even know how to approach this inner turmoil. But talking to his best friend was out of the question. Robbe would go on about feelings and intentions. He didn’t want to explore those things yet. 
Jens sighed. When he woke up a few minutes earlier, he didn’t expect to be standing here. At that moment, he had felt pure bliss. Last night was one of the best in his life. Everything fell into place: he was the person he was supposed to be. He wanted this feeling to last forever. All wrapped up in love and passion. 
But when he turned over to meet another pair of arms, reality had struck. 
Lucas was gone.
No beautiful boy in the morning light. No blue eyes in the golden hour.
Jens jumped out of bed immediately. Turned around to his scattered clothes, his thoughts already cluttering his mind. Did Lucas dump him? Was this a one time thing? He needed to tell Lucas he liked him. Right now. He felt like a whole person again. Different, but the same. He already started walking towards the other cabin, when he noticed Sander sitting by the lake. 
“I just wanted to know... how- how come you were so sure? About Robbe, I mean? You were together with Britt, like together-together. So how did you... Euhm -”. God, this was hard. Could he ask the question he desperately wanted an answer to?
“How did I know I was in love with a boy, even when I’ve been together a girl?"
Well, he really cut through the bullshit, didn’t he. Jens analyzed Sander’s face, who strangely didn’t seem bothered by the question. He even looked quite amused. “That’s what you’re asking, isn’t it? How did I know I like boys as well as girls?” Jens turned red. “Yes.”
Sander sighed. “Well, I don’t know. Britt and I were together for a couple of months. She was a handful, but never boring. I really liked the spark in her, you know? She challenged me. Only it was too much. But I just didn’t know how unhealthy some parts of our relationship were, until I met Robbe. Did he ever tell you about the time I first met him?” 
Jens shook his head. “Well, no surprise there, he’s very private,” Sander chuckled. “The first time I saw him, Noor took him to spray some garbage trucks. I was there as well with a group of art friends. Then suddenly the moonlight fell through a crack in the ceiling and light up his whole face. 
I was gone for him. Really. Like a sudden rush of feelings. Love at first sight. It scared me at first, but i just couldn’t stop thinking about him. So I kinda... stalked him a bit. Even went to the skatepark to see him. That’s why I said yes to the beach trip, when Britt asked me. To see him.” 
This took Jens by surprise. He never knew Sander went this far for Robbe. He’d always thought they met on the beach trip. He didn’t know when the boys fell in love, but he assumed it happened somewhere between the beach and the break-up with Noor. When he wasn’t being a good friend to Robbe. When he wasn’t there to help him out. The thought made him feel guilty.
“What I’m saying is,” Sander continued. “I don’t know how it happened. It’s just did. I know Robbe is the love of my life and that won’t change. No need for a label. And if you’re wondering if it affects anything: it might cause some reactions, but the most important thing is that you’re always yourself. Out there, finding happiness. Are you happy, Jens?”
Jens shrugged. 
“I guess.” 
Sander snickered and put his hand on Jens’ shoulder. “You’ll be alright. Life is a rollercoaster sometimes, but that’s what makes it worthwhile. Trust me, I know how high or low it may get. Just go along with it, okay? Now, I guess I’m going to wake up a certain sleepyhead we both know so well.”
After that statement, he stood up and walked back to the cabin with the empty cup in his hand. Jens stayed, to stare at the calm lake. He’d tried to find some peace in his feelings. The story was still ringing in his ears. After hearing a slight huff, he turned around to a smirking Sander. His look all knowingly.
“He’ll be worth it, Jens.”
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“What are you doing?”
Jens whispered breathless.
The Dutch boy almost gave him a heart attack, creeping up to Jens without any sound and wrapping his entire body around him. Not that he mind the hugging, but they needed to watch out. The boysquad were just a couple of meters away. Fortunately, they didn’t seem to notice anything.
“I’m kidnapping you,” Lucas simply stated. His eyes were filled with mischief. He took his hand and dragged him into a green grove of trees. “I’m going to take you to my favorite spot,” he said deliberately. Jens’ feet almost tripped over a branch, due to all the tugging and pulling. Why was he such a klutz in Lucas’ neighborhood? 
“Lucas, we really need to talk -”
“We can do it later, Jens”, Lucas answered and gave him a quick peck.
Jens was getting very annoyed. He didn’t want to go to this mysterious place. He wanted answers and Lucas listening to him. He hated being so insecure. His life was always in control, or at least put into separate segments to address later. His home, his parents, his friends. One by one. He always searched for a way to deal, without breaking down any barriers. 
Breaking down wasn’t an option. 
"We’re here!”
He’d almost forgot they were going somewhere. Lucas let his hand go and pointed to a small treehouse. It looked really cool. It couldn’t have been big, maybe just enough to fit a couple of small children. The construction was about four meters up. Old yellow paint made the thing seem very eerie and old. 
Lucas was already on his way up and looked down to persuade Jens to climb. The latter one was still contemplating the safety of the wooden ladder. He then shrugged his shoulders and took his chances. 
Inside the tree house, his eyes registered a pillow fort, a laptop and a couple of snacks waiting for them. His mouth fell open in awe. 
“What’s this? A setting for a playdate?” 
His questions were answered by a red flushed Lucas. “I thought it would be  nice to go on a little date. You know, learn more about each other. I wanted it to be relaxing. But if you don’t like it...” Oh no, he seemed to have hit the wrong nerve. Lucas looked hurt, he must have put a lot of effort in this. 
Jens brought his hand to the nape of Lucas’ neck. His other hand lifted his chin so their eyes would meet. “I love it, Lucas,” he said with a huge smile. “I would love to go on a date with you.” His lips slowly traced the soft, pink lips. He really liked this surprising boy. He hoped for more surprises in the future.
He is going to be so much trouble.
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“So, am I your first?”
The question came out of nowhere. They were halfway through the movie ‘Romeo + Juliet’, which Jens had never seen before. He wasn’t really a fan of DiCaprio. But he didn’t dare to insult Lucas’ actor crush. Even when he deserved to be teased, since Lucas couldn’t stop comparing Leo to Jens. 
“Yes, you’re my first boy. I’ve been with some girls before. Keisha, Britt, Jana. But never a boy.”
“Well, that’s good. It makes me feel superior. Since I’ve been with a guy before”,  Lucas said jokingly. He should have known Lucas had more experience. Jealousy was already starting to rear his ugly head. Especially when he asked the question: “Who was it?” Did he really needed to know the answer? 
“Well, it was a drunk encounter at some indie rock concert. I was high as a kite, but I really wanted to kiss a guy to prove something. So I met this foreign dude on the way to the toilet. The name didn’t stick with me. Steven... Baeven... I know it ended with ‘Even’ at least. But yeah, we kissed like there was no tomorrow. I guess that was my gay epiphany.” 
Lucas said it in such a casual way, like it didn’t affect him whatsoever. He was gay. Yet, for Jens, it was too hard to say that sentence. To accept himself. He liked girls as well as boys. Bisexual. Jens is bisexual. Why was it so difficult to admit? He knew he accepted Robbe’s sexuality in a heartbeat. 
Suddenly Lucas pulled himself out of Jens’ arms and looked at him with clear determination. He seemed to have read his mind. He probably picked up on Jens’ heartbeat. Or he had developed a sixth sense for internalized homophobia. But he knew Jens was struggling somehow. 
“Jens, I know it seems difficult. It’s okay to doubt what you want. You don’t know everything about yourself. That’s alright. No need to push yourself. But be careful, it’s not healthy to separate your feelings or experiences. If you want to feel, you can feel. 
I just really had a great time with you. If you don’t want to continue this, I understand. For me, our first kiss started with loneliness, but there is still something about you. Something real. You’re different and I like you, okay?”
Jens gasped loudly. The revelation hit him like a truck. He didn’t now what to do with this information and kept on staring into those blue pools filled with love. He felt a burn in his throat. Like a bubble that was about the burst. He didn’t try to stop this heavy feeling, let it completely surround him. 
Lucas sensed what was coming. He put Jens’ head against his chest and gently stroked his hair. 
Jens couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears were welling up in his eyes, until they overflowed onto his red cheeks. Everything started to blur. And then, suddenly, he was sobbing. He wanted to curl up in a ball. Didn’t want to be strong and confident. His heart couldn’t deal anymore. 
So he cried out all his pain. 
His mom and dad fighting. His sister’s sorrow. His inability to do something about it. His guilt of being a bad friend. His loneliness. His insecurity. Him not being who he thought he was. 
Then this boy, who just said it was okay. Who liked him nonetheless. Who knew. Who held him close and made little shushing sounds to calm him down. Who kissed his head. And held him until it was almost over. 
He stayed in the hug, even when it was safe enough to face the world again. And in between the last sob and a hiccup, he softly whispered to Lucas.
“Thank you”
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musikfurfreiheit · 5 years ago
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The Quarantine Series (5/10)
“I need to ask you for a favor.”
The words by themself were innocent, but the way they left Charlotte’s mouth sent shivers down Merel’s spine. The singer was biting her lip, trying to use her most innocent look. Merel feared the favor had to do with her discovery of a few days earlier, and her imagination already went wild.
“Euhm… What do you want?”
Merel barely dared to breathe while waiting for the answer. Would it include that weird vibrator Merel had found? Secretly she hoped it would. It would probably kill her, but she’d die happily.
“Can you help me put together some Ikea?”
“You went to Ikea?!” Merel gasped. “Charlotte, I’m very disappointed in you.”
“I didn’t,” Charlotte answered after sticking out her tongue. “my mom did. And she brought me a small cabinet for my art supplies. I don’t have the heart to tell her I don’t like it, or that I’ve never assembled any Ikea furniture before. So are you going to help me or not?”
Merel smiled and felt a weight fall off her shoulders. Ikea didn’t involve vibrators. Ikea was easy. Yes, she could handle Ikea. 
“Of course I’ll help you.”
Charlotte’s eyes seemed to fill with relief, and Merel swore she saw a small skip in her steps as the singer led them to her art room. Just as any other room in the apartment, this room was also filled with various plants. Drawings and paintings adorned the walls, the old rug on the floor stained with paint. Merel imagined that this was also what Charlotte’s mind would look like.
