#When the kids have a more successful relationship then you 😔

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kids I used to babysit are getting engaged, and here I am eating chocolate and imagining fictional characters.

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Sleepy

(idk how to name fics that aren’t based off a song)

Clarisse la rue x Aphrodite!fem!reader

Reader sneaks into clarisses bed after a nightmare, forgetting that she was wearing short shorts and a tiny bra top, but people definitely remember when she walks back to the Aphrodite cabin wearing clarisses large shirt and what looks like nothing underneath…

Warnings:

Established relationship, implied new relationship, implied friendship to lovers, boys (gross ew) sexualising reader a bit, bad writing sorry, half of these are not warnings

lol sorry 😔 , fluff, poor dialogue because I’m still trying to work out how to properly write dialogue lol.

You couldn’t really remember what happened.

One minute you were gasping out in your cabin, hearing one of your sister grumble at you to be quiet, sitting up with wet cheeks and blurry eyes.

And the next minute you had grabbed your teddy bear and started making your way towards the ares cabin.

And of course you didn’t take notice of what you chose to wear to bed that day, you were half asleep and terrified from the nightmare you’d just had, the dark forest surrounding you not helping at all.

“Claire…” you whispered to the girl, shaking her a little, “can I sleep with you”

You knew you hadn’t woken anybody up in the ares cabin, seeing as they would be a lot more verbal about their annoyance being woken up than most of your own siblings would be.

However you also hadn’t been successful in waking your girlfriend up either, shaking her a little more before giving up.

You figured she wouldn’t mind you just getting to bed, you had slept in her cabin a handful of times before, and you knew she had a long day of practice planned for the next day in preparation for an upcoming quest, so she could deal with not being woken.

You had normally snuck out of the ares cabin before anyone could notice you the previous times you had stayed, though you hardly thought it mattered right now, no one would dare snitch on Clarisse so as long as Chiron didn’t see you you would be fine.

You crawled into the bed and snuck under clarisses arm, her grip tightening around you snuggly, and it didn’t take long to fall asleep in that state.

By the time you woke up. You could hear giggling surrounding you.

You didn’t take much notice, your sisters were often scheming in the early hours of the morning and you had always been a light sleeper, so it wasn’t really their fault it woke you.

It wasn’t till you heard a snapping noise and through your eyelids saw the faint light of a flash going off that you became more aware, your brain waking up and remembering what had happened the night before.

Obviously Clarisse hadn’t woken yet. Like it was proven last night, unlike you, she was a very deep sleeper, and you could still feel her arm around you and you begun to slowly get up in confusion.

“Shit, quick” you heard one of the kids stood by the bed infront of you say before taking another picture, the light momentarily blinding you.

The two ran off quickly, hiding the camera somewhere as you became aware that most of clarisses other siblings were watching you both also, laughing or trying not to.

It wasn’t exactly a normal sight to see Clarisse cuddled up in bed, arms wrapped around her girlfriend and teddy bear laying next to them.

Quickly, turning red, you jumped to get up, still not clocking what you were wearing.

Clarisses elder brother, emmet, certainly had however, staring at your boobs as you sat up quickly in bed and laughing along with his brother, and smacking their arm to get him to pay attention.

“Hey y/n, you don’t have to leave just yet” Ben, the other said as you searched around the bed for your phone. (Ik that technically their phones didn’t work in all ways but in my head I imagine them still having them at camp for photos and stuff)

“Yeah, we don’t need Clarisse to have a good time” emmett laughed as they approached you, his eyes resting on your ass as you bent over slightly, searching the bed.

“You could stay around tonight as well if you want…My bunks always free” he said, both of them laughing as though it was the funniest things he’d ever heard.

“Leave her alone” one of the girls said from her bed, adding, “Clarisse will kill you if she finds out anyway”

You turned around to face the two and stumbled back into the bed a little when you noticed them both closer to your body.

“Finds out what?” Clarisse asked in a groggy voice, looking up at her girlfriend’s back from her spot in bed in confusion, not knowing why you were there.

“Nothing clarry it’s fine” you said softly, turning your head round to her and smiling at her nervously, not wanting to cause any issues so early in the morning.

Clarisses younger sister kitty however had no problems causing an argument between the girl and their gross brothers, opting to kill two birds with one stone by telling on them to Clarisse.

“Oh nothing” kitty stated sarcastically, causing Clarisse to turn to her and glare.

“Kitty” she warned, demanding her to explain what’s going on to her in one word.

“They were just being rude to y/n is all” she stated with a smirk, jumping off of her bunk that she had been sat on and walking towards the bathroom as if she didn’t say anything, wanting to tell the girls in there about what was about to happen.

You didn’t know if you were glad she was somewhat standing up for you or annoyed that she was trying to start a fight this early in the morning, something bound to ruin clarisses, and in turn, everyone else’s, mood for the rest of the day.

And as you watched kitty return from the other room with 3 others following her, trying to act inconspicuous, you decided you wanted to kill her. Very

“No it’s fine Clarisse I promise” you attempted to reassure your girlfriend.

“Yeah clarisse, it’s fine” Benjamin added in a mocking voice, sitting on his bed as if he had no cares in the world.

Clarisse started to stand from her bed at that, grabbing your hips from behind, pulling you along with her, “Come here baby”

She guided you across the room, not really giving you a chance to turn until you had both reached your destination.

She bent down to search through the bottom drawer of the cabinet she had lead you to, rummaging through the shirts and tops.

You were weirded out by her sudden dismissal of her brothers, especially given their taunts, but you were glad nonetheless.

You turned back to look at them and caught them both still watching you, Ben still sat on the bed while emmet lent on a cabinet near it, smirking at you.

Eventually Clarisse pulled out an orange camp half blood tshirt, handing it up to you, grabbing your attention again before closing the drawer.

You looked at her in confusion, why was she handing you her, far too big for you, tshirt? Clarisse not yet acknowledging you as she walked back over to the two boys, watching you both from bens bed.

“You two are gonna apologise to my girlfriend right now and the only punishment you’re gonna get is laundry duty for two weeks…” Clarisse told the two in a scarily calm voice, “or, if not, we can go to training and I can beat your asses for thinking it’s ok to disrespect my girlfriend like that”

The two boys looked less amused now, Ben scowling and emmet rolling his eyes like a child about to throw a tantrum.

“And…you can beg 3 weeks of laundry duty” Clarisse added with a smirk, staring them down until they backed down.

“Ok whatever” Ben muttered, giving up first, “sorry y/n”

“I-it’s ok” you replied from the cabinet, clutching onto clarisses shirt.

“No y/n, it’s not ok” Clarisse said sternly, turning to her other half-brother with an expectant look in her eye, “emmet?”

After a slight pause with no response Clarisse stepped forwards raising her eyebrows at her brother, both of you watching his scowl deepen before giving in.

“Sorry” he stated, rolling his eyes.

“Nah that’s not good enough…” Clarisse told him with a grin, “try again”

“Clarisse it’s fine really” you told her, watching her just shake her head in response.

“Fine, I’m sorry y/n…good enough?” He said in annoyance.

“Perfect” Clarisse said stepping back and walking towards you, not turning around to tell them, “might wanna get those clothes to the laundry room…the hampers are looking pretty full”

“You didn’t need to do that” you told her with a pout, still holding onto the shirt she had handed you.

“You ok baby?” She asked.

“Yeah I’m fine, I said that” you reassured, gesturing to her shirt, assuming it was for her to wear, “do you want your shirt back?”

“Baby have you seen what you’re wearing?” Clarisse laughed, “I mean I don’t mind at all but I can’t imagine you’re gonna have fun running back to your cabin in a bra top, tiny shorts and no shoes”

With that she handed you some slippers off of the floor by her bed.

At that you finally realised why she wanted you to wear the top, looking down at your body, as your cheeks began to turn red you shyly looked back up at Clarisse and smiled at her with a giggle.

