#Welp time for me to go to sleep.
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lonesomenecromancer · 1 month ago
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sif is almost just as mentally stable as me
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lordbucketofthecaribbean · 8 months ago
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What the fuck was that
X-men nation I don’t feel so good
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Send help
Edit: Erik’s probably fine btw, no corpse means no death. I hope.
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moeblob · 7 months ago
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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deus-ex-mona · 3 months ago
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. ​how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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witchspeka · 1 year ago
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I cannot see Reigen wearing anything besides office attire or tracksuits idk I just feel like he has a really boring closet, he dresses like a dad (no offense to dads who actually know how to dress i just haven't met one as of yet)
This man SCREAMS birkenstocks and socks with sandals, even Serizawa would dress better I feel
He's spent so much time stuck in his room doing nothing, I wouldn't say its out of the question that he has a Pinterest inspiration board for outfits
But he doesn't really think to explore that aspect until Toichiro is gone and he gets a taste of real freedom and independence
Man maybe that's the thing, Reigen's identity is so performative I don't think he's spent that much time thinking about how he dresses
He doesn't need to think about how to express himself when the self he presents to the world is fake anyway
He has no friends, doesn't speak to his family, when you're deeply lonely you don't think about clothes, you're not using them for anything besides work and grocery shopping so who cares?
Get this man some therapy then walk him through a mall or something, he needs it (the thought of him wearing that vest outfit more than once severely pains me)
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crazysodomite · 4 months ago
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Social media is kinda twisted and it's scary to realize how it warps everything around it
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heirofnepeta · 1 year ago
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i hate when i get incredibly fixated on something in the middle of the night because i CAN research it and i CAN talk to my friends about it but IM SO FUCKING SLEEPU GODDAMN THE PERSON WHO DECIDED TO KEEP ME U-oh. wait.
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adrift-in-thyme · 1 year ago
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HOW IS EPISODE FOUR WORSE THE SECOND TIME AROUND??
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contradictivs · 10 months ago
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snacking on sour gummy worms. kind of just dumps some into his palm and like, smooshes them against ryder's mouth like he's bringing them up to a barn animal's mouth. he's keeping you nourished ryder 💜
Ryder had quickly discovered the other man's affinity for sweets.
Just a couple of hours ago, they had been at the closest twenty four hour grocery store to pick up a few snacks. It was the only thing that Ryder could think to do when the little jabs of pain that shot through his chest every time he moved kept him from falling asleep. The plan was to get some snacks, stop by the section that had pain meds that would hopefully work, and maybe pick up anything else that had caught their attention. Except they had spent a good five minutes in the candy section while Kurjak dumped a concerning amount of bags of sweets into the cart.
But, in the spirit of ten PM grocery runs, Ryder did not question it all that much.
The pair had settled on the living room couch once they were back at his apartment. All the lights off aside from one in the kitchen to give a faint glow at the corner of the room — The only other source of light being the TV playing some nature documentary about the Great Barrier Reef that he had found. Neither of them had really spoken once they had settled. Ryder had found some way to sprawl out on the couch that didn't hurt too much.
He probably could have started to nod off like that. If not for the sudden sensation of something being shoved against his mouth. Eyebrows furrowed together, green hues blinking back into focus as he drew back slightly to glance toward Kurjak. "Dude," he muttered as if that would communicate anything. Was he still reaching a hand out to grab some of the gummy worms between his fingers to drop into his mouth on his own? Yeah.
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brown-little-robin · 2 years ago
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baeshijima · 2 years ago
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ur welcome
chewing on ur head in gratitude rn
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chaosintheavenue · 1 year ago
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Fuck, and I repeat, fuck exploding head syndrome >:(
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gatorinator · 2 years ago
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Can God translate me. Just for like 3-5 business days. I just need a little break—I’ll come back I promise.
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deus-ex-mona · 5 months ago
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wakefulness comes with a ✨price✨
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teruthecreator · 1 month ago
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i have nowhere else to complain about this so you're all getting it but man oh man do i wish i could sleep normally. im never tired when i need to be and i struggle falling asleep every single night and its like no matter what i do nothing changes ive been on like 5 different medications now and nothing fucking HELPS and i feel like ive got a target on my back at work and i havent been able to write in what feels like weeks and UGH i feel myself falling into a deep pit of despair which sucks because I HAVE SHIT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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thistlekiss · 6 months ago
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Fucking exhausted from my grocery shop today and dad drops that all the fuckin work i did clearing shit on monday/tuesday that he SAID needed to be done "as soon as possible" aka THAT DAY when i was ALREADY SUPER FATIGUED is FUCKINGGGGG USELESSSSSSS
i am. Pure rage.
#my fatigue has been so fucking bad my health is getting worse my POTS is getting worse i've had such bad side effects of this fuckin meds#i could have fuckin used the energy i WASTED on that fuckin cleaning#I'D FEEL LESS SHITTY TODAY IF I HADNT DONE THAT SHIT#MY SLEEP CYCLE WOULDNT BE SO FUCKRD#i am trying not to have a melt/shutdown and i am trying not to cry with pure frustration#if you dont want to fuckin clean it say that dont fuckin indirectly blame me#christ i cant keep up with life what the fuck am i supposed to do#welp shutdown incoming ha ha#not only that but being proud of myself for smth and then having the rug yanked out from under me is a huge trigger#so not only was i already burned out snd exhausted i'm now massively triggered bc that thing i was somewhat proud of#has proved to be a massive waste of time and effort and energy and it's like having that achievement torn away from me#awesome. great. fuck i wish i had some weed#honestly i should have asked to go into the psych ward in june instead of july. sigh.#gonna be not-funny funny when my psych asks how im doing and i get to tell her between the last appt and admittance i've struggled with#active suicidal feelings ~3+ times ha ha#and then no doubt someone will say “at least you didnt attempt” yeah well thats only bc i'm scared of failing and being more disabled#the second i'm too distraught to worry abt that it's fuckin over for me bitches#anyway i would like to die in my sleep#maybe i stop the blood pressure meds and hope for a heart attack
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