A flat box lay on the desk under the window. The font and drawing were unmistakably Ikea. Apparently Charlotte’s mom had decided that an ‘Alex’ was a perfect contribution to the art room. Merel wondered what plant would have to move for the cabinet. 
“So, you have experience with this, right?”
“Absolutely! I’m an Ikea-expert!” Merel said confidently, thinking about the afternoon she’d spent cursing while putting together her new nightstand.
Merel took the lead. The manual greeted them as soon as the package was open, but the blonde just tossed it aside. Who even followed the manual? One by one Merel lifted the pieces of wood from the box and arranged them. She got this, they would be done in no time.
“Okay, so we need two screwdrivers and a hammer. I have some in that box in the corner. And then we need those big panels and the medium screws.”
Merel looked up with a frown. Charlotte was inspecting the first pages of the instruction manual, taking in the drawings as if she was studying for a test. It was obvious the singer was an Ikea-virgin.
“You want to follow the manual?”
“Well, yes.” Charlotte said, confused. “The instructions seem very clear.”
“The instructions are liiiiiies. I don’t need a manual.”
“I’d really prefer it if we could use the manual…”
“Why don’t you trust me on this?” Merel asked, slightly frustrated. “Okay, you know what? You build the casing with your manual, I’ll build the drawers.”
“Fine, whatever.”
Both women started collecting their pieces from the box. Charlotte settled on the floor with the manual, Merel taking the desk to build the drawers. It was just five pieces of wood, she really didn’t need a manual for this.
Connect the back with the side panels using a few screws, add the front panel to that, and then push in the… wait, that didn’t fit. For a second Merel just stared at the bottomless drawer in front of her. How had it worked with her nightstand again? Maybe she had to slide it in before attaching the front part? Frustrated she unscrewed the front panel and slid in the bottom before reattaching it.
There. A successfully assembled drawer. Without instructions. Now she just needed to do this four more times.
The second drawer was easier, as were the other three that followed. Only ten minutes later Merel was surrounded by fully assembled drawers, and Charlotte had just finished the casing. Amateur.
“So, how did it feel to put together your own furniture?”
“I see why people like it, but it’s still not my thing.” Charlotte said while getting up from the floor. “Are you ready with the drawers?”
“Jup! And I even have some of these wooden thingies left!”
“I… don’t think you’re supposed to have spare parts… And, why are those two bottoms in a different color?”
Merel looked down at her drawers. Charlotte was right. While three of the bottoms were white, two of them showed the traditional wooden texture.
“It doesn’t matter.” Merel shrugged. “Once they’re in, no one will notice it anyway.”
“Merel, I really think you should start over. Just use the manual, it’s really easy.”
“I know it’s really easy! That’s why I don’t need a fucking instruction manual!”
“Then fix it without the manual!”
“They’re perfectly fine like this!”
“No, they’re not!”
“Then you fix it with your studpid manual!”
“Fine!”
“Fine!”
Merel didn’t look back. She just walked out of the room, leaving Charlotte behind with her stupid drawers and her stupid instructions.
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An hour had passed since Merel had stormed out of the art room. Charlotte was still in there, and the apartment had been quiet for quite some time. Merel had calmed down by now, but a guilty feeling had settled in her chest instead. Was Charlotte still mad at her? Maybe she was having her first Ikea-breakdown? She’d warned the other woman that the instructions were lies, but she also had to admit they held some truth. Charlotte’s casing seemed to be perfectly assembled after all. She just hated being told what to do, especially by a piece of paper. Couldn’t Charlotte understand that?
Merel looked over at the door again. Her guilt had been gnawing at her, and the feeling grew with every passing minute. God, she really hated it when Charlotte was mad at her. She really shouldn’t have reacted that way. Merel got up. Carefully she listened for sounds coming from inside the room, and knocked when it stayed completely silent. She opened the door a bit and peeked in. At first Charlotte was nowhere to be seen, but then Merel spotted a few red strands of hair peeking out from behind the now fully assembled Alex.
“How is it going?” Merel carefully asked, not daring to enter the room.
“I finished about ten minutes ago.” Charlotte’s answer was calm, but with a hint of irritation. “I’m now trying to decide where to put it.”
“Do you want any help with moving it?”
“I don’t know. I might give you instructions.”
“I think I can handle it if the instructions come from you, and not from a piece of paper.”
Charlotte turned around. She seemed to study Merel for a second and then lightly smiled.
“I’m sorry.” Merel said, fully opening the door and entering the room. “For putting the drawers together like that, and for acting like that. I made coffee, in case you want some? When we’re done?”
“That better be some damn good coffee.”
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liw-the-melancholic-apple · 4 years ago
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How it may have gone - Humble Beginnings
A fic taking place in the marauders era. While the political climate seems to head to a conflict, James, Sirius, Remus and Peter are still just teenagers. Dealing with typical teenage problems.
But this year their little group grows. Who would have known that more prefects would be a good thing?
Masterlist
Five: December I
The last November week brought a couple of different things to Hogwarts. For one there was snow. We had escaped it for longer than last year but by now it was everywhere. Another thing was the first Slug Club meeting that was happening on Wednesday and the third were invitations to Slughorns Christmas Party.
And something that wasn’t brought to us necessarily, but crystallised, was that Blair, Nica, Chloe, Milla and I had become respected friends of the Potter-posse. Much to the sanity of one Peter Pettigrew our after-meal-smoke-dates had become a more than established thing that even the non-smokers regularly took part in. Apart from that we spent at least one night during the week and one on the weekends with them.
That development led to me leaning against the Gryffindor table that Wednesday chuckling to myself as I waited for the boys to join me for a smoke.
“Come on Evans, you know you want it! We’ll have an absolute blast. Just go with me!”
“Give it a rest, Potter! I will not go to that party with you!” Lily got up and rushed to class with Blairs big sister.
“That’s three times in two days”, Remus yawned.
“She’ll come around.” One had to admire Potter’s optimism.
“You feeling okay, Remus?”, I asked while walking over to our spot in the courtyard, snow covering everything around us. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days and his feet more dragged across the white lawn than stepped.
“Yeah, great”, he yawned very unconvincingly.
“If you’re not, I’m here to talk, okay?”, I said and switched the subject. I hated it when people kept going on about me feeling bad when I didn’t want to talk about it.
Remus nodded with an exhausted smile that widened a bit when Milla asked him for a light. By now I was sure that Black was on to something. Remus and Milla were into each other. I didn’t know whether they had already realised it but it was clear to me. And Black. Who now again grabbed me and stole me away from the others. I grabbed my cigarette and blew out some smoke before I decided to look at him.
“She still hasn’t said anything.” He let out an annoyed groan.
“Neither has he. I nearly had him yesterday but then James ruined it when he brought in our invites for Christmas.”
“So, you’re all going?”
“Euhm… James, Remus and I are going, yes.”
“Pettigrew didn’t get invited?”
“No… So, we’re now trying to figure out how to smuggle him in.”
“Nica and Chloe didn’t get one either. Tell you what, I’ll take Pettigrew as my date if you invite Nica. Chloe’s going with Mag. You make my group complete and I yours?” He looked at me for a moment without saying anything. Then he nodded.
“Does it have to be me who takes her?” I snorted out a laugh.
“Not necessarily. But I figured Potter will ask Lily another one thousand times before he even considers taking someone else and I hoped Remus and Milla would either go together or really hit it off at the party. Can’t have any dates standing in the way of that…”
“Right… that makes sense…”
“On the other hand, Nica will freak out if Potter takes her, so if you can make that happen…”
“Deal. I’ll talk to James and get back to you on that front. You just say no to all the blokes that’ll ask you.” Yeah, Black, because I always have to run and hide from all my suitors. With friends as pretty as Nica, Chloe and Milla around me I usually faded into the background along with Blair. But I wasn’t gonna admit that to I-get-whomever-I-want-Black.
“Alright.”
“You’re all girls”, Potter found when we joined the others. “Why is Evans not going out with me?” He looked at all five of us.
“You mean that, don’t you? You really don’t know.” Blair stifled a laugh and then proceeded to explain that he didn’t show Lily any of the more caring, genuine and nice side that he had to him but rather played an arrogant baboon around her. There were a lot of  “Yes, but”, “no, you see” and “you’re having a laugh!” exclamations from Potter but he continued listening and took note of what Blair said. The rest of us just enjoyed the show and let her talk. After all, her sister was one of Lily’s best friends and had some insight on what Lily actually thought.
“So, you don’t think I can convince her I’m boyfriend-material by December 21st?” He asked when we reached the foyer and had to part. Most of us were headed to Mugglestudies, while Chloe was turning to the stairs for Divination and the boys were expected in the dungeons.
Blair shook her head. Potter took a moment to think. “Do any of you still need to get in to that party?”
“I’m taken care of, thanks”, Chloe smiled.
“I didn’t get invited”, Nica said very quietly after a few seconds.
“Well, love, now you are. If you’ll have me I’d be delighted to take you Slughorn’s party.” Nica’s face lit up. “Sure, I’ll have you!” She subtly winked at Milla and me. She laughed and I hit her against the shoulder to shut up.
At the same time someone stepped on my foot and darted his eyes between me and Pettigrew.
“Now, since you’re taking care of us, is there anybody we need to take to the party?”, I asked while stepping back on Black’s foot in revenge.
“Peter!”, Remus smiled at his friend and pushed him forward.
“How ‘bout it Pettigrew? Think you can stand an evening with me?”, I notched him in the shoulder.
“D’you mean that?” His eyes were looking anywhere but at me. “You don’t have to do that, you know.”
“Of course, I mean that. It’s not like I’m desperately longing for some chap to ask me out and we’re usually having fun together, aren’t we? I reckon it’s gonna be only half the fun if you four aren’t all there. But if you don’t want to be seen out with some boring goodie-two-shoes I’d understand…”
“Shut up!”, he laughed at me. “It’d be great. Thanks.”
“Wonderful. That’s settled. Let’s go I don’t wanna be late.” We were pulled down the corridor by Blair.
