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Plagueblogging / covid nursing 2023
#Unexpected development in covid nursing this season#Generally the intensity of covid itself seems to be less#Compared to this time last year#I guess different variant plus widespread vaccination in the older demographic especially#So now rather than high octane respiratory nursing#It's worked out now that we've got room and there's a rolling forever outbreak#That now we are getting send all the cancer oncology renal haematology patients that test positive#So now instead of general medical nursing#It's leaning much heavier towards oncology nursing#Which is. Idk there's a shift#Usually with medical it's a really obvious decline as people go towards end of life and we can make it relatively graceful#But man brain mets are another beast#There's a patient I never met but was just there for the edges of#And I think it will be a while before they don't linger in my mind#I'm so glad the family were onto it and we're accepting and understood her journey#And she was able to pass peacefully with them there#But man I'm glad I wasn't the one who had to make those calls#I was guiding the new grad with advice but they ultimately made different choices than I would#Luckily the patient and family's wishes were able to be followed#But imagining the what ifs of me being in that position had me bursting into tears again#Good practice#I'd have to know to find my voice and ask the question - do you want me to call a medical emergency or do you want some quiet?#That's not a question we usually have to ask because it's not usually so quick so the goals of care can be updated#Cancer cw
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purple glossy starling (lamprotornis purpureus) | adlerstudios on ig
#stim#birds#animals#nature#sfw#purple#blue#green#yellow#brown#iridescent#wings#water#leaves#trees#color shifting#purple glossy starling#lamprotornis purpureus#the one that swoops down is a different species i think 🤔#idk which tho#ishy gifs#postish
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how's everyone feeling today?? It's been my calmest, least outwardly-emotional day. It's starting to sink in now but I'm still just at a such a loss. I keep refreshing my dash - idk what I'm even expecting to see. It feels like part of me is missing. 1d were/are such a big part of my identity and it feels shattered with Liam gone. I almost feel like I don't know what to do with myself. People used to talk about one direction being over all the time, but this has made me realize that they weren't over. And now it feels like they really are. It feels like something was ripped out of my hands. I am grateful to be able to come on here and be "around" people who are also going through it. It's made it a little easier. I hope you're all holding up okay.
#i think people in my real life don't understand the magnitude of the loss#and i'm hesitant to talk about it at the risk of sounding silly to people#idk#it's such a weird and hard thing#and such a heartbreak#also i feel the attention shifting away from it with the general public already#which is like#of course thats gonna happen#but i just wanna be like no we're not done talking about this yet#maybe that's just where i live and what i see idk
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thinking about gohan and vegeta and how their bond is underrated
the difference in their reactions to each other 😭
Gohan being the first one to step between Vegeta and Certain Death, twice, without an ounce of hesitation, and Vegeta saving him back despite his feelings about battle intervention.
Vegeta knowing Gohan's the best of all of them
Vegeta and Gohan both born prodigies assigned an unfair amount of responsibility to be Great and be a Saiyan Messiah(tm) way too young by a stubborn and proud if not (relatively) well-meaning father who didn't see any other option and I just think Gohan doesn't get enough credit as like. The first serious muscle behind Geets' personal growth.
#Gohan the best boy 🥲#We love a LAD#this has been in my drafts for so long because idk how much I want to spam dbz on my dash but aLSO I AM SEEING GOHAN LOVE AND I LOVE GOHAN#AND AS A VEGETA FAN I MUST CONTRIBUTE TO THE GOHAN LOVE I LOVE THAT PURE-HEARTED BABY BOY#goku gets a lot of credit for geets growth but he was an anchor and a goal post -- which are important things to have!!#but lbffr gohan trunks and bulma are the ones who did ALL the heavy lifting and ALL the emotional labor until Vegeta could do it himself#'but goku was a great influence!' sure. but not as great an influence as gohan. Goku's a sweetheart but he's inconsiderate in so many ways#Gohan was the example. Gohan mentored the Trunks that shifted Vegeta's priorities. Gohan saved Vegeta's life without hesitation.#Gohan is the first person to genuinely say 'thank you' to Vegeta and Gohan is the first person that Vegeta genuinely says 'i'm sorry' to#Give Gohan his Goddamn Credit when we talk about the people responsible for Vegeta's growth!! He did SO MUCH!!
