#Why am I like this.
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Go little dude go.
Can ya tell who my favorite is by now?
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt future leo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt#tmnt#my art#heh#future leonardo#art#I spent more time on this than the original art I was makin'.#Why am I like this.
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write a leo fic without any whiffs of breeding kink: impossible challenge
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didn't want to come across as passive aggressive putting this in the reblogs so here's a separate post about my thinky thoughts on she/her tsubaki. mainly because i do what i want forever but if canon happens to make a convincing argument for it thats nice too since i am incapable of shutting the hell up
1. KIRYU EXISTS
people love tsubaki's whole thing of accepting herself for who she is regardless of what others think. this is something i've seen repeated a lot in comments re: the official translation's he/him pronouns, and when fighting through the generally hypermasculine trenches of shounen anime/manga it's understandable want more male characters who stay true to themselves by rejecting social norms and openly embracing their femininity...however i fear we are forgetting our history 😔 the femboy diversity hire has been here all along yall our quota is full !! really tho kiryu was MADE for the girls and the gays even without getting into his personality just look at him. the pink hair. the piercings. the accessories. the off the shoulder drip. like come on COME ONNNN give him his genderqueer props
2. THE RAWS
i don't know japanese so i can't actually get too deep into how she speaks and is referred to BUT what little i can say is this. she used to use the personal pronoun ボク (boku) [katakana] as a child, and this is a common way for young boys to address themselves, but at some point she switches to ワタシ / あたし / 私 (atashi) [katakana/hiragana/kanji] in order to present and be percieved as female/feminine. this is a form of gender expression unavailable in english due to our limited number of first person pronouns and it's extremely important to her character due to how deliberate and intentional of a decision it is (though for the sake of interpretive fairness i feel like i have to say i'm not culturally knowledgeable enough to discern if it's used in a 女性語 vs オネえ言葉 context or how/if her speech patterns fit into those categories). shizuka also specifically thinks of her as an older sister 姉 (ane) [kanji]
3. DEPTH OF INTERNAL CONFLICT
tsubaki's childhood feelings of alienation, displacement, and deception are way too extreme to come from someone who only wears women's clothes because he likes the fashion (imo). this doesn't read as a young boy who's into girly hobbies and is scared people will make fun of him for it; this reads as a young trans girl who is tormented by the act of constantly lying about who she is, but who knows that living truthfully will get her utterly rejected by the majority of the people she knows. she just doesn't have the language to explain herself beyond liking pretty things and not being like "other" boys. tumblr won't let me add another photo but the shot of her looking at her reflection in the window and calling herself a liar at the beginning of the chapter...there is something so incredibly and incommunicably transgender about those few panels
IN CONCLUSION: i don't necessarily hate the official he/him decision because it will be very very cool if nii satoru actually is playing 4d gender chess with tsubaki like that but i simply do not know or trust the editorial team enough to take their word on her english pronouns (<- is hypervigilant about microaggressions against trans women)
#anyway tsubaki my beloved <3#posts#wind breaker#tsubakino tasuku#sidenote my inner oppositional demon is demanding i write a he/they tsubaki fic now specifically bc i made this post. about she/her tsubaki#why am i like this.#no readmore if you wanna scroll past you gotta put in that effort babey !!
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No one:
Me: Arligan Zey is NOT a just background character! NOT TO ME. HE IS THE THIRD UNLOVED DAD IN REPCOMM AND I WILL BRING HIM JUSTICE
#two of you already heard this rant but it needs to be said#no one loves Arli more than me#why am I like this.#republic commando#repcomm#arligan zey#anyway stay tuned I’ve got more to say about arligan zey#arligan hc#cal rambles about repcomm
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all my thoughts today are about transfem lesbian scar today. please see my vision. I cannot be in this alone.
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Hello WTTT fandom, been a minute hasn't it (it's been 4 months)
So a video of drag king Magnus Opium performing both parts of Phantom of the Opera came across my TikTok FYP and I got struck with inspiration, so here's a New York. I will take every opportunity given to push my theatre kid NY agenda.
Have a lil stupid bonus meme under the cut too
#my art#welcome to the table#wttt#wttt new york#welcome to the statehouse#wttsh new york#Do not look too hard at the lighting I pray#I tried my best#Speaking of I am never beating the ''can only do shading/lighting if looping a song'' allegations#Cus guess what. I had the TikTok on repeat the whole time.#Why am I like this.#Sidenote wow I'm realizing my New York isn't identifiable as New York without any of his usual stuff on#But then again that's why we give them their state things isn't it#I feel like most designs are only recognizable as their states without their stuff because we know them/the context#Even then people still label em a lot of the time when they draw them#Sorry I started yapping about something unrelated in the tags lol
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want to draw this morning but oh my god i made a commitment today that means i have to sit here for three hours doing nothing i dont have enough time
#snap chats#why am i like this.#last night i really wanted to draw a cherik comic i had in mind but i was struggling on how to format it#so Naturally i was like 'ok ill just sleep and see if i get any Visions and ill draft it in the morning'#ok chuckle nuts its the morning and im hanging with a friend later and then my mom and then we're watching speak no evil VJLEKVAKLJ#I DONT HAVE TIME TO DRAFT A COMIC <- has AT LEAST four hours#hate it here. gonna force myself to maybe type a script since that usually helps but either way im drawing this#it has elements ive been wantin to draw for a while so im demanding my brain cooperates
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I have the most stupidly straight guy coded taste in women and I hate it because naturally, the women I happen to crush on are almost always attracted to men (predominantly if not exclusively.....)
#why am i like this.#will i ever experience requited attraction in my entire life?#im starting to doubt...
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what is wrong with me.
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if i had a podcast it'd be called I Wanted To Talk About Something But I've Forgotten What It Was and it would be fifteen minutes of mostly apologies
#alternatively: my brain is blank so i'm going to babble to cover up my anxiety then have stress dreams about this for the next decade#why am i like this.#three decades on this planet and zero ability to do the social#personal nonsense#rolo rambles
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Will: Therapy doesn’t work on me, I know all the tricks.
Hannibal: Bet you haven’t seen this one *has sex with him*
#why am I like this.#this show makes me feral#this is ALL I can think abt during this scene#Hannibal#Hannibal NBC#Hannigram#nsft ?#my ramblings
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@ god the universe anyone listening PLS remind me i have to actually UPLOAD the new version of last snow.............i worked on it for too long for it never to see the light of day orz
#caw.txt#i spent all weekend with nothing to do but 'upload edited version of fic' on my calendar#and then i played sd/v for a billion hours.#why am i like this.#(it is the symptoms syndrome. knowing this does not make it easier.)
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adopt me people when someone their girlfriend breaks up with them
Thanks let's do it!🤝
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god this is so fucked up . why is no one playing with my tits rn.
any trans ppl in the greater baltimore area if you wanna play with my tits dm me
#why am i like this.#for some reason making a cringe post like this is easier than reopening lex#probly bc i know that ppl interacting is extremely unlikely here#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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uuughhghgghh my life is so HARD i DO NOT want to DO THIS (me thinking about hobbies i love, am passionate about and enjoy doing)
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