I straightened out my blouse’s collar for one last time, pinned the prefect badge to it, checked myself in the mirror and then sat down on my bed. Milla was deciding between two different necklaces while Blair read through some of her homework.
“Why do I even bother?” Milla threw the necklaces back in her box and turned to us. “Shall we just go now?”
“It’s really early.” Blair looked up from her homework checking her watch.
“I thought a detour to the courtyard wouldn’t hurt.”
“Not like I got anything better to do”, Blair sighed and threw her homework onto her bed. In the common room we ran into Sian, Crick, Mag and Toby who all looked fairly fancy, too.
“You’re not trying to be early, are you?”, Sian asked wide-eyed.
“We were stepping out before actually going there.”
“Can we come? We’re just standing here.”
“Sure.”
“Jette!” I turned and scanned the room. An annoyingly tall, brunette thirteen year old ran toward me.
“Are you going? Can I please tag along? I’m the only one from my year”, he whined. Milla grinned.
“Course, little potions master. Come, come. But bring a jacket.” Felix hugged her, got his jacket and then all eight of us left the common room.
We forced them to go stand in the cold with us and were discussing our expectations for the evening. Felix was especially curious as he had never been before.
“It’s more boring than anything else”, Crick assured him. “We’ll sit down at a couple different tables, we’ll eat some rather good food and at some point Slughorn will show up and ask questions. In your case he’ll probably want to know whether you plan to make potions in the future. Sian and Milla will have to answer quidditch questions. Mag and Toby get interviewed about their families and those two”, he gestured at Blair and me, “are wildcards. Blair excels at all subjects, so Slughorn usually chooses one and with Tea he switches between pushing her to become an auror and a politician. Will be interesting this year since she’s a prefect now. I think he’ll push for politics.”
“Great minds think alike”, a familiar voice said behind us. Remus kept his distance but raised a hand at us. Behind him Potter and Black walked into view. Milla didn’t hesitate and waved them over.
“Why do you always have to hang out with these guys?”, Crick whispered in my ear.
“We’re not always hanging out.”
“They can’t be a good influence. They constantly get in trouble.”
“Remus is the best in his entire year and Potter and Black are killing it in Transfiguration and Charms respectively. You should know that.”
“Are you really defending them?”
“What’s your problem, Crick?”
He didn’t answer but turned to Toby instead. I watched Felix freak out a little as he got to talk to the most popular boys of the school while I tried to work out why Crick was so weird. For all I knew he liked the Potter-posse. They were in his year, he was the one who said Potter wasn’t himself around Lily, he had told us about how little most of them had to do to get great marks. And I knew for a fact that he loved most of their not too cruel pranks. He shouldn’t have any problem with us and them being friendly. But he did.
For me it was a quiet walk to the second floor where the dinner was held. I was still in my own head when we knocked at the door of Slughorns Office and were ushered to our tables by a houseelf.
The office was as large as always. I suspected some kind of charm was in play. Other offices were rather small. Four pretty giant round tables were dressed in green, red, blue and yellow respectively, silver utensils, plates and goblets on all of them. We took our seats – marked with little cards with our names on them – and waited for the party to be complete.
At least now Crick should return to his normal, lovely self as Potter, Black and Remus sat down at the red table where they found Lily and Mary from their year. Potter made some joke that had Mary smile and Lily sigh but he seemed to stick to Blair’s tips of not making too much of a show.
“Is it just me or does Remus look like death?”, Milla leaned over to me whispering. I shook my head.
“Not just you. I noticed it, too.”
“Did he work the nightshift?”
“No, I don’t think so. Maybe just caught a cold.”
“Huh.”
Crick’s estimation of the evening being rather boring was right. Given that a lot of my friends were there I had fun but I had liked it better to sit in the common room with them and chat there.
“Oh, the Hufflepuffs. Good evening ladies and gentlemen”, Professor Slughorn said importantly and sat down at the empty chair reserved for him.
“Now, Mr de Witt, how are you enjoying your first dinner at my little club.” Felix fiddled with his spoon. “It’s very nice, Sir. The food is great and I can even tolerate my sister’s presence”, he grinned.
“Careful”, I commented, grinning as well. The professor chuckled.
“Your brother shows a great talent in potions, Miss de Witt.”
“I know, Sir, puzzled me ever since he started school.”
“How so?”
“Oh, Sir, you of all people should know that I struggle with your subject. Until Felix started Hogwarts I blamed it on the genes, to be honest. I was convinced my parents couldn’t have been good at it, so I had no chance. But he proofed me wrong.”
“You’re joking, I hope. Both of your parents are healers at St. Mungo’s aren’t they? An E in potions at least is required for that profession.”
“Oh, Professor, do you have to destroy my carefully constructed excuse for not getting it?”, I playfully frowned at him and he laughed along.
“My most heartfelt excuses. But I’d say your marks don’t call for excuses, they call for just a bit more focus.” He turned back to Felix.
“I have two students in sixth year who are naturals in Potions just like you, Mr de Witt. Would you care for me to introduce you? I’d be surprised if you wouldn’t profit from their knowledge.” Felix said yes but looked as if he wanted to scream no. He followed Slughorn to the red table and got to shake Lily’s hand who smiled her friendly warm smile at him and then looked over to me. I lifted a hand. She kept talking a bit to Felix, then he was led to the green table and introduced to a boy with a giant hooked nose and very straight, shiny hair. I couldn’t decide whether he just had very straight, shiny hair or whether he still had to find out where the showers were.
Unlike Lily he neither smiled at Felix nor did he seem very interested in talking to him. Felix was quickly dismissed and came back to us.
“How did that go?”, Crick asked.
“That Evans-girl seemed really nice, she said I could ask her anything anytime. Said if I got bored in class and needed some extra project she'd come up with it. But the Snape-guy is not my cup of tea.”
Crick’s face darkened a bit. “He’s nobody’s cup of tea, I think. Or, even better, we”, he gestured at Felix, me, himself, Milla and Toby, “aren’t his cup of tea.” Felix didn’t seem to understand right away but after he watched our annoyed expressions the penny dropped.
“One of those elitists? Like what’s his face? Mulciber?”
“Yep. He doesn’t like you because you’re not supposed to be good at Potions. Because you’re not supposed to learn magic at all”, Toby hissed. He was a pretty quiet and peaceful boy, friends with Crick. Hissing was usually not in his repertoire. But then again, being a muggleborn student, he had received a lot of hissing and insults in the last couple of months. It figured that he got more defensive.
“Look, Lily is very smart, kind and a great teacher. Go ask her for projects. Can’t do anything wrong with that. But for your own good, stay away from Snape.” Crick shot me a weird look.
“Especially now, that your sister hangs out with Potter so much.”
“Why does that have anything to do with it?”, Felix took the words out of my mouth.
“Potter and Snape aren’t exactly friends. I’d say Snape’s on the receiving end of Potter’s plots more often than anybody else.” He switched from looking at Felix to looking at me.
“You remember that crowd chanting ‘ drop him’  last year ,right?” I did. I never really found out what had happened but I knew that some poor idiot had been levitated on his head.
“Potter and Black had Snape on his head and in the air. Lily tried to stop them and help Snape out but he insulted her and they haven’t spoken since. The whole thing didn’t help Potter in his mission, obviously, but I think it strengthened the mutual hatred between him and Snape. So”, he went back to looking at Felix, “it’s best to stick with Lily.”
Felix nodded, looking a bit confused. I reckoned my face looked just like his. Of course, I had known that Potter, Black, Remus and Pettigrew liked pranking their fellow students but levitating a person seemed less like a prank and more like something one would do to extract information. It seemed like the early stages of torture. Like what you might do when you don’t want to use the Cruciatus.
I shook my head. No. Potter was not somebody who would torture others or play with the idea of using unforgivable curses. The talk about bloodpurity and elitism just had my mind wandering to what they called ‘deatheaters’ in the daily prophet. And that Potter was not. And neither were his friends. We had only started talking to them because of the Mulciber-incident in which they had made their opinions on bloodpurity and deatheaters quite clear. I shook my head again and focussed on the conversation that had moved on to the Christmas party.
“Do I have to have a date?”, Felix asked.
“No, you don’t.”
“But if you’re thinking of showing up with one I’d consider Siobhan Johnston”, I commented. He frowned at me. “Oh god, don’t mention her. She’s a bit…obvious. And annoying.”
We all dove into Felix’ romantic life – much to his dismay – and were still discussing his options when we got back to the common room.
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artemisss9 · 6 years ago
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Yang Xiao Long X Raven (My best friend)
Yang pov
It is so weird for almost a month my girlfriend Raven and I didn't talk to each other. It us like she is avoiding me and it makes me wonder what is wrong. She is acting so weird which makes me feel like something is wrong and I should help her but I don't know how especially since i don't know how to start about it with her. I really love her but I'm starting to wonder if she still loves me. I mean she is avoiding me so much lately what if she wants to break up with me.
I hope what I think is wrong but I'm starting to wonder about it a lot more lately. I mean it has been a month already how much does she hate me and what did I do wrong to make her feel like this. I know I should tell her about this but she is never there to talk to anymore. So that is why I now go to my best friend and partner Blake hoping she can actually make me feel a little bit better.
"Blake I need to talk to you about something and it is really important." I say making her look up from the book with a worried expression. "What is wrong Yang I never have seen you like this." She says making me smile a little bit. "Well it is about Raven and me I told you last that she wasn't really talking to me and that I got worried? Well then you said she would talk to me soon. It has been a month and she is even avoiding me now. She still doesn't talk to me and actually also makes sure that she doesn't see me most of the times what do I do? Does she still like me or is she angry? And if she is angry what did I do wrong? And how can I make it good again? I mean I miss her Blake. And when I say that I miss her I mean that I miss her a lot."
Blake just stared at me at first. " Well first of all I'm sure she still likes you why wouldn't she and I don't think she is the person to just not tell you when she doesn't like you anymore. Second of all if she was angry I think you would have known what you have done wrong so I don't think she his angry. And I know you don't want to lose her I'm sure you won't even. But you really need to calm down especially those nerves of you since you are probably overworking yourself about nothing. Maybe it isn't that she doesn't want to talk with you but maybe she is just busy with school and doesn't she have time." Blake says it with so much confidence in her voice that I don't have another choice then just believing her and hoping she was right.