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miraaaaaa
#i like her#its supposed to be fingers guns but it kind of looks like shes doing ninjustsu LOL#very very excited for next week. and the week after that. and the week after that. and the week after that and th#boonboomger#mira shift#mira shifuto#idk which spelling is correct#art tag
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hexoween 2: gatekeeper of the underworld
#anthro art#furry art#cerberus#fashion art#artists on tumblr#hexoween#cerberus just needs a break after his shift as a security guard#he decides to go to a goth club#the bar is underworld themed. which bums him out#he’s definitely chained to his job#that’s the story behind this one#it’s fun to use neons sometimes#also cerberus is always referred to as “he” but there are 3 heads? lmao idk man#eyestrain#possibly who knows
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#my art#fan art#my ocs#<- the shift is occurring mostly in the background but it’s happeneing oh no#anyways have a whole note document set up we’ll see if anything comes of that#oh the dialogue is from one of the idw sonics idk which one tho I just saw the panels reposted somewhere and thought hehe#danny fenton#danny phantom#sam manson#tucker foley#valerie gray#ember mclain#just realized not tagging characters would kick future me's ass so ill tag those actually#yay
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The reason the whole age discourse is confusing is that bluepoch keeps pulling shit like THIS.
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 diggers#either he's fuking over 103 years old or this event happens when he's already with vertin#but given how they don't state the era each Storm reverses into we're not even sure if this is accurate#and it's not a typo since london's first subway actually did get built in 1863#so wtf bluepoch what are you implying?#this just makes me believe more that arcanists are long lived species compared to humans and thus the concept of time doesn't bother them#which would also explain how they'd adapt easier to a shift of era since they constantly live in such chaotic environment#that requires constant adaptation at all times#but no srsly bluepoch pls just tell us if arcanists live a long ass time so i can label everyone 500 years old idk
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moo for me babygirl
#spiderman across the spiderverse#the spot#johnathan ohnn#jonathan ohnn#whadda hell which one is it#iloart#atsv spoilers#idk!!!#hes hard to draw cuz i have stupid high expectations (:D) for my art and still struggling to draw AND those are not the guidelines i use!!#i stupidly agreed to a shift tomorrow since were getting ANOTHER important visit so drawing him in a skimpy cow costume will have to wait#i fell so hard and so fast yall i didnt stand a chance 😭😭😭😭#oh im gonna hate this and myself tomorrow lmao. gnight
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watching the henren plot of this episode i realised or possibly came to accept that the show isn't going to delve much into the deeper issues and it's a little disheartening when you're so invested in these characters. but at the same time, i get it. it's a TV show, not a book. and it's a procedural, not a drama show (yes, even though there is drama). they'll bring up something and resolve it in the same episode or at most the next one, and it feels like it's lacking sometimes, but that's my perspective as a fan who is participating in the online fandom culture. that's not the case for the fan who is watching the show for the drama, the laughs, the emotional moments, the sweet moments, and to see the characters happy with their loved ones and their families. this was my experience the first time i was watching the show too, and then i started getting more into the fandom and reading other people's takes and yeah, there are some characters i think could be given better SLs and just, more focus, overall. but this new perspective is gonna let me enjoy the show for what it is and fill the gaps with headcanons and fanfiction.
#send post#idk if i can articulate it any better#tldr: it's not that deep *on purpose*#which like... yeah this isn't news#but i think this last episode kind of shifted my perspective idk#overall. no complaints.
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So I may or may not have started watching another silly little show from the 90s. It kinda hit the sweet spot for me, with it having a fun gimmick while also being a detective show with compelling characters. I also feel like that clown meme looking at the mountain of episodes I still have to get through.
