#Who Gave Me A Pen?
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IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#ashe winters#LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH#ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE#ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like#the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it?#how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember?#who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow.#did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe#maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close#its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at?#AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways#when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what?#maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV#MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT#OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...
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So, recently, I found an old thermos of mine
The thermos in question
And when I saw it, the first thing that came to my mind was that it would be perfect for commander Fox, so I drew it
The thermos was drawn entirely from memory, so it doesn't fully resemble the original, but that's just a minor detail
#star wars#the clone wars#commander fox#cc 1010#i headcanon that the shinies gave it to him#they saw it in a shop while patroling the streets of courusant#then they managed to convince the nice senators to buy it for them and give it to Fox#you can decide who the nice senators were#btw can you tell that I colored him with a glitter gel pen?#that was the only red thing I had near me
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Glow my beloved
#glow is just so fun to paint generally stark lighting is very fun for me#idk why i gave him a pen this time weed who knows hes got issues everyone knows this#tw smoking#idk i guess people may want that#fantroll#art#artwork#fantrolls#sauron yetzar#homestuck#hiveswap#portrait#own character
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dany v2 coming along nicely
#the huion kamvas rly wasnt working for me i ended up returning it to the friend who gave it to me#have now found a program that lets u use the ipad as a digitizer and its working much better#unfortunately i am v used to drawing on glass and the sensitivity of the ipad pen#art#my art#doodle#wip
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It was so random that I used to pen pal. I made 1 friend out of it and 2 enemies
#only friend i made was my australian pen pal too#hes only 8 hrs away#enemies were BOTH from the USA lmaooooooooo stop i never realised#one was an ex mormon lesbian who was TRANSPHOBIC. imagine my horror upon finding this out#the other was like a US liberal from some random state who named her chickens kamala and joe which gave me such huge ick i simply could#not be her pen pal anymore
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I’ll fight them
A accurate representation of me saying I’m gonna fight them:
#criminal minds#spencer reid#your gonna tell me that this man was supposed to be heterosexual after the look he gave Ethan no way#I want to see this man have a full on bi crisis#early seaosn Spencer when JJ and Derrk walk in: I’m having a crisis#Pen in her office: who do you have a crush on?#Spence: *looking at JJ and Derek* B O T H#the crush he has on JJ fades quickly#because SOMEONE invited Pen to their date 🙄🙄#and it wasn’t Spencer#and Pen didn’t invite herself
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I'm sort of afraid that my Shinomi fic might get misinterpreted t.t
#pen rambles#writing#ik it'll depend on the execution#but i still got a comment from saltation that they thought it's a romance fic and nauuur it's not even a love story anon 😭😭😭#anyway i'm also struggling in balancing the detail of my shinomi fic#like (1) how much is enough to incorporate takeomi's hostessing without it overshadowing her relationship with shin#but instead expanding on said relationship as well as their character arcs and themes?#(2) i hope to god someone doesn't read this as anti-sex or against sex work#(we hate the system and no hostessing isn't prostitution but-)#hoping my execution is actually good at making this clear and nuanced jfjdks#(3) how does one deconstruct girlboss without stating girlboss and calling out that it's toxic lol 🥲#(4) takeomi is sort of a bad person but is still a person (who gave me psychological damage *affectionate*)#ok ykw? maybe i can have some peace of mind knowing yuri and wlw sex aren't popular tags in ao3......
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whoever said jelly artstyle is "lazy" and "easy 2 do" is annoying and a fucking liar btw.
1 bc fuck u who r u to dictate the worth of art that is not even yours nd think its the correct opinion ro have and generalising everything due to hatred of something popular
2 bc IT TOOK ME 2 DIFF ART PROGRAM TESTING TO SEE WHERE THE FUCK IS WAS GONNA RENDER THIS LMFAOOO ALSO FUCK U NO ARTSTYLE IS INHERENTKY EASY IF U DONT LEARN FORMATTING FOR THAT STYKE!!!!!THAT STYLE WAS LEARNED BY PPL!!!!FUCK YOU!!!!
#sketchies!!#im DYING omg#i now realise why most ppl w “”“ smoother”“” artstyles (i label them as smooth rendering bc idk whats the name of yhe style) us3 ibis LMFAO#csp and hipaint failed me on this one ill b real#also after going thru several tuts on how 2 do jelly artstyle rendering i uh#gave up.#nd jus did all the renderinv in one seperate layer#ok 08 and 09s u best grandpa nick on this one idk how u young ppl do 1 layer rendering and use ur special brushes.#grandpa nick ran back to pen fade. womo womp#so so proud nd cheery for all the young artists out there who learned anatomy and clring so so well at an early age#but also im screaming at the mirror trying 2 understand how u guys also use overlays.#idk. how 2 use overlays.#yes im a 16 yr old man whos been doing digital art since i was like Seven. so almost 10. yrs. pls leave me alone
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Excuse me?! 😭 your mom is sooooo right for real, like yeah I don't understand why people complain(ed) about Luke, he's so fine!!! 🥵🔥 I'm going to melt and more once he's on my screen (which is soon!!!!!)