After another few sleepless nights and worrisome days I'm starting to wonder if Blake isn't just wrong for once I mean I even have seen Raven with Ruby a lot of times but she is just never around me anymore. Also when I want to ask Ruby about what she and Raven did she just says she still has to do something and runs away which makes me feel even worse about everything. Is really everything going alright between her and me? I mean she is the most handsome girl I know. Especially with that short red hair with the black lock that cute face, those pretty eyes. Just everything is perfect about her and I'm getting the feeling I'm losing her.
Ravens pov
I feel horrible for not talking to Yang but I know that if I talk to her I'm not going to get her big surprise ready and not only that but then I will tell her the secret and I don't want to do that it has to be a surprise. It is almost our third year anniversary and I really want to make it a special day. I even asked Ruby for help with what Yang likes and what kind of things I should do for her. I feel bad about the fact that Yang looks so sad but I'm sure that she will be okey once she sees it and I can't wait for it.
"Raven we need to talk." I all of a sudden hear a voice that I know too well when I turn around I see Blake standing there. "Yes Blake what is it?" I ask and she just sighs. "Listen I'm worried about Yang she is really getting sad and depressed about the fact that you don't talk to her anymore she thinks you hate her and that she did something wrong. And I don't like the fact that you are hurting my partner after all I do care about her so you better have a good reason." Blake says giving me a glare making me nod.
"I don't hurt her without reason and to be honest I never meant to hurt her this badly but just because she is the most amazing girlfriend ever I thought she deserved something really special for our three years anniversary and there for I was planning a lot of things. But you and I both know how I am with Yang. When I'm around her I'm really excited and talking too much about things like that. Not only that but I'm really bad about not gay panicking around her. So I decided it was for the best if I didn't talk to her even if it hurts me as well so I could give her the perfect gift. I'm really sorry that I hurt her this badly that wasn't what I was planning." I say making her sigh.
"Okey it is good that I now know what s wrong and I'm happy that your three year anniversary is already tomorrow since I don't think Yang can handle it to not talk to you for any longer. The girl really misses you and really is afraid of losing you so I better hope you will make it up to her." She says looking at me making me nod quickly and smile. "Of course Blake you know me I just need to make it all purrrfect for my Yang" I say making her roll her eyes. "You better be quick about it." She says before starting to walk away to leave me alone to work.
"Of course I will work on it right meow" I say laughing a little about her reaction before starting to get the finishing touches on the rings I made myself and not only that but I have planned the perfect date for us both. Now I just hope Yang will want to come tomorrow and that everything will go as planned.
~timeskip next day Yang pov~
"Happy anniversary" I mutter to myself while getting up. When I look around I see that the dorm is empty making me sigh even more. "Great to spend this day alone" I say to myself before grabbing my clothes and walking into the bathroom starting to shower. When I come back from the shower I see rosepetals everywhere but these aren't the same red as Ruby's which means it isn't from her running. When I look on my bed I see a letter so I pick it up and open it.
We really need to talk I'm sorry for the things that happened but follow the path of roses and you will find the one thing you really want. I hope you like it and I hope to see you soon.
When I have read the letter I'm even more confused and I'm kinda confused to get to know what this letter means but even so I know I just need to do what is in the letter so I open the door and start following the rose petals and the roses in vases. When I follow the roses I soon see a little clearing between a lot of trees. In the clearing there are all flowers and there is a table so I just walk over before seeing Raven. "I knew you would come and thank you for that Yang please sit down." She says making me nod and just sit down. "So you said we need to talk. Well are you going to break up with me?" I ask feeling myself just getting sick by the thought of it.
"No silly I'm not going to break up with you although I can understand you have felt that way with how I acted the last month. No I actually want to talk to you about this day I want you to have the best day possible." Raven says making me let out a relieved sigh. "I was just planning this day and I didn't want to spoil anything to you that is why I was avoiding you I'm sorry for worrying you."
"Really that is so sweet and god what do I feel stupid now." I say smiling at her and seeing her return the smile making me even more happy. "So what did you have planned if I may ask?" I ask making her laugh. "Always impatient but that is what I love about you. Well of course here we will drink something and eat our breakfast after that we are going shopping my treat I want you to get what you want. And then we are going out for dinner." Raven said making my heart flutter in happiness. "Really that all sounds so amazing." I say happy about
She just nods and claps in her hands before my sister and Weiss appear in butler outfits and put our food in front of us and of course something to drink. Even Blake is standing there to make sure everything goes as Raven had planned.
Raven pov
Until now the day is going great I'm happy that Ruby, Weiss and Blake wanted to help me and not only that but I'm happy that Yang isn't angry or sad anymore since I hate to see her like that. While we eat I'm already thinking of the things we are going to do not having told that I have planned even more for her. I mean if I tell her everything the fun is away.
After our breakfast I take her with me into Vale starting to walk around the stores. "So what store do you want to go into?" I ask her making Yang look at me. "Euhm you know why don't we get a little bit of clothing." She tells me making me nod and just walk into a clothing store so she can pick out clothes. When she is fitting some clothes I'm just waiting and letting her telling her what I think of what she is wearing.
She isn't even looking long before she comes out again. "Babe if you are okey with it I would like to get the last set of clothing I fitted they looked really great on me and I love them." I just nod. "Of course love that is fine." I say before paying for the clothes and walking out of the store with Yang holding her hand and intertwining our fingers. "Where do you want to go now?" I ask making her smile. "Now we are going to a comic store and after that I would like to look around in a dust store to get some dust rounds if you are okey with it of course." Yang says and I nod.
After hours of walking around and walking shop in and out we are going to get dinner in a restaurant. When we sit down Yang looks at me with a happy smile. "Thanks babe this is the best day ever it makes e so happy to be here with you." She tells me making me smile even more since I know a lot of things still have to happen. "Of course you're welcome I love you and I love doing things like this for you." I tell her before we order some food.
I already talked about something with the waiters and the kitchen and they know exactly what I have planned for my love which makes it all easier. After the food the dessert is getting to our table and there are a lot of stars on Yangs dessert making her looking really confused until it is in front of her. When it is in front of her I get up of my seat and get down on one knee in front of her grabbing the box with the ring out of my pocket. "Yang you are the best thing in my life. You are my Sun my moon and my gravity. Without you I would be lost in endless seas of despair and I really want to spend the rest of my life with you would you please want to marry me?" I ask making her look with big eyes before she grins. "Yes I do" she practically yells while everybody is clapping and she hugs me which I gladly return before putting the ring on her finger. "Thank you it is beautiful" she tells me before kissing me.
After that I dragged her along to walk in the moonlight and hold her hand. "Lets sit down on this hill." I tell her before sitting down in the grass with her and seeing the fireworks going off just in time to make the moment even more magical. "I love you my lovely dragon and I'm going to do anything to make you happy." I say making her smile even more. "I also love you my hyperactive little wolf and I also want to make you happy everyday of my life." She tells me before we share another kiss to end the perfect day.
I hope this makes you feel better @sophie-lux-isms and thank you for being there for me no matter what. And actually also supporting my writing
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emthetimelady · 7 years ago
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Small disaster
Titel: Small disaster Warning: Kids... Bad english, probably bad grammar xD Summary: Patton, Roman and Virgil is trying to take care of a small Logan. Logan as a child was truly something.  A/N: It is 1000 words and edited at 20.00. I’m done and hate the ending... Well I hope at least someone like this... @emo-space-trash maybe @softbludemon wanna read too...? Feel free to tell me wtf you think about it...