Also I'm going into this show completely blind so please keep spoilers out of this post; as of posting this, I have just finished ep 193! :)
#detective conan#Shinichi Kudo#Conan Edogawa#I have my thoughts and criticisms but so far the show is still in the positive for me#Idk what the general fandom opinion is but the only thing I'm not looking forward to is the change in art style#which i can already see it starting to shift into#Also such a missed opportunity for Conan's thoughts to be in his Shinichi voice but oh well#on the positive side i fucking love Conan he's absolutely adorable and his voice actress does such a good job for both his voices#best moments is when he starts with the kid voice and slides into the serious voice#other best is when he makes little squeaks#also love how much of a ragdoll he is#no one holds Conan like you would hold an actual 6 year old
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Y'know, in fanfics where they have the "Trucy and Apollo are siblings" reveal, the authors tend to make Trucy excited and Apollo be confused and angry. And like, yeah, fair, but—
I think Trucy deserves to be a little angry. She should be upset about this yet another drop in the bucket of the shittiness that is the Gramaryes. She should be angry on behalf of Apollo too!
She already as a character is established to try and hide her true feelings under a facade of cheeriness. I think that should be explored more in this situation, where she feels like she cannot show how angry and upset she actually is.
Meanwhile, we've seen how Apollo reacted when Dhurke came back into his life. He was pushing him away, straight up trying to suppress his feelings and refusing to have proper emotions about it until he literally almost drowns. He hates talking about or thinking about his life and himself. I know he has shown to often get angry, but I personally think that in a reveal, depending on how it goes, he will refuse to think about it, try to ignore the conflicted feelings bubbling up (canonically, he had never even thought about his bio dad until he was given the photo of Jove, so I imagine he feels the same way about his mother up until she is given a face in his mind).
Both Trucy and Apollo are both more concerned about how the other feels than about themselves. And what this means to their family.
#idk how much sense I'm making I just got out of a long shift where I was subjected to sensory overload for several hours#and felt like killing people#but you see my vision right? the idea here#aj rambles#ace attorney#trucy wright#apollo justice#aa4#ajaa#idk which tag is better to use
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(idk if anyone wants to keep hearing my opinions on totk book stuff but-)
apparently it says that rauru DID have kids, multiple even, which yeah... is kinda necessary for zelda to even be connected to them so much so that sonia can SENSE a blood connection (which, even with all the excuses with magic, is just a little too far for me to suspend my disbelief bc its over, OVER, ten thousand years worth of generations that seperate her from them that one lil touch of the hand can sense that (feels more like an attempt to make you care about them or .. see them as zeldas "better" parents just bc they exchange a few nice words, i never got the feeling they were 'better' parents and its also kinda disrespectful to her actual parents, like sure rhoam wasnt the best but i wouldnt call rauru better just bc he was polite)- i could see maybe the light power of hylia or sth but since its the coolest dude that ever lived rauru now that had it which still doesnt make sense and makes me unreasonably annoyed and she can sense BOTH of their powers in her? nah) the fact theres NOTHING about them in the game itself is just so ... no way they planned any of this
i dont think theres anything they can do or say that wont make be believe they either
are making it up alla 'fix it in post' mentality trying to hastily explain stuff the game never bothers to do to try and appease fans or let it appear as if they thought about it at all
something went really REALLY wrong during development, which kinda seems likely given how the game turned out (im sorry i cannot let go, its not just the writing, the game design too and how little was changed in the map while being so damn expensive, i dont know how people dont feel scammed q_q)
given that they (allegedly) spent the last entire year of development on polish (where??? where????? huh??? like it would make it more understandable (EXCEPT for the price) if there was alot of trouble, which was also bc it got delayed and ... turned out like this, but they dont want to say it, especially given their reputation, with that quote i have heard way too many times 'a delayed game blah blah') i just??