“Thank you” you told her, throwing the shirt over yourself and slipping the shoes on your feet.

“Now I hate to kick you out baby but I think if you stay any longer Chiron will see you” Clarisse told you, her hands reaching your waist.

“Yeah you’re probably right” you stated, not making any moves to walk away yet.

Clarisse leaned down to kiss you, her grip on your waist tightening slightly as she did.

You both continued to kiss for a moment before you heard laughs behind Clarisse, opening your eyes to see kitty and 3 other girls sat on a bed watching you.

Clarisse glares at the girls and you laugh at her. “Ok I should go then”

“I’ll see you later” Clarisse told you, knowing she’d come find you at lunch if she didn’t see you before then.

“Ok” you replied simply, picking up your teddy from the bed and walking towards the door of the cabin.

You noticed the stares on you as you rushed back to your own cabin, the children already up watching you depart from the Ares cabin wearing barely any clothes holding a teddy bear.

You were as quick as you could be, hoping not to get caught by Chiron and get back before he started making his rounds of the camp.

You heard a whistle from your right, an older boy watching you rush past him, you scowling in reply and raising a middle finger to him and you walked past.

You were just glad Clarisse wasn’t with you to start a fight with him for it.

Haven’t proof read this yet lol 😭

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I see like no Wendy content😔🙏 can we pretty please have headcanons abt her😻

🏳️‍🌈 A sexuality headcanon

🏳️‍⚧️ A gender headcanon

🧸 A headcanon about their childhood

👻 A headcanon about what scares them

🎶 A headcanon about music

👽 A headcanon about a weird quirk of there

💝 A headcanon about their love language

🫂 A friendship headcanon

💔 An angsty headcanon

🪢 A headcanon about their family

📓 A headcanon about their hobbies

👗 A headcanon about their clothes

🔪 A headcanon relating to fighting/violence

🌟 A headcanon about their desires/wishes

🍫 A headcanon about food

🎭 A headcanon about what they lie about

❤️‍🔥 A romantic headcanon

💄 An appearance headcanon

🖕 A headcanon relating to anger

😬 A headcanon about the worst thing they’ve done

😶 A random headcanon

(I’m srry for giving u so many‼️) -😨

Wendy is SO under represented in the fandom!! Outside of her relationship with Stan at least, but I personally think she’s too interesting to be reduced to his future housewife (or just an obstacle for Kyle)!

Barely spoilers for EWILY under the cut, just including this in case anyone wants to go into the fic totally blind.

🏳️‍🌈 - Wendy is a severely closeted bisexual, with a strong preference for women. You’ll probably find that I head canon most of the kids as being either bi or pan, but with specific leanings to either end of the spectrum. Just some of my personal view on sexuality that I won’t get into here ahaha

🏳️‍⚧️ - Cis woman, though I do think she would lean into some degree of flexibility in her gender expression as she gets older.

🧸 - Wendy had a very happy and healthy childhood, all things considered. I do think she went through a phase of wanting a sibling when she was maybe 6 or 7, but filled that void pretty quickly via her friendship with Bebe.

👻 - Failure, and not being good enough. She’s constantly being made aware of what an uphill battle it will be to become a successful woman in our extremely patriarchal society, and she’s under a lot of pressure to prove herself. Truthfully, having to deal with Cartman has probably been great practice for her! But I think this fear also speaks to why she struggles to let Stan go; by not still trying to help him, she feels like she’s failing him.

🎶 - Though growing up Wendy listened to whatever was popular, as she’s gotten older her music taste has gotten a little pretentious. Lots of indie artists on her playlist, and I think she probably enjoys jazz and classical inspired sounds the most.

👽 - I’m not sure if it qualifies as a quirk, but Wendy does very few things casually. She’s the kind of person that will annotate a book she’s just meant to be reading for fun, with detailed analyses of the book’s themes and recurring metaphors.

💝 - Wendy is a mixture of quality time and acts of service. You may be able to gather why she and Stan break up so damn often.

🫂 - I think Wendy maintains friendships very well, and can jump social circles without much issue. However, her best friend in the whole world has been, and always will be Bebe. They’re pretty different people on the surface, but they have a bond that runs so deep it would be extremely painful to separate them.

💔 - She hides it fairly well behind a pretty smile and good grades, but Wendy is a MESS!! Like, if you guys think the Style angst in EWILY is rough, you just wait till I get around to writing Wendy’s side of the story. I-… don’t wanna say any more than that, heh.

🪢 - Wendy’s pretty close with her mom, but I think she’s not as close with her dad. Partially because he isn’t crazy about Stan (for understandable reasons) and partially because he strikes me as kind of a dick, in only the way that dads can be sometimes. They still love each other though, and their relationship will improve as she gets older.

📓 - I don’t get to explore this much in EWILY, but Wendy stays very busy! As I said previously she does read for fun, and she’s also a bit of a cinephile (something she and Stan bonded over, to an extent), but I also think she would participate in tons of other after school activities to keep herself occupied. Student government obviously, on top of cheerleading, field hockey, glee club, the list could go on. And of course, when she’s not doing all of that she’s hanging out with Bebe and the girls! Or Stan, I guess.

👗 - Dark academia queen, with a hint of twee I fear. Lots of pleated skirts and v-neck sweaters, Peter Pan collared dresses with tights, sensible sneakers or penny loafers. Hints of pinks and yellows, but her favorite color to wear is purple.

🔪 - Look, she can’t afford to get anything put on her permenant record so Wendy left her fighting days in elementary school. However she WOULD fuck a bitch up if tested, but nobody really messed with her after that whole fight with Cartman… and the, uh, entire war where she beat the shit outta several boys with her silly plastic sword.

🌟 - Wendy is very focused on proving herself, and I don’t think she truly stops to consider what it is she actually wants until she’s out of high school and able to thrive in a new and more comfortable environment. Her largest goal in life though is to make meaningful change that benefits humanity. Awww what a good kid.

🍫 - While not picky per se, Wendy does her best to be healthy. She’s a really athletic and busy person, so she gets up early to make herself a balanced breakfast and will sometimes bring her own lunch to school if what’s on the menu is particularly unhealthy. She does, however, never pass up Taco Tuesday.

🎭 - Being happy with Stan :-) And being straight :-)))))

❤️‍🔥 - As much as she tries to be highly logical, she’s a total hopeless romantic. Loves love, and loves to be in love. Sometimes it becomes a bit of a distraction for her, but she gets better at balancing these parts of her life with age.

💄 - I haven’t gotten a chance to post any of the sketches I’ve done of Wendy yet, but I picture her as being fair skinned with soft, delicate features. She’s pretty slender, and on the shorter side compared to the other girls. She also probably wears minimal makeup, maybe just some concealer to hide when she’s had a sleepless night. Oh, and she’s kept her hair pretty short ever since The Great Chop during The War of Trojans.

🖕 - Oooh Wendy is second only to Kyle in the anger department, let’s be so honest. And maybe Cartman? Though 9/10 times he’s the reason anyone’s pissed off in the first place, so we’re not counting him here. Wendy’s a passionate rager, meaning she gets pissed off about things that matter deeply to her, or when she sees blatant injustice in the world.

😬 - Aaahahaha, breaking Stan’s leg wasn’t great!! But, well, I think perhaps her most selfish move is yet to come. Stay tuned!

😶 - Sometimes when she’s sleeping alone she still cuddles with an old stuffed animal, especially when she’s feeling especially lonely (i.e. on the tail end of another messy breakup). She would never do this in front of anyone though, not even Bebe. She’s a little embarassed to show anything close to a sign of weakness, or a reminder that there’s still a little girl in her.

Whew!! Alright, I’m pretty sure I got them all, but let me know if I missed any! I really had to think about some of these, so thank you for giving me the chance to explore Wendy more than I’ve been able to!