This was last week after the new promos came out right? So I was freaking out (rightfully so) and my siblings were rolling my eyes at my fangirling (they're incredibly sick of me and my polin obsession) and my mom was like "what are you looking at?"
So. I showed her Luke Newton's photo shoot and. SHE WAS LIKE I GET IT!!! I TOTALLY GET IT!!! it made me so happy like. colin bridgerton they could never make me hate you. season 1 baby colin bridgerton, you're an icon i love you forever
and I only started getting into bridgerton this year (a crime I know!!!) but I've heard about the stupid complaining the "fans" did about both Luke and Nicola and (while i wasn't sure how to bring it up here) personally I would never. My parents are two incredibly fine individuals and I can't wait to lose sleep over it all. 🙃
#benedict calling colin sturdy is so real so true#pen is my icon and hero and i would have folded immediately after hearing col saying he missed me#ugh anon i am going to be so extra annoying about polin canon polin carriage scene i promise#also this press tour is so sick i hate luke and nic so much who gave them permission to be so cute together 🤨#and can they get a raise 🤨#anon ask#anonymous#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#polin#colin sturdy bridgerton#penelope icon featherington
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I think “Art Is for Amateurs” by Jam Mechanics, featuring Bug Hunter and the Narcissist Cookbook, might be replacing “Ghost Stories” by the Narcissist Cookbook as my favorite song and I Don’t Know How To Feel Ab That
#like ghost stories takes me away to that Place yk#other plane of existence#something something sense of self#something something we are all ghost stories at the end of the day and maybe we should just aim to stay that way#BUT ART IS FOR AMATEURS IS SUCH A BANGER#IT GOES SO HARD#WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT#i’ve been listening to it on repeat#wdym ‘doweries or endowments or for the decorative towels’#wdymmmm ‘so spare a thought for the middle-man who couldn’t make anything (but bank)’#the raw EMOTION of ‘the more space you just make for the BULLSHIT’#and ‘and I’m all in man this is all that I know how to do’#different emotions#both raw as /shit/#this song is the only thing on my mind always#it’s taking over my life#and putting a pen in my hand and pushing me to get back to work#bc goddammit#art is for amateurs#bug hunter#the narcissist cookbook#jam mechanics#ghost stories#this song slaps#both songs are amazing#ghost stories will forever be my first True Love#my gateway drug lmao#but new personal life anthem just dropped
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i went over to a friend's house tonight to beat a guy up
#in the euphoria of getting to do a task for a friend i almost forgot work literally gave me a tablet with a pressure sensitive pen#who here's been here for ten years and remembers me doing stick figure friend posts#anyway she kind of jokingly suggested it but my cup spilleth over with desire to accomplish tasks and be useful for my friends#in ways they never want to take me up on#i havent felt a high like this in weeks#this is gonna carry me over for the rest of the summer at least#i cant believe i managed to defeat ganondorf twice hoo boy i thought for sure i was gonna die BOTH times
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do you just go to a bar? and just exist there? and people talk to you?
ive never done that and that's like a foreign concept to me
theres one specific pub i go to pretty often ( because my best friend works there n invites me to come hang a lot while theyre at work) its like. geek themed. pretty cafe-leaning in vibes.