are they just gonna go and do it like they did with kashiwa (kass)? "they uuuh where flying around the whole time ony cool sonau tech maschines, you just dont see or hear from them ooooorrr they were uuuuh out of the country at the time" (sending invitations to other continents to join their glorious kingdom ;) )
(bet they are also gonna say they did all the stuff like ... moving the shrines around (lol?) and lifting the islands up into the sky- which is still weird bc ... didnt they also say they were living in the sky before coming to the surface?? so where?? did they park all their islands on the surface and the mystery kids had the keys so they had to repark them back into the sky after they returned off camera?? xD also why are the islands so different as an environment if they where from the surface? like even the STONE up there is different- and if they were first in the sky then on the surface and the nback in the sky .. why is there not a single yellow tree or grass in the past- you cant really argue that it changed bc they were up there so long bc .. nothing else changed, the suddendly and totally always there sonau buildings are largely in prime condition, only some slightly moldy, and what we see of the glorious past looks barely any different from the present, aside from like ... some standard trees shuffled, no castle yet and that glowy uwu filter DESPITE that stupidly long time frame between it)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#idk if others feel like that too but i cant shake the feeling there was something that either went horribly wrong during development-#-or the entire thing was neglected the whole time which is why its so .. i hesitate to even call it bare bones#...which is WILD given that its the supposed sequel to their best seeling zela game#like wtf where you doing#i get that the pressure can be immense but imo it wasnt that hard to make a sequel to thats better than totk#like i think it was harder to make totk like it is NOW bc it scraps and throws away so many things you could have easily used-#-as sequel material#its all so weird to me#my tin foil hat theory is still that they saw the success of the mario movie and immediately shifted everything to make more movies#bc it made so much money#and a movie is easier to make than a good game#so totk or botw2 at the time got the short end of the stick#which is why everything feels like .. so ... bare bones .. untested .. unfinished .. non sensical...#like an alpha build that got enough visual polish to look like a full game when its still an alpha build at its core#some main ideas like the abilities implemented and the basic map layers#mechanics functioning but untested on how it feels to play#like the sage controls and arrow fusing and ... contradictory game mechanics that dont work together#like the bulding WORKS but its clunky and underused- everything can be cheated so easily you dont even feel good cheating-#-bc it feels like the teacher just allowed you to mark your test with a green circle and you still got an A (or however USA grades work)#despite not even reading the questions- why attempt to solve a puzzle if you can just skip it#and how they tell you to be creative with it yet creativity gets punished and only efficiency is rewarded#which completely undermines the entire thing#...theres so much more you know i have ranted about it all before#ALSO rauru and sonia seemed like a rather newly wed couple to me- not one that had multiple kids that never appear-#since it only mentions rauru ..... if its only his then ... that doesnt explain anything bc zelda needs both sonia and rauru dna#................do sonau leave eggs to incubate somewhere heavenly or sth#watch out the springs where built to hatch rauru eggs bc they need the gods holy blessing bc they are oh so holy to hatch
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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saw someone on twitter imply that one king of queens promo photo would be tech and phee and so now we have this
#tbb tech#tbb phee#tech bad batch#phee genoa#techphee#the bad batch#tbb fanart#the bad batch fanart#pls be gentle#im closing my eyes as i press post now for this one#which is crazy because ive literally posted drawings before#idk why this ones given me so many nerves#very odd#but its done!!#if you've seen previous renditions of this drawing no u didn't#ok ok time for the positives#i love how i made her shift his goggles with her thumb#from the start i knew i was gonna make phee do that#and i wanted to just use two colors for the whole drawing#and i did at first#tech blue phee red#and then i added a little red to tech and a little blue to phee and i was so AAAAA about that#the background also has a purposeful purple tint to it which i love#ok ok and also i love phee's hair#and her foot that's sticking outwards#woah this is a lot more rambly than i anticipated#oh well#that's what tumblr's for#also as i look at it now its very pixely which leaves me ???? but that's that and thats how its gonna be i suppose just dont try to zoom#ok thnx bye
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#not to be a broken lil man on main#but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one#parent who's not horrible huh#we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of#being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support#and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family#but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely#to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in#he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch#you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at#that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones#so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn#idk#this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call#upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out#idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n#not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not#sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn#so glad we talked though. so glad#simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3
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