Patton knew kids were hard to handle. He thought he would never get any real child since he was a part of another person but apparently, he was wrong. For some reason he woke up to crying, from a small child. He quickly found Logan on his normal sized bed under his black cover and his head of the two normal pillows. Patton could only giggle as he walked over to the young child. “Lo?” “MO!” The voice was light and Patton didn't know how to react. “Mo!” Oh god oh god oh god. Patton picked him up and- “Oh god…” Apparently his outfit didn't sink with him. His shirt was now a long dress for Logan. He looked cute with his purple hair and too long -nearly dress shirt. “We are gonna get Virgil make you new shirts and trousers for you… Come on” he held Logan close and walked to Virgil’s room. Virgil hated to be woken up at 7 in the morning. He was ready to scream to get more sleep when he saw Logan. “Sweet jesus…” He mumbled under his yawn. “Virg, Lo is a kid and he needs clothes…” Logan giggled and held out his arms. “Fine… Give me a shirt, I can make something…” Patton thanked him and took Logan’s shirt of and wrapped Logan in his own cardigan. “We are going to get Lo something to eat, please hurry…” Virgil nodded, already up to fix Logan some clothes. “What do you want to eat?” “PASTA!” “Pasta? In the morning?” Logan nodded and Patton sighed. “Maybe yoghurt?” “NUHU!” the young boy pouted and looked away. “Let’s get yoghurt…” Ten minutes later and the kitchen was a mess. Logan really didn’t want to be good and threw his yoghurt everywhere. So now Logan was a mess, Patton was a mess, the kitchen was a mess. The worst part? Logan was gone. Roman had just fixed his hair when he saw Logan. Covered in yoghurt. “What the - SHIT!” “P’INCEY!” “Don’t touch me -” Logan’s lip started to shiver and Roman had to sit down so he was in Logan’s eye level. “P’incey don’t like me?” “I do just got scared… Should we go to Patton? You have his cardigan…” Logan nodded and held out his arms. “Euhm. No you are walking alone.” Patton let out a sigh of relief when he saw Logan. He had cleaned up himself and the kitchen. “There you are” Patton said and picked Logan up. Roman made a disgusted sound in the background. “Let’s wash you off dirty ape” he chuckled and took him into the bathroom. Washing Logan off was easy. Logan sat quiet in the bath and let Patton pour water over him and ruffle his hair to get the soap out. Logan didn’t make a sound as he played with whatever he could get his small hands on. Half an hour later and Logan was clean and dry. Logan sat on his bed meanwhile Patton tried to find something to wear when Virgil rushed in. He held a black body suit, it looked small but still as small as Logan was. It was in the same black material as his normal shirt. It had holes for the legs, arms and for his head. The hole for the head had somehow been stitched with a black leftover piece because it was clearly smaller and more fitting for a child. It had white stitches where the holes was and under between the holes for the legs. “Wow Virg that looks amazing…” “I hope so… Let’s try it on Logan…” Patton nodded and picked Logan up from the bed. “Hey Lo, Look what Virg made for you” Patton spoke so softly, so reassuring, he always used it to Virgil when he had a bad day. “NO!” Logan jumped down and ran out, with no clothes on. “Godamnit” Patton breathed out before the two adults were chasing a 3-year-old. One minute, 5 minutes, 10, 20, 30 minutes before Logan was in Virgil’s arms. Patton put it on and surprisingly, it fit. “Where is all the sound about?” Roman asked as he went down. “Virg made Lo some clothes but Logan didn’t want to wear it…” Patton said pointing at Logan and Virgil. “I thought that was a dream” Roman mumbled as he stopped next to Patton. “We need to calm him down, he has a lot of energy that kid” Virgil said. “Why not try to get Logan to draw? You like shapes and colours right Lo?” “Shapes!” Roman chuckled and took Logan in his own arms. “Yes shapes!” They both walked into the living room to get some stuff to colour. Logan was really good at drawing shapes and colours. The drawings where all over the room and Roman was NOT happy about it. “Okay play time over... “ Roman the kid up. “Let’s get you some food…” “Good luck!” Patton said, already on cleaning up the living room. Logan was happy with his pasta. Sure he ate with his hands but that was the least Roman could care about right now. Patton and Virgil sat next to him making sure he didn’t fall of the chair he was standing on. Roman would try to teach Logan how to eat normally, at least with a spoon or fork but failed all the time. Logan would throw the fork or spoon down on the floor or in Roman’s food. In the end Roman had given up on making the kid eat normally. Logan was giggly and the others were tired. It wasn’t Logan’s fault he turned into a child, and it wasn’t his fault he was so playful. Logan yawned when his food was gone. “Tired lil guy?” Logan nodded and held his arms out. Patton took him and spun around. “Let’s get you to sleep.” To put Logan to sleep was way easier then him as an adult. From all the running and giggles he fell asleep on the way to Logan’s room. Patton fell asleep fast too only to be waken two hours later by Logan. “Hm?” “You sno’e!” Patton chuckled. “I love you too Lo…” The day continued like that. Logan ran around in his body suit with looked funny. His tiny legs moving fast as he ran around. His small arms holding out every time he wanted carried or wanted something someone else had. At the end of the day everyone was collapsed on the sofa, tired of all the running. Well Logan might have eaten all the cookies while they were sleeping.
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wittlewoger · 5 years ago
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Sheer lick attack - 31
Deaky: *collecting all their luggage* finaly we’re back in Londen
Claire: I missed London *picks up Laura* can you take Roger?
Deaky: ofcorse come on Roger, we’re going home! *takes Rogers hand*
Roger: yewy!
SJ: finaly we’re home, I missed all the noise
Brian: I missed you *gives her a kiss*
SJ: we sat next to eachother for 5 hours *laughs*
Freddie: so you’re sure you want to live whit me?
Jim: ofcorse!
Freddie: you do know I have 4 cats right?
Jim: you told me 5 times in the last hour, ofcorse i do. Maybe we’ll get more even more cats
Freddie:*hugs Jim* i love you
Jim: I love you to Freddie
*in the airport*
Crowd: WELCOME BACK!!!!
Roger: hewwo evewywone!
Laura:*hides in Claire’s hair*
Claire: don’t be scared Laura, they’re nice people
Laura:*looks around* niwce?
Claire: yes, they’re nice, they really like you actually
Laura: hewwo!
Crowd: LAURA! LAURA! LAURA! LAURA! LAURA!
Interviewer: hello Brian May, how was the tour in Japan?
Brian: it went amazing, the concert was one of the best we ever had, Roger did get sick at one point, but we got some great news, my girlfriend, Sarah Jane, is pregnant!
Interviewer: congratulations! So that means that 2 women in the queen family are pregnant
Brian: yes
*at Brians home*
Brian:*whit a glass of champain* on our baby
SJ: *whit a glass of apple juice* on our baby
Brian: honey, I need to tell you something
SJ: *nervous* yes?
Brian: y... you know I love you, and that I would do anything to show that to you. So euhm... *gets down on one knee* my love, will you marry me? *opens a ringbox whit a beautiful silver ring whit an amazing big diamond*
SJ: y... yes! *kisses him like she never kissed before*
Brian: *closes the box and puts it on the table and kisses her like he never kissed her before*
SJ: *stops kissing him* I love you Brian
Brian: I love you to *picks up the box and puts the ring on her* it’s almost as beautiful as you
SJ: you’re the best Brian
Brian: everything for my beautiful wife *kisses her again*
*that nigh, in bed (cause it’s night... DUH!)*
SJ:*hugging Brian because she can’t sleep*
Brian:*wakes up* what are you doing?
SJ: I can’t sleep
Brian: why didn’t you say that? *hugs her lovingly*
SJ: *falls asleep after 1 minute*
*the next day*
Brian:*wakes up* goodmorning honey *gives SJ a kiss*
SJ: goodmorning
Brian: can you come to the studio today?
SJ: ofcorse I can
*at the studio*
Brian: *comes in the studio hand in hand whit SJ* we have amazing news
Freddie: really?
Brian: we’re getting married!
Deaky: congratulations! Did you follow my advice?
Brian: I sure did!
SJ: and it worked *gives him a kiss*
*when SJ is 2 months pregnant*
*in the morning*
SJ: *runs to the bathroom and throws up*
Brian:*wakes up* is everything okay?
SJ: everything is fine, just morningsickness
*when SJ is 3 months pregnant*
SJ: *drops something* fuck! I’m such a piece of shit!
Brian: no, honey! Don’t say that!
SJ: its true!
Brian: *hugs SJ* it isn’t true love, you know I wouldn’t marry you if you where, I love you honey
SJ: I love you to *starting to cry* I’m sorry...
Brian: don’t cry, you’re gonna make me cry! What can I do for you to feel better?
SJ: this... *kisses him*
*when SJ is 4 months pregnant*
SJ: hey euhm, are we going to leave the gender a secret or not?
Brian: I would keep it a secret, but if it’s a girl we’re naming her Emily
SJ: I like that
*when SJ is 5 months pregnant*
SJ:*backstage whit Claire* so, how's your pregnancy going?
Claire: depends on the day, when i throw up at 7 or 8, it's a bad day, when i throw up at 9 or 10, it's gonna be a great day. We're having a boy, we're going to name him Robert. And you?
SJ: we're keeping it a secret for now, but i hope my water doesnt break when we're in a car or something
*lets fast foreward to 39 weeks pregnant*
SJ: i am staying home! I am NOT coming to the concert!
To be contineud... I know you hate me im sorry okay!
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Little Princess || Chapter 8
September 17, 2017
Even though of the treatment for her morning sickness, Adrianna felt shitty.  Every morning of each day, she had to run towards her bathroom to throw up. New symptoms like a swollen face, diarrhea, headache, fever and important mood swings shown up.   But her worst sickness was that her best friend Claire had been avoiding her since their very last subject of conversation at the clinic. Adrianna sent many text messages to her friend in an attempt to catch her attention and in a last try to explain the reason behind her decision to get rid of the baby. But in vain, nothing seemed to have worked out. On top of everything, her friend Kylie seemed to have taken Claire's side as this one wasn't replying to Adrianna's text messages. Adrianna could feel that depressing loneliness striking with her emotions and brain.  Never she had expected that her best friends would turn her down in such a mean way. At least she had her parents on her side but they still were in the unknown for her pregnancy.
Also she had Roman.   Adrianna had no secrets for him, as she felt so secured when she had to confess to him.  Never he judged her for her choices and decisions, he always gave Adrianna his full support. Of course Roman was extremely shocked when his best friend revealed she was pregnant with Jadon Sancho baby.  But when Adrianna announced she would have to get an abortion, his face turned pale, bewildered, jaw opened. His eyes blinked as a nervous reaction to Adrianna's bomb news. Yet again  Roman had carefully listened to each of her words. With her health problems, there was a high expectancy of miscarriage, both of theirs lives were at risk. And mostly, Adrianna admitted she had no motherhood instinct, that she would fail at her duty. "Do what you feel is the best for you!" were his words. Adrianna's feeling of loneliness soothed as she had someone she could rely on.
It was Sunday and it was match day.  Dortmund had a home game against FC Köln and Adrianna wouldn't miss it for anything in the world.  Not even her unwanted pregnancy could have stopped her. Dortmund's stadium was her favorite place, the beauty of its structure, the fans' unique vibe, the vibrant atmosphere from the Südtribüne, and mostly the beautiful game on the football ground by the team.  Adrianna called it her "home" because she felt home whenever she checked inside the stadium. Dortmund was running through her veins, she was a unique kind of Dortmunder.
In spite of the big performance of Dortmund, Adrianna seemed like she wasn't really focused on the action game.  She was sitting alone in the Braün VIP private tribune, situated just behind the family and players tribune. She couldn't stop thinking of her two friends, Kylie and Claire, that they should have been sitting there with her, watching the game.  Even her dad couldn't come on that night, which worsened her solitude. Before the kickoff, some wags of the team had politely asked Adrianna if they could have a seat at her tribune, this one showed no sympathy towards them, mostly at Scarlett, Reus' girlfriend.  Her answer was rough no, that her tribune was made for people who appreciated football, not wanna be showing off girls.  
Adriannna had no shameless remorses for the way she had spoken to Scarlett.  She had questioned herself timeless questions on Reus' choice picking his girls.  Scarlett looked pleasant but brainless, and Adrianna couldn't stand such fake girls. During the first half time, she heard the group of girls gossiping and her name was pronounced several times.   From time to time Scarlett and her friends would giggle like school girls and give mocking eye contact to Adrianna.  She was aware that she wasn't very appreciated within the WAGS circle as most of them died of jealousy. Adrianna never understood the jealousy, the wags were living a luxurious life, dating rich and handsome footballers, wearing designer brands, shoes and everything, so what could be the reason for that hate.