Also, if you enjoy the way I write Wendy then hopefully you’ll enjoy a little something I’m cooking, just for her! (It’s in the crock pot though kids, slow cooking for as long as possible!)

Thank you for sending me more of these!!

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ME AGAIN ! GUY WHO LIKES YOUR OCS ! (apparently this didn't send before but thankfully I saved it beforehand !)

Okay So I really really like Bailey and his siblings because they're literally SO bad coping mechanisms core. Like damn therapy wasn't kidding that Child Abuse really Can leave you altered for the rest of your life !

Ignatius is Fawn, due to having had to have adapted into a role of a peacekeeper for people in the house not to fucking bite each other, but also because I can really see him trying to sympathize with everyone around him in an attempt to make himself more approachable, more demure, smaller even, so that no one is mean to him. He wants things to be "normal" Soooo Bad he can't stand the fact people won't just talk to each other despite it feeling like the most logical option [<- Bro cannot accept the circumstances of a much more complicated relationship between his siblings than he originally fathomed !]

Bailey is Flight to me, because much like Octavia points out in that one comic you made innnnn 2022 (? I TINK !), instead of actually solving the issues that bother him head on and face the consequences of doing so, he'd rather walk around them a billion different ways and pretend to be busy and avoidant and Cool because dealing with actual conflict is SCARY !!!!!!! Call this guy "Mask of my own face" by Lemon Demon the way he has never once in his life felt the full extent of his emotions due to an underlying self imposed expectation to be this untouchable being who's always right and never actually has to have a heart to heart with anyone <3. I just think its interesting how you write Bailey to be this all-logic-no-play person, while also giving him the feeling that all of this is an act waiting to fall apart, and that he does not in fact Know A Damn Thing. He's the world's dumbest smart man I wish I could throw him in a well <- loving

And Octavia, of course, is Fight, but not JUST because she's exceedingly aggressive in order to cover up her own insecurities and fear of not being her an actual individual ! There's so much more to her and I'm FASCINATED frankly. She lives in a shadow of someone who has never had much regard for her accomplishments, and now she wants SO BAD to prove that "NO, YOU WERE WRONG, I AM SO GOOD AT THIS AND SO SUCCESSFUL" that she ends up losing her personality along the way. She's so focused on the achievements she has gotten, the fights she has won, the struggle SHE ALONE overcame, that she forgets that she's like... a person. Octavia has been on self defense mode for so long that she's forgotten HOW to take off all that armour, and now she's just stuck under hundreds of pounds of metal waiting for that one final thing that's going to make her happy. I just need to work a little harder ! I just need to do this better ! I just need a little more time to work on this and then I can rest ! I am good ! I am good ! She shouts. And then, when she FINALLY gets that score, that perfect track record, she's like "Great ! This proves me my worth and that I am in fact Good !...Now what". It's never enough and it has never been enough but fucking dammit she will prove it to herself to her mom and to her shitass lazy siblings that NO I AM GOOD. I JUST NEED TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD. IM DOING GOOD BECAUSE I WORK HARD. She's normal ♡ [I love her so bad but PLEASE give her mood stabilizers]

Hoohhg this ended up longer than I imagined but anyway. Tldr, Im Bailey I'm Iggy and Im Octavia the MENTAL ILLNESS siblings <3

(Long essay anon here again sorry) I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT YOUR OCS CONSTANLTY IM SO SORRY. They came into my house (brain) one day and they haven't left so now I'm conducting experiments on them. They're so cool and I really want you to know that they are. 50 ttrillion dollars for yiu

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i literally love this soooo much please always feel free to have thoughts about my ocs ANYTIME! your thoughts about the bayleys are SO RIGHT. the mental illness siblings realness 😔 hehehehehe i think its really interesting that they ended up showing off the fight/flight/fawn responses. its not something i entirely planned for them, but its accurate. i especially enjoy the thoughts on bayley's flight response, it really is interesting how hes a master at avoiding things.

some doodles on your thoughts and what i thought would be silly in response. <3 bc i live for this stuff and it makes my day to read things like this, let alone on my own characters (sobbing crying <3<3)

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watched nimona earlier today and rewatching it now and i really liked it ! i get why they changed things for plot pacing reasons and bc it's a cartoon movie for kids but i missed the dynamics of the book a little. having the reason ballister was a criminal be bc someone important actually died and he was framed and not bc he was injured by a jealous and prideful ambrosias (who did so to forward his own success not in a disarming move) and so grows bitter and cynical and becomes a clever villain in his own right as a plot shortcut was a bit sad. (no decades long jilted homoerotic rivalry w ambrosius 😔). also the institute is not shown to be bad and oppressive like in the book and i don't think ballister ever believes it's fundamentally flawed or that he has to strategically take it down (i mean in the middle of the movie he is like nimona you were right but his solution is to pack up and leave), it's just the director who they blame and get rid of and there was no jaderoot plot to poison and control the population or evil experimenting on nimona or electrocuting dissenters (not that there were scenes with any bc if the conditions aren't being portrayed as poor and the regime isn't portrayed as bad and all the people working in it complicit there's not really room for it) or anything. but all that is to say i get it it's a big budget adaption and it's for kids it's going to be watered down and modified.

but onto what i did like: the overt lgbt representation and themes! while like i said ballister and ambrosius aren't 30-40yrs old and divorcedcore (sad) their relationship was explicitly romantic and i enjoyed it. nimona's transness was kind of lifted from allegory way more to the forefront, which makes sense—nimona's creator, ND stevenson, came out as trans only a couple years ago, and recently has said many people have asked him if nimona was a trans allegory and he's been like "well it's obvious to me now!" but when he wrote the source material it wasn't necessarily intentional. several interactions are literally blackheart going "can you be normal?" and nimona going "but i'm not a girl." what they did with nimona's backstory was soooo sick the gloreth thing was sooo cool they literally gave her a girl bestfriend (her only friend) who is influenced by hate and turns her sword on her and 1000 years later when the story has been warped by the centuries in her darkest moment of anger and anguish she aims to impale herself on a monument to that same girl who took up arms to slay her and anything else that was different. i'm normal btw.

also i loved the new character designs <3 the animation was beautiful too. and ofc while it's a modified story at the heart is still nimona and it still has a similar message, about being sad and angry but pulling through with other people and loving them when it's hard. and about being transgender.

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I Really Could Stay Chapter 2

I Really Could Stay: ~1250 words. Kairi finds out Sora won't be home in time for Christmas and wonders about their future together.

Story Info: Sora/Kairi. Set Post-Canon. Alternating POVs. Established Relationship. Light Angst, Romance, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Hurt/Comfort, Healing, Christmas.

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5

No matter the time of year, the Mysterious Tower always felt eerie and spooky. The sky was a miasma of multicolored gasses and the grass outside was unnaturally vibrant. It never withered and wasn’t covered in a blanket of snow the way Twilight Town currently was. If Kairi didn’t know today’s date, she would’ve thought it was the middle of summer. This place never changed.

After hitting her pauldron to make her Keyblade armor disappear, she dutifully climbed up the winding spiral staircase of the tower. The halls were empty except for Donald and Goofy, but she knew Master Yen Sid was well aware of her arrival. Time to report to him that her latest mission had been a success.

She found him seated at his desk at the top of the tower as per usual. He was very pleased by her news, but his news for her was not so pleasing.

“Sora isn’t back yet?” She couldn’t help the disappointment in her voice. It was December 23rd already, and she’d rushed back from her mission in the hopes of surprising him and going home together. He was supposed to be finished. Had something happened?

“My apologies, Kairi,” Master Yen Sid said, and to his credit, he did sound sorry. “Something of the utmost importance came up, and I had to send him and Riku on another mission. I don’t expect them back until the day after Christmas.”

“I see.” Well, there was no point waiting around the Mysterious Tower for them then. Donald and Goofy were still here, so she’d ask them to give her a ride home. That seemed less lonely than taking the Lanes Between by herself. And at least she could spend Christmas with her parents if not her boyfriend.

As she walked down the stairs, she pulled out her Gummiphone and sent Sora a quick text. 

Hey, sorry you got sent on another mission 🙁

His response was fast. You’re sorry? I should be the one apologizing. Sorry I hadn’t yet, Riku and I just landed a little while ago

Not your fault this happened 😔

What if I told Master Yen Sid no one of these days? 

I know you wouldn’t. You have too big of a heart for helping people

There was a long pause, and then the … typing symbol popped up. I know. That’s why we’re in this mess 

Hey, don’t you ever apologize for your big heart 😤

Sorry, gotta go. We’ll talk about this more later, I promise

Kairi sighed and slipped her phone into her pocket. Not even their text conversations were safe from interruptions. She found Donald and Goofy and joined them on the Gummi Ship. They were happy to give her a ride home, but now she was wondering if it would’ve been better to be alone with her thoughts.

“Gawrsh, Kairi, I’m sorry Sora ain’t back yet,” Goofy said, eyeing her sympathetically as Donald steered the ship through the stars. 

“It’s okay,” she said as she worked on her latest project, a knitted red scarf for Sora. He complained about the cold when he was sent to wintry worlds, and she wanted to give him something that would help. The matching cap was already finished.

“Master Yen Sid is working him to the bone,” Donald muttered. “Sora’s gonna burn out at this rate.”

“Him and Riku both. Gawrsh, they’ve been on a whole lotta missions lately for a feller.”

“How do you guys balance personal time with work?” Kairi asked sadly. Sora was definitely struggling with it, and so was she. Each time they said goodbye was harder than the last. Her gut instinct was that this life just wasn’t sustainable long term. Something would have to change.

Goofy scratched his chin thoughtfully. “Well, it helps a lot that my son Maxie is grown. It was a lot harder when he was just a kid. His mom died when he was pretty young, so there was a lot of me stayin’ at home with him ‘til he was older.”

“I’m sorry for your loss,” Kairi said. No words could ever make up for a loss like that, but she still wanted to express her condolences.

Goofy smiled sadly. “Thank you, Kairi. My wife was a special lady, and I miss her a whole lot. But it doesn’t hurt so bad anymore, and Maxie and I still have each other.”

“I’m glad to hear that. Donald, what about you? How do you manage?”

“Daisy and I have a very clear arrangement,” Donald said. 

Goofy put his hands over his mouth, but he couldn’t contain his chuckles. “Only after you missed one too many dates.”

Donald shot Goofy a glare. “When I’m home, we go on dates every day. When I’m gone, I send her letters at least once a week. And it helps that she’s got lots of stuff to do around the castle to help Queen Minnie.”

“I’m glad that works for you,” Kairi said. She and Sora texted each other all the time via Gummiphone and tried to talk on the phone every day. But it just wasn’t the same as being with him.

And now that they were older, she wondered what their future would be. They wanted to get married, but when? And if they had kids, she would be out of commission for at least a year per kid from the pregnancy, childbirth, and postpartum recovery alone. That meant she wouldn’t be able to go on any missions during that time. If Sora wasn’t around, she’d be like a sitting duck for any kidnapping attempts in the later stages of any pregnancies, too. And once the kids were born, it wasn’t like she could just dump them on her parents or Sora’s parents and go running off whenever she felt like it. Kids needed their mothers around.

There was no getting around it. Kids meant she’d be giving up her life of adventuring and Keyblade combat and all that entailed for good.

Was she ready for that? Would she ever be? She sure wasn’t right now, but she couldn’t help but worry about the future.

Say she was ready several years from now. A bleak future appeared in her mind, one where she was home alone with the kids, for months and years on end, because Sora had to constantly keep leaving to fight. What kind of life would that be? He’d have to give up everything too if he wanted to be a good dad. 

What if he didn’t want that?

“What’s on your mind?” Goofy asked. “I can practically hear the wheels turnin’ from here.”

The knitting needles clacked together as she started a new row. “The future.”

Donald chuckled. “Now that’s a scary topic.”

“You’re thinkin’ about Sora, aren’t you?” Goofy said.

“Yeah. I miss him a lot when we’re separated like this. Especially over the holidays.”

“Well, maybe you can do somethin’ special together when he gets back. I know it doesn’t compare to him bein’ here on Christmas, but it’s the time you spend together that counts.” 

“Yeah! This one time I was a day late for Daisy’s birthday. She wasn’t happy with me, but I made up for it with an extra special date.”

“An extra special date, huh?” Kairi set the knitting needles and partially-formed scarf down on her lap. “I could do that.” 

The conversation turned to fun date ideas after that, and by the time they dropped her off, she was feeling slightly better. Still, what she wouldn’t give to have Sora home for good, safe and sound.

[lovebvni]

i got love! (motivations)

oopsies my bad guys i know eyes r like scary to some people but for some reason, recently they’ve been a sign (the left is an older one from like a week ago, the right is from today) (that was as or typing the blog.. which was almost 2 weeks ago as it has been posted. i’ve seen more tho)

anyways! i wanted to make a blog on the things that have kept me going through the three years of being a reality shifter and working towards that goal of shifting

one thing i do want to say before we start, is the universe provides help, guidance and support when we’re feeling down. i genuinely believe i would not be this far into my shifting journey if it wasn’t for the universe + the tools they have given me. these are things that may also help you, but are not 100% guaranteed as we are different souls with different interests and understandings <3

anyways long blog ahead blah blah blah… 💀💀 LMAO OK

so, i’m neurodivergent and a really driven person. it isn’t easy for me to let things go either, but whenever i did feel like giving up or leaving shifting behind, here are some things i keep in mind.

love

wow i sound… dumb as hell 💀😔 LMFAOOSF OK BUT FR HERE i don’t have a good relationship w my parents, nor have i had… good experiences w exes (WHERE R MY BITCHES THAT ALWAYS FALL FOR THE TOXIC ONES🗣️💯‼️) anyways yeah. i remind myself that that’s the main reason i started this. i mean with love comes happiness, right?

2. my inner child

dude i feel like i’ve been having dreams abt shifting since i was a kid. i remember i was first introduced to daydreaming by my 2nd grade teacher, i’ve deffo had dreams abt being in different worlds, i’ve manipulated my daydreams, and more! there’s always been a “one-up” thing in this. dreams -> daydreams -> shifting. and i eventually learned/im learning how to do each of them.

i know i’ve been damaged since i was a child, i want born into a great place, but i can change where i am. plus, i’m someone who has always wanted to have superpowers n shit so like…. why the hell not?

3. friendships 🤭🤭

girl i lose friends like every other year, so why not have some i can talk to every day? i mean i wanna have fun, right? i want to be happy and talking to people and friends makes me happy

4. for others

dude i want people to be able to experience it he change, transformation and growth i have — along with sharing the successes. i believe every soul has the ability to change and mold into a better soul, so everyone should have that opportunity. i want to be able to teach and guide to goals and success. that’s one of the main reasons i stared this blog.

5. for understanding

i want to spiritually ascend, and get over my fears of it. so i want to experience it. that’s why im doing it, that’s why i do a lot of things. to experience and see the outcome.

that’s all i got for now! i may add to this blog, depending on what happens or if i think of anything else. but for now, im sleepy n i wanna get my drafts cleared. this is my last one 🤭

i love you all!! i hope this helps someone <3 666

[mymelodyisme]

18, 27, 32, 34, 38, 44 😍😍

😄HELLO LIBBY MY LOVE!! Asdfghjkl I started this last night and then didn’t finish it but here we are back at it again 👏🏽

18: A quote I live by

For once I can easily answer this!! Something I’ve always said and you can probably find on this blog is

“I am nothing if I’m not kind.”

🤔 “nothing if not” means to a strong degree or very but like that’s not the way I see the sentence. 🤣 nothing if I’m not. All this to say I will be kind otherwise I become a version of myself I don’t want.

Hooraaaay for me twisting language in my grubby little fingers🙌🏽

27: My favorite book I read for school

Of Mice and Men! And Little Women. 😭 I was so in love with Laurie. Funnily enough I HAVEN’T seen the newest movie yet. I’ve seen clips but my head says I’m not ready. Soooooob

32: A little known fact

Oh no 🤔 okay I share so much I don’t even know what I haven’t shared. Uh I do happen to have a list of fun facts or something let me go take a look—

WELL

I share this one often but I’m a miracle baby🙌🏽 Though the doctors couldn’t get me to breathe when I was born and ushered me off before my mom could even see me. 🙌🏽 🙌🏽

Yeah so my parents were told they couldn’t have kids and then oopsies helloo it’s ME 💅🏽 and then they went and had three more girls 🤣

34: I time I succeeded

Ooh!! Okay so I was in honor choir t-three times? Two maybe? The first time I was in Junior high we had to audition to get chosen. Then we took a bus back to the school or theatre they had us practice in and we performed at a big named theater in our area 😄 the second was basically the same thing but without the audition. And I THINK I had a third one in there somewhere but I can’t remember.

I don’t have very many successes in life but I am in my city’s time capsule so 😎

38: My favorite band.

This one used to be easy to answer COUGH PALAYE ROYALE COUGH. 😒 actually it still kinda is. I really love MCR and Set it Off. Epecially SIO. I LOVE Cody Carson’s voice. And also his name it’s so fun to say. 😭 my favorite song from them rn would probably be Punching Bag. THEY COLLABED EITH MIKU. I love them s m they make up a good portion of my car karaoke music. I need more songs though I only listen to a handful cause I don’t actually go and seek out my favorite artists new stuff unless I happen across it 😔 to all my SIO fans give me your faves please

44: My favorite TV Show

Last but not easiest! I can’t say I have one 😭 I like a lot of shows but I don’t have any one favorite I could turn on and just unwind. I know a lot of people love like the office, use it as background noise, and can quote it easily. I don’t have that kind of love or relationship with anything in particular. Back in the past I GUESS it would have been Adventure time or Steven universe but as of now I’ve come to this knife fight empty handed. 🤔 that said I’m SO excited for Umbrella Academy to drop the final season. Oh also I feel like I have to mention that I love Fruits Basket with all my heart 🩷♥️🩷♥️🩷

😭 I swear I say some ridiculous things and no one’s ever been like “hey Melissa you do ____ how did you not notice??” YALL can probably tell me more about me than I can cause you’re forced to watch me day in and out.

Anyways I lov e you thank you for 🥺 being my friend.

♥️ The Ask Game ♥️

[geenalovesthelittlethings]

Geena I’m in such a crappy place mentally again today :( I’m the one living with my parents since Covid and trying to decide what I want to do after being laid off this summer plus the forever struggle with mental health. Another of my high school classmates announced she’s having a baby with her husband. And a lot of my classmates from grad school are just doing well and happier and dating and everything. I know you’re not supposed to compare lives but I just can’t really see a way forward to anything “normal” in life and it’s just really sad you know? 🥹🤧

I'm so sorry, baby 😔 I totally know how you're feeling and how difficult it can be to wrestle with those feelings. Something what helps me when I feel down is I always try to remember that all of those things don't mean someone is necessarily 'doing better' or happier or more successful or a 'better adult' or whatever you want to say. I get that those things are often very celebrated as 'achievements' but they are not the only things to be proud of. You have to always take what people tell you and/or what you see on social media with a grain of salt because people are very likely to sugarcoat things and give you only the best versions of what is going on in their life. Sometimes people are in relationships because they get comfortable or they don’t want to say that they don’t have anyone. And some people get married and have kids literally out of peer pressure. 

Tbh all of those people could have all of those things and be miserable, you know? I mean, hopefully not, but I think you get what I mean. There's so many ways to be happy and so many ways to be fulfilled and tbh it is so okay to live for yourself and take the pressure off yourself. And when those things like getting married and having a baby happen for you (if they are what you want) I think you'll be so glad they're happening when they do. I hope that helps! ❤️

[reinbouxsworld]

About the character headcanons asks

Please 💕 and 🎻 for all your OCs! I want to ship everyone and make a playlist for them!

YUNO YAMINE

💕ˀˀ. . . ₎ Hopeless romantic, but she tries not to. Yuno is a very delicate balance between constantly daydreaming and being aware that life is not a Disney movie, but nothing sounds better than that little scenario in her head about hugging her crush before falling asleep that just 😔🤌.  She's by far the most open about her feelings in general, so it is pretty obvious when she likes someone too. Her main way to show affection is physical touch, so even if she plays cool and not bothered at all while being afraid of being clingy, you can see her staring at your hand like 👁👄👁. 

🎻ˀˀ. . . ₎ A loud bad singer. Grim hates it, but can’t bring it to tell her to shut up because she only sings out loud when she's really happy or really sad, the poor thing. Also, her upbringing made her really into classical music, like Tchaikovsky and Vivaldi and she listens to it almost everyday, but overall pretty eclectic out of it.

 Yuno is into a lot of indie and kpop on a daily basis too. Also the type of person that always listens to people's recommendations, or learns her friends' favorites to vibe with them. 

FACILE DRAKE

💕ˀˀ. . . ₎ His love language is words of affirmation, so it would be nothing weird to him to come and "you know I love you" or very soft whisper out a "my evening star". Even in platonic, it is not weird for him to say out of nowhere a "bro, you're my favorite person”. but Facile doesn't have any priority in romantic love at all. He's seventeen, it isn't like he's going to meet the love of his life just now, right? right?

🎻ˀˀ. . . ₎ He tried to play piano like Sam when he was younger but what really made him passionate was saxophone. He plays on the afternoons in the Pomefiore lounge for Vil, or after his shift in Mr.S Shop, when he can. He’s also a fan of Jazz and Blues, mostly because of Sam and their homeland. 

AGONIA TARTARUS

💕ˀˀ. . . ₎ Against what people tend to think about them, they’re not a fuckboy or anything like it, for sure, Agonia is sure into some mutual flirt and rarely get involvelved, but once they do, they love deeply. They're main languages are through acts of service and physical touch, so they like to demonstrate that yes, they are into you. No, they don't do it for anybody. They don't mind making a point out of it. If they chooses you, then it's you.

🎻ˀˀ. . . ₎ Unlike his brother and Idia that are always with headphones, Agonia only listens to music in their room, usually some heavy metal or punk rock, but anything that makes some success on Ignihyde walls is a go to for them. Also a really good singer, but they don't bother to show it since they like to poke Pannik nerves telling he's the gifted kid from their family.

PANNIKOLAUS  "PANNIK" TARTARUS

💕ˀˀ. . . ₎ He's born to friends to lovers trope. Pannik is too shy for any kind of relationship that he doesn't know deeply. His main way to show affection is through words of affirmation but in his own way: with music; you can expect a ton shit of Playlist made for or thinking about you on his phone, and for sure he will be writing songs about you too, but you will have to take it from his dead cold hands 😊

🎻ˀˀ. . . ₎ Pannik loves music more than himself, but he can easily follow the sad boy aesthetic with the amounts of indie and grunge he listens to. Believe it or not he's pretty much into everything (please listen to his recommendations).

Pannik is always with his headphones for when he needs to calm down, if he loses or it breaks things get really bad.

CHARACTER HEADCANON ASKS

Sorry for taking so long but THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ASK!!! PLS SEND ME THE PLAYLIST LINKS PLS PLS PLS <3333

[familyofpaladins]

*puts idea of lmk x bnha crossover into your brain :)*

(Just imagine the kids interacting aaaaa <3<3<3)

@berryblu-arts thank you for this ask, it brightened my mood and also apparently I have more thoughts on this than I realized lol

Sutsjgdkgxfjsutd HONESTLY I WAS SORTA THINKING ABOUT THIS THE OTHER DAY

When I drive to work I listen to music and theres certain songs that I have amv ideas for (which will never happen because I dont have the skills/tools to make them😔) for mha, and not that I've got lmk brainrot , I'm going "oh this song works for lmk too" 👀

Specifically like, Izuku and MK are very similar. Regular Kid given extraordinary power by a person who they've looked up to and admired for years. Then being trained by said person, who as best as they try, not necessarily the best teacher (not that they dont care or arent trying. Just . Miss some points on teaching their protege). The Dad and Son type relationship between them.

So like, if Izuku and MK met, they'd start talking about their experience and be like !!!!! SAME!!! *spiderman meme*

Also, Izuku has his notebooks and MK has his biography of Monkey King, and they'd share those and point out how well drawn things are and how detailed everything is. Itd be very cute .

I think MK and Denki would also get a long well. Like they'd both have that excitable-enegry-with-no-focus thing, and I think they'd like playing video games together.

Tang and Izuku would start to share interests and knowledge and it's just an hour of intense mumbling as they share all the information in their brains.

Izuku, MK, and Tang are the ultimate fanboy group.

Ppffffff Red Son and bakugo would get on like a house fire hdjshdskals. They'd immediately fight each other after they both call each other "peasant/extra!". Everyone else is gettign along fine, but these two are just starting fires and exploding stuff in the background ("How DARE you call Me an Extra! Do you know who I am?!" "Why would I know some random extra loser!!! And I'm no PEASANT! IM THE MURDER EXPLOSION GOD-" )

Now Red Son and Aoyama, now THEY would get along I think. Idk why, they just do.

Mei would be best friends with Mina, they have the same energy and they would be absolutely unstoppable. Imagine them going to the mall and/or arcade. Someone separate them now before they take over the world.

Actually I think Mei would get along great with all the girls. Mei and Tsu like each others blunt honesty. Uraraka and Mei would also be very good friends, cheerful and bubbly, but with that hidden murderous determination. They get into a friendly sparing match. Kirishima would also join in.

If mineta tried anything with mei she would absolutely yeet him across the room with no remorse. But possibly before anything would happen, she'd give him the Dragon Death Glare and he'd be terrified to approach

Momo would have a lovely tea session with Sandy, and they talk for like. 3 hours straight just about tea. Sandy also provides some good advice for her about anxiety and stress and self worth.

Todoroki spends most of the day in Sandy's house petting all of the cats. But I think he would also listen to any stories that Tang tells. (Todoroki after listening to Tang tell stories about Monkey King and MK: .... is MK monkey king's secret love child?") He and Red Son might also have a heart to heart about meeting angry fathers' expectations, and how they're trying to be better. Also Fire Powers (TM)

Sandy also tries some anger management with Bakugo. It is about 30% successful.

Pigsy and Bakugo actually get a long great (theres a lot of yelling, but that's just how they communicate to each other), because they have about the same temperament and bond over cooking (and kicking the others out of the kitchen when they start to be disasters). Satou also gets to stay in the kitchen and helps make noodles and actually teachers a dessert recipe to Pigsy.

All the kids just talk a lot about what powers each of them have. And quirks vs being a demon/descended from dragons/random kid given a punch of powers from ancient being. "So you have dragon powers but can you turn INTO a dragon?" "If you can make extra hands can you also make extra feet??" "What's the heaviest thing you can lift?" Are you actually turning into flames or just transporting with flames???" "Who Has The Hottest Flaaaames!!!" "Holy crap MK has a lot of powers" "kinda like Midoriya" "wait I thought you guys said everyone only has one quirk" "... uuuuuhh its complicated???"

Aizawa walks in and is just like... goddammit not more over powered teenagers. But then also adopts them. Aizawa's quirk doesn't work on MK and co (because their powers arent quirks), but his Glare does get them to stop whatever they doing, so its basically the same.

(Funny bonus: when I first watched the show, when macaque's big shadow form thing was first shown, my first thought was "Giant Evil Monster Aizawa")

[lettersforhersunshine]

@teamlarl​ asked:

🚸✔️🛑🚨🚓😭⭐️🏫😔📺🗯

Parenting Style Headcanons x

🚸 How many children do they want, if any? Would they like a certain number of girls or boys? Does this differ from what they end up with?

Celestia adores children. Even without being in a relationship, she ends up adopting Blueblood, Cadence and Sunset through a series of circumstances, and is happy to consider them her own. But does she want more? Absolutely. And since she doesn’t have a biological stopping point like most, uh... watch out.

✔️    What are things they liked from how they were raised and want to repeat with their own kids?

Celestia was and wasn’t raised by Starswirl, at least, not intentionally. It just kind of came with the territory of teaching two young ponies how to be the new rulers of Equestria. It had various effects on the two sisters. One of the most prominent lessons was the importance of responsibility, and that’s something that’s always stuck. It’s a pretty important thing to have as a powerful being. So this will naturally be something she imparts on her own students and kids.

🛑  What are some things from how they were raised that they absolutely do not want to repeat?

The disappointment of every time she was reminded Starswirl was her tutor, and not her father. How successful she is at discontinuing this depends on who you ask.

🚨 How were they disciplined as a child?

As the golden child, Celestia never got in trouble that often. She’d get chastised for teasing Luna or sassing Starswirl at times, but nothing disciplinary. Her unauthorized outings with Discord did land her with extra homework, and rarely, being grounded.

🚓 How would they discipline their child for small things? For repeat offenses? For major issues?

Celestia’s first resort is never punishment, and she will call out bad behavior and give thorough talks. Failing that, she will start giving them homework to go out in various situations to unlearn said behavior. And failing that, Celestia starts to lose her patience a little, and privileges begin being revoked.

😭 Do they believe in time-outs and/or spanking?

Celestia wouldn’t hit anyone (that wasn’t someone actively fighting her) and much less a child in her care. But they will absolutely be sent to their room regardless of age if their behavior is unruly enough.

⭐ Would they have a favorite child (be honest!)?

Yes. Yes she would.

🏫 How is schooling handled? Online, public, private, home-schooled? A mix? Why?

I mean, as a teacher, she's going to want to be in charge of her child’s education. Does enrolling in her school count as homeschooling?

But of course, she’s also very supportive if they want to seek schooling elsewhere, and encourages broadening their horizon as much as possible.

😔 What are some of their worries/insecurities about being a parent? How do they deal with this?

Celestia doesn’t start reflecting on her methods until Sunset, who opens up many questions about where she went wrong. Was she too lenient in her lessons? Or too harsh when she failed? Did she give the wrong impression of what she wanted from Sunset? Just like she misunderstood what Sunset wanted from her.

For a long time, Celestia is secretly very doubtful of her capability as a parent before reuniting with Sunset.

📺 How closely, if at all, do they monitor the media their children consume? Is there an age restriction on when they can watch/view “mature” things?

Celestia tries not to hover too obviously, but she is very careful about making sure her children and wards don’t get mixed into something bad for them. She’s made the mistake before, but not again—Twilight was arguably easy to monitor and screen content and interactions for.

🗯️ How do they handle unruly behavior, arguments, etc? 

Celestia has crafted an especially withering look of disapproval if an argument gets out of hoof. Any serious grievances can be addressed later when they’re both calmer.

[trashydemigodmess]

mcride for both 🤡

you really want to hurt me like this huh 😔

Who is more aggressive in bed? if you'd asked me this like four years ago I'd say wyatt but now??? both 😜 listen rae’s had a lot of time to learn and grow she’s a powerful bitch it just depends on the day/mood

Lights on or off? on baabbyy 😈

Who does what chores? when I tell you these two are so clean and organized and tidy it's almost unnatural, they'd be so respectful and harmonious with just taking turns and delegating chores like a well-oiled machine

Who gets babied when they’re sick? rae would absolutely baby the hell out of wyatt if he was sick: give him all the blankies, make him soup, lots of cuddles (and in doing so she'd probably catch whatever he had gjfdkglsfd)

Who makes breakfast? they’re both pretty on-the-go so I feel like they really don’t have time in the mornings to sit down together and eat a nice breakfast lol it’s usually like, coffee, protein shake, avocado toast, something simple u know? but if they did have the time for a nice breakfast wyatt would do it bc he’s an amazing cook

Where would they go on their honeymoon? someplace warm and tropical where they can look sexy lounging on a beach

What are their quirks while sleeping? they’re both so tall I feel like their sleeping arrangement is a mess gjkfdgds rae’s stupid long ass legs always hang over the edge of the bed because she slides off her pillow all the time in her sleep and wyatt’s limbs are all spread out, they’re just all tangled up and draped over each other pretty much constantly

What is their favorite activity as a family? they like doing active things together! like go on a hike or a fun workout or even just a nice lil walk where they can talk about their day c:

Who is the stricter parent? probably rae lol I think she’d unfortunately put a lil too much pressure on the kids. while wyatt is also a rule enforcer he’s at least the cool dad they’ll actually go to to talk about stuff

Who would be the big spoon? rae insists that it must always be wyatt but like, if he wants a cuddle tbh she wouldn't say no

Who would wake up first? y’know, this is a tough question and I honestly don’t know! they both seem like extremely morning people lol so it may just depend on their schedule that day

Do they have nicknames for each other? rae likes to call him wy, and rae says her nickname is baby, always 😤

What happened when they met each other’s parents? both their families loved them and were very sad when they broke up because how do u break up a picture perfect relationship like that 😪 I feel like rae's sister would've stayed mutuals with wyatt on social media though lmao

How do they apologize after an argument? I would love to say that they’ve learned from their past mistakes but, I think rae would hold a grudge and they’d both be dramatic, but wyatt would cave and apologize first, then she’d come around and apologize too

What would they be like as parents? ...do you remember angelica's mom from rugrats? that's rae as a parent lmfao she is a powerful business woman who loves her kids and wants them to succeed. wyatt is also powerful and successful and rae needs a good trophy husband to show off but I think rae would definitely fumble a bit at being a mom despite trying her best lol and something in me just says wyatt would naturally be such a good dad c’: oh also their family would look instagram perfect always

Who is the better cook? we love master chef wyatt :elmo: he makes all these fantastic meals and rae loves it 😌

Who is more romantic? wyatt probably lol he seems like he’d more openly just straight up simp for rae LOL but she absolutely has her moments where she’s adorably soft and romantic too

What sort of gifts do they get for each other? I feel like they’re both pretty materialistic hoes so definitely just lots of nice things, rae will get him something he’s looking for for his sneaker collection, he’ll get her a designer bag, etc.

Who gets jealous easiest? oh 100% rae you can't even look at wyatt a certain way without her being like *squints* gdjfgfdk she's toxic

Who gets more excited for events? I feel like wyatt is definitely more the type to get all excited about holidays and birthdays, but wyatt also strikes me as someone who’d forget anniversaries/birthdays and rae would have to remind him

Who is the most adventurous? I feel like rae would more easily get stuck in her routine and get too focused on what she’s doing, so wyatt would be there to pull her out of that and take her on adventures 

Who is the most protective? they're both equally protective like...genuinely you don't want to be on the bad side of either of them they could Fuck You Up

What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts? not to repeat myself but they kind of were gkdjfgldfs they were The Popular Ones™️ that you either loved or hated and they were so messy lmao

Song to sum them up? I can say confidently with my whole ass chest: I almost do by taylor swift, it literally rips me up inside thinking about them when I hear it

leaves their dirty clothes on the floor? neither of them are you kidding

forgets to run the dish washer? again, who do you think they are?

pumps gas for the car? wyatt because he’s driving and rae would run inside to get the snacks

drives when they’re going somewhere? wyatt because sexy man driving car hand on steering wheel hand on cute gf’s thigh u know the vibes

rearranges the furniture? I feel like rae would be insufferable with this lol, she’d never be happy with the layout, then just hire an interior designer to do it for them instead (and probs still not be 100% happy with it gjkfdgd)

falls asleep with the TV on? wyatt, because, say it with me everyone, he’s a man!

gets to use the bathroom first? rae says herself because she is queen of the house

decides the temperature for the ac/heater? they have a mutually agreed upon temperature that works for them

sets up holiday decorations? they would do it together 😌

leaves the lights on? rae because she’s working too hard and isn’t paying attention

uses the bathroom with the door open? I feel like wyatt would sometimes but rae does not

fixes the plumbing (or calls the plumber)? wyatt I think would want to try and fix it, and when he can’t figure it out rae just sighs and calls the plumber lmao

[jtargaryen18]

I'm sorry but I kinda needed to vent 😔 n there's no one nearby. My mom's kinda an evil bitch. I have to successful siblings .. who're way more successful than me. But even when we were kids, she treated me like shit. She fed me food that gone bad. Yelled at me when I told her the milk she gave me tasted sour n forced me drink it. Made me drink the milk that she forgot outside . Basically human garbage. Whenever I had any argument with my siblings, she never even asked what was going on, cont..

Anonymous said:(2)The venting rant cont.. once my sibling chopped my hair off n when I got angry for looking like Mandark from Dexter's Lab, I got beaten by her n both my siblings. Also, she kinda pimped me when was 16. I had a joint family because my father abandoned us n sheer didn't have a job so we moved in with her brothers. I told her that her brother used to stare at my boobs shamelessly all day and used to come to my bedroom every morning n watch me sleep. She did nothing. This creepy uncle's wife once

Anonymous said:(3) stole my mom's credit for her food n my mom went beserk. Also, I told her that her elder brothers son was pedophile n raped my cousin who was exactly my age n used to live in the same house. She didn't even bother to find if I was raped. (I wasn't, he tried but only succeeded in groping me when I was 11).But she's been accusing me of sleeping around since I was 12. Now I'm 29 n she's living with me. I can't stand her because she keeps doing these extremely petty things . But she's still my..

Anonymous said:(4) mom.. I don't know what to do.. sometimes I feel like banging my head on the wall. There's a lot of things she has previously done to me that come flashing back to me when she did something annoying. I feel better just by writing here. I don't want sympathy so I'm going anonymous. Please don't post this if I accidentally made any ask public instead of Anon.

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First of all, 💖💖💖 I’m so so sorry that you’ve been through this. I know you’re not looking for sympathy but your pain bled all over each and every word. I’d real-life hug you if I could. You’ve been through so much.

I’m not lying when I say that I do understand how you feel. My own mother was mentally ill and violent at times. My father chose to enable her and I had no siblings. She and I didn’t have much of a relationship when she passed. My father? It’s civil but it’s what I’ve chosen to make it.

I mention that because it’s important to understand that when you have a parent-child relationship where the parent is distant, neglectful, abusive - no matter the reason - the child is supposed to be respectful, to be tolerant. “It’s your mother.” People judge you if you don’t. Worse, you judge yourself.

Just because people can have children doesn’t make them a good parent.

Reading your messages carefully, you keep mentioning these things that happened as a child in a way that makes me think you know what happened to you was painful and wrong. Each of those incidents was wrong. But I feel like you’re doubting yourself. Like part of you thinks you’re not allowed to feel that way. 

You ARE allowed to feel that way. Emotional abuse can be the MOST painful. I don’t know your mother’s circumstances nor yours. But I do know that rejection from a parent, a primal root relationship, hurts worse than other betrayals. If your own parent can’t love and accept you... And you don’t understand it. What did you do wrong? In your case, I can’t imagine. It sounds like she approved of your siblings. Why were you singled out?

It sucks but the truth is, you may never know the answers to those questions. If you do, it might now give you closure.

But you need to take care of YOU. I want you to understand that you have a right to the way you feel. Don’t keep doubting everything. It doesn’t matter if someone else thinks something your mother did in your past wasn’t that bad and you should “get over it”. You have to live with it and no, you don’t have to get over it. Accept what happened, let it in and feel it finally. Then let it go. Don’t keep in your mind like poison that’s going to keep coming back to make you sick. 

You didn’t deserve to be treated that way. And you still don’t. That she’s living with you now? That’s doing more damage and I’m worried about you in that situation. But remember, and I know it’s hard because when they start in on you, you feel like a scared kid again, you’re not at her mercy. You are no longer powerless. Even if there is no other choice but for her to live with you, you need to establish strict boundaries with her. Whether this is something you actually talk about with her or not, you have to do this for you. Don’t tolerate any behavior from her that makes you unhappy or slips back into old behavioral patterns. End the conversation, leave the room, tell her what you think -- do what you have to do. 

There may come a time when you have to cut ties for a while to save yourself. If you do, don’t assign yourself any blame. There was nothing wrong with you that caused her to act this way. It’s her. You’re just as good as your siblings. You’re strong or you wouldn’t have made it this far. You’re beautiful because as hurt as you are, you’re still just trying to understand, hoping for things to change.

You deserve to be treated with love, my friend. So don’t hang onto this hurt so tightly. Not when there are people in the world who will love you and will show you exactly what a wonderful person you are. I have a big wonderful family these days and none of them are my blood relatives. Your family is out there too, waiting for you. 💖💖💖 So are all of your dreams... Set your heart on that. 

Above all, you deserve to be happy.

If you can forgive your mother at some point for everything, do it. Forgive yourself above all. Be kind to yourself. If you need to talk, I’m here.

[vilevvords]

thank you so much for your compliment on my characterization, it really really means a lot 🥹 i think that’s one of the highest praises you can receive as a writer and i’m sitting here all giddy because it makes me so happy hearing people are on the same page as me!!

also yes, i’m a big osamu fan as well and oh, i have a lot to say about him!! although if you’d make me choose (which would be a lil mean ngl, making me pick a favorite child) i’d probably prefer atsumu over osamu a bit. i find myself writing for him a lot more but i really want to write more for lil samu as well! the twins are just really dear to me and even though i initially was a bit sad finding out they split up after high school and that osamu didn’t continue playing volleyball, i think it’s for the best! and i think even if they both ended up pursuing pro volleyball, i’d prefer them to be in different teams

i think osamu is often overlooked a little because he’s less flashy than his brother. he probably gets dragged into a lot of his brother’s antics but i think they both have strong personalities and they’re both very interesting characters!

i guess between the two, he’s the more mature and independent one. (well, we know atsumu relies on his brother to feed him so.. yeah) he, despite knowing atsumu wouldn’t be particularly happy about it, decided to become a chef instead of going pro. that takes some real determination and resoluteness because considering the talent he has (i think he’s along the athletes with the best stats pre-timeskip) the easy thing to do would be to join his brother. and i guess in a way, that’s what most people probably expected him to do and it takes some real guts to go against that

we know he loves volleyball and i don’t really agree with the hc i sometimes see that he’s done it halfheartedly. i think he’s just less expressive than his brother which is why in comparison to him, it may seem like that. but i think at their core, the miya twins are defined by passion; only that passion shows in different ways. they’re both incredibly successful (atsumu being an olympian and part of the national team, and osamu owning a restaurant that seems to be going exceptionally well) and it’s their passion and mutual support that brought them there. they always seem to find new ways to push each other to new heights, even when they go different paths

and i personally love that he’s a foodie, i think it’s really cute! it’s most likely one of his love languages as well. and that phrase “the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach” is probably true for him lmao

i think in a relationship, he’d be more straightforward than his brother. he probably knows what he wants and needs more whereas tsumu needs more time figuring it out. i also picture him as less playful and if he tells you something, he definitely means it. i think once you get with him, he’s always going to give you a sense of security and reliability. (similar to kita btw, i love that lil farmer, he’s so adorable i wanna squish his cheeks and kiss his forehead so badly) he isn’t one to play around and i think if he’s gonna dedicate himself to something, he goes all in or nothing. he’s probably gonna make sure to talk about what you guys want early in the relationship to avoid disappointment and heartbreak. he’s nothing if not thorough

also, random headcanon but he’s probably really good with kids. i can’t not imagine kids coming into onigiri miya and absolutely loving him. he just strikes me as the kind of guy who makes even the shyest kids feel so comfortable around him that you can’t help but think it’s some kind of magic 😔

to be honest, i do think my characterization of atsumu is a bit clearer than osamu’s. and i also think osamu is a bit harder to grasp because his brother is so center-of-attention sometimes and we don’t really see a lot of him post-timeskip. but i’m really looking forward to writing more for osamu!!

wall of text again lmao i get carried away so easily talking about my favorites it’s crazy …..

heyy wendy, thank you so so much for the tags on my atsumu piece!! i was really happy seeing your reblog in my inbox!!

i threw that together pretty quickly because lately i’ve been thinking a lot about atsumu and his experience/the way he would approach intimacy in general and … and he’s so cute i could pass away….. he’s 100% all bark no bite and i just can’t picture him as overly experienced despite this whole fuckboy atsumu agenda going on in the fandom. he wants to come off as tough and cool when really he’s just a babyboy but you have to indulge him sometimes

and as soon as you’re alone he’s onto you because big boy needs a lot of love and i don’t see him as someone who could even truly enjoy sex without any feelings at all? the way i see it is that he gets off of the sensuality, emotion and affection rather than the act itself if that makes sense. stimulation is one thing but it definitely gets amplified by having an actual connection and i picture atsumu as one handsy guy. he’s touching you, squeezing you, burying his face in your nape to take in your smell and i’ll be damned if he doesn’t love when you run your fingers through his hair. i think he generally appreciates all sorts of displays of affection and i can’t see that being any different when it comes to his sexuality

sorryy for that wall of text but i could honestly ramble about my characterization of atsumu for hours, i just think he’s such an interesting and well fleshed-out character that i’m physically unable to shut up about him 🫡

The fact that you "threw that together quickly" is a huge indicator of your talent. Whenever I want to write something I need to spend 3-5 business days just drafting the outline. I LOVED THIS ATSUMU DRABBLE- I've read it three times already.

Honestly, I 100% with the idea of Atsumu that you have. While I love the confident bravado he puts up, and the one the fanbase likes to focus on, I do think that at his core, he's a deeply sensitive person. In a way, he's like Bokuto but less dramatic. I think he would be in love with the idea of being in love until he finds the right person who sees through the shell he's put on.

Once he does find that person, I think they become his person. He's completely in love and invested in the relationship. He'd find new love languages that work best for him, and the "first" milestones of the relationship would mean so much to him, even if they weren't what he imagined them to be. Apart from touch, which I 100% agree would be one of his love languages, he'd love to show how much he cares about you through his actions, even if they don't materialize perfectly. He'll buy you a bouquet of flowers that you might be allergic to, try his hand at cooking to surprise you after a long day of work, and meet you at your workplace after practice if you finish around the same time. Maybe he doesn't always get it right, and maybe he'd be worried that you could do better, but he'd definitely give you his all and honestly, that's romantic.

CHAT WITH ME ABOUT HIM ANYTIME YOU WANT VILE BECAUSE, I LOVE THE MIYA TWINS AND I LOVE YOUR WRITING