and bc i look like a manic pixie dream girl ppl always feel inclined to talk to me there :p
#ask#a month ago this girl came up to me and gave me a cute pen bc she rly liked me.....we r friends now hi suxy ily <3#hung out w her some 3 or 4 other times there since then bc she also frequents the place#the guy i talked abt turtles for hours with was an italian foreign student who just happened upon the pub. it was on a sunday so
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some quick birb studies during slow shifts a few years ago :)
(they’re very small, about 4x6″)
#never really shared these much beyond a dA sketchdump and of course my server#but I think they're still nice enough to appreciate on their own :}#bird art#birds#pen sketch#wings#avian art#also I no longer have most or all of these since I don't really have a market for physical art so would just...#offer one to whatever nicest customers saw my sketchpad and complimented it. lol#at least gave out some business cards that way and people still recognize me as the one who gave 'em art that sits on their desk :')
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Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead
#It's mainly the ship and mainly ship art. Very pretty btw. There's people with gorgeous styles there#There isn't even a lot of x reader fics haha I guess people don't want to bang Utahime?#Anyway... lowkey wished this happened with Ijichi lol#I so wanted Ijichi to mention or even hint at a mention of Gojo one last time like they did with Nanami#If nothing else for the weight of it all. The weight of feeling your youth dying piece by piece alongside the people who made it out#And everything it implies#Art of Shoko dealing with Gojo's death even in a cold way always strikes hard for that motive but I always love it#with pretty much everyone of those years. There was one piece I saw once that was not explicitly or necessarily romantic about Utahime#being hit by Gojo's death and I don't recall exactly how it was (I think I may have queued it?)#but it moved me more than any piece more clearly emotional that I had seen before#I don't know. I thought it held the potential of that. That weird uncomfortable heartbreaking feeling#of hearing bad news about old friends or classmates and how it makes you realise the weight of time#They suffered and accident. They tried to kill themselves. They are very sick. Their sibling or parent died. And you knew these people#You saw them daily for years. Maybe you weren't close but you knew these people. They cut my bangs when I was eight and I punched them#I tripped over them playing hide and seek and we both lost at the same time. We both hated each other's favourite teacher#They borrowed my pen once and then never gave it back. I once drenched them at the fountain after PE and it was winter but they laughed#Their mother got mad though. Now she's dead. We were made to sit together in French class in middle school. They loved to keep their hair l#Now they're sick and have lost their hair#Their little sibling was so annoying always trying to make us play with them during recess too. It was kinda cute. Now they're dead#I don't know. That kind of stuff#Utahime boosts Gojo and then he dies. Shoko opens him up to make a tool of his body#Ijichi accompanies another kid to clean after him in the meanwhile. And then the realisation hits. He is dead#He was annoying. He was my friend. He was so rude#He had such a sweet tooth. He laughed so loudly. He used to lean over people when talking with them#We were kids once. We are here now. He isn't here anymore. Some of us haven't been here anymore for a long while. It's been so long#He was still young. I am still young. We felt so old. At times it feels as if the time back then didn't happen at all.#And now he's dead and oh it's true he was so annoying but he also had such a sweet tooth. I forgot. What do I do with this memory now?#At times it felt as if the time back then didn't happen at all but then at times it shone through. He brought it back#He asked me a favour knowing I wouldn't betray his secret. He still teased the same way. He still leaned on people. But now he's dead#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well xD I think it's a pretty common emotion when it happens.Oh I forgot to censore words again sorry
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irrationally it cracks me up that we're given two snape's flashback chapters and in both we see how perfect Sirius and James fit (from the first conversation!), how taken they are with each other. It probably drove Snape mad even more, not only they hated him and made his life worse, they were so obnoxiously, undeniably happy together.
sksks you know that feeling of being SO filled w rage when people u hate are successful? (*coughs* me & remrem *coughs*) i feel like that’s snape wrt j&s all the time lol. it’s pretty canon that he’s a bitter, petty individual and i can’t see it being any better in his youth so imagining him around these two sappy fuckers, when his own love life is going to shit,,,,
he’s just frothing at the mouth and clenching fists and screaming crying throwing up all the time
#like even thru snape’s supposedly biased perspective—the one thing that endures is how jamesandsirius those two were#truly ‘never could see one without the. other’ fr#can u imagine how much worse it got when james started dating lily#but i also like to imagine that j&s gave most people crises on a regular basis#bc theyre just SO close#my lily’s realisation/shovel talk/patronus fic lily def does#it’s a very like. ‘i wish i had someone who knew me inside out without needing to say a word’ type thing ykno?#pen’s asks
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Chappell Roan was such a breath of fresh air musically that it is actually pissing me off that white queer fandom is being weird about her. I noticed myself keeping tabs on the whole situation. She keeps asking people to be normal about her and they keep saying "No ♥️"
To me, she seems like the type of artist to disappear if things gets too crazy so I would really really like to avoid that. I feel like everyone's so fame hungry these days that y'all don't remember the days when people would just give it all up because the chaos was too much. Because reality left the building and no one wants to live a lie.
Bring back VH1's Behind the Music so the children can learn!
#I don't listen to a lot of younger artists but I really adore her work.#that pen is working and I'd love to watch her grow#but you fucking freaks don't know how to like shit in peace. It's really pissing me off#y'all haven't living through the many artists of the 90s and 2000s who gave it all up.#her collaborator Dan Nigro was in my ALL TIME favorite band and they called it quits because they got poppin and The Life was too much#I mourn As Tall As Lions all the damn time...the albums we could have gotten. Gone because the hero worship needed to be stopped.#just be for real#the most sinister thing is that I can feel fandom wanting to enjoy her but also potentially destroy her. They feel like she's meme'y and#a good candidate for a downfall#but she's just a fucking girl#a young woman making lil bangers#it's not that deep but I can't act like I don't see it.#they're tryna britney my girl
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