Adrianna had her eyes glued to her phone and that since the start of the game.  She snapped a last picture of the stadium and posted the beautiful shot on her Instagram account.  The number of goals was zero for both of the teams and this lack of performance was starting to get on her nerves.
"What the actual fuck is going on!" She mumbled.  Never she experienced such anger over a football game.  
"Okay, I'm done with that shit!" She put her phone into her bag and picked her stuff, but before leaving the stadium she felt a rush of irritability, her blood was boiling and she would explode anytime soon.
"Hello the brainless chicks, next time if I'm the subject of your stupid gossips, just make sure I'm not around, bitch!" Adrianna bent over the girls with a devilish sarcastic expression and left right after.  Scarlett and her friends didn't get an opportunity to strike back as Adrianna turned tail instantly with a smile of satisfaction.
"Damn, I'm not feeling well!" Adrianna murmured on her way to the players car lot where her Porsche SUV was parked.  At her car, her hand reached the car key in her bag and unlocked the alarm system by pressing on the button of the car key.  She put her bag on the back seat when she felt someone touching her hand. Her heart nearly exploded with terror, her breath stopped for a moment.
"Hey Adrianna!" She instantly recognized his voice.
"Oh gosh, Jadon, shit, don't ever do that to me again!" Adrianna answered with a short breath.
"I'm sorry, didn't mean to scare you, you okay?" He asked in a concerned voice tone.
"Yes, I think I'll do fine!" She smiled.  "What are you doing here?"
"My friends and I came for the game, they wanted to see what the German atmosphere was compared to England football stadiums, we were sitting five rows down yours!"
"Oh… I didn't see you!"
"Of course you didn't, you had your eyes on your phone screen most of the time!" Jadon laughed.
"Euhm, well, I was chatting with my friend, but I really gotta leave now!" She answered while her hand was ready to open the car door, but Jadon pushed the door back to its initial position, his hand on the window, his arm touching her shoulder.
"We gotta talk Adrianna, and this time you are not going to run away!"
"What do you mean?" Adrianna answered with an innocent voice tone, but deep inside her, she was aware of what his point was.
"You know what I mean, don't take me for a fool, since that night, in London, the two of us, in that hotel room!"
"Yes okay, you're right, but what do you want?"
"I wanna know the reason why you're ignoring me like that!"
"I'm not, I… I just… listen, the problem comes from me okay, it was a mistake and it should have never happened, I'm sorry Jadon!" She swallowed hard till pain arose in her throat.
"A mistake, are you fucking serious!"
"Yes, a huge mistake!" Adrianna stared at his face, feeling her heart speeding against her chest.
No, it wasn't because you wanted it as much as I did!"
"Jadon, I was drunk, so drunk, I don't have any recollection of that night!"
"Stop with your bullshits girl, I'm not playing!"
"I have no time for this Jadon, and I repeat it again, this was a terrible mistake, you're so young!"
"Yes, I'm young, but I bet no other guy made you feel so good!"
"Oh god, do you even know what you are talking about!"
"And you're lying on the fact that you have no recollection of that moment, yes you were drunk but not enough, otherwise you never would have be begging me to fuck you so hard!"
"You're sick, you're making your own movie on lies!"
"And you loved it how hard and rough I did you, each time I was thrusting inside of you, you moaned with pleasure and begged me to fuck you harder more!"
Jadon's words echoes in her mind, as a coldness drobe down her spine.  Adrianna felt ardent electric goosebumps flowing all over her body. Her body nerves were mostly responding to every of his words, her legs turned weak from it, she felt consumed.
"It's getting embarrassing Jadon!" Adrianna's last attempt to prove herself that Jadon wasn't winning on her.
"I loved every inch of your perfect body, I loved kissing your boobs while my fingers were playing with your wet core, I loved eating your pussy, I love how you tasted and I still do, I loved how I made you whine and screamed out of your lungs, I loved how your core straighten from the multiple climax you reached and to prove that your drunken state wasn't that big critical…" Adrianna couldn't bear anymore of his sayings, she felt a sort of hotness flowing through her cheeks, she blushed, but as the sun set already, it remained noticeable to Jadon. She was wide awake that Jadon liked her a lot, he was a nice guy, but to Adrianna, it didn't really mean anything to her.  To her own judgement, Jadon Sancho was still a kid, and even according to his sassy revelations of how good she felt that night, she wouldn't change her mind, not even of the fact that he was the father of the baby.  Her plan was to get rid of both of the two.
"You know what, get yourself a girl Jadon, a girl in your range of age, and a girl of your social rank!"
"What does that mean?" Jadon frowned his eyelid.
"I bet you're good in bed, but that's just what you're good at, oh and probably the same with a ball at your feet, but you can't get into my circle, it's reserved for the elite of the society, and an advice, if you're expecting  to bang an older woman than you, never relate of that moment, it'll make you look stupid." Getting rude in the most of the harsh way was the key for Adrianna to root out herself of that horrendous situation.  She had to play the vixen card, hers.
"Are you fucking serious Adrianna?!! Really?" Jadon expressed totally gutted from what he heard.  He had a high esteem for Adrianna from the very first time he met her in that night club in London, but the woman who was standing in front of her looked so different. "Why are you so damn aggressive and acting like a cold bitch?"
"I've always been a cold bitch Jadon, you have to mature a little more to dig out that side of a person, and now, please can you move back of my car, I got to go!" Adrianna said getting rid of his arm above her shoulder and hopped inside her car.  With tearful eyes, she started the engine and drove away leaving a depicted Jadon alone in the car parking.
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Bad Reputation - Alex McDonald imagine
Request: So do you think you could do an imagine like #38 about Alex McDonald, and Jack is your best friend and he's the one who keeps telling you he's bad news? Thank you.
Writing prompt #38: “Everybody keeps telling me you’re the bad guy”
A/N: Here you go love! I had a really good time writing this story, so I do hope you like it!
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“I can’t believe you made me watch this movie.”
“Come on, Jack, it’s a classic, you must see this at least once in your life.” After weeks of whining, you had finally persuaded your best friend Jack to watch your favourite movie with you on a lazy Sunday afternoon. You were both sitting on his couch staring at the credit titles.
“Yeah, but that still doesn’t take away it was a bad movie.” He laughed when you playfully slapped his upper arm.
“What time is it?”
“5PM.”
“Crap, I have to get going…”
“Why? We were having so much fun.” Jack looked at you pouting.
“True, but, I’m going on a date tonight and I have to get ready. He’s picking me up at 7:30.”
“Who?”
“Alex, who else?”
“Alex? As in Alex McDonald?”
“Yes, that Alex. This is like our fifth date, it shouldn’t come as a surprise to you.” Jack let out a deep sigh.
“Are you going to tell me what’s wrong? You’ve been acting like this every time I told you I was going out with him. What’s the problem?” Now it was your turn to sigh. You didn’t like that your best friend was acting all strange whenever you told him you were going out with Alex. After all you somehow felt like you needed his approval.
“I just don’t think he’s the right guy for you.”
“Why not?”
“He’s bad news, Y/N.”
“Why?! Isn’t he supposed to be a good friend of yours?” You had to withhold yourself from shouting. Jack was making you angrier every second. He sighed again, clearly agitated by your answers as well.
“He’s a first class player! Who knows how many other girls he’s having besides you!”
“Why, Jack? Why the hell are you telling me this now?! Couldn’t you have done that before we, I don’t know, went on our first date?!”
“Can you please not shout? I’m telling you this, because I know him longer than today, but I thought you would’ve figured out what he’s like by now. I don’t want you to get hurt.” As Jack’s voice lowered, yours did too and you managed to calm down again. You hated fighting with him.
“I really like him, Jack…” You said almost whispering.
“Just promise me you’ll be careful and won’t let him hurt you.” He replied while taking you in for a hug. Something in his embrace told you that there was more going on, but the clock was still ticking and you decided to go, leaving his apartment with a weird feeling in your stomach.
Going home and getting ready for your date, did not take the feeling away. Jack’s words kept spooking through the back of your head and all you could think of was the look he had in his eyes, yet you didn’t know how to define it. It bothered you, and unfortunately for you, your date had noticed.
“Hey, are you okay? You seem a bit distraught.” With a worried look in his blue puppy eyes, he looked straight into your soul. This guy was perfect for you, yet you couldn’t help but thinking about Jack’s words.
“Euhm, yeah, I’m fine.” You hesitated to tell him, because after all you didn’t want to hurt his feelings, nor create a feud between the two friends.
“Then how does it come that the sound of your voice is telling me the exact opposite?” He gently took your hand as you were walking back to his car after a dinner date. His piercing blue eyes looking into yours made you melt and therefore you gave in.
“Everybody keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.” The smile on his face quickly faded and he let go of your hand. Clearly agitated he put his watch and jacket back in place. “I’m sorry.” You whispered, angry at yourself for ruining the date.
“No, don’t be. Who might this ‘everybody’ be?” His calm voice made you feel at ease again, and before you realised it, you were already pronouncing his name.
“Jack”
“Didn’t I know so, what a coincidence.” His reaction confused you. “You have to know that nothing of whatever he said about me is true.” He sighed, looking in your eyes, hoping to persuade you.
“How did you know it was him?”
“Because Conor told me last night that Jack fancies you. A lot. Normally that would be a reason for me to cancel this date tonight and simply keep seeing you as a friend, but I couldn’t. Not this time. I haven’t felt this comfortable with a girl in ages, and even though Jack is one of my closest friends, you give me the feeling that this is all worth it. I really like you, Y/N, and there’s no way I would ever give up on something that I believe could turn into something so much more beautiful.”
At this stage all kinds of emotions were running through your body. Happiness, because Alex actually felt the same way about you as you felt about him, surprise, because your best friend turned out to have the hots for you, and guilt, because your next move was about to ruin some friendships.
“I like you a lot too. And no matter what Jack may or may not be feeling for me, it won’t stop me from feeling what I feel for you. He’ll never be more than a friend to me. You’re the one that I want to be with.”
And as the smile returned on Alex’ face, he leaned in closer to you to make his soft lips touch yours and seal the deal with a kiss that you happily answered.
“What are we going to tell Jack?” He asked once you parted.
“I’ll talk to him. He’ll understand eventually, I hope.”
“He will. As I know Jack, he’ll forget you in no time.”
“Hey!” You said as you poked him in his stomach, making him laugh and pulling you in for another kiss under a sky full of stars.
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A/N: woooohhhhhhhhh another request finished! I really hope that you liked what I wrote for you. If any of my other readers want an imagine as well, don’t be afraid to send in a request in my ask box! I do personal requests as well :)
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unfollovving · 8 years ago
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Answer all the questions u want fam ;)
This took quite some time & it’s way too long but here it goes haha
1. Are looks important in a relationship?
nah looks aren’t everything
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
If you both really love & trust eachother then yes they are, if they treat you like shit they aren’t
3. Are you a virgin?
sorta
4. Are you in a relationship?
nope
5. Are you in love?
with my cat maybe
6. Are you single this year?
started it single so yeah haha
7. Can you commit to one person?
definitely
8. Describe your crush
youtube
9. Describe your perfect mate
One that actually puts effort into talking to me with lots of sarcasm & roasting
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do!
11. Do you ever want to get married?
maybe one day who knows
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends on the situation
13. Do you get jealous easily?
I do haha
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
maybe
15. Do you have any piercings?
nope
16. Do you have any tattoos?
nope
17. Do you like kissing in public?
yes
20. Do you shower every day?
not everyday no
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I doubt so
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
probably not haha
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I can, the other one mostly can’t
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
nah
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
preferably
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
A long time ago I think??
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Nope
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Too many times
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
nope
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
nope but I’d love to lose weight haha
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
too many times
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Yeah
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Nope
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
sorta
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
I think? not sure tbh
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
yeah haha
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
basically whenever I have a crush lmao
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yes
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
nope
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
no idea
43. How long was your longest relationship?
4-5 months I think
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
a few long distance relationships
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?
1
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
not enough
47. How old are you?
21
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
That I’m happy for them as long as they don’t get hurt
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
their smile
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
depends
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
probably yeah
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
yeah, cause they’ve given up on me & I’m done trying to keep shit up if they don’t do anything for it
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?54. Is there someone you will never forget?
yeah
55. Share a relationship story.
meh
56. State 8 facts about your body
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57. Things you want to say to an ex
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58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Talk to me a lot
Actually put effort into talking to me
Compliment me about things I’m insecure about I think??
Have a good sense of humor & sarcasm
Just be nice to me in general
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
I might later or I’ll just reblog an old one haha
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
2 years
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Good question, their smile I think?
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
some sort of lap dance or a lot of teasing I guess?? don’t even know tbh
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
already replied to that 
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Doing anything you should only do with your partner or that you don’t have consent about to do so.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
lots of teasing & other things but euhm haha
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
euhm
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
A romantic dinner, either on the beach or in an open place where we can watch the stars/sunset & just lay around
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Bi
69. What turns you off?
Bad breathe/odor
70. What turns you on?
Red lips, thigh highs, teasing & nipples poking through a shirt
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
that’s a secret mwah
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
moaning duh
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
send me a song or things that remind them of me
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
I have no idea tbh
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Send me long sweet morning messages
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Wrote a 2 page or more letter to someone
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
max 2-3 years
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
still a secret
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
a while ago bc someone got too close to the person I liked haha
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
recently to one of my friends I think
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
hmmmm
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
One of my classmates
83. Who was your first kiss with?
A girl I met on a camp
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
she cheated on me
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
Obviously yeah
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polaroidjoseph · 7 years ago
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i thought i loved you, but it was just how you looked in the light
'DAN!', Phil yells out as he comes down from his high. Dan pulls out of him and plops next to him on the couch. Phil moves his fringe from out of his face and moves to hug Dan, but Dan is already standing and putting on his boxers. 'I'm going to get some groceries, do you want anything?' Phil sighs and shakes his head. 'I'm good, thanks though.' Dan nods and goes to grab his jacket. He feels in his pockets for his wallet and then walks out without saying anything. Phil sighed again and stood up to get dressed. He and Dan had been doing this thing for a few months. 'We're just bro's helping each other out, no strings attached.' Obviously Phil regretted that decision at this moment. The last few weeks Phil realized that his for Dan went deeper then 'just friends', but he was too scared to say anything.
Once Phil was dressed he went to the kitchen to eat something, even though he knew he could not swallow anything. He looked in their cupboards and found a half empty bottle of Ribena. What he didn't't know that this was the bottle that started this whole thing. They spiked a bottle of Ribena with vodka and got drunk and... did the do. (I'm so adult, 'did the do' are you kidding me nina?!) But Phil, the goldfish that he is, forgot that this was that bottle and decided to drink it all before it would go bad. ( can Ribena even go bad? Idk I'm not British so I've never had Ribena. Sorry not sorry)
when Dan got back from the groceries, Phil was flat out drunk. Dan walked to the kitchen and put the bags down, he would put them away later. He wanted to go straight to his bedroom, but he forgot his MacBook in the lounge. When he walked into the lounge he didn't expect Phil to be lying on the ground, face first. (Also known as the 'existential crisis') 'Euhm, Phil, are you o-, hold on, are you drunk?!' Phil tried to stand up while Dan was saying this, but shakingly fell back down again. 'N-no, wot are you tolking 'bout?' Phil thought that he was just talking in his normal half British, half Northern accent. But he was speaking full out Northern. Dan knew he was drunk because he only spoke Northern when he came back from his parents' house, when he spoke to them on the phone or when he was drunk. Dan knew he didn't get a call from his mother, because after the call Phil would usually talk normal again. So he was drunk.
'Phil why in the bloody hell are you drunk at 10 o' clock in the morning!' Dan tried to keep his cool, but failed. When Phil finally got to his feet (sorta, he was still wobbling like an just born baby horse), he looked up at Dan with a failed angry face. 'I didn't know that bottle was spiked, you arse!' Another thing Phil only did when he was drunk, he swore. 'No no no no no, Daniel, I'm sorry you are not an arse, I love you.' 'Phil you know you don't have to call me by my full name, only your and my mother do that, and you know I love you too.' Phil shook his head and looked up at Dan. 'I don't mean it in the way you do. When we fuck, it means so fucking much to me, but you just don't give a shit. But I do!' Tears were streaming out of Phil's eyes right now and he was yelling. 'Every single fucking time you refer to me as ' your best friend' my hearts breaks more and more because that's all I'll ever be! And Dan I swear to god, every time you say that I wish that you were lying. When you scream my name in pleasure and when I can make you feel good, I can pretend it's real, even if it's just for an hour. When you leave right when we're done, I get pulled back into reality and it hurts y'know. It really fucking hurts!' Phil has calmed down a bit by now and Dan is staring at him in shock. 'So yeah, I didn't know that that bottle was spiked, but I'm glad I could forget this everlasting fucking pain.'
Dan was still shocked and didn't know what to say. 'Dan, please just say something, anything.' Phil was pleading with him now. Dan took a deep breath. 'I'm sorry Phil.' Phil shook his head and smiled sadly at him. 'I just don't feel that way, you're like a brother to me.' Phil nodded and walked over to Dan. He hugged him and gave him a kiss on his cheek. 'I get it, Dan. You don't have to apologize.' He turned around and went back into his room. Dan felt bad, he didn't know Phil felt that way about him.
Phil didn't come out of his room the whole rest of the day. When it was 5 'o clock Dan started making some stir fry for him and Phil. 'Phil dinner is ready!' Dan went to sit at the television and put on the episode of Death Note they were on. Needless to say, after the episode ended and Dan finished eating, Phil still hadn't come out to eat. Dan heated the stir fry in the microwave and put it in front of Phil's door. The next morning it still was sitting in front of Phil's closed door.
The next few months were very weird. Phil would leave a lot and rarely talk to Dan, he would never sit next to Dan anymore and kept respectable space between them. When Phil cooked, he wouldn't call Dan over to eat, he would just leave it in the kitchen for him. Dan hated to admit that he missed it, he missed Phil, His Phil. But he knew he couldn't say that. He had rejected Phil, so that's his own fault.
Then one day Dan was sitting in his sofa crease in the lounge when Phil came in. 'Dan, I really have to tell you something.' He said in a serious tone. Dan got a bit scared, because Phil almost never talked very serious if it wasn't in a meeting with some important person. Phil sat down on the chair across from Dan. 'I've met someone.' Dan felt all the air leave his body. 'R-Really?' He asked. Phil nodded and looked at him. 'His name is Brendon and he's really sweet. I've been seeing him for a while now. He asked me to move in with him and I said yes.' Phil said. Dan swallowed back tears and smiled at him. 'That's great, Phill! When can I meet him?' Phil smiled brightly at him and started babbling about how nice Brendon was and that he would come to help him pack this Wednesday, but Dan wasn't listening. He was thinking about how badly he had fucked up. He had lost Phil.
When Dan had woken up that Wednesday as usual. Then everything came crashing back down on him. Phil was moving out and moving in with his boyfriend Brendon that Dan was going to meet today.
When Dan walked into the kitchen it was completely silent. Phil was at Brendon's, 'Preparing him for you' he had joked, but Dan didn't laugh. Dan got out his cereal, which has been unusually full these last few days, and would be for the next god knows how long. Then right there and then Dan broke down. He had made a mistake turning Phil down. That had just given Phil the faith to go and find someone else to replace him. Dan had let go of the only thing that kept him alive all those years ago in 2009. They had the bump in their road, also known as 2012. But in all honesty Dan had never changed. He was still scared of what would happen if he let himself love Phil, that's why he turned him down. Look what came of that.
It was around three in the afternoon when someone rung the doorbell. Dan thought it was weird because they, he, didn't expect any visitors besides Phil and Phil had a key. When Dan opened the door, it was indeed Phil with a man behind him. The man was average height, but small compared to Phil. He had pitch black hair that was up in a quiff and shaved at the sides, he also had a very big forehead for some reason. He was wearing round glasses and a white shirt with black skinnies. 'Hi I'm Brendon, you must be the Dan that Phil has told me so much about. Nice to meet you!' Dan looked at Brendon's hand, then at Phil, who was urging him to shake Brendon's hand with his eyes. He decided that he had already fucked things up with Phil, so the least he could do was be nice. 'Yeah, and I've heard a lot about you too Brendon! Phil mentioned that you were in a band?'
He couldn't do it. He couldn't hate Brendon. He was just so fun and friendly. He got why Phil was in love with him. When he talked about music, his biggest passion, he saw how Phil looked at him. It was the way Dan used to look at Phil. When Phil went to the bathroom Dan looked at Brendon. 'He really loves you, you know.' Brendon said. 'He told me what happened between you two and I just want you to know, I'm okay with it. I'm not going to hate you for it. I'm just wondering why? How could you not love that cute face and personality?' Brendon laughed. 'Yeah, I don't know why either.' Dan said, looking down.
A/N: So..Hi. This took way too long, i swear to god. I published it two times by accident, so if you saw that, you know how long it took me. But at least it's longer then usual... like, 1650 words long. I have an idea for a part two if you guys would like that? Anyway, when you're reading this, it may already be December 2017 and the year was awful again for all I know. But 2016 was the worst year yet, and it's December 30th right now, so
HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU CUTE POTATOES!!!!
 see you later
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takeawaypizzas · 8 years ago
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Nope. Do it x
urgh loser.
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?- yes!
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?- nope
3. Have you taken someones virginity?- euh, no, wel kinda? sorta haha
4. Is trust a big issue for you?- yeah…
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?- NO BCS STUPID EXAMS 
6. What are you excited for?- Seeing my girl
7. What happened tonight?- the question is whats going to happen tonight ! 
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?- a bit, not a fan of the whole lets get mortal thing
9. Is confidence cute?- it is ! :) 
10. What is the last beverage you had?- Nalu 
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?- uhm, 3 people i think
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?- ofc hahaha 
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?- I hope cuddling with my girl… 
14. What are you going to spend money on next?- probs food
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?- ofc, thats my girl ! 
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?- I’m changing everyday to be a better me! so yeah hahaha 
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?- @gay-as-f-u-c-k​ and @foxavnue​
18. The last time you felt broken?- Monday, bcs I don’t really feel good at home
19. Have you had sex today?- nope 
20. Are you starting to realize anything?- that imma fail my exams …
21. Are you in a good mood?- in between hahah 
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?- i dont wanna die thank you very much 
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?- a bit 
24. What do you want right this second?- my gf
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?- probs “it’s okay, i love you”, i’m a pussy and I love her too much to lose her… but I know she won’t do that, she loyal!  
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?- yes ! 
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?- nope
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?- my gf’s stupid cat situation hahaha
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?- yes!
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?- depends on what you did 
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?- nooooooooo 
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?- i hope she does, i tell her everyday hahha 
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?- nah im not one of those 
34. Listening to?- the new ed sheeran song yay 
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?- I just did hahaha 
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?- she’s at home 
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?- yes
38. Who did you last call?- @gay-as-f-u-c-k​
39. Who was the last person you danced with?- myself lol hahahhaha 
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?- bcs i’m crazy about her 
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?- a year ago or so ? 
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?- yes
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?- all the time … 
44. Do you tan in the nude?- i dont tan hahahha 
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?- hell nah, i would give more hahaha 
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?- nope 
47. Who was the last person to call you?- @gay-as-f-u-c-k
48. Do you sing in the shower?- i sing everywhere i am ! so yeah 
49. Do you dance in the car?- ofc , who doesn’t 
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?- once
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?- never lol why would anyone take a pic of me haha 
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?- im not really a big fan of it 
53. Is Christmas stressful?- YES PRESENT SHOPPING OMG 
54. Ever eat a pierogi?- a what ?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?- strawberry 
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?- a vet, cs i love animals, also a nurse cs i wanna help people , but here i am studying to be a film monteur
57. Do you believe in ghosts?- a bit
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?- all the fucking time 
59. Take a vitamin daily?- yes
60. Wear slippers?- nooooo
61. Wear a bath robe?- nooooo
62. What do you wear to bed?- shorts (and shirt but not always) 
63. First concert?- Metallica 
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?- none , we don’t have those 
65. Nike or Adidas?- nike 
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?- cheetos , idk fritos 
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?- peanuts 
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?- lol none hahaha 
69. Ever take dance lessons?- i did haha 
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?- professional traveler would be nice 
71. Can you curl your tongue?- uh yeah 
72. Ever won a spelling bee?- noooooo
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?- yesh! 
74. What is your favorite book?-  looking for alaska was nice ! also every harry potter one hahah 
75. Do you study better with or without music?- with!!!!
76. Regularly burn incense?- nope
77. Ever been in love?- i am rn! 
78. Who would you like to see in concert?- you want a list ? 
79. What was the last concert you saw?- bring me the horizon 
80. Hot tea or cold tea?- no tea … 
81. Tea or coffee?- chocolate milk hahhahahha 
82. Favorite type of cookie?- the regular one’s with chocolate chips 
83. Can you swim well?- yes 
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?- ofc hahah
85. Are you patient?- sometimes hahaha 
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?- a band would be awesome !! but probs a dj bcs i like to dance hahaha 
87. Ever won a contest?- euhm not that i can remember 
88. Ever have plastic surgery?- noooooooo
89. Which are better black or green olives?- i dont like olives 
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?- go for it hahaha idc that much 
91. Best room for a fireplace?- living room , cosy 
92. Do you want to get married?- maybe some day, but that would be nice yeah! dipshit ! but ayyy anon , now you know too ! xxx Fleur 
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alwayslistentoyourdreams · 5 years ago
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GET IN MY BUSINESS PLEASE:
The meaning behind my url: your dreams are a mix of desires of your head and heart. You’ve got to chase them to be happy. Stop finding reasons not to chase them (note to self)
A picture of me: see my header
How many tattoos i have and what they are: I don’t have any
Last time i cried and why: last week, because I’m in such a weird state of mind lately and I just want it to end.
Piercings i have: None
Favorite band: I’m into eighties music lately, So I would say Foreigner and Spandau Ballet.
Biggest turn offs: Sweaty hans, bad breath, narcism and bad sense of humour.
Top 5 (food): Chocolate, Pancakes, Pizza (Italian food in general), Chinese food, a steak (with fries ofc) =)
Tattoos i want: Maybe a small one with a personal meaning. Haven’t really thought of it yet.
Biggest turn ons: intense eye contact, neck kissing, kissing in general, reassurance
Age: 23
Ideas of a perfect date: to spend alone time with someone who genuinly cares about me, is honest to me about everything and has nothing to hide. I don’t care what we do, as long as we get to talk and get to know eachother.
Life goal: 1) to be happy 2) raise a family 3) see the world
Piercings i want: none
Relationship status: Single (let’s keep it simple)
Favorite movie: Bridget Jones always gets me, also Harry Potter
A fact about my life: nothing comes easy and everthing is complicated
Phobia: arachnofobia, also agorafobia
Middle name: Juliette
Height: 165cm
Are you a virgin? No
What’s your shoe size? 36/37
What’s your sexual orientation? I tend to fall for someone’s personality, no gender in specific.
Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? I occasionally have an alcoholic drink, but I don’t have a problem?
Someone you miss: people who died and my (ex) bf
What’s one thing you regret? I feel and overthink to much and I get the feeling I do’t live my life to the fullest
First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: Kristen Stewart
Favorite ice cream? Straciatella, chocolate, bueno.. CAN’T CHOOSE
One insecurity: my body and what I say
What my last text message says: All is fine
Have you ever taken a picture naked? Yes
Have you ever painted your room? Nope
Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? Yes
Have you ever slept naked? Yes
Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? Yes, who didn’t???
Have you ever had a crush? Yes, again, who didn’t???
Have you ever been dumped? Yes
Have you ever stole money from a friend? No
Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes
Have you ever been in a fist fight? Yes
Have you ever snuck out of your house? Don’t think so
Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Yes, too many times
Have you ever been arrested? No
Have you ever made out with a stranger? No
Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes
Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? Yes
Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? ew, no
Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? Yes, haha, badass =)
Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
Have you ever seen someone die? Yes
Have you ever been on a plane? Yes
Have you ever kissed a picture? Yes
Have you ever slept in until 3? Probably
Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now? Both :)
Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
Have you ever made a snow angel? Yes, I want to do it again!!
Have you ever played dress up? When I was a little girl
Have you ever cheated while playing a game? Yes :p
Have you ever been lonely? Yes
Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Have you ever been to a club? Yes
Have you ever felt an earthquake? Yes
Have you ever touched a snake? No, too scary
Have you ever ran a red light? By foot and by bike, yes
Have you ever been suspended from school? No
Have you ever had detention? Yes, once
Have you ever been in a car accident? Yes
Have you ever hated the way you look? Yes, all the time
Have you ever witnessed a crime? Don’t think so
Have you ever pole danced? Haha nope
Have you ever been lost? Yes
Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? Yes
Have you ever felt like dying? Mentally, yes
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes
Have you ever sang karaoke? Yes
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Yes, I contradict myself all the time
Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? Nope
Have you ever kissed in the rain? Yes, so romantic!
Have you ever sang in the shower? Yes
Have you ever made out in a park? Yes
Have you ever dream that you married someone? Yes :)
Have you ever glued your hand to something? Glued my fingers together
Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No haha
Have you ever gone to school partially naked? euhm, no
Have you ever been a cheerleader? Haha, no
Have you ever sat on a roof top? No, but I wan’t to even though it scares me
Have you ever brushed your teeth? Like every day??
Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? When I’m home alone
Have you ever played chicken? No, are you crazy??
Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No
Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? Yes
Have you ever broken a bone? No
Have you ever been easily amused? Superficially yes
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Yes
Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? No
Have you ever cheated on a test? Yes
Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? Yes
Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? Yes
Give us one thing about you that no one knows. I intend to return what I get from others. Sometimes I give a little more than necessary and in comparison to what I get from them, which disappoints me. People have disappointed me too much, too